#but he doesnt want to have the weight of a society on his shoulders anymore

[jgnico]

aahhh wait... regarding your answer why nanamin doesn't respect gojo: we know why gojo doesn't reset juju society? may very well be that I'm slow but what's that reason 😢

This is during Gojo's conversation with Ijichi back in chapter 11 (right after Yuuji's death) when he's talking about the dream that he has for Juju society, then we learn later on that he truly could reset everything if he wanted to. And based solely on who he is, I don't think anyone could really object in any kind of significant way.

The thing is that Gojo holds a significant amount of political power already. It's why he can get away with delaying Yuuji and Yuuta's executions, why he can keep a Zen'in heir in his pocket with Megumi, and why he could keep Geto from being cremated despite the regulations surrounding the death of a Sorcerer.

So if he resets everything, he either ends up with more higher-ups falling into the political void that he creates or, more likely than not, he'd have to shoulder that responsibility himself just because of the power that he holds. He doesn't want that, because he's already had a similar burden all his life and because he'd just be another incredibly powerful person replacing other powerful people.

So it's better if the kides decide to reset everything by themselves, for themselves.

[okaybutlikeimagine]

Imagine Hopper finding out that older women are flirting with his boy (saying innapropriate things, toching him and what not). And its before Billy is with Steve. And Hopper have a talk with Billy about that he doesnt need to behave like that with older women anymore.

Okay i never even thought about this but when i saw this ask i couldn’t STOP thinking about it bc like????? The boy is 17 in season 2 and even if he maybe is 18 by season 3, that's just BARELY LEGAL and Very Gross and our society let's women off the hook for preying on young boys bc it's seen almost like "lucky" for the boy?? Like "what boy wouldn't want a 40 yr old woman wanting to fuck him????" And that's super gross!! And awful!! (There was a whole reality game show thing that had a lot of this and it was So So Gross, if anyone wants to ask me about that i have Lots of opinions on that show in particular)

But ANYWAY I'm gonna say that Hop had that same mentality. He might have even had a little one time tryst w/ the woman who lived next door and didn't seem to think a lot of it bc she always said if it wasn't gonna be w/ him then it'd be w/ the milkman and hop always thought that dude was a skeeze. He knew a few kids growing up who had women after them, taking them to Woodstock when that went down, making everything look like they just thought the boy was a "handsome young man". I'm gonna say that Hopper let all that shit slide in the past.

But then he saw it happening to Billy.

Hop is out on a call, helping a cat out of a tree or something mundane, when he hears a loud laugh and looks over to see it's Mrs. Peters and….. and Billy. His son, Billy. Leaning his elbow up against the top of his car and chuckling a bit with the loud woman. He's biting the knuckle of his thumb and he's smirking around it but that's what alerts Hop bc the boy has only been living w/ them a few months, sure, but Hopper knows that he only does that when he's anxious about something. He'll do it when he has a big test at school that day or when he accidentally breaks a glass while washing it.

And so they're talking (well she's talking and Billy will occassionally say something that makes her laugh even LOUDER) and good fucking luck to whoever Jim was supposed to be helping bc he's watching this woman like a hawk as she lightly touches her exposed collarbone and graces a finger over it gently and that's all the hint Hopper would ever need to invite a woman home but it's a dirty fucking trick to play on a hot blooded 17 yr old. And Billy shifts his weight closer to his car and hop KNOWS the boy is trying to leave. Plus Hop knows Billy prefers boys bc he's told him so he can only imagine how uncomfortable he must be.

So when the woman reaches a hand out and caresses Billy's shoulder and squeezes his arm a little with another loud laugh, Hop is storming across the street. He watches Billy tense up and play it off as a flex and Hop is there in a flash, saying: "any interesting gossip today, Mrs. Peters?"

Billy stops biting his knuckle.

"Oh no! Just chatting with your boy here. You know, he's a very handsome young man"

Hop keeps himself from snarling.

"Well, don't let him keep you here. I know he's got a motormouth. Can talk for hours…."

Billy rolls his eyes at that. The woman giggles.

And after she leaves, Billy tries to get into his car with a quick goodbye but hopper puts a hand on his shoulder (gentle so as to not scare the shaken boy more)

"What was that about?"

Billy shrugs. "She just wanted to talk, i don't know."

"Seemed a little friendly for just talking."

"Yeah well, a lot of the women around here are… Friendly. I'm sure you know that, Chief."

Hop doesn't like that answer.

"Look, billy i-... I don't like how she was looking at you."

"Don't get jealous now, Pops. I'll leave some fish out there for ya."

"Cut the crap kid, don't forget i know-" but hop stops bc they're in public and no one's paying them any mind but that doesn't mean no one's listening. Everything has ears in Hawkins.

Billy deflates a bit, putting his act off with a sigh.

"Why'd you even entertain that, huh?" Hop asks. Billy bites the inside of his lip and looks for all the world like a nervous little boy.

"Because…If i don't talk they touch me more. To get my attention or some shit I dunno. And it's…nice to see them smile at me I guess. I don't fucking know."

And I just wanna say that we talk a lot about Daddy issues and YES, I agree, those are major, but can we talk about mommy issues too over here??? Bc I see a Billy who knows he's hot as hell and basically a suburban-mom-yearning-for-a-divorce's wet dream. And his own mother left him w/ a man who tormented him his whole life and Susan shows no care for him so he never had that mother figure who gave him support and comfort and solace.

So when these mothers show him interest and invite him in for cookies or offer to buy him alcohol, all in exchange for the ability to give him lewd glances and to squeeze his arm or (sometimes) pinch his ass…Well this is just the relationship he has with older women now.

