#but i have to work tomorrow night and theres gonna be a lot to do

[frighthouseofalighthouse]

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[minhmynchi]

(venting in the tags ignore this lol)

[toastsnaffler]

nvm im too tired and overstimulated for this shit

[todayisafridaynight]

What game crossover would you like to see for Yakuza? It can be anything even something ridiculous like Mario or something lol?

persona:)

[ifimdreaming]

shower

Luke Hughes x Reader

summary: you and luke are visiting michigan and have a shower together 🤝🤝🤝

word count: 800

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“How bout we stay in and we can just go out tomorrow night…” Luke says as he cuddles in closer to your side and presses his lips firmly against your neck, pecking you over and over, making you giggle in return.

He’s practically holding you down at this point and you've both been in this hotel bed for way too long now.

“Its not like theres never going to be another party, theres basically something going on every night” he convinces himself, and he doesnt see it but you roll your eyes in response.

“But we wont be in michigan every night luke. And your friends miss you. A lot.” you say as you lift the covers off of your bodies, luke dramatically pulling them back over himself as the cold shocks his body.

“Its almost 9pm, if we dont go now were going to end up staying here and falling asleep. Just like yesterday.” you laugh out

“But its warmmm here. And youre nice to cuddle with. And sexy and pretty and beautiful and” 

You cut him off with a kiss and can feel him smiling against your lips.

“It worked” he says with a smirk and you roll your eyes again, this time making sure he is watching you do so

“Ok luke” you say as you begin to sit up, “Im gonna go shower and get ready. You better be out of bed when I come back cuz eddie texted us almost an hour ago now, asking where we were.”

You grab your things and head to the shower, and hear a loud groan of annoyance as you close the washroom door.

You begin to shower and after a few minutes you hear a knock on the door, and luke entering the washroom

“Im getting in k?” he says as you are finishing up washing your hair

“Mhm” you say as you hear him undress, and watch him attentively as he gets in the shower with you

“Oh! look who decided to get out of bed!” 

“Who?!” Luke says as he turns his head and looks around the shower cluelessly, acting as though there is someone else you could possibly be talking about,

“DONT EVEN ACT LIK-” 

He crashes his lips onto yours, not even giving you a chance to finish your sentence. He holds your face in his hands as the kiss deepens. You go to take a step towards him but he walks backwards with your face in his hands so that both of your bodies are immersed by the warm water. 

Luke moves his hands to the sides of your hips as he releases the kiss. You look up at him with a smile and he runs his fingers up and down your arms. the feeling of the water and his hands on you making you never want to leave this hotel room. 

He places a soft kiss on your neck and places gentle kisses around your chest before he moves slowly towards your lips again, and just before you go to grab his face in your hands, he moves his attention from your body to his hair.  

your hands fall to your sides as a result of his sudden movement as he begins running his fingers between his hair and letting the water run over his face, completely disregarding what he was starting 

“Luke. Hughes.” you say annoyedly, knowing he is fully aware of what he is doing to you.

You watch him intently as he just smirks at you and continues rinsing off under the water, 

“You done?” he says reaching for the faucet, about to turn off the shower. Meanwhile, completely ignoring what he just did.

You sigh in defeat and he laughs as you move him out of your way and quickly rinse off before turning off the shower yourself.

“First one to dry off wins!” luke says as he steps out of the tub before you and rushes to grab the towel closest to the shower, the other towel being hung on the back of the washroom door.

“Hey! Youre a cheater!” you exclaim as luke is rubbing himself dry and taunting you by faking handing you his towel

“Sorry, i cant be a cheater its my game…and i win!” he says with a shrug as he wraps his towel around his now dry body.

you are about to curse him out before luke grabs the towel on the door, and delivers it to you with a kiss on the forehead before he leaves the washroom.

“Thank you! And I think I won by default because you’re a cheater Mr Hughes!” you shout out to him in the next room and hear nothing but silence for a few seconds.

“Fineeee, you win.”

