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[bcofl0ve]

headcanon time! give us 5 of ur fave cora headcanons mollie!

[confused on what we’re talking about? check out my fic ‘invisible string’ in the masterpost found in my pinned post!]

surprise you’re getting 6 bc i started this and it ran away from me. cora and austin and mama/reader related. spoilers for yet to be published parts below the cut!

- being a dad and being your fiancé (and eventually husband) are the best parts of austin's life. he does not shut up about you or cora, ever. the week before you come to visit for christmas pre: actual permanent visas being approved he is telling everyone. the mail man, the checkout guy at the grocery store, his uber driver, etc. "my fiancée and my daughter are comin' home for christmas, it's my first christmas a dad," leaves his mouth just about every time he opens it.

- masters of the air films over the summer of 2021 in london and he brings the two of you with him. cora thinks the set is 'more boring' than the elvis set but still enjoys austin showing her around all the airplanes. when austin is busy the two of you play tourist with some of the other cast member's wives/girlfriends and it's a good time!

- you did your own pre-school thang at home with cora because of how uncertain things were with when you'd be moving, but come fall 2021 she starts kindergarten at a local school in anaheim. austin sheds more tears than you, and more than cora herself. there's layers to it- when he didn't get as much time with her before she started school as most parents do with their kids. and you know that when you're standing in the parking lot wiping his tears with your thumb. it's what plants the idea of another baby in the back of your mind, though the actual conversation doesn't happen for a couple more months.

- you don't really know how to go about it so you choose the path of ripping the bandaid off and blurt out "do want more kids?" when you're getting ready for bed. austin's eyes widen and he stutters a little, but the answer is a resounding "yeah- yes, i mean- if you do, do you?". that's around december 2021, and it isn't as easy a road as you hoped it would be but come may you realize you missed your period in the middle of cannes.

- you take a test, and aren't surpised it's postive, but put telling him on the shelf for a minute what with everything going on. except the more you put it off the more you realize if you wait till press calms down it's going to be another full month. you're in memphis the second week of june starting to realize you can't put if off much longer, espically when you aren't drinking at all the after parties. you're outside at graceland watching cora run around the yard, austin inside doing an interview, when prisicila gives you a long (gentle) look that you clock before the soft "so have you told him yet?" even leaves her mouth.

- you're making your way upstairs at your hotel that night, cora sleeping on austin's shoulder, when you realize you're telling him /now/. he lays cora into her bed, crouched on the ground stroking her little head saying his goodnights. and blame it on the hormones making you extra emotional but the sight makes you blurt out "i'm pregnant" faster than you can slow your roll. it takes austin a minute to process that, standing up and turning around with his mouth hanging open like a cod fish. there are tears when it does click in his head that he wasn’t just hearing things, after your little nod when he chokes out a watery “no way- are you really?”. and you cry too. ❤️‍🩹

[abernathyvalois]

AH forgot i sent that ask about wlw situationships: anyways.

get this, for a year we were orbiting a relationship but we each have our own issues that set us back from actually committing (we share the same friend group, we both have commitment issues, she had a fwb relationship at the time) blah blah. this past spring, i got busy with an internship and things sizzled out.

EXCEPT. when ever we got drunk with our friends, boom we're clingy, we're making out, we're inseparable. ALL THRU OUT THE SPRING AND SUMMER.

now she's seeing this new person, but the worst part is she homewrecked that relationship (it was semi long distance, but she wiggled in and "accidentally" homewrecked). its none of my business whatever right

so through out this past fall semester, i'm working as a barista (typical gay person) and she starts bringing by this new person she's seeing, and only texting me if i'm working. never asking to hang. blah blah whatever im grown up ive moved on i dont have time for this drama. but i am also a jealous person and i dont let myself get drunk around her anymore.

i made that mistake once for a birthday party last month and i ended up 7th wheeling one night and it got so sad i left early.

THE WORST PART is that the person she's seeing is SOOO BORING. i try being friendly but they just do not engage, ask questions, or directly talk to me. like i had to be around the two of them one time for a drive for food and they talked to themselves the entire time i thought i was a cab driver.

so this is the current situation, i decided to not host a nye party that originally only 6-8 people were coming to bc she invited them and i am not going to be doomy and gloomy on nye.

anyways, no one understand the wlw situationship horrors and i've been stuck holding this all inside bc it sounds crazy

Duuuuuuuude that sounds insane. that’s the thing about wlw situationships isn’t it ? The lines r all blurred. Like ur fooling around one minute than the next they pull back and it’s like you don’t know how to act, to hold on or to let go it’s this constant push and pull of miscommunication. AGGGEGGRRVVFVVVV I get ur frustration good for u for canceling the party! I hope ur nye is going well despite that. Hopefully in 2024 there’s less of whatever the fuck this is

[boxwinebaddie]

Miss Ninaa!! When are you free for the summer???

hello, sweetling! and good morning, good afternoon or good night wherever it is that you are. <3 regardless of the time of day, please just know that the world around you is brighter bc you're in it. c':

so i just want to start out by saying that i know i say this a lot...but i cannot tell you what it means to me that you guys care enough about me to be curious about the trajectory of my offline life.

...like, i really just have the sweetest anons in the world, huh? ;-;

i feel unbelievably blessed and count my lucky stars everyday because of each and everyone of you. thank you for being your lovely, lovely selves and caring not only about me as a person but my silly and strange au styles from hell.

speaking of, i am aware that it does not seem like it because of how sporadically i post ncu related content ( if at all ) but i am trying to work on some stuff...as you know well by now, i like to really take my time putting out my work because the quality of the content that you read is paramount to me. you are all far too near and dear to my heart to receive lame, rushed, unclear boof ass content from me.

like...i simply will not do it. thank you for your paitence.

( i will say that i am specifically working on an ask about the greenhouse kiss which AAAAAA giggling, twirling my hair and kicking my feet, like it is SOOOOO satisfying, holy shit! it's also very, very important to the plot which is why i have been taking my time on it. i do hope to put it out today but i am trying not to make promises that i can't keep, get your hopes and dreams up just to dash them and most unfortunately, i do not have a great track record in that regard. i know it's kind of a bummer...but i like to be honest w/ y'all. )

ANYWAYS!

without further ado, here's a little glimpse into my life. xx

again, thank you for asking...that is very cute of you. c': <333

( this is lengthy and lowkey irrelevant. you can absolutely skip this but i think that i am pretty informative in here, so it might be useful? idk. )

so actually, my summer is pretty busy and jam-packed for the most part! or, the first two months are, at least. because i decided to take on summer camp here at the school i work on! camp counsellor nina!

i decided to nab a summer camp supervising position for a couple of reasons. like, obviously, teaching does not pay that much, so really, i need to make all the money i can while i can. don't worry about me tho, guys. bc actually am doing extremely well for myself. <333

( i am a very lucky person, haha -- god nerfed me by being mentally ill, but did make me pretty and personable...which gets me far in life. on the topic of mental illness [ of which i am very ] today i should fare quite well bc other than having a mild headache and being lowkey naseous because my mood stabilizer has that side effect for me...it is worth it when i rem(ember) to take it because it makes me very calm and level, so i am better at responding to my asks/doing my tasks. )

another reason is it keeps me busy...when i am not constantly busy, i get very depressed and fall into gnarly sprials. my job has a lot of downtime and when i am not running around like crazy because a bunch of teachers are out, i'm bored as fuck and i get lazy or restless.

very lame...this summer, i will be looking for a different job ( fml, if you are my boss, don't read this ) and i am a bad procrastinator so i missed the deadline for a fuck ton of teaching positions, but hopefully i can find something in the realm of associate or assistant teaching because....lmao, point and laugh but i am still a little too nervous to teach a whole class by myself. if kids get disadvantaged academically because i am too incompetent at teaching, i will die.

but yeah...if i am still babysitting fourteen year olds after this ( they did grow on me, but it's really not my speed ) please also point and laugh because i would rather go back to retail...yes, i am desperate.

on the subject of teaching kids that are in my wheelhouse and doing stuff my speed, summer camp is actually all k-5 so i will FINALLY being doing a majority of my teaching in the age group that i have my literal credential in. YAY! it's going to be hot as shit where i am over the summer, probably also tiring as shit ( have you seen how little kids act in the summer? ) but i am so fkn exCITED to work with the littles HEEEEELLL YES, BROTHER! uncle nina will be Vibing! <333

so for the first four weeks i am doing general camp stuff, getting a feel for stuff and wokring with all the grade levels...but the LAST two weeks, i get to specifically associate teach in the kindergarten classroom and AAAAAAAA!!!!! I FKN LOVE THE KINDERS!!!!! i visit them every other day because, again, i am bored as shit and they need help over there so i usually hang out with them in PE and play hula hoop tag with them...rn they are learning how to jump rope. soooo stinking cute, oh my god.

-- BUT YES I AM SOOOOO FREAKING STOKED YOU GUYS LIKE I WAS MADE FOR THIS BROTHER. i am gonna wear so many crazy outfits and do such weird makeup pray it doesn't melt off my face.

also, during camp, they go on little field trips and things, hopefully swimming, ( uncle nina is mermaid nina ) and feed you the same stuff as the campers so i get to eat like a nasty frat boy and have pizza and pasta and stuff, which, let me tell you, i am genuinely stoked because they cater a free lunch for the faculty here everyday and it's supposed to be all fancy and shit...but there is a reason it's free because it is SOOOO mid. like it really is kind of ass. i don't know how they do that.

but, sigh, camp is only six weeks so i have to fill my time with other stuff ( also i guess that means in six weeks from when school is done on june...14th, i think? i am free? ) i hope to use that time to structure the fuck out of my life, planf or the future because i am hella bad at it and i hope to do a lot of writing! kind of a pipe dream at this point becaue all my stuff has been *british tolkien vc* actual shite and i can't finish anything...but maybe when i feel better, writing will come easier? when i am less busy and stressed? i hope so. and i hope you guys are still around if i am here but i Completely understand if you are not! it's been a long, bumpy ride. you did your dues and you are free to step off at any time. again, i do not blame you. i am annoying.

BUT YEAH! that's my summer for you! summer camp, hanging out with my cat ( her name is lily, she is very beautiful, very kind, very fluffy and dumb as rocks but she is my babygirl ), getting lots of sushi, going to the thrift store, doing self care stuff, doing less self harm in various odd forms specifically in the form of self sabotage, getting my life together and organized, finding a new job, bettering myself and the world, being kind, entertaining all of you and hopefully writing again! yay! i'll update you as much as i can.

and please, please, pleeeease update me on your lives! i know i don't always respond, but i read everything. my friend who won FIRST PLACE for her raven sculpture, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU BABY. my friends who unfortunately went through breakups, i am so sorry, please know it is their loss, you are stronger for it and i hope you heal, but if ravesey can...you can baby. also proud of my various friends going to college and my friends that are not! my friends toiling through their lame jobs and my friends who are dipping their toes in the world of creativity through writing, drawing expressing yourself! i love, love, LOVE you! thank you for sharing your lives with me.