And hopper feels awful that this boy has gotten so used to this. He thinks about all of the boys he's seen getting touched by older women and tries to think if they looked uncomfortable. And he tells Billy that those women shouldn't be doing that.

"No one else cares." Billy shrugs.

"Yeah sure but… theres no way in hell someone like me would be getting away with doing that to a girl your age."

"You sad you can't touch teenagers-?"

"Shut up, Billy. I'm saying it shouldnt be any fucking different. And you shouldn't feel like you needed to do that just to get respect from those women. You're not a fucking toy for them to play with."

"You're gonna have to tell all the lonely women of hawkins-"

"Look they all subscribe to Cosmo for a reason. They can use that. If they keep bothering you, let me know and I'll set it straight. Somehow."

And so TELL ME Billy isn't shocked and awed and a little teary when he meets Joyce bc hop and her are dating and they all hang out a lot for dinners and stuff and Billy learns Joyce is a badass who takes care of her sons like it's her life goal bc it fucking IS for her. And Billy is washing dishes w/ Will and says he thinks Joyce is pretty cool and will tells Billy that Joyce seems to really like Billy. And at first Billy thinks it's the same as every other woman but will says 

"When Hop’s around and you’re not she asks if you’re eating well. Or if you’re sleeping alright. Or how you’re doing in school and all that.” Will shrugs like it’s nothing particularly new.

But billy’s heart nearly stops with how fast it beats from those words. He almost drops the plate he's washing, 

“If I didn’t know any better and if I didn’t almost die twice, I’d think she worries more about you than about Jonathan and I.”

And now Billy’s going to cry. He hates it, it’s overwhelming and hot but he really can’t hold it back. This woman, who has absolutely no blood relation to him whatsoever asks how he’s eating and sleeping. Asks about his schooling. Cares for him so much that she asks after him.

He sniffles, and Will stops drying the plate in his hand.

“Billy? You alright?”

“Yeah.” He says, sniffling a bit more and pausing before splashing Will with the water in the sink.

He cries out “Hey!” before kicking at billy’s ankle.

❤️✨

[magic-marvel]

I Love to Hate You

Chapter 3

Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 2.5

Pairing: Peter Parker/Spider-Man x Reader

Summary: You don’t know what it is, but seeing him breathe makes you want to punch him in the throat.

Word Count: 1510

A/N: so honestly this is like a filler, but i wanted something to add onto 2.5 so i can edit and combine them into chapter 3 later. Ill probably do that in a few days to give the people who read 2.5 a chance to skip that and go straight here. 

also i did something different to the tag to make it more efficient so let me know if it shows that you are tagged, but it doesnt actually notify you 

EDIT: I am never doing that again i literally broke my tag and had to individually link all of you SO HOPEFULLY IT WORKS NOW please let me know thank you @eithla for telling me i literally would have no idea that it was all messed up!!!

May would live on the same floor as Wanda and Natasha, which happened to be the floor below you. However, because your father wants you to suffer, he put Peter in the room next to you. “Extra security” for you, he called it. Whatever, it was bullshit, and you were going to make sure your dad knew that.

Little did he know though, that this little situation would actually help you in the long run.

You knocked on Peter's door late in the night, hoping he would hold up his word and help you. Peter opened the door, hair tousled and shorts handing low.

“What time is it?” He asked, voice low and that sleepy timber riddled each word.

“12, or maybe 4 in the morning I don't know I wasn't keeping track.” You answered before shoving him aside. He closed the door behind you while you took a seat in his still warm bed.

“What are you doing here?” Peter questioned, rolling into his bed and scooting under the covers behind you. You felt the bed dip under his weight, slowly leaning back into his thighs.

“You said you were gonna help me.” You told him. “Ya'know, with the crazy dude that ran into me earlier.”

“I thought I said we would talk about it.” Peter mumbled, his eyes closed and his mouth just barely open.

“And we're talking about it.” You stated.

You crawled up to him laying your head on his pillow. You stayed on top of the covers, staring at him intently before speaking again.

“So, when are we gonna do it?”

His eyes flew open at that statement, staring back into yours.

“Wh-what?” He muttered out, slowly shifting under the covers.

“When are we gonna go out there, lure this guy out.” You clarified. His shock expression barely calmed. You were oblivious to your previous statements double entendre.

You began crawling under the sheets, the air conditioning seemingly working in overdrive.

“You do know what personal space is, right?”

“Yeah, but because it's you I'm gonna pretend it doesn't exist.”

You stole most of his blanket, which wasn't a lot. The mattress was a single, so it was relatively easy to steal from Peter.

“So I was thinking, tomorrow we come up with an excuse to go out. And hopefully my presence alone would lure the guy out, I mean who wouldn't. It's me.” You explained, curling the blanket around you like a burrito and leaving Peter to the cold. “But I was also thinking that my dad won't want me going out, so I can just loop the security footage for the night and sneak out then.”

Peter listened to you talk, going through the plan at 12 or 4 in the morning. He was tired, out of his right mind. And a little worm of a thought dug through his head, planting a seed of corruption. Peter didn't want to be thinking like this, not about you. He dislikes you, and you hate him. It doesn't make sense, none of it does. And yet, he couldn't help but find you cute.

“So, what'd you think?”

Peter pretty much lost track of what you were saying, he couldn't recall the last word if his life depended on it. He just stared for a moment, trying to collect himself before answering.

“Yeah, sounds good.”

You smiled, before just as quickly it turned into a frown.

“How come it's socially acceptable for a guy to be shirtless but I can't be shirtless in my own home?” You answered with a tight winkle between your brows.

“We live in a patriarchal society that aims to keep women down with concepts such as social norms that prevent women from expressing themselves the same way that men can.” F.R.I.D.A.Y suddenly answered, scaring you and Peter in the bed.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y! You're back!” You called out, a huge smile on your face as the blanket fell over your shoulders.