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[dmercer91]

More subby!matt it’s giving me life right now

nsfw headcanons [2], mk23

part two to this beauty of a list, but with all subby!matt, cause we all know and love him.

he's completely and totally obsessed with your thighs, cannot imagine a world in which he's not often between them. really, really likes to use them as pillows during couch snuggles.

only gets a lot distracted when you sit down and they flood a little

he brings an item of your clothing that he sprays with your perfume on roadies and shoves is face into it to keep himself quiet in hotel rooms.

he made the mistake of bringing a pair of panties once, and had to very bashfully lie that he shoved his clothes into a bag unfolded from the dryer, and that they must've been in a ball of stuff cause he got caught with them when he was looking for smth in his bag

he likes to bite, usually just nipping but there have been a few times he's bitten into your shoulder.

when you're being mean about him getting loud he bites down onto his hand

getting his hair played with is his personal heaven and he really likes to lay directly on top of you and get scalp scratchies (preferably while you warm him, but we all know how bad he is at sitting still)

when he's going down on you he really wants to do a good job and he does but he's undeniably messy abt it and he can't stop babbling

the first time he was very deep in a subby mood eating you out, he got so in his head and excited to taste you when you finished that the thought of it had him fucking into the mattress and he came in his boxers

he was so sensitive that he left marks on your hips from his grip when he slid inside you

during the all star break you would come home every day from work to him with dinner made, with these sweet puppy eyes while you tried what he made cause he wanted you to like it more than anything he's ever wanted before, he thinks

and on the second or third night, you tell him he should be resting during his time off.

"wanna take care of you, though" he argues and you shake your head

"i'll make dinner when i come home tomorrow, hm? you relax, catch up with friends or somethin'" and it was like the mere thought of not catering to you was unfathomable to him

so, you started to palm him

and then suddenly denying anything you said was unfathomable to him, he couldn't remember what his point was

his eyes fluttered back and you told him again.

"gonna- oh.. m' gonna let you make dinner tomorrow..."

"theres a good boy,"

and, i don't remember if i touched on his praise kink in the og hc list, but i'll do it again

he drinks it up like he needs to survive

the first time you called him a good boy, he immediately came inside you with no warning for you or even himself. so, you decided you'd use it against him

he'll beg and beg, even tell you he doesn't need to come as long as you tell him he's good for you, cause he wants you to confirm that he's doing everything just right

he needs you to be proud of him and he will do absolutely anything for you to think highly of him and his efforts.

he babbles about how much he loves you…. a lot

and you’ll tell him how much you love him in return and it’s like his brain goes quiet, he hums contently, quits his begging cause he’s got everything he could ever want right in his lap

[inthe-dark-tonight]

Falling Into My Sins

chapter three: balled up fists

dbf!joel x fem!reader series - loosely inspired by the song skin by soccer mommy

chapter 1 chapter 2 chapter 4 chapter 5 chapter 6

summary: tommy and joel walk into your new job and you decide to confront joel about the events that took place at sunday night dinner. the only thing is, joel isn't alone.

word count: 2.5k

series rating: E (18+ mdni)

warnings: no outbreak AU, age gap (reader is in their 20s, Joel is in his 40s) no use of y/n, no physical description of reader, tommy and reader flirt a little, player!joel, joel being a gaslighter sorry, ANGST, theres one part where joel grabs readers wrist kinda roughly bc she’s… doing something so be aware of that, if i’m missing anything let me know!!

notes: okayyyyy here we go, i don’t want to spoil anything so… let me know what you guys think of this chapter :) thank you again to my love @shatteredbaby for proofreading for me again, i owe you my life mwah. can't forget my literal mother @pr0ximamidnight for letting me ramble for hours <3

It’s Friday morning now and Joel never got back to you. You didn’t send another text after your last one, afraid that you would seem desperate or annoying. You’ve been busy this week anyway so you try not to let it bother you.

One of the jobs you applied for finally called back, so you went in for an interview on Tuesday morning and they already have you working your first shift tonight. It’s a waitressing job, which isn’t exactly what you were hoping for, but you applied for anything and everything, just happy to be working again. It will also be good to get your mind off of everything that’s happened last weekend. 

You finish getting ready for work. Your shift starts in about an hour but you want to be early for your first day. As you leave your room, you grab your purse and your apron before running down the stairs. Your dad’s in the living room and you shout out to him. 

“I’m leaving! I’m not off until midnight so see you tomorrow!” 

“See ya bud, have fun!” He shouts back. 

You shut the door behind you and walk down your front steps to your car. As you walk to your car, you glance across the street towards Joel’s house. His truck isn’t in the driveway. You haven’t seen him at all this week, not even a quick glimpse as he was leaving for work or coming home. You saw Sarah come home from school a few times, but no Joel. 

