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bootlegfrank · 2 months

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This a remake of something I posted on my old blog. On July 8th 2023 Bob tweeted;

Since the original image attached is quite long and pixelated, I transcribed it- exactly as he wrote it. He says that he regrets things he's said in the past, talks about where he is at now, and sends a message out to past friends. You can find the full message text underneath the cut. Warning for talk about suicide and internet hate.

[Tweet] bob bryar @/bobbryar: i really shouldn't post this but, as you know, i make some bad decisions. i think if you click it you should be able to read the whole thing. sorry it's kind of long. ❤️-bc

[Image] hi friends,

i'm going to go out on a super long limb and be the most honest i've ever been in my life. probably too honest. i was going to write something like this only to my close friends but i just decided fuck it, i'll write to everyone, whoever wants to read it can read it. i have nothing to hide. nothing to lose.

nobody knows i'm doing this and it's all me by myself. it will probably be a jumbled mess because i'm obviously feeling like shit, but i hope it will make sense. i have nothing that i'm trying to promote. i have nothing that i'm trying to sell, i'm just trying to get better, clear some things up, and keep going. i'm an extremely private person now so it makes no sense at all for me to do this, and it's way out of my comfort zone, but i'm tired of people dying. i will probably regret this but...... fuck it, way too many friends are now gone and i'm exhausted so here we go.

i've spent years hiding from everyone because i receive so much hate that i don't know how to deal with, and i know i probably deserve it. somehow, no matter how much i hide, i still get messages, phone calls, texts, and even letters in my mailbox. a lot of them are very nice and they make me smile, but most are pretty much telling me to die. some literally just say "DIE" and that's it. LOL. i really don't understand why anyone even cares or takes the time to find me but here we are.

i am way too old for this shit so i've put on a tough guy stone face and pretended like nothing ever bothered me. but when i'm alone i just sit and stare at the wall and think about how things went so wrong. how i had so many friends and now have so few, and now i lost the life that i really enjoyed and worked so hard for. honestly, i've become a pretty lonely and unhappy dude.

i feel very lucky and fortunate so i've worked extra hard to help people and animals that needed a hand without ever bragging or asking for anything in return. even after trying so hard to be the best person that i could possibly be i still feel like an extremely hated dude and i'm not really sure why. when i moved into my hole in the woods most people just forgot about me and didn't care, or never cared anyways, but the people that still come after me are too much to handle.

a while ago i made the decision to give away everything that i owned, give away all of my money, spend some time with the few friends that i had left, wipe my phone, stop talking or replying to everyone so they wouldn't care, and then end it. peace out. i even had the note, the rope (ratchet strap for moving the motorcycles) and location (my garage) ready to go. i felt like that was the only option for me. i felt like i had lived my life and it was time for me to go. i had lost my girl of 13 years that i really needed and relied on, lost all of my pets that were like my kids, had multiple friends die or just disappear, and lost every part of the music industry that i grew up in and lived 24/7. it seemed like everyone in that world magically disappeared when i wasn't getting them gigs, making them money, or getting them into events for free anymore. i had my wrist surgically rebuilt twice to be able to play instruments again but by the time my hand worked i was too old to start over, everything was gone, luckily for me, at the last moment i realized that wasn't the solution. i realized that i couldn't put my mom, my dogs, and the few friends i had left through something like that. i don't think anyone else would have cared to be honest.

i was in a really bad spot but i really didn't, and don't want to die. i was just an angry and lost dude. i lost all trust in people. i still only trust a couple people now and i'll probably be this way for the rest of my life. i also had no idea that i came off as such a jerk all the time. i never meant to. i only just realized it recently when i hit bottom and people got real with me. i really had no idea. other than my fake tough guy attitude i always thought i was a really good person that did good things for the world.

in the past i've made some dumb comments that were either admittedly wrong or were very misinterpreted. i've learned a lot since then and i'm sorry. i really am sorry. maybe i can have the opportunity to address those comments, or anything else, to clear the air and maybe feel happy again. maybe we can be friends again. maybe we can even help someone else that is feeling shitty or alone at the same time.

i'm now mentally healthy (still physically a potato), humbled, and ready to move forward. i want to reconnect with friends, catch up with the rest of the world that i avoided for so long, and remember the experiences (good and bad) that i've blocked out. it's super weird for me at this point but i want to talk more. maybe something on an app. i don't know what everyone uses now. remember, it's been a while and i'm an old man now. i've never gone on a live camera app to talk so i'm not sure which one is the best or how to use any of them. i messed around with instagram the other day when i was trying to play a game and i think i got it figured out for the most part. i dont especially want to be seen because i'm a fat old man now, and i hate being on camera, but i think it's the best way to be real. i have the username "bobbryar" on every app that i'm aware of except instagram. the instagram username is "bcbryar" because someone took my name for some reason. btw, i'd like to have that back if anyone knows how.

i'm probably opening the door for a refueled barrage of embarrassment, but this is my last try to make things fun and live a happy life again. so fuck it again. if this turns out horribly i will just go back to my hole and not try again. i promise.

i know most of you are thinking 'waaah, fuck you, i don't care, nobody likes you anymore, you're old, just go away, etc'. i've heard it all and i understand. but for the people who want to talk, let's do it and hopefully be friends again. i've been thinking about this for a while now.

maybe this is dumb. probably. i don't know. but if you are down i will hang out as long as you want. if it goes well maybe we can talk more often. maybe it might be fun. it's definitely time to have some motherfucking fun again.

i already know that i'm going to get super extra roasted for writing this but oh well. don't care.

anyways... let me know if you are down. i'd really like to have my friends back in my life again. i really miss my friends a lot.

i'm heading back over to the DCI competition now and i'm late. i miss that a lot too. maybe i'll see you there, come hang out and have some fun.

i hope to talk very soon.

❤️ -bc.

[Reply to the tweet] bob bryar @/bobbryar: you can save it as a picture and then see the whole thing. thanks for the help jordan. 🙂

#i watched one of his live streams on instagram- he played fortnite with pink floyd's the dark side of the moon playing in the background #idk ive been wanting to have this on my blog again for a while and since im in my bob feelings here we go #im not commenting on the value of his words here in this post. just sharing it #bob bryar #mcr #twitter

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ifidiedinadream · 4 months

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Per our last talk, if you don't mind taking one more request, I'd looooooove to read some 'solo fun' featuring literally any BC guy in literally any form (and any toy if needed) ❤️ or, if you're at all into the idea, consider this: the band's been on tour abroad for weeks with literally zero alone-time, so when they finally have a well-deserved day off and sign in to a hotel, they all retreat to their individual rooms for some special alone-time, each guy in their own way 😌

hi dear i think i messed it up, specifically the last part/chapter, but i only noticed when it was too late 😭 hope you don't mind too much and enjoy this just the same 🥺🩷 it's still pretty boys touching themselves after all

also on ao3

Tommi

When Tommi enters his hotel room, his empty, quiet hotel room, the first thing he does is slump his shoulders and let out a sigh. He drops his suitcase to the floor and rests his back against the door, running a hand all over his face.

Fucking finally.

It’s been weeks. He hasn’t heard the sound of silence in weeks. With no Porko or Joel making weird noises at random, no sound of Aleksi and Olli making out for hours like they’re latched at the mouth, no Niko bursting out singing at the least inconvenient of times.

Tommi feels like he can finally breathe again.

Eager to make the best out of his alone time (they only have two days off, hence the hotel stop, then they’re touring for another couple of weeks), Tommi gets to work, setting the mood for himself: first he puts some slow music on, then he goes to the bathroom and starts filling the tub with hot water. He bought a bath bomb last time they were at a gas station, and drops it in the water as soon as the bath is ready. The bomb rolls around in the water, releasing blue pigment and changing the water’s color. Tommi undresses and relaxes in the bathtub with a sigh, all his muscles releasing tension the more his body is submerged. He might not be able to stretch his legs very much, but he needs all the warmth he can get.

