#but forreal im so glad you liked all that

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

aita for deceiving a psychiatrist with lies to get diagnosed with a psychological disorder so i could get attendance accommodations at school where it was really nazi strict and evil forced attendance and they would fail me for not going to class EVEN THO I DID EVERYTHING TO THE TOPS?????? Sick fucks tbh. May those “educators” burn in torment💖 i wasn’t allowed to have my anxiety/agoraphobia/aversion/truancy/YOUTHFUN absences excused bc of the fasc policies in place as a standard in our christofascist bluemaga joe biden hillary fucked bernie in the ass dry clinton fake woke coopting bullshit society. so because of their nazi policy i had to find a way to get accommodation bc clearly i couldnt be in class every day in a row and needed leniency, not academo nazi policy, i was like. Fuck it let me get my papers for that accommodations letter approval. Bc like i had already been going to the counselors for stress and general social bullshit So since i wasn’t allowed to use that for accommodation i hd to make sooo many months long appointments w this far af psych and i didnt have a car and what an added stress. They were like “we dont got a car to pick you up like a normal fucking doctors place. Take the bus!” Ok die first. Next fucking help me!!! I did the meds they really sucked bc i guess i didnt need it and it was all side effects, no benefits, and i was like FUCKING DIAGNOSE ME!!! after reading the DSM5 and “practicing whats wrong w me” so that they are like . Hm yeah that sounds bad. Then IN THE END IT WAS A FUCKING PERSONALITY INVENTORY THEY USED TO ASSESS MY ILLNESS. IT WAS A BAR GRAPH. It was bullshit service in the goddamn american healthcare system and then bullshit actual healthcare bc it was fucking fake. Dumb psych couldnt even tell i wasn a liar???? DUMBASS BITCH LOSER FAGGOT CUNT SCUM. I remember how they made me wait AND CHARGED ME WHEN I MISSED AN APP BC IT WAS SO FCKN FAR AND ANOTHER BC I TOOK A NAP. CHARGING UR POOR MENTALLY ILL CUSTOMERS??? They can explode forreal💖and so can the dumb school policy bitches who couldnt just let me get my A had to be like ohhh cant accomodate u even tho u hve a 98 u are gonna fail :/ DIE ON FIRE SCREAMING YOU SCUM BITCH!!!! <-me to that professor nazi. May she be tortured. ANNMYWAY im sorry to everyone who’s gone thru academic ableism and abuse by this bullshit system!!!!! my school ended up being transphobic and zionist so i transfered anyway bc i dont want that bullshit on my titles. I’m glad i got my classes accomodated tho! I only wonder if im legally beholden to that diagnosis or if we can just be like fuck that doctor. Hm. Like i lied 😂 ffbsjfbsjfbjsnfjekfnsjs FREE ATTENDANCEE THOOOOOOOOOO it should be like that always for everyone. Kill every nazi teacher forreal. And kill teachers who dont give free B’s. Fuck your grade curve bitch. Fuck your admin. FUCK IT ALL!!!!! And i know its possible bc ive had actually good teachers. Hmmm the nazis WISH they could hide!!!

[lovendermist]

HII im the anon that requested the doosmday fic, AND IT WAS SO GOODDD? u actually suprised me FORREAL unrequited love oOOHHH my jam fr😮‍💨😮‍💨 thank u for writing my silly request 🥲 i didnt actually expect u to write it after reading ur rules 😭 but i saw the fav lines post and i was on my feet the entire time as i was reading it

sorry for yappinf its my time to leave (im afraid ill be frequeting ur inboxes more often)

Hi doomsday fic anon! haha, thank you so much!!! I’m so glad you liked it 🥺 I really dont do angst and I think I could’ve done more with the story but I’m glad I surprised you!

And the rules are just my personal guidelines, I suppose! Simple enough, but still lets me write more than just fluff, hehe.

But let me tell you that I was so excited to see that request, coming to me with a song in mind is vicious and cruel and of coursee I’ll write it. It was fun analyzing a song like that and figuring out how it’ll play in the story. I’ve done songfics before and it was cool and all, but this song being new was very different in terms of how I made it!

And it was fun to overindulge a little, hehe. That first two lines: Pull the plug in September / I don't want to die in June was particularly fun to write because as Hange’s birthday is in September, mine is actually in June!

And NEVERRR apologize for yapping!!! I actually felt bad too for saying so much before starting the actual story, but I hope it was at least cool to see how much I thought of and how I made the story. And here I am yapping as well, haha.