You get into your car and turn the radio on, trying to shake the memory of the other night from your mind. You pull away, past Joel’s house and out of the neighborhood. The job you got is at a local diner near your house. Unfortunately though, it’s a 24hr diner which means you’ll probably be working nights most of the time but you’re just happy to be working again.

You pull up to the diner and step out of your car, grabbing your purse and tying your black apron around your waist. The one good thing about this job is that the dress code is simple, all black. You walk in and one of the other waitresses, Betty, greets you as you walk up to the counter. 

“Hi hon, welcome to work!” She smiles at you. 

She's an older woman, probably in her late fifties, and she’s very friendly. She was here the day of your interview and she chatted with you as you sat waiting for the manager to be ready for you. 

“Hi” you smile shyly at her.

“I’m gonna be training you tonight,” she starts. “There isn’t a lot to learn, I think you’ll get the hang of it easily so I’m just kinda here if you need any help.” 

You nod your head and follow her behind the counter. She takes about fifteen minutes to show you the ropes, how to use the register and things of that sort.

“Okay well,” she starts taking a deep breath. “I think you got this, I trust ya.” She winks at you. “It’s gonna be pretty slow for the next few hours, just watch the counter for now, I’ll handle any tables that come in.” 

You nod, acknowledging that you understand and then she walks into the back. You look around the diner noticing that there’s practically nobody in there. One booth in the back corner is occupied by an older man reading the paper and sipping on a black coffee, but that’s it. 

About an hour later you hear the bell on the door jingle as someone enters the diner. Your head whips towards the door and you see a familiar face, Tommy Miller. His face lights up as his eyes meet with yours and he walks towards the counter.

“Hey,” he glances around the empty diner, then his eyes land back on you. “Guess you heard back from some of the application’s you sent out huh?”

“Hi,” you laugh a little at his comment. “Yeah uh, I did. Today’s my first day actually.” 

He takes a seat at the counter and you hand him a menu. “Does that make me your first customer?” he raises his brow and smiles at you. 

“Yeah actually.”

“Hmmm, I’ll have to test ya then.” He opens the menu. 

You let out a small laugh “Can I get you anything? Coffee?” You watch as Tommy glances over the menu. 

He doesn’t look up at you. “Yeah actually, I’ll take a coffee while I wait.” 

Wait for what? You don’t ask. You walk to grab the coffee pot and a mug, setting it down to fill it in front of him. 

“Thanks darlin’,” he looks up at you and your cheeks heat up. 

“No problem, let me know when you’re ready.” You turn around to replace the coffee pot. 

Suddenly the doors open again, you hear the bell but you don’t turn around to look until you hear a woman laughing. You look up and your face immediately drops. 

It’s Joel Miller, and his arm is wrapped around some woman as they walk towards a booth. He doesn’t see you yet as he slides into a booth by the window, sitting on the side that faces you. Tommy turns his head glancing at him, then turns back to you. 

“Christ, when I told him to meet me after his date I didn’t think he’d bring the woman along.” Tommy rolls his eyes. 

Joel was on a date? You just hum in response, not sure what to say. You look back towards Joel, he’s smiling as he leans on the table. Once his eyes meet with yours his smile disappears. You immediately snap your eyes away from him and focus back on Tommy. 

“Ready?” You smile at him. 

He looks up at you giving you a cheeky grin “Yeah,” he rubs the back of his neck as he talks. “Gonna keep it simple I think, just a burger and fries.” 

You jot it down on your pad and then quickly rip the paper off. “You got it.” You wink at him, eyes meeting with Joel’s for a quick second before you turn around to place the order with the line cooks. 

When you turn around, Tommy’s cheeks are slightly flushed. Then you see Betty come out from the back and walk towards Joel’s table to take their order. You try not to stare as you try to catch a better glimpse at the woman he’s here with. She has long blonde wavy hair, and as she turns her head to say something to Betty you catch a glimpse of her side profile and blinding smile. You have to admit she’s quite gorgeous. Then Joel’s saying something to Betty before she walks back and gives her order to the line cooks. His eyes flicker to yours again, and then to the woman he’s sitting with. 

Your blood is boiling but you’re trying not to show it. How was he fucking you the other night and now he’s here with someone else? 

“So, what’ve you been up to this week?” Tommy says, snapping you out of your thoughts. 

“Oh nothing much,” You smile, a bit distracted.

He hesitates for a moment. “Got anything going on tomorrow?” He’s looking at you with his large brown eyes. 