Tommi rests the back of his neck on the rounded edge of the tub, his gaze unfocused somewhere on the ceiling until his eyes almost close.

He’s relaxed. He’s alone. And his cock is just sitting there between his thighs.

Now, to keep on just lying idly in the tub doesn’t sound like a bad idea either, but Tommi is thinking, maybe it’s the last chance he gets to finally blow off some steam without having to worry about his bandmates hearing him from the other bunks.

(Not that he hasn’t heard any suspicious noises coming from the bunks at night.)

So, Tommi grabs his cock in his hand and starts stroking it. It’s slow, getting used to the touch that his cock wasn’t particularly asking for, but still feels so good. It’s still limp and Tommi is playing with its foreskin, tugging at it, squeezing it, feeling his cock growing inside it.

When it’s fully hard and the head peeks out from the skin, Tommi’s cock is definitely more sensitive. Half of it is in the water and as he strokes it faster, the sound his fist makes when it enters the water grows louder.

Tommi bites his lip, throws his head back, listens to himself grunt from the pleasure. One squeeze to his balls with his other hand is all it takes for him to come, thrusting his hips upwards, tainting the bath water with his white cum.

Tommi comes down with his mouth agape, his breathing shallow. How he needed this.

***

Joel

Joel thought his balls could burst if he didn’t find release as soon as possible, so he’s already lying on his hotel room bed, naked with his cock as hard as a rock leaning towards his abdomen, while the others are still downstairs in the lobby.

He grabs it in his hand. The simple touch alone makes his eyes roll back in pleasure. Joel is fast right from the start, not keen on enjoying the feeling, quite the contrary; he needs his orgasm and he needs it now, his whole body trembling for it, anticipating (it’s been too fucking long), and he’s going to do whatever it takes to reach it as soon as possible.

There is a way. Something he never told anyone, mostly because of embarrassment – as far as he knows none of his friends like it like that, and maybe he’s a little freak (although Joonas says that as long as you aren’t hurting yourself or someone else, as long as everything is safe, sane and consensual, then whatever you’re doing in bed is fine), but he just loves it way too much.

He rolls on his tummy. Grabs one of the fresh hotel room pillows on the bed, puts it underneath his body (his crotch), lightly starts grinding on it.

Joel brings the hand that was fisting the sheets to his mouth and licks a finger, sucks it. Once it’s wet enough, he reaches it behind to his ass (stuck out and supported by the pillow) and pushes in.

Joel grinds his dick harder against the pillow, feeling the friction all over his cock under the pressure of his own bodyweight. The finger in his ass slides in deeper and flicks, making Joel muffle a whine in the mattress. The two types of stimulation combined are soon too much for him (in his defense, he’s been desperately horny all day; if he had wanted to take things slow, he wouldn’t have added the finger, because it gets the job done oh so easily), and when Joel comes, he feels it warm and sticky all over his stomach. There’s the fleeting image of Joonas sticking his finger inside Joel’s ass instead of his own (sometimes Joel thinks about Joonas randomly, nothing to think too hard about) and it causes a particularly intense wave of pleasure (the finger does, not the thought of Joonas, obviously), leaving Joel squirming and biting at the sheets in an attempt of maintaining some sort of long lost dignity. Not that he cares at the moment, basking in the sensation of finally having his balls empty and no longer heavy with need.

Joel falls asleep before his breathing even goes back to normal.

***

Niko

Niko sits down on the bed and stares at the wall. For a few minutes, he can’t bring himself to do much else; he’s so damn tired.

Nonetheless, boredom kicks in quite abruptly. He’s been overstimulated for weeks and, somehow, the sudden nothingness feels wrong, physically wrong. He just can’t relax; on the contrary, his body is starting to feel restless.

A whole evening to himself, if one doesn’t count how they’re going to have dinner together at the hotel restaurant in a couple of hours. Niko has to find something to fill the time if he doesn’t want to go insane.

His gaze lands on the TV hanging on the wall. He turns it on with the remote but all the channels are in a language he doesn’t understand. It isn’t interesting.

Studying the remote, Niko learns about the options of the TV. There’s a pay per view option. Niko presses the button.

It doesn’t take too long to get to the porn after that.

Fuck it. Santeri will deal with it at check out.

Before choosing a video, Niko gets up, searching for his equipment in the suitcase. He brought his fleshlight along, because what if he needed it for an emergency (much like this one), and once he finds it, alongside a bottle of lube and a toy cleaner, he lies down on the bed, with a couple of pillows keeping his head reclined. He pulls himself out, starts playing with his cock idly with his left hand, while he uses the right one to browse through the videos.

The choice isn’t endless, after all it’s not a porn site, and Niko quickly settles on a movie whose thumbnail shows a woman sitting on a man’s cock.

By the time he presses play, Niko’s cock is already hard.

He cleans the toy and smears lube all over his cock and in the opening of his fleshlight. He closes his eyes when he slides his cock inside it, warm and soft and full of different textures.

The woman on the screen is moaning loudly, riding the guy’s dick as he grips her hips firmly. Her hair falls forward, the man sits up to mouth at her tits, and Niko is fucking his toy with the same pace as the couple on TV. When the man starts bucking his hips to meet her thrusts, so does Niko, and when she says harder, Niko goes harder.

He closes his eyes, more listening to the movie than watching it, pumping the fleshlight on his cock. He only goes back to paying undivided attention to the screen when the woman moans louder: the guy has stilled deep inside her, and when he pulls out, liters of cum spill out of her cunt, down her thighs. Niko comes watching that, grunting lowly and squinting his eyes shut. He pulls out of the toy in the same way and watches his cum come out of it: it looks almost the same, only his cock is thicker than the actor’s and more hairy and there’s no woman moaning for him.

Not that he minds. He needed the release.

***

Joonas

Joonas only tends to his personal needs when it’s night time. He spent the afternoon in the hotel pool, trying to wash away the stress with a swim; Joel joined him later and they had a gym session together. He took a shower, went to dinner, grabbed a beer, and now he’s lying in bed, lights off, massaging his dick inside his underwear.

Joonas can’t help but think of Joel every time he touches himself. His crush has got a little out of hand lately, and Joel has been looking so good with the darker, shorter hair, the stubble, all the new tattoos… and the scar on his shoulder is just so damn sexy.

Joonas thinks he can indulge his fantasies tonight. In the daytime he’s always trying to push these thoughts away, mostly because of guilt, but now it’s night, he’s alone, he has nothing to account for.

Are these thoughts right? Probably not. But he’s not going to overthink it now.

Joonas tugs at his cock, helping it harden; it’s not difficult when he thinks of the way Joel’s biceps flexed at the gym earlier, how red and sweaty his face and chest were, the groans he let out when the weight of the lat pulldown machine was too heavy.

Next Joonas thinks of Joel’s thin lips, the way they’d stretch around his dick to take it in. Maybe a tear would fall from the corner of his eye, smudging the residue of eyeliner from the day before. Maybe Joel would also add his gorgeous hand, wrapping it around the base of Joonas’ cock, squeezing lightly just how Joonas likes it; maybe he would pull away and spit on the head, watching how his saliva and the precum would mix inside the foreskin.

Joonas thinks of Joel sucking him in earnest, bobbing his head up and down without taking any breaks; he thinks of him humming around his length, the vibrations reverberating through Joonas’ body. In his fantasy, Joonas is fisting Joel’s hair, tugging at it, and Joel is whining around his cock, and that’s when Joonas reaches his climax, Joel’s name quietly stumbling out of his lips. He fucks harder into his hand, his spine arching, warm cum covering his fingers.

