#bc sanity and stuff

[aesrot]

Kian seems like the type that he would be squeamish enough that he absolutely would Not put his hands inside Rolan's chest cavity but he would most certainly be down (and into it) to watch Rand do it

oh yeah, he sits a bit far from them and watches and as his fascination and arousal grows he gets closer and closer, not close enough to touch anything, but he sits by them and follows every movement. curiosity and fear battle inside of him and he just cant look way

[celticbotanart]

I had this kind of meme-ish idea of "I'll use all my classic art training to paint favorite anime characters" and here we are. I used a lot of Norman Rockwell, some J.C. Leyendecker and bits of my homie, always mentioned William Bouguereau as references, but especially Rockwell. I also used this picture of Raychell and Risa (the character's VAs, for those unfamiliar) as reference, it was what kind of inspired me in the first place!

Added in my usual headcanons for LAYER and CHU², but this time I decided to make CHU² wear a very oversized uniform, because she's so advanced at school but still so smol 🤏

[Closeups and WIPs on my Patreon!]

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[morrigan-sims]

Wanted to test some cc, so I built an onboard infirmary for a ship... (It's definitely not finished, but it exists at least.)

[drawsmaddy]

[ID: A digital illustration of Kyouka Izumi from Bungou Stray Dogs. She is holding a crepe and looking at it with an expression of wonder, with sparkles surrounding her. End description.]

I've been rewatching BSD while I work and Kyouka's still my favourite

[byanyan]

finally going through my likes to collect all the asks i've wanted to reply to since fucking april to add them into my drafts

i'm. i'm trying to at least start getting my shit together here. i've felt the strong urge to give writing a shot since yesterday, so. i'm gonna see about potentially doing some tonight? maybe?? still teetering on the edge of falling into Bad Thoughts when i let my mind wander too far, so idk how long the attempt will last or if it'll be successful, but.

[waddles-ex-machina]

oops I forgot to mention that uhh the new wand is done!! it’s been finished for a while tbh, I just procrastinated on gluing it all back together and taking a semi-decent pic. there’s only a couple key changes I made - re-doing it so it has the zig-zag bend ofc and coating the copper base part so it doesn’t tarnish and stays shiny :)

anyway THIS is as close to canon as I can make it!! I’m glad it’s done and I’m very proud of it but also I am never doing this again lol

here are the main ref pics I based it on for comparison:

and here are some closeups of what the gem looks like when light hits it bc it’s so pretty

(how obvious is it that it’s just living as a paperweight on my desk between cons)

[mahikamihan]

:((

[dhmis-autism]

@idont-know-what-im-doing replied to your post “"anyways id survive in that house" sounds like...”:

Those are also true for Duck. Does he look sane to you?

​REBUTTAL TO THIS: IM NOT HIM I COULD DO IT!!! also idk man. hes not like,actively going nuts, I don't think. like, if they never leave, he'd be the one least bugged by it yknow? Red's LOSING it, Yellows like,haunted by his not-mom and battery memories and if my lil green guys got none of that going on he's pretty fine I think.

REBUTTAL TO YOUR SECOND COMMENT:

I DONT HAVE ANY REBUTTAL THATS JUST MEAN

[morphemeta]

QUICK HIROKAZU EDITS ( 01 / ?? )

gonna be honest, these pics were just giving very kaz energy so uh... <3 anyw ignore the inconsistencies in colouring PLEASE

[minamaybe]

SO I just got home from work, and there were people in my apartment, and after a second of absolute terror bc I thought someone broke in, I saw it was my friends trying to surprise me with redecorating my living room; bc here's the thing, I'm going on vacation but my mum mixed up the dates and told them I'm already gone today (which. nope!)

so long story short. I just almost had a legit heart attack whoops

[alagaisia]

I don’t want to be at work today I want to be home working on the cabinet I’m building

[lanternlightss]

i am. thinking about should the winds be kinder au again…..

especially how desperate venti is to not let anyone know about the switch. because the world, let alone the universe itself, doesn’t need a venti. they need only ever need cecil.

[uk07]

Finally started planning out my ideas for eden and out/everlasting eden, i have a doc + concept ideas but might as well flowchart it

[himawarihanahaki]

Why I'm anti-contact and what it means to me

I've seen so many blogs using anti-contact/pro-contact to mean different things, so I just gave up on understanding the nuances and decided to just make a long post on my opinions on it.

Obvious part: is it ok to have romantic/sexual contact with children? No, not even with "consent" (which they can't give, saying yes when you don't understand what you're saying yes to isn't consent). If you disagree, not interacting with me isn't enough I need you to die.

Less obvious part: is it ok to talk to children without romantic/sexual intentions if you're a pedophile? no ♡

Reasons

- Bad for you:

Personally I've never had any kind of attachment to a kid, but just the thought of being in love with one and having to see them regularly makes me want to scream. I can't even begin to imagine how insane that would make me.

There's no good ending in that situation, because if you're a spineless creature with no morals or self control you'll probably end up doing something weird at best or monstrous at worse (bad), and if you're not you'll enter a spiral of repression and self loathing (bad).

The only reliable way to avoid that situation is to avoid kids as much as possible.

- (can be) Bad for everyone else:

Story time:

A few years ago, I found out that one of my old neighbors went to prison for possession of csem, which was made even worse by the fact that he was a teacher and I had been one of his students.

He never did anything to me specifically, but I have a lot of memories of talking to him, receiving gifts and spending recess with him sometimes. I know this sounds weird as fuck but I swear it was normal and every other teacher treated me basically the same because I was a friendless teacher's pet.

The point is that even though I can't tell you a single thing he did with me that was in any way inappropriate, just the fact that I know that I was a kid and he was a pedophile ruins everything. So many memories I have from between the ages of 6 to 8 ish that used to be sweet are tainted forever because now I know that he was probably thinking about fucking me on at least some of them. I haven't talked to anyone else who was his student at the time, but I'm sure almost everyone feels the same as me looking back.

His case is made worse by the fact that he wasn't a non offending one, but even if he was, I don't think it'd make a difference on what I personally feel when I look back at my memories with him.

That experience is the main reason I avoid any and all contact with kids, because if somehow it becomes public information that I'm a pedophile my suffering will be more than enough, I don't need someone to be wondering if I was thinking about fucking them that one time 8 years ago when we were talking about the weather or something. My goal is that every child I come across forgets me immediately or at most in a week and that I forget them just as fast.

About other people:

While I don't necessarily think everyone who interacts with kids (in a normal and appropriate way) is a bad person or has bad intentions, I do think they're being selfish and really wish they would think more about their actions and possible consequences.

I also find it incredibly suspicious, it's really hard to believe you're actually non offending if you go out of your way to talk to kids, but I guess you could just be a little stupid so I'll give you the benefit of the doubt.

[nyxi-pixie]

scrolling tags sometimes and i see something so egregiously ooc and generally nauseating that i just immediately block whoever posted it. never wanna see anything like that again

[a-tiny-sloth]

looking for places to make a blog (like, the old-fashioned type) but i don't really now where to start looking and i know i've seen tumblr posts abt it but my memories are too vague to find them w the accursed tumblr search so...

if anyone has a post abt this on hand and/or recommendations i would be eternally grateful!!