“Hello, ma'am. Your father would like to know why you are up so late with Mr. Parker.” She quickly addressed why she was here, causing you to frown.

“Why is he up so late?” You diverted, hoping that your father would leave you alone.

You shifted in the bed, sitting up completely with the blanket wrapped around you. Peter felt the cold air against his bare chest, but he wouldn't dare try and take the blanket away from you.

“He spent all night reconfiguring my data and files.” She answered politely. You lay back down, a suspicious squint in your eyes.

“Tell my dad to stop spyin' on me or ill turn his Mark XLVII into a toaster.”

You waited patiently for a reply, which didn't take long.

“Your father asked me to relay this message word for word so excuse my language miss, 'Get your ass in your own room or I'll turn you into a toaster.'”

Peter chuckled beside you, earning a smack against his bicep. He stuck his tongue out, gently rubbing at the sore muscle. You climbed on him, holding him down as you continued to slap against his bare torso.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y, do me a solid babe.” You spoke, still hitting the laughing boy under you.

“Of course, ma'am.”

“Can you put a heat sig in my room. Tell my dad I'm going.”

At this point you stopped hitting Peter, but he was still laughing at your poor attempts to attack the boy. You still straddled him, holding him down to prevent any sort of retaliation. You knew he could throw you off with a flick, but he wouldn't dare try. You held onto the blanket tightly, it draped over Peter and finally allowed him some comfort of warmth.

“Miss, I don't think that-”

“I will tell Vision you have a crush on him.”

Peter looked up at you, eyes wide at your last statement. You waited for the reply, the semblance of a mischievous smile appearing on your features.

“The heat signature is on your bed, your father is now returning to his room.”

You smiled, rolling off of Peter and returning to your spot on the bed. This time however, you took up most of the space. Forcing Peter to scoot over, his side was pressed against your front while you stared up at him.

“Alright, so tomorrow is game day. Whatever I say tomorrow you have to go with, okay?”

You poked at his side, making sure he was paying attention. He squirmed at the touch, scooting even further off the bed.

“I still don't know why I agreed to this.” Peter mumbled.

He started slipping off the bed, and before he knew it he was a flailing mess of limbs who hit the floor with a thump. You stuck your head over the bed, covering your smile with a tight hand. Peter was groaning into the floor, his chocolate curls stuck out in every direction. Some accusingly pointed at you, as if blaming you for this fall. Well, rightfully so but that's not the point.

“Thanks for the bed, Spider-Boy.” You spoke, holding back a laughter. You rolled over into the middle of the bed, the blanket completely engulfing you.

Before you could get comfortable, however, Peter rose back up from the ground and climbed onto the bed.

“Hey, what are you—PETER NO!”

Peter smacked right on top of you, squishing you between his own body and the bed. He went limp, faking a snore as he lay on top of you. His face was pressed against your own, threatening to drool on you.

But no matter how hard you pushed and kicked, Peter didn't budge. He stayed splayed over you, trapping you completely.

“Parker! Get off me!” You squirmed, until the short snort of a snore broke his silence. It didn't sound like his fake snores, and it sure as hell didn't feel like he was trying to hold you down anymore.

“Are... Are you asleep? Oh my God, you asshole!” You pushed and pushed but nothing worked. You even found that his fingertips stuck to the blanket, anchoring him further into the bed. You didn't know that was possible, but you suppose that it would make sense his powers are unpredictable in his sleep.

There were a few more snores, but you couldn't mistake the loose shut of his eyelids. He really was asleep, and there was no way of getting out now.

You felt his chest rise against yours, a slow steady breath tickling your ear as he slept deeply. You wanted to throw him off, punch him until he woke up, but you couldn't help how peaceful he looked. Even though as he slept he annoyed you, you decided that there was nothing more you can do than embrace your fate and try to sleep in your confinement. At least then, would your sentence go quicker.

Chapter 4

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[daily-dose-of-naruto]

Hiya im so excited requests are open!! I was wondering if i could get a scenario with Obito and his so. They have to hide their relationship cause he isnt the best guy around and since hes gone all the time shes alone in his little home on the outskirts. He comes back and is worried she wants to leave him cause its so hard but she doesnt cause she loves him. NSFW or not doesnt matter..

I decided to make it kinda SFW, I hope it is okay. Now, this for obvious reasons is some kind of AU. Also, I used she/her pronouns as they were used in the ask.~Admin Night

Obito Asking His S/O to Leave Him

[Name] walked back home. In her right arm swung a basket; she came from the nearest village, after buying enough supplies to live another week deep into the forest. Food was enough for her; usually, she didn’t have to worry about Obito: he disappeared behind that rippled mask and became Tobi. And that man, the leader of Akatsuki, the fake goof, the face with the red pupils and rotten heart, she didn’t know him. Some birds chirped in the distance, her steps dry and muffled against the soil.

In the village, she was known as the eremite. A crazy woman that decided to seclude herself in the woods, just appearing in society to get enough food to subsist. It was good. She knew her life was endangered if someone realized she shared her life — or at least she wished to— with an integrant and the hidden leader of a terrorist organization. Fortunately, no shinobi habited the small, secluded town, most of its population were farmers, which traveled daily to the center of the town to sell their products.

Leaves fell from the trees, as wind danced to the branches. Small pieces of green fell to the ground. A whistle traversed the forest. She had gotten used to it. Complete silence was hellish; the first days she passed alone in the little house, she was sure she would die. But with time, she learned to hear the sounds of nature. And she found comfort in them; home wasn’t just Obito’s hands, calloused and strained, but the symphony rain made when drops touched the roof, the songs of the birds in the mornings and the sonatas of crickets and owls in the middle of the night.

