#but god in heaven. im abt to Lose It

[b1mbodoll]

also been thinking abt yunjin 💭💭💭 shes so pretty she probably looks even prettier when giving head T_____T groaning into your pussy bcs u taste sooo good and all this talk about being milked is making me lose my mind a lil !!! cause she would (tell me if this is not a okay subject for you!!!!!!!!!!) LOVE sucking on your pregnancy tiddies and tasting all your breast milk while she strokes her (g!p) thinking abt how she just wants to get you pregnant again and again if you'll keep producing such good milk for her ♡ probably cums on your pussy and eats you out again so you'll be "cleaned up" <333333

love 🎀 anonie!

pairings: huh yunjin x f! reader

warnings: oral + g!p + creampies + breeding + overstimulation + pregnancy + lactation

💌: god nonie i love u to pieces ur brain words fucking wonders this is my fave thing ever aghh im gonna kissyou

“stop squirming, princess.” yunjin’s voice is distant. she’s fucked you with her tongue to the point where it dont even feel like you’re in your body anymore, and it has you convinced your girlfriend’s tongue is a gateway to heaven.

“god, you taste good.” she hums, curling her fingers inside of you, making you lurch forward as a high pitched whine is ripped from you, clit throbbing from the overstimulation.

she pulls her drenched fingers from your hole before aligning her length with your entrance, using the moisture as lube to jerk her stiff cock at a sloppy pace just outside of your cunt, too desperate to maintain a steady one.

“‘m gonna knock you up.” she promises, sliding just the thick head of her dick inside as one of her hands palms your tit, pulling at your sensitive nipple. the pain makes you jolt, pussy trying to suck her in while you grab at her wrist in an attempt to stop the assault on your breasts.

“yunjin — hah — stop..hurts” you whined, already close to cumming. you both know that you don’t want her to stop and not bothering to use your safeword is enough of a reason for her to continue, pushes her dick inside with one thrust, the tightness too much for her to bear. “i know it hurts baby, but you like it, yeah? you’re a nasty little thing that’s why you like when i hurt you n use you like a fucktoy, right baby?”

there was something so sexy about yunjin’s dirty talk. maybe it was because your girlfriend is usually such a sweetheart but the second she’s balls deep in your cunt she can’t help her mean words and even meaner actions.

the pleasure is mindnumbing, making you unable to focus on anything but her dick fucking into you, the thick veins look delicious covered in your cream and you can’t look away, your mouth hanging open as you focus on her cock disappearing inside your stretched pussy.

“look at you, angel” she tells you, “look so pretty f’me bet you’ll look even better carryin’ my kid.” yunjin moans at the thought, pressing deeper inside, her only goal to fuck a baby into you. “can’t wait til your tits fill up with my milk, need to taste it so bad.” her eyes have rolled into the back of her skull now, mindless groans escaping her every now and then.

“give it to me” you were delirious, too fucked out to process the words as they left your mouth. “gimme a baby, yunjin, need it so bad. wanna make you a mommy ‘nd have you milk me,” her thrusts speed up, becoming harsh and uncoordinated. “you’ll help me right, yunie?” you’re such a goddamn tease it makes her want to wipe the faux pout off your lips.

“yeah baby, i’ll help. gonna milk you like a fucking cow ‘nd plug you full of cum like my breeding bitch.” she snarks, her balls slapping your ass with every push of her hips.

whines and mewls are your only response, too cockdrunk to form a coherent sentence as you approach your orgasm.

your walls clamp around her dick in a vice grip as you cream around her and the sensation is enough to make her blow her load, bucking her hips haphazardly as she empties her balls deep inside.

“good girl, good fuckin’ girl” she moans, the praise combined with the thick ropes spilling inside makes you squeal, wrapping your legs around her to keep every drop of cum inside, neither of you wanting to waste her potent seed.

even after filling you up yunjin is insatiable, continues to slowly grind her hips into yours as she kisses you softly.

she won’t be done until she’s shooting blanks or passes out, whichever happens first.

[hinamie]

ok i have composed myself i have transcribed the lyrics for wish you were here as best as i could. i am going to listen to this and only this until i lose interest or the ability to hear, whichever happens first

this song is SUCH a bop the soft guitar intro in2 the main beat is so good but can we TALK . about how . HE STARTS IT WITH A "MWAH" WHAT A FUCKING ICON I LOVE HIM I LOVE THEMMMMM the percussion is so good i love the soft offbeat claps in th bg they add such a nice lil pep n especially in verse 2 after "love you even if you hate my guts" they add like 4 extra clap beats and i am !!!!!!! ASCENDING

verse 1 is iconic i love the line "pack up my head might mail it back to your house" its so fucking funny it reminds me of that post thts like "i didn't know how to deal with the fact that i had a crush so i wrote her a note that said get out of my school" . but listenok listen. verse 2 is the one they posted a snippet of last year and first of all i love the electric-y/tv-turning off/guitar slide/quiet video game laser effect as the vocals start it makes my brain buzz aNYWAY this verse is my favourite between the two and has absolutely s tier lines such as "as long as you think of me I don't care what" and "love you even if you hate my guts" PLUS the lil clappy bits i mentioned they r so GOOD. not to mention his voice pls.,,, he sounds so good when he belts,,, his voice has a slight rasp to it that they lean into with the slightly muffled old speaker sound god he sounds so good all the TIME his vocals are so clear when he hangs on the words "singing" and "myself" into the chorus PLS. also the bg vocal 'a t-t-t-touch too sentimental' is so gd CATCHY