But I do love being able to talk about fics and about Hange like this. I’m here if you guys ever want to yap about it! ^^

Can’t wait to see you around, doomsday anon!

[akkivee]

When you get the chance:

Top 5 Sonic songs? 💙🦔

foul work asking a sonic fan to rank music LOL so imma go all out and list top 5 albums, vocal themes, and stage songs so i can list as many as possible, but in no particular order lmao

theme tracks

live and learn (well yeah lol) (there’s the original sonic symphony on youtube still and i watched the livestream when it premiered and was vibing enjoying myself, like sonic music orchestrated this is peak but then we got to this song and i was fcking sobbing lmao)

knight of the wind (i like rock to orchestra instruments and this song made me realise that lol. banger theme to a banger game btw lol like i think every sonic fan once they join the online community has a game they’re shocked to hear the general consensus is that it sucked and this was mine lol. i’m glad everyone has come around to it lol)

my sweet passion (IM AN AMY STAN also!!!! her song is the vocal theme you actually have to sit down with to understand and that in itself shows how much depth her character has and i’m not joking when i say she’s the blueprint to all my favourite characters lol)

his world (i like different versions for different reasons but i listen to the og version the most. it really gets the epic vibe sonic 06 was going for and merges sonic’s rap/hiphop influences he was lowkey founded on and the rock music he was known for at the time. i digress but the music direction has shifted to edm so i’d be very curious if a sonic theme in the current era would also have edm 🤔)

i’m here (and like i already loved the og version but then they got kellin quinn to revamp the theme of the dlc that saved sonic frontiers’ ending and it’s just peak all around lmao)

albums

sonic adventure (my go to album when i’m drawing actually lol. i wasn’t around for the og dreamcast drop so idk what marketing was like but since it’s the game that defined sonic’s transition into 3d (sorry if that phrasing activated a fight response lol) i like to think the snazzy jazzy sound the entire album has, which carries forward sonic’s 90s vibes he’s had in 2d as well, is like sonic team saying ‘welcome to sonic’s snazzy jazzy world like you’ve never seen before!!!’ and it’s nice lol)

sonic adventure 2 (i……… am an adventure era girlie lmao but like do you know how formative this soundtrack is for me lol???? sa2 took what sa1 had going for it and ramped it tf 🆙 like defined music genres for their characters and it reflects the music of stages they’re in too!!! i love the vocal stage songs!!!!! supporting me is THE boss fight song of all time!!!! rouge with the sexy spy music bc that’s her schtick!!!! knuckles was an og with character raps showing his thoughts and feelings lmao!!!!)

sonic frontiers (i’m pretty sure the final horizon soundtrack is the reason why sega was my most listened to artist and was my most listened to album last year lol. i made a playlist of those songs and inserted the vocal themes of the og game where the boss rush started iykyk lol. i don’t listen to the og soundtrack much but it’s incredible that each island has a theme they created 6-7 distinct versions of in the form of movements like what a masterpiece of an album)

sonic generations (THE REMIXES SLAP LOL)

sonic forces (idk it’s also an album i put on when i’m drawing. a lot of the songs are repetitive but it’s an easy listen and the vocal tracks are cool lol and fun fact if you search up ‘the edgiest song ever’ on youtube you get a song from this album and they’re right, it is edgy but you don’t understand if you’re messing with me i am a dangerous weapon i am the sharpest of blades i'll cut you down in a second ‘cause i was born in this pain it only hurts if you let it—)

stage songs

aquarium park act 1 (i never played colors actually i just watched a friend of a friend play it but this stage’s song stuck to soul lol)

meteor herd (SPACE HIPHOP??? LIKE ARE YOU FORREAL?????)

night palace (this song is too good for that game lmao)

eggman’s facility (i listen to this remix so much the vanilla version of white jungle actually sounds weird whenever i listen to it lmao)

mystic mansion (this song and its in game mechanic is too good for that fcking stage lmao)

[ohbo-ohno]

"not even that good" bo respectfully eat my ass i lvoed rhat shit. ate that price/reader UP nomnomnom i love all of your writing smh /joking /lighthearted

forreal though absolutely impeccable id eat up 20k words of that easily 🪀

(also yes i have notifs on for your blog, and yes they get me through the work day)

i have deep-seated self-esteem issues and i think everything i write is bad & that people are lying/using hyperbole when they say they like it lmao :') i've hated like half the shit i've posted here - my top two posts have "i don't like this" somewhere in the tags! i tend to not like what i put out tbh

but im so so glad you do!!!! especially because there were a couple versions of that price x reader that i really disliked (aka: deleted), so im glad to hear the last one was much better haha

