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gurlwithluvx3 · 2 years

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never alone (6) | OT7

Pairing: friendships w/ OT7 and pregnant!reader (non-idol!AU)

Genre: angst, oc finding herself in the midst of an unexpected pregnancy

Warnings: brief mention of sex, anxiety/depression, feeling of loneliness, talks of pregnancy, navigating an unexpected pregnancy

Word count: ~1.5K

Author's Note: i started this fanfic when i thought i was pregnant (very important for y'all to practice safe sex, srs) and i know that my ex would be a dead-beat, toxic man who wouldn't step up and just added the boys because i know that they would support me x3

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You’re waiting alone in the hospital room trying to calm yourself down. The nurse said everything seems okay but also said the doctor will be in shortly. Is your baby truly okay? Are you really okay?

Your mind goes down a rabbit hole of what if’s and it doesn’t help that you’re talking to yourself. But if there’s one thing that you realize is that you can’t do this alone. As much as you want to do this by yourself, you truly can’t.

•••••Flashback

Your second appointment with your OBGYN just ended and the doctor said that everything seems okay with you and the baby.

You’re on your way to work and you set down your phone on the subway. You’re tired of reaching out to your ex. You’re tired of being let down. You’re tired of feeling the need to depend and lean on someone else.

So as you’re passing through some of your favorite scenery on the way to work, you take a deep breath and exhale. And you tell yourself that you don’t need anyone. You don’t need your ex who doesn’t give a damn about you. You don’t need your family who basically made you fend for yourself once you turned 18.

You look towards the scenery and remind yourself that life is beautiful when you don’t have to depend on anyone. Because that means no one can hurt you, and now your baby.

You look down to your stomach and begin rubbing it as you telepathically tell your baby that it’ll always have you and that you are all it needs. You won’t let your baby ever feel unwanted, unloved ,or unsupported. That even though it’s just you, you’re gonna give your baby all that it deserves and all that you’ve never had.

Like how everyday after work and school you’ll have dinner together at the table and talk about things that happened throughout the day. Or how you’ll show up to every school event, every game, every award ceremony.

Or how you’ll read to your baby every night until they’re old enough to read on their own. And how you’ll always be a shoulder to lean on when things go rough. Things you’ve never experienced with your own family.

Sure, you’re going to raise the baby on your own, but you know that you’ll provide the best that you can and will do 120% better than your own parents. And you know that you’ll provide much more on your own than what your ex can ever provide.

You promise your baby it’ll be the two of you and that you’re never gonna not try your hardest because your baby deserves the best. And that’s what you’re going to be.

End flashback•••••••

You’re tugging the end of your shirt as you wait for the doctor to step in and your heart races quickly every time you hear footsteps approaching. But the past 20 mins you have been stuck in your thoughts.

You stand up to look at random pamphlets before someone starts knocking, which instantly makes you jump.

“Y/N?” They ask with your chart in their hand. You smile and nod as she proceeds to come in.

“I’m sorry your OBGYN couldn’t be the one to see you, but I will make sure to chart everything down, especially your questions and concerns” she begins to explain. You can’t help but tear up, uncertain of what she has to say.

“You and your baby’s vitals are okay and it doesn’t look like the fall affected your baby in any way” she says, knowing that you’ve been anxiously waiting, a big weight lifted off your shoulders as you take a deep breath.

“But there is something I wanted to bring to your attention,” she says in a very calm manner. But even with her gentleness a new wave of anxiety starts to hit you.

“It may be a little too early to tell but it looks like you may have gestational diabetes” she says flipping the chart over.

“Now this doesn’t have to be alarming if you are careful with what you eat. Now of course you need to eat enough nutrients for you and your baby, and we have some pamphlets you can take home..” she slowly stops as she looks up and sees you crying.

“It’s okay Y/N. This is pretty common in many pregnancies and it’s beyond your control. You can maintain it by eating healthy and getting some exercise” she says as she sets the chart down by the counter.

“I know you’re worried, but I promise as long as you do your part in keeping the baby healthy, you’ll both be fine” she explains as she hands you a couple of facial tissues.

“And the good thing is we’re detecting it early which means it’s not too late to do the right thing” she looks at you and smiles.

“I know how strong pregnancy cravings are and it’s okay to give in, but make sure you don't go too overboard” she stands up to grab some pamphlets that you need.

The two of you talk out some questions you had in regards to the news she just shared as well as your current diet. And thankfully you’re on the right path and not overindulging at the moment, despite your random cravings.

“It was nice to meet you Y/N. And I’m glad you and your baby are okay” she starts as she cleans up everything.

“I’m not sure who’s taking care of you at home, but make sure you tell him to keep you accountable. Have a good day!” She says as she leaves the room.

Him? Who could she be talking about? Is she referring to the baby as a he also? You gather all your belongings and put the pamphlets in your bag before heading out of the room.

And as you go back into the waiting room, you’re surprised to see Jin, his girlfriend, Namjoon, and Yoongi. As soon as they see you they all hop on their feet and practically bum-rush you.

“Are you okay Y/N? Is the baby okay? What did the doctor say?” Is all you can hear as the three men surround you trying to out yell one another.

Jin’s girlfriend becomes the barricade between you and the three and you can’t help but smile.

“Thank you” you manage to say, holding tight to your bag, trying to contain all the emotions you’re feeling, especially the strong urge to cry.

“Me and the baby are okay” you quietly explain, holding back the tears you feel welling up. “You guys didn’t have to come here and wait for me”

Yoongi and Namjoon step back while Jin and his girlfriend offer to help you carry your bag.

“I hope I didn’t mess up your chance with the label” you say slowly looking up to Yoongi and Namjoon feeling the tears fall. You curse at yourself for these raging pregnancy hormones.

Namjoon shakes his head as if to disagree with you. He looks right at you and offers a smile that shows off his dimple. “Are you really worrying about us when we’re here in the hospital for you?”. He digs into one of his pant pockets and gives you a handkerchief.

And you didn’t realize until you looked at everyone’s faces that they were genuinely concerned for you. And you hadn’t felt looked after like this in such a long time. So you can’t help yourself but immediately start to cry.

You think to yourself, maybe you’re not alone in this. Maybe people are really willing to walk this journey with you. Maybe you’ll really be okay.

They huddle around you and begin embracing you. “We’re just glad you and the nephew are okay. That’s what matters right now” Yoongi says. They each try to comfort you in their own way.

Namjoon and Yoongi offer to drive you home, which you quickly agree to. You’re ready to sleep it today off but you realized that you also haven’t had dinner.

You say your goodbyes to Jin and his girlfriend and make your way to Yoongi’s car. You’re holding tight to your belly, unknowingly, and you suddenly feel the fluttering again.

“Hm, I think ‘the nephew’ is starving” You say rubbing your tummy more. Yoongi looks at you through the rear view mirror and shows off his gummy smile.

“What’s the pregnancy craving today?” He says as he takes out his phone to see what restaurant is close by. You look out the window to the hospital building, remembering what the doctor told you before she left.

“Let’s get Chipotle” you say. You’ll eat better starting tomorrow because tonight you just want to grub. Yoongi and Namjoon look back and give a thumbs up.

Eventually you’ll tell them to hold you accountable, but tonight you want to enjoy what you can, while you can, even in the company of the two men in front of you.

Because who knows what tomorrow may bring? So you join in on their karaoke session as you make your way to Chipotle. You’re thankful for friends, but more importantly now, you’re thankful for food.

#bts fanfic #bts angst #kim namjoon ff #min yoongi ff #kim seokjin ff #pregnant reader

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wannabegwenstacy · 3 years

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Eden's Favorite Fic's (BTS Fic Recs)

Updated Version: Here!

Note: In the past I haven't indulged in tumblr fics often but I recently (past 3 months) have been reading quite regularly & am planning on branching out a bit. To keep track of the ones that I have enjoyed & the ones that I have even came back to I'm making this list. Again, I haven't been digging into the tumblr fics world for long so for right now its a very short list. I'm hoping with time I can get more fics of different types on here (btsxbts, some gender neutral xreader ones, & more ones that I genuinely like)

About me to understand what's going to be on here:

Age: 21 (99' liner)

Sexuality: Bisexual

Pronouns: She/Her

Ult Bias: Yoongi

Trio: Rap Line

I am OT7. I do enjoy smut but don't think it is necessary to FF. Overall I just want a well-crafted plot that makes sense. I read for entertainment & to escape. But I still need some form of realism (just me personally) to follow the trail of events. PSA: I'm trying to find a broader scope of writers I like but for right now I don't have many. There are gonna be some repetitive writers for now.

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Kim Namjoon:

- Librarian Namjoon Universe by @jungshookz

Beauty & the Bookworm (I love this concept SO MUCH)

Pairing: Cute, Good Boy, Nerdy, University Librarian Namjoon x Bratty, Semi-Popular, Procrastinator, University Student Reader

Word count: 20.8k

Summary: You're a procrastinator big time and you may or may not be failing. To get some extra credit you begrudgingly take the library assistant opening where you work under strict dorky Namjoon. Passive aggressiveness, cuteness, fluff, & some smuttiness arises.

Jealous-Boyfriend-Librarian Namjoon (Drabble)

Pairing: Jealous Boyfriend Librarian Namjoon x Oblivious Cute Girlfriend Uni Student Reader

Word count: 3.4k

Summary: You take an Art History Course and end up needing a tutor. Joon offers to tutor you but he doesn't know shit about Art History so you end up getting tutored by an ArtHoe Taehyung that may or may not like you but you are oblivious to this and Joon gets super jealous.

Kim Seokjin:

- Hockey Player Jin by @ve1vetyoongi

HEART OF GOLD (BLADES OF ICE)

Pairing: Sweet Hot New Hockey Player in Town Jin x Ex-Figure Skater (who has a history with jin) Reader

Word count: 20k

Summary: After a fall during figure skating practice dashes your dreams of competing at nationals, you vow to hang up your skates for good. That is until you cross paths with Kim Seokjin, captain of the ice hockey team, who is determined to get you back out on the rink and melt the ice in your heart. (Jimin is a bully in this and their other k-pop idols as characters. Very Very Fluffy and Hallmark Christmas Movie-ish so be aware of that. Overall, it's just cute :) )

Min Yoongi:

Note: these are all but one by the same writer @jungshookz & are written from the pov of a female reader. I'm gonna try to find some gender-neutral fics but for now, if you are female-identifying I really enjoyed these! :)

- Mechanic Yoongi Universe by @jungshookz

Baby, You Can Drive My Car (My favorite AU Fics I've read so far on Tumblr!!)

Pairing: Tatted, Mic Drop Era, Mechanic Min Yoongi x Spoiled Rich, Inexperienced, University Student Reader

Word count: 24.6k

Summary: Welcome to Min Mechanics - What can I do for you today, doll?

Maybe She Can Drive His Car

Pairing: Oblivious, Hot, Boyfriend, Mechanic Min Yoongi x Adorable, Spoiled, University Student, Jealous Girlfriend Reader

Word count: 11.6k

Summary: Yoongi's ex is back in town for a visit and you would be lying if you said you weren't slightly envious of a) how knowledgeable she is about stupid cars and b) how well she gets along with literally everyone.

- Uni Yoongi x Nerdy Reader (mini series) by @jungshookz

Note: these are all drabbles I'm gonna link my favorites in the series. I'll probably add more later.

Cocky Uni Student Yoongi x Nerdy Reader:

^^This is the start of the mini-series, recommend you read it first!^^

The One with the Scrunchie:

Contains: smut, a super cute scrunchie turning into a kink of sorts, slightly insecure Yoongi, experienced Yoongi, slightly inexperienced reader, shy about their own body reader.

Yoongi always had an Overactive Imagination:

Contains: talking about sex, implied smut, reader trying to be productive while also being horny, Yoongi being super distracted and horny.

"I'm gonna need you to shut up now please"

- CEO Yoongi Universe by @jungshookz

Suit&Tie (First Fic in the series)

Pairing: CEO Min Yoongi x Secretary Reader

Wordcount: 21k+

Summary: Young Intimidating Hot CEO Yoongi, Clumsy Secretary Y/N who loves Sugar, Best Friend Jimin. Funny Awkward Meeting that sets up the whole plot, was like reading a Kdrama in book form.

The One Where Augst D makes a Comeback (Favorite Fic in the series)

SPOILERS READ PRIOR DRABBLES TO CATCH UP!! (I recommend The First Date, The One Where Yoongi is Just a Little Jealous, The Proposal, The Wedding, Baby Makes Three, Baby Min's Timeline, The Birth of Baby Min, Daddy's Little Girl, Who the Hell is Augst D.

Pairing: CEO Min Yoongi x Secretary Reader

Word count: 6.5k

Summary: Yoongi finds out you faked an orgasm and he's going to gi-give it to you more ways than one.

- Demon Yoongi by @jungshookz

Hellish (I got some feelings for incubus Yoongi not gonna lie)

Pairing: Bratty, Super Sexy, Sex Demon, Mint Min Yoongi x University Student, Non-Supernatural Believer Reader

Word count: 22.1k

Summary: Jungkook is your clueless, energetic best friend. Wonho is a character in this fic, You are dragged into summoning a demon one night by your overly excited to be summoning a demon? best friend Jungkook. Spooky but Kind of Sexy Shit Happens! (This is probably my second favorite Yoongi Fic I've read!)

