#birch.txt

[sweetheartwithaknife]

heal my inner child? no. give her a gun

[s-pt-mb-rs]

boys will wake up one morning like i NEED to start smoking cigarettes and i NEED to kill myself and i NEED to be someone’s dirtbag boyfriend who all their friends hate and i NEED to get hit by a car

[suenitos]

I was honestly so scared yall were leaving when her stream dropped but then you didn’t and you bring the best crazyisms to my dash so thank you

-birchdoodle

hey man happy to be here

[3dm0m3ntss]

@3dm0m3nts backup blog!

[bluescreen-barney]

Part three: Replacement Day

“Here, let me buy you a drink.”

Alyx puts a coin into the vending machine, punches in the code, and the door to Kleiner’s lab swings open.

“So do you guys actually have drinks or should I not get my hopes up?”

“No, I wish we did though. Unfortunately good drinks are harder to get than they’re worth these days.”

Alyx walks into the lab, and Gordon follows.

Kleiner is here, looking around his lab. He seems a bit distressed. There’s another person here, too. A new, unfamiliar face.

“Lamarr? Lamarr, where did you get off to this time?”

He glances over at the other person.

“Birch, have you seen her? I need to make sure she’s safe before the test...”

“I haven't.. maybe shaking a bag of treats could get her out of hiding?”

Birch is looking around as well. He notices Alyx and Gordon after a small bit.

“Oh!”

“Welcome back, Alyx! I see you've found him.”

“... who are you?”

[Alyx, Gordon, Birch, and Kleiner are now open for asks.]

[esotericdogboy]

hey so this is lowkey gonna be a top surgery recovery blog now

Not really lmao, but I got out of surgery at about 3:00 PM yesterday!! I went in at about 9:30 AM and didn't get back to the hotel until about 4:00 PM.

So uh, here's a little 24 hour update??

I'm not in nearly as much pain as I thought I would be. It's more of a dull ache in my chest than anything, and painkillers help a lot too.

I occasionally get a weird stinging/tingling sensation where my nipple grafts would be?? It's very strange.

I had a REALLY hard time peeing the first night, but that's to be expected after surgery.

The fluid in my drains is starting to look a little clearer. It's weirdly... greasier than I expected it to be.

Hormone crash hasn't affected me yet. I've actually been in a great mood since I got back to the hotel, and I still feel pretty good.

Overall, I feel pretty incredible. I'm so so happy. I finally feel sorta complete.

I'll keep posting updates here and there!! Thank you in advance for all your support!!! 💗💗💗

[sweetheartwithaknife]

I WEIGHED MYSELF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A WHILE TODAY THINKING I GAINED BUT I ACTUALLY LOST WEIGHT!!!!

[s-pt-mb-rs]

trapping your jaw shut as your mouth fills with hot blood, hushing you but you can’t be quiet, it’s so much blood you’re choking on it, shaking my head as i pinch your nose shut and watch you start to suffocate, twisting your body desperately and begging with your eyes, please, please let me go, but you look so pretty like this how could i? i’m doing this because i love you after all. i love you and you wouldn’t take that away from me, you wouldn’t do that to me. your chest burns, your vision is going spotty, you can’t breathe and i love you.

[3dm0m3ntss]

BLOCK DONT REPORT

this is the only place I have to feel safe

backup blog to @3dm0m3nts

just putting this here for when i eventually get T worded

sorry this shit is ugly ive remade so many times lmao

anyway hi call me birch

he/xe/it/voi, minor (above 16)

sw: 132 hw: 142.6 

cw: 138.3 current bmi: 23

gw1: 130 🔒

gw2: 120 🔒

gw3: 115 🔒

gw4: 110 🔒

ugw: 98 🔒

dream gw: 85

hmm if you want to be buddies

[bluescreen-barney]

HEY NEW GUY. INTRODUCE YOURSELF. PLEASE

“Oh, right!”

“I'm Birch. Birch Reed. It's nice to meet you!”

“...Whoever you are.”

[esotericdogboy]

If I found out that organic landfill matter was a significant contributor to climate change I would simply eat the apple core

[sweetheartwithaknife]

LOGICALLY subliminals don’t work. in my heart though. im having fun

[s-pt-mb-rs]

bleeding out all by yourself, handsome?

[sweetheartwithaknife]

y’all i know i haven’t been active in forever (im at camp) but-

yesterday i was going white water rafting and they had us all wearing lifejackets

and none of the life jackets fit me even tightened all the way

and our guide was going around and checking everyone’s jackets and when we got to me it was obvs too loose so he tried to tighten it

and when it couldn’t tighten anymore he said “just not enough of you to hold up!”

scream literally. i think this is the thinnest I’ve been in a while and it feels amazing

[sweetheartwithaknife]

i want to relapse so bad

[sweetheartwithaknife]

my gf is so beautiful