( speaking of friends, i am specifically hoping to spend my summer bonding with my rant girlies and we made a little group chat and we are being so funny and chaotic and unhinged. i love them all so bad. )

BUT YEAH! thank you for asking my love! look out for some important in character asks, hopefully some finished or more distinguished writing and know that if i am not responding or posting, it is not because i lost interest...as you can see, i am very busy, especially as the school year approaches an end, my summer is a little busy, i fall into ugly manic/depressive cycles and am working on taking care of myself...offline. thank you for understanding.

and thank you for being here! you are troopers, forreal! you are angels and saints for putting up for me and enduring me never posting or posting really chaotic weird stuff. i love you. thanks for caring. <3

i love you and i hope you heal,

uncle nina, future ceo of glamour girl summer camp <3

P.S. i am specifically working on developing and post more about my other aus because i want to give you some variety and challenge myself to do stuff out of my comfort zone! so if you are excited at all about the tsot/tfbw nina stuff, please make some NOOOOISE! lol and if you are not i totally get it, but if you could give me gentility and grace, i would appreciate it because i'm insecure abt it. MWAH!

[pearly--rose]

Thanks @pretty-thief for tagging me!

1. Were you named after anyone?

Not my first name, but my middle name (Rose) is the first name of my mom's aunt. I think it was more that my parents liked it as a middle name vs. choosing to name me after her, though.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Yesterday, lol -- I went to the movies for my bday (for the first time since Feb 2020 actually) and saw Past Lives, which completely destroyed me 🙃

3. Do you have kids?

No, and am like 90% sure I don't want them. I think it depends on if I ever meet the ~right person~ but I'm getting older and that's not really feeling like a possibility. But I've also never been good with kids and definitely never had dreams of being a mom, so yeah.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Too damn much.

5. What sports do you play/have you played?

Just soccer, through middle school. I guess I also did dance for a while as a kid, and took tennis lessons with friends for a summer or two (but I always sucked at it.) I was really good about running regularly last year up until Feb of this year, and then totally fell off that wagon. But I got some new running shoes for my bday so it's time to try again 😅

6. What's the first thing you notice about someone?

I honestly don't know, I've never thought about it. It feels stupid to say "their face" but that's probably the real answer.

7. Eye color?

Hazel (my eyes are in fact my favorite thing about my appearance)

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings, I've never been able to do scary movies. I'll watch some under the right circumstances, but I'd never choose one over a happy ending.

9. Any special talents?

I used to be able to name every country in the world bc I had an incredibly boring job where I mostly just sat around all day, so I started trying to memorize them via that Sporcle quiz where you get 15 mins to name them all 😂

10. Where were you born?

New Jersey, and I'm somehow still here. I think there must be some sort of ancient magic keeping my family in this state, because dad's side came here in the 1600s and apparently we just never fucking left lol

11. What are your hobbies?

I feel like I used to have legit hobbies, but if I'm being honest covid really fucked with the way I interact with the world and I don't do nearly as much as I used to do. Like I used to love traveling and taking pictures, but I'm still not really comfortable traveling and I rarely take my DSLR out anymore. I play guitar? Never with enough dedication to get really good, but I like picking it up every now and then and teaching myself a song.

12. Do you have any pets?

Hell yeah I do, her name is Pearl, she is a fluffy white Persian rescue and she will be 6 in September and is my favorite thing in this entire world.

13. How tall are you?

4'11" (AND THREE QUARTERS OKAY) / 59 inches / ~150 cm

14. Favorite subject in school?

Anything artsy

15. Dream job?

Being independently wealthy? lolol but honestly, I don't really know anymore. I don't hate what I do, I just wish I had it in me to be more motivated to make a little more money at it. But then again that would probably require working myself to the bone, and I'm not interested in that either. I think I wouldn't mind running a little cafe someday, but the restaurant industry is too fickle to new businesses for me to ever want to actually take that risk.

Tagging: anyone who wants to answer!

[lafrexniere]

where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyuuuuuuuuu

Lemme address my disappearance.

Im so sorry, Im super busy right now I will probably be more active in the last week of august and first two weeks of september bc thats when everyone leaves and I'm still at home chillin bc i go to school so late. There's just a lot going on and the only down time I get I just play video games or do nothing bc it's exhausting, so I will try to write again when I can but theres just a whole lot of physical and mental drainage right now.

My life rn:

Had strep throat for two weeks

Grad party

Time with my bf - this is taking a lot of my time up

Summer hockey - Drama with my teammates but its whatever idc last game is tonight then im done. Just people don't know how to treat goalies thats all I will say especially when ur the only one who willingly volunteered to play goalie (I LOVE MY GOALIE PARTNER THO LOVE LOVE LOVE HER) but when you are the only goalie on the team for a while and every loss becomes your fault even tho every shot you face is a breakaway and you face so many shots they stop counting and I manage to let in 5-6 goals a game bc no one is playing defense whatever (sorry rant)

Summer college class - also taking up a lot of time

Golfing

Packing and shopping for college

Managing a college hockey team

Performing at a music festival - practices

Other performance and rehearsals for other groups

My friends all kinda left me meaning I have lack of motivation to really do stuff bc sad - main motive for lack of inspo, this is a whole long story but I'll say it anyway: My bf is a year older than all of my friend group and plays hockey, they are not hockey people and they all have some problem that he doesnt do the same thing they do so they kinda exclude him when I host things and it just becomes and awkward situation. A whole thing went down with prom pics bc I left a gc with my toxic ex who is in the friend group who is nothing but mean to me and my bf and no one knows, me leaving that gc caused a whole uproar meaning everyone cancelled prom pics with me and tried to relocate an event I WAS HOSTING. There was a lot of lying and betrayal of trust and even tho they apologized no one will tell me the truth about prom. I then went to a concert with two of my friends in that group and they basically ditched me at the concert and were like whispering about stuff i already knew about and it was just like hurtful. Now they all do stuff without me and post it on Snap and Bereal where they know I can see it and dont even think to invite me. They all ignored me at MY OWN grad party yesterday so yeah whyd you come if it was to not see me (that sounds selfish im sorry) so theres my situation

Writers block 🤪 - trust me ive tried working on prompts you all have sent me and i just cant get started or i do start and its just like he said she said things and it just gets too boring

Sorry this became a little rant but yeah this is where I have disappeared to

Feel free to message me here tho or my insta (same username) if you want to talk about hockey boys or hockey or whatever and maybe even get to know me a little this is a sneak peek into my life 😁

[causenessus]

HI LOVELY NESS!! good evening morning or afternoon! sorry this one is later than usual LOL today has been a busy day! I HOPE YOUVE EATEN if not MAKE SURE YOU DO (im watching you) (in a non stalker way)

i’m LOVING LOVE NOTES SO FAR I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEEE everytime i see your notif of love notes i think i jump in glee and jump and while reading it i kick my feet and giggle

today i had spanish bread and pasta!! like mac and cheese pasta LMFAO boring day, i definitely need to start eating better but it’s summer time aka time to do whatever i want before school starts up again, i hope ur day was good! if any cool stories id love to hear about it! have a great rest of your day! xoxoxo (sorry if this was messy i’m like sitting down in the sun rn) (picnic again!!!)

AAAA HELLO GOOD MORNING FOR ONCE BC I'M ALSO LATE ANSWERING THIS I'M SORRY LOVE </33 dw I will eat soon!! I just woke up for my grueling opening retail shift </33 but I don't want to get out of bed yet lol I'M SO SO GLAD UR ENJOYING LOVE NOTES AAA!! THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO HEAR <3

SPANISU BREAD SOUNDS SO COOL!! and don't worry about eating better or anything love like in my opinion just enjoy yourself and listen to your body if that makes sense? 😭 like def school is coming up and enjoy the summer! and even when school around just make sure you continue to take care of yourself!!! I am so jealous of your picnic this wasn't messy at all dw!! I hope you had a good time <3 and tbh I cannot for the life of me remember anything that happened yesterday anymore!!! 😃 but I DID just wake up in cold sweat totally convinced I had slept thru my alarms today so that was fun!!

[asispsyche]

About to finish my first year of university and want to commemorate it

Here are my takeaways:

Living on campus is incredible. Getting away from my family has been great for me and I've got my dorm back for next fall. I'm going to start working this summer in hopes of being able to get an apartment or something in the city for next summer instead of going home

I've learned so much about romantic relationships! Not from being in one! From witnessing my roommate's. Excellent example of what not to do.

I am not opposed to having a guy for a roommate. But 3 people in one room is not a good arrangement. Yes I mean the boyfriend

I. Love. The. City. Part of the reason I chose my uni was bc it's in a city. When I first visited, we walked around some and I loved that you could do that. You could just walk everywhere because everything was so close together. Also I don't have a driver's license. I grew up in a normal suburban area where it was all houses and then businesses were just far enough apart that you had to drive to get anywhere. There were crosswalks, but they weren't safe. Here, I can use a crosswalk and have complete faith that the cars will stop.

Public transportation!!! Buses are awesome!

I think I have ADHD. I've known it was possible for a while, but it's really starting to make stuff difficult. Spring semester has not gone great. Had to drop one class and I'm honestly expecting a D in another. I need to start looking into a diagnosis.

To go with that, I've changed my major to undecided. I went in as Computer Science bc I took CS courses in HS and I was pretty good, so I figured that would be my thing. It is not. I did those courses for 3 years and every time they'd say we we're going to learn new stuff this year and then we never did. Counting my first semester of uni, I've learned the basics of java 4 times. Then second semester rolled around and I realized I did not want to do this for the rest of my life

Started a studio art minor. First course was art history, which I thought was going to be boring but I ended up enjoying it so much that I'm thinking about making it my new major

Took a course in scifi movies. Probably the best 8am I'll ever take. Would absolutely do again

Archeology course!!! Another strong contender for my new major

Morning courses really aren't too bad when they're a 10 min walk from my dorm

Ugh textbooks expensive

Signed up for summer courses

Laundry is relaxing. It helps that the machines in my building are free

Study rooms are great. Big windows are high on my hierarchy of needs

Dining halls 10/10

I don't like when the buses are crowded so I've started walking everywhere most of the time and it's great

Pretty buildings

Nice trails

Cool crystal shop in the city

I don't recommend getting sick during finals season. Especially in December. Laundry rooms are lovely when you suddenly become cold blooded like a lizard

Wish I'd joined the sailing club. Had fun at the interest meetings but didn't work with my schedule

What I took Fall 23:

Anthropology (tombs)

English

Comp. Sci pt. 1 and lab

What I took Spring 24:

Art History (Renaissance to Present)

Spanish pt. 1

Discrete Mathematics (it is math without numbers) (I miss multivariable calculus) (this is the one I dropped)

Comp. Sci pt. 2 (regret, but it was necessary)

What I'm doing this summer:

American History

Spanish pt. 2

What I'm doing next fall:

Color Theory

Jewelry Making

Astronomy (lab at night!)