- Basketball Captain Yoongi by @jungshookz

Basketball Captain Yoongi

Pairing: Cocky, Popular, Charming Captain of the Basketball Team Min Yoongi x Water girl University Student Reader (who has been crushing on Yoongi hard for some time)

Word count: 18.4k

Summary: Jungkook is your athletic bro of a best friend that signs you up to be his replacement as the water boy (girl in this case) after he makes the team. You have had a pathetic schoolgirl crush on Yoongi for a while and is basically the only reason you agreed to be the water girl aside from spending time with Jungkook. It's fluffy & smutty!

- Android Yoongi @jungshookz

Technologically in love (..I cried! but I also smiled a lot so you know this is well written)

Pairing: Personal Assistant Prototype but SUPER Lifelike Android Min Yoongi x Messy, Junkfood, & Cartoons Loving Reader (basically your early 20s living alone kind of vibe)

Word count: 24k+

Summary: You live in a Detroit Becoming Human type universe but prior to a lot of the advancements. Androids are already a thing but not to the level the M1N Y00NG1 is yet. You are best friends with all the boys and they happen to be engineers which is how you ended up with Yoongi in the first place. Namjoon created Yoongi as a personal assistant prototype android & you are told to live with him. Things get fluffy, SUPER ANGSTY, and super smutty!

- Listen Closely by @avveh

Listen Closely ( sexiest Yoongi fic I have read so far, I kept wanting to go back and read again)

Pairing: Tsundere Office Worker Min Yoongi x Hardworking Office Worker Reader

Word count: 12.2k

Summary: Unintentionally, you stumble upon something that makes you view your coworker Min Yoongi in a whole new light. (SMUT 18+: Masturbation, voyeurism, exhibitionism, breathplay, spanking, degrading names.)

Jung Hoseok:

- Secret Boyfriend Hoseok by @kpopfanfictrash

Keeping a Secret (this took me places...Idk about you but I have trouble finding really good Hoseok fics and this one was perfect. One of my favorite fics on this website)

Pairing: New Relationship Dom Hoseok x New Relationship Tease Reader

Word count: 3.7k

Summary: You and Hoseok have been hooking up for a few weeks now. No one in your friend group knows. What happens then, when he shows up at movie night looking better than anticipated? SMUT!

- Studio Sex Hoseok by @joonbird

Studio:

Pairing: Boyfriend BTS Hoseok x Girlfriend Reader

Word Count: 5k

Summary: Hoseok is stressed about his upcoming mixtape, so you decide to swing by his studio and help him relax. (Hobi being the beautiful glorious sexy man he is and putting those ungodly hips to use!)

Park Jimin:

- Jimin and His Pregnancy Kink by @boymeetsweevil

ME, YOU, AND THIS THING WE HAVE BETWEEN US (NSFW)

Pairing: Sweet Caring Domestic but Horny Jimin x Pregnant Hormonal Reader

Word count:~3.7k

Warnings (aka what to prepare for): everything is graphic and gross lmao, blowjobs (face f*cking), boob job (not the one w/ silicon inserts), cunnilingus, dom!jimin if u squint, cumplay if u squint again, dirty talk/degrading language, penetrative sex (doggy style), unprotected sex, PREGNANCY KINK that’s a big one

Summary: You’re pregnant and Jimin is…happy about it (If I remember correctly this one is 25% cute domestic Jimin trying to calm his hormonal pregnant partner and 75% pure filth aka Jimin having a pregnancy kink and trying to hide it but not well at all. This is however my ultimate fav Jimin smut I have ever read!)

- Crush/Neighbor Jimin by @sketchguk

Lover to Lean On: (I absolutely adore this fic. Overall it's just really well written and I felt like I was watching a show in my head rather than reading a short Tumblr fic. Highly recommend it!)

Pairing: Cute Customer & Neighbor Jimin x Florist Reader

Word Count: 19.9k

Summary: For months, you can hear your no-face neighbor and his ‘girlfriend’ singing and dancing and laughing and falling in love. Above all, you can hear their bed banging against your shared wall, and they won’t ever let you sleep. You’d much rather stay up at night worrying about your own problems, like the weight of an unrequited crush, so of course, you’re bitterly single. But one day, the apartment is radio silent. And one day slowly turns into one week and then into an immeasurable amount of time since you’ve heard his laugh. So on Valentine’s Day, when you’re missing it the most, you beg your neighbor to open up to you with cookies in one hand and two broken hearts in the other.

Kim Taehyung:

-Roommate Taehyung Universe by @jungshookz

Stuck with You

Pairing: Frat Bro bit of an asshole Roommate Kim Taehyung x Clean Organized bit of a Pushover Reader

Word count: 37k

Summary: Kim Taehyung becoming your new roommate is definitely up there on the list of the worst things to ever happen to you. Librarian Namjoon is your Best friend and ex-roommate. Frat bro Jeon Jungkook makes an appearance. There is so smut and implied smut.

The One with the One Year Anniversary (Drabble)

Pairing: The cutest domestic boyfriend Kim Taehyung x girlfriend reader

Word count: 4.6k

Summary: NO SPOILERS! so I'm going to give you a quote: "well, um, look! I made breakfast for you. f-for us!" Also, SFW

Jeon Jungkook:

- Gamer Jungkook by @softyoongiionly

PRESS START (this is the cutest fucking smut type fic I have ever read! it is so pure and is the exact type of relationship I want! IT MADE ME SIMP SO HARD!) gender-neutral I believe!

Pairing: Night owl Gamer Domestic Boyfriend Jeon Jungkook x Witty Domestic Cutesy Relationship Reader

Word count: 5.5k

Summary: A night in with your boyfriend Jungkook includes all kinds of things: anime, witty banter, snacks from 7-Eleven and, you know, sex. (GREAT READ!! I AM A SIMP FOR THIS FIC!!)

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pickletickle10001 · 3 years

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BTS X Pregnant Male Reader Head cannon

TW: if you don’t like pregnant male ff I suggest you don’t read this

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Namjoon:

At first when you told namjoon you were pregnant he couldn’t believe it, he cried and gave you a hug.

Namjoon developed a habit of stroking your stomach hoping it would sooth the pain.

It was only after the 2nd trimester that you guys decided to tell the rest of the members and ARMY. When the members found out they were hysteric, jhope lifted you into the air and spun you round scaring namjoon and yoongi “ya! Don’t lift him up he’s pregnant!”

ARMY’s found out kinda late. At first they were confused because namjoon didn’t appear much on vlives, interviews etc. Many people thought that he was either sick or in a secret love affair but all negative rumours were dejected when the news of your pregnancy swept news outlets.

Namjoon hates to see you sick, it makes him sad to see the love of his life struggle to even wake up and get out of bed without having a breakdown or being sick.

The worst part was when you finally realised that you were pregnant, of course you knew before but reality hit you hard. Namjoon tried his best by giving you support, hugging, kissing and buying you food.

Jin:

When Jin found out you were pregnant he wasn’t so surprised after all he saw sutle hints in your behaviour that suggested something was going on; like for example you stopped drinking alcohol and didn’t practise dancing as much as you used to.

At first he thought that you were just out of it or maybe even having a midlife crisis, but eventually he just ignored it hoping that one day you might tell him what happened.

A big thing that Jin definitely struggled with was sex, how could he even begin to think about the pregnancy when your body looked like a mosaic. He even went through a period where he couldn’t take it anymore so he spent the night at the shared apartment the BTS members had. To be honest you found the whole ordeal funny as hell.

You guys would go and visit his parents every weekend spending a ridiculous amount of money on anything related to babies.

One of the many thing you and Jin joked about was what the baby would look like and Jin always insisted that the baby would be world wide handsome 2.0.

Yoongi:

Yoongi was a bit sceptical, after all you guys had plenty of moments when you thought that you were pregnant but after you guys went to the hospital for a check up it was clear that he was overjoyed.

Your occasional movie nights became more of a snuggle time after all drinking a glass of rosé was not something you could do anymore and when you asked to watch a horror movie Yoongie said no, he was worried that it might frighten the baby.

It was quite an irrational fear but that’s why you fell in love with him in the first place, and also why you thought that the pregnancy journey would be quite interesting.

He also halted any music productions so he could be with you more when you were sick or had bad headaches.

Jimin:

When you told jimin he started crying and gave you kiss saying how happy he was that your giving him a chance to be a father.

He immediately rang his mum and told her, she was screaming with excitement. The next day you guys woke up to a parcel full of baby clothes and toys from her.

Jimin started to video everything from what food you were eating to the rare moments you practiced your singing.

The one thing that made him worry the most was morning sickness, each time you wake up and sprint to bathroom his heart melts but the worst part is when you start crying.

He would go everywhere with you trying to see if anything is wrong or if you didn’t feel alright, but you reminded him every time that everything was fine.

Jhope:

Jhope was surprisingly a lot more calmer during your pregnancy but you soon found out that is was because he was secretly hoping for a baby to join the family.

He would always ask you to smell the food just in case you wouldn’t eat it, after all people’s scenes get heightened when their pregnant.

He started to record videos of him dancing so he could show the baby when it was old enough.

Jhope loved decorating the nursery. He would spend countless hours just trying to find the perfect shade of grey that would match the crib that he had found on a baby website. Most things (if not all) in the nursery were either made or bought by jhope. Of course you also contributed but jhope insisted that it was alright after all your doing the hardest amount of work.

Taehyung:

Taehyung told his mum and dad straight after you told him you were pregnant. He absolutely loved the news.

He would constantly brag to friends and family about how cute the baby was gonna be and how your still so beautiful even during pregnancy.

His mum would also start staying over more just because she didn’t quite think taehyung understood the process of pregnancy so she would tell him things he needed to do and say.

He was always nervous especially when he was with the other members practicing, he was always thinking about the worst possible outcomes that he sometimes just drove home in the middle of practice just to make sure everything was alright.

He didn’t appear in many interviews because he simply didn’t like the idea of bieng far away form you, so the only way to get him to actually work was if you were hiding on set.

Jungkook:

Jungkook was overjoyed by the news. After all he had sweet spot for babies. now, he was having one of his own.

He instantly started suggesting names for the baby, if you were going to be honest he was probably more excited that you.

He would always take you out to fancy restaurant and if he really wanted to spoil you he would rent out the restaurant so there where no distractions.

Every time you would wake up with morning sickness he would go and sit on the bathroom floor with you just stroking your hair and rubbing your back.

In interviews he always talked about how sad it made him feel when you were uncomfortable after all having a massive belly with something as delicate as a baby wasn’t the easiest thing ( especially since you were a man)

He bought you countless of maternity clothes and even went as far to purposely look scruffy so you wouldn’t feel insecure about your looks.

———————————//-The End~~~~

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hollyhomburg · 4 years

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Ya know, I’m such a slut for those ffs where BTS are like mafia or like bad boys, and they’re only soft for their wife or girlfriends and stuff. And ya know WHAT???? I would love like a daechwita based one shot or Drabble where it’s like evil king Yoongi and like he’s just vibing with his flow and beheading people and shit, but at the end of the day it’s just him and him coming home to his wife and like some soft fluff and like a fluffy smut maybe like ughhhhjjddgrsbh🥴🥴🥴🥴🥺🥺🥺🥺💜💜❤️❤️💜❤️

honestly like- i can totally imagine Daechwita yoongi being so so soft for his pregnant wife whose always bothering him over his health- and like- yoongi coming home after a day at court to your hidden little part of the palace compound where he can just like- sit next to you and forget the horrors he’s seen and done.

begging you to sit in his lap and lean into his chest so he can touch your baby bump and just like- be calm with you. maybe enjoying a cup of tea with you talking to you about whatever is on his mind. his whole being melting when you touch his face, feeling beautiful even when you touch his scar.

the way he’d lie you down at the end of the day and softly touch you too- hoping you feel even half as whole and beautiful under his stained hands as he does when you touch him. moving slow and soft and gently his hair spilling out around you. he’s all soft and gentle with his movements, mindful of your pregnant tummy, his hands gently guiding you into riding him.

you’re his better half- and when you’re in court all of the nobles give a sigh of relief because they know he won't be nearly as horrible to them if you’re there. you’d even cuffed him over the back of the head once when he’d yelled at and threatened to behead a hapless attendant. saying “that's not kind my king” everyone kinda just looking OJO thinking that yoongi was about to go into a rage before he apologized.

all in all- you’re the only one who makes yoongi soft and i think even the like- resistance movements and rival political groups know it’s better if they don't try anything with you- because they knew the second you where hurt or not there to temper Yoongi’s impulses he would fly off the handle and become even more murderous.

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chaneajoyyy · 5 years

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Hey, anon here. Asking if you could gladly provide me with a list of good MBJ x reader ... reads? Thanks luv.

Hey anon!!!! I got you!!!