speaking of the chorus oh my god the CHORUS. the desperate cry of "don't you miss me? / don't you want me around?" is so devastating and heartfelt head in HANDS also the lyrics . im so excited abt them i cannot put into words how !!!!!!!! they make me just. gestures helplessly

wishful thinking is all that’s holding me down  lost on a blue moon  i wish you were here right now

in chorus 2 especially the way the beat cuts out after "lost on a blue moon" n comes back after "I wish you were here"??? AUDIBLE SEROTONIN TO ME ((plus in the final chorus changing the "lost on a blue moon" to "not like you used to" ??????? OW ???????????? that had a lil kick that got me a bit.. , being stuck with ur own wishful thinking as a stand-in for the physical affection of the person u like,,, ....fushiguro touch starved megu- *is shot dead*)))

HOWEVER the absolute lyrical Backbone of this song is the fucking bridge. i knew it would be i heard the snippet ages ago and i was like holy shit these lyrics go hard what are they from only to b dismayed to find that whatever song they were from did not yet exist. but now it DOES and i can listen to the way the bridge sounds like lights dimming. like headlights passing through a hazy window. it sounds like clouds parting

nobody else in this life or next  will ever have me the way that you do nothing in hell, heaven, earth, or the rest could ever take me away from you

THAT FUCKING EMOTIONAL BOMBSHELL against the original soft guitar from the intro drop the drums just reverb-y lyrics and background vocals and some of the most romantic fucking lyrics i've had the pleasure of reading let alone hearing one of my favourite artists sing.

i am going to once again fuse my fv brainrot with my megumi brainrot. realistically ik this is probably a missing your ex song but i do not care. this is a longing megumi song to me i dont CARE argue with a WALL (said to no one). the verses and chorus are pine-y and a bit snarky n very i like-like you and don't know what to do with how much i miss you. it's wry and frustrated n just tsundere enough but then u get to the bridge n there lies the sheer undying devotION god im unweLL this is all i'm going to listen to. this was worth waiting a year for if this is part of a new album they have in production im actually going to die

[mayday505]

I feel like 'Stay Soft' suits Yousano so much. First of all, Yousano went through so much in her life. Yet, she is a tough and strong female character. But she is also soft inside. Second, this an ISTP song. And guess what MBTI Yousano has? That right ISTP.

YESYES i agree!!! the other song I associate very heavily with her is Bag of Bones, but Stay Soft is veeerrryyyy Yosano coded it was the second song i had on my list for her.

Especially the chorus:

You stay soft, get beaten Only natural to harden up You stay soft, get eaten Only natural to harden up

I think this shows her experience in the war very well and the way that the repitition and forced exposure forced her to close herself off at a very early age. It reminds me of the way she slowly looses hope while under Mori, starting as a starry eyes little girl who wants to help and ending up basically snapping and never wanting to use her ability again. Its why we never really see her as very emotive/empathetic in the series - shes learned against being like that to save herself the pain of losing someone like how she felt for Tachiharas brother, its a defense against loss and pain. The first time we ever really show much emotion/rage truly is w her confrontation with Mori. Before that point she was always very stoic.

I think this song reflects her really well as you said its in line w her personality type, and imo the first verse really reflects the objectification she went through, only being valued for her ability and not much else beyond that.

"It glints in your eye It's why I've arrived, your sex god Here to take you where You need to go"

In the song mitski basically expresses how shes only there for others gratification and not her own, and i think in Yosano's context this matches with how she feels abt Thou Shall Not Die - thats the piece of her Mori wanted, he didnt care about her beyond that and thats something she takes to heart because it becomes her core identity until she meets ranpo and he tells her she can be more. Even past that i feel like she'd still feel that way somewhat because views like that dont leave easily. Plus how she was viewed as an angel vs mitskis "god" is very much a comparison i love, being put on a pedestal you dont think you deserve + the pressure to deliver always and the subsequent feeling of failure once you cant is veeery applicable to her character, both in her backstory at Tachiharas brothers death and in the present because its clear she feels a pressure to save the agency and keep them all alive no matter what even though its not neccesarily her responsibility to do that for people anymore.

BUT YEAHHHH!!! thank u for ur ask i rlly enjoyed u are so right !!!