(i love hearing that people have notifs for me on because it makes me feel better about having notifs for other people on lol)

[ssseriema]

your art makes me go CRAZY and INSANE and MENTAL I actually oh my Lord I could stare forever and ever and ever.... I love your lifesteal stuff and your furry stuff and everything else that im not even into... oh my gosh it pleases my eyes like no other

i especially love the way you draw like hands esp like zams n stuff like its perfectly what I see in my head if that makes sense,, I've just recently gotten more into lifesteal and ur art was like 99% of why I was just so intrigued by ur eclipse fed stuff and it sucked me in I love the way you draw vitalasy as an actual fox and the way he looks so COOL I literally love all ur designs your art has sm aura it like blows me away.... i especially love ur zam design too I love it its so perfect its like ahhh and I love how you draw pangi too!!!!! its so smile. mapicc is also of the awesome variety. dumb dog animal. I could continue to name every lifesteal member but I will not. because I am normal. i hope this was not too weird I am just a descriptive person and I hope you understand!!!! keep doing what you do !!!!! you are very awesome !!!! :)))

AWWWWW ANON.... THANK YOU ANON... WEHHHH THANK YOU ;_; THIS IS SO SWEET READING THIS MADE ME SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY. forreal made my week cause i love drawing hands and i love drawing furries and i love drawing lifestealers and im so glad you like the things that i love drawing. its so awesome and the world is beautiful. i wish i could give you a big smacking forehead kiss like MWAH! or if youre not ok with that like your favorite drink or something. the fact that you took the time to write this out in my inbox is already a huge honor. thank you anon!!! you are awesome too!!!!

[analogwriting]

going absolutely feral about the killer fic. i found ur law fic a while ago and got obsessed and just saw one of ur killer fic chapters on my page and absolutely devoured it🫣🫣🫣read everything in like one sitting. genuinely going feral asf over this. THE WAY KILLERS SO SHY. CANON. THAT IS SO CANON. THE HIP GRABBING?? THE SUBTLE FLIRTING??? THAT NEITHER OF THEM NOTICE??? THE TIMESKIP SET UP?? going crazy. absolutely insane. u rly are the king of slowburns<3 i am obsessed

fjsjdkdmkc im so glad you like both fics frfr it's nice to know my brain rot hyperfixations are paying off ongg 😭 💅

MUTUAL PINING IS WHAT I EAT FOR BREAKFAST LUNCH AND DINNER 🗣️🗣️ gotta write it in such a painstakingly way that you wanna bash your head into a wall ✋ cause im the one writing it like this and even i am like "oh brother just kiss already jeez 🙄"

but seriously thank you. this shit makes me grin from ear to ear all day forreal

[satorisoup]

hihi lene!! hru? life has been so hectic recently BUT ANYWAYS i saw

i) ur tmnt post speaking of which i love love loveeee tmnt so much:( esp donnie:((

ii) ur shoto art like DUDE UR STYLE IS SO PRETTY I MIGHT CRY I WANT TO CONSUME IT

iii)ur face rev ! ur so PRETTY OMIGOSH I MIGHT CRY (2) ur like an angel!! like,, idk how to describe it i'm not much of a writer outside fics but i'd imagine u to be that one character in a media that no one can hate ! and that's WITHOUT knowing u at all!! ur so sweet youd be the fan favourite forreal!! talk about being gods favourite !! cs u are!!

i tend to ramble a lot im so sorry ><

ALSO I SAW ALL THE TAGS WHEN YOU RB-ED THE BOKUTO FIC AND I ALMOST CRIED AHH UR TOO NICE☹️☹️

anyways, how's life been treating you?? has anything interesting happened recently???

aaaand that's it, sorry for writing this much. im gna sleep now, good night/day/whatever time it is 4 u!