MBJ X READER FICS

- michael does a red carpet interview and his gf is in law school and not super into the hollywood life, michael and reader break up after years together but still miss each other and want to fix things, michael gets into fight with gf and she goes out and later he takes care of her, michael and reader are dating and did a movie together and do a interview and photoshoot together, you and mbj take your son to the black panther premiere and michael doesn’t know you are pregnant again so you announce it on the red carpet, reader is a famous singer and he goes to one of her concerts (she doesn’t know) and he surprises her backstage and they go out afterwards- @fangirlfanwritings (search michael b. jordan imagines)

- maggie and the ferocious beast series, friday (mbj x black!ocs), sweet inspiration, lady- @ghostfacekill-monger

- honeymoon; pain, pleasure, with a side of gentleness(with winston duke and chadwick boseman- @tgigoldie

- hello mrs. jordan, flirt, loving lover, need you by my side, busted, planning the future, false accusations. messy. reconnect, can’t help myself, +2, instagram bae, dance for you- @plussizeappreciationfics

-sunday brunch (included), michael debating taking a year long role, michael doing an ellen interview for black panther press, michael and reader breaking up and seeing each other at the met gala, michael and reader moving in together- @justimagaine (search or scroll for michael b jordan)

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- michael b jordan doing an ellen interview4 where he talks about taking you ona week long vaction , you revelaed a little something about michael while he was on ellen she had to tell him what it was; 73 questions with michael b. jordan. after 2 years of dating you both went public but still kept ot ow profile. because it was kept low key people wanted to know some details, so the interviewer got a little information from michael- @celebrityyimaginees (scroll for michael b jordan x reader)

- nsfw, just take both, split series (includes erik)- @erikismybitch

- he was erik, test, oooh…we got a house house?!, reader birthday fic- @writerbee-ffs (scroll for michael b jordan x reader)

- life unexpecte series, midnight fm series, honey love series (included), you again series, hot girl summer (includes chadwick), at the oscars (includes chadwick), the reader wanting a bbl (includes chadwick) @lady-love-and-glitter-roses (some of the stories are discontinued so search for updated masterpost for 1/16/2020-i will be reblogging it so you can see it too)

- patch jordan, the red door, rooftop (with trevante rhodes), my name is erik series (mbj included), erik killmonger & mbj getting their hair done, bts: essence magazine photoshoot- @bakarilennox (check her masterlist)

- unexpected surprise, sick times, comics are for nerds, it’l be okay, love- @running-on-fanfiction

- blame it on the henny (mbj x black!oc)- @ororowrites

- double trouble, movement, photo op, romcom tragedy- @basickassandra (search michael b jordan imagines)

-red carpet tings- @mbjslilthang

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- late night shenanigans, fourth times a charm?- @marvelouss-marvel

- imagine: joke, imagine: interview, having a puppy family, being besties with chadwick and michael- @fandomnom

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lovelylogans · 4 years

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:o Please please rant about the 100 and Bellamy!! I was only marginally into it so I don't know much but I love to hear your meta on literally everything!!

all RIGHT. spoilers for the 100 past this point! also i’m gonna go ahead and preface this with a warning about racism, and also that a lot of this is based off stan twitter, but like. they aren’t Wrong.

oh, also, i’m gonna go ahead and drop my stan twitter: i rarely make original posts, but, ya know. it’s a jumble of content. feel free to follow if u want.

also! there’s this whole thread of hiatus drama, if you want a fuller picture than what i’m giving you.

so a quick, general sum-up of some plot that goes into this Whole situation: the sixth season of t100 took place on a different planet, after t100 spent ~5 seasons on earth, so this introduced new characters and also the concept of interplanetary travel. in the season six finale, hope (the daughter of a character, diyoza, who was still pregnant with hope, because ~time travel~) stepped through what’s called “the anomaly,” says “i’m sorry,” and stabs octavia, dissipating her into green mist. bellamy, octavia’s brother (who has had Issues and a Lot of storylines centering around octavia, which is a whole other topic of conversation (ft. bellamy’s storylines centering around white women (bob morley, who plays bellamy, is half-filipino) octavia’s treatment by fandom vs bellamy’s, and you can probably tell which side i’m on by how loudly i screamed “YEEEEEESSSSSSS” when bellamy said “you’re my sister, but you’re not my responsibility anymore” after SIX SEASON of—okay you see, i’m getting off topic)

anyway, the season closer was that octavia went through the anomaly, which (this is important!) a fair amount of the main characters saw (gabriel, hope, echo, and bellamy, namely) bellamy, in that same season closer, was running through the woods alone, yelling for octavia. season ending. good hook!

and then.... nothing.

seriously. the hiatus between season six and season seven of the hundred (the LAST season of the show, EVER!) there was next to no promotional material. no bts pics, no tweets from cast/crew, nada. nothing. which stirred up quite a bit of complaint in the fandom—one, it’s the last season, can we not have some promotion, and two, it’s the last season, and there’s no promotion by cast/crew/the cw, why is this happening?

seriously. the season seven teaser clip that got aired between episodes on the cw was released before the trailer. it became a meme, how long we were waiting for the trailer. like it was... what, 19, 20 days before the season aired, and all we had was like a stitched-together character poster?

there was also some drama throughout the hiatus, ft. the fandom getting on the news for not getting content in the hiatus, jessica harmon (who plays a guest role, nylah, and whose brother plays murphy) getting snappy at fans on twitter for asking for promotion, and isaiah washington, who played thelonious jaha (a character that died in s5) telling a minor (and also going into their dms!) that he’d call the fbi on them, good times, the 100 fandom is a Disaster and i live a nightmare every day

and then. the trailer drops.

which starts “where is bellamy?” like. people. were SEARCHING for bellamy. people were trying to be optimistic, but rapidly people were also coming to, like, the worst conclusions. however as always t100 fandom did have some jokes, so like, ya know

people were looking forward to other promo: the poster, and also, there’s this tradition of countdown bts photos for the show, and since bob and eliza (who plays clarke, the female lead) just got married, people had high hopes!

and then came the poster (which had no bellamy, or characters at all) and then the OFFICIAL poster (which had characters, but still no bellamy) which started the hashtag #whereisbellamyblake, because, seriously, he’s the male lead and it’s the last season. also bonus screengrab of this from jroth (the lead writer’s) mom’s twitter lmao

so people rightfully had questions: the excuse that was being given was that including bellamy would be “spoilery,” except, like, it’s a poster? and the only shot of him in the trailer was him being dragged along the ground despite the fact that he was the thumbnail for the trailer? like, okay, which led to some twitter meltdowns, and some more, and again people were fearing the worst, because like, see lexa, jason has a BAD track record when it comes to fan-favorite ships. people were HEATED, people were RANTING, it was a MESS

also. the edited posters were pretty funny, okay, then bob and eliza, bless them, dropped some a+ twitter content, and things calmed down a bit

and then, countdown days started. usually, the order goes bob on one more day, and eliza on show day. except this year? eliza was one more day. which. people were going nuts. because it was a tradition! and keeping BOB out of a behind the scenes where there weren’t any spoilers? it just seemed unprofessional—especially damning, given jason’s past history with ricky whittle, who played lincoln, and was bullied off the set. people were worried that, one, this was affecting bob’s storyline, and two, well. remember that thing about fan-favorite ships? here’s a whole thread of that, btw. and a video of ricky whittle, here.

it is a genuine fear of a lot of the fandom that jason will, in all his pettiness, not give in to bellarke. which is kind of nutty, given that it’s the core relationship of the show, and he himself had said that he’d been foreshadowing it. bellamy and clarke are literally “the head and the heart” of the show.

oh, yeah. so hard cut to the showday pic.

cast. crew. writers. everyone.

except? no bob.

people lost their gotdamn MINDS.

there’s a lot of subsequent drama; the fact that apparently they’re pushing through clarke/gaia (even though there was ??? no previous evidence of this??) still no bellamy for four episodes (seriously, it took clarke, like, two episodes to even cotton onto the fact that he was missing at all) a lot of criticism of jason (he’s shamed shipping and also, lmao, is trying to push through a spinoff?) and just. Yeah.

i’m really burnt out when it comes to the 100 fandom; i’ve unfollowed a lot of the t100-centric tumblrs i used to follow, once the show is over i’m gonna unfollow a lot of the twitters and just, yeah. i care about bob and eliza, and i care about bellarke, but the fandom wears me out and the unprofessionalism of a lot of what’s gone down has kind of just? made me lose interest? they’re recycling storylines (esp centering around octavia and bellamy) and continuity doesn’t seem to really be a priority. i just... yeah. i mostly care about bellarke and the fact that i bond a lot with one of my real-life friends through this show. if bellarke doesn’t happen, i’m gonna be like Really... disappointed, mad, irritated? like. imagine. it’s literally So Easy. the actors got married, ffs, you’ve gotten in trouble for ending two ships via very tragic death (in the same season, even!) like how is this Not Clicking

anyway that’s my (entirely too long) rant about t100!!!!

#the 100 #the 100 spoilers #not ts #Anonymous #ask

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The Princess and Her Sultan

Summary: Crown princess Emma of Misthaven is second in line to the throne, her brother Leopold ll being the first, but her parents see her with a future as a great ruler. King Rumpelstiltskin of neighboring land, strikes a deal with King David, promising to uphold the peace between the kingdoms if Emma marries Prince Baelfire. With the promise of his daughter becoming future queen of the Dark Kingdom, David accepts reluctantly.

Before her wedding day, the princess is kidnapped and taken overseas. She is sold as a slave to a palace where Crown Prince Killian of Neverland ascends his father’s throne and is sworn in as Sultan. Meanwhile, Killian’s mother pressures him to sire a prince and presents him with gifts for his birthday, one of them including a blonde princess from Misthaven. Dazzled by Emma’s charm, intelligence and beauty, he summons her to his bedchambers every night and eventually finds himself casting aside his harem and centuries of tradition.

WARNINGS: This story takes a dark turn, like fifty shades of dark. Trigger warnings for this chapter and the next include graphic scenes of violence, sexual assault, attempted rape, death threats, death, blood and gore. Some of these warnings involve main characters, but not death. The rest of the story will not be as dark, mostly this chapter and the next. I did my best to balance it out though with some sweet, sugary moments too. So please prepare yourself because by the time you finish this chapter your heart will be shattered into a million pieces, your teeth will be rotted and you'll probably hate me for the emotional wreckage I have put you through. You're welcome ;-) But seriously, this is probably the most fucked up content I've ever written and I basically had to banish any thoughts of possible negative consequences from posting this so I could finally share this chapter with you without changing anything, so please continue with caution. And no, nothing in this chapter is from Magnificent Century, this all came from my twisted mind. If you're not comfortable with reading about what I've mentioned or if you're unsure about it, please come ask me any questions you may have either in the comment section or on Tumblr under the same user name.

Thank you @gingerchangeling for your wonderful suggestions and ideas for this story, and also @ilovemesomekillianjones for gifting me with your wonderful editing skills at. I also want to give a shout out to @onceuponaprincessworld for being my sounding board, constant cheerleader and good friend, thank you, darling! This story wouldn’t be the same without these lovely ladies!

And all of you have been so supportive and awesome, thank you all for following along and for your feedback!

Rated: Explicit

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Chapter 11

Killian waits for Elsa to enter the room as he paces back and forth. He’s thought about this many times repeatedly but still doesn’t know if it’s a mistake or not.

Elsa enters the room, immediately prostrating herself at his feet. He bends down and gently takes her chin in his hand, urging her up. “That's unnecessary, lass.”

She rises and keeps her head bowed. “Yes, Your Majesty.” He can’t see her face, but judging by her posture, how she stiffens at his touch, he knows she wishes to be anywhere else but here. She doesn’t wish to betray Emma.

And that’s what he was counting on.

A chuckle leaves his lips, and Elsa finally raises her head, her brows furrowed in confusion. “Is something of humor, Your Majesty?” Her voice is shaking, and when he looks at her joined hands, they’re also shaking.

Killian doesn’t respond and instead offers his hand to her. He leads her over to his bed. “Relax, Elsa,” he says in a soothing tone and points to the end of the bed. “Please sit.”

She does as she’s told, still unsure about this whole thing, but she takes a deep breath, relaxing her shoulders. She waits for him to speak because that’s undoubtedly what she was told to do. Not speak unless she is spoken to.

“You’re a loyal friend to Emma, aren’t you?”

She seems surprised by the question, her mouth parted slightly as she nods. “Yes, Your Majesty.”

Killian smiles and sits next to her. “I’m glad to hear this… because I need a favor from you.” Killian doesn’t realize what his words could’ve possibly implied until he sees Elsa’s cheeks flush as she looks away from him, her lips trembling.

“Of course, Your Majesty.” She lowers her head, and he can tell she is on the verge of sobbing. “I will do whatever you wish.”

He swallows thickly. “And you promise to keep this a secret? No one must know what I’m about to ask you. No one. Is that clear?”

Elsa lifts her head again, and she’s even more confused than before. “Of course, but won’t they know what we’re doing in here, My Lord?”

“And what is it you think they will know?”

Elsa blushes once again, facing away from him. She doesn’t answer for a minute, but he can see the wheels turning, he can see the anger bubbling inside of her. “They will know you are with another woman. They will know you are not with Emma,” she murmurs.

“Exactly.” Killian grins and takes her hand in his, dropping a gentle kiss on her knuckles.

She immediately regrets her words and looks at him again, her features etched with apology. “I am sorry, Your Majesty.”

“No need to apologize. I am glad we are on the same page.”

She raises a brow at him. “Excuse my manners, Your Majesty, but I’m afraid we are not on the same page. I do not wish to betray Emma. She is my friend.”

“But you see, Elsa, we are on exactly the same page… I do not wish to betray Emma, either.”

Her mouth gapes open as she stares at him in bewilderment. “Then why did you summon me here?”

Killian's expression grows serious as his eyes meet hers. He draws in a deep breath, still holding onto her hand between them. It’s not so much of an act of affection, but a plea. His eyes and hands are pleading with her. “You will not say a word to anyone about this? I need your word... for the sake of Emma… for the sake of our child.”

Elsa shakes her head. But she still looks a bit confused. “I promise, Your Majesty. Whatever it is you have to say will not leave this apartment.”

Killian nods, and he feels he can trust her. He can see the sincerity in her eyes. And Emma trusts her, so he knows he can, too. “I need everyone to believe I am taking more than one maiden to my bed.” As much as the thought pains him, he needs to do this. To protect Emma. To protect their baby. “You will be moved to the apartment of favorites and treated as a Gozde in compensation for your cooperation.”

