#but alsooooo whatever lol

[cozylittleartblog]

whip you into shape!!

[thekidsarentalright]

atlas bestie i’m so genuinely terrified for my show after seeing last nights setlist… XO?!? GET BUSY LIVING?!?!?! SPIDEY?!?!?! every time we think they can’t get more unhinged they Do!! i’m the best kind of scared for my show bc it’s soonish and i feel like they’re abt to snipe me lmaooo 😅 between whatever tf pete was doing during get busy living and the whole spidey thing and xo with like… no warning. this is so much. like wtf else could they possibly do and why are they the scariest lil guys ever and how are we meant to survive this??

also not to get emotional but that speech before spidey made me kinda tear up! like this band genuinely wasn’t supposed to make it this far and they Did and patrick overcame so much self doubt and just 😭😭😭 he’s playing songs he wrote for a spiderman cartoon at a SOLD OUT SHOW at madison square garden with his best friends!! never thought i’d be crying over spidey but that happened lol… sorry for the rambling but the patrick emotion is so strong rn, everything he said abt impostor syndrome was super fuckin validating and just. how do they do that? how does fob always do that?? i’m gonna be an emotional wreck at my show and the 8 ball is Not gonna help lmao

(alsooooo this is hella late but AHHH CONGRATS ON GETTING ALLIE!!! <3 u won SO hard fr fr!!!!! genuine question, how did u not like… collapse when that started? like anything from soul punk is insane but especially that song?? holy shit 😭)

- 🧋 anon

GODDD BFF I KNOW RIGHT??? the madison square garden setlist was sooooo crazy and tbh last nights was too like.... i swear each show theyre just getting more insane somehow i am SO scared in the best way too for my next show and u are in my thoughts for yours 😭 like every time i think there isnt more they could do, they find something so like. truly we're in for it for these last 9 shows!!!! we are not surviving!!!!!

also YEAHH WAUGH that speech made me soooo emotional too do Not be sorry for the rambling bc literally the fact this band was supposed to just be a fun little side project and is now This big, to where patrick can play his scoring "day job" songs to sold out audiences of thousands for Fun because he Wants to for his passion project is just. so much??? seeing him, like, overcoming imposter syndrome in real time??? it is so so sweet and inspiring literally how do fob always manage to be sooooo healing and beautiful and inspirational i can't handle it!!! manifesting thee most insane emotional 8 ball for you tbh fkjsnfds

alsooo AUGHHH THANK U i still cant believe i got allie live like. tbh idk how i didnt collapse either i think i was just in such shock it was happening 😭 i remember turning to my mom and sister w my jaw fucking dropped repeating "THIS IS SOUL PUNK??!!??!" over and over... he was so insane for that

[kpopfanfictrash]

Shannaaaaa, why am I getting creepy vibes from Liam, like I swear I felt like he was legit using OC to climb that literal social ladder! Don’t even get me started on that damn paparazzi and sushi place fiasco. I just can’t, I’m whisper yelling on my iPad telling OC watch out giiirrrlll sociopath about to get yer ass! 😵 Love how OC is dissecting each information about JK and not trusting whatever is being put out there. Alsooooo thanks for giving us MinJin couple vibes! 🤭 After watching In the Soop 2 I can totally picture them being an old married couple 🥰 cooking dishes together, fishing in their own lake and having long drives to their strawberry farm! 😂 As always great update hope you’re feeling a lot better!

whisper-yelling to your ipad LOLL I love this haha and ahhh, I am very glad you're appreciating y/n's reactions! Thank you so much for reading and sending me a message! Am also so glad you're enjoying seokjin's crush LOL wishing you all the best!

[brainshock-alpha]

48 and 79 for the writing ask :3

48. Who is your favorite character to write for?  Has this changed since you’ve started writing for that fandom?

regarding just p*kemon (since i've spoken about hyl*cs characters already lol): honestly, i've had fun writing all the chars i've covered so far! i wouldn't write extensively for a char who i don't think is interesting in some way. now if i had to pick faves... once i got a real hold of his voice, emmet became a lot of fun to write! but alsooooo i really enjoyed the brief span of time that i wrote bede LOL... it turns out that his smug pompous voice is very entertaining to do 0:)

but hey, if you ask me? most of da juice is in how chars interact with each other. half the fun of writing piers/emmet is portraying them in contrast; bede was so great because i had marnie and hop there to no-sell his bullshit; etc etc...

79. Do you have any writing advice you want to share?

ooohhh uhhhhh... i'm reluctant to position myself as some kind of authority on writing lmaoo but in my experience the moments you don't spend writing are just as valuable as the moments you do. i don't even mean "experience new things to get inspiration for ur works" (although that's great too), i just mean it's important to rest and do other things. take a walk, talk to your friends, lie down and listen to some music... don't worry, ur creativity is simmering on the backburner. it's a vital part of the process.

also, in spite of having ~L'Autisme~ i find that dialogue writing isn't all that bad for me. for people who struggle with dialogue for whatever reason -- well, this may not be feasible for everyone but try listening to as much spoken, spontaneous conversation as you can and see where it gets you. me, over the years i've watched like 59834503 hours of video game streams by very funny and lively people who play off each other in really interesting ways, and i'm convinced that contributes a lot to how i write dialogue. of course that's not 100% naturalistic either (because people are gonna change how they talk, in some way, when they're in front of an audience) but it's pretty darn close, and really it's rare for a work to need absolutely 100% naturalistic dialogue anyway. it's art, after all! and most art involves at least a little stylization...

OH YEAH one more thing. sorry it turns out i have a lot to say for someone who claims they don't want to give advice lol but imo try to avoid saying things like "i suck at summaries" or "i don't know how to write endings" like at the very least keep it off the fic itself. it's perfectly valid to not feel confident in some part of ur writing (everyone does this!) BUT if you don't draw attention to whatever you feel are your weak points, you may be surprised at what u can get away with. look at it this way: saying that stuff is priming ur whole audience to take a negative view of it from the start, while not saying it... sure, some people might do that anyway, but genuinely there will also be a ton of people who won't notice or care. in that sense you can only go upwards!