Spanish pt. 3

[lesbianlotties]

wait but now i want a detailed description of each of the girls’ rooms,,, at least some aesthetic pictures to capture the ~vibes~ maybe???

okay so!! im gonna go with words bc finding pictures is not my strong suit. also i was picturing robin and nancy sharing a room bc they are The married couple. but for the sake of it im going to right ahead and also describe what their individual rooms would be like if they started out in an apartment with 4 bedrooms instead of 3

Robin's: everyone thinks it's a Mess™ (affectionately), but she does actually has a very particular system! it's organized (Robin's version). she can find anything in her bedroom, including but not limited to: vickie's favorite book she borrowed two years ago, a picture of chrissy when she was four years old, and nancy still asleep under the covers. she has more musical instruments than she knows how to play, she started to paint a wall a different color and gave up halfway, warmest room in the apartment for some reason? cuddling central in the winter. movie posters in the walls, and is that a cardboard cutout of Sigourney Weaver as Ripley?

Nancy's: she burned down the aggressively pink room of her childhood and accidentally went overboard and made it too boring, it's a detective's office. the desk is as big as the bed, it's a little scary. she requested help from the girls to brighten up the place, so Vickie framed a bunch of Robin's paintings, Chrissy gifted her Christmas lights, Robin spends all her time there, it works. the thing about Nancy is she is organized, or she wants to be, but she's a busy girl you know? she has things to do and places to be and mysteries to solve! who needs to clean up her work papers off the bed when she can just sleep in Robin's much comfier bed?

Chrissy's: that's a escape room, in a good way. like it looks good, objectively it's the prettiest room in the house, she cares about making it as pleasant as possible, and she's in charge of the candles in this home. it's a dreamy white girl bedroom. but it's also... Chrissy since when do you have a hamster? Chrissy should we be concerned about that thing that looks like an urn that totally wasn't there last week? Chrissy is that a voodoo doll? Chrissy where did your door go? Chrissy I swear this window wasn't here when we left? Chrissy did you exchange the hamster for a parrot oh no the hamster multiplied Chrissy!!!

Vickie's. i'm assigning Vickie the braincell of the group for this and you can't stop me. Vickie's an old soul, Vickie is into knitting and embroidery and arts and crafts of all kinds and the others dont know how she does it! it's a grandma's room and a museum and a safe space and she got there first so she picked the room with the best view, where the sun hits just right, and she gets to have the prettiest healthiest plants on her window sill while the other girls mourn whatever they try to keep alive in the rest of the house. if Robin got the warmest room, Vickie got the opposite, and it's an oasis in the summer, where the other girls will all hang out in the bare minimum of clothing because god gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers

[disaster-j]

Reveal your Watch and Rewatch drama list!

Tagged by @joblessquinoa thanks 💜💜

Currently Watching:

1. Kinnporsche- if you follow me you'll know how much I love this show it's giving EVERYTHING i needed it to give and i am so glad i watched it live bc i would have binged it in one night and lost so much sleep lmao

2. Sky in Your Heart- I'm a little behind but hoping to catch up this weeked. I love this show. Mek in a bl was already enough for me to get excited but I also loved Fah in Star in my Mind so it was even better seeing him in his own show. FahPrince are so cute together they have so much chemistry right from the first meeting and i love love love them so much. Highly recommend it to anyone who liked atots too bc the vibes are identical.

3. Mama Gogo- y'all know i love this show soooo much. It's cracky and over the top but very much self aware. The cast is incredible and storylines are really fun and interesting. The chemistry between the two main leads is already pretty good even tho i believe it's a slow burn enemies to lovers but like IT'S THERE okay. And everyone else in the cast has great chemistry too. So invested in the drama between Annie and Tina like i want them to get in a physical fight so bad i think it would be extremely funny. 10000/10 HIGHLY recommend this one!!!

4. Astrophile- the only way this show could redeem itself is if it turns out Kimhan is secretly a villain and ends up alone in the end, like 500 Days of Summer. Otherwise this is a complete and utter failure. Not only is the main plot mind numbingly boring but the main character is so insanely unlikeable even Bright stans i know refuse to continue watching it. There's zero chemistry between the supposed main couple and the guy is literally a walking red flag. Every single character and side plot other than Kimhan's whole thing is genuinely pretty good, but they get so little screentime and we are instead constantly forced to watch Kimhan use his past trauma as an excuse to be a fucking incel while manipulating the female lead into building a relationship with him. Don't watch this show or if you do just skip every Kimhan scene idk what else to say. There's a reason it flopped across all media platforms not even halfway through. I haven't even been able to get past what 2 eps? Shit sucks.

5. Ghost Doctor- i started this forever ago and even tho i genuinely love the show i have been slacking on finishing it. Kdramas are soooo long and I've been busy so 🤷‍♀️ but it's on netflix now so hopefully that can be a good motivator to finishing it. The story is about this genius doctor who falls into a coma and starts possessing one of his residents whom he has a hate relationship with to treat patients. Very funny and at times cracky show but balanced out with a serious thriller ish plotline going on underneath. Would recommend this to anyone who likes kdramas.

Rewatch:

I simply do not have the time to rewatch shows rn 😔😔

Looking forward to-

Vice Versa, U.M.G, GAP, Eclipse, 10 Years Ticket, Warp Effect, 3 Gentlebros, Home School, Midnight Series (mostly the OffJan and NanonFilm ones bc Moonlight Chicken just isn't my thing)... that's all i can think of rn

Tagging: (i feel like most people have done this recently so ignore this if you have but) @magicaldreamfox1 @onstoryladders @piningbisexuals @demiromanticmickey @ralbeleren @paalove @catravandece @mineonmain

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a siren's song | jhs

PAIRING(S): Hobi x siren reader

CONTENT/WARNINGS: mentions of death, mentions of eating Hobi— siren!reader, businessman!Hoseok, fantasy!au

WORD COUNT: 3.9k

RATING: pg13

SUMMARY: writing prompt 930 // "During a business conference in the Greek islands, Hoseok meets you, a siren who wishes to be a siren no more."

A/N: Tbh I have mixed emotions about this one, but that's probably because it's out of my comfort zone 😅 which is great practice! This is another work for the BCC Summer Games Event, which has been so fun to participate in! Lmk if you guys would like to see more fantasy!au stuff! I hope you have a great day and enjoy!

A/N #2: Oh right— happy anniversary to my blog! Today marks 1 year since my oldest fic (leave me alone | pjm) so yay! I don’t have the exact date (bc I deleted so many old works 🤦🏽‍♀️) but this is the day I choose to celebrate the anniversary. Okay, I’ll stop pestering you now…

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Hobi sighed wistfully. He liked being upper-class, but the work was so boring. Trip after trip where he barely got to actually enjoy the location before he was scheduled for another unexciting meeting. Tugging his tie loose, he's grateful to whoever authorized a week of relaxation—aka a week-long vacation in the Greek Islands, entirely paid for by the company.

He deserved this, he thinks to himself, a calm smile on his face as he watches wave after wave crash into the rocks down by the beach. He'd just closed a huge deal that would allow his company a store on each island—something many others before him have been pushing for years, and he'd closed it in a little over half an hour.

“Hey! Man of the week!” Taehyung calls from the other end of the phone, congratulating the older male excitedly. “If anyone deserves this week off, it's definitely you.”

He sits in the woven chaise, lifting his bottle of sparkling water to his lips happily, “Thank you Taehyung, but you helped me out a lot. Take at least half the credit.”

“No way! My moral support is not enough for fifty percent of getting an establishment on each island. I mean, we'd be lucky if they let us be a sponsor or supplier, but to actually have our own stores out there? You outdid yourself and everyone else!”

“Yah, you're too nice Tae,” closing his eyes as he leans back, enjoying the music playing quietly. “How is everyone…” His eyes shoot open. Music? There weren't any built-in speakers on the balcony, nor inside the room, and he wasn't playing anything anyway. As the melody starts up again, he slowly stands, searching for the source of it.

“...obi…? Hose… Are you there? Hoseok?” Taehyung’s concerned and slurred words fade back into his ear, breaking him out of the sudden trance as he realizes his position. He'd somehow managed to tie both his shoes, grab a jacket and find his keys, without any memory of doing so. Had he drunk something that was making his memory foggy?

Shaking his head gently, he finally replies to Taehyung, “Sorry, I zoned out for a bit. Can I call you later? I'm kind of tired right now,” mumbling most of his words in a sudden grogginess.

Of course, Taehyung understands how tired Hobi must have been. He'd worked on the presentation and speech for this meeting for over a week, making sure everything was perfect. He promised to bring Hobi a six pack (of sprite, of course—dang hotels and sparkling water) and hung up, but not before throwing in another quick congratulations.

The humming starts again, and Hoseok finds his feet pulling him out the door, dropping his phone inside before locking the door. He wills himself to stop, thinking he was just tired, but his legs continue to drag him out the hotel and onto the beach of the island. He looks to passersby, hoping they would recognize the distress in his features, but to no avail as he finds himself under the abandoned docks, hastily trudging towards a large boulder on the other side.

The humming becomes louder and louder the closer he gets, until it's practically being sung into his ear and his stomach churns. He involuntarily sits cross-legged in the sand, feeling nailed in place and unable to move.

His mind is fooled into faux serenity, serotonin and dopamine juicing as he listens to your song. It’s unlike anything he’d ever heard before, the most beautiful voice in the world, he’s sure. He’s so entranced that he doesn’t bother to take in his surroundings as he leans against your rock.

Fourteen days later and he hasn’t moved, staying glued to the sand perfectly still. He’s ignored the painful turns of his stomach asking for food, and the scratchy dryness of his voice, and his cracking skin under the evening sun for the past quartet of days, simply sitting beside you and embracing your singing. His once fit and healthy body was too weak to leave if he wanted to. His skin had paled, and his veins were sickenly prominent. He felt like a dried grape physically, and yet his mind didn’t care one bit as he swayed to the music you provided.

“It's always the handsome ones…” You mumble, stopping your singing. Slowly being freed from his trance, Hoseok turns to you and stares at your legs—or rather, lacks thereof, because instead of the long limbs he was used to seeing attached to one’s waist, you have a large, strong, scaly purple tail about four feet long.

He rubs his eyes, blinking at you in disbelief. Hobi may not have been the most scientific person out there, but he was almost sure that mermaids don’t exist. They were myths, urban legends, they weren’t real! Yet, here you were, in the flesh and… scales. With a trembling lip, he stutters in fear and confusion, voice hoarser than that time he’d belted out four John Legend songs in one night—Hoseok was a karaoke beast, “Y-you’re a mermaid…” and he struggles to scramble back in fear, finally free of whatever odd force that had brought him to you, “Stay away! S-s-stay b-back!”

You frown at his words, “No, I’m a siren,” pouting at the common mistake. You slide off your rock, into the shallow water and sigh in refreshment.

Taking the freedom he was given back, Hobi starts backing away faster, (although still significantly slow from the lethargy of not eating or drinking in four days) scrambling to his feet and trying not to trip as he darts away from you. With a roll of your eyes, you wave your hand and he’s a zombie once again, walking robotically back to where you sat. “Don’t run, there’s no use. I’ve already enchanted you, I can relieve myself of control and take it back whenever I want,” gazing sadly into your lap as he unwillingly plops beside you.

