#beyond suspicion

[mewtwo24]

Not to be That Guy but like.

Am I the only one that can't stop thinking about how Tianlang-Jun says about Luo Binghe that he pretends to be cold-hearted like his mother. The hint of fondness there, the heartache in that utterance.

Like it drives me absolutely insane. Imagining her putting on a front of strength, cold and driven and unrelenting. Why does TLJ say that about her. Did she secretly look for solutions that meant reconciling with demons instead of hurting them when her sect wasn't looking? (I wonder this because I feel like his weird fondness for SQQ would lowkey track if it's connected to the woman he once loved.) Did he mean that she was tasked with basically assassinating him and she fell in love with him instead (re: failed step one)? Did he mean that she was fond and doting in her own way (e.g. conceding he was attractive, paying for his exploits and humoring him)? Did he mean that, like LBH, she thought that power would be the thing to protect her--and that it was disguising a person who was deeply and privately wounded? All four????? I don't need sleep I need a n s w e r s

Did she know about the Huanhua Palace Master's skeevy ass intentions before she met TLJ? Or did those only come to significant light after she fell in love with TLJ? Is that why she never anticipated that level of betrayal, because initially she had no intention of being with anyone romantically? And HHPM just assumed she would be under his thumb forever?? Was she furious at her own indiscretion or did she try to use the pregnancy as a bargaining chip, a way to try to stop the immortals of Cang Qiong Mountain from attacking TLJ (plus the bonus of marriage entrapment no takesies backsies this is where LBH gets it from)? Did she try to use that claim on her to dissuade HHPM from his covetous advances, framing herself as tainted so that she could finally escape? Did she dream of a life by TLJ's side, far away from Cang Qiong Mountain?

Like. Literally every single permutation of what this could mean guts me to hell. Do you ever just cry about tianxi because I--[loud bawling noises]

[themoonking]

did amanda waller never think that maybe a pair of people with hair on the lighter end having two dark haired kids would cause a bit of discord in the relationship and maybe throw off her plans for the future batman

[grassbreads]

Shoutout to Xie Lian for being a protagonist with absolutely no goals and no involvement in driving the overarching plot of his own book

[anxious-logic]

current theory: yoren (sp?) is some kind of spirit, trapped like Eursulon but unwillingly. his magic is now sour and heavy and dense and oppressive because of the constant fighting against the separation from the spirit world

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Ah manic energy making me seem productive for a few days before a shitty mental health crash, I’d hoped you were dead

[todderwodders]

Under cut for soooo much tooooo muccchhh all the time much. tw for incest and pregnancy

Thinking about Scel being Bhaal’s first attempt to impregnate Durge and it went so badly he was just fuck it, put on the hat butler boy

[quietwingsinthesky]

meanwhile, despite the fact that a dozen people have gone missing in the local area and abigail keeps bringing tupperwares full of food to the bunker, none of tfw ever suspects there's anything weird going on with her or her family.

[emp-blast]

haha lol what if i left some thoughts about a character that i hate in the tags of this post?? haha jk jk i won't do that haha...

do not read the tags 👁️👁️

[essaytime]

Excuse me, but I need to walk around my room in circles and desperately overanalyse approximately five seconds of today

[tomwambsgans]

i'm just gonna say it. on the app that could reasonably be called Misinformation: The Website, where you have no good reason to believe almost anything that anyone says, where people are known to play genuine fucked up long cons where they go so far as to fake a disability, or stage scenes of verbal/emotional abuse with their partners, or make some other incredibly serious claim only to eventually come out and admit that they lied or faked it to be *interesting* or whatever... i think it's wise to take the anecdote of a single random person with a grain of salt

[zannolin]

starting a collection.

[shararan]

tfw you cant write because no manner of seating arrangement currently works without major pain and your body feels like its about to fall apart into pieces jfc if it aint the neck its the shoulders or lower back or elbows

[jacksintention]

At times I can be wrong of course, but often I think it's so obvious that someone's view on a character or story (and most of the time lack of sympathy/understanding) is caused by a lack of personal experience

[mishkakagehishka]

i do wonder how they found out - like i did talk abt it briefly with lis (and i know mihai and swanee were talking with lis too, but knowing them they wouldn't say anything either). i distinctly know you never named names bc i myself couldn't figure it out until i talked to lis (admittedly i am dense as a brick, but still)

anyway. i hope they get the help they very obviously need. and i hope that this doesn't have any repercussions for you, too... (i feel like i could've just dm'd you this but. eh. ask feature my beloved)

I mean i blocked them, i assume it's not hard to circumvent a block (as seen by me stalking neo during our weekly divorces) and see that i also mentioned i had suspicions.

And see i didn't tell Lis or Mihai, so. I really don't think it's my fault if so many people independently come to the same conclusion. But, whatever.