[coralsgrimes]

I saw Ben Barnes trending on Twitter and I was sure it had to do with his questionable choice of friends but he actually landed a job that might give him recognition or will he just be an extra in black mirror? 🤡 what do you think?

BOY WAS TRENDING ON TWITTER? remember the last time he did???

Me thinks he will have like 2 or like 5 sentences top to say. Will probably die too lol don't think it will give him recognition or whatever lol but who knows. He would need to want to be recognized for his acting in the first place but he dosent wanna ;c he wanna singy songies

ALSOOOOO he never shared anything about it? Yeee would say that actually tells the whole story and how is going to look like (if I remember right and he shared nothing ;c) cuz he was the main in one episode of that Del Toro shite and he posted mucho about it

[femalehysteria420]

see when other people have either bpd or ptsd or often times both im like theyre so valid i totally understand where theyre coming from but whne i do it i just feel like im in a fit of female hysteria and im just a delusional crazy woman who made everything up for attention even though id never feel that way towards anyone else ever ever ever like man i told my friend about this earlier but like talk about the worst kind of individuality complex slash imposter syndrome HELP CAN U GET IMPOSTER SYNDROME FROM BEING A SURVIVOR like i just think what happeend to me shouldnt affect me this bad and like im insane but other people arent although like logically I Love when that entp does the talking shes so kind hut ajyway Im like ok logically if i dont see other survivors that way i doubt they see me that way and furthermore trauma is relative my therapist calls this my inner child healing or fucking whatever inner authroity validating inner child but i think its just that dog in me see i feeel like if someone saw this they could tell that one im also schizophrenic based on how disorganized this is we love a girl with a thought disorder who talks to herself about several things at once nonstop racing thoughts ehehe but also alsooooo sorry i almost forgot im saying to kyself lol ok anyway i m not here this isnt happening thats so true radiohead was so right man i dont know how ive gone this long without getting institutionalized bc id say im arguably in a worse place mentally than i was the other times i went i just think the primary differejces are like yeah ive grown as a person a ok kys

[benzo-ashv]

[text; Ness} ahahahahahahahahah bro. yeah. of course. I have an IUD, we're good.

[text] Uhhh I don't really know? I mean we're still talking and coparenting, i asked if we were good the other day, we've flirted a bit since then. I think it was just a coparents with benefits thing that I'm not actually mad at lol. But alsooooo.... I kinda just started talking to this one guy ssooooo

[text] Phew

[text] Whatever works and makes you happy babe. You know I'll support whatever.

[text] Hold up! You're talking to someone?? WHO? I need details!

@nessahudgens-cd

[munamania]

i’m rlly bummed that my crush is in a class i only have once a week

[1111jenx]

Give us insider information on those Leo risings! 🔥

Ofcourse!

Time to add some more fire to my blog🤍 I'm a Leo Rising/Venus and I have 4 planets in Leo degrees so bear with me guys, this will be an expose post🤭

Leo Rising/ Sun in the first house

read my full rising series here ✨

First and foremost, let's talk the hair. (yes i'm aware of the stereotype) Leo rising people usually have something about their hair that makes them stand out. It doesn't necessarily have to be thick or luscious. Their hair is truly unique, or/and they take great care of it. A lot of leo risings are prone to play with their hair often without even noticing it💞

Their eyes are usually so intimidating? I truly hope people notice this🤣 Leo Risings may have very leonine eyes or feline eyes and their eyes look very playful and expressive!(also if they have some scorpio/pluto energy they can give off a very intimidating energy haha) take a look at JLo and Marilyn Monroe<3

Leo rising individuals have the Sun as their chart ruler. Whatever sign and house that their chart ruler resides in will have the traits/characteristics amplified. -> eg: i have Cancer sun 7° degree(libra degree) in 11H= adds a layer of extroversion&detachment to my sensitive self, cardinal sun in fixed house with fixed chart ruler(sun) also adds stubborness and go getter energy to my identity!

The Sun illuminates, Leo rising natives are usually HELLA career-oriented and can be extreme hard workers(taurus 10H— taurus is a fixed sign), they may also follow their family's path. More than anything, they aim to be filthy rich LOL, this is becsuse they have the sign of taurus(possesion, materials, standards) in their 10th house of career, public life.

they have big dreams and a soft spot for the arts. their childhood home may have been not necessarily the healthiest. as their 4H (moon) ruler is in the sign of scorpio, where the moon is at its fall. they could have been easily dismissed by their parents and grown resentful of this dynamic. leo risings later life may have been held back due to their fear with abandonment and lack of attention when they were younger. their aura is domineering, their family might have feared the darker side of them and strongly rejected their profound emotions. (4H scoprio)

so so prone to being obsessive with their home or strongly goes against the idea of "making a stable home with someone" when they're younger or constantly having issues w settling down.

because of these issues, these natives thrive to search for stability from the outside world (10H), having Taurus here means that publicly, they work with jobs that brings pleasure, are practical, and they truly value material stability. They possessed of a powerful will when it comes to their job, and can come off as quite hot-headed, but very loyal, kind and steadfast. they like to be seen as "productive" and influential! (taurus ruler is venus) omg and they also have amazing eyes when it comes to aesthetics too😌

they get along super well with people, but its pretty hard to get close to them as they're so picky😉 lowkey kinda judgy sometimes(i'm dissing myself at this point)

pretty good with money in my opinion haha(taurus=finance; virgo 2H), HOWEVER, if their 2H ruler have some strong aspects to jupiter or to mars, this will suggest that they tend to spend money on things that make them feel good🥰

alsooooo are great at gifting!!!! their keen eyes for details and the smallest bits of ppl habits daily will help them pick amazing gifts(virgo 2H)

lowkey get stressed about having money somtimes, tbh i'm not gonna lie they may get physically sick if their finance is not going well.