UWAHHHH DARLING HYENA !! (´ᗜ` *) hi hi my love !! ^_^ m’ soso happy to see you in my inbox teehee !! you’re such a delight to talk to !! <3

EEEK OMIGOSH !! A TMNT FAN !! >//< PLS i am soso happy !! tmnt is just the absolute BESTEST !! i wouldn’t be here without it !! <3 and donnie !! he’s my most beloved, isn’t he just the absolute cutest ?? T^T i hold that entire franchise soso dear to my heart !! i could talk about it all day long !! :3

WAHHHH PLS !! T^T YOU ARE TOO KIND !! <3 m’ soso glad you liked it omigoodness !! >_< i’ve been wanting to draw / talk more about mha so i just thought i’d give it a go !! ^_^ THANK YOU SOSO MUCH MY LOVE EEEK !! that means the absolute world to me !! <3

SNIFFLE OMIGOSH !! M’ SOBBING !! T^T m’ soso flattered PLS you are an absolute darling !! <3 m’ blushing and kicking my feet i swear it !! >//< GASPS !! fan favorite ?? SOBSOBSOB MY HEART IS ABSOLUTELY MELTING RIGHT NOW !! you have no idea how much your kind words are makin’ me smile !! :> YOU ARE THE SWEETEST IN THA WORLD HYENA !! THANK YOU SOSOSO MUCH PLS !! ( ˃̣̣̥ᴖ˂̣̣̥ ) i absolutely adore you !! <3

EEEP pls don’t cry teehee !! T^T you deserve all tha love !! the bokuto fic was absolutely PRECIOUS !! i couldn’t of asked for anything better, i was giggling the whole time it was SO CUTE !! it worked soso well with my koene selfship, because in one of me & kou’s timeskip m’ a flower shop owner !! YOU CAPTURED IT ABSOLUTELY PERFECTLY !! <3 your characterization and writing is soso adorable hyena, THANK YOU SOSO MUCH FOR WRITING IT FOR ME !! >//< congratulations again on 200 followers !! m’ soso excited to continue to watch your blog grow !! <3

SOBSOB life has been oki recently !! ^_^ i’ve just been workin’ and having a little bit of trouble with my managers being unfair but other than that i’ve been good !! :> THANK YOU SOSO MUCH FOR ASKIN’ MY LOVE !! <3

UWAHHH also also, you don’t have to apologize for writing a lot / rambling !! i don’t mind one bit !! <3 i absolutely LOVE talkin’ to you, you can say as much as you’d like !! the more the better teehee !! <3 DONT WORRY !! i promise it’s perfectly oki with me !! >//<

TEEHEE how are you doing hyena ?? m’ soso sorry life has been hectic for you recently, m’ hoping things get better for you soon !! T^T have you watched the new blue lock movie ?? I MUST KNOW !! you are an absolute star in the night sky !! m’ sending you all of my bestest wishes & givin’ you soso many smoochies !! MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓

[paperpeachy]

if you're playing ttyd I'd love if you shared your thoughts on your favourite track remixes, from the few I've stumbled on (early game) some of them have new parts added and it's FIRE

im still at the glitzpit so im not sure what remixes are in store, but so farrrrr if i can be forreal im not too impressed by the remixes personally unless it's the more grungey sounding ones. like the black chest theme omfgggg that one was so sexyyyyy and also the pit fighting ring.....kinda lost my mind at the shifty sticker-esque guitar crunch sprinkled into it. did anyone else hear that omg. but everything else is like okay to me. idk i think the jazzy orchestral vibe they tried to integrate is more pmtoks thing so i do think i overall prefer ttyd og soundtrack

i will say.... loveee LOVEEE the additions theyve made im so glad to hear the partners have chara themes now 🥹🥹and also the more ambient cutscene tracks they've made are such a nice touch... ive loved all partner themes but flurries/yoshi kids are my FAVVVSSS so far

[ojirocardigansniper]

oh i needed this so bad right now forreal. im now two in a row for 'terra ignota acknowledgements that made me cry' (perhaps the stars got me so bad). like.

five and a half years after first encountering the series that would become most formative to you, and a year and change after finishing it, you come back to the first book, and the author who gave you so much, stranger to stranger, tells you that for years she wanted to build it for you so desperately it hurt, it drew tears. and you're reading this 24 hours after a good cry about your own crisis of creative faith and it's like oh. creativity is just like that. we are all experiencing pain in pursuit of our dearest makings and it does not preclude the making. it is the experience.

and of course many people have said this before, over millennia, it's a human commonality. But you needed to hear this specifically from someone whose work you've spent a lot of time with. you needed to be able to connect the joy and the depth of feeling with that work, to the struggle it took to exist and come to you. your love comes easily to finished products and you struggle to love your own work while it is still a process. but all work was once a process, and from its creator's viewpoint even the most polished piece is still just a step of the capital-p Process of living as a person who tries to make things. and you need to hear that. you need it more often than you get it. so you're glad every rare time you get it.