You two sit in silence for a few minutes, him staring at you in terror, and now you’re the uncomfortable one. “Stop staring,” and his head whips to the opposite side of you on command, and he wants to wince at how quickly his neck turned. You facepalm when his mouth grits at the feeling, and you frown realizing you’d accidentally forced him to turn, “Sorry.”

He doesn’t respond, making you look at him oddly before facepalming again, “Right, I have to let you talk…” with pursed lips, you wave your hand again, smiling lazily at him, “Alright, there you go. You can move around a bit, but you have to be within five-feet of me at all times.”

He feels a weight released, and his bony fingers graze his neck gently, but he still doesn’t speak to you. You assume that’s normal, considering you’d pretty much kidnapped him whilst taking control of his entire body. Testing the waters, he backs away from you slowly, noting how you shook your head disappointedly at his movements. He measures the distance, about five-feet, and inhales a deep breath. He launches himself backwards, feeling a strong sting ripple through his body and his legs carry him back into the perimeter, the pain only beginning to subside once he’s back within bounds.

“Why are you doing this? I’m not a sailor, isn’t that who you’re supposed to go after?” he pleads, groaning as he clutches his chest. That sting was powerful, he decides not to try and escape until you’re asleep, hoping your… powers would be weaker then.

You mutter something along the lines of, “Do they seriously believe that? Geez people are dumb…” then turn to him, pulling your heavy appendage with you, “First off, I don’t have to target sailors, just men. Secondly, a girl’s gotta eat, right?” a drop in your timbre at the mention of eating.

“Y-you’re gonna eat me?” he panics, shuffling backwards quickly, accidentally backing out of bounds again, jolting at the shock and screaming quietly. He rolls back into bounds, staying at the edge and drawing a line there for future reference. “Why me?”

You shrug, “You came. Not everyone hears a siren’s song. I guess you can say, this was fate,” giving him a tightlipped smile, “So what’s your name, handsome?”

He’s taken aback by your casualness. You were literally a mythical being, who would eat him sometime soon, and you were trying to make small talk? He feels the bile rise in his throat in disgust, “When are you going to… to eat me?” trying not to cry as he thinks about the painful death in store for him.

“I asked you a question first, answer,” you glare, [H/C] eyebrows furrowing menacingly.

A shiver goes down his spine, and his voice forces itself out, “Hoseok,” and he scrunches his brows in pain from the feeling of the words leaving his throat. Breathing slowly—so as to not burn his throat—he starts again, “Now you answer.”

You stare at your hands, bringing your tail to your chest and frowning, “Three days from now.” your words barely above a whisper as you utter them sadly. Hiding your head, you feel a tear stray from your eye, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I don’t want to, I promise,” voice cracking as you cry. Being a man-eating beast was not how you wanted to live, and the look of petrification Hoseok had worn since you stopped singing made you feel ugly, like a monster.

“Then why are you going to?”

Biting your cheek, you close your eyes, “You wouldn't understand… If I don't, I'll die. There's only one way I can stop and it's probably a myth,” oh the irony, he thinks at your words, but perks up nonetheless.

“What is it?” The croak, turning his head to you with big eyes. “I'll help you find it,” and he's not exactly sure what's propelling him to want to help you, the weird tingling in his chest at the thought, but he chalks it up to wanting to live.

“You will?” You gasp, bringing your head out of your arms to show your glistening cheeks—the scales on your cheeks mixed with your tears really made you seem unreal—a surprised and excited expression painted on your face. When he nods in confirmation, you reach over to where he's sat and pull his face flush to yours, making him squeak in surprise as you pull away.

Wiping his sand sleeve on his lips, he ignores the slight burning sensation spreading from his mouth to his face, “Why did you kiss me?” Almost sounding offended.

“You don't know anything about sirens…”

He mutters a huh, and his eyes widen. His voice was heeled, he was hydrated, and he felt like he had twice the strength he'd had a moment ago, no longer a living skeleton. “How did you…?”

You stand, dusting off your [S/C] legs, “Magic. C'mon, it's not all that confusing. I gave you life and you gave me legs!” You cheer, dancing around with your new limbs.

Magic? Hoseok’s head throbbed. He was a businessman, a logical, rational one who was two inches away from employee of the decade, and he was standing with a magical mermaid who'd cast some sort of spell to make him well again as well as give herself legs. The beach spins around him, waves getting louder and louder and your voice mutes in his brain.

“Hey, Hoseok! Wake up! You gotta help me find that cure-thing!” You whisper-yell at him, far more excited than he'd seen you prior to his promise. “Hey! Wakey-wakey!”

He rubs his eyes, helping when sand falls into one and jolts up, coming back to his senses. Yet, now as he sees you, he's not as terrified as before. Cautious, of course, but not terrified. You need him to find the cure, so you couldn’t kill him, right? “So… what’s the cure?”

“Oh right! There’s a cockle shell somewhere on this beach, and it has the ability to free siren’s from their curse,” you say, eyes sparkling brighter than the ocean beside you. You were excited, ecstatic, because you might actually be freed from the wretched fate all sirens are slave to.

“Curse?”

“Yeah, it’s why we have to eat people. If we don’t, we turn into sea monsters with no consciousness, and eventually wither away,” you frown, thinking of your past friends and family, who had all fallen to the curse.

Hobi nods in understanding, then cocks his head to the side because there’s something he doesn’t understand, “Why haven’t any other sirens tried? I mean, there’s gotta be tons of you, right?” and he doesn't notice how your face drops.

“There were, at a time, thousands of us… Now I'm the only one left,” you bite your lip, eyes staring back at the ocean. You remembered when your sisters all would litter the beach with seashells and small trinkets, and when you'd all sing together, and go for group swims. Now all that's left are you and the memories you kept a tight hold on, careful not to forget any. “I don't want to eat anyone else, but I don't want to die.”

Hoseok isn't sure if it's the after effects of your singing or his own genuine care, but he leaps forward, pressing your head into his chest and caressing your hair, his own tears pricking his eyes. In need of comfort, you wrap your arms around his waist, listening to his slowly accelerating heartbeat until you calm down.

“Thanks… I needed that,” you sniffle, pulling back and pressing your palm against his chest.

He feels his heart jump at your touch, and barely chokes out a quick “No problem!” Before turning into a blushing mess. Man, a siren's magic was strong. Here he was, utterly terrified of being eaten, yet he was comforting you—what sort of screwed up enchantment was this?

“So where do we check first?”

You two start by checking all the rocks on the shore, Hobi keeping his distance at the maximum the entire time, afraid of what you might do to him. It was almost offensive, but in all honesty you completely understood where his hesitation was coming from. Still, it hurt you that you weren’t worthy of even a bit of his trust.

The two of you sit in an awkward silence, Hobi’s lack of talking due to the soreness of his throat as well as his fear of you. Yours however, was solely because you didn't really know how to.make casual conversation anymore—much less with a human.

Eventually, he gets tired of the quietness and recalls that you have a certain gift, “...Can you sing something?”

Delighted, you nod, beginning the same song you’d entranced him with before, only this time he isn’t some dying fool high on endorphins--not entirely, at least. He sways peacefully to your voice, but stays on edge in case he starts acting differently.

He finds himself even searching involuntarily at times, his body moving on its own to check underneath the large beach builders. It’s such an odd sensation, his muscles moving without him telling them to do so. His stomach doesn't growl a single time, and he wonders what kind of magic you must possess to make his hunger disappear so easily.

The first night passes by slowly, very little conversation, lots of searching, and very little (no) findings. It’s disappointing, to say the least, because while you knew you weren’t about to find the mythical shell in one night, you hoped you would. You were a believer, for better or worse, and this time, it had turned out to be worse.

The second night the two of you search through empty buildings, breaking into an abandoned one every few minutes to check for the magical item, only to come up empty handed. What does prove to be fruitful, are your rusty conversation skills. You manage to coax Hobi into telling you about his life, his job and family, which only make you feel even guiltiest about luring him to his death.

(Oddly enough, the more he tells you, the more he wants to tell you, but he just blames that on magic and curses.)

Just like how he tells himself that it's just the curse that makes your eyes so wonderfully sparkly, so beautiful and captivating. That he doesn't think your immature antics are amusing in the least (he does), and that each laugh is a figment of the spell he was under.

The third night is everything short of eventful. You’re quieter than the previous two days, and Hoseok is less jittery than before, actually waiting for you to strike up conversation. Luckily for him, you do. It’s nothing interesting you talk about, but something about how your eyes sparkle in the moonlight as you do so has Hobi asking to hear more. By dawn, you two have swept the entire island, having checked every house and every cave, but to no avail.

And by the fourth night, the two of you are sure you've looked under every rock, checked every nook and double checked every cranny on the entire island, and you've still come up empty handed.

“I'm gonna die!” You wail, giant, sparkly, salty tears flowing from your eyes. “If we don't find that cockle shell by tomorrow morning I'm dead!”

Hobi appears a few seconds after your outburst, heaving in exhaustion from chasing you across the beach, confused and disoriented, “What? You’re going to die? Why?” His heart dropped at the notion of losing you.

“Because of the curse. It’s one of the reasons why everyone else in my family is dead,” you release your head from your hands so Hoseok’s long fingers wipe your tears as he sits beside you, “We have a week’s time limit to break the curse or we die,” your voice cracking in fear.

Hobi pulls you against him, resting his head on your shaking shoulder and whispering calming affirmations into your ear, doing his best to keep himself from crying.

Over the better part of a week you two had been searching for this damn shell, he’d grown fond of your animated attitude and childlike behaviors, he’s even fallen for your dangerous song that had reeled him in almost a month ago. It was hard to believe there was a time he didn’t love you, a time where all he’d wanted was to get away. Now he wished he could stay by your side forever.

“I’m sorry [Y/N],” he mutters into your sandy hair, trying not to spit out the grains that find their way into his mouth. He wishes he could do something to keep you on this earth, to trade places and save you—

Then it hits him. He can. “I can save you,” he takes a deep breath, turning your face to his, “You can live, even if it’s only for a little longer.”

You cock your head, staring into his doe eyes, “What do you mean? Only breaking the curse can save me.”

He shakes his head, pressing his forehead to yours and holding you tighter to him, “You can eat me. That’ll give you more time, right? You have my permission,” his eyes not showing an ounce of hesitation. Enchanted or not, he was whipped.

“What? No!” You protest, crying again and cradling his neck in your small hands, “I’m already going to lose my life… I can’t lose you too,” biting your lip as you pray there’s a magical cockle shell ready to appear any minute now.

He wipes your tears away again, smiling, “Please? I don’t want to live without you…”

“You’re just saying that because you’re enchanted,” you frown, squeezing your eyes shut, “The moment I’m gone, you’ll wake up and hate me for stealing all this time from you.”

Hoseok wonders if that’s really true, but with the urge he has to hold you forever and kiss you tell him it’s not. He’s sure what he feels is more than the magic of an aphrodisiac voice, and he shakes his head, “No, I won’t. I love you, [Y/N].”