spend money on things that improve productivity. like anything thats new or interesting and benefit their health or their loved ones' health, they'll buy it.

lowkey more obsessed with their health than virgo rising LOLLLLL like the older they get the more they feel the need to have a healthy lifestyle ( my mom is a leo rising and the way she takes care of her self put me to shame)

they need a partner who's also their bestfriend, who will literally be their sidekick, who they can share EVERYTHING to. i mean it. leo risings may seem hard to get but they're such softies in relationships hahahah

convincing. i'll put it at that. the type to talk people into doing things for them and people probably would do it without realizing they just got played💀(3H in libra)

yikes tbh with that 3H in libra, leo risings LOVE talking abt relationships and love LOLLL they're lowkey so nosey they wanna know everything about u hehe

alsoooo they tend to be very soft with their siblings? like they always look out for their siblings in a way haha. harmony in communication is so important to them. like you wouldn't expect it by looking at their fiery asses but they are surprisingly chill, they hate confronting people sometimes but other times, they can't help it🤣

as a child they could have been pretty cold. i'd even go as far as saying they became this way because they didn't receive enough love. super super private when it comes to their family, the type to have SPICY family secrets. but deep down, they always have a soft spot for their loved ones.

they would want to teach their children about philosophy and deeper meanings of life, these people truly believe that they must "give their children everything they couldn't have when they were younger" even though they may not be that fortunate with settling down at first, but when they do, they give it all to their family.

their children would be very adventurous, just like them, they value creativity and their children's innocence. lowkey will be that person who ball her eyes out at their children graduation all of the sudden🙄

their love for travel is insane. i'm not gonna lie, i went psycho during the pandemic as we're not able to leave our houses and we do not want to break any restrictions for safety reasons, my mother also went banana and we just started to lose it on my cancer rising brother and my taurus rising dad🤣

people with leo rising have a fairly interesting love life. they attract wayyyyyy too much randos and wayyyyy too much casual flings. but they can be pretty ok with this, as long as the fun doesn't hurt anyone

so serious about their health?? i repeat they're so so serious about their health?! capricorn 6th house guys. they take on wayyy too much responsibilities too, and then they get overwhelmed💀

*falls in love with an alien*

i'm just kidding, having 7H in aquarius means that they like smart and social people, they just do. they don't open up easily though and it will take them some time to truly show their partners their more vulnerable self.

they hate being tied down and will call ppl out for trying to tame them, BUT they are hella controlling. lets not forget that aquarius is a fixed sign luv😌 they will require utmost loyalty from their s/o too!

oh also i think i should mention this, their marriage/long term relationships may have A LOT of ups and downs, just something i noticed.

commitment issues.

they always think they can do better and that there will be a lot more options, especially when it comes to casual dating(sag=jupiter=expansion in 5H)

they love loveeeee friends who are fun and exciting like them. they love people who can talk with them for hours too!! value constant and entertaining conversations!

lowkey will treat their bestest of friends like their siblings🥺

i also notice a lot of leo rising still hang out with their childhood friends? for them they value these friends very dearly and are genuinely grateful for them!

MISCHIEVOUS. when they're with their friends they take down the business-like facade and become quirky as hell.

their friends may understand that they have a deeper side to then that craves nurture and love. they are actually not as heartless as they show others, deep down leo risings are SO EMOTIONAL and they kept so much memories about their roots and origin. they're simply always very grateful for the experiences life gave them, good or bad.

too calculating sometimes. people think they're an ice queen but they're the softest bundle of joy ever. they have cancer 12H so it might take a while for them to become vulnerable and open towards their inner emotions❤️

amazing style. smhow can be super photogenic???? all leo risings i know are naturally domineering (tbh way worse than earth rising, but more fiery) and can honestly dominate a room as soon as they step their foot in.

people literally feel the passion just by standing near them. they radiate a contagious and uplifting energy, they're also the glue that binds people together:)

lowkey, they can be so chill sometimes. they can be even a bit innocent and might think that people don't have bad intentions💀

they love attentions. or more like they grow to become so used to it? its like they just attract so much attentions from people, with the sun in their first house, it just comes so naturally?🤣

So here are some significant details i wanna talk about with you guys:) If you have anything you wanna add lmk<3

love,

saint jenx🖤

[wandasleftshoe]

Too Young Too Burn

Mobius x Female Reader

A/N: so my account was deleted lmao and this is a re-upload. this post was originally getting some likes so I decided to repost it, and hopefully this time my stuff doesn’t wack out. But for first time readers, this is my first ever fic lol! I was cracked out on nicotine and red bull when I wrote it, so it might be all over the place. alsooooo if any of u like this, I turned on my asks so feel free to request something! I’ll do any Marvel character, male/female/gender neutral, so feel free to ask lol turns out I enjoy writing

Word Count: 2.5k 

Triggers: bad language, kinda sort angst, a tragedy ending in suicide, death

It started off as a simple school boy crush.

She was a new member to the office, a new analyst that would train alongside Mobius, nothing was supposed to come of it but a friendly coworker relationship. (The only kind of relationship allowed in the office, the Time Lizards have sticks up their asses.) The first day he met her, she was in a standard TVA uniform, beige slacks and a button up shirt of another drab color. Though when she entered the room, an air of confidence came with her, sweeping him off his feet like something out of a Midgard fairytale. She was introduced to him as [y/n] [y/l], newest to the TVA’s section of analysts, preferring to study dangerous variants, much like himself. He was immediately taken by her attention to detail, he felt her eyes studying him the entire time his bosses boss introduced them to each other.

Her attention to detail, as mentioned before, was brought to his attention when she mentioned his hands fiddling with the hem of his blazer. She noted that he didn’t give off a nervous energy, but with the way his hands were going you would have thought that the boss had caught him doing something he wasn’t supposed to. As they continued their conversation, more and more was pointed out that he didn’t even notice himself; she seemed to be a perfect fit for his team.