Honestly Mitski x bsd is just a match made in heaven i love it bc they all have a song that fits and im just aAAAAAAA

[chewiiez]

Mu Qing for the character asks!

hehe thank u for sending <3

mu qing...my hissy cat...my misunderstood emotionally constipated pookie....

fav thing: honestly? that attitude! i love his snark, one of the main things that made me like him the most. also, his resilience and how even after losing his mom, being bullied and his status he truly never gave up and ascended to be considered one of the top martial gods! we love a hardworking king. but mostly his attitude lmao 😭 you can never win a debate against him, probably.

least fav thing: not his fault but the DONGHUA DESIGN!! eww...okay he's DESCRIBED. described as an elegant, refined god who appears to be a civil god at first glance. the least they could do was give him robes similar to ling wen's to give that vibe? he downgraded so bad in the donghua, and im honestly surprised people liked his character design. MANHUA MQ FOREVER!!

fav line: is it bad that i was kicking my feet during the ju yang poem recital... or when hua cheng confronts him abt kicking him out of the army and mq is just like: wtf idek who u are ._.

brOTP: not talked abt enough, but qingqing! sqx and mq would make great besties. mq would definitely defend sqx, especially if they re ascended, and sqx needs to have a fashion buddy in the heavens. they would eat everyone else up in styling btw.

OTP: fengqing!! (wow, how surprising.) they just click so well!! still mad at mxtx for never giving us at least one fq side story. didn't even have to be romantic. i do enjoy from time to time some xl3 fluff too, it's cute af!

nOTP: surprisingly, i don't see the appeal behind huaqing! one of the reasons might be my slight dislike for hua cheng, but seeing that their relationship is tense af and hc accuses mq of working with jw in book 5, it's safe to say i would want to keep this rarepair maybe one or two steps away from me..?

random hc: just like how fx isn't the open extrovert that the majority of the fandom seems to mischaracterize him as, mq also isn't your retreating introvert! i would like to say that he can maintain a conversation, with an elegant smile and refinery, and may also be more open in public than feng xin, who keeps this guarded, dni expression on his face!

also, i think mu qing might be a secret reality TV show watcher. he's there to shit on the drama, okay? don't blame him.

unpopular opinion: i don't like silver haired mu qing!! he'd be even more bullied if he had silver hair, and i don't understand where we got this hc from. i also hate fandom extremes where he's either super buff to avoid feminizing him or extremely feminine. like give me a guy who has good fashion taste, applies some makeup, but can kick ass, wield a sabre, and outwit you. the best of both worlds!

song: OH I LOVE THIS QUESTIONN! honestly, i have a few, so lemme list them!

teen idle, marina

together, beabadoobee

bitter sweet, twice

cruel, twice

seventeen, marina

i have so many more, eventually i will make a masterlist lmao. for now have a top 5 of sorts!

fav pic of them: any manhua panel is gorgeous. nothing from donghua because again, donghua design sucked. any mq manhua panel is stunning, but the one where his hair blows into fx face is really funny.

ty for the ask! <3

[thetonethetollandthethunder]

Scythe chapter 21-25!! (UNFINISHED)

-Oh god it’s the tweaker part ughhhh this makes me so uncomfyyyyy

-i would NOT survive a day in goddard training, i cant handle pain

-When ur neglected you tend to enhoy attention

-this is basically torture

-oh god when yove gone through most of ur life relatively painless this musy feel lolr hell

-at least volt is thete

-he will want too

-“rightmindedness is overrated,” goddard said. “Id rather have a mind thats clear than one thats right”

-death by fire will happen a lor more often

Chapter 22

-again more compassion by not gleaning kids

-longing!!

-TONISTS!!

-“thar which comrs cant br avoidrd”

-g sharp or a flat

-the primordial ooze makes me sickj

-GODDARD

Go back over this chapter

Chapter 23

-ooo searchin time!!

-“my oh my, youve been picking through my brain, it would say if it were allowed, with a virtual wink. Naughty, naughty.”

-citra being very clever!!!

-“the woman, not the dog. The dog couldn’t care less.”

-mention scythe fields

-stop being fatphobic citra /j no but thid book has a weird issue with fat ppl ive noticed

-BENNNN

-“Grandma of death”

-“or if they’re murdered, thought citra” GET YHOSE GEARS TURNING

-OUGH THEY DONT EVEN KNOWW

-god the disconnect citra frels is just ARGH

-DHE DID CHOOSE THOSE COLORSS

-“Guilt is the idiot cousin of remorse”

-Susan!!

-CITRA IS SMARTT

-FUCK YOU GODDARDDD

CHAPTER 24!!

-god rowan,,

-“never lose your humanity,” scythe faraday had told him, “or youll be nothing more than a killing machine.”

-FUCK YOU GODDARD!!

-god thw way goddard uses the same exact phrase ans how its so different is just OUGH

-If hes a visionary id rather be blind

-RAND HE IS UNDERAGE STOP

-God I forgot how creepy this part was

-“we became unnatural the moment we conquered death”

-now i dont like to use the word cult but the book always talks abt backwards and cult-like the tonists are, but im seeing that the new order is more cultlike if anything

-“im decent to everyone,” rowan pointef out. “In case you havent noticed, im a decent person.”

-AAA FUCK YOU GODDARD

Chapter 25

-OHOHO I KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN MARSSS

-technically the thunderhead does find a suitable planet

-love smartass rowan

-ah goddard and his ego, like pb&j

-chomsky ans his flamethrower

-massacre it is

-“im not one of them”

-“were angels of death,” said scythe goddard. “Its only fitting that we swoop in from rhe heavens”

-“knock knock” rand

-“guess youll miss the punch line”

-rowan trying to help ppl!!