Elsa’s face twists in bafflement. “But why? You only want to be with Emma, so why do you need people to believe otherwise?”

“Because they won’t understand. You were taught the different ranks in the Harem, correct?”

Elsa nods. “Yes, there are Odalisques and Gediklis, and then there are Ikbals and Gozdes, who have gone to the Sultan’s bed. You can have as many of those as you want, but you can only have four Kadins and one Bas Kadin. I know how it works.”

“That’s how it’s supposed to work. I am expected to have four wives, but I don’t want anyone but Emma. I had only one woman before, and she was murdered, along with our unborn child.”

Elsa’s features sadden, but she doesn’t seem surprised. “Milah,” she murmurs.

He nods. “Aye. The Sultan of Neverland is to take many maidens to his bed, not one, and once word spreads about Emma being my only maiden, people will react. And I don’t want her or our child to suffer because of my actions.”

“So, you want to summon me and pretend to take me to your bed?”

“I want people to think I am summoning you. They won’t know Emma will be the one coming to my chamber every night. Even when she is with child, I wish for her to be in my arms while we sleep.” He smiles at the image his own words create.

“But, what happens when I don’t get pregnant, Your Majesty? I’m still a virgin.”

“It doesn’t matter. If they find out you're still a virgin, they’ll think I chose you to pleasure me in other ways, but no one will dare question my actions.”

“But they will question you if you only take one woman to your bed?”

“They will. My mother especially.”

“And Regina.”

Killian arches a brow, his eyes narrowing at her. “Why would my sister question me?”

Elsa’s eyes widen and she shakes her head. “Sorry, I shouldn’t have said anything.”

Killian gently takes her chin in his hand again, urging her to look at him. “Tell me, why would my sister question me? And how do you know of this?”

Elsa swallows thickly, fear swarming her eyes.

His voice remains calm and soothing. “Please, tell me. Remember, nothing we discuss will leave this room.”

She nods, and he releases her chin, waiting for her to speak. “Your mother invited me and Emma to her suite for a celebration of Emma’s pregnancy. Regina was there and she was upset because Kira kept referring to Emma as her daughter.” Elsa swallows thickly, hesitant about what she’s about to say, but he offers an encouraging smile.

“Tell me, lass.”

She nods and lowers her eyes, speaking softly. “Regina said she hoped Emma was poisoned like Milah and stormed out of the suite.”

A wave of anger washes over him. His jaw tightens, fists clenching at his sides. His own sister wished death on his wife and child?

“But please, you did not hear this from me, Your Majesty.”

“Do not worry, Elsa, our secrets are safe with one another,” he assures her in a gentle voice, but on the inside, he is fuming. How could his own sister betray him like this?

After Elsa leaves his chamber, Nemo escorts her to the Harem, but not before opening the doors for the enchanting woman whose face is hidden by a veil, apart from her dazzling green eyes. Killian had instructed Nemo to inform Emma what was going on after Elsa had come to his chamber.

As Emma steps into the room, Killian smiles, the sight of her instantly calming him. He has to put any thoughts of hatred toward his sister aside for the time being. He doesn’t wish to ruin his night with Emma by letting his mood set a dark cloud over it. He’ll deal with Regina later. Right now, he has more important matters to attend to. He approaches his beloved, removing her veil and pressing a soft kiss on her forehead. Her eyes are full of love and warmth as she smiles at him.

“Emma…” he whispers, caressing her chin. “I’ve missed you.”

She laughs, her eyes dancing with amusement as her hands move to his chest, fingers combing through the chest hair poking out from the v-neck shirt he’s wearing. “You saw me only this morning, Killian.”

His smile fades, his heart pounding mercilessly in his chest as he swallows. “I miss you every second you are not with me, my love.”

She touches his forehead with hers, closing her eyes. “I know exactly how you feel,” she whispers.

He slides his hand through her hair and captures her lips. They kiss slowly, soon adding their tongues. His love for her consumes him. He knows he has to stop before he has the urge to take things further, for he doesn’t wish to harm their wee one. So he lifts her up, carrying her to the bed. And he just holds her in his arms caressing her belly as they talk.

He tells her about Elsa and what they had discussed. She will be summoned to his chamber, but Emma will be the one going to him every night. “Thank you for trusting me,” he whispers, brushing his lips along her ear.

“Of course. When Nemo came for Elsa, I had no doubts about your motives. I knew you were up to something,” she laughs, and he chuckles with her.

“I’m so glad my summons did not upset you. It’s the last thing I would want,” he says with sincerity.

She hums a response, her voice raspy with tiredness. In that moment, he realizes just how much she affects him. How much she influences him. He would do absolutely anything in the world for this woman. He’d kill for her, he’d even die for her gladly if she asked him to. Perhaps that’s why Neverland society frowns upon their Sultans having only one wife. He knows that’s why. But he doesn’t care. The traditions and customs of Neverland make him feel imprisoned, like he’s not able to think for himself or do what he wants. Even as the most powerful man of Neverland.

Emma makes him feel less imprisoned, less trapped. Even if his love for her makes him feel powerless. It feels like there’s this huge, conflicting war inside him. He hates feeling trapped, yet he loves being ensnared by the woman in his arms. He hates following his people’s customs, yet he’d do anything Emma asked him to. Killian smiles as he buries his face in her hair, letting her scent invade his senses. If he had to choose between being Sultan and being with her, he would choose her. He would choose them. Which is why he would rip someone's throat out if they dared threaten to destroy his future with her.

~*~

The next day, Elsa is moved to the apartment of favorites, next to Emma’s suite, and the palace seems to be content with the Sultan favoring two maidens of his harem. They don’t question the situation one bit. But, there’s still another matter Killian must tend to.

He promised Elsa their secrets would be safe between them and Emma, but he cannot live in the same palace as someone who seeks to harm his wife and child. So he goes to his mother to discuss his sister’s future... her future outside the palace.

“How can you do this to me!?” Regina screams as she storms into his chamber full of fire and rage.

Killian doesn't even flinch. He's facing away from her with his hands clasped together behind his back.

“How dare you send me off to be married?! I will not go!”

He lifts his head, praying that God will give him the strength to not murder his sister.

He spins around swiftly, flooded with hurt and betrayal when he looks at her. It’s as though she’d stabbed him in the back with a dagger, digging the blade deep and twisting it. “How dare you wish death on my wife and child?” He speaks calmly with a controlled tone, but there’s a raging storm brewing inside him threatening to break through the surface.

Regina’s mouth opens, her eyes wide with shock. As though she didn’t think he would find out about her betrayal. “Brother, I’m sorry, I didn't mean it," she says, lowering her voice. “I was only upset. Mother treats your Kadin like a queen. She adores Emma just because she’s having your baby. And you will soon have a family to love and cherish. I will never have that.” Her eyes are glistening with tears as she kneels on the floor, bowing to him. “Please forgive me, My Sultan.”

Killian chuckles darkly. “So, since you can never be happy, you wish for me to be unhappy as well?”

Regina quickly shakes her head. “No, of course not.”

He doesn’t believe her. He moves toward her, taking her chin in his hand, and lifts Regina to her feet, his expression hard and cold as she lifts her eyes to his. I want you to answer something for me, my sister.” He says sister with distaste and resentment. “If you don't answer honestly, I won't even send you off to be married.”

She sighs in relief but then blinks back at him in confusion. "But, how would remaining here in the palace, rather than being forced to marry some stranger, be considered punishment?"

He inhales sharply through his nose and walks away from her, trying his best to maintain his composure. But the thought of his own flesh and blood killing Milah or even wishing Emma harm makes him furious and sad. He could've had a son or daughter living and breathing if not for Milah's death, not to mention Milah would still be alive. But they were both taken from him, and if he finds out Regina had something to do with it, God help her. When he reaches his desk and turns around again, his expression remains stoic as he speaks. “I could consider it your punishment since you would no longer be breathing.”

Her face pales, eyes swarming with fear.

“If you are not truthful with me, I will behead you myself and throw your body to the bottom of the sea, is that clear?”

She nods. “Of course.”

He steps closer to her, holding her gaze with stormy, dark eyes. “Did you have anything to do with Milah's death?”

Regina stares at him heavily, her mouth agape, but doesn’t answer. Anger surges through him, his patience wearing thin. He wraps his hand around her neck and swiftly walks her backward until her back hits the wall. His fingers squeeze slightly around her neck to keep her in place as her hands try to pull him away but to no avail. Regina’s eyes widen with fear, as though she wasn’t expecting him to do something like this. This isn’t him, but when his loved ones are hurt or threatened, he’d do anything for revenge. “Did you murder Milah and our child?” he demands again.

Regina shakes her head, tears falling from her eyes. “No, I didn’t. I swear!” Her words are strangled as he tightens his fingers around her neck, closing her air supply. Bright red colors her pale face as the blood rises to the surface of her skin. Her head wriggles, small, ragged gasps leaving her lips as her fingers claw at his hands, struggling to break herself free from his firm grip.

“Were you planning on killing Emma and our baby?”

She shakes her head. “No,” she whispers, barely able to get the words out, “I swear.”

He studies her intently, watching as she looks straight into his eyes without blinking. He can see she is telling the truth. A swarm of relief washes over him and he releases her. She falls to her hands and knees, coughing and gasping for air.

He feels a palpable relief wash through him since he doesn’t have to murder his sister. “I will find a suitable husband for you, you will run off and marry him and you may never return to this palace again, do you understand?”

“Yes,” she chokes out, breathing hoarsely, still trying to collect the air in her lungs.

“Good.” He leaves her sobbing on the floor.

~*~

The months pass and the nights grow warmer as the snow over the roofs of the palace slowly disappears. Gepetto retires and hands over his imperial seal and Killian gives it to James, who is shocked at first, but happily accepts.

Meanwhile, Regina remains in the palace, but only while Killian searches for a man suitable for his sister. Honestly, it's not his top priority right now. He's certain he'd frightened Regina to the point where she will not even think about harassing Emma or making idle threats or death wishes. So, his main focuses are Emma and his council meetings, which she attends most days from behind a carved screen.

On the days she is not secretly sitting in on council meetings, Emma is driven mad with boredom. Her bodyguards are always there wherever she goes. When she’s bathing, when she’s eating, when she wants to chat with her friends, when she wakes in the morning after she leaves her Sultan. They’re always there. The only time they’re not allowed around her is when she is in her Sultan’s bedchamber or when she is with him. Those moments are only theirs.

She enjoys the time with her Sultan. But she also enjoys the time away from her guards. They’re around her so much, she can’t breathe. So she sneaks away one afternoon and storms down the Golden Road, tired of feeling suffocated.

“I demand to see the Sultan,” she says firmly to his guards when she approaches his chamber. At the same time, she feels her baby kicking her insides. She groans, holding her belly with both hands.

“Are you all right, Sultana?”

“Yes, I’m fine,” she snarls through gritted teeth.

One guard knocks on the door and requests permission for Emma to enter. Killian of course never denies her from seeing him.

“You may enter, My Sultana.”

“Thank you,” she mutters sarcastically and enters Killian’s chamber. She finds it rather ridiculous and annoying that she has to ask permission to see her husband.

“My love,” he murmurs as he looks up from his desk and sets down the goose-quill pen next to the parchment he was writing on. “You are certainly a sight for sore eyes.”

Emma blushes as she gazes at him from across the room, all the anger she had held seconds ago instantly vanishes. Just like that. She smiles and strides over to him, sitting in his lap. He wraps his arms around her, kissing her lips, his hand gravitating to her round belly under the creamy white satin chemise she’s wearing. “I can say the same about you,” she coos against his lips, curling her arms around the back of his neck. Her Sultan is devastatingly handsome, though his tired eyes are a dull shade of blue and his hair’s slightly disheveled.

“What can I do for my lovely Queen?” he asks with a warm smile, his hand making soothing circles around her belly.

She sighs. “Killian, I am losing my mind. I know you wish to protect us, but I feel smothered by the measures you have taken. I cannot even leave my chamber without getting permission from my guards.”

He glances at the doors with an arched brow. “Do they know you’re here?”

She shakes her head. “I snuck away,” she replies unapologetically. “I’ll have to chastise them later for not doing their jobs properly.”

He chuckles in amusement. “I’m sorry, Emma, but you and our baby are too precious to me.” He presses a kiss to her forehead, and when he pulls away, his expression grows solemn, eyes darkening at a thought. “If anything happened to either of you—”

“I can take care of myself. I can take care of us.” The baby kicks again, underneath Killian’s hand, and Emma laughs. “He has not been born, yet he’s already protective of his mother.”

Killian’s eyes light up as he watches her belly, seeing the ruckus their child is raising. “You think our baby is a boy?”

She shrugs. “I have a feeling. If so, he will be a strong warrior like his father. He’ll be Sultan one day.”

He smiles at that. Just then, the baby kicks again, causing her to groan as she holds her stomach. He rubs her belly, speaking in a soothing voice. “No worries, lad, it’s only your papa.” He leans down and kisses her belly.

Emma enjoys her time with Killian, but she knows he’s a busy man and has to get back to work, so she forces herself to return to the matter at hand. “Please ask my bodyguards to back off. I can’t breathe with them always around. At least allow me to bathe in peace.”

He sighs, his lips curving into a defeated smile. “I shall, my love. I am sorry I’ve been overprotective.” He lifts his hand to her cheek, his thumb caressing her skin. “I love you, Emma, and I want you and our wee one to be happy.”