Their first day consisted of standard paperwork and the general office tour, Mobius introduced her to his boss, Ravonna Renslayer, as well as a strew of other office members they pasted in the hall that Mobius could remember a name for. Let’s be real, he just rambled on so that he could try to forget how kindly she smiled at him and how her eyes twinkled when talking about the job at hand. He thought if he could get past the first day and the excitement of gaining a new coworker, the odd feeling creeping into his heart would go away.

As the day went on and he got to know his new coworker better, he believed the relationship would grow into an unstoppable workforce bond. As the nice coworker he is and to start this unstoppable force off right, he offered to buy her dinner at a restaurant not far from the office (totally not to hang out with her for a little while longer). The time they spent both at the office and eating dinner, Mobius couldn’t quite help but find this new girl fascinating and for lack of a better term, lovely.

But it was just a school boy crush, right?

Time went on, sooner rather than later, Mobius and [y/n] found themselves working together quite often on cases. New cases left and right, most of them being Loki variants, surprise surprise. The more difficult they grew, the more time Mobius spent with the (not so) new girl. Between late nights in the office and many almost death situations, the two found themselves becoming close friends amongst the sea of the neverending bureaucracy. Though still as before, he felt that odd feeling in his heart growing stronger each time she brought him his coffee just the way he liked it or added fuel to his jetski fantasies.

What solidified that feeling in his chest was the night he and [y/n] went on a smaller mission by themselves, July 29th, 1890.

It was a clear night, though somber, both knowing what was supposed to happen. The air was warm and the moon was shining bright over the quiet fields of Auvers-sur-Oise. No, they weren’t looking for a variant of Vincent, he did indeed die tragically in this nexus event. No, no, they were looking for the person who burned all of his paintings in a rage, hence throwing off the timeline. Without the paintings, no memory of Van Gogh would be left for the future, and that’s not how the Time Lizards wanted it to be. So they were there, under the melancholy skies of France.

It was taking longer than planned, they ended up having to spend the night in an old cabin near the edge of the old town. A slow fire burned in the den of the cabin where [y/n] was reading, while Mobius was trying to find some sort of food to keep the two of them from going to bed with their stomachs rumbling. To no avail, there was nothing in the abandoned cabin so he gave in and entered the den of the cabin. There, he was met with the serene and abnormally domestic [y/n] in front of him. Usually the new girl was like a chicken with it’s head cut off; running around the office to put her wild theories to the test or just the general hectic vibe that went along with their job that made her hair stick out on all sides of her head from her running her hands through it in frustration. But this scene sitting quietly in front of him was something he didn’t know he wanted in his life. She was sitting on the ancient furniture with a book in her hands, hair down and surrounding her face in a way that made his heart palpitate. She was relaxed for once, not an ounce of stress weighing on her shoulders as she immersed herself in the world of whatever book she found on the old shelves. He could even see that her work shirt was untucked and her shoes were off, showing off her mix matched socks. He didn’t even know mix matched socks were a thing, but she pulled them off perfectly.

She looked up when he hadn’t said anything for a solid 4 and a half minutes, he was too busy taking in the scene in front of him to notice he was just open mouth staring at her. It didn’t bother her really, though silence with Mobius around was quite unheard of, so she filled it.

“Suis-je trop vieux pour alimenter cette passion et la laisser me consumer - ou suis-je encore trop jeune pour savoir quels dommages cela fera?”

“I’m sorry, w-what?”

“Am I too old to throw fuel onto this passion and let it consume me — or am I still too young to know what damage that will do?” She said again, in english this time. She knew he could understand her, everyone in the TVA could speak and understand a multitude of languages. She just wanted to see what his reaction would be when she said it to him. “It’s a quote from this diary. The person who wrote it was in their mid 20s when they did this entry, they’re writing of their partner. They were in love, but poor and couldn’t afford to be married. The writer got an offer to marry into a wealthy family, but they turned it down, hoping for everything to work out in the end.”

The explanation of the words she spoke before hit Mobius a little harder than they should have, the author of the diary was caught between a rock and hard place. Much like he found himself in right now, even if he refused to believe it before tonight. Seeing the domestic life he could have right in front of him made his head spin, his heart hurt, and his love for his job lessen a bit. He was grateful to the Time Lizards for creating him, for giving him the life he has in the TVA, but seeing what life could be like on Earth startled him. He didn’t know he wanted it until it was right in front of him, taunting him like a cat chasing a laser light. A life on Earth, with the girl sitting right in front of him; that was all he wanted. Jetski be damned (not really, he would love to have a jetski alongside this lifestyle). Even if he couldn’t live a normal life on the Sacred Timeline, he wanted to be with her. After all this time getting to know her and the little details of her soul between official meetings and paperwork piles, he finally realized what that feeling was in this moment.

But he knew it could never happen. Not here, not in the TVA. It simply wasn’t allowed. So he swallowed his feelings, but he never forgot that sweet, peaceful night. They talked, laughed, and even cried together that night, both of them tucking that memory in their hearts and reliving it in times when they most missed the feeling they didn’t know they could miss.

Again, time passed from that night in France, they did eventually catch the variant and reset the timeline. After, they only grew closer as the late nighter grew later and newer, tougher missions appeared on their radar. Their biggest being the Loki variant killing more and more Minute Men, and the case was beginning to take a turn. They brought in a new Loki variant, one front 2012 just after the attack on New York. He was cunning and a very good liar, but he grew on both Mobius and [y/n]. It wasn’t long before they actually found the dangerous Loki variant with 2012 Loki on their side, but he betrayed them and followed the other Loki into the portal, losing both a friend and a lead.

This devastated Mobius, it was his last chance to prove to the Time Lizards that their Loki could be trusted, that he was changing and doing good for the TVA. But he’s a Loki, and they all should have guessed something was going to happen. But they guessed what would happen next.