-“”boo!” Said scythe chomshy.”

-“break stuff.” “Why?” She winked at him. “Because you can.”

-“i am your completion! I am your deliverance! I am your portal to the mysteries beyond this life! I am your final word! Your omega! Your bringer of peace and rest. Embrace me!”

-“welcome to life as a god,” this after Goddard said, “yesterday you were gods. Today you are mortal”

-“May the thunderhead help us all”

-they do end up escaping it!!

[gayspock]

ok im lbing this bc we're not gonna get more for a long time

ok initial thoughts: zombies by the cranberries sent me a little loopy. im sorry. its a heartbreaking song, its a heartbreaking scene. but playing those both together is the funniest fucking thing you could do ever. heavens

second thoughts: i know there was a lotof, like, backlash abt the last ep regarding the present day girlies "giving in to lottie so easily" so its funny to see them ppl owned so early. LOL. although this cant end well and i have already been spoiled and i will say i saw that coming sort of but thought "no they wouldnt do that... tht sucks" but anyways

THIRD thoughts and last time im gonna open a thought with that: literally i said all that, but i know last week ppl also complaine saying they didnt "explain the game well enough" which i thought was stupid bc if they sat there and did thatd be clunky and dumb and ruin the horror of it so now misty is just exposition dumping to lottie im like for gods sake. and in some ways i do kinda get what theyre trying to do with it (misty would be frank about it and clear and etc) but i still think its just a bit alrighhttt alrighttt to watch

this is making me feel sick...

SHAUNA BEING THE DESIGNATED BUTCHER TOO... heavens and a bit.

TH

NOT THE DESIGNATED T...

this is so fucking crazy

HER COVERING HER EYES. I AM SICK. YOU KNOW WHEN THE WET, BIG BROWN PUPPY DOG EYES ARE GONE THE WORLD IS DARK AND CRUEL

ok but seeing trav crying over havi like that . meanwhile shauna was fucking sobbing with jackies corpse holding it for months. everything in the world mental

UGHHH FUCKING WALTERRRRR

SORRY IVE MADE MY FEELINGS CLEAR. I DO NOT LIKE HIS FUNCTION AS A CHARACTER. I THINK MISTY'S ARC WOULD BE SO MUCH FUCKING STRONGER WITHOUT HIM. GET MORE CREATIVE. YOU DONT NEED HIM . and its like hes not bad hes fine but its so annoying that they give him more FUCKING ATTENTION THAN FUCKING NAT AT THIS POINT

plus her dynamic with nat is so much better

i love adult shauna scheming. always gets them into a bit of a pickle. classic!

COACH BEN COMING BACK TO STIUATIONS IS FUCKING UNFATHOMABLY F- NATALIE WHAT HAPPENED

I FIGURED OUT WHERE HAVI WAS HIDING

DOES ANYONE HEAR HIM

YOURE N

I FEEL SICK

his little gorgeous babygirl tear.

coach ben your gay ass needs to move fast before the second most homophobic fast food chain after chick fil a opens up in the canadian wilderness with a limited menu of #1 fucking d

FUCK OFF ELIJAH WOODFUCK OFF KEVYN THIS IS SICK. UGHHHH YOU GUYS ARE THE WORST.

UGH

THIS WHOLE CONVO IS SO BORING IM ASLEEP WORST GUYS IN THE WORLD FUCK OFF THERES NO WAY WE'RE WASTING TIME ON THESE GUYS WHEN THERE'S LITERAL GIRLS EATING GIRLS

"A COVEN OF THEM ALL UP TO NO GOOD" OK that kinda ruled

JEFF WIN JEFF WIN JEFF WIN HIS BIGGG JEFFING COCK FUCKING RULES . NO JEFFING ABOUT.

YOU KILLED HIM?

OKAY jeff is raising the bar here im happy with jeff and walter jeffing and waltering and jaltering and weffing

is weffing something sexual it sounds sexual i hope to god not

shauna is so mother making a meal for the family 😊

THE WOBBLY HEART . MY GOD. DONT- DONT GIVE IT TO TRAVIS. DONT FUCKING LOOK AT HIM WITH THE WOBBLY HEART. COME ON BRO.

hes

um

raw.....

this is a little um

god the crazy parallels of lottie in the past fucking ruined over the ritual and lottie of the present being the most caught up in it. hellaur

IF YOU MAKE CALLIE DEAL WITH THAT ROTTEN COP I'LL KILL US ALL

SHAUNA DRAWING THE CARD?

"IT WAS JUST US!" "is there a difference?" EXACTLY. SAY THAT AT THE FUCKING C- SORRY BUT THEIR SLOW ASS RUNNING MADE ME LOSE IT

TH

THE TRUNK OF THE FUCKING CAR HELP THATS SO FUNNYYYY KEVYNNNNNN

CALLIE WITH A GUN

HI... OK. BUT THE ... OK IS ANYONE GOING CRAZY RIGHT NOW

i mean other than the girlies in animal masks in th e woods

lottie: everybo-

SHUT UP ITS CRAZY EVERY TIME THEY CUT FROM A FUTURE SCENE TO A PAST SCENE I GO STUPID IN THE HEAD

lottie: can you fucking kill me

lottie: can you fucking kill me and can i also elect the next girl president

ANTLER QUEEN?