He only opens his eyes when his ears stop ringing. It’s dark in his hotel room and outside. Joonas tries to keep the guilt at bay by turning in the bed as soon as it appears, like giving his back to it, refusing to confront it.

Fantasies will do, Joonas tells himself. He’s not hurting anyone, and he’s so relaxed now.

***

Aleksi and Olli

“On the bed. Now!”

“But babe, it’s the first time we can fuck in forever, why don’t you just join me in bed?”

“Because I’ve been fantasizing about this specific scenario since this tour started and I wanna try it out.”

Olli throws Aleksi a look with his eyebrows downwards but complies, leaving his luggage by the bed and getting on top of it, making to undress. Aleksi, sitting on the chair across from the bed, is adjusting himself in his jeans, anticipating, mouth watering. Olli stops before he can lower his boxers.

“Not even a kiss?”

Aleksi shakes his head. “Just touch yourself for me.”

Olli pouts and Aleksi is about to throw his resolve out of the window (because how is he supposed to resist Olli’s pouts), but thankfully it’s gone from his face in seconds, Olli’s limp cock now on display. Aleksi sucks in a breath, pressing harder against his own cock with his palm. “You’re so beautiful.”

A light blush tints the pale gold hue of Olli’s skin. His eyes glance downwards and his lips are curved in a shy smile. “I would love to see you too.”

Eager to set his cock free, Aleksi pulls himself out, his dick already semi-hard and only getting harder under Olli’s longing gaze.

“Wanna touch you so bad,” Olli says.

“No, angel. You only touch your body and I only touch mine. Okay?”

“But we’re in a hotel room… alone... and it’s been so long.”

Olli wraps his hand around his cock, stroking it absent-mindedly, bringing the foreskin upwards. His eyes are big and pleading, but Aleksi won’t back down.

After all, Olli’s insistence is what makes it all worth it.

“But I really wanna do it like this today,” he answers, watching as Olli’s cock grows bigger and bigger under his touch. Then he adds: “Please?”

Olli, however, doesn’t even look at Aleksi, on account of he’s getting lost in the pleasure for good. He only nods, his eyebrows furrowed and his lips parted, the hand on his cock picking up its pace. Aleksi’s hand does the same.

Aleksi glances down at his own dick, watches the little hole at the top disappear from all the skin as he pumps it, then directs his gaze at Olli on the bed: his chest is red in patches, visible through his chest hair, his nipples are dark, his abdomen contracts and relaxes. Aleksi can hear his breathing now, ragged and loud, as his hand gently squeezes his veiny, pink cock, pleasuring himself just how he likes it.

“Oh, Ale… you know what would make this perfect? Having you inside me.”

Aleksi grunts. He strokes his cock faster, never diverging his eyes from Olli, his perfect expression, his perfect body and his perfect cock. Then, Olli’s gaze demands his attention, wordlessly, but oh so convincingly; they end up locking eyes, both with sweat all over their foreheads, chests rising and falling, ready to say each other’s name at any given moment.

Not scared of being too vulnerable, still looking deep into Olli’s lustful eyes with nothing but him on his mind, Aleksi says: “I need you to come for me, angel. I know you’re close. Let it all out.”

The voice came out sultry enough to drive Olli crazy, Aleksi is sure. Olli squeezes his cock harder, letting out a groan. He spills his load a few strokes later, and it lands all over the head of his cock and his hand. Aleksi’s eyes roll back at the sight, and when Olli chants his name, releasing his bitten lip just to do that, Aleksi can’t help but come himself; a shudder animates his whole body as pleasure takes over, demanding attention to itself only. He keeps stroking his cock until his balls are empty, and when he opens his eyes again, Olli is right there, crouching down by the chair, resting his head on Aleksi’s thigh. Aleksi idly caresses his face, making Olli smile.

“You look lovely like this,” Olli says while staring up at him, “but next time it has to be by my touch.”

Aleksi snorts. “Alright. We have all night. Just give me a few minutes.”

#my writing #blind channel fanfiction #rpf #blind channel rpf #joel hokka x joonas porko #aleksi kaunisvesi x olli matela

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rzyraffek · 1 year

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Hello!

I just wanted to say that I really love your writing, and was hoping to send you a request. If you’re not interested feel free to ignore.

I saw you were open to writing for underrated slashers, so I was wondering if you could write something for Dominic from The dare. I just watched it and I’m so obsessed with him. There’s literally no writing for him, he’s so underrated.

In terms of the writing, I just want something fluffy. Like being childhood friends, getting separated, and then meeting again as adults. I’m being vague just in case you decide to watch the movie. I don’t want to spoil anything. I trust your amazing writing skills. ❤️

Again, feel free to ignore if you’re not interested. Thank you 💕

Thank you!! That's v nice of you😊😊 also thanks for movie recommendation!!! It was great tbh! The killer looked like brahms but gym rat😭😍 im obsessed!!

Sfw, they/them, mensions of trauma but on movie level so nothing new!

Dominic (from The Dare) Headcanons!!

While I was watching the movie I thought "man this is gonna be hard to write" but when I saw that u mention 'childhood friends' prompt and OMG ANON YOU ARE GENIUS

Childhood friend with this guy.. What worse could happen?

Imagine this: s/o and Dominic are bffs and one day Dominic sadly gets bullied but what can s/o do about that really? There's 4bullies and only two of them ://. I can imagine s/o ending up looking for him afterwards, and even lutteraly forcing police department not to close that case

He prolly kidnaped them due to silly goofy mood. Nah but for real he kinda hoped that they still like him?? (He mensions in movie that he wish he had family and kids just like main character did) and also he hopes s/o is as sadistic as him and will revenge bullies with him

S/o has to have huge 'I can fix him' vibe if they somehow stay with him

Also this guy never had a gf or even a kiss soooo yeah he will get flustered if s/o grabs his hand or call him some nick names. If s/o says something along the lines "Love you honey" He will just stand there sweatin bcs he has no clue what to do??? Should he say thank you?? Should he smile??? "Uhh😰😰 you too?"

Hes very pretty but hear me out. Masks stays on

After opening up and making sure s/o doenst skedaddle when left alone for more than second he turns into such simp, like "Domi its cold can you bring me a blanket :(" "yes honey, what color? What texture? I hope you dont mind wool .. i mean if you do i have few other blaknets but not as warm I- i mean i can go make you one?? O-or..." this guy🙄

He gets way to flustered! Things between them needs to go slow or his heart will explode. Lets stay with lil smooches and handholding for now please

do no DO NOT ENTER BASEMENT PLS plsplspls!!! Why?? Ee well😓😓 I kinda still have those people in there... they deserve it! (Sure they do)(but he feeds them so no worry

As i said before, he is a gym rat, his s/o could lay on his back and he still would do push ups(tbh he enjoys that bcs not only he exercise but also spents time with them)

He would love to go to park with them, watch a movie in cinema, talk shit about neibours. Sadly he thinks that due to his eee chilhood trauma he cant do all this stuff :((. Hopefully his s/o will help him change his mind! Help him leave all that stuff in past.

He do be laying on floor drawing with crayons and waving his legs in air (also humming)

His love language is definitely quality time. He loves doing anything with them really! S/o wants to cook something together? Get him an apron! S/o wants to cuddle and watch movies? Say less He will get some blankets and make couch mega comfy! S/o wants to dance or goof around just vibing? He can try that!