They found the two variants, out of sheer luck in the Lamentis apocalypse. When both were brought in, it wasn't long before all hell let loose. Mobius found out the TVA was actually just made up of variants, they were all variants, and none of this was what it had been told to them. It was all lies. At first it gutted him, he didn’t believe Loki, but after some snooping, he found out they weren’t lying. Then, hope sparked in his chest. Life without the TVA meant, eventually, he could live out his domestic dream. With the girl of his dreams, [y/n].

With the (fragile) trust in Loki and hope in his heart for a new life with [y/n], he flew into action. He busted Loki out of the loop he had originally put him in, and swapping his Tempad with Renslayer, he now had the proof that Loki was telling the truth. With this renewed faith in his friend, he was going to expose the truth to everyone. They had a right to know, they had a right to their former memories. They had a right to free will.

Only, he didn’t get that far. Suddenly, he and Loki were being escorted to Renslayers office. If there’s one thing about Mobius, he had good intuition, and the feeling he had in his gut was telling him something was very wrong. Of course Renslayer knew he switched their Tempads, he knew he wouldn’t have much time, but it felt like only a matter of minutes before he was caught. He didn’t even have time to go find [y/n] and explain to her what was going on, he didn’t have time to tell her his feelings, and he knew he was going to get pruned if Renslayer found out before he could spread the truth.

But once he stepped into Renslayer’s office, the feeling in his gut froze, sending goosebumps all over his body.

Not only were he and Loki standing in the middle of her office, but so was [y/n]. She was thrashing against G-17, who had her in a chokehold. The scene made his blood boil, [y/n] had no idea what was going on, she was innocent. The thought of anything happening to her gutted him, he wasn’t going to let that happen.

“I uh, I think I grabbed yours by mistake,” he starts out, trying to get out of this smoothly, but he knew Renslayer was going to take that obvious lie, he was no god of mischief. She gave him a cold look that only the devil himself could forge, and ordered D-90 to take the Tempad from him, shaking her head at Mobius in disappointment.

“Mobius, what’s going on?” [y/n] asked, her voice wasn’t faltering, but her usually confident demeanor was gone. She was worried, she knew something bad was going to happen, she knew something was going on with the two variants, it just hadn’t been disclosed how fucked the situation was. All Mobius wanted to do was take her away from this place and tell her what she meant to him. Before anything could happen to him.

“Tell her, Mobius. Tell her how you’ve betrayed the TVA and joined forces with the two Loki Variants. Tell her how you betrayed her trust,” Renslayer says with a silver tongue, looking coldly at not only Loki (the usual) but also Mobius, a look he’s never received from her before on any other occasion than a joke. He could feel his time ticking away, he could only stall so much and there was nothing left to stall. All he had was the truth.

“Look, [y/n], they’re all lying to us. We’re all variants, all of us, they took us from the Timeline. This place- this place isn’t what we think it is.” He says, begging her with his voice to believe him. In all the time they’ve known each other, this is the first time he’s begged her. Though he didn’t need to, [y/n] trusted Mobius with her whole being. Time and time again, she’s saved his ass and he hers. They were bonded in a way she didn’t know was humanly possible, she knew he wouldn’t lie to her. She felt it in her soul he was telling the truth.

“I believe you.” Her voice was soft, even in this terrifying moment, she still found a way to calm him with a gentle smile even as she was being held by the throat.

But that was all taken away when he saw the pointed end of the pruning stick going through her. A guttural roar that escaped him was animalistic, loud enough that surely the entirety of the TVA heard it. Her body was thrown to the ground by D-90, and it took every Minute Men in the room to hold Mobius back from Renslayer. That was it, his whole future ripped away from him right before his eyes, and he didn’t even get to tell her every secret feeling he held for her. No promises of the future they could have together without the TVA. There was nothing left.

He didn’t even hear Renslayer telling one of the Minute Men to prune him through his weeping, and before he knew it, a searing pain took over him.

[zevri]

FMA blorbos? ;D

blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most)

King Bradley my HUSBAND!!! He's literally my ideal man being a jolly motherfucker on the outside and a villain on the inside ♥ we stan a king (lol) who loves his wife (actual) and has a complicated relationship with say I love you.... and also you know he's packing schmeat

scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped)

Motherfucker Unlimited Barry the Chopper!!!! He's hilarious, he's pathetic, he's my boy

scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave)

MRS BRADLEY OF COURSE She was so brave and so good and so pure and she loved King so much ;______; Even the homunculi liked her.... I bet even Father was like ok yeah that one is a shame to get rid of you did good son. ALSOOOOO Dr Marcoh though I love how he became dad-lite in his shitty little friend group and how he was a good but tortured guy til the end

glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week)

Dr Knox!!! I wish we got to know/see more of him he's so god tier and also Barry not only is he relatable but every time he shows up I lose my shit laughing

poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave)

I'd have to say Dante from 03 BUT ONLY WHEN SHES AN OLD LADY. I think she should have stayed an old lady and cougar'd on hohenheim some more. how badass would it have been to see her doing alchemy shit in her old lady body. Also greed called her a milf so

horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason)

General Raven... he's another one of my favs but he deserves to be tormented and again its fun, it's easy, and its free :)

eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell)

The gold toothed doctor for fucking up King's life and turning him into a homunculus like not joking I Hate

[stillcosmic]

Can you, I don't know, put together a little post with all your reasoning as to why there's going to be a Malex wedding? We all want it, but I don't follow any of the cast on Instagram/Twitter whatever (though I should) so I have no idea what sort of evidence you've collected and at the moment I see your posts, am filled with hope, and have no idea what you're talking about haha. Love the blog, by the way

yes, i can… but let me preface this by saying that it’s just a theory that i have… i don’t expect everyone to have it. i have a couple mutuals on here who agree, but again, people might not want to predict that far ahead. just don’t bother the people who want to be excited and throw around fun theories. they aren’t hurting anyone lol.