“Thank you, Killian. We love you so much.” She smiles at him and captures his lips, running her hands through the scruff on his cheeks. The kiss quickly deepens and he wraps his arms around her, pulling her closer to him. Her tongue sweeps inside his mouth, brushing against his. He groans, and she swallows the sound, sighing in relief. She loves this man more than she could have ever fathomed. She’s so glad she opened her heart to him. She’s so glad she’d put complete faith in him. If their baby is a boy, she hopes their son will be just like Killian. Honorable, loving, caring, protective. She hopes and prays he will find a woman he will love just as Killian loves her.

A knock on the door interrupts them, pulling them down from their cloud of happiness. Emma groans against her Sultan’s lips. She knows it's her guards on the other side of the doors.

“I will speak to them, my love,” he murmurs, kissing her forehead.

Emma nods and says a thank you before tearing herself out of his lap, reluctantly leaving Killian's bedchamber. But she’s smiling and completely flushed as she leaves, still feeling his soft lips on hers, his tender touches on her skin.

After that, her guards give her more space. They're still there, just not as much. Until there are only two full moons left of her pregnancy, and the doctor orders bed rest.

She grows tired of resting and knitting and paces her suite with her hands on her belly as they itch to do something that doesn't involve embroidery.

She opens her door to find her guards right outside. “I wish to go for a stroll around the palace grounds.”

Faraji nods. “Yes, My Sultana.”

Her other guard, Lancelot, doesn’t seem to agree, though. “But, Your Majesty, the Sultan asked you to follow the doctor’s orders and get some rest. You don’t wish to put stress on yourself or the baby, do you?”

Emma becomes irritated and clenches her fists at her sides. She doesn’t even know why she has two guards. Both are well built, strong and tall, towering over her. No one would dare harass her when one of them is protecting her, let alone both. Although, their personalities contrast one another to the point where it makes sense why they are both her guards. Lancelot is honorable, with warm, kind eyes and an honest smile. He reminds her of a knight from her kingdom. Faraji, on the other hand, almost always dons a cold expression and never smiles while remaining detached emotionally, avoiding any personal connections with his mistress. Normally, Lancelot is the one who’s more lenient with Emma, often showing her his soft side. The two make the perfect pair of bodyguards, and it’s most likely why Killian chose them, rather than based on their sizes and physical strengths alone. “I need to leave this apartment before I go insane.”

Lancelot shakes his head. “I’m sorry, My Sultana, but we were given specific orders.”

Emma ignores him and storms away from her bodyguards, heading downstairs. If they won’t let her leave, she will go herself.

“Please stop, Your Majesty,” Lancelot calls after her, but she continues her trek. Faraji follows behind her as she marches through the harem, heading outside.

“The Sultana needs to stretch her legs. I’ll go with her,” she hears Faraji say to Lancelot.

“Fine, but make sure she’s back before the Sultan realizes she’s gone.”

“I will.”

The harem garden is shaded by high walls, the paths flanked by columns of white marble and overhung with cypress and willow. Emma wobbles along one of the cobblestoned paths, her hand resting on her protruding belly as she enjoys the fresh air. She’s wearing a gold kaftan, an emerald damask chemise and a crown of gold and emerald jewels atop her head, her long golden hair bouncing as she walks. Emma closes her eyes briefly, relishing in the cool breeze sweeping around her.

“How is the baby?” Faraji graces her with a smile that highlights his rich black cheekbones as he walks beside her through the garden.

Emma’s a little surprised by his question because during the few months she’s known him, he’s always been quiet and strictly business. Normally Lancelot is the conversational one, always regaling her with stories of his childhood. Usually, Lancelot is the one unopposed to walking with Emma through the garden. She wonders what has changed. “The baby is fine. We just needed to get away. Thank you for not stopping me,” she says gratefully. “I was dreadfully bored in my suite. Sometimes we need to get out for a while,” she says, gently patting her belly.

“It is not a problem,” Faraji assures her with a smile. “The Sultan is a little overprotective.” He looks at Emma, his eyes scrolling down her body, his tongue darting out to lick his lips. “Though, if you ask me, he has good reason to be protective of a woman with your beauty.”

Emma shudders at his comment and the way he looks at her. The Sultan would kill Faraji for admiring his wife like he is.

“I’ve realized that you and I know little about one another, so I thought we should change that.”

Emma nods in agreement, so he tells her about where he grew up and about his family. His eyes glisten as he speaks of his wife and children.

“What happened to them?”

He looks blankly ahead. “Our village was raided, and my family was murdered in front of my eyes when I was captured. I was then sold into slavery.”

“I’m sorry,” Emma murmurs, her heart breaking for him. As they walk, a sudden question pops into Emma’s mind. How can a Eunuch marry and have children? He can’t. Which means either he’s lying or… he’s not actually been emasculated. Unless the slaver Killian purchased him from did the deed himself so the Sultan would buy his slave. Slavers resort to just about anything if it means someone will pay more for the purchase. Emma shivers at the memories of being stripped naked in front of all the possible buyers at the auction house. The memories of that experience still haunt her occasionally.

She suspects the details Faraji is divulging to her is why he's never engaged her in conservation, for fear she would ask about his past. So why is he telling her this now?

She's not sure she wants to solve that little mystery.

“I’m sure you are.” He looks at her, but this time, his gaze holds a much different disposition than before. This time he looks at her with disdain, as though he doesn’t believe her heartfelt apology. Emma gulps and averts her eyes from him, looking ahead.

Do not show fear, she tells herself.

“I was taken from my family too, and sold as a slave,” she says, trying to distract herself from wondering what his intentions are. “I was betrayed by a bodyguard I had trusted and was handed off to pirates.”

He scoffs. “How can you possibly compare yourself to me?”

Emma stops in her tracks and glares at him, placing her hands on her hips. “How dare you speak to me like that?” Her words don't intimidate him.

When he turns toward her and steps into her space, she loses a breath. “You live here in the palace and have everything you could possibly need. You have slaves tend to you, feed you, bathe you,protect you... all because you are pregnant with the Sultan’s child.” He regards her with a condescending sneer. “I would give anything to not be treated as a slave… to have my family back.”

Anger rises within Emma as she clenches her fists at her sides. “You think I wanted this life? My parents were King and Queen, and I was taken from them. Just so I could be the mother of the Sultan’s child! I did not ask for this,” she snaps at him. “I’m sorry you lost your children and that you will never have children again,” she adds, to see if he’s actually been castrated, but he gives no indication as to whether he was or not, “but there's no point in being mad at the world for what happened to you.”

Emma is taken off guard when she’s pushed back and slammed into the stone wall, a gasp leaving her lips as Faraji grips her arms tightly, pinning her against the wall.

She struggles against him, but his grip is too strong. “Unhand me!”

He laughs darkly, his fingers tightening around her skin. “You see, that’s where you’re wrong, princess,” he mutters disdainfully. “I am not mad at the world. I am only mad at the man responsible for murdering my family, and I wish to avenge them. The people who raided my village were Sultan Brennan and his men. Unfortunately, he is no longer around. But you know who is?”

Emma gulps, slightly shaking her head. Judging by the evil look on his face, she doesn’t actually want the answer to his question.

He leans in, his breath wretched as he breathes against her cheek. “His son.”

Fear surges through her entire body as he removes one of his hands, lowering it to her belly, and applies pressure. Emma draws in a sharp breath as though he is trying to suck the life from her, and she's trying to draw as much air into her lungs as she can.

“That’s right, your precious Sultan’s late father is responsible for the death of my family,” he snarls.

“But you can’t blame Killian for that. He is nothing like his father.”

“Is he not, though? All Sultans are the same. They only care about power and passing on their precious legacy.” Faraji presses the pads of his fingers deeper into the skin of her belly through her clothes, and Emma cries out in pain, her eyes wet with tears.

“Please don’t. My baby is innocent.”

“Oh, it’s certainly not. It’s the spawn of a Sultan.”

“My baby didn’t do anything to you, and neither did Killian.”

“You’re right, they didn’t. But Brennan did. And since he’s already dead, Killian must pay for the sins of his father. And what better way to punish someone than to hurt the things he loves the most?”

“Please,” Emma begs, on the verge of tears. “Don’t kill us.”

He laughs and speaks in a sinister tone. A tone that makes her skin crawl. “Relax, princess, I don’t plan on killing you. That would be too easy. Besides, what is worse than the death of a loved one?”

Emma can barely breathe, her head spinning as she tries to mask her fear. But the thought of losing her baby makes her numb. “What?”

“Oh, Emma, you should know this.” He smiles darkly and leans in, whispering in her ear. “Betrayal.”

She glares at him. “I would never betray Killian.”

“No, I suspected not. At least not willingly. But you’d have no choice if someone forced you to.”

“I’d rather die than do anything for you!”

He laughs again. “I’m afraid that’s not an option. You see, Emma, you were wrong about another thing.”

“What’s that?”

He reaches into his trousers and pulls something out. She peers down to see what he's doing and panics. His cock is throbbing in his hand as his eyes sweep hungrily down her body. She can't believe someone would be so stupid as to rape the Sultan's wife, but Faraji obviously has a death wish.

“I can have children again.”

She gulps, her face paling as she lifts her eyes to his empty ones. “But how? You’re supposed to have been castrated.”

“My slaver only said I was so the Sultan would purchase me. He was offering a large amount of gold and was too trustworthy and naïve to ask for proof.”

Faraji leans in, pinning her against the wall with his forearm pressed hard across her neck so she can’t escape while he retrieves a potion from his satchel. He pops off the cap with his thumb and drinks it himself before reaching into his satchel again, grabbing another potion. He holds it up and smiles, letting her know this one’s for her.

“No!” she shrieks and turns her head, screwing her eyes shut as he kisses her cheek.

He pinches her nose closed so she can’t help but breathe through her mouth. When she gasps for breath, he takes the opportunity to pour the potion in her mouth. Then he releases her nose and forces her lips shut with his hand, tilting her head back so she’ll swallow down the potion. She coughs and sputters, a small amount of it dribbling down her chin, but most of it ends up down her throat. He doesn’t know that whatever the contents are will have no effect on her or her baby, but she wishes to keep it that way.

“I will implant my seed inside you and then kill the Sultan's baby,” he whispers in her ear with a dark smile.

His threats enrage her; she can feel the blood boiling under her skin. “It won’t work, you pig! You can’t impregnate me when there’s already a baby inside my womb!” Or so she assumes.

He chuckles, and she can feel the sound in her bones. “That’s what the potions are for. The one I took will enhance my ability to procreate and speed up the process. The potion I gave you will cause your body to release an egg while you’re already pregnant. My baby will grow inside you at an exponential rate, soaking up all the nutrients for itself. By the time you give birth to the Sultan’s baby, it will be a dead corpse and mine will be a full-grown newborn, strong and healthy.”

A tear escapes her eyes as much as she’d tried to hold it back. Where did he even procure these fertility potions? He takes her chin in his hand and collects the tear from her cheek with his tongue. “I’m assuming our baby will be a boy because all my wife and I could have were boys.” He leans in, hissing in her ear like a snake. “And he’ll be black as night,” he whispers, enunciating the t, “just like me.” He moves his mouth to her cheek, his warm breath on her skin, making her tremble. He looks at her mouth, the pad of his thumb brushing over her bottom lip. “Or, seeing as your skin is pure white, maybe he’ll be mixed. Either way, the Sultan will know it’s not his baby.” His eyes dance with excitement and he lifts his gaze to her eyes as the palm of his hand slides over her cheek. “The Sultan will be so enraged that his precious wife betrayed him that I won’t even have to kill you. He’ll do it himself.”

“It won't work,” she mutters, her voice unwavering, thankfully, despite the fear surging through her. “I'll tell Killian what you've done. He'll believe me over you and he'll kill you.”

He chuckles, not even a flicker of fear in his eyes. “That's what I'm counting on. Do you think I want to live in this world without my wife and children? Revenge is the only thing that fuels my will to live. Besides, if you tell him, I'll just murder you in front of him. He will cut my head off afterward, but at least I will get my revenge first.”

Emma tries to move, but he presses her roughly into the wall and smashes his lips to hers, moving his hand to her breasts. Her eyes widen as she tries to pull away, but he doesn’t budge.

He takes the fabric of her chemise, rips it at the top and pulls it away from her chest so her breasts are exposed to him. He takes one in his hand, squeezing it, his thumb toying with her nipple. “Mmmm, there’s nothing prettier than a soon to be mother. With skin glowin’ and tits big and ripe. He lowers his head and takes her nipple in his mouth as he holds her hands against the wall.

Emma thinks she might vomit, and it has nothing to do with being pregnant.

He spins her around, pressing her against the wall, one hand returning to her breast and the other reaching for her skirts to pull them up.

Once he has her skirts pulled up, she reaches for the leather strap around her thigh and grabs her dagger. He’s unaware of what she’s doing because he’s too busy lining up the head of his cock against her entrance. He pushes her against the wall, his hands gripping firmly around her hips. Before he thrusts into her, she jabs the blade into the side of his leg.

He cries out in pain, releasing her. She quickly turns around and stabs him once again, this time in the stomach. She looks at him in disgust as he grips onto his stomach, and she removes the dagger and does something she’d never imagined she would ever do. But he tried to kill her baby.

She swipes the blade twice at him so he can no longer have children. His screams are unusually high in pitch, and with both hands, he grasps at the area where his testis are supposed to be, falls to his knees and joins his testes on the ground in a pool of his blood.

Emma is staring blankly, still gripping the handle of the blade in her hand as though it’s a life source.