About 'play fighing' well that's not the best idea, I mean he likes it?? But it kinda gets into his head?? And he might to something very hurtful and bad acidently

What he loves the most are little things. How s/o knocks on door of his workshop before entering to make sure he knows that they are entering, or how they grab his hand when they are stressed, or how they bring him food when he's too busy/overwhelmed to do so himself, or when they give him space and understanding when he needs that, and when they lisen to him mumble about the horrid stuff he witnessed

He loves kissing them on forehead, hugs from behind, playing with hair, lazy mornings including snuggles

Sorry for long wait, I have a lot of stuff to do latley!! It is 2am I just finished watching move! I really hope those headcanons fit into your Dominic interpretation! Also good news! I think I might include his silly fella in my future headcanons! Cuz hes goofy! Please give more movie recommendations!

Love you all cya in next one

#the dare #dominic x reader #slasher x reader #slasher headcanons

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insilanar · 7 months

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Please ignore these if you don’t feel like answering them or you already answered them ❤️ Fancy a fun question chain to pass around f1blr?? Over to you, lovely!

Name (or what you want to be called on tumblr)

Where are you from?

Where do you live?

Any pets?

Favorite driver(s) currently on the grid, and why?

Favorite driver(s) not currently on the grid and why?

Favorite romantic driver pairing(s) (e.g. Maxiel, Carlando)

Driver you’re most attracted to physically

Driver whose personality you like best

Favorite driver friendship(s)

Favorite team principal

Favorite team

Least favorite team, if any

Driver(s) you dislike, if any

If you’re a fic writer: if you could only write about one f1 pairing for the rest of your life who are you choosing?

Please send this to 10 (or more!) other F1 tumblr users that you love and want to get to know better 🫶

Thank you for sending me this fun ask Diana! 🧡😘 Also sorry for answering so late!

Name (or what you want to be called on tumblr)

My name is Insil, but you can call me Insy, Isy or whatever you like <3

Where are you from? Where do you live?

Switzerland 🇨🇭

Any pets?

Yess I have 2 cute guinea pigs! Their names are Teddy and Lea.

Favorite driver(s) currently on the grid, and why?

1st is LANDOOO (I love his personality and humor and everything abt him!)

2nd is Charles (he is adorable and deserves the world imo)

my other favs are Max, Carlos and Oscar. ✨

Favorite driver(s) not currently on the grid and why?

Nico R, Kimi and Seb (I miss them, they are so fun! And again, personality!)

Favorite romantic driver pairing(s) (e.g. Maxiel, Carlando)

Carlando and Lestappen (obviously)

Driver you're most attracted to physically

Probably Charles, he has gorgeous fluffy hair and that dimpled smile ahh 🥰 Also his eyes!! And Max's got very beautiful eyes too! And Lando's curls are so pretty! Guess I can't choose lol.

Driver whose personality you like best

I think there are a lot of great personalities in F1 but if I'd have to say one it will be Lando's. <3

Favorite driver friendship(s)

Carlando, Lestappen, Landoscar (McTwinks), Galex, Norstappen, Charles/Lando, C2, Dando, 2019 Rookies, Maxiel, Lando/Yuki, Yukierre, Lawsonoda, Valewis, Simi, Fernando x every driver, Charles/Seb, Estelance and Mick, Sebmick, Brocedes (last bc it's not really friendship)

Favorite team principal

Andrea Stella, I think he's a great guy 🧡 And Fred is cool too.

Favorite team

I'm a happy fan of McLaren! The team's drivers are awesome, but also the mechanics and factory workers seem like cool people! It's just like one big family. Their history is quite impressive aswell.

Least favorite team, if any

Maybe Haas. I don't really know anything abt them.

Driver(s) you dislike, if any

I don't dislike any of the drivers, but some of them I just don't care abt too much. (like Nico H and Kmag - they're alright tho.)

If you're a fic writer: if you could only write about one f1 pairing for the rest of your life who are you choosing?

I've never written a fic before, BUT I still want to answer this, bc who knows.. I might.. in the future...? 😁 SO I'd write abt Lestappen bc their history and dynamics are basically perfect for fanfiction! I'd have to think up a lot of new plots and everything but they are just very fascinating to me.

#🧡 asks #tag game #personal post #f1

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equallyshaw · 1 year

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Insta edit: the m series featuring cale makar.

Story Masterlist: 8 parts.

Can be read as a stand-alone, fyi: the main character has a physical disability so that is a huge factor in some of these posts.

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@elizajames has posted to private story: so incredibly proud of you my kale, you deserve this so much and am so grateful to be spending the day with you and your loved ones. Let’s go have some fun🍾🍾

@calemakar has posted to private story: showing her around BC. 🤍

@elizajames: NHLPA, Thankyou for this opportunity! My heart is so full, knowing that all my hard word and dedication has paid off. Never in a million years did I ever think I’d get to this point. S/out to the @/coloradoavalanhe for everything this past year and a half. To my crew, I wouldn’t have been able to navigate this world without you guys. (Also, Naz and Burky please come visit soon!) to Becca, my closest confidants, biggest cheerleader and sister, couldn’t have done it without you. To my partner, Thankyou for being with me this past year and a half, you have done so much more than you realize. Incredibly grateful for the love and kindness you show me each day. Finally, my fellow warriors and supporters who have become a community over these past few years- THANKYOU!!! We did it yall!!! We took a big step!

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@becaaaa: my sweet sweet honey, so glad I’ve been in this ride with you. Only up from here ! 🤍🤍

@becaaaa: also crying in the club

@nathanmackinnon: strongest person I know James, so deserved.

↳ @elizajames: Thankyou Nate, appreciate you so much (:

@gabriellandeskog: queen shit

@gabriellandeskog: !!!!! Nobody else deserved this— congrats !

↳ @elizajames: 🥺 Thankyou gabe! See you and Mel soon!

@ericsmith: go bestie go bestie go

↳ @elizajames: 🤪🤪 thanku for being the best date !

↳ @ericsmith: hahahaha c is quaking rn

@calemakar: congratulations, very deserved.

@elizajames: 🤍🤍

@/coloradoavalanche: we are so grateful for you and what you have done for our organization, this award was meant for you! Congratulations 🍾

@calemakar: E, can’t wait to spend the rest of my life showing how much I love you. ❤️ @elizajames

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@gabriellandeskog: FINALLY

@gabriellandeskog: congrats you two!

@nathanmackinnon: congrats guys! Can’t wait to be the best man

↳ @taylormakar: get in line buddy

↳ @6erikjohnson: yeah get in line

↳ @gabriellandeskog: you are literally at the bottom of the list lol

@becaaaa: 🥹🥹 never forget my ability to make you incapable of playing hockey

↳ @calemakar: nope! Will never forget

@elizajames: can’t wait to spend the rest of our lives together…just need a dog first

↳ @taylormakar: I vote for first !!!

@elizajames: engaged to my best friend 🤍

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1 year after wedding. Year, 2025

@calemakar: we have a new edition to the Makar coming in just a few months…couldn’t be more proud of you my love. Day after day you amaze me with your unwavering strength and faith in your body - despite any setbacks or pain. Our little one has no idea yet, just how incredibly lucky they are to have you as their mum. 🤍

Tag: Elizamakar

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@becaaaa: hey it’s mom not ‘mum’

@calemakar: tell that to Nate

@nathanmackinnon: oh yeah, tried to explain for ten minutes and she said no. Our kids won’t be saying ‘Mum’

@elizamakar: incredibly amazed everyday that this is real life. I always said that I would never have kids because I felt as though I couldn’t be a great mom physically, but emotionally I would be the best mom. And the only way I’d have kids, is if I found the right partner. Cale, I found that in you. Thankyou for allowing my secret dream to come true 🫶🏻

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@becaaaa: oh Thankgod this secret is out. I thought I’d reveal it

@gabelandeskog: yeah, I’m shocked you kept it this long lol

@calemakar: anything for you 🤍

finally getting this out...this has been in my drafts for three months lol but hope you guys enjoyed :)

Tag: @fallinallincurls

#cale makar #cale makar insta edit #cale makar x oc #cale makar m series #colorado avalanche #cale makar imagine #cale makar one shot #cale makar series

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zinniax · 2 years

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I’ve been reading the red queen series and I’m conflicted on every romantic relationship Mare has with these men(boys?)