basically, the theory started when vlam and tyler did that IG live, where they talked about both hearing from chris. they seemed excited about how the season would end. it was also 4-5 episodes before the finale would be filmed. it was like 2 months ahead, which feels important. plus, i don’t think they’d act like that if it was bad news. if it was bad, i doubt they’d want to go on a live and entertain us. they’d probably be annoyed because they want their characters to be together.

tyler said whatever angst or tension they face would have good payoff. feels like a nice way to end a season where they face challenges, with them feeling settled and happy. so if one of them proposes, why wait? especially if they face danger in s4, life is short. why wait?

michael is clearly in the game of making alien jewelry LOL. he can make some rings in his bunker.

i envision a pretty last minute casual wedding for these two. i don’t think they care about what people wear or where it is, as long as they are happy and together. they aren’t fancy people. that’s why when i noticed that the main cast was clearly dressed nicer than usual, i thought that they could do a last minute malex wedding after whatever the finale brings. this show ending the season with a malex wedding in the last 15 minutes feels very on brand. (it’s also a great way to get renewed, let’s be real).

also, nora was there. i could see some alien vision thing happening at a wedding, or after it… because michael loves his mother.

ALSOOOOO vlam and tyler are like the only ones who haven’t posted in their outfits, but you can hear them both in jeanine’s story from a couple days ago. they are definitely not allowed to post in whatever costume they are wearing.

vlam not posting for the season wrap???? not even with tyler, who he always posts with???? hmm seems like he’s not allowed to. he doesn’t want to get in trouble with the network.

yeah so this is a long way of saying that i FEEL it coming.

and if you attack me with negativity because you disagree, then i’ll block you. this fandom can be so negative sometimes and i really don’t understand why people are here to complain so much.

[preciouslandmermaid]

Hi! I saw your message. I didn't mind if you posted it, but thank you for taking the time to consider my thoughts on that!

I wanted to apologize for spamming your notifications! Incase I'm coming off as weird or anything.

I know what it's like to receive like zero encouragement on writing via the internet on writing and how discouraging it is, so I just wanted to give back some of the joy you've given me as the reader.

I've loved a lot of fics but TTFATTF really hit home for me in a way I didn't go into reading it expecting it. The movie also speaks very much to me. The characters' journey of grieving/mourning a loved one, plus going through a dystopia alien apocolypse (parallel it with the pandemic), and getting into the path of healing spoke to me for various reasons, and I was pleasantly surprised at how you are having the characters deal with it all. TTFATTF quite literally ✨hit me✨ in the feels. Thank you for sharing it. (No pressure or anything on the writing. I don't mean to just plant something heavy onto your shoulders. omg.) I've read through comments on TTFATTF and I know I'm not the only one this fic speaks to.

Also: JOHN KRASINSKI ANSWER FOR YOUR CRIMES. I needed like 30 more minutes of AQP2.

I can't wait for when you post the new fic! 90s Evemett here I come!!!

I'm so totally glad that you are doing what you need to take care of yourself. Purge writing and then not taking any breaks is the worst and I've done it one too many times that coming out of it is like overcoming a bad hangover.

Sorry for the long ask! You can post this or answer it privately! Whatever you're comfortable with. Bye! 👋

ok first off - you're absolutely not spammy at all & i love it & also im a crazy person who reads everyone's tags when they reblog things JDKLFJSFL.

Gosh, I really cannot express how happy that makes me to hear like - it's so nice to KNOW that the story resonates with so many people especially in regard to topics like grief/mourning/healing. liKe yes you're not the first person to mention this but gosh it is so VALIDATING to hear as a writer. because you know, i sometimes feel like im stumbling through it. so yEAH. idk. just big thank you all around. <3

JOHN. ANSWER FOR UR CRIMES!!! yeah, i understand WHY he ended it the way he did (he was big on parallels/callbacks to the first movie) and the first movie ended with Evelyn loading the shotgun, so it makes sense that he'd end the 2nd with the children standing over the monsters they defeated. From a cinematic standpoint/creative standpoint, I GET IT, but also yeah, I would've loved just a little bit more.

AHHH 90S EVELYN/EMMETT. I am so thrilled to share it. It's been a comfort to write during this crazy transition period in my life. Because I can be SOFT and SELF-INDULGENT lmao !!!

and yes, I've honestly taken a break from writing TTFATTF and am focusing on the AU for now - at least until I'm at my new house & in my own bed lol. It's all about that comfort ~

Alsooooo pls omg don't worry about sending long asks. I love it. I feel like I'm making friends :,) and it's nice to know that other people, even if it's only a handful of us, connected to the movie/the characters.

[goutheswimqueen]

thoughts on free! s3? what do you think went wrong/right/what you wish it would’ve went etc

I could quite literally go on FOREVER about season 3 and y’know what you asked for it so I’m just gonna ramble until I feel good about it lmao.

Now first I have to say that I wholeheartedly love season 3 with the deepest passion in my bones. I genuinely didn’t think that we were ever going to GET a season 3 in the first place, so the fact that it exists is just... so meaningful to me as someone whose favorite franchise is Free! and someone whose life was saved by these dumbass swimmers. 

I will say that season 3 isn’t what I wanted from it. I wanted it to be centered on Nagisa, Rei, Gou, Sousuke, Ai, and Momo. I love Haru with my entire being but I really really REALLY wanted to see a series centered on the Iwatobi trio. They’re so underrated and I felt like they were lowkey sidelined in Eternal Summer so I wanted to see them shine and grow together in their third year. But of course Kyoani has just been setting them aside more and more as time has gone on so I feel like that was nothing but a hopeless dream lmao. I have a lot of headcanons and AUs about what went on with everyone who was still in Iwatobi while the rest of the gang was in Tokyo. The little bits that Kyoani gave us of them were beautiful, I will admit. Episode 11 is my FAVORITE episode of season 3. The fact that Rei WON A NATIONAL RACE??? Like, come on. I wish we could’ve seen the work that he put in to even be able to do that in the first place. That moment where he ponders what he’ll be doing after high school really gets to me too because I would love to know what the fuck he and the others are gonna do. I wish we could’ve seen the moments in their third year that led to whatever decisions they will make. I wanted to see the Iwatobi trio go through the absolute wringer together lmao. I wanted angst I wanted to see their journey that led them to where they are now. I wanted to see more of them growing with the new trio too. I wanted to learn more about Gou and Sousuke’s past through their interactions in her third year. If the season was longer I feel like they could’ve had it be half the Iwatobi arc and half the Tokyo arc, y’know what I mean?