[agp]

i dont know how to share my confidence on anything honestly around here you know how it is. but its over. we won tabarnac. the communists win. i told opirg today. you dont need to dig very far to see how game over it is. we have world peace by christmas and i believe it for real. gg guys.

peace and love on planet ottawa! peace and love on turtle island! peace and love in palestine! we have negotiation tables in qatar again monday morning!! did that 20 million year old fossil in washington need a slap from his buddy justin or did this not even need to happen?

there are a lot of doors everywhere. there are a lot of keys everywhere. people love to just leave their keys everywhere, especially still in the ignition in this stupid city and im the biggest thief here. de toute facon comme jte disais..

the iron dome has security measures. i have good reason to believe i am aware of a particular security vulnerabilty on the israeli side and ive been telling everyone to change their passwords forever you know how crazy it is out there.

i shared a particular code with an antizionist mensch that has been coming to the solidarity demonstrations held every weekend in ottawa since netenyahu and his genocidal regime escalated the situation to a war months ago last october. i shared other strategic victory plans with the pym and they all know where to find each other.

ill go bug embassy security about nonsense at 3am on my way back from the bar if anyones around. its warm as shit out here this month idk they might be out for a smoke or something. its not like the palestinians have much of an equivalent but im in the market so yall know exactly where i wanna go.

long story but my favourite tree in town survived the two years of peace i gave canada and the rest of the world from my bullshit! i think qatar or some other gulf state is building its embassy around it. i want to convince them to save this thing and integrate it into their design so bad. her name is grandmother acab!! forreal guys. if theres another close favourite its the apple tree near the aviation museum that fruits like a maniac. im just too shy to bug the ppl at city hall about it if they already offered it to another gulf state in that alley (the japanese and south korean embassies arent far either, its just behind global affairs lmao).

i wanted to play more concerts in that field with my friends. as far as i can tell mitski and lady lamb are interested in playing there again. i need to hit them up when shit gets less crazy again. i dont even know if they realized this was communist bullshit and theyre americans lmao.

its been left to fallow for sooo long and its one of my favourite spots in town. ive offered to kill suicidal friends there before idk. its very sacred to me. and im so glad the bulldozing hasnt started yet really. the shit they did down by the marina and the path down to the kichi zibi (ottawa/great river) from the north end of lowertown hurt me sooo much my god. i was scared i lost so much more behind the mint too dear lord.

sorry for making the good news so long and silly tonight. i need to hustle more responsibly lol. ily all. if i dont see you again good morning good afternoon and goodnight bozos! this truman show with the rcmp bugging my life needs to stop already. check out lady lamb! sound of the summer!

with solidarity and friendship,

audrey, jeanne, and friends

miigwetch

[dreaming-medium]

I just stumbled across your story and I am being so forreal when I say it is the greatest thing I have ever read!! literally had to put down everything else so I could read it all in one sitting. your story writing and way with words is absolutely incredible and I feel so lucky to have found it and be able to read the rest of it while you write <3

I hope your life is going well and you are having a fabulous amazing incredible day!! take care of yourself <3

(ps im so excited for the part where oc and minho finally relieve their (sexual) tension oml im at the edge of my seat!!!!)

Me reading this message fr

Thank you so so so much for these kind words 💖 I’m so glad you like my writing!!!!!! I love world building, so being able to create this fantasy world around SKZ has been so so fun

(I’m also dying to write more Minho. I have a few ideas and I’m trying to decide on which one I wanna do!!!)

[scopophobia-polaris]

hii i hope this isnt weird to say but i really love your au. i really resonate with timies design. your art is truly special and captures the vibes of your writing perfectly. im so glad you enjoy working on it from what i hear. im glad you and so many others can appreciate your amazing work.

SOOOOOOOOOOO IM SITTING HERE also it ain't weird at ALL, like forreal I am super giddy and happy and I can't believe I've been getting so many questions and it makes me so happy to know people are atleast enjoying uhhhh whatever the hell is going on?