“Emma? What happened? I could hear the screaming from inside the palace!”

She’s in too much shock, too numb to look at Lancelot as he gently grabs her arms, observing the other guard who’s balled up on the ground in his own blood, wailing.

“My Sultana, are you okay?” The words sound so far away even though Lancelot is directly in front of her as he turns his head to face her again.

“He tried to murder my baby,” is all she can manage, her voice now weak and shattered.

He helps her back inside and calls for the doctor.

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tellywoodtrash · 5 years

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sanjivani 10.10.19 lb

"no! never!" siddhu pls. jhoot aata nahi toh bolte kyun ho?

ishani literally shoved a needle into her finger to get out of this hellish situation. #relatable.

SIR PLS, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!!?!?!? THAT TOO WITH THAT PARTICULAR EXPRESSION?!?! KYA KEEMAT REH GAYI HAI TUMHARI "NOOOOOO!!!! NEVERRRR!!!!" KI AB???????

ALSO MY GOD FUCK THAT TITLES CARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DESERVE TO HAVE AN UNOBSTRUCTED VIEW OF THIS SCENE FFS! ALSO TO GIF!!!!!!1

ouff kya haiiiiiiii yeh banda???? sexy sucking on her finger one minute, pretending to RAWR like a 5 year old and breaking into giggles the next. kyaaaa karooooon main iska???????

(also holy shit that one deep sigh he did in the middle. fuck. fuckkkkkkkkk.)

ugh they're too stinking cute.

i would kill for all of anjali's saris. (and just her general demeanor.) i too wanna be a classy, badass, sari wearing type who strikes the fear of god into the hearts of grownass men.

*looks down at the cat nightshirt i'm still wearing even though i woke up 6 hours ago and sighs*

i love this side of shashank that only comes out with anjali. it's fucking adorable. i need more of it.

OH GOD NOW WHAT MORE SACH THAT JUHI NEEDS TO KNOW?!?!??!? OUFF YAAR WHY WON'T YOU LET ME LIVE IN PEACE WRT AT LEAST ONE DYNAMIC IN THIS SHOW?????

oh ho anjali. what can juhi do if he can't regulate his bp?????? like..... ajeeb hi accusations hain tumhari.

how many more signs from the universe will you two idiots keep ignoring?????

the universe, literally:

"good morning!"

"good morning."

"kaahe ki good morning?!?! raat ka tera nasha utraa nahi aur aa gaye tere dr. sid, subah subah tujhe behkaane!"

LMAO I REALLY REALLY LOVE ALTER!EGO ISHANI.

"haaye ishani, tu kaam kaise karegi? jeeyegi? ya pal pal tadap ke maregi????"

lmaooooo phir shut up chilaaa diya.

"excuse me???? subah subah chai ki jagaah kuch lagaake aayi ho kya???" lololololol a most pertinent question.

juhi has had enough of this slander. rightfully so.

sayantani's sass face is excellent and i love her.

juhi making desperate plea to be friends.

REJECTED. oh anjali, i don't see you being no. 2 in your dad's life, at all. he's so different around you. you're comparing wholly different relationships.

oh. anjali doesn't care that shashank loves someone. ("mere dad pyaar deserve karte hain.") it's just that it's juhi, who's just a few years older than her. valid, i suppose. iss chakkar mein the daughter in legally blonde ne toh khoon hi kar diya tha, toh i guess anjali's relatively restrained.

ofc kal ke liye scheduled operation has complications and has to be done today.

i don't get what specialty these two are? i thought they were general surgery residents, but now they're gonna operate on a cardio patient with blockages in his heart??? matlab........ ok i guess?

will we finaaaaaaaaallllly see rahul today???

nope. koi dr. basu hai.

OH GOD, THEY KILLED THAT PREGNANT GIRL. AND ARE LETTING HER BODY DECOMPOSE?!!? WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! WHAT. THE. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

JESUS VARDHAN, WHAT THE FUCK KINDA VAADEIN HAVE YOU DONE AND TO WHOM?!!?!?!? THE FUCKING DEVIL HIMSELF?????

I NEED SHASHANK AND SID TO FIND OUT ABOUT THIS AND KICK THE LIVING SHIT OUTTA YOU IN THE SANJIVANI LOBBY. ANJALI AND ISHANI SHOULD GET TURNS TOO, AND GET TO KICK YOU RIGHT IN THE FUCKING HEAD.

oh boy, it's gonna be sweet puchku neil who's gonna get all up in this. PLEASE GOD HE'S TOO NICE AND SWEET AND MELLOW, HE WON'T BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT.

vardhan's relentless faux!chivalry when dealing with women freaks me out. it's so obvious that it's fake as fuck, but he just cannot stop compulsively performing it whenever around a woman. it's very very very creepy and menacing.

literally fuck you vardhan. don't be gaslighting my neil like this.

doesn't look like sid and ishani are gonna make it out in time for jessi's mehendi/sangeet.

ugh, this asshole.

god that was one longasssssss surgery.

oh boy. is jessi ok?!?!

oh. shit.

sigh. the chemo is making her hair fall.

oh man, this is the sweetest fucking story. and i'm really really invested, coz vedika is selling it so wellll. the alternating fond reminiscing and teary frustration. such a compelling actress!

LMAO RISHABH, LEARN TO READ THE ROOM MAN. WHY ARE YOU SUCH A LOSER?!?!

neil and rahil are both suchhhhhhh snarkLords, but at the opposite ends of the spectrum. while neil delivers his sass all sweetly, barely letting the person know they're being dissed; rahil gives less than zero fucks and just savagely destroys the person, and walks away humming to himself.

seriously, will i ever get over how soft this boy is? forget a male lead in fiction, how often do we even get to see men in real life even, get this affected by a side effect of being sick like this, especially when it's something "vain" like hair? men don't really understand what hair is to most women, and how much identity is attached to it, and even the slightest alterations to how it looks can affect mood/sense of self worth. and this dude here is crying with jessi about the loss of her hair (actually the loss of her life as she knows it), coz he empathizes with her to that extent.

with every passing episode, i love and appreciate siddhant mathur more and more. :’))))))

ugh fuck this douche. why the f is he wearing sunglasses indoors at like 9 in the fucking night????

"dr. shashank, aap hindustan ke sabse behtareen neurosurgeon hain, dimaag ke doctor. pata kar lijiye, ke vardhan ke dimaag mein chal kya raha hai."

"that i will, pakka, i promise you! aur jis din mujhe koi ganda sa tumour nazar aa gaya na, usse wahin ke wahin operate karke nikaal denge."

GODDAMN. KAHIN DR. SHASHANK RAHIL KE BHI PAPA TOH NAHI, COZ FUCK, THE LEVEL OF SAVAGERY.

GOD I HATE VARDHAN SO MUCH, I TOH SAY IDHAR HI SCALPEL SE CHEER-PHAAD DAALO SAALE KO. HARAAAMI INSAAN.

chandni's asha accent keeps slipping in and out. :///

god juhi looks so good.

gurdeep has really glowed up with age, she looks even better now than she does in the flashbacks to S1.

damn, ishani's social skills have really grown exponentially. she's being even more effective than sid at consoling jessi, which..... honestly, my heart is so full rn.

also god, i'm so so so glad surbhi's finally back in form. finally this show is using her potential, with the comedy and these kinda heartfelt emotional scenes.

ok time for self-love hype talk. kinda ehh, but i like the spirit.

sid needs to be a motivational speaker. matlab.... wow.

ah fuck, i held out for this long, but lost it at this shot of ishani and sid crying together. fuck i love them both so much.

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Y'ALL ARE RUINING MY GODDAMN LIFE, YOU STUPID FUCKS.

(though i did catch a glimpse of a BTS of this scene and know what's coming up and pfffffffft, bedagarkkk ho tum dono ka.)

#sanjivani #sj lbs #episode liveblogs

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sluttyten · 5 years

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13 Questions Tag

I was tagged forever ago by @hellapainyo sorry I took so long to finally do this!

Are you named after anyone?

Kind of? Part of my name is similar to my mom’s, so I guess I’m kinda named after her. On another note though there is someone who’s named after me (I say) because the woman who babysat me as a little bitty kid her daughter named her oldest daughter with my name because she saw how my full name is spelled and she liked it

2. When was the last time you cried?

Like lowkey cried while watching the season finale of Stranger Things 3, but the last time I legitimately cried was one of my first days at work when I had that like anxiety attack and just started actually sobbing and then I’m pretty sure I cried more on the way home and then while I was in the shower and then when I got in bed and slept for the rest of the day. That was a bad day, but honestly very therapeutic since I don’t cry much

3. Do you have kids?

Definitely not and there’s a pregnant girl at work and pretty much all these things she keeps saying I’m like.... I really don’t know about ever having a kid, but of course if I’m with the right person I’d probably be fine with having one, but the idea of giving birth ever scares me and the idea of having this little life fully dependent on me terrifies me like so much can go wrong

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

I think I use it more than people realize.

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

As I’m very short, I usually notice people’s like general height? Like I gravitate toward other short people, medium height (or normal height) people I’m just like okay with, and then I feel so intimidated by tall people

6. What’s your eye color?

I say hazel, my mom says brown, but when I look in the mirror my eyes are definitely greenish brownish

7. Scary movie or happy ending?

I love watching scary movies but I’m also a sucker for happy endings, so if it can somehow be both I’m very happy

8. Any special talents?

I don’t think so? That’s super like... sad to say that, but I can’t really think of anything I do that would be considered a special talent unless laziness and procrastination count

9. Do you have any pets?

No :( right now I am catsitting for a friend though so it’s almost like having pets, they’re two cute cats, both of them are old ladies who look grumpy quite often but just want to be petted and talked to

10. What sports do you play/have played in?

akdskdjsne I’m sorry my answers are all so boring, but I never played sports except kickball at recess which definitely doesn’t count, and other things that were mandatory in PE classes, I’m definitely less of like a physical outdoorsy person than an indoor kind of club person so in elementary school I was in this religion club (which I wasn’t even really into at that point I just went because a few girls in the class went after school and there were snacks so I was there too) and then I did yearbook and Spanish club in high school, and then in college I did (very briefly) Spanish club and then worked on a student publication and interned for a small literary magazine based on campus

11. How tall are you?

Teeny tiny 4’11

12. Favorite subject in school?

I always liked English/Literature because of reading and writing (but not grammar, I hate grammar because I’m bad at keeping past tense and present tense where they’re supposed to be, plus my dad always corrects me on other grammar errors). But I also really like history, I find it all very interesting to learn about these things so in college in addition to the English classes I was taking, I took like world history and Hellenistic History, Art history from the prehistoric up to around like the 1200s? maybe as late as the 1500s? I definitely like more of the “liberal arts” kind of classes, but also I’ve got a very curious mind so most classes where I was actually being taught something interesting I really liked.

13. Dream Job?

Writing has kinda always been a dream of mine, specifically writing stories that are fiction not journalism or anything else like that. Like I remember being very young and writing this story about mice that lived in a hollowed our pumpkin in a pumpkin patch until a cat attacked, and I still have that story written down somewhere, and I haven’t really stopped writing stories since then. I went from just like imagining little stories of random characters to Harry Potter fanfics, Twilight ff briefly, then jumped into like One Direction and 5sos and then dive headfirst into kpop with bts and pentagon and got7 and of course as you all know NCT. I’ve written stuff outside of fanfiction over the years of course, done stuff for nanowrimo (nothing ever completed though) and I took creative writing classes where I had to have short stories to turn in, one of which was published in that student publication I mentioned earlier (although I still don’t have a copy of it which I’m sad about). Sometimes I think it would be fun to be a screenwriter but I don’t even know where to start with that I don’t know how to write a script. But writing has always been a dream job for me. I always felt like if that doesn’t work out I can fall back on like working as a librarian or in a bookstore, just something with books because I love getting lost in other worlds if only for a few hundred pages or so

I tag: @amoreyong @9taeils @vernon-van-chwe @yoonohnct @nctatnightnight but if you’ve already done it or just don’t want to then obviously ignore this

#thank you so much for tagging me lexi!!!!!#tag game #sorry if there’s anyone i forgot to tag to do this #if anyone wants to do it and i didnt tag them then please do!! just mention me and let me know if you want me to see it

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gurlwithluvx3 · 2 years

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never alone (3) | OT7

Pairing: friendships w/ OT7 and pregnant!reader (non-idol!AU)

Genre: angst, oc finding herself

Warnings: office gossip, feeling of loneliness, talks of pregnancy, navigating an unexpected pregnancy

Word count: ~1.9K

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You’re a nervous wreck. The meeting is nowhere near finished but here you are tearing up the last corner of your notes.

You’ve heard the rumors that are being spread around the office, because you have Jin as your work bestie, who seems to know all the tea. He knows there’s nothing going on between you and your boss, but he doesn’t know that you’re pregnant.

Although, you are starting to show more at 13 weeks. You’ve tried to wear oversized sweaters and jackets all this time and for the most part it keeps your belly hidden.

But sometimes as you quickly glance in the mirror, your baby bump is more noticeable and it makes you happy. You’ve made it to the 2nd trimester even though you felt nauseous the whole first trimester.

But today you don’t feel as nauseous. You were even able to smell the flowers that Yoongi gave you without having the need to throw up. And Yoongi only gave you flowers because your pregnancy hormones had you crying for not receiving flowers, though there was no real reason to receive them in the first place.

You spend the next half hour practicing quiet breathing exercises during the meeting, which was good for you since your doctor recommended it. And without paying much attention, you realized all of the people are staring at you now.