“Do you think he is going to come today?”

Sun percolated through the leaves, creating patches of light on the ground. She waited some seconds before answering to herself.

“I hope he comes, I want to see him again.”

There were a lot of things to be done in the day: cooking, cleaning, practicing the taijutsu Obito had taught her, tending the small garden and reading.

As the foliage became thicker and thicker, she knew she was near her house. Being sincere, she loved this life. She loved the silence and the sounds of the woods and the time she could spend on herself. Being away from society had made her think a lot, it had made her a bit of a solitaire. His little company was enough. She loved the time she had to read and garden and learn new recipes and daydream. But most than anything, she loved those scarce moments she had with him.

Just imagining him already there was enough to make her heart throb hard in her ribcage.

“I don’t think he’s here right now.”

But when she traversed her door, she saw a pair of sandals resting in the entrance. They were blue and white and long and his. A smile glued to her face. She giggled.

“Obito! You are home!”

There were so many things to be done. And she wanted to kiss him so much… Was he wearing that awful mask? Was he Tobi right now? She wanted to hug him and the tatami felt so fuzzy and where was him? In the kitchen?

“I missed you so much!”

She had known him since Konoha. Obito wasn’t the same now. In those days, he was happy and carefree; now, he always seemed afraid, a bit rude, darker.

He was in the kitchen, the light of the midday sun shining through the windows. The mask was on the counter —that meant it was Obito—, shadows reflected in his face, making the scars deeper. She stopped.  He looked at her with a sad smile.

“[Name].”

That was his greeting. She loved how her name sounded in his deep voice. His feet were a lot firmer, resonating in the floor: a dry thump with every step. Then, Obito hugged her. He was warm and she loved him and she was so happy right now. Was he going to stay forever, this time? She wanted him forever.

[Name] coiled her arms around his neck. She could feel the skin protrude on the side of the accident. Staying like this forever. He kissed her. His lips grazed and then caressed and stroked and rubbed. Her skin was burning. Now, his hands, which traveled across her back, seemed icy cold through the fabric of the shirt. And next, she found her fingers tangling in his hair. With half-lidded eyes, the light seemed misty. His tongue touched her lips and she knew that he missed her as much as she did. She sighed his name and his tongue grazed hers. It tingled, and everything felt sunny. Cold hands touching her skin. Fingers trapped in his hair. Her forearm was grazing his scars.

He gripped her bottom. As she sat on the counter, the mask fell to the floor. Saliva fell over her chin. And everything was warm, his lips were warm, she was warm, the air was warm. Just his fingers, that made circles in her navel, were cold. Her wetness dripped into the counter. Her whole skin titillated.

Then, she didn’t felt Obito anymore. When she opened her eyelids, everything was white; but slowly, her pupils got accustomed. Where was he now? When Obito had come, he had stared at her with sad eyes.

He looked at her with sad eyes, again; whilst he lifted the orange mask from the floor.

“You have to leave.”

She concentrated in the ripples of the mask. Any glimpse of desire forgotten under a thick layer of confusion and fear. She couldn’t leave her home. He had that black cloak, the red clouds were nightmarish; it reminded her of blood and the scream of children.

“Why?” She couldn’t leave her home. Their home. “I don’t care about Akatsuki. I only care about you.”

She didn’t know what he wanted to do with the organization. But it was okay. She wanted to be with him while she could. Obito walked away from her. She watched his back.

“It’s dangerous.”

“I don’t care. I don’ care about whatever you want to do!” She screamed, her limbs tensing.

“Stop being so stubborn.” Obito retorted, also in a high volume. His voice had the ability of resonating in every room. “This world, everything is going to end. Don’t suffer here for me.”

Akatsuki, what were they doing?

His shoulders were strained. She could hear his breathing. Her feet moved, the tatami silent under her weight. She touched his back.

More tension.

“I love you. Stay with me.” He was thinking about Rin. She knew when he did. But she also knew he loved her. Tears trapped in his scars. “The world doesn’t have to end if you stay here.”

She was crying too. This was her home.

When he turned around, she expected his Sharingan. That was the easiest way of convincing her. Instead, she saw his black eyes —tears glistening in his skin— and a smile. After that, he hugged her and laughed.

“You are the only good thing in this world.”

She didn’t expect anything. He might leave tomorrow, again. But for now, being in his arms was enough.

[divorcedfiddleford]

i know this is random, but do you have any tips on writing ford and fiddleford? you do a really good job on their characterizations and even though i'm very familiar with their characters i always write people out of character when i'm writing, lol! thanks !!!!

ghhhgg i Kid but anyway im like super distracted so i just made a list of a bunch of common mistakes i see when people r writing themedit: i was so wrong i made such a long fucking post im sorry this was a Mistake (rip mobile users)

first things first everything in the journal was Fake

fiddleford:

“fiddleford is a poor precious cinnamon roll who is helpless and did nothing wrong uwu” fuck off he built all those robots and probably killed a bunch of people in the process he isnt some innocent sunflower he’s more like a rowdy dandelion

yes this applies even if you’re writing young fiddleford he was just more patient and less open with his life of crime because he didnt want to go to jail

his eyes are blue. theyre fucking blue. theyre fucking b

“he doesnt like swears/he’s soft-spoken” wrong he’s literally the only character to have sworn on-screen