You shake your head “no”, ready to back away from him to die in peace, “No, you don't,” when he pulls your lips to his, kissing you gently. You yelp, pulling away, before he kisses you again, making you cry harder than you thought possible. The tingles in your stomach, his hands around yours and his warm lips, it’s all too much for you to handle. Sirens didn’t get to experience these things, they didn’t get to have the loving kisses and hand-holding. Sirens didn’t get to love, or be loved for that matter.

Yet here you were, still embracing the businessman who’d given you everything for the past three weeks, ready to wither away in his arms.

“You can still eat me, I won’t fight you or anything,” he mumbles tiredly, yawning at the bright sun.

You shake your head, leaning more into his touch, “I can’t. I’d rather die in your arms than have to kill you,” and you cherish the slight bittersweet look on his sharp features.

It’s a cruel waiting game, both of you expecting your body to suddenly give out any moment now. You try to pass the time, telling tales of old and funny anecdotes from your heritage and Hoseok’s life.

Only when a cold hard surface brushes against his fingers does Hobi look away from you. It’s an old-fashioned glass bottle with a note inside and a rubbing tied around the cork for decoration. Curiously, he opens it, confusion taking over his face when he doesn’t understand any of the writing, “Can you read this?”

“Hm? Let me see,” you hum, nodding at the familiar language, “It’s in the old mermaid’s tongue, from when sirens first came to be. It says ‘congratulations! You broke the curse and get to live!’ What the—“

You both stare at each other, until you tackle him happily, “‘You’ve managed to fall genuinely in love with a human, repressing your urges and having the feelings reciprocated! From…’” you trail off, eyes watering at the pen name, “From one of my sisters, before she died. I guess she was a lot older than I thought.”

“So, you’re not dying?”

You nod, overjoyed and pumping with love, “And I get to stay human!” You squeal, pointing to a poorly drawn stick-siren, an arrow pointing towards a human stick-girl and an infinity symbol.

“You got that from that…?”

“She was never the best artist but I know how to interpret it,” you laugh, reading the post message at the bottom of the old parchment paper, “And according to her, the cockle shell thing was a complete myth made up by a sailor who was trying his best to live. Poor guy.”

“And to think I was ready to die!” Hobi laughs, rolling over you he’s squishing his face into your stomach, “This is the best moment of my entire life! I love you so much!”

“And I love you! My fancy human man!” Making him flush and laugh, “I will walk with you to the ends of the earth.”

“You say that but you have no idea how tiring walking can really get.”

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*slides into your asks with a rose in my mouth* why hello, tis me!

Apologies for the long wait but your favorite long asks anon is here and OOF so much has happened. Let us break it down one by one lol

Monsta x our beans, welp we can officially say we are army wives for them because shownu is now at the military and just welp this feels weird lol. I lowkey forgot he was meant to enlist so when the news came out I went through so many emotions. Its why the latest comeback feels a bit bittersweet to me. It is their BEST for sure and for this year, I agree so to not see him perform right before he left is a bit sad. I don't blame him of course (if anyone does i am fish slapping you) but just a shame. I'm happy we do get content with him still? Seems pre-planned so that is nice!

Onto legends exo, fantastic comeback. I cannot stop listening to the album, its just bops full of bops to me. They broke so many records and I'm over here sipping my tea because fudge yes. It isn't a full member comeback, 2 of the members featured in the comeback are off playing call of duty and they still did THAT. While having lay properly in the comeback!? (Or at least some form, better than tempo era!) Kyungsoo my beloved, the man that can swoon you off your feet, his proper solo album. Omg I am just in love? The album feels like a Playlist that you hear while taking a walk or on a raodtrip? I love it, I just love everything about this with how much thought was given. It makes me feel warm and I'm so proud of him (I think he even got a first win) but sadly xiumin got the it shall not be named virus D: I feel so bad and I can only hope he gets better! It makes me worried because I keep seeing more and more idols getting sick and I can't help but wonder why don't the kpop entertainment just put a pause with stuff? Of course that is VERY unrealistic, I am aware that is naive for me to think but its just so idk how to word it properly (my English brain is not working I am sorry) I cannot help the feeling of while I get people are being safe and yes we need to still live like normal beings, is it worth risking idols health just for some entertainment? Idk how to explain my thoughts properly but maybe I hope I made sense!!

Onto svt! That is perfectly fine to not vibe with a comeback! I will admit, I didn't fully vibe with this comeback and it shocked me because every comeback was a hit to me. Even fear, left and right or homerun where I know many fans were split on, I liked but RTL was a grower. For me, listening to it without watching the mv, helped it alot and it is a song I like. Is it their best? No I don't think so but it is alright to say "hey I didn't bop to this, not my cup of tea" (imo I blame the mv? The mv REALLY didn't do the song justice at all, I am sorry if I sound like a fake fan but this mv Just is bad in all aspects. Sure we have some pretty shots but like it just doesn't fit at all?) So if anything listening to the song or wishing the live performances does it better. Seeing the choreography amps the song up more, cannot go wrong with their dancing. As for the rest of the songs, I admit game boy is my top favorite? Idk if it is because I am a gaming nerd and found all the production of the song so creative but yeah. We can wait for the next comeback! Svt always have something up their sleeves, plus we do have their music projects to look forward too (I wonder when we will get one? Seeing as RTL promotions stopped) some positive news with the boys is they resigned like a year before their contract ends and I'm a bit emotional :') I'm excited to see the boys future projects. We did have caratland recently! Did you watch it if I may ask? We did get in the soop confirmation so I'm excited to watch that, the boys deserve that nice break (even if it was filmed for a show fjsbsns)

Ok I think that is it for kpop updates? XD I do hope life has been treating you kindly! Life has been a bit all over the place sadly so I hope it wasn't like that for you as well! Until next time my bean!

hii!!!! omg sorry for the late reply i've been pretty busy these days 🙈

indeed so much has happened! and much more since you sent this ask omg!!

our shownu is at war *looks into the distance* *wipes away tear* *sighs* by now I got used to enlistment news (see what happens when you stan 2nd and 3rd gen groups) but STILL [[IT HURT]] when they uploaded the monchannel videos of his goodbye day like ????? what kind of twisted mind diuhdfuihdifuhs but the boys were all so cute and soft but they seemed so sad they didn't want to let go of their super leader :(( I hope he's learning lots and making new friends (and also we've got our international super spy yoo kihyun giving us small updates on him every now and then so everything's fine!). Yeah I totally get you it felt empty without him this comeback and at first it didn't really clicked with me but when the enlistment news came out i understood he had to take care of his health and thoroughly check on his eye sight in order to be 100% ready for the military so it made sense he had to be absent :( everything was so close (the comeback and enlistment) that I'm sure there was no other way for doing it I'm pretty sure he couldn't maybe postpone the enlistment day any further

onto exo! my ksoo my soft boi my romantic boi 🥺 his album is so him SO HIM i can't explain it bur it's just HIM you know it's the type of album you'd play on loop on a summer afternoon when you've taken your papers and paints outside in the garden to paint a bit with the warm soft breeze moving the trees lightly 🤧 and he signs in English and SPANISH (he did it for me) my multilingual king he's a native. Also I've been watching Honeymoon Tavern with Jongin these days and OMG i could d word for him really (if you haven's watched it go do it when you have time) he's SO SOFT and SO CUTE and he works as a waiter and a wedding planner and helps with the room preparations and is also a tour guide and he's just so cute so happy al the time the way he interacts with everyone is so 🥺🤧😭 onto more serious stuff now: yeah i was so worried about minseok catching covid omg but i'm glad he went through it with our any major complication and the rest of the boys are safe too! I guess the industry doesn't stop bc that would mean a huge loss of thousands and thousands of dollars/won/etc so as long as the gov doesn't prohibit going out or gathering like at the beginning of the pandemic, they'll keep on going with the idols' schedules otherwise the industry would just shut down having no way of earning money to sustain all the companies and idols.

as for seventeen! yeah i like the songs too! the mv sure ruined rtl and listening to it without watching it has really helped it grow on me more but still it feels kind of meh to me idk i really like anyone i think it's my favourite from the album. AND NOW WE'VE GOT A COMEBACK IN OCTOBER!!!! yayyyyy i can't wait they seem to be preparing very diligently (i hope they release a sexy bop) it's a shame junhao aren't gonna be present for this comeback but i'm soooooo happy they have the opportunity to visit their families again omg they have spent 2 whole years without seeing them in the flesh they must be so happy to get back to them again!!! it's so funny seeing them be bored at the quarantine hotel and doing lives every day duhdfiudhfiuh i hope it passes quickly and they can see their loved ones finally! and I did watch Caratland!! omg the unit switch song was the best thing ever hhu doing lilili yabbay and not being able to stop laughing idfuhdifuhs perf team doing chocolate and owning it????? hello??? performance team more like main vocal team wow! and the vocal team being a complete mess during check in lmaooo i loved it! In The Soop has finally started!!! I love these kind of "normal life" concepts I love seeing the boys being themselves cooking and relaxing I've watched the first and second eps as of today and also few clips from the third and omg mingyu and jeonghan drowning in the pond dfuhidfhidfs lmao they're so dumb i love them 🤣 i'm glad they could go away for a few days and spend time together away from their hectic schedules!

I hope you're well now and if not hang in there it'll all pass soon enough! 🥰💕 bye bye!!

p.s.: I got your request for the svt this or that gifset and i promise i’ll do it one day i just don’t feel like giffing these days dhbduusi i’m out of energy 

[fictional-worlds-are-exquisite]

i am very much enjoying my vague void! it's currently blasting hozier at full volume and that's almost louder than my internal screaming (don't worry, everything is fine, i just saw a spider)

i've never once in my life have followed a recipe correctly. all of my measurements are completely random and whatever happens happens. it is no longer in my hands. whatever eldritch entities exist take the wheel. and i absolutely refuse to spell anything in english without autocorrect because y'all have way too many double letters and random vowel placement

thank you! sadly, i won't have a break right now, because we just had christmas vacations, but the start of the new semester is always pretty chill. and you're absolutely right, i should take up necromancy! the snow and the cold will add to my mysterious vibes. i just need to get a big black cape with a hood to complete the aesthetic

i definitely picture everything above 5'6 feet as the same height. 5'7 and 6'2? the exact same thing. no difference here

how is morepork a real bird name. it's just... more pork? but the bird is magnificent. i completely approve of your first order as bird queen, not that you need approval from mere peasants like me, but it's a great order. ohhh salps look really cool, and it does look a lot like it! when you said boob implant i thought of mermaids and them using salps as boob implants but then i realised wait wouldn't jellyfish be better for that? because of their shape? ignoring their little leggies they're quite boob shaped, no? and then i realised that i was thinking about mermaids and alive boob implants... if i had to think it, you have to read it. i'm sorry

i was sold before but now i'm even more sure that i want to hire you. and I'll make sure to have lactose free cheese for the backflips (unless you want the lactose version? i'm not judging). will the biting of ankles cost extra?

that sounds like a brilliant set-up for a horror movie where they kill off all the children one by one. it's absolutely horrifying. if something like that would've happened to me i would've most likely just passed out. whatever happens afterwards is not my problem. and now i really don't want to know what the hell your leg was caught on because that seems like knowledge that would get me killed

ah so you're a fellow dirt eater? according to my mom my favourite thing to do outside when i was a little kid used to be eating sand. just shovelling handfuls of it into my mouth and crying when my mom made me spit it out. which i refuse to believe. if there are no photos it didn't happen

you warm climate people are starting to make me think that i'm better adjusted to the cold than i thought i am! it's either that or our buildings are better heated. i definitely don't know if anyone else calls hot water bottled hotties but i like it so from now on i'm using it

that's so cute! i was clearly a way more selfish child because when i found any amount of money i just kept it and bought candy as soon as i could. i clearly couldn't save money then and i can't now. we have stores like that (or i'm assuming that they're like that solely based on how they sell lollies) and they used to be my favourite thing because you could get so many lollies for such a small price!! and my mom even used to let me order for myself sometimes so i always felt like a very big girl jsjshsbsjk

also the fact that i can't send pictures on anon is a crime (yes i know why and it's good that that's not possible because can you imagine anons being able to send pictures? oh no is all i have to say about it) but anyways. because i have this one super cursed photo that reminded me of you and now i can't share it :((

duuuuude, sick void bro. sounds like a vibing void. I feel like I haven’t seen a spider in awhile. Other than daddy long legs. But they’re chill. They mind their own business. 