“Miss Y/N would like to share something with the team” your boss says as he urges you to stand before he takes a seat himself. You take a deep breath before speaking. You look at Jimin, who’s the gossip of the office and smile.

This isn’t unusual for your company. When there’s an announcement to make within your team, whether a birthday, engagement, or any reason to celebrate, you’re more than welcome to share it amongst the team. And now the spotlight is on you.

“I have heard some interesting rumors circulating our office and I just wanted to share this with you all before this meeting ends” you begin, looking to your boss for approval. And he nods for you to continue.

“I’m in my 2nd trimester” you begin to explain, unzipping your jacket to show off your bump. “I had a really rough first 13 weeks, but I promise to be on top of my game for the next 20 weeks or so” you say, rubbing your belly while showing off a genuine but nervous smile.

You get a lot of surprised looks but you eventually get a lot of hugs, especially from Jin and your CFO who is also your mentor. She has been like your 2nd mom since you’ve joined the company.

“Wow, you’ve hid this for 13 weeks? I would’ve shown after the first month” one of your coworkers jokes around and soon enough everyone is asking you a series of questions regarding your pregnancy.

You look to your boss before continuing and answer a couple of questions before Jimin obnoxiously asks, “So who's the baby daddy?” And suddenly the room fell quiet.

He didn’t ask to be malicious. But he also knew you were single as single can be. And you’re sure it was a question everyone else had in mind too. You look to Jin for answers, as if he would know. But before you could answer, your boss stands up and clears his throat.

“Okay team, we’ll call it a day. Please send your reports to me by the end of the week. Thank you” he says as he fixes his tie that didn’t need fixing. He looks at you and you give a small bow, thanking him for saving you.

You’re one of the last ones to leave the meeting room, taking your time as some of your coworkers congratulate you before leaving. Jin and Jimin stay behind and wait.

“I’m so sorry Y/N” Jimin says as he shoots you a guilty stare. “I didn’t mean to put you on blast. I don’t know where my filter is at times” he says as Jin punches him to get him to stop talking.

“It’s okay Jimin” you say, unbothered by it all “.. It’s my ex’s baby”. You know he’s going to end up telling the rest of the team, but in a sense it’s better for them to hear it from him than from you. You couldn’t bear to see everyone’s reaction.

“Wow. 13 weeks though Y/N? How do you feel?” Jin asks as you all walk out of the meeting room and head out the building. You tell them that even though it’s an unfortunate situation, you’re just thankful that you and your baby are healthy.

“You take the subway to work though, right? Do you need a ride or something?” Jin suddenly asks. You shake your head and smile.

“No thank you. My friend’s gonna give me a ride” you say politely. They both give you big hugs before disappearing into the company’s parking garage and you slowly make your way to the coffee shop which is a block away.

“Yoongs, please tell me you have plain bread and ketchup” you say as soon as you see that the store is empty. He looks up to you and gives you a disgusted look.

“That is the weirdest combo I have ever heard Y/N” he says as he looks at you, while you sport the most innocent smile you can offer.

“I’ve been thinking about it the whole way over and it just sounds so good” you say. He offers you bread but no ketchup.

“I can ask Jungkook if he has ketchup,” he says, heading towards the door. Jungkook is the business owner next door and one of Yoongi’s closest friends. They both graduated in business and have been in an unspoken friendly competition since.

You give him a thumbs up as he heads out the door while you look at the bread. You’re so excited to eat, that when you hear the door open again, you jump and yell out of excitement.

“Oh shit!” Is all you hear from a voice that is not Yoongi’s. You look at the man who’s ducked down for a quick second as he looks at you.

“Y/N?!” He says in shock and looks straight to your belly that’s exposed since you took off your jacket.

“Namjoon?!” You say at the same time, watching his stance (but not realizing how he’s staring at your belly), as you suddenly giggled. “What’s wrong?”

It takes a second for him to respond as he suddenly becomes aware of why you were the way you were when you first met. And it takes another second because your scream scared him half to death.

“Your scream scared me,” he says after catching his breath. “I was expecting Yoongi and silence,” he says nervously as he chuckles. He looks down to your bump again, but this time you caught him staring.

“Oh yeah, he’s actually getting ketchup for my bread. I’d offer you some, but me and baby are so..” you stop yourself before finishing your sentence. After telling your coworkers, you’d forgotten about informing the rest of the world.

His eyes have grown bigger, but then his smile that shows off his dimple appears on his face. You suddenly get so nervous and dizzy that you end up sitting down.

Just as you were about to explain it all to Namjoon, Yoongi barges in with packets of ketchup in a plastic bag, with Jungkook in tow.

“Oh hey Joonie!” Yoongi and Jungkook say at the same time. But they quickly forget about him as they rush to where you’re seated.

“I explained your craving to Jungkook and he’s never heard of something so insane, he had to witness it himself” Yoongi explains as he shows off his gummy smile. “I hope you don’t mind that you have an audience” he hands you a couple packets of ketchup and you quickly add it to the bread on the plate.

You indulge yourself to your cravings and for a moment you forget about the 3 men in front of you until you hear the click of a camera.

“Yoongs!” You yell as you try to pry his phone from his hand but he’s quicker than you. He chuckles to himself until you join in. “You’re so mean,” you say before sticking your tongue out to him.

“I just have to document this moment” he says and you realized you had two other men staring at you. You offer your dinner to them but they all reject it.

“Hi Y/N. I’m Jungkook. Yoongi hasn’t properly introduced us” he says as he waves to you as if you were a child. But you just smile and nod as you finish the food in your mouth.

“Nice to meet you Jungkook. Thank you for letting me entertain you” you say jokingly, and all of you start laughing.

And almost immediately you start tearing up. The boys' eyes all widened and they all suddenly felt guilty for no reason.

Namjoon quickly grabs you a tissue and you start to apologize.

“I’m so sorry guys. I’ve been more than emotional and I don’t even know why I’m crying at this point” you begin to explain as you now laugh at yourself. You must look like an idiot to these people.

“No, you’re totally okay!” Jungkook says. “My sister was like this too, but more rude than anything. She would be happy one moment and screaming at us for talking right after”. Namjoon and Yoongi also try to talk about their experiences with the pregnant women in their lives.

The four of you talked through the evening and didn’t even realize how late it was getting until Jungkook got a call.

“I gotta go, but it was nice chopping it up with y’all! Y/N, congratulations!” He says as he gives you a big hug. “I’ll see you around” he says, giving you a wink before he disappears into the night.

“We should get going too,” Yoongi says as he starts to close up the store. “Oh wait, why did you come by today?” He asks, staring at Namjoon.

“Oh shoot, I completely forgot!” Namjoon says as he helps you clean up. “I came to tell you that the studio loved our demo! They want to hear another sample by the end of the month!”

Entertained by this back-and-forth conversation between the two, you stuff the last piece of bread and rub your belly in contentment.

Apparently, they’ve both been working in Namjoon’s studio for the last couple of weeks. As much as Yoongi loves his coffee shop, he also wants to expand his horizon, and you’re just nodding with all the positive energy that’s radiating from the two boys.

You can’t help but smile and try to hold back tears of happiness. Curse your pregnant hormones, you think to yourself. You slowly get up to throw away your garbage when you feel someone’s hand on your back.

“You okay Y/N?” Namjoon asks from behind you. You look back and smile while nodding.

“Thank you Namjoon,” you say shyly. You’ve never been treated this way, it feels so nice to be taken care of. And not just from Namjoon, but also because of Yoongi and even Jungkook.

“You guys are the best” you say out of nowhere. The two look at you and it looks like they’re both blushing. “I really appreciate you guys” you say more loudly.

You may not be in the best situation, but at least you’re not alone.

#bts fanfic #bts angst #kim namjoon ff #min yoongi ff #kim seokjin ff #park jimin ff #pregnant reader

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Hurt Built into happiness ff Jimin ff Jackson one shot story

(One shot story)

Ff Jimin , Jackson from Got7

Y/N pov

I was sitting at home thinking about my Husband and I anniversary. We been married for five years now and dated for three years before we got married, we live in a small town outside of soul Korea. I decided to get ready to go out and go shopping for a anniversary gift for Jackson Wang My husband, he is a CEO for the Wang company.

While I was walking out the front door and locked it, I looked over cross the street and what I saw broke my heart so bad, It was my husband kissing some other girl getting ready to go into her house with her.

I couldn't believe what I just saw, eight years down the drain, of all the time I put into this relationship. As I think more about it I realized that he has been treating me different than what he used to do. We haven't made love for over four weeks now. I've tried to make love to him, but he just pushed me away and said he has to much going on at work that stresses himself out where he isn't in the mood anymore.

What he doesn't realized I am five weeks pregnant, I was never able to tell him because everything I try he tells me to go lose weight, that I am gaining too much wight and that he doesn't want to be embarrassed in front of his company. He always told me I was never good enough.

I own my own business as a fashion designer. It was growing and moving up to second place in Korea. I know he was seeing someone since we live in a small town, everyone been talking about him, saying how he seem so happy with his girlfriend, but doesn't realized that he is married to me. We didn't really have a good relationship for over five weeks, now I know why. I decided to go for a walk to calm my heart down to think straight.

Time skip At the park

I made it to a park that no one was at and just cried my eyes out for a good hour. I love him so much, but I am so tired of the way he treats me. I've never cheated on him, I always be completely honest with him, why couldn't he just tell me he didn't love me anymore? I thought to myself and decided to go back home and confront him about this new lover of his and than I'll make my chose rather to leave him or not. I started walking back home.

Time skip back home

I walked through the front door because it was already unlocked, meaning my husband was already home. Their he is playing his stupid video games like nothing happened.

"So how did it feel to cheat on your wife you asshole?" I asked out of anger.

"W- what? He stutters with wide eyes." Jackson asked in shocked thinking that I wouldn't find out.

"Your an asshole to think I wouldn't find out huh? Did you forget we live in a small town?" I asked him.

"I'm glad you cheated on me and treated me like shit, because now I can move on from you with my kid." I stated

"K- kid?? What kid? You cheated on me?" Jackson asked while still in shocked.

"Your stupid, I'm not the one that cheated. You did, now we're over for good. Don't ever try to find me because you won't find me our my child. Go have fun with your other lover." * you walked out of the house with your stuff and flicked him off.

Time skip two years later

It's been two years and I am married to someone better than what my ex husband was, his name is Jimin, from a band called BTS. He adopted my daughter as his own, and now I am pregnant with twins from him.

He has been a wonderful husband to me, as for Jackson, he did find me and tried to get me back, but like I told him, I will never take him back. When I got married to Jimin, I had Jackson sign over his rights.

He didn't like it, but he did sign them over with no fights because he knows he was in the wrong for what he has done. I did promise him that I would send him pictures every year of our daughter and that was it.

After giving birth to the twins, I was able to live a peaceful life with my children's and my handsome husband. Marrying Jimin, was the best decision I could have ever made. How we first met? Well I started working as an manager for big hit, but started working as a manager for BTS and while I started working for them, JImin, and I started getting closer, till one day he saw me with my daughter and he grew close to her and we started dating, after dating for about a month he decided he couldn't live without me or my daughter.

So he took me to to a night restaurant and asked me to marry him, and I said yes. After two weeks we got married and he went to Jackson and had him sign over his rights and than he adopted my daughter as his, than after our honeymoon, we came home and found out that we were pregnant with twins together.

After everything we grew old together and our love has always stayed so strong for each other. Learning how to love again, was the best decision I could ever have made. We never seen Jackson ever again, and that's what I wanted. We got to live our peaceful like with all the love we could give to each other.

The end

#https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=kookie+love+tae+tae #Tarrabeara1 on watt pad

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latinalesbi · 7 years

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Do you have a feeling one way or the other if The Fosters will be renewed for a 6th season? With them only shooting 18 shows instead of 20 made me wonder. (I read that somewhere). But then last night someone asked Bradly and he said there are rumors.

Peter also mentioned season 6 in an interview. Freeform doesn’t really have a more successful show (even though last week’s ratings were the worst ever, not surprising considering how awful the episode was). I think if they can’t get key players in place it’s not going to be possible. So, I imagine that’s what the rumors are about.

Anonymous said: Hopefully Callie doesn't do anything with Russell. Her going there was so stupid. Thx just adds another traumatic even to her life. She doesn't need anymore trauma. Hopefully we don't see her acting out like she has been. I think she got some trauma from being in juvie.

Doesn’t do anything? You mean like get raped? I don’t think we’re going there. Peter pretty much said that but the trial isn’t over either (sigh, le sigh, fuck me). He said, this is it for her though, a turning point. We will see. I am sick of her story.

Anonymous said: this was one of the worst episodes this season, if not ever. last week's episode with the whole kyle twist was the right move. take this stupid storyline and make it about callie's character development and turn her whole "the system is rigged" ideology upside down. this could've been big. but no they had to make troy guilty, make callie right (wow! teen detective cracks the case! does it illegally! yay for criminal justice!!!).

Yeah, I agree. And so did Vulture.com, which is usually up the producer’s ass. The Kyle twist would have had far reaching consequences for Callie. This just lets her be just as self righteous as before. I am sick of it, no one is always right, and Callie does not have a clue on how to do things right. I can’t stand it. I can’t stand the quick confession. It was terribly written with characters we don’t give a shit about and they’re doing it again with Diamond, literally no one cares.

And just so you feel a little angrier, they cut a Stef and Lena scene according to Peter on Afterbuzz.