“he started the society because he was traumatized by what he’d seen” no, where did you get that idea. he literally says he invented the gun because he was “haunted by the thoughts of what I’d done” >literally stating that it was guilt not fear that was bothering him. eventually yes he used it for erasing scary memories but that was not his initial intent

he’s not bald anymore

really any idea that fiddleford is pathetic is grossly ooc i can think of one situation in the show that he wasn’t able to get himself out of and thats because he was turned into a fucking arras

what is this southern belle bullshit… he chews tobacco and wrestles pigs please stop woobifying this force of nature

a banjo is not the same as a guitar. a banjo is not the same as a guitar. a banjo is not the same as a guitar.

if youre going to write accents don’t be obnoxious about it

EX: “How are y’all doin’ this fine evening?”NOT: “Hower y’all doien’ this fain evenin’?”you don’t have to use the mannerisms in every sentence and you don’t have to drop the g in every -ingphonetic spelling is a pain to read like at the most you should be using apostrophes not respelling words (“Stanferd” more like kill me now)

also make sure your mannerisms are geographically accurate he’s not from texas i never want to see him say “sugah” again

his accent isnt even that strong in the show …what……….

tip: fiddleford is salty as FUCK he has NO MERCY and holds onto grudges like a lifesaver in a storm

tip: he loves being around people and will talk to them about fucking anything such as his multiple cases of manslaughter but doesn’t usually open up about his insecurities unless prompted

further reading: 1 2 3 4

stanford:

“everything that happened to fiddleford is ford’s fault” did ?? you even watch the show??? fiddleford did all that shit himself ford had nothing to do with it

“ford was manipulating dipper and con-” im gonna stop you right there. ford loves his niece and nephew. he agreed to leave the kids alone because stan thought he was too dangerous to be around them. stan only let dipper hang out with ford after dd&md. ford loves dipper and mabel equally and never wanted them to split up or anything. bill fucking knew this hence why he threatened ford with killing them. he made the proposal to dipper about the apprenticeship because he genuinely thought that was the best thing for dipper. he was wrong but he didnt know that

in fact while we’re at it - ford literally always does stuff with the best of intentions he’s just dumb and unlucky as shit

deal with the devil? he thought the devil was his nerdy buddy not the devil. he just was so happy to have a friend who appreciated him he didnt realize he was the fucking devil

abandon your brother? he thought his brother had sabotaged his dreams and that the only person he’d ever trusted had betrayed him. he was wrong but it’s not like stan apologized or denied it. also what was he supposed to do? challenge his dad? in case you didn’t notice filbrick was a fucking terrible dad

building a doomsday device? too bad you’re literally being manipulated and abused by Lucifer The Triangle

“ford didn’t want to make amends with stan” um, no, like obviously he’s still mad and stuff but in dd&md he stops himself from getting super mad and asks stan if he wants to play with him and dipper

“ford wanted to kick stan out” ?? when did he say that??? the closest thing he said to that was that he wanted his house back and while i GUESS you could interpret that as he wanted it back to himself he follows it up directly with “this mystery shack junk is over forever” so its pretty obvious he means he wants the tourist trap that makes a mockery of his entire life’s purpose out of his house

“fords a grumpy guy” he is the opposite . he is overflowing with love and pride for those he holds dear. he might be a little gruff but who wouldnt be after living in hell for 30 years

remember that one asshole whose kink is “ciphord abuse”. dont be that guy. dont write kink shit

just. don’t make ford the villain. dont do it.

this may come as a surprise to you..but….he DOESNT have to bring up his intellect all the time! a shock i know

tip: ford is very excitable he loves getting up and doing things and going on adventures!! he loves interacting with the creatures around gravity falls like the gnomes and steve (see: every gotdamn episode)

he’s also very sympathetic; if someone he knows/cares about is struggling he does whatever he can to help them and comfort them (see: the last mabelcorn, damvtf)

he tends to think more big picture as opposed to worrying about individual details. the priority is always solving the larger problem unless a loved one’s life is ostensibly in danger in which case that takes priority (see: damvtf, wmg1, wmg3)

tip: ford is gay

tip: he’s also anti-social and wouldn’t be very forward with romantic notions like it would take him months before he even THINKS about kissing someone and even then its like a 10 hour loop of beach boys’ wouldn’t it be nice

tip: he is the king of infodumping and explains everything in excruciating detail

tip: he likes to have a good time! don’t be afraid to let him have fun!!

further reading: 1 2 3

for both:

enough of the angst. enough. enough

if you’re going to make them trans don’t milk the dysphoria

tip from my pal rudy @blue-dipper​ (im not trans)

same kinda goes for if youre doing romance dont overplay the internal/external homophobia i made that mistake so many times its just clunky and gets in the way of the characters

the whole idea of “the innocent one” vs “the sinful one” is garbage. abandon it. you will feel a weight lifted from your shoulders

realistically if it’s a reunion thing don’t make them hook up automatically this shit takes time

in general avoid stereotypes. some examples being “the hippie” or “the nerd” just write them like they act on the show its easier and more enjoyable for everyone involved

ALEX HIRSCH ≠ WORD OF GOD only the stuff in the show needs to be considered 100% canon you can pick and choose all the other stuff or ignore it entirely

in conclusion all fiction is subjective and writing someone “in character” all depends on how you perceive the character. these are my perceptions of the character and yeah i get really frustrated when people don’t agree because i believe mine are those that make the most sense and that good representation of neurodivergent and lgbta+ people is important also im petty and annoying. the most important thing is that you be consistent with your portrayals (unless your perception of the character is inconsistency in which case good luck)

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An In-depth Analysis of Myself: the first critique

All the names are changed, and upon looking at the title there will be no end of self analysis. just letters upon letters to me, about me. This was written a few months ago, so who knows how im feeling now. try not to jude me too hard, whoever you are.

I'm so tired of feeling like crap about myself. I have good days and I have bad days. I'm so insecure no matter how hard I try to be confident. I like who I am on the inside, not the out. I know they say the outside doesn't match the inside, but what if it did? Is my outside appearance a direct reflection of who I am inside? Why do I look like this? Why wasn't I born beautiful?