Let’s start with Kilorn (he deserves the world) but anyway we could tell that their relationship was based off familiarity right off the bat. She loves him and he loves her. That’s her home. She’s even said her heart basically belongs to him and cal. (Not to forget Shade) and even though she’s said he’s “like family” it’s obviously more then that. She has pictured her life with him or a “what would be”-home in stilts, green eyed children who they love and a happy marriage. Thought went into that, I don’t look at my best friend thinking oh I could picture us having children someday and have no possible romantic relationship feeling. I think she does love him in a romantic way but never let herself get past the familiarity of his presence, she could’ve in another life but she didn’t want to(if she didn’t have too) side note: He deserves more then the Cameron pairing( I’m sorry but it was rushed and have no deep meaning which I want him to have- I needed him to build a deep relationship outside of mare) I just loved their relationship how even when he was upset or mad that love never faded nor them having each others backs. Plus I love the bickering!! and I can even picture him teaching mares kids how to get under her skin😜

Second,brother #1-Cal. ok his character aside it’s was the picture perfect meeting rich young man, poor girl, tried to give her a better life *heart eyes* he’s a classic “good boy that can be bad” loyal, a solider, protector, leader, charming,witty we heard this story before. She bonds with him because he’s easy to talk to, he puts her at ease in a way a substitute kilorn while she was at the palace. Obviously they went through murder of the king,bone cage,being wanted,war together which ultimately brought them together because they were really the only people that knew the truth and was there during that dark time. Meaning they found eachother in the dark time and that eventually turned into love. “I’m cold” “Ik Farley told me”cuddled eo bc they both needed someone in this dark time and they are both outsiders. They had eachother when they both felt alone😭❤️ Which don’t get me wrong I love them together I think it was a natural pairing. He saw the street kid turned royal turned warrior and she saw the royal/ warrior turn into a “street kid” ( like how she was previously) and it’s very picture perfect, with a few hardships along the way but they were always meant to be endgame which I don’t hate. Side note: I love how all these men boys fall in love with her first yass queen

Now with brother #2- Maven. Ok first off Ik he’s a villain, he’s evil, but he’s every bad boy trope loves the good girl but with out him being redeemed😭😂 I loved him and mares relationship😬 I think throughout the series, it always goes back to the way she sees him and yes it’s not always good but she thinks of the person she fell in love with. Even after everything when cal says something along the lines of do you see him or me and shes torn even though she says him, this boy has haunted her throughout the series and she still sees him in everything and honestly that’s the worse punishment she could have but their is something more. This series gave a lot to interpret the baseline is both Mare and Cal love Maven and continue to love him and in a way that love for him brought them together. But the way her feeling and mind which get blurred together when it comes to Maven (urg they could’ve been beautiful)Don’t get me wrong maven hunted her, hurt her, imprisoned her, humiliated her. He’s a bad guy but one thing that has always been the same throughout the series is his love for her, however deep and misconstrued it is that’s something that needed to be explored more. (Visa versa) The way he’s written you can’t automatically hate him, I mean you can and do but there’s this thing in the back of my mind much like mare saying Ik but what about the shy, forgotten maven we all fell in love with. Red queen shy maven is his true self, the evil maven is his mothers manipulation. end- he’s remained loved both by mare and cal(especially cal) you can’t fault that. Also I loved the way he understood her and the way she understood him. Throughout the series it was the understanding, with cal it was the forever love(brothers). The understanding between them were the letters and when he was even imprisoned and said “oh no wonder Mare did this” it was something unusual it was different than the understanding her and Cal/Kilorn have. In a way it was they have the same mind, Maven was just someone she could turn into if she didn’t have her families love and multiple people supporting her. He only had cal and it wasn’t enough. Point of this is he wasn’t really a villain he was a boy who loved and loved dark and deeply and is a complex character you can’t really hate.

Mare’s romantic feelings was a wild ride. Her self awareness was refreshing. She a morally grey character and also the ball of sunshine or (electricity?) and her love life reflects that and in a way essential to her character. Mavan the toxic love, Kilorn the childhood pure love, and Cal the natural found love. Even with her own family members she loves them but can easily be pushed away. I think the only person she loved truly maybe not have trusted but could always count on is Shade.

#red queen #red queen series #glass sword #king cage #mare barrow #kilorn warren #cal calore #maven calore #maven x mare #mare x maven #mare x kilorn #kilorn x mare #mare x cal #cal x mare

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anakinskywalkerog · 1 year

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The whole podcast drama thing is dumb af. In my personal life if I liked a guy and heard all that through the grapevine I literally wouldn’t care so I don’t know why people care about something that’s old and irrelevant anyway it’s all noise over nothing. Hayden seems like a sweetheart I don’t think he deserves half the shit he’s getting for this, I love anakin and I enjoy the shit out of anakin/hayden content and can’t wait to get more of it and wether someone was satisfied with his performance(acting or otherwise) doesn’t change a thing. I sometimes love drama online it can be funny other times it’s like ahh everyone just shut up. Anyway I’m babbling on I’m just saying this page is a nice little escape from drama online.

Specifically I love your anakin content bc you’re one talented mf’er and I love how chill you seem in general but truly kudos to you for writing probably the best anakin fanfic/best fanfic in general on here. Slow burn friends/frenemies to lovers? I fuckin LOVE THAT SHIT I ate that up so fast you’ve no idea I stayed up to read it and have read it more than once. I hope you continue to write whatever interests you in the future because you’re incredibly talented. I’ve had a rough week and re reading your anakin fic has genuinely brightened it up. I appreciate you for staying drama free both in your writing and on your blog please never change🥰

Ps you don’t have to post this I know it’s long af and probably messes up whatever flow you have to your blog I just wanted to say how much I appreciate you and your writing and for being so chill when the internet remains a burning dumpster fire. You’re the best❤️

okay yeah pretty much agree with all of this 🔥it’s barely even drama, people just love to hop on a meme train. also very few women can orgasm from only s*x so this really shouldn’t even be news? 😂 it was a funny comment and people made some jokes. it will be fine. also obviously I will always support Hayden but this is just silly.

also wow this is so sweet ❤️ rereading MVS on a bad week? that’s my dream I love that for you. thank you for saying all of that nice stuff—I have so many things I’m writing but one of them is a YA space romance novel and I hope someday it’s a real thing and you can all read it!!!! thank you for following and reading.

ps the tea currently is that I’ve been a little ✨depressed✨ and I have been thinking about trying to get back into writing the fic because that always made me feel so good!! but I am also quite short on time so we’ll see. I hope I can get back to it!