Anonymous said: So sick and tired of Callie getting in to truble like every 5min!!! Really hope season 5 will be less of these drama and more of the family love..

Well, as Peter said:

Final thoughts on what to expect next season?Season 5 is a little bit of a reset to our family, our home, and the sort of simpler and brighter and happier times that our family really needs.

Let us hope that is true, it’s what the audience needs.

Anonymous said: In the picture you post of Bts of Maia, Sherri and Teri.. The 4 picture in one. The one of Teri, looks like she got hit in the face. Might be just my eyes.

Good call. There does seem to be something... Stef has some explaining to do in terms of her role in getting Callie in this particular mess. She wasn’t really looking out for her. Another terribly written story.

Anonymous said: I hope AJ is still in the show a lot, despite not being with Callie anymore. Like it'd really upset me if they just stop his character from having screen time. I really like his character and he's more than just a love interest. I just noticed how he was on the show often when he was dating Callie and then suddenly after they break up he has no screen time. At least he is more of a main character compared to people like Wyatt

Peter said he’d be around but obviously not as much. Too bad we get rid of AJ and have to put up with more odious Aaron.

Anonymous said: If Maia is in "Callie" clothes and is shooting a scene ifo the house, that must mean that Callie's okay, right? Like, the whole trafficking monkey business is short-lived?? I hope.

I think she gets out of that in the first episode but that means another season opener filled with complete bullshit drama.

Anonymous said: I finally saw last weeks episode. Now, Mariana has always been my favorite of the kids. But last week was the first time I ever disliked her. It was Emma's choice to have the abortion. I hope in 4x20 she apologizes and the two reconcile.

Mariana who self invited her bio daddy to a house she doesn’t pay a single bill for, that Mariana? Yeah that Mariana is unlikable.

Anonymous said: I miss the old Jesús :( I was re watching the first episodes and seriously, everything about him is so different now. I liked him because he was so protective over his moms and the family in general (Even when he was together with Lexi) and now it seems like everything is just about Gabe or Emma. I don't why I haven't noticed before, but this Jesús sucks a lot.

This Jesus has been Jesus for nearly 2 seasons and he just now had a nice scene with the moms. It’s ridiculous. I know this question is old but I feel exactly the same way, new Jesus is all about his bio daddy and his penis. I am sorry but that’s all I see. Old Jesus was handsome, gentlemanly and most importantly Latino.

Anonymous said: I've noticed fosters ff has been super slow lately.. do you think it's because of a lost of interest in the show?

I don’t know because I only follow Stef and Lena fanfic and that’s always been slow.

Anonymous said: My finance, myself and many of our friends are die heart Fosters fans. We used to watch episodes live, now we DVR them & watch when we have nothing else to do (weeks later-fast forwarding most of the episode). These storylines (Daimond, Aaron, Gabe, Anna) are really sucking the want to watch out of us. Unfortunately, this has made us unsure if we will DVR or tuned in for the finale or next season. Hope the show producers/showrunners do better & hope they don't lose more viewers due to this.

You aren’t alone. It bothers me more than the fact that Stef and Lena weren’t allowed to kiss. The last few shows, I mean, I watched hoping they’d surprise me. I watched, hoping for some neat moments. I didn’t care at all about any of the main plots. AT ALL.

Anonymous said: I just saw Maia Mitchell's instagram story and she was in the car with Robert and why does it look like Gabe is going to be meddling in family affairs I'm so done with this show

There does seem to be at least a Stef and Lena scene, still, I know episode 2 won’t be my favorite.

Anonymous said: As someone who was born to a teenager, I definitely identify with Mariana being angry with Emma, as my entire existence is predicated on my birth mother's decision to not terminate her pregnancy. A abortion as an adopted kid is always a touchy subject, and I would like to see both pro-choice and pro-life arguments being presented.

Wrong person to send this anon to. There’s only one person that gets to decide and that’s the pregnant woman. There’s no such thing as a pro-life argument for me. Sorry. I mean, not to get personal but since you did, how many of us are accidents? How many of of our lives were dependent on a such a choice. I was. I totally support any choice my mother might have made. If she had made the opposite choice, I wouldn’t care because I wouldn’t exist. It’s really a silly argument.

Anonymous said: sherri has MASTERED the look of love when looking at stef. in the episode when frank passed in the bathroom Lena is leaning on the sink mesmerized by her woman before she rallies the troops. that wonderful kitchen kiss scene when stef is having flashbacks. & in the making out in the rain scene. it's really beautiful to look at how much she loves her woman. also love stef stroking lena's face & then she pulls her chin up right before the kiss. these woman are absolute goals

Anonymous said: i'm the anon who just wrote about sherri mastering the look. in the making out rain scene one thing i love is seeing sherri smile into a kiss. she's so relaxed with teri now which means more from lena. after the cut back from jude clapping, that is my fav. angle they captured because you can see how close they are, like physically, second because we can see sherri smiling & then putting a bit more force behind the passionate kiss. i'll never be over that kiss. we're blessed

Yep, gonna go watch it again!

Anonymous said: Why is Stef so cool about what Callie did ? I know the girl isn't going to prison and I know Stef has to be supportive and all but Callie did all of this. It's on her and I don't understand why Stef and Lena are son nice with her. Even if they don't want her to suffer, I wish someone could tell her that what she did was wrong. Now we are supposed to feel sorry for her. I'm so tired of Callie. I wonder what happened to this character.

They took her too far. This isn’t life is so unfair to me Callie that we could relate to. This is self destructive Callie who gives a shit about everything and it’s hard to relate to.

Anonymous said: Does Lena have an EdD? That could help her a lot in terms of future employment if Anchor Beach goes private.

My great big hope is that Anchor Beach goes fully public. Peter said it won’t be resolved in the way we expect so that’s what I hope. The charter has been revoked or whatever, if it’s an affiliated charter as it has been portrayed then the San Diego Unified school district would take over. The school is worth more than 10 million btw. That’s my opinion.

Lena having a PHD? I would assume so. Mike said she did but I have been unable to identify it on her wall.

#speculation #boy i was behind on these #Anonymous

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gurlwithluvx3 · 2 years

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never alone (5) | OT7

Pairing: friendships w/ OT7 and pregnant!reader (non-idol!AU)

Genre: angst, oc finding herself

Warnings: anxiety/depression, feeling of loneliness, talks of pregnancy, pregnant pains, navigating an unexpected pregnancy

Word count: ~1.5K

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Chest pains. Heavy chest pains are all you’ve felt for the past 3 days. You’re 15 weeks pregnant and today’s the first time you’ve experienced a different symptom other than nausea. And if you could, you’d rather be nauseous than what you’re feeling now.

You learned from your doctor that heartburn is pretty common during this time of your pregnancy, but at this moment it seems unbearable.

You try to follow your doctor’s advice of drinking warm milk with some honey, but at this point it’s not helping. You don’t know what to do and just want the pain to go away.

But you don’t have enough strength to walk to the closest convenience so you step out into the hallway of your apartment complex to knock on your neighbors door.

“Y/N?” He says in a groggy voice. “You okay?” He says, rubbing his eyes.

“Hi Hobi. Yeah, I’m alright, just dealing with some heartburn right now. Do you have Tums by any chance?” You ask him, feeling a little guilty for waking him up.

But it’s a habit that you two have developed over the years. Knocking on each other’s door to ask for things. And it’s almost a win-win because he always has medical supplies while you always have the ingredients he needs.

“Ahh, yes. Come in” he says as he ushers you into his living room.

“How’s the baby?” He asks more energetically than when he first opened the door. He steps away from you as he grabs the Tums from his medicine cabinet.

You ended up telling him and his girlfriend that you’re expecting only a week ago while you were all going up the elevator and they couldn’t take their eyes off your belly.

“He’s okay” you say smiling and blushing while rubbing your belly. “Just giving me unbearable heartburn”.

He looks at you with puppy eyes before giving you a friendly smile. It’s something you’ve always appreciated about him. How he always makes you feel better without even trying. And you’re thankful to have such a friendly neighbor.

“Where’s Lisa?” You say, looking around as if she would randomly appear.

“Oh she’s on a girl’s trip, you know how that goes” Hobi says as he gets you a glass of water. But to your surprise he also hands you a bowl of yogurt.

“Wait, what’s this for?” You ask him, unsure of what’s going on.

“I heard this helps with heartburn too” he gives you a warm smile. “Eat that before you take the Tums, you’ll thank me later”.

The two of you catch up on each other’s lives as you eat the yogurt and you can’t help but fall in love with his relationship with his girlfriend. They’ve been together for almost 2 years and they’re the ultimate couple goal.

Hobi owns a dance studio and he met his girlfriend when she applied to be the hip hop dance instructor after his friend left, and after that they instantly fell in love. Their chemistry on and off the dance floor is your favorite thing to witness.

The 2 years they’ve been together, they’ve invited you over and you can’t help but admire them. They’re the ones that make you believe there is a thing as a soulmate.

“Are you gonna be okay being on your own?” He asks and you know he genuinely cares. You smile and nod as you give him a thumbs up.

“Of course Hobi! Heartburn is a common symptom during this time. I just didn’t have the strength to go to the store at this hour” you say, as you look at the clock in the kitchen, reading 1:30am.

“No, I mean.. being on your own and raising your baby?”. As cheerful as Hobi can be, when it comes to the serious things in life, he doesn’t have a filter and doesn’t know how to approach things. Which is why he and Lisa are good together because they balance each other out.

“I know it’s not ideal, but I also don’t have a choice” you say, trying not to sound too upset, because you’re not upset about it. “I’ll be okay, Hobi. Things work out the way they’re supposed to, you know I’m a big believer in that”.

He stops you before you can get up. “You know Lisa and I are always going to be here for you okay? Even at 1am. We love you and your baby like our own family” he says, getting choked up for whatever reason.

You pat him on the shoulder, “I know Hobi. You guys are truly the best parents I’ve ever had” you say before you quietly return back to your place.

Whether it was the Tums or the yogurt, your heartburn isn’t as painful and you’re so thankful you have Hobi and Lisa. Even before being pregnant, they were looking out for you in ways no one else has.

Getting up for work was easier than you expected, despite sleeping late. Your work day went by almost instantly as projects have been piling up, keeping you and your team busy.

You make your way to Yoongi’s cafe and as you’re waiting to cross the street, you feel a new sensation in your body. It’s almost as if the baby was fluttering in one area. It’s not painful or uncomfortable in any way, but just in case you send a message to your doctor before stepping into the cafe.

“Yah! Y/N!” You hear someone scream from behind you and you laugh knowing exactly who it is.

“Are you stalking me?” You joke as Jin catches up to where you’re standing before you both cross together.

“No, my girlfriend needed to borrow my car but she’s stuck in traffic so I thought I’d go get a pick me up drink at the coffee shop” he says with a huge smile on your face.

He opens the door of the coffee shop only for you to see Namjoon and Yoongi with 2 men in suits. They see that you’re here but they don’t bother to look your way besides greeting you with their smiles.

“Hi Y/N!” The barista says. “Which of your usuals are you getting?” He asks, teasing you since you rotate between 3 different pastries.

You offer to pay for Jin’s coffee and as the two of you are waiting for his drink, you feel the same sensation, but this time it’s a little more painful. It’s suddenly now as if your baby’s stabbing you from the inside.

You don’t want to cause a scene, knowing that Yoongi and Namjoon are meeting with producers for the label they’re trying to sign with. They’ve been talking about this meeting for days and you want to be the last thing to mess this up for them.

So as soon as Jin gets his drink, you offer to sit outside as he waits for his girlfriend. You try not to think about the pain as you happily eat your butter croissant but notice that you didn’t order your drink.

You open the door to the shop but you suddenly feel the pain again. And in some weird chaotic way, it causes you to misstep, tripping over your own feet as you land on the ground on your hands and knees.

“Oh shoot, Y/N!” Yoongi yells as he rushes towards you.

“Y/N!” Namjoon quickly follows Yoongi.

You tried to laugh it off, but due to being completely embarrassed and suddenly feeling all the pain, you start crying.

Jin comes in unaware of what just happened but quickly falls to his knees to rush beside you, Yoongi, and Namjoon.

“Are you okay Y/N?” Is all you can hear and you feel so bad. You feel bad because you might’ve ruined Namjoon and Yoongi’s chance of signing with the label. You feel bad because you caused a scene when you just wanted a drink. And you feel bad because you might’ve hurt your baby.

After telling the boys you were okay, basically forcing Namjoon and Yoongi to go back to the table and after Jin helps you up, you make a quick call to your doctor. You leave a message but you’re scared something might’ve happened to the baby.

“Jin, can you take me to the hospital?” You quietly asked, trying not to get the attention of the other two boys.

“Yes, of course Y/N. Are you okay? Does something feel weird?” He asks and you’re trying to hold back the tears.

Since you found out that you were pregnant, you told yourself not to worry. But it helped because there wasn’t much to worry about. But here you are now, falling on your knees. You’re scared this may have hurt your baby in some way, shape, or form.

“I just want to make sure my baby is okay” is all you can say before you feel tears falling from your eyes.

You slowly wipe the tears before looking at Yoongi and Namjoon as you head out the door. Jin’s girlfriend barely parks the car when he takes the driver’s spot and quickly introduces you to his girlfriend before he speeds off to the hospital.

You’re sitting in the back of the car, rubbing your belly, and telling yourself to not worry. But in the end, it’s all that you end up doing.

#bts fanfic #bts angst #kim namjoon ff #min yoongi ff #kim seokjin ff #jung hoseok ff #pregnant reader

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