I'm always going to be a big girl. And I'm slowly becoming okay with that. My legs don't bother me, or my arms. It's my middle. My large broad shoulders, the rolls of back fat that ruin any dress or short sleeve. And my big huge stomach that's never satisfied. I hate anything right on my body, anything that sticks to my skin makes me uncomfortable. I need things to be loose to hide the larger components of my body. Most just say eat right and work out, and while I agree, it's not that easy. All my life people think it’s okay to comment on my weight. The doctors, my family, and people who claim to be my friends. It ha always taken a dark toll on me, i developed self destructive behavior at such a young age part of me thought I was lying to myself. That I made up the eating disorder. I never ate anything. For some reason, it didn't bother anyone. They thought i was dieting because i only ate once a day. I got really skinny for my body type that summer. Going into middle school i slowly got better, until i was unhealthy in the opposite extreme. My parents ask why couldn't i put myself on another diet like i had before, they didnt realize i was sick. i didnt realize i was sick. i realized they couldn't see what i was doing to myself. For a while, I thought i was doing really well. I didn't deny myself what i wanted, and i felt comfortable.

Of course like all good things, it came to an end. I don't want to project this on anything other than myself, but i cant help but blame others. For some reason, i thought that since i was going to therapy i was getting better. Unfortunately thats not all that goes into it. The therapist can only do so much, the rest comes from you. Compared to my junior year, senior was way better. Or so i thought. Scholastically, senior year was better. My relationship with my mother was better. Everything should be going my way, but I'm still unhappy. I thought i kicked depressions ass, because i didn't feel so gray all the time anymore, once i realized i had everything i needed to be happy, good grades, great friends, and college acceptance, yet i wasnt, and that told me i wasn't cured just yet. I feel lousy all the time, plagued by mediocrity. Which can stem to all kinds of other issues, but for now let’s focus on my dissolving self confidence. Its not just my body i hate but my face too. My acne is crippling, getting worse everyday. Makeup doesnt do the trick anymore. At the end of the day the makeup wipe reveals the true ugliness beneath, not like the mask was any better. And for a while, i challenged myself to not wear makeup for a while. Sadly that only lasted a few days. You can have a great day, and one comment can ruin you. You see, my makeup less face oddly gave me confidence. Confidence to show who i truly am and to let myself breath. Ultimately, one comment destroyed that all in .002 seconds.

Remember how i said i didn't want to reject blame? Well I'm going to try and justify other peoples actions anyway. Jake is one of my friends. Honestly for a little bit i thought i liked him, but i only liked the attention and i often looked to him for validation because it was the only male friendship without any strict platonic mood placed on it. I can be honest with myself and admit that i was mainly attracted to the idea of us together because he was new, and i could make someone else jealous. However the stark difference between us enlightened me to see that we could never be together because we would never work. He is the opposite of what i want. He isn't goal driven and is often derogatory. Yet, I still look to him for validation just the same. Anyway, for some unknown reason, the last month he has made constant comments on my appearance. Im not entirely sure if he always did this, and I'm just barely noticing, or he is stating because we are slowly becoming more comfortable with one another. He has made comments that have really hurt my feelings. And it is a consistent behavior with him. He has made comments on my weight, my body, my height, my behavior, and my acne. He has made attacks on almost every inch of my being. And what angers me the most is that i often defend hid behavior to my friends. The last few weeks, there has not been a class period where i have left without feeling gross about myself. I excuse this behavior because i know he is equally insecure about everything i am in different perspectives. Yet, this behavior towards me is not acceptable. His comments destroy any inch of confidence i have left in me. I try not to comment on peoples appearance and if i have, i apologize. Jake also suffers from acne and we talk about it a lot. On my no makeup challenge, i anticipated a comment from him, and i shouldn't have to. he said “now that I've seen your real acne i feel better about mine” How does he think thats okay to say to someone who is obviously insecure about how they look? I wear heavy makeup, and he has commented on that as well. Why do people feel the need to comment on my appearance and attack the most vulnerable parts of me? If it can't be fixed in 5 minutes don't say anything. His verbal abuse, while unbeknownst to him, real contributes to my own self hatred. It fuels my fear of being unwanted. He is a close friend, but also a bully in my life.

Fear of being unwanted undoubtably comes from my father abandonment. He left at a young age for reasons I'm too scared to know and i have zero memories of him. I am extremely thankful for my mother and all she has done for me, but there isn't a day that goes by that i don't think about him. Why did he leave? Was he not ready for a child? He has other children with another women and i often wonder if they know about me. Either unfortunately or fortunately, daddy issues is a common trope in todays society. I connect with many characters in media. Like Barney from How I Met Your Mother, Rebecca from Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, and Gabriel Iglesias’ own experience with his father. Like them, my father tried to contact me when i was about 15. Ultimately i said no and did not want contact with him. At 18, i am still not comfortable with the idea of having a relationship with him. He has hurt me deeply and I am not ready to forgive him for that. His abandonment makes me feel like i wasn't enough for him, and that i never will be. Probably the reason i find it so hard to connect with males. I can never truly trust them, much like i can never truly trust anyone because everyone leaves me in the end.