#star wars #anakin skywalker #hayden christensen #anakin x reader #anakin skywalker fanfiction #my very soul #answered asks

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lokislytherin · 1 year

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jaeyeol missing anon here….

i’m literally in shock… no words.. can express what i’m feeling now…. HEAHRAHFAHFSJFZ *muffled screaming*

now that he’s back and joining the crew, i’m sure we’ll see way more of him now AS WE SHOULD 😤😤 but yes, thank you ptj… STILL i really hope he didn’t bring jay back just because he so very conveniently forgot him and he’s only back for some daily dose of queerbaiting but instead, i want jay back because he was planned to come back since the start and he’s actually here to get in on some of the action to show his true potential and so we have a chance to see his backstory…! BUT WHATEVER I’M LIVING IN THE PRESENT I MISS HIM SO MUCH AAAAAAA 😭🥹😩😩😩❤️❤️❤️

hello hello! i think we are both in shock rn i could not believe my eyes when i saw the chapter i was just like :O for half a day before fanfic writer brain started working again and i planned out a whole chainsaw man au in my head at the airport… yes i was on a plane when you sent this ask lol i got home last night

AS WE SHOULD INDEED! ptj please take this as a chance to build jay’s character and make him less 2d bc he has so much potential!!! i wanna see jay’s improvements in battle! i wanna know his probably-tragic (bc we’ve seen everybody else’s) backstory! i wanna know what he’s been doing so bad. ptj pls catch us up on what our blonde baby boy has been doing after you introduce the last member of daniel’s crew. pls. 홍재열 주세요.

let’s live in the present tgt!! i missed jay sm i hope he’s been living well 🥺🥺 i hope he wasn’t too lonely without daniel… must be sad living in a giant penthouse when you’re mute and the guy you like / the only person you’ve probably only ever invited to your penthouse for fun has been mia for god knows how long… home alone for half a day is fine but more than that n i go kinda crazy bc it’s too quiet so jay u can have all my hugs. if ptj won’t give u the happiness u deserve in canon i’ll let you have all of it in my fics i swear on my writer’s honor

also joy content when. hong sibs keeping each other afloat when. ptj-nim im making the hong sibs content i want to see by myself rn but i wanna see more canon interactions bc hong jae siblings are the best siblings in lookism

#jaeyeol misser anon #rinanswersthings #jay hong #hong jaeyeol #lookism #lookism webtoon #unrelated but im devastated rn bc the lookism mobile game got obliterated #i was a jay main #my def build jay… and healer zoe… n main dps daniel….#i miss mobile game jay #burst animation be assigned magical girl by wealth #lowkey wanna write that au now. magical girl jay. batman but bubblegum pop and drippy and not that emo #alternative au: jay as chat noir from miraculous ladybug the adventures of ladybug n chat noir #yes ik that’s a kid’s show but i have so much to say about a potential chat noir jay au #maybe in another post #홍재열 씨 보고싶다

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summersareknives · 1 year

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hiya ess!👋

ur completely correct. fics based on taylor songs are superior theres just a certain... je ne sais quoi about them. chefs kiss.

and yes! cameron from 10 things i hate ab you! get urself a man who learns french for you and settle for nothing less.

fic rec! take a shot of holy water by pinkpalaceapartments (wolfstar dorlene & jily fleabag au)

tay time! sparks fly, style, & all you had to do was stay🌟

chatting time<3

i know. people thinking the trojan horse was real still baffles me especially since theyre in an UPPER LEVEL classics course. like how do you go through uni reading and learning about the trojan war and the fact that its a FICTIONAL POEM and not a historical account & still think its real. i mean i get it. i wish it was real too.

little women 2019 my beloved <3 forever obsessed with timmy as laurie and flo as amy.

and GOD i know americans can be just. so irritating. you can always tell when tourists are american because theyre SO LOUD! and the stonehenge comment? HUH? they baffle me sometimes.

and omg another cat named pixie! i guess all cats named pixie are just. heinous bitches. buts its okay because theyre cute<3

and ty for the percy/pansy fic rec ill add to my tbr <3 excited to read about them.

u know maybe killing remus is for the best. especially if youre marrying sirius i think that itself would do him in anyways.

the incest chronicles are def super long & honestly, the first main installment of the series is kinda bland in comparison to the prequels and sequels which makes it feel inaccessible bc you have to struggle through the first 6 big ass books but i promise its worth it. ive begged my friends to read it but they all refuse bc its just SO long and you know what. fair!

and yes i recommend reading the book first. i watch the movie only so i can stare at ben barnes and go "hey it's sirius" every 2 mins.

drunk procrastinators!! my bff: dont you have a paper due tomorrow? me, half a bottle of wine down & definitely has a paper due tomorrow: no

omg the scene for the quaffle & the snitch??? best believe i Will be reading.

apple turnovers for breakfast sounds so good. now im craving one.

and 4 tubs of butter?? hey i mean the drunk heart wants what it wants.

PLUTO<3 when was younger & learned that pluto was classified as a dwarf planet and not a planet i actually cried. she doesnt deserve that💔

im glad you at least got pizza out that situation. pizza can help ease the pain of any mortifying embarrassment.

and dancing in the kitchen with wine & jazz? so real. thats like, peak humanity.

yes poutine is SO good. i wont take any slander from americans who eat jello salad (to be fair i think they sell that in canada too</3... i really dont think its popular here thank god)

barty as a ravenclaw is so important to me especially when pandora is a ravenclaw too. my fav lil chaos gremlins who are also honorary slytherins❤️

omg a pink car slay. my bff had a baby blue beetle for a while and it was PERFECt well until it literally broke cause it was so old BUT being a passenger princess / dj / gps in a cute car is always the dream.

& ill watch the apprentice! hyde guy and kim kardashian lady are enough for me so i will .

platonic soulmates <3 liv (my best friend) once said she'd drop everything to take me to a mental institution if she had to (SHE DIDNT HAVE TO I WAS JUST GOING THROUGH IT!!! she did mildly threaten me though. with love ofc<3) id die for her but id also live for her.

YES GEOGUESSR! its so addicting and just really fun and educational ig. like. now i know what the rest of the world looks like! yay! & if ur shoelaces were knotted id gladly untie them for u❤️

v sorry to hear about victoria, she doesnt deserve u !!

and the guy who came out as gay? still kinda funny like. he liked me on & off for 5 YEARS only to realize he didnt actually like girls. like was i a part of that realization?? i have so many questions.

apollo & artemis!! i love them so very much. my fav siblings❤️

fancasts! andrew & ben are great, also dont like dane as peter. YOUR JAMES? i love him. very good fancast. atj & reiky are great too but i also love thomas weatherall as malakai from heartbreak high (he oozes james energy and has like. idk how to describe it but a very "james potter" smile - example here)

and omg we have the same evan and barty fancasts. hugh as evan will forever be perfect to me. hes just So Evan. maxence as barty is also just perfect i love him. elle fanning as pandora & lewis as peter>>> also annalise basso as lily. she showed up in an episode of new girl i was watching and i was like "LILY??" i also love beabadoobee as marlene. but TIMMY AS REG. hes PERFECT. no one will ever be more regulus than timmy. love that he is the one fancast everyone can agree on. also movie reg?? WHO IS THAT MAN?? I DONT KNOW HIM!!

and omg a gryffindor!! lucky. i always wanted to be a gryffindor when i was a kid but im a slytherin</3 not complaining tho. i love my fellow snakes.

orpheus and eurydice kill me ON GOD. getting the chance to save the one you love but that very love being your downfall💔💔

a soldier! i think soldier is the rarest one so thats very cool. or maybe its poet idk. i wanted to be a poet so bad but i got king. (aka eldest daughter syndrome) heavy is the head that wears the crown ig.

phone, purse, bingo tickets, notebook & headphones = essentials for sure. i wont be caught DEAD without my headphones (and phone cause i need that for music ofc) because i have to have music in my ears 24/7 or ill die.

an athena kid! theyre the coolest and i always wanted to be an athena kid. whenever i take the quiz i get either hades or athena so thats cool ig. raising the dead could be kinda fun! i already kinda dress like nico di angelo so that works for me im just missing my embodiment-of-sunshine child-of-apollo partner </3

your top 5 albums>>. tay NEVER MISSES!!

and yes soulmates! i read too much to not believe in them fr.

answering qs!

top 5 albums: (in no particular order except no.1)

the rise and fall of ziggy stardust and the spiders from mars by bowie FOREVER my number 1. i love that album more than anything in this world.

hs1 by harry styles

am by arctic monkeys

chip chrome and the mono tones by the neighbourhood

electric warrior by t.rex

(honourable mentions because im indecisive and would put these in top 5 if i could: folklore by tay, hozier by hozier, disintegration by the cure, led zeppelin iv by led zeppelin, & the dark side of the moon by pink floyd. (theres my top 10 then ig!!))