Also I don't think you understand the amount of 💏💥💥💥💖💥💥🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️😩🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️🙇‍♂️💖🏃‍♂️🙇‍♂️🫣🫣💥😩🥺💥🫣🫣💥💖🏃‍♂️💥🥺💖🫣💥🫣💥🤭💥🤭💖💥💅🤭🏃‍♂️💅🤭🏃‍♂️🫣 I feel from working on this thing, it's my little blorbo story and I keep on trying to make it really good for me myself and I cuz it's my first time doing a big and long writing thing and comicing and,,,,,i guess I wanna see if I wanna do it? Like I'm bouncing off the walls this whole AU thing is my baby and I'm extremely in love with it and to everyone still reading I'm sorry for taking frequent breaks i don't wanna ever burn myself out and I wanna make this look nice because if I dONT I'll scream and cry!!!!!!!

[hongism]

Hey bestie heeeeeey~

I'm officially caught up with MOC so now I can tell you my feelings~

So, first of all, how dare you? There's no reason for the emotional whiplash I experienced reading this monstrosity (positive with all the love and respect in the world i promise) yet here i am... a further damaged woman lmfao

But forreal though, you have a great ability to pull emotions out of your readers and thats just amazing in my eyes, especially as a fellow writer myself :') theres nothing I love more than making the ppl who read my own fics suffer emotionally so congrats to you!

I love how you write everyone in the story, they are so incredibly flawed and fucked up and human that it just makes me shed a tear. Thats why MC frustrates the HELL out of me, even though I adore her. Her flaws make my ass itch but all i want for her is to heal and be happy in the end (same with the others! I be wanting to punch the shit outta them sometimes 😭)

ESPECIALLY Hongjoong cause my guy is just unhinged but i love his character the most honestly because unhinged is hot to me. Im still kicking my feet and twirling my hair lmao

The relationships are so real and just... messy. Messy messy in the best way. But i just have to cheer them all on.

That chapter when mc and yeosang banged I was quite literally going bonkers like HELLO?????????????? I didnt expect that but now i want more of it cause their dynamic (especially when it comes to wooyoung) is so juicy

MC is such a tragic character and I feel for her the most. I love how we started off thinking Jisung was this great person but turns out that hes a fucking lunatic. You, Caly literally manipulated us into thinking so, like how Jisung manipulated MC and idk if that was intentional or not but it was brilliant. And Hyunwoo turning out to be like *that* was a punch in the gut. MC being betrayed by the ppl she cared for so much makes her question everything on the crew, especially Hongjoong and that's why I cant be too frustrated with her lol

I dont want this ask to be so long cause i can go in about every little detail 😭 but youve dont such an amazing job. The world building is beautiful, and i dont rly read a lot of scifi like fictions set in space, but when i first got into ateez the first thing i thought of were pirates / space pirates and i even started my own fic with that premise bc i cant help myself but be self indulgent trash so 🤷🏼‍♀️ but thats beside the point

I cant wait to read more of this masterpiece and see how things go. I want everyone to be happy cause you are putting them through the fucking ringer 😭😭😭 please go easy on them I cant take more of this 😭😭😭😭

hehe emotional whiplash is my specialty!!! i too am very much damaged after writing moc. and the damage will continue. for the good of the plot!!!

i'm so touched you think so, i really love evoking emotion out of the reader in my works and i'm glad that im effective in doing so <3 one of my goals from the start of writing moc was to create an mc who isn't always likable or enjoyable to read bc i find those sorts of stories unrealistic and sometimes boring, because even tho the setting is very much not real, having characters who do feel real has always been huge to me! i love creating characters who have peaks and valleys, who grow and stumble along the way, and to really show a journey of growth!! hongjoong is just. pure insanity at its finest LOL he's gonna take a lot to fix but we'll see!

i honestly had way too much fun writing that chapter too, i love love looooooove a good hatefuck and it was just too tempting to NOT do >.<

it was fully intentional to sort of bring the readers in on the manipulation yes hehe! i like playing my cards very close to my chest and not giving anything away until the absolute last second i can!!! i think you hit on something lots of people who want her to just give into hongjoong forget - she's experienced so much betrayal from the people she trusted most and that does really stick in the brain and cause lasting trauma, and our poor mc is deeply traumatized by many things that have happened to her! it only makes sense for her to be retaliating and distrustful of those around her in these circumstances!!

thank you so much for enjoying everything so far and for all the lovely compliments they really mean so much to me i cherish them a lot 🥹🥹❤️❤️

[ageless-soul-au]

anon from yesterday, my favorite part was Legend's gender euphoria moment in Gerudo Town. I'm transmasc, and it just hit so hard knowing exactly what that moment felt like. And it surprised me since I'd normally pick something with my hopeless-romantic brain like the part where Link wakes up in Legend and Ravio's bed, but it just. It really hit home.