NATALIE?

YOU MAKE ME SICK

YOU MAKE ME SICK THERES NOWAYYYYYYY

NATALIE NO MY SEET SWEETBABYGIRL

HEY

HI

AND HELLO

LISA....

LISA. NO. SURELY NOT.

OH MY GOD

NATALIE YOU ARE SO....

the nattielot stocks are literall crazy the nattielot stocks are literally in turmoil its like a rollercoaster its literally a thrillride they blow your brain right out up and down and round and round til your FUCKING BRAIN COMES OUT YOUR NOSE AS DINNER SURPRISE

travis......................

my god natalie atalie no NA QUEEN CA RD QU

NM

M

M

M

M

M

HI AND HELLO AND HI

SORRY . THATS TISTE DTHIS IS TWISTED THIS IS THE WORST FUCKING THING EVER IM ABSOLUTELY FURIOUS EVERYBODY VETTER FUCKING KILL

STOP PLAYING RADIOHEAD AND SLOWMOING HER FUCKING DEATH IS THERE NO FUCKING DIGNIT

NO THIS IS

YOU ALL.... ARE THE WORST.....

I HATE MY STUPID FUCKING EXISTENCE

ITS NOT EVIL ITS JUST HU

THE NATLOTTIE STOCKS JUST BURST

I FEEL ILL I HATE MY ST- NOT THE DRUG OVERDOSE. COME ON . I JSUT WANT TO FUCKING CRY THIS ALL FUCKING SUCCKS.

walter: um...... >_<

you guys fucking suck sending her there i know i know theres so few options but fu- VAN. PUT THOSE BIG WET EYES AWAY. PUT THAT AWE-INDUCED WET SMILE AWAY. COME ON GIRL. PULL IT TOGETHER

hey shauna

most normal girl in the world

coach ben said FUCK women. WOW. ALRIGHT. i mean it was... RIGHT LIKE HE?

HE SERIOUSLY JUST DECIDED FUCK THESE GIRLS OH MY GOD YES TYHIS IS THE FUCKING ENDING I WANTED

van being the last out vantler queen when?

THIS IS FUCKING NUTS

altrnateively the wilderness being like :/ you didnt need to do that to havi guys....

ANYWAYS GOD WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT

[nightmareentertainment]

.ike mike i am so insane abt that post even when i have not seen the purgatory event just AUGH . its like that "do you think god hides in heaven because he's scared of what he has created" bur like do you think the feds are scared/sorry for the residents they have ruined? the residents they have broken over and over? the residents that might might not be reisdents but killers?

REAAAAL IM ALSO INSANE ABT IT. most of the feds are machines aren't they? But they've been shown capable of feeling , of friendship and kindness, and the day the residents come back it's not nearly going to be the same. The corruption that's happening is awful, it's worsening, and the residents that will return are bloodied and bruised and different. Some will adjust back. Some never will.

But are they sorry? Who knows. Who can tell. I like to think they'd be. Some of them. But I think they'd be scared. There's nothing worse than people with nothing to lose ; and if this event doesn't give the eggs back, then everyone really has lost everything. The remaints of mortality fall apart when the rules disappear and your hands stay stained. Those team labels fall but you can't scrub the blood from underneath your nails.

I'd be afraid, too.

[dykeyote]

jedidiah martin having intrusive thoughts about not really believing in god and just Faking it before he lost his faith and having periods of guilt over losing his faith and what you said about him praying as an OCD ritual rather than a religous thing . ohhh im so abnormal abt ocd + christian jedidiah i think theyre both tragically unexplored ideas

GOD YEAH GOD YEAH GOD YEAH GOD YEAH . i started a fic about how jedidiah doesnt believe in like the bible and heaven and hell and shit like that anymore but he absolutely believes in the christian god because of his ocd and the way it feels like its messages from god that are forcing him to do things or setting things in his brain a whie ago but never finished ..... jedidiah has ocd about NOT beliving in god befor ehe loses his faith and then has ocd ABOUT god being real and watching him and compelling him to do things afterwards . really went cycles all the way back around on religious ocd huh

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

(ouma anon) OH sorey im coming back cuz i got to suggest Social Climb by IDK HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME for Kokichi

it's just the vibe on the way he makess the killing game so grandure a bit, all fancy but the lyrics are like:

[Come break some hearts now, tear them out / Filing for amusements with the crowd / Oh, but be advised, participation is required /Doing things not typically allowed]

[Feels like we're having a good time / It's true, a wonderfully good time]

[Different defections, cut the lines / Leagues of social climbers all about / Oh, but be advised, no restitution comes tonight / 'Less we lay unconscious in the ground]

[But if the lights don't stop me / No one's got control of what I do / 'Cause it's a good time]

OH AND The Lions Den by McCafferty for Shuichi

i think you mentioned how you wanted more songs to show the raw emotion? well this one definitely has it

[She says / This is just a bad dream, / Everybody wake up soon / We'll tie our red balloons to my car roof / Friction in your head, friction in mine / I still remember his eyes on mine]

[So let me break, / For the love of God, let me break / Let me slip to the bottom of this hill / Let my body fall into the pit / Into the lion's den with you / It's the lion's den where you will live / It's the lion's den where you will die / It's the lion's den you wrote your name to /And it's the lion's den where you will cry]

Another for Shuichi Scotland by McCafferty, i love him so much, he screams his songs

[What kinda God lets children die? / They probably went in her room / They probably thought she's asleep / What kinda God lets children die? / They probably thought that she stayed the same / But she's not the same, no, no, not the same girl / Bodies will wonder, and eyes will ponder / I need to know, will I make it? / I need to know, will I make it?]