One thing i want to talk about is what happened with Oliver. He is not guilty in any reason, and if you look at it, a minuscule problem in my life. I finally got the guts to tell him how i feel about him, i kinda chicken out and wrote him a letter, but writing my feelings is more therapeutic than saying it, clearly. I told him knowing a relationship wouldn't result. And i think that that is the only reason that made me do it. Yes i genuinely have feelings for him, but i am no way ready for a relationship. Of course i want to make him happy and be with him, but i don't want to know what real heartbreak is, because I'm pretty sure i am heartbroken over myself. If that makes any sense at all. Anyway, i was denied and am okay with it. But it is another experience that makes me feel unworthy of anything real. I have never had anyone show interest in me, and while it is superficial, i long for a little attention. To verify that i am wanted. That i am beautiful. All of which i do not believe in, i want others to, and that is unhealthy. 

Compared to my friends, who are gorgeous, i am the ugly duckling, and I'm okay admitting to it because i know no one else will. Actually my relationships with everyone seem as artificial as my hair color. All my friendships and family relationships seem to be temporary. I know everyone has someone they like more than me. Jennifer is my best friend, but i know she secretly prefers Rebecca or Penelope over me anytime. Daisy is one of my best friends, but i know my recent actions have made her hate me and i walk on eggshells with her now. Isabella is like my sister but i know I'm a third option to her. Behind Yolanda and Trina, and Brandon, Im someone in the background to fall back on. Vanessa is someone i treasure but i know she would prefer a night out with Kristina or anyone else. I know it’s selfish to want to be someones priority, but feeling unimportant to everyone is real hell. I feel like people keep me around because I'm dependable, and I'm tired of it. I look out for everyone, so who the hell looks out for me?

I do the most for my friends. I go above and beyond for everyone, and i notice i set the bar so high for friendship i feel like i don't have any. I want someone to be there for me like i am for everyone else. I look at myself as a lone wolf, but being alone weakens you faster. I am unable to look inside myself and find real strength. All i find is weakness.

I am sick to my stomach because i am so disgusted with myself. I am scared out my mind because no one notices I'm not okay. I cant ask for help, because i don't want people to look at me differently. I am very candid with the fact that i am mentally ill, and pride myself that i go to therapy, but laying a lot of my flaws out on the table is not easy. i know that this paper does not contain all things that i do not like about myself, but for now it is an installment.

If I ever send this to you, i am not attacking you. I am not looking for attention or compliments or sympathy. I am simply being honest with myself and need to write it out. I am hurt and i can feel a self destructive behavior coming over me and this is a signal to be on alert for any alarming actions i might do. Do not smother me, it will only anger me. Do not bombard me with questions about my sanity or overly ask if I'm okay, as i am not clearly sure myself. If you reached this point i am worried that you are scared for me, and my safety. And while i feel that I am being dramatic and this is a crazy disclaimer, this is NOT a suicide note. I am not going to kill myself. I could never do that to my family and cannot put Jennifer through another suicide. If I ever send you this, I am sharing something very personal and ask you to keep this just between us and not show anyone else. I am someone who struggles with low self-esteem, depression, anxiety, sleep issues, and deep rooted fears. And while it may seem contradictory to what i have previously stated, I will be okay.

[kyandice]

CANDICE EDIT THIS UGLY SHIT WHEN U HAVE THE FUCKING TIME

this is an ugly unedited one it has been in my drafts for like 2 months already. so whatever i just posting it. ill edit it if i have the time. thins is is i actually edited half way and MY FUCKING COMPUTER FUCKING CRASHED SO I GAVE UP  and yeahhh ill just post this ugly unedited one and ill edit it again WITH PROPER ENGLISH WHEN I HAVE THE TIME. idk i just cqnt see stuff in my drafts i just havre to post it and yewah wtf.

this unedu=ited stuff is just me writing key poiunts about my day and not like urghhhhhhh i hate this commmmmm. normally i would describe more but i dont want it in my drafts anymore so ill edit it when im free OKAYYYY.

1/3 

Hahahahahah lmao this was the date when i got tgt with K 3 years ago.(omg i still rmb, but tbh its nth special i just rmb useless stuff pretty well)  Never wanted to date a guy again even i with crushes back in sec sch. but anyways, today i went to Sentosa w/ B and he seemed to really like the artificial fiels alot but it was like in the afternoon so it was still kinda hot and yeahhhh. Like it would be much nicer at night. There will be like alot of stars and fireworks too and it will be more windy and cooling idk but it will be nicer at night and i want to spend the night w/ B there again. Oh yeah anyways ystd B bought me the batgirl lego keychain and B told me that batgirl had sex with batman and im shoooked.

2/3 and like today we planned to go to his house anddd then go to parkway parade to some lego secret chambers shop. i went out early cuz my junior wanted to pass me her lego characs but she couldnt make it so i was alr at bishan so i just went to tpy and wait for bryan o wake and meet me so i called him at 11am but he woke up and shouted at me so i just like nvmmmm so i went to the library and went window shopping around tpy and i also went popular 1pm i didnt want to call him up but i was like ugh nvm and called him.. and yay he finaally woke up wna read tuesday with morrie, all the fifty shades of grey and in grey's pov n miss peregrine's home for peculiar children but we still went to parkway parade anyays and he asked me to watch letters from iwo jima so i watched it at night and bryan wanted to watch the breakup list on toggle but it kept playing ads and it just wouldnt play the video so b got alittle pissed 3/3 logan, training (our 8th movie)

4/3 finishing crocheting my first thinggg the bear thing shoud i give it to bryan would he want it so today b was vvvv kinda excited this video thing with ck and cez and im like vvv happy for him cuz he can do smthing he rlly likes with cool n funny ffriends. also he said that he didnt want us to go public at first cuz he was afraid that ppl might tease us he said he was afraid i might be ffrustrated but tbh i was hella frustaratred i dont see the point of hiding our rship but im glad werre like opene now and so at night i went to ikea and b messaged me but i was busyt walking and i didnt recieve his msg but i didnt like lock my phone so it was read. but like it was in my pockets and like my mom doesnt allow me to play my phine whenever im walking but yeah anyways b was angry hat i didnt reply him. we sorta quarreled awhile but we were kinda okay after that i guess. wtf sia today midnight i have to distribute stuff to the homeless ppl in bugis and i was wearing a short paanyts and my mom tied this weird looking scarf i swear i look like some carzy hobo youngster wtf.