I nearly always follow recipes exactly. My mum is like oh cook this for about 7 minutes? Yeah sure. I’ll take a wild guess. I’m like they say exactly 7 minutes so I’ll set a timer for 7 minutes and start a stopwatch so if it does seem to need more than 7 I can keep an eye on the extra time and be aware of exactly how long it takes me for next time. Other people are like oh let's see I have [lists 5-10 things in their fridge], hmm...oh I know what I could make with that! I’m like I have beans in my freezer because one recipe required them and no other recipes I know how to make do so what am I supposed to do with these now,,, this is stressful,,, basically I barely know how to cook and recipes are the only things saving me in that area. That is entirely fair. Except for the fuck duck, and murder is not the word you want surely, situations, it’s pretty helpful.

Ohhh I see. At least the start is chill! For a little! Before your entire situation spirals out of hand and you’re behind in every class and it’s taken you a whole day to read 10 pages and you’re exhausted and it’s only week 2. Just me? ok. fair. anyway. I want a cloak so bad. One of my uni friends tempted me to class because she said she was wearing a cloak so my depressed ass honest to god dragged myself out of bed and to said class just to see it. It was worth it. They’re incredible. Everyone should own a big cloak for the aesthetic.

I’m glad it isn’t just me hahaha. I can visualise my own height in feet but everything else is just the same size that is a vague amount taller than me, mentally.

It’s also known as the ruru. But the name morepork amuses me. It’s named after the call it makes haha. It does sound like it’s asking for more pork if you know to listen for that. thank u for ur approval, it means a lot, turns out becoming bird queen didn’t ACTUALLY get rid of my anxiety disorder weirdly enough so validation is great! lmaooo. What if the jellyfish stung them tho? At least salps wouldn’t do you dirty like that. The mermaids would just look like there are hundreds of bugs crawling around in their boobs, flesh shifting as they float around. Which is a vibe. If you’re into that. Jellyfish WOULD make a more solid, single, implant, some of them are definitely boob shaped. But that’s kinda boring no one’s gonna be traumatised by that. Salps on the other hand...yeah, that sight will DEFINITELY traumatise someone.

To be PERFECTLY honest I haven’t done a backflip in years but for lactose-free cheese? Dude. I’ll be going back to training. Gonna be the best backflip you’ve ever seen. As long as it’s not Tasty cheese I am content, but lactose free IS better. The biting of ankles will not cost extra, it is a pleasure to be allowed to do that.

Oh it absolutely would be. It’d be very funny if it reached the wider world bc people would probably be like ok but who would send kids into the bush like that,, it’s an odd concept. meanwhile everyone who grew up in nz is gonna be like y’all, you’re not gonna fuckin BELIEVE what i experienced growing up, it’s real dude. On one hand, I feel like murdering kids in a movie is questionable, on the other hand, It exists, so maybe people would be down for it. I feel like it’d be a good concept even if it wasn’t murdery tho. Like psychological horror? I’m not sure if I’m using that category correctly I don’t watch much horror. A kid following the rope but then being shifted into a different horror dimension but they never take the blindfold off because their teachers said not to and they’d probably have to let go of the rope to do it...I feel like this could work super well as a short film. The viewers see everything. The child just knows something is off and no one is coming when they call for help. I am so down for this. I also do not want to know what my leg was caught on. Some things I am better off not knowing.

yes! I am a fellow dirt eater! We had a sandpit at home (that’s a little bold. It was a large plastic shell that my parents filled with sand. technically a sandpit. but not fancy sdflsdkfsdf) but I don’t think I ever tried to eat it. Then again, I possibly did and just don’t remember because there’s no photo evidence of that one. I’d have to ask my parents sdfhsjdfs, I would however fully believe them if they said yes. it’s very characteristic of me. I don’t doubt it for a second. muuuum that’s my emotional support sand don’t make me spit it out smh the disrespect these days.

Oh I’m absolutely terrible even by most people’s standards around here when it comes to cold and hot temperatures. I remember sitting in the sun in my school shirt and school jersey in summer on a blazing day like it’s a bit chilly, isn’t it? Meanwhile my friends were in the shade absolutely dying from the heat. Likewise in winter I’d be shivering, teeth chattering, dying with my long sleeve thermal, my school shirt, my school jersey, my school jacket, my longs, warm socks and sneakers and gloves and school scarf while ppl would be walking around in a shirt and shorts like it’s a bit warm this winter huh? my body didn’t learn how to thermoregulate and it shows. But yeah NZ does also have a reputation for shittily insulated buildings and such. It shows. skhdfsfs if it’s not common use maybe don’t say can i have a hotty to someone without context but otherwise go ahead lmao. it’s a fun shortened version.

I was typically a very good saver, to the point where my extended family started gifting me gift cards and vouchers for Christmas and my birthday because if they just gave me money I’d put it in my bank account to save towards uni once I hit like, 12 years old. Which I think was a smart move. But apparently, I’m supposed to buy myself ‘something nice’ with it. I think I’m still an okay saver but I’m not as strict anymore. I’m aware of how much I can spare and I’m not just like you can never get anything for yourself ever, so I do get lil things for myself sometimes. oooo yay! At least you know what I mean. But yes. They were the gold mine for lollies. Absolutely terrific stores. My mum would be like hey lindsey how about you order? And I’d be like mother, I am 7 years old and I have an undiagnosed anxiety disorder everyone assumes is child shyness why would you think I would want to do that. Instead I will whisper my choices to you. After therapy tho I felt pretty rad for picking my own lollies by myself. I was like 13 at that point but sdfkjhsdf listen I got there in the end.

sdfkjsdfkjhsdf I like that a cursed photo reminded you of me. That’s all I need to hear. Tumblr said no anon dick pics but they also said no anon cursed photos either,,, very sad. for the latter part. the first part thank god. If I could turn on photos on anon I absolutely would just to see this but I don’t think I can :(

[userseokkie]

#I have so many feelings about which designer house each avenger married #the only one I'm not so sure about is Tony because he's a designer whore omghshgorjykvmb please ELABORATE ON THIS

FKDJGKFHJLSFJG listen…. thank u for this i’ve been thinking about avengers and fashion for a while now and i have so many feelings about it (i’m a noob fashion enthusiast but whatever)

like, i have this headcanon that each avenger has this designer that represents them the best and that the head of the house are obviously in LOVE with them and would give their left arm to get them to do a campaign for them, so it goes as follows:

natasha NAT this girl is so painfully a Chanel gal i’m crying. Karl lagerfeld ABSOLUTELY loves her and personally asks her to wear some of his newer designs BEFORE THEY’VE EVEN HIT THE RUNWAY. Natasha embodies everything that Chanel is (and i mean modern day Chanel, not the nazi sympathizer shit from the 40s) and SHE’S BEAUTY AND GRACE….. she’s so elegant it’s like Chanel was made for her. here are some of my favorite designs i envision her in:

Chanel, Spring-Summer 1992

Chanel, Fall-Winter 1989

Chanel, Fall-Winter 1995

there’s more obviously but let’s keep it short for now dkgjhkj

Next, Thor. Oh god Thor,,,, he’d look good in a trash bag and make it WORK but I know in my soul he’d look best in Givenchy. I know Givenchy is fun and and shiny and always tries to push the envelope on what menswear means, and with Thor’s flashy personality this would be a GREAT match

Givenchy, Fall-Winter 2018 was FULL of glimmer and capes and it’s perfect

Then Clint, i’m not so sure with Clint bc i don’t think he’d be able to be talked into wearing stuffy suits and wear a tie lmao but if he did, then I see him wearing Tom Ford. TF is very straight to the point, very classic but keeping it modern and i think it can be a very ‘friendly’ firm for clint to work with. I think he’d look killer in stuff like this!!

Bruce is harder bc tbh i don’t see him in a designer house owning it and being like perfectly characterized by it, but i do like him in sharp, classic suits so I’d put him with Ralph lauren. like no shade but,,,, Ralph lauren is the most boring designer so there lol. now you get the Hulk to spice it up a bit 

and NOW…. no we’re getting to the good stuff,,,,, the power couple of america,,, the duo EVERY FUCKING HOUSE WOULD KILL TO HAVE…. *drum rolls*

Steve Rogers is the face of Dior. No one can tell me otherwise. In a world where haute couture was barely starting to grow Dior dominated the fucking business from 1950 to 1980 easy. Dior Homme represents EVERYTHING that Steve can be style wise; classic yet risky, manly and innovative. they have the sleekest sexiest silhouettes in the game. and please, the all american boy going with a FRENCH house,,, oh mon dieu

work it,,,

i know this wimp is underselling this but imagine STEVE ROGERS filling out this dusty PINK suit with his BROAD shoulders and BICEPS,,,,

imagine Steve in this Dior three piece David beckham wore to the royal wedding i’m (also let’s not even talk about Robert pattinson’s campaign for Dior last year and whatever you do don’t look it up and imagine Steve in that photoshoot…..)

oops i failed. THIS WAS MADE FOR STEVE.

For the grand finale, Tony Stark, I said he’s a designer whore bc of course he wouldn’t stick to only ONE house come on,,,, that’d be robbing the world of the opportunity to see Tony work three different designers. HE LOVES THE ATTENTION, HE’S A NATURAL BORN MODEL. any house would be lucky to have him, and every time he chooses one campaign or design he WORKS THAT CAMERA LIKE NAOMI CAMPBELL. 

Tony Stark would be the face of all the bad boys of the fashion world. Versace, Alexander McQueen, Armani, but ALSO Prada, Balmain, the really tasteful designers that know what it means to make timeless fashion. 