Who Are You, Really? by Mikky Ekko for the whole of v3 tbh?? or more of Tsumugi taunting everybody else

[Who, who are you really? / And where are you going? / I have nothing left to prove / 'Cause I have nothing left to lose / See me bare my teeth for you / Who, who are you?]

Mother Mother - Arms Tonite for Kokichi bc the vibe of the chorus is him😭

[And hey, you, don't you think it's kinda cute / That I (I) died (died) right inside your arms tonight? / That I'm fine even after I have died? / Because it was in your arms I died]

AJR - Finale for Shuichi

i love this song so much and it like describes him post game

[Don't you go, we need you here / You brighten up, this shitty year / Well, congratulations on your bit of success /We can't wait to see what you do next] < THE KILLING GAME FANS WHEN V3 ENDS

[They wanted heaven from me, I gave 'em hell / Now they want something bigger, I'm overwhelmed / And if you're just as hopeless, I wish you well / We can't wait to see what you do next] <SHUICHI ABT THE AUDIENCE

[Can you wait a sec? / Let me catch my breath, let me catch my / I can't remember how I got here / Can you wait a sec? / Let me catch my breath, let me catch my /I can't remember how I got here, got here] SOBS WAVES HANDS

Thank you for giving me the lyrics too because I can totally miss where people associate songs with characters and these are FANTASTIC

Finale by AJR for Shuichi especially is making me lose my mind. I LOVE post game stuff that tackles the meta aspects of v3's ending and this is awesome

[pathos-p]

"Weirdly Specific Artist Ask Game" but i got tagged in it so i am gonna answer all of them 'cause theyre fun

questions by @/i-like-eyes

thanks for the tag @king-chook!! ^^

1. Art programs you have but don't use

i thiiink i have a license for clip studio paint that came with my old wacom tablet but i never rly used it. also used to have krita installed for the longest time but just always felt off to me idk why. don't currently have it installed anymore tho

2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)

to their right is a bit easier i think. not smth i consciously notice, mostly i'm just thinking abt when im doodling on the margins of stuff they usually are looking to the left of the page

3. What ideas come from when you were little

uhhh idk tbh, i dont think much of my art draws from that

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

cityscapes !!! i love cities they r so pretty and cool looking but goddamn theyre so hard to draw

5. Estimate of how much of your art you post online vs. the art you keep for yourself

80-20? i post everything that i finish. basically the only stuff that doesnt get posted is sketches i give up on

6. Anything that might inspire you subconsciously (i.e. this horse wasn't supposed to look like the Last Unicorn but I see it)

hmmmm not that i can think of rn...

7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate

watercolour !! i've tried it a few times and Struggled but i love seeing ppl's work in it

8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in

so many animatics ..................... also many comic ideas ..................... i get so many ideas that i just never start on or start and only do a little before losing the hyperfocus/fixation and just Cannot continue them. it sucks

9. What are your file name conventions

usually the character name, maybe a bit of description of what theyre doing... idk not much of a convention to it

10. Favorite piece of clothing to draw

hmm i like jackets :)

11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what

yes, usually music. sometimes random youtube videos like stream highlights or video essays.

12. Easiest part of body to draw

uhhh hair? maybe idk. hard question bc it varied a lot depending on what kinda style and just. sometimes smth is hard in a particular drawing then easy later idk

13. A creator who you admire but whose work isn't your thing

i cant think of anything i will edit it in if i think of anyone

14. Any favorite motifs

in my drawings i dont feel like i use any much. mostly i pull motifs from whatever im doing fanart of lol. in music, i like religious motifs (but not like. ones abt christ or bible stories, rather heaven, hell, god/divinity, angels)

15. *Where* do you draw (don't drop your ip address this just means do you doodle at a park or smth)

at home pretty much exclusively. in bed lol

16. Something you are good at but don't really have fun doing

idk i feel like the stuff im better at is the stuff i like bc i practice it more for fun lol

17. Do you eat/drink when drawing? if so, what

not usually

18. An estimate of how much art supplies you've broken

surprisingly little. mostly bc i do more digital art lol

19. Favorite inanimate objects to draw (food, nature, etc.)

weapons and nature. especially ice for nature

20. Something everyone else finds hard to draw but you enjoy

i cant think of anything ill add it if i do

21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways

i love rougher styles, like ones with a lot of visible brushstrokes and bold lines and shit. so cool. idk how to make it look good lol i dont have the confidence in my lines for it