2. slytherin! like i said above i wanted to be a gryffindor so bad so i figured out which questions gave u which results and only answered the gryffindor ones (denial is a river in egypt girl....) but i decided i couldnt lie anymore and embraced my slytherin-ness.

3. erudite! ofc i always wanted to be dauntless cause theyre cool and tatted out and wear black but ig i value knowledge and shit more </3

4. this is def morbid but in ancient rome, where slavery was very much present, slaves had to wear collars (like. dog collars. so fucked up) and if a slave ran away, you could hire fugitivarii which were slave hunters. like basically bounty hunters. slaves were a huge part of roman economy and very important so obviously people didnt want them to leave but man its fucked up. anyway!

5. king! like i said before i wanted poet so bad but got king which broke my heart but yeah. i saw someone on tiktok say that kings are poets who are bound to duty . still trying to figure out what my duty is cause its definitely not reading fanfic and sitting on tumblr for several hours.

6. silver! i love gold jewelry sm but im super fucking pale and it looks bad on me so i prefer silver . i do wear gold sometimes but silver goes with any outfit so.

7. this is such a hard question cause i love them both but i think tay. shes just got so much variety for any mood so she wins. lana does too but her vibes are just different so.

8. CRUEL SUMMER VS DONT BLAME ME??? another brutal question ess youre killing me. theyre totally tied in my heart but for the sake of picking i think...im gonna have to go with dont blame me. i think the vibe of love making you crazy just fits me more. cause like yeah ill go crazy. but cruel summer my beloved you will ALWAY BE FAMOUS!!

9. my tears ricochet vs the great war.. AHHHHHH. i think my tears ricochet. i associate the great war with crimson rivers too much that i cant listen to it without losing it.

10. i love candles sm this is so hard. in the winter i love christmas tree/pine scents theyre so nice. but in the summer i have a lilac scented one that i burn and its lovely. but i also have one named after Rome that smells like fresh cut flowers thats so nice too. (rome did Not smell like fresh cut flowers when i visited, quite the opposite actually but i can pretend<3)

11. SLOW WALKERS! im a really fast walker and if people are in my way i get so frustrated. girl move i have places to be!!!!

12. kind of anything makes me laugh. dry humour and sarcasm especially but will laugh at anything especially if its dumb as hell

13. i do! its isabella which is very bland but what can you do.

14. i dont think ive ever heard anyone say hoser over here, maybe its an old person thing. but they do say eh! moreso in eastern canada. i have family over there and a lot of them say it. you dont hear it a lot on the west coast.

qs for u!

fav random marauders headcanons?

fav season?

fav subjects in school?

if u could visit one fictional world which would it be?

do u collect anything?

cardigan vs mirrorball

divergent faction?

if u were a mythological creature what would u be? (like vampire, werewolf, etc)

if u could live in any time period, which one would u pick?

whats your ideal first date?

do u play any sports?

board games vs video games? (or neither lol)

if u like art, whats your fav painting/work of art? or artist?

thats all for now! ill try not to die in the war. might be hard cause my eyesight is horrible and wearing glasses in a war seems impractical & i dont think they had contact lenses back during the wartimes. natural selection i suppose.

-bee

bee bee bee <3333

YES. Chef’s kiss honestly. I’m going to do one of those one day. Just you wait.

Man who learns French for you >>> (imagining james taking his duolingo lessons for Regulus)

A FLEABAG AU ??? WITH WOLFSTAR DORLENE & JILY ???? on god this is perfect already i love u for hitting all the right buttons on this rec.

tay tay -

spark fly - JEGULUS - ‘move like a full on rainstorm’ = regulus . Regulus is a rainstorm , wholly and fully. ‘kiss me on the sidewalk , take away the pain’ = reg’s thoughts , when he’s always in pain and only james can heal him 💔💔💔. ‘something to haunt me when you’re not around’ the sheer memory of regulus would haunt james , just like cathy haunts heathcliff.

style- JILY- this could go for literally so many ships. like wolfstar , jily , anything. I chose jily , simply because i feel that just like the hook , james and lily never go out of style. and also lily would ask him about reg , and he would tell her the whole truth & nothing but the truth. in a muggle au i totally see them as on and off and on and off until they’re finally on again and this time it sticks forever.

all you had to do was stay - JEGULUS - now, it’s probably pretty obvious. but this song to me is reg singing away after james breaks up with him.and him wishing the fact that he loved james would be enough. and feeling like ‘he had me in the palm of his hand’ and being all ‘mf crushed me by making a fist god damn.’

CHATTING <33333

the dumbness of people surprises me sometimes. IT’S A FUCKING POEM DUDE. (i wish it was real too. if it was i think I’d genuinely be like ‘how were they so dumb’ for ages )

TIMMY AND FLO 5EVER

it’s the noise , the accent and the camera for me. it’s genuinely so fucking annoying, why are you destroying such a beautiful place with your fucking flashes and noises ????

pixie is indeed a heinous bitch , and we hate each other but I lover her , really. she a real one for telling it like it is.

(it's actually surprisingly good ! it's one of my new favourite rare pairs along with Blaise/Luna (which I've only read in Isolation & Temptation on the Warfront , but loved anyways !!! ) ( recommend both of those fics btw !!!! I love them vv much !!!)

yes , unfortunately , to marry mr Sirius Black , I shall have to kill remus lupin , because he might die of heartbreak anyways.

u know what , once my mocks are over , I might take a crack at the incest series. they seem interesting , and as long as there's no incest , I'm happy to try it out !

book before the movie 5EVER. (also yes , to me at least , there's something very SIRIUS about ben barnes in dorian grey. that just IS Sirius , yk?)

drunk procrastinators for the win !!!! me , because I handed in my paper 8 minutes before the deadline , but at least I handed it in !!!!

YESSSS I AM VERY EXCITED TO WRITE THAT STORY !!!! I will be on it as soon as doa stops kicking my arse.

apple turnovers are bae - cheap and tasty , all in one <333

No but it was LURPAK. that's the kinda butter the queen (rip bae , I meant the king) would use. and also seven sticks of Toblerone , but that's worth it . Toblerone is also bae . all chocolate is bae.

PLUTO IS FAMILY. NO FAMILY IS LEFT BEHIND . I LOVE PLUTO. I PROTECT HER.

time heals all wounds ?? pswah , nah. PIZZA heals all wounds !!!

it is very much peak humanity. especially because he's taller than me , but I did keep stepping on his toes. don't think he minded too much , but honestly it was such a peaceful evening. like that was THE moment , yk ???

that's it , I shall be finding a food truck and trying poutine. (not jello salad , though. that's a crime against humanity , and whoever made that should be arrested for their crimes)

(Barty and pandora as Ravenclaws slay , but them as Slytherins also SLAY. just slaying all around.)

PINK AND BLUE CARS FOR THE WIN !!!!! lu has a black car , but it has seat warmers , so that kinda makes up for it. and passenger princesses for the win !!!! lu is the driver , and will always be the driver. I shall never learn how to drive , as long as I have him. but sometimes as a joke , I'll leave penny coins as a 'tip'. I think I'm really funny for that.

yes u must. Hyde guy is rlly hiding . like , you'll see what I mean when you see him. when you watch it , do come and tell me how you liked it !!!

platonic soulmates have my HEART. like lu has walked through aa fuckinbg rainfall to bring me a fucking turnover. and he was going to go home too??? like bro , no ???? but he wouldn't come inside , because he was wet and he didn't want to wet the floor too , so I came out and walked back to his house with him. things like that keep my faith in humanity (if he was gone , I think I'd be gone too. he is THE reason.) making me emotional and shit now. (and god damn , 'I'd die for her but also live for her' that's so cute ?? and also I so get that !!!! LIV AND LU FOR THE WIN !!! it's the L names I swear , some spice in them.