Nonetheless, I love season 3 for what it was. I’m so beyond happy that they brought in Asahi, Ikuya, Natsuya, and Nao, you have no idea. The High Speed! characters hold such a special place in my heart. I wish Asahi would’ve had more of an arc/character development though, and I wish Nao was more included. I think Natsuya’s character arc was my favorite of the whole season. Seeing the trash traveling man that he had become and his interactions with Rin and Sousuke really stuck with me for some reason. And that line that he had when he was talking to Ikuya and fucking crying like, “a dream to fight for my strength and pride, plain and simple.” That shit fucked me up bro. We all meme about Natsuya a lot but I feel like there’s a lot of deeper shit there that’s yet to be explored. When we met Ryuuji I was genuinely convinced that he was Ikuya and Natsuya’s father because it would explain a lot about Natsuya’s behavior. A trash dad who wasn’t really there for his family and just kinda fucked off to travel the world training swimmers until he found one that met his expectations? That would’ve added so much to Natsuya and Ikuya’s background stories and their character arcs. Like can you imagine? Natsuya not initially going into professional swimming because the fact that his father LEFT to find a swimmer to train instead of training his own damn son because he didn’t see that potential in him??? Natsuya being inspired by Ikuya to work hard to prove their father wrong??????? Nao punching Ryuuji square in the nose the moment he sees him???????????? A fucking gold mine that Kyoani could’ve dove into, but no he’s related to Shizuru lmao. 

I could go on forever about Natsuya in season 3 cuz I just really, really loved his arc but I’m gonna keep rolling haha. Hiyori was probably the most unexpected thing from season 3 and I just... love him so much. Like his absolute snakey behavior gave me the same chills that that scene of Sousuke pushing Haru against a vending machine in episode 2 of Eternal Summer gave me. I LOVE that shit. The Free! antagonists just keep getting bitchier and bitchier lmao. I also relate to Hiyori on a deeper level. I too have been selfishly protective of my best friends in a way that... really just wasn’t the way to go. Like jeez Hiyori I understand how you feel but maybe let them talk to Ikuya at least once??? Chill with the possessiveness? Idk I know Hiyori is the source of a lot of discourse lol, but that’s just how I feel because of my own similar experiences with myself and others who’ve acted in a similar way. I do wish his beef at the other boys wasn’t solved by just fuckin... swimming with Haru lmfaoooooo. Like I wish they just would’ve added more to his conversation with Ikuya when he asked him to join the relay with him.

I was quite satisfied with Rin’s arc in season 3. It just like, made perfect sense to me I guess lmao. I know he wasn’t there much but I don’t know what else they could or should have done with him, if that makes sense. The fact that his coach is Ai’s uncle is just the best thing ever too lmao.

I was also very happy with Haru’s arc actually!! Seeing how much he has grown makes me feel like a proud mom. Ya boi is tired of the bullshit and the miscommunication haha. Of course I’ll always wish he didn’t go into pro swimming but alas, gotta deal with it I guess. I love his dynamic with Ryuuji and the way that he has dealt with pro swimming though. And his decision to go into the individual medley absolutely made me lose my mind. I didn’t know I needed to see him swim the other strokes until it happened and I just, I loved that so muchhh. 

I alsooooo enjoyed Ikuya’s arc. Seeing someone from your past again like that can 100% have that effect on you. I just kinda wish we understood more about like, why he just randomly faints while swimming sometimes? I feel like they didn’t solidly explain it? Cuz I don’t think it was always from overworking himself. Idk maybe I’m just a dumbass and remembering incorrectly.

Kisumi deserved better. YOU CAN’T TELL ME THIS BOY DOESN’T HAVE UNDERLYING ANGST THAT KYOANI HASN’T DELVED INTO. He gave us that line of “We’ll never make friends like the ones we had back then” and then him worrying about whether or not there was anything he could do to help with the Ikuya situation. This boy feels left out and you can’t tell me otherwise and it is 100% because of the fact that he’s not a swimmer. Someone give this boy a basketball team that he can experience that kind of bond with PLEASE. I AM BEGGING ON MY KNEES!!!

Makoto also deserved better. Like, okay, don’t get me wrong, I absolutely loved his arc with the kids and Nao and all that. I love his new dream. BUT!!! Kyoani has yet to go into depth with his insecurities with Haru. I’m still not over that damn dream he had on that bus. All we got in season 3 was Makoto’s aNGSTY looks when it came to his relationship with Haru lmao. GIVE MAKOTO A BIGGER ROLE AND A BIGGER ARC DAMMIT. He’s one of the most popular characters I’m surprised his angst hasn’t been touched on more. This dumbass just needs to stop holding things in i SWEAR TO GAWD.

I thought the inclusion of Albert was kinda weird, dunno what the point of him is aside from making Haru shake in his bones. Kinjou is definitely interesting. He scares me lmao, but I am here for that. Give us an antagonist who is just absolutely unhinged at this point LMAO. I have some headcanons about him too but I feel like the new movie coming up is going to crush my dreams soooo yeah.