Here’s some Versace made for Tony

AND some Alexander McQueen, who always shocks the runway as does Tony!!

and some Prada

AND my favorite designs for Tony, Balmain collection Fall-Winter 2016

So.... yeah. the super long list is done. This is what I mean when i say i have a LOT of thots abt the avengers and fashion, and TONY STARK SHOULD DO A CAMPAIGN FOR BALMAIN

[xmenimagine]

Imagine: Bun.

Requested by Anon. Includes: Alex Summers x Reader Request: * Can I get a fluffy oneshot of Alex Summers x reader where she makes a pregnancy announcement to him?

Note: I love me my Alex Summers.

CRAP ENDING BC I AM CRAP AT ENDING THESE THINGS. NO REAL REASON, I JUST SUCK AT IT.

    Jubilee had been laying down on her stomach on her bed, grinning widely as she looked between Jean and yourself, no longer flicking through the magazine she had been reading, or picking at the bowl of popcorn she had pushed to the side. Jean had pulled you into Jubilee's room while you had been walking past, something she had done more than once while you walked past her bedroom—more often than not it was because she wanted advice about the youngest Summers brother, proclaiming you as an expert about him because you were married to the eldest Summers brother. Jubilee continued to stare at you, waiting for your reaction as you processed the words that Jean had told you. It was a lot to take in, and you didn't even think about it being a possibility before, not now at least. She had sat you down on the desk chair, noticing how you seemed to be in shock, and glanced over to Jubilee quickly before she turned back to you when you stuttered out your response.

    "S-So, you're telling me that I'm—"

    "Pregnant? Yes." Jean nodded.

    "H-How did you, uh…?"

    "I could hear it."

    "I don't understand." With the shake of your head, you furrowed your eyebrows and placed your hands on the armrests of the desk chair.

    Jubilee interrupted before Jean could answer, "Babies are cute, you know when they're not crying. I read that the baby's brain develops at three weeks, and then a week later it starts functioning. How cool is that?" She asked, clearly not seeing that you were in shock.

    "I don't know how, but I could hear it," she ignored Jubilee. "Do you have any idea how far along you might be?" Jean raised an eyebrow at you, talking slowly and calmly, unlike Jubilee.

    "She's not showing so she's before twelve or sixteen weeks," Jubilee pointed out. "I read it in a magazine." She shrugged. "Also, did you know that babies can recognise their mother's voice while in the womb still? That's cute."

    "Jubilee!" Jean glared at her, motioning to you. Jubilee looked over and pursed her lips, taking in your still form, watching how your hands gripped the armrests tightly and your eyes stayed staring at the handles of her dresser draws.

    "Oops."

    "What do I do?" You asked quietly but quickly.

    "What?" Jean looked back at you.

    "What do I do? I don't even know if Alex wants to have children. What if—"

    "Uh, first of all," Jubilee held her finger up, silencing you. "He married you," she pointed out. "Second of all, have you seen how he is with children? Did you not see what I saw when we went shopping last week? He was making faces at a baby, smiling at it, looking over at you, multiple times. Was the ranch dressing really that interesting to look at? Did you really not see any of that?"

    "W-I-He—"

    "Girl, he wants to have a baby with you," Jubilee told you, clicking her tongue, looking back down at her magazine, becoming bored at your lack of a reaction.

    Jean breathed in deeply, rolling her eyes. "What Jubilee is trying to say," she stressed, "is that Alex will be more than happy to start a family with you. He loves you, he's going to love that child you have inside of you. Do you have any ideas on how you're going to tell him?"

    "Tell him? You've only just told me!" You replied, raising your voice in a panic.

    "Uh, right, okay, well—" Jean scratched the back of her head.

    "Am I planning a pregnancy announcement?" Jubilee looked up from the magazine again.

    "Uh, it's not your announcement to make," Jean told her. "Therefore, you're going to help plan one."

    Jubilee waved her off. "Same thing."

    Slowly, you stood up, placing your hand on your stomach—despite not showing yet—and spoke quietly, "We're having a baby."

    Jean looked back at you and grinned, nodding as she echoed you, "We're having a baby!"

-

    Almost two hours later, Alex got back to the mansion with Hank and Scott. Jubilee and Jean had been planning a way in which you could announce the pregnancy to Alex, they both wanted something over the top, but you knew that that wasn't what you wanted to do. To try and get rid of some of the nerves you had, you tried to busy yourself. First, you cleaned up the room you shared with Alex, but it wasn't that difficult as Alex usually kept the room pretty tidy—a habit he picked up from when he was drafted into the war. Then, without thinking about it, you cleaned up Scott's room—which took a lot longer because Scott didn't seem to understand the use of a washing basket or hanger or that he could, in fact, use his desk for something other than a place to leave empty food wrappers and a shoe. But, once more, you still couldn't sit still. Warren, who was making his way through the mansion with Kurt, spotted you and suggested that you baked something—you knew it was because he just wanted you to cook so he didn't have to, but you did so nonetheless.

    When Alex had found you in the kitchen, you had mixing bowls, flour, eggs, empty cases and weighing scales all over the kitchen island. He chuckled to himself and walked in, knocking on the door as he did so, causing you to turn your head to see who it was. Alex greeted you with a gentle kiss on the lips before he raised an eyebrow at the mess you made. Instead of questioning you, he picked up some of the empty cases and started to place them on one of the trays. Jubilee and Jean had taken too long to come up with an idea, neither one liking the other idea, so it left you so deal with it yourself, knowing that Scott would find out from Jean, who would then slip it to Alex before you could. It wasn't the best idea you could come up with, but the way you announced it wasn't really a priority for you, only telling Alex as soon as possible was.

    "Hey, Alex?"

    "Yeah, Doll?" He glanced over at you, raising an eyebrow as he slowed down his action of placing the cases onto the tray.

    Without looking over to him, still stirring the mixture, you cleared your throat. "Could you check the oven before you preheat? I think I remember Ororo complaining about Peter hiding things around the mansion earlier. I just want to make sure he didn't put anything in there that would either; smell, melt, or explode."

    Alex chuckled to himself, knowing full well that Peter was, in fact, hiding things after seeing Scott fumble around with his eyes squeezed shut because Peter wanted to try out the 'cool specs' before they left for the day. He moved over to the oven. "Yeah, okay."

    With a quiet, deep breath, you put the spoon down and slowly turned to face him. He pulled the door of the oven down and opened his mouth. He furrowed his eyebrows as he stared. Nervously, you wiped some of the mixture that had stuck to your hands from the bowl onto the apron you were wearing, balling your hands tightly as they shook. You knew that, had the girls had come up with something sooner, this moment would have been smoother and better planned. But, it was like torture waiting for him to say something—anything. Slowly, he reached his hand into the oven and pulled it out.

    "Doll?" He started. "Any reason why Peter would have hidden a bun in the oven?" Alex looked over at you, pushing his hair, that had fallen out of his hairband, from his face while holding it up. Silently, a small smile crept onto your face as you waited, you knew it wouldn't take him long.

    "I don't know," you shrugged. "Why do you think there was a bun in the oven?"

    All confusion dropped from his face as he stared at you. "You're pregnant?" The smile on your face grew as you nodded. "We're having a baby?"

    "Yeah, we are."

    "We're having an actual baby?"

    "Well, I'm hoping not to give birth to a goat, Alex."

    He dropped the bun, letting it hit the ground, not really thinking about it as he walked over and placed his hands on your hips, his eyes staring at your stomach. "We're having a baby."

    "Surprise!" You replied quietly, still nervous.

    Alex looked back up at you, tears pricking his eyes as he grinned. "I'm going to be a dad," he laughed happily. "I'm going to be a dad!" He yelled excitedly that time before peppering kisses all over your face, not caring about the flour on your forehead or cheek. His arms snaked around your waist, pulling you against him in a tight hug, while his head buried in the crook of your neck. "I'm going to be a dad," he whispered once more before he pulled his head back to look at you, his eyes growing wider as he suddenly pointed something out, "We aren't going to let Peter babysit."

[chickenstuffedwithmozzarella]

Hello! I'm going to start answering the old ask first and then the one about the show, okay? Last week was busy? Because of Mother's Day? Or something else? I dont know if i have to cheer you up saying "dont worry, this week everything is going to go back to normal", or if i shouldnt because that will mean you'll get bored at work🙊 Did you brought the ballons finally? (1)

HIIII LOVE!!!! Ufffff, I didn’t realized Mother’s Day meant May was starting,jajajaja. May is our August. We have A LOT of places to go to make candy bars, do you know what it is? Well, we put it on communions, weddings… and we have a couple every weekend. So we make the things we put on the bar during the week. It’s a lot of work for all of us, but it’s the month we make the most money,jajajaja, so 🤷🏻‍♀️.I FORGOT the balloons 🤦🏻‍♀️😔. I totally did. I didn’t think about them till a bit before the show started, lol. It would have been so cool, but I totally forgot.  

U didnt go to a lot of concerts? Dont say that! I’ve only gone to 2/3 shows. Not much. & much less this days, with so many festivals. Oh, yeah. Ed came some years ago, but i was too young. Uh, i feel u, the sale of the tickets was crazy. Like, we were supposed to go to see him in Mdd, and we ended up in Bcn, & with another kind of ticket, not the one we had agreed to buy. But totally worth it!! I know he has a reputation for being tedious and repetitive, but his sound live is not like that. (2)

Oh, there are so many concert and festivals these days. I guess I never was a kid to ask my parents for a lot of things, and I never really had someone who I liked enough to ask to go concerts,so 🤷🏻‍♀️. But I love concerts. The ambient… well, I already told you,jajaja. It feels like you’re around your people, or at least to me, bc I don’t know anyone in real life who likes the same music as I. And I loved it the time in the line,jajja. It was like we were camping. I don’t know, jajaja, it felt right. Ed has that reputation? I dididnt know about it. I’ve see a couple of videos, and I found it so difficult what he does,jajja, with the guitar and the pedal he uses to record his voice and all that.