5&6/3 sneaked out of house, slept over at his house and after that i went to tpy first while he showers, ate and went home early to pack for camp stuff wna stay over at his house again it was fun we tried to watch moanna but was kinda sleepy

7/3 day 1 of camp. slept with b outised tgt

8/3 day 2 of camp (-met javier and sihui -every camps i go i get very angry -shoulder, water balloon) larn cpr and aed the skit thing worst grp ever

9/3 day 3 of camp water activities we won

10/3 tkd training

11/3

-wtf nxt week go msia (wanted to go work) -quarreled with bteh. cuz i cant go out but he wants me to go out -yyour suffering defines you without it yore a void -japan and korea with bryan -my parents -i want more lego charac -money - i cant wait for tmr for ilighhtsss i want to take like alooot pictures tgt with bryannnn styled hair -nicole choo idk why im still so insecure like i know pretty clearly that im decent looking. decent looking enough to make friends, have a job and not get ostracised in society. and well if you arent good looking enough you'll be made fun off/ostracised in society and thats how humans work. and now everywhere you see are pretty girls and how can any girls feel not insecure. Okay, i have a flat and fat nose. i want to have a sharper and thinner nose like michelle. i have pretty small boobs and i want boobs like naomi. my shoulders are too wide from playing softball, i want a smaller width shoulders like grace. my tummy isnt flat i want a flat tummy. and thing is those are pretty famous girls in like sg and im not even talking abt kim kard or emma wats or like jennifer lawr. omg i dont even know where im going with this im just literally typing all my thoughts down. okay and the boys here???? they all follow those people and im pretty sure they compare them over the normal girls in sch. omg what am i even talking abt. i feel silly even typing this out. but okay if your beauty standards doesnt reach like the norm in society you srsly wouldnt have friends. unless youre realllll rich or your sense of humor is rlly rlly great.

12/3 didnt quarrel but we  were obv upset with each other it was a fun day tho when to see i lights took alot pictures ate llaollao no money

20/3 best s ever went home after it bteh gg aunts house today

his flight will be tmr 21/22 job interview got the job bryaan in flight abt cosplay how i dont have frinds

25/03 bryan found my private twitter accnt                                    bteh tole me abt a girl he liked when he was in korea idk if anyone realised but ive got a really really really bad habit. its weird really. but its a thing ive been doing since young and i never talked to anyone about it before. so actually, when im nervous, or stressed out, or just couldnt take my mind off smthing, i would like start peeling or plucking my nails. okay many people do this but, i ahve a weirder one andddd omg i think i will regret saying this. So actually, i pluck i my hair when im nervous, stressed out or just thinking abt smthing i cant ignore. so back in primary 4 i was doing this math practice paper and i couldnt do any those 6marks big problem sums and i was fking stressed out. and well my habit of plucking my own hair started really really young. and at P4 my mom saw me crying

26 toc competition firdst fight win second fight lose how i dont wna fight nationals cuz my weight cat all got national player lose my chance to win gold cant even get silver r came today

29/ power rangers

30 wanted to go coney island with rapheal and jill and bryan but it rained so we went to lan and gamed without jill bryan pushed me and i banged into someone in the end see museums some forest thing the ligths vvv pretyy

28/hotel

31/ hotel went to work after that talk about work made bryan that key chain clp diner and dance

1/4 learn bst bts for club crawl played boomberang didnt workkk aot is out!!!!!!

2/4 today i need to go mountbatten cc to practice my poomsae my poomsae lousy i dont think i can pass at first try anyways president of stf is milan quey idk if i spelt his name properly but yeah. before that ate yellow sub with B will nvr eat there again portion is small yet expensive and food isint so nice at all but since i get to eat with b im vvvv gladdd

3/4 today i went early to B's house. after that met up with madeline and shirlyn to watch boss baby and the movie was quite nice i thought i wouldnt like it and then we ate pepper lunch and omg osaka is a vvv small place like shirlyn went evrywhere i visited like a a year ago

4/4 AND I WOKE UP WITH BTEH lose his doibok and he couldnt find it my maid threathened to take a mail for my mom cuz she lazy walk and she wants me to do it but i was late

5/4 there was demo training we played table tennis for awhile and bteh is good at it, ok maybe its just that i suck at it but yea theres was fmo so we slacked at tg until demo tng started so at night he said hes tired but idk that he wanted to sleep soon and he was like stop it and i was like stop wat but he ttly just shut me off and then i got pissed cuz i would nvr do that to him

6/4 i had to meet herman but like after meeting him timetable i realised i forget to bring my wallet somethimes im torn in beteen like just not gg out with bteh cuz i have no money to eat or spend his money again he keeps saying its okay but its really not okay im just not comfortable like someone spending so much on me i owe money so he told me his specs broke ttly

One of the things dreams do for us is prepare us for worse case scenario. The dream that is closest to reality about a loved one leaving us prepares the mind for the pain that can be inflicted upon us. It creates a probability. That means it could happen, it means it’s a fear you have, and being such your mind protects your psyche in a way to allow you to feel the emotions of the event, even though the event never occurred.

13 reasons why felt like  th main charac like back in sec sch all i wanted was just to finish my olevels and go to poly so i can be a whole new person. someone who i wanted to be withouht anyone laughing at me

1au away from sol 1au measurement unit like light or smthing sol is latin from sun porbbaly it