Isuzu is a goddess. I’m so happy she’s finally here and she has a name and a FACE. We learned that the Mikoshiba bros had a sister before we even knew that Momo existed lmao (Sei mentioned her in a drama cd from season 1). I almost thought they were never going to give her to us but she’s here and she’s beautiful and she’s everything that I wanted her to be. I’m so happy she thinks Gou is cute and that GOU LIKES HER and I just ugh yes thank you so much Kyoani I never expected that we’d actually get this but I’m so happy we have it. I hope she goes to Hidaka Uni and gets to race Haru like she wanted haha. And I’m so happy we got to see her swim! Our first in-anime female swimmer with a name. I love her.

Speaking of FEMALE SWIMMERS. Sighhhhhh.... My biggest disappointment. Aki Yazaki. Where is she? We deserve her!! I promise we do!! She was SUCH an important character in the High Speed! novels and kyoani decided that she just doesn’t exist anymore lmao (biggest reason why I’m not the biggest fan of the Starting Days movie). At this point I’ve lost hope that she’ll ever be included in the anime, and it makes me so sad. I love her so much and there’s so much potential for an amazing beautiful story arc with her if she reunited with the boys. I don’t think we’re going to get a season 4, (the new movie is scaring me making me think it’s the end of the series with the way it’s been advertised...) but if we DID get one I imagine it beginning with Haru walking through a snowy day, huddling close to himself to shelter from the cold, when he passes by a tall figure and catches a glimpse of familiar caramel hair with a loose little braid peeking out from behind one ear and a large scarf that has gotten quite messed up over years of wear and tear, a memory clicks in his mind like a light switch and he stops in his tracks to turn around and let a long forgotten name slip from his lips: “Yazaki Aki?” ... cue opening sequence. LIKE WOULDN’T THAT BE SO AMAZING???????? I WOULD FUCKING SHIT MYSELF OKAY YOU DON’T UNDERSTANDDDD. Aki is one of my favorite characters I’m so mad she wasn’t in season 3. I’m also mad that Satomi Nii wasn’t there either like!!! She would make a great trio with Ikuya and Hiyori that’s all I’m sayinggggg. I would probably start crying if either of them showed up at some point like genuinely I would just be a mess sobbing on the floor. ALSO I FEEL LIKE GOU AND ISUZU WOULD ABSOLUTELY LOVE THEM LIKE PLS GIVE ME THE GIRLS THAT WE DESERVE!!!

The art style of season 3 was pretty good. The only thing that bothered me about it was how fucking WIDE the characters’ shoulders were sometimes. Especially with the big bois like Makoto and Sousuke. Like please god no stop that. I’m always gonna miss the art style from season 1 tho, the crazy expressions n shit that were there were just too GOOD lmao. I feel like in season 3 they kind of attempted to bring that back but it just wasn’t executed the same and done to the same extent. R.I.P. the comedy from season 1, it will be forever missed.

I love the opening and ending themes, always. So fucking good. I’m so happy all the characters were included in the end theme animation sequence. I’ll never get over Gou and her BEAUTY.

ANYWAYS. Those are my thoughts in the general sense. Idk if I forgot anything because I have so many thoughts that’re all unorganized haha. If anyone wants me to talk in more detail about anything specific I am soooooo down! Thank you for sending in this ask, talking about this show makes me happy hehe.

[ittakesrain]

I’ve been thinking about 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 for like two weeks now (it probably all started in therapy lol) and I made a bunch of brain dumps and looked at a bunch of nonsense online to help me organize me thoughts (which are perpetually messy, but are particularly messy about this apparently). Anyway, it might go without saying but a fucking 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐲 is a line you don’t let people cross in terms of how you’re treated. They’re also related to confidence bc if you’re like me and lack confidence you let people cross over those lines. I’m learning that I’m afraid to set em for myself. I don’t like when people are mad at me. I don’t like when people feel sad or disappointed. I’d rather just sacrifice my time or energy or whatever and deal with it. Anyway. This is all to say that I found a pic that says “I’m no longer available for things that make me feel like shit” and yeah that about sums up what I think my 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 is. I was in such a bad mood for like two-ish days. It was for a variety of reasons (largely the fact that my brain gravitates toward these tremendously heavy philosophical questions, and other problems that cannot be solved by society right now let alone by fucking ME), but it was prob also bc of this boundaries shit being on my mind. I get fixated on things (a result of my bipolar? ADHD? BPD? so many options for explaining my stupidity). I spent time being sad and upset and overwhelmed. I struggled to pull myself out of it bc like. Yknow how you talk to yourself like you’d talk to others? Meaning you’d be nice to someone else who’s sad so you should be nice to yourself? I’m sick of being nice to people so that logic didn’t work haha. I’m venting here in order to celebrate my ability to function returning. Also I’m loving my crazy hair update. Alsooooo I’m reading Virginia Woolf and ahhhh. Oh and enjoy the brain dump I added rainbows to. Featuring direct ideas from my therapy session lol #boundaries #thinkingoutloud #therapy #therapylessons #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthblogger #bipolardisorderawareness https://www.instagram.com/p/CQd3WLhj8U-/?utm_medium=tumblr

[homoose]

hiiiiii i’m relatively new here so can I claim the 〽️ anon tag?

alsooooo ✨late night thoughts✨ i simply cannot get out of my head so they’re gonna go here, do with it what you wish: literally just laying on spencer’s couch with my head in his lap and he’s just playing with my hair??? while he reads???? and like just imagine after a less-than-awesome day you just curl up with headphones in and you both just sit there quietly and you’re finally at peace???? and he doesn’t want to be overbearing and overwhelm you so he just plays with your hair so you know he’s there with you even though you wanna be alone deep in thought or whatever??????? omg ok lol bye moose

welcome!!!!! u sure can, 〽️!

also congrats on making me cry on this thursday night bc that is everything I have ever wanted and more 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

like this week has been incredibly stressful (my kids have been absolute angels, but other things at work are killllllling my spirit rn) and I have literally been playing with my own hair nonstop and

I’m about 50/50 preference of playing with his curls and having him play with my hair 🥺 because it is literally just the most calming and affectionate thing??????? like wow such a simple gesture of fondness and love and it’s making me so soft