HAHAHAHA. I am laughing because now you have not only managed to find a Larrie at Harrys’s show, but also at Niall’s!! Either there’s many of us, or you are a Larrie Magnet😂 How can i do the same?? Show me. She keeps up because i have tumble, and her bffs also have tumblr and twitter and they share the news on the groupchat. I mean, she doesnt know everything (no one does) but we tell her the important things.(3)

Jajajajajja, I think I’m s larrie-magnet,🤣🤣🤣. Hey, you have your own larrie-pal at home, what more do you need??? Jajaja. (I have my own anti at home, so…). You tell her important things??? I hope you’ve tell her about Louis last night!!  Jajajja mymy, did you see him??? I missed him so much. He looked so good. And he’s so good. Ay, I could cry,bc he deserves a lot better from everyone, from life… You know “hay gente que nace con estrella, y gente que nace estrellada”? Well, I always think that about Louis. He never gets it right. But I really hope the future holds only good things for him. :/Well, your sister and her friends sound more organized than me, jajajajjaja. I’m now in a group chat, ajajaja, we’ll see how that works, or if I have Togo out bc they talk too much,jajajaja (I’m old, my phone ringing too much, makes me cranky🤣🤣🤣🤣👵🏻)

Yes, men suits tend to be more boring. Harry need to do something, but at the same time, dont. Harry + red carpets + cool suits + HQ pictures = my dead. Oh wow. You really are half-witch. JAJAJAJAA. Me as your sister trying to take profit of your hability. Isnt she smart?😂😂 did you really guess the birth of the little girl? How? (Can you guess the end of BG too? Pls end it). Oh! Okay, i get it now. He sounds pretty special then. (4)

Jajjaja jajajja, that’s true (I sometimes say things that louis (mostly) has said, jajaja, and that’s true is his response to Harry’s “the wind make nice waves”, jajajja, so read it with Louis’ voice😝). See?i almost had a heart attack yesterday when I saw Louis in a suit,jajajja.Well, she’s always looking at ways to make money of everything,jajja (no she doesn’t, but she does it more than me). I don’t know how,jajaja, we were making a “porra” and I thought that+and that+and that… it was more a guess, than a prediction, jejejeje. And I can’t control my predictions, they usually happen in my dreams. I wish I could end it. I’ve been wishing for it to end blowing my birthday candles for years, jajaja (and I can’t believe it’s been years 🤦🏻‍♀️)

Gay parade? JAJAJAJA. Listen, but why? Why would u take a cake to a parade? Do ppl usually do that? I’ve never seen it. Uuuh. Yes. Of course we are queer because its trendy, thats what we, dumb&young people do. Of couse. Being hated because of that is so cool!! I hate that logic. Uh. Not all changes are bad, and just bcs you dont see LGTB+ people doesnt mean they dont exist. I’m so sorry you had to stand that while you couldnt even yell at him! And you cake didnt deserve that insult either. (5)

Yeah, I don’t know his logic, but I guess he doesn’t use logic that much when he says things like that. And yeah, I mean, if you’ve never been hated for something like that, it can be hard to imagine. But also, I hate people who doesn’t care about their surroundings, y'know. I might never felt hated because my color skin (I’m white), but I know dark-skinned people suffer for it. So I’ll attend at whatever they say. And if I can make something to alleviate their pain or help them, I try to do it, y'know. But I can’t with people who only knows their own reality and doesn’t care to learn about the rest. (I don’t know if I’m making any sense bc I’ve been writing this sentence for a couple of hours,lol)

Oh no. She wasnt kind. It was meant to show me that she thinks i am to annoying and political, but i dont mind. It is what it is. What i found sad is that it wasnt even a boy who said that but a girl, but well. Whatever. Oh nono. Dont worry. I was just complaining because thats what i live for. I enjoy learning, but not this way. Anyway, it’s just one month and then summer!! I dont know if i will be working or not, but either way, it’s a great perspective. (6)

I feel like I have to say hi again, lol. I started writing yesterday (Tuesday) in the morning and now is Wednesday night 😒. May is so busy at the shop. And to add to that, today at 8am my cousin’s mom called me because he had woke up at 5am. He has a sleeping disorder, and sometimes he wakes up at 4-5am and he doesn’t go back to sleep. And I’m there for those days (bc the parents has to go to work, obviously). Anyway, I have to answer you now bc tomorrow will be busy too. I have to go to the shop to help my sister, bc we have TOO much to do.

Well, she doesn’t sound very kind. And I don’t know how good of a friend she can be if she says those things to you. And yes, I agree. I don’t like when people thinks like that, but when is a woman… I can’t. It’s like when some women say that “I’m sure she provoked him” when a girl is abused or raped. 😡😡😡.i, than am all for women solidarity, can’t comprehend how women can be “machista” (I can’t find the world in English?).And yeah, I’m the same. I love learning things, but I don’t like to be graded,jajajja. And, a free summer to go on vacation, or just rest, sounds amazing. But also, the money you can make working, sounds amazing, too,jajajjaja. Some people work for a month, and then enjoy the rest 🤷🏻‍♀️.

YEES. I SAW THE PICS. HE WAS SO CUUYTE. AND SMILING. Tought i feel bad because there was a lot of people around him and i dont like it. It gaves me the impression that people treat them as shiw monkeys :(. But anyway, i saw him!! 😍😍😍 Yep. I saw that theories too. Idk anything, but if that’s what he is doing, then i’ll wait. Of course i will. Did fhey really put For You in Pasapalabra? JAJAJAJA. He is trudly successing in life😂 Que nivel! (I sound ironic but I’m really happy internally). (7)

Awwwww, did you see him at that award show??? He is such a good person?? I hate that media doesn’t focus on that side of him. He’s kind, lovely, good amazing hugs, did you see how he kept rubbing her shoulder to keep her calm???? OMG! And,yeah, I hate that there’s always the same people around him, like he was a zoo animal.Yeah, I don’t watch Pasapalabra, but I got to watch it for a moment one day, and they have like this musical minute? And they played For You. I told my brother, and he told me that they play the same song every day for a week or more. So, I’m glad for Liam. He has a very good team behind him.

Surgery? Okay okay. Then i’m not asking, but i’m sending you luck and hugs!!! 🍀💕 I just saw that you did tell me about your irish nails. I must have not read that that day. Ups, sorry. I have finals, yes. I start tomorrow and i finish (if i pass everything at first try) around the 10th of June. I just have to suffer for a few weeks more.🤷 Thanks for asking!! (8)

Thanks love. I haven’t told anyone. Not even my friends know about it yet.

Ohhhhh, you’re in the middle of your exams. I really really wish you the best. That everything goes well, and you stay calm. And I hope you pass everything at your first try, so your summer is a bit longer. 😚😚

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answer them all I'm bored

gotcha fam

1:Do you have a crush at the moment? – besides me being in love w k*rl a*zner, grubbie, and burky i dont think i have a crush on anyone (well i guess not what u would call a “crush” i think)

2: Have you ever been deeply in love? – no

3: Longest relationship you’ve ever been in? – almost a month like i think my ex broke up w me a day before our one month (it was back in july so i dont really remember)

4: Have you ever changed for someone? – uhm yeah (god i was such an idiot)

5: How is your relationship with your ex? – non existent like i dont think she likes me very much considering we havent spoken at all since we broke up

6: Have you ever been cheated on? – not that im aware of no

7: Have you ever cheated? – no i would never

8: Would you date someone who’s well known for cheating? – no bc once a cheater always a cheater

9: What’s the most important part of a relationship? – communication like i think people should be honest and open about what they want and what they expect out of the relationship like pls dont tell me ur ok w distance when ur really not, u feel?

10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? – serious relationships pls i like the thought of being committed to someone

11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on “breaks”? – i dont have experience w that so i dont know how i feel abt breaks

12: How many people have you ever hooked up with? – none i dont do sex

13: What’s one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship? – getting back together w her after we broke up the first time

14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex? – when they’re emotionally mature the consequences of sex and what it involves so maybe 20 and up

15: Do you believe in the phrase “age is just a number”? – sometimes 

16: Do you believe in “love at first sight”? – yep

17: Do you believe it’s possible to fall in love on the internet? – yep ive done it twice (but twice it didnt work out both times so)

18: What do you consider a deal breaker? – dishonesty and not being loyal

19: How do you know it’s time to end a relationship? – i dont know actually which is why i guess i was the one getting dumped

20: Are you currently in a relationship? – no but i want to be

21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends? – yes absolutely didnt work out that way for me but just bc it didnt for me doesnt mean it wont for others

22: Do you think people should date their friends? – i have mixed feelings on this bc i believe u should be friends w someone to get to know them first before entering a relationship w them so u guys will know what u want and how u are but on the other hand i feel that they shouldnt bc u dont want to ruin a good friendship w messy feelings i guess it’s up to that particular individual 

23: How many relationships have you had? – one

24: Do you think love can last forever? – absolutely look at my grandparents theyve been married for almost 45 years and been together for longer than that so

25: Do you believe love can conquer all things? – eh i dont know

26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn’t approve of? – probably bc even though it gets hard sometimes my moms opinion matters a lot to me

27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be? – DONT GET BACK TOGETHER W HER YA DINGUS IT’S NOT GOING TO WORK OUT AND YOURE JUST GOING TO MAKE URSELF CRY AGAIN

28: Do you think long distance relationships can work? – i think so if the parties involved put in the same amount of effort and it’s not all just one sided 👀👀👀   

29: What do you notice first about another person? – their eyebrows? is that weird

30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual? – polyromantic but i call myself gay all the time bc im attracted to femme presenting people such as myself

31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness? – no absolutely not i feel like i would be supportive and try to hold their hand while they take care of themselves

32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? – nope

33: Do you want to get married one day? – yes!

34: What do you think about getting your partner’s name tattooed? – bad karma but if people want to than thats their business

35: Could you be in a relationship without sex? – yep i dont do sex bc im ace (grey ace but still)

36: Are you still a virgin? – yep

37: What’s more important: Looks or personality? – both i think

38: Do you enjoy love films? – yes im a sucker for romantic movies

39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses? – no :(((

40: Have you ever had a valentine? – no 

41: What’s your imagination of a “perfect date”? – a baseball/hockey game and dinner after

42: Have you ever read “Romeo & Juliet”? – high school english was a dark time

43: What’s more important: Your partner or your friends? – both 

44: Would you consider yourself “romantic”? – yep but too bad i dont have anyone to be romantic w :(((((

45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends? – 👀👀👀   

46: Have you ever been “friendzoned”? – yep but it’s ok

47: Which “famous couple” is your favorite? – the holtbys ok theyre the power couple of the n hl

48: What’s your favorite love song? – life is better with you by michael franti & spearhead it’s so cute 

49: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? – i dont think so i did get this one anon that said i dont care abt people when they do have a crush on me so idk

50: If you’re single, why do you think you are? – bc im ugly and boring

51: Would you rather date someone who’s rich but a douchebag or someone who’s poor but a nice guy? – hows the poor guy gonna take me to sports games? nah im kid but i feel like the second one bc i dont want to date someone whos mean bc i will cry

52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships? – nope not at all

53: Are you jealous of couples when you’re single? – yep definitely bc i want to have that too

54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on Facebook)? – not really

55: Would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”? – clingy and jealous (im trying to work on it tho)

56: Have you ever “destroyed” a relationship? – possibly

57: Do you think it’s silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart? – no

58: Are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship? – ….sub

59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner’s birthday or your anniversary? – never but then again ive only been in one relationship my whole life

60: What’s your opinion on open relationships? – i personally dont think i could do it but if u do then more power to u

61: Who’s more important: Your partner or your family? – both

62: How do you define “cheating”? – when u start looking at other people the way u see ur partner and not being honest w them abt it communication is key

63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate? – nah

64: Do you think Valentine’s Day is overrated? – a little yeah but thats bc ive never been an active participant in it lmao

65: Would you consider yourself a “cuddler”? – def only in the winter tho bc texas summers are hell like literally