everyone tell me your top 5 mitski songs and fave album. mine is your best american girl, brand new city, and old friend, i don’t smoke, and cop car. my fave album is puberty 2
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rant
I feel selfish for ranting about my minor problems while the world is on fire. but I need to get this outta my head and nothing is working so here we are
I like this guy like my lil brother... so he is my jr and he(a) got a crush on my batchmate (b) .
so I hyped him up, I did everything I could to make them meet . so the B told me she is not into him. but as time passed A send me their convos that made us both think she might be into him.
I was happy. don't get me wrong, I was.
but...
I found somethings about A that I didn't know. I found out he gets clingy and possessive and nastier things even when he is into a relationship and he doesn't understand that it's wrong and thinks them as proof of his love. (he has deeply rooted issues that I knew of but didn't know they were this bad) which I found out through C who got know recently that I'm setting him up and told me the truth.
SO, as B's batchmate/ well wisher, I asked her to not get into a relationship with A
but..... A found out what I said asap (maybe B told him)
now, to save C I lied that I was jealous of B and didn't trust her so I said nasty stuff about A to keep B away from him.
and I am jealous of B a bit but no, no I didn't ever do something as an act of jealousy .
I just advised her not to be too close to A unless something bad happens (he gets weird ifykyk)
he liked her through a picture.
but none of those were a problem till I found out about the things he does, knowingly or unknowingly as he is quite young.
but I wanted to stick with A because I love him like my lil brother and I wanted to help him as he trusted me sooo much. so my plan was to heads up B , tell A to get some space from chasing B, try to help A throughout and move slowly. ik people don't really change so.. I wanted to convince A to get professional help (he was thinking about it , at least his mom was)
but now things moved too fast, and.... I'm the bad guy.
worse is that A has lost his trust for me. and idk what the future holds.
I feel like a disgusting piece of shit and losing him was not on my bucket list. ik actions have consequences but Idk how to make up..or should I even?
now I just wish the very best for all of them.
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el i’m thinking about ‘i don’t smoke’ being a keepchamp song again el…. el…. elliot….. elliot you ruined me…. SOBBING. CRYING. SCREEEAMING.
First verse is rolan
second verse is rand
^this chorus is the most keeperschampion shit I’ve ever seen and no one can convince me otherwise
^could be them two after rolan leaves town but also it kind of makes me think of Racheal 👀👀
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the way that like 3 days ago i was like yeah i like the new mitski album :) maybe i'll love it.......someday. and now in the span of less than a week i've listened to it on loop over a dozen times and i LOVE it. soooo good. this sound is so gorgeous for her
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ari ik i asked for ur music alr but do u have a spotify playlist 😏😏
i only have apple music bc my job pays for it RAAAAAAH
but if you’re looking for music reqs, listen to mitski 🫦 she’s been on the brain
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I paid attention to the lyrics for “I don’t smoke” by Mitski for like the first time and I’m screaming and running into the wall. You know how you listen to songs but you don’t ever pay attention and I finally became conscious to this song and it’s a lot.
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