22. What physical exercises do you do before drawing, if any

none... probably i should change that

23. Do you use different layer modes

yeah, often i use a multiple layer for shading then a variety to colour adjust at the end

24. Do your references include stock images

sometimes

25. Something your art has been compared to that you were NOT inspired by

cant think of any

26. What's a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended

there was this poem i wrote about capitalism and how shit it is and someone thought it was abt interpersonal relationships/smth along the lines of a breakup. i rly didnt mind it tho i thought it was cool bc the emotion was not far off, the sense of betrayal and abandonment. just a very very different subject

27. Do you warm up before getting to the good stuff? If so, what is it you draw to warm up with

no lol

28. Any art events you have participated in the past (like zines)

i ran a zine (digital only) for the dimension 20 zine jam! and also made art+writing for others in that :D also was part of a polygon yt fanzine a while back

29. Media you love, but doesn't inspire you artistically

spider-man (not the MCU, mostly tasm and a few of the comics)

30. What piece of yours do you think is underrated

IS IT BAD TO SAY A PIECE THAT GOT QUITE A BIT OF POSITIVE ATTENTION ?? maybe

i rly like the cj comic i did i am genuinely so goddamn happy with the result so . even tho it did very well by the standards for the fandom its for and my current follower base it is underrated

alternatively this one https://www.tumblr.com/pathos-p/704380503765221377/tridential-sovereignty?source=share bc it didnt get all that much attention on any social media site but i think its cool !!

(mostly only using recent ones bc i dont wanna dig back further esp onto my old twt acct, too much work lol)

[girlboylnt]

Can they stop making cas being in love with dean for just one second pls??? Like literally stopppp it's so embarassiiinnnggg all of his arcs revolve around thisssss

Rn i just saw that they make him be able to kill dean properly to "fix" him in heaven like noooo don't do that ur hurting hiiimmmm T-T

Also isn't it fucked up that they mainly use his devotion to dean as a way to hurt him? Anyway

Why are they making them do the same arcs again in season 8? Like

Oh no they have to close the gates to hell (again) to keep demons in (again) and sam is getting too involved against dean's wishes and he starts getting hurt and refuses to tell him and they talk abt why dean doesn't trust him (ignoring the literally previous parallel arc where dean lost a lot of trust in sam cuz he didn't tell him shit abt the whole demon blood thing????? Ok). Also oh no cas has to fight heaven's influence because they hate his devotion to dean and humanity (again). Sam loses a love interest (again) dean is digusted by nerds and gay people (again) dean wants to save the world via suicide (again) they have a base with a lot of information to retreat to (again) garth becomes bobby, they have time travelling family drama they can't escape from because of some god damn demon (again) like i do appreciate that they put a spin on everything but it's just the same shit again!!!!

Also dean going to purgatory was the same as dean going to hell: having to escape from a ruthless place that makes him even more cruel that before and cas is involved in saving him and sam gets away from hunting with a girl and idk it feels very similar

Idk man im raising an eyebrow

[dragonji]

cause of death: forcibly exploded self due to he needed to fill out too many legal forms

[yamikawas]

Imagine yoomtah waking you up with a ton of soft kisses all over your face

[HIGH PITCHED SQUEALING]

[rel-ish]

trans/nonbinary ppl do me a favor and rb with ur favorite emo song/song lyrics

[flokali]

deus vult is SOOOO good im in love w the rem/vita Lore BUT now its got me constantly thinkin abt that poor bastard darling trying to convince the characters that theyre just like. Some Guy, while the earth is singing at their presence and small plants spring up where they step and darling is just I Am Looking Away I Do Not See It -💉

Omg thank you so much, Syringe! I was actually very nervous about introducing the whole side-story of ancient gods but I’m so happy to see how people have liked it!

More about the concept bellow the read more!

But you’re right! Poor darling is so confused, they’re trying to explain that they’re not actually a god and that they’re really just some person they probably mistook for another.

You’ll try your hardest to explain that no, you can’t change the world – literally, you can barely change the time on your phone. You’re just some student who’s working a part time job, swimming in student debts, not a Ram or Rem or whatever title they’re trying to give you.

And, some of them start to believe you — your attitude isn’t fitting of their God, you’re constantly turning their advances down and denying everything, maybe Albedo was wrong. This leads the more “faithful” (read: persistent) acolytes to corner the others and interrogate and accuse the others.

Just, imagine them all in a room shouting and screaming as they try and defend your honor while the others point out how unwilling you look – a moment of lucidity in their hazed minds as they consider that maybe you were right, you’re not their God and that they may have kidnapped some poor, unfortunate soul who happened to look like them.

It all culminates with them giving you trials to prove your divine status, ones you’re sure you’ll fail because who can change the weather at their will or revive small, dead animals? They’re so extreme too, they want you to nurse saplings into fully grown trees, they ask you to interact and speak with animals, to purify water and clear the skies of clouds.

Unfortunately, for you that is — everyone else is beaming, you pass them to the point you’re even doubting your own existence for a second.