I love the romance, the deep emotional connections, the acknowldgement of trauma and good/bad coping mechanisms, but the thing I find myself raving to my partner/friends about more is just how inclusive the whole thing is and how strongly that hit me right in the heart.

YESSSS that's exactly what the trans shit is for!!! Fuck yes!!!!! I'm so glad that hit right, I really try to pour my all into Legend's euphoria moments. The romance is all well and good, you're right, but I also think that the pure joy that euphoria brings is hard to match.

Just!!!!!! Ahxgxgxgshxgsjjwjdhxjsxbxgshb it makes us so happy that this fic has touched you enough that you'd talk to other people about it!!!! Like oh my gosh that is one of the highest compliments writers can receive. This fic didn't start out with All The Inclusivity in mind, it just kind of developed that way with the stories we like to tell. Really, this was supposed to be about how Legend and Warriors' relationship got its start, and it just.... got out of hand lmao hxvxbsbsns

Thank you sososososso much forreal, to hear how much you liked feels better than belief!!!

-Kio

ASAU was meant originally to be an outlet, and to be something that allowed for exploring things with the characters that mean so much to us. This is us being as genuine as we can be (while being self indulgent with our blorbos) and learning things along the way! I was INCREDIBLY clueless about a lot of the gender and orientation concepts presented as Asau flows onward at the beginning, but I wanted Kio to feel comfortable writing what makes them happy with me. So, I encouraged them to be self indulgent with Legend to start, “go ham, and I’ll listen when you explain things”. Thats what framed the mindset Warriors has, and as time has gone on, he and I have learned a lot! We’re better for it! And that that creates a space where our readers and online friends feel seen and safe is incredible to us. Im so glad you’re enjoying what we do here, it really does warm the heart. I hope you continue to enjoy!

-Mizu

[metfell]

@ your rodeo and kyle art that's so funny bc on our island rodeo and louie are just definitely boyfriends. they hang out all the time (even though jocks and lazies aren't supposed to get along?) and they go on walks and do workouts and when you go over to rodeo's house louie is just. there. they are gamebreakingly gay and it is so funny glad to hear rodeo is Like That everywhere

rodeo faggot moment FORREAL

honestly rodeo probably gets along with the jocks because hes one of the only lazy villagers with the workout hobby i think? idk either way im obsessed with rodeos gayboy swag

[kithtaehyung]

*sighs* ryen ryen ryen…

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT OMG 🤕😮‍💨🤧

- ok so first of all i must be a bit 3tan-brainrotted because tell me why i woke at 6am sharp and the first thing that came in my mind was the new chapter:&,!/‘d 🥴

- jk has a fucking audacity like…i get he’s desperate and full of remorse but reader has move on/start to finally move on and he’s throwing her back into those old memories :((( idk i don’t think that’s fair towards them

- besides i don’t think he still love them in the same way he loved them during their teenage years like they broke up before their twenties and those are the years where you change and grow the most…i think his love is the same way as reader described with the worned jeans parallel etc etc

- i was really touched by bro :(((

- im glad the backstory for bro and reader was developed during this chapter like the dynamic between them is much more understandable, have you always have that kind of family problem in mind for their personal story when you started to develop the characters?

- SO HERE COMES THE GUILT AND PAIN :D sobbing crying throwing up right fucking now like when reader understands what yoongi represents to bro im just…jfc..this is going to get ugly so fast when their relation is out… i appreciated the moment of clarity by reader when she’s like « oh if yoongi can do all of these for me when we’re not even together then i can’t even imagine for my brother during college»

- THREE FUCKING MONTHS KDKFKD no wonder they trashed the desk after such a long time lmaoommg’fnf

- the aftercare, sobbing crying screaming AND throwing up again the whole speech by reader in the car about how she missed him…yoongi snapping up omg’fkd and the whole cuddling and humming and shedding tears im just 🥺🥺 my babies 🥺🥺🥺 just wanna build a bubble or shelter for them to live in in peace 😞

- BTW HOW DARE YOU GIVING US PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION AND A FUCKING KISS AGAINST HIS CAR WHEN THEY’RE OUT ⚰️

- you know what i thought of when i read the last part about oc coming home and bro waiting for them ? that damn spoiler about someone/bro (??) telling « it’s about yoongi. isn’t it. » DDBSKDKDKDK ryen gdi