I'm actually replying to you after my first game of geoguessr , which I totally flunked , btw. I guessed Wales and the answer was fucking Spain. idk how that happens , but alright. (bro ?? making me blush and shit that's so sweet . I'd buy u an apple turnover :))) )

yes Victoria does not deserve me. I need some nice dude/dudette to do right by me.

nah imagine being someone's reverse realisation ?? like 'I kissed u and then I was gay' like bro u got some sort of power ??/ (and also I agree. very suspicious. I too have questions)

I love Apollo and Artemis too !! (them in rick riordan's books >>>)

Andrew and ben have my heart and soul I just love them a lot. ( dane isn't right , obviously , and lewis is my Peter. he just matches , yk ??) IK I LOVE MY JAMES TOO , HE'S SO PRETTY AND HE'S SO JAMES HONESTLY . (dw I don't comment that , I would never disturb him with that) atj is good for edits , as is reiky sometimes !! (sometimes people use him as desi James though , which - he's not. so I do wish they'd stop , or just say 'Somali James' !) and the smile ??/ on god , that's so jamessss. ( which brings me back to ben barnes. it's something about the way he smiles. very sirius.)

Hugh is honestly winning I love him. maxence too , but Hugh is just EVAN. (to me , at least.) and I so agree , Elle & Lewis >> . love them. TIMMY TIM AS REGGIE REG. LOVE HIM A LOT. MY FAVOURITE. (also movie reg ?? I think not.)

YES GRYFFINDOR. IT'S BECAUSE OF MY BRAVERY AND I LOVE LIONS. jk , but I love the marauders and the trio , so I'm glad to be a Gryffindor. and as u should , your fellow snakes are amazing ( most of them)

ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE !!! ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE !! LOVE BEING YOUR DOWFALL!! YOUR TRAGIC FLAW !! if u must die , let love be the reason why.

at least soldier is rare. I would've rather been the king , because I want to rule shit , not die on the battlefield. (I think every king on my fyp wanted to be a poet. literally every one. so u are one with the masses.)

MUSIC IN MY HEAD 24/7 OR I'LL DIE . so real of u , I'm listening to work song rn, and humming along with it.

Athena kids are awesome , wise n shit. as are hades kids , u guys could raise the dead. I'm going to make lu do the quiz , because he has the blonde hair n the blue eyes , so Apollo kid right there , isn't it?? let's see what he gets !!!

TAY NEVER MISSES !!! TAY IS A GODESSS !!!!!!

reviewing your q's.

ur top five albums are STELLAR. bowie on top as he should be , love him so much . HS1 altered my brain chemicals , but AMMMMMMMMM AMMMMMM . am has changed the course of my life , istg. (knee socks came up on my playlist literally right now. and lu is literally wearing his blue Lacoste top , too . this is freaky.) I've not actually heard the rest , so I gotta give them a listen. (and yes folklore and hozier >>>>> love them so so much they're so dear to me .)

SLYTHERIN SLYTHERIN. SSSSSS AND THAT. (that is also what I did , but I actually got Gryffindor , so to everyone , I am a Gryffindor. and I am one.)

ERUDITE YESSSSS. miss bee smartypants. man that's some barbaric shit , honestly.

kings that sit on Tumblr for several hours and read fic are the only ones that should exist. u are a king.

I LOVER SILVER JEWELLERY TOO. I'm wearing both atm , so it might not make sense , but I have gold and silver (prefer gold because expensive and I like expensive things. jk , if someone I love gave me silver , or even PAPER jewellery , I'd keep it forever. still have Lu's pasta necklace from when we were in year 2.)

tay does win. for me too. she just has that range , you know ??? (Lana is still mothering tho. love her.)

I am killing u . u r dead. CRUEL SUMMER FITS ME MORE !!!! I'LL TAKE CS , U TAKE DBM , AND IT'S ALL FAIR!!!

the Great War with cr ??? now I'm scared to read it ?? (my tears ricochet is my favourite song ever. like ever ever , so I agree with this opinion. I love the Great War too , though.)

lilac candles sound so nice oh my god ??? my favourite scent is the fresh cut roses one , I just rlly love that smell. (it smelt like piss , didn't it ?? just tell me now .)

slow walkers fuckin suck . my pet peeve is year sevens. always blocking the halls , the little bitches. (bless their souls , but goddamn , talk to your friends later , u silly.)

ahh Isabella . classic, I myself , have two middle names , and my mum picked one , and my dad picked the other, it's some flowery shit I swear. especially because they're from different countries , so yk. ah damn I was hoping u would be saying hoser. at least u say eh .

question time !!! -

hmmm. hmmm. I think it's gotta be that remus sat in that carriage on the way to Hogwarts in pot because the marauders always used to sit there , and to sit somewhere else would be blasphemy. also that for a second when he saw that harry had fainted , he thought it was James. heart broke.

winter. I'm a winter baby , and xmas is in winter , so it wins all around.

chemistry ! it slaps my arse , but I prefer it over the other two subjects.

Hogwarts !!! I want a magical wand too !!!

YES. I COLLECT FIFTY PENCE COINS , AND SOMETIMES THEY DON'T HAVE THE USUAL BACK , THEY HAVE SOMETHING DIFFERENT. I HAVE AT LEAST 30£ OF THEM. three of them are from lu , because he knows to give them to me. I will attach a picture of them to my next ask. (I have a Florence nightingale 2£ coin too)

CARDIGAN !!! sorry but stars around my scars > trapeze.

erudite !! just like u. makes sense because I strive for academic validation all the time. going to a grammar school really changed me dude, really really did.

I'm going to go for unicorn. because they're pretty and they can grant wishes n I love them. (sorry remus I love u too.)

if racism n sexism didn't exist , then probably the fifties. I love them , the vibe is really cool. the style , too. my second choice is the roman era , because again , that era seems special ! (and obvious as greek kids , we gotta say greek era. just need to experience it for myself , yk???)

MY IDEAL FIRST DATE !!! pick me up at my door in a nice suit/dress and give me flowers (my fave ones ) , drive me to the restaurant (French or Italian pls) and then the cinema. we watch the movie , then we go to the bookshop , and they say 'buy anything. anything' and then on the way home , they park their car , and we go on a walk and talk about life , for ages and ages , and then we buy stuff from the bakery (they know I like apple turnovers) and then kiss under the stars. if someone does this for me , I'll marry them

no unfortunately. I tried out for netball in year seven , got rejected , took it as a personal attack , and therefore just watch lu play his hockey and football from the stands. that's the extent of my sportsmanship.

BOARD GAMES. Friday is actually board game night for me and lu. busting out the monopoly board means we r no longer best friends for some time. we r enemies.

I do love art !! actually going to the Tate modern on Saturday with lu !! my favourite piece of art is 'cafe terrace at night' . I love it so much it's so special to me I love it. can imagine walking there , hand in hand with my date I love it. (might go there for my grad trip. maybe.

q's for u -

ur ideal first date ?

rep vs lover ?

hozier vs am?

do u play sports ? (pls tell me u play hockey )

favourite board game ?

take me to church vs work song ?

fave season ?

fave food ?

fave marauder hc ?

one ship u hate (hp) ?

your patronus ?

your favourite piece of art ?

ginny or luna ?

favourite restaurant ?

favourite beverage ?

[ beeeeee don't be too long I will miss u too much. I love u. (also glasses?? same ). be safe , king.]

#ess waters a plant #bee <33 #ess's marauders x ts crossover

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