It’s… weird, you’re constantly trying to make it known to them you are not their God, or any god for that matter, but the world responds to you and only you in ways that shouldn’t be possible for an average human, which makes most of them go “Ahah, aren’t you in a joking mood Your Highness, testing our faith like that… want us to sacrifice someone for you instead?”

You quickly turn their offers down, heaven’s know they’ve probably already done that in your name and you’d rather spare the world of more bloodshed — especially in your name.

But it’s all still so weird, you wonder if you’re on something; maybe the tea Noelle and Barbara gave you had some hallucinogens in it making you hallucinate the changes you were seeing, but no matter what you do or what you don’t do — the world seemed brighter, the weather was better, harvests were like no others, Teyvat seemed to be praising you itself. Even people from the outside, followers that aren’t allowed into the acolytes’ ranks and non-believers alike could attest to the way things responded to you and changed at your will.

It’s impossible to not be overwhelmed and question your own sanity, your own existence felt like a lie and you’re slowly starting to lose your sense of self.

It’s horrible really.

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

currently thinking abt slightly yandere nanami's obsession with a youtuber who cooks/bakes. he found out about you while trying to find a new recipe to try, he ends up watching one of your videos on youtube.

he's hooked immediately. not only are you sweet and adorable, your recipes are delicious. he consistently looks forward to your uploads. you've managed to worm your way into his routine

(gonna make this chubby reader bc im self indulgent) his heart beats a lil faster every time you say your intro, it feels like your talking to him. his eyes roam your curvy body. your soft tummy and arms, and he wants to kiss your soft, round cheeks.

aaddfghlflfl i just-

SQUEEEEEEEEE GOD but let's be real, Nanami would do this even if he wasn't yandere 🤧💕 ok we're gonna do chubby reader bc i have THOUGHTS

CW: mainly fluff, a lil bit of smut, brief mentions of ppl bullying reader on the internet

• Can you imagine it? Nanami seeming like this cool, uninterested guy on the surface but he's secretly a fanboy aldjoajd

• He's watched ALL your videos, yes even the first ones where your camera was shit and you were doing tutorials on simple foods like mac n cheese and cookies

• The first thing he notices is yours looks (obviously), your round cheeks and pudgy arms, even your small chubby hands 💕

• You look so soft, so plush and warm. He imagines that it would feel like heaven to rest his head in your lap, your fingers combing through his hair after a long grueling workday

• But your looks aren't the only thing that draws him in: nonono, you are just so bubbly and cute and sweet in your videos and he knows that part of it is just a persona but he thinks you'd be even sweeter in real life, especially if you were gifting him a plate of cookies, especially if he held the door open for you and helped you carry your groceries 💕

• He watches your videos to destress, to relax at night and on the weekends, a glass of wine in hand and a small tray of snack foods

• He can't stop himself from smiling when he watches you. He loves the closeups of your hands, still so pretty and delicate despite being covered in dough and flour

• He wishes he could kiss each of your fingers, your palm, your wrist, moving up your arm, savoring your cheery giggles before he reached your plush lips and kissed you gently

• He's almost certain the two of you will never meet in real life, but he still daydreams about it, about making meals together and sharing kisses and licking off the drop of whipped cream on your cheek

• He always feels guilty when his thoughts about you turn sexual: you're not even doing anything sexual! You're just being cute and perfect and sharing a recipe for apple fritters

• But his mind always wanders when you lean forward and he gets a peek down your shirt, when you lick white frosting from your fingers, when you take a bite of the final dish and moan—

• He's jerked off to your videos before (which he's also ashamed of). It's usually the ones where you show more skin than usual, when you put on makeup, or when your commentary is full of unintentional double entendres ("goodness, this is bigger than I thought it'd be", "geez, I'm gonna need to use both hands for this", i don't know if I can fit this whole thing [bite] into my mouth, but I'm gonna try!", "oh my god, it's so thick", "don't force it in all at once, ya gotta be patient and gentle")

• Your voice is just so soothing, sweet, honey dripped words gracing his ear followed by a soft moan when you taste test it; how could he not masturbate to you when you're so tempting??

• He always feels guilty afterwards, but he does feel a bit less stressed which is nice

• He's such a white knight in your comments it's fuckin CRINGEY!!!

• Some troll will show up and be a dick, saying that you'd lose a lot of weight if you stopped your cooking show or how you'd be so much cuter if you were skinny (which?? Bby, its so obvious you're just mad you can't fuck me, like JESUS go take a NAP 🤧)

• Nanami sees these comments and his vision goes RED

• How dare they?? Who could ever say such mean things about you? You're literally perfect, who do they think they are 😡

• He's reporting comments left and right and has gotten into one too many arguments with these nimrods to the point where he has to just stop looking at comments bc he just gets too heated

• He decides to just leave nice encouraging comments to combat the mean ones bc let's be honest, you're so much better than these haters and they're not worth any of your time

• The first time you liked one of his encouraging comments he almost had a heart attack sksksksk

• Had to sit down with his hand on his chest for a full five minutes

• He thinks he can die happy now that you've noticed him, nothing could ever top this 🤧

• Well... that's what he thinks until a certain someone becomes his new neighbor and introduce themselves, greeting him with homemade banana bread 😳🥺💕