- and now i think i should’ve voted for the whole story with the 30k etc like i’m addicted i think and i cannot wait to see the following for this damn cliffhanger once again how dare you

i’ll probably reread this a dozen times more during the weekend except sunday because i have a second date with that same person ☺️

rest well and hope to read more soon 🫶

-📀

CD PLSSSSSS oh my goodness, love. thank you so much for this wonderful commentary! i got my own things to say under the cut so let's gooooo

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT OMG 🤕😮‍💨🤧

LMFAO

ok so first of all i must be a bit 3tan-brainrotted because tell me why i woke at 6am sharp and the first thing that came in my mind was the new chapter:&,!/‘d 🥴

nooooo way. wait really?! that's too much for me to handle i'm biting my fcking fist dsklfjdskljf what an honor!

jk has a fucking audacity like…i get he’s desperate and full of remorse but reader has move on/start to finally move on and he’s throwing her back into those old memories :((( idk i don’t think that’s fair towards them besides i don’t think he still love them in the same way he loved them during their teenage years like they broke up before their twenties and those are the years where you change and grow the most…i think his love is the same way as reader described with the worned jeans parallel etc etc

love these commentaries on jk and reader! it's so hard to have something like that happen.. especially if it happened when they both were far from mature enough to handle it. you have a great ass point about the formative years, too! wow i actually really like how you approached that whole section. this shit is why i love hearing from y'all forreal!

i was really touched by bro :(((

man i love that man.

im glad the backstory for bro and reader was developed during this chapter like the dynamic between them is much more understandable, have you always have that kind of family problem in mind for their personal story when you started to develop the characters?

YES! i'm so happy you liked their backstory build. it was necessary to flesh out so that we could understand where they're both coming from, as painful as that was to finally say. this was my plan for awhile, but gosh it was still hard to really write.

SO HERE COMES THE GUILT AND PAIN :D sobbing crying throwing up right fucking now like when reader understands what yoongi represents to bro im just…jfc..this is going to get ugly so fast when their relation is out… i appreciated the moment of clarity by reader when she’s like « oh if yoongi can do all of these for me when we’re not even together then i can’t even imagine for my brother during college»

GOD I KNOWWWW like damn. yoongi's choice was so jarring at first, but when we get this background on bro? it makes sense and brings a whole new wave of guilt. it isn't just "we don't wanna get between them" anymore, it's more like "shit... we could potentially destroy something much bigger than we thought." and like,, knowing what we know about yoongi? he hasn't had the best time before reader showed up..... so.... yeah.

THREE FUCKING MONTHS KDKFKD no wonder they trashed the desk after such a long time lmaoommg’fnf

LMFAOOOOO YEAH I WOULDVE BEEN THE SAME.

the aftercare, sobbing crying screaming AND throwing up again the whole speech by reader in the car about how she missed him…yoongi snapping up omg’fkd and the whole cuddling and humming and shedding tears im just 🥺🥺 my babies 🥺🥺🥺 just wanna build a bubble or shelter for them to live in in peace 😞

the way i want the gd same! the aftercare scenes were some of my absolute favorites to write, and i even saved them for last so that i could finally breathe after working on the rest lol. they're as much of a relief for me as the writer as they are for y'all and the characters. i'm so proud of reader for the car thing! bc we've seen them finally say something in basketball, but i think this was even better.

BTW HOW DARE YOU GIVING US PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION AND A FUCKING KISS AGAINST HIS CAR WHEN THEY’RE OUT ⚰️

LMFAOOOOO i meeeean yoongi was pretty far around the corner if it took seven minutes to get to him, but YEAH. MWAHAHA.

you know what i thought of when i read the last part about oc coming home and bro waiting for them ? that damn spoiler about someone/bro (??) telling « it’s about yoongi. isn’t it. » DDBSKDKDKDK ryen gdi

I AM SAYING NOTHING!!!!! i can't believe you remembered that though omg??

and now i think i should’ve voted for the whole story with the 30k etc like i’m addicted i think and i cannot wait to see the following for this damn cliffhanger once again how dare you i’ll probably reread this a dozen times more during the weekend except sunday because i have a second date with that same person ☺️rest well and hope to read more soon 🫶

thank you so damn much! nahhhh the 30k would've taken me all the way out lmfao. this would've taken SO much longer if we waited. i think this gives everyone time to breathe! an intermission of sorts, or like when an episode ends on a cliffhanger ahahah.

read as many times as you want to! thank you so much for reading so soon, and i hope the second date goes/went very very well :D happy to hear about it, too!