You notice Joel is watching you like a hawk, dark eyes burning straight through you as you’re talking to Tommy. You peel your eyes away from Joel and look back to Tommy.

“Not sure, I don’t think so.” 

“If you’re free, maybe we could go to this bar downtown?” He stops for a second. “I mean, if not, that’s fine just-“ 

“I’ll let you know.” You smile at him before turning to grab his food and placing it in front of him. 

“Thanks.” he glances up at you quickly. 

You nod and then look back towards Joel. He gets out of the booth and the woman follows. As she stands up, he pulls her into an embrace before waving bye to her and sitting back down. As the woman walks out, you finally get a look at her. She’s gorgeous, luscious hair bouncing as he walks towards the door. She glances over at you and smiles before pushing on the door and leaving. You’re frozen there for a moment, before looking back towards Joel. You need to talk to him. 

“I’ll be right back.” Tommy looks up at you with wide eyes, nodding his head. 

You storm over to Joel, blood boiling. His eyes are locked on you the whole way over. When you get to his booth, you slide into the spot where the blonde woman was just sitting a moment ago and stare directly into his eyes. He shifts in his seat as your eyes stay glued to his. 

“We need to talk. Now.” The last part comes out low through gritted teeth and filled with anger as you try to keep it together. 

“What about, sweetheart?” He leans back, throwing his arm over the back of the booth. 

What about? He's got to be joking. You feel like you could snap any second, and you think he can tell by the look in your eyes. 

“Joel.” It comes out as a warning. 

“Okay, okay,” he glances around the diner. “Not in here.” He gets up from the booth and you follow him as he walks towards the door. 

Joel walks outside and you call out to Betty saying that you’re taking a quick break, she just waves you off. You walk out the door and look both ways before spotting Joel leaning against his truck. You walk towards him slowly, thinking about what you want to say. You stand in from of him, practically fuming at the way he’s acting so nonchalant, like he didn’t fuck you up against the side of your father’s home five nights ago and then ghost you. 

“So,” You say, finally breaking the silence. 

“So.” He says back. 

You’re silent for a moment, trying to collect your thoughts. “What exactly is going on, Joel,” your eyes meet his and your stomach flips. 

“Not sure what you’re talkin’ about.” He clears his throat and breaks eye contact with you, looking down at his boots. 

So he’s going to play dumb, you see how it is. “Seriously?” You shake your head still looking at him. 

He looks up at you apprehensively, like he’s afraid to meet your gaze. “Seriously, what are you on about.” His brows knit together as he looks at you.

You take a step closer to him. “You’re going to act like you didn’t fuck me behind my dad’s house less than a week ago?” Your voice starts to raise and he’s just staring back at you now.

“I-“ you cut him off. 

“No, let me finish.” You’re ready to let it all out. “You left abruptly Sunday night, practically ghosted me when we had plans Tuesday, and then showed up here… on a date?” He doesn’t say anything. “And then you have the nerve to ask me what we need to talk about.” 

He shoves one hand into his pocket and the other rubs at the scruff on his cheek. 

“Just tell me, were you lying when you said you didn’t want to forget about the night we met? That you wanted me,” You swallow thickly, afraid that you might not like his answer. “Was I just another girl to add to your list?” 

His jaw ticks as he stands there silently. “Yeah.” He’s still not looking at you. “It was just a fuck, that’s all.” 

You scoff. “You’re sick.” His eyes snap up to you. “Even after you found out that my dad is your best friend, who does that?” You shake your head, he has a smug look on his face that makes you just wanna- 

Your hand reaches up to slap him, but he catches your wrist before your hand even gets close to his cheek. He’s breathing heavily, anger burning behind his eyes.

“The hell are you doing?” He says it through gritted teeth. “Tryin’ to hit me?” 

You just stare at him. “You deserve it, don’t you think?” Your voice slightly breaks as the words come out. 

He grabs your other wrist and spins you around pressing you up against his truck. You try to wriggle away but he’s too strong. You’re speechless as you stand there in his grasp, a shocked look on your face. 

He’s breathing heavy as he towers over you, dark eyes staring at your parted lips now. His eyes meet yours, you have no idea what his next move will be. 

“Do I?” He’s close enough now that you can feel his breath fanning over your face. 

Your heart is racing. “Joel…” you breathe out.

Then he’s slamming his lips against yours, the kiss is needy and rough as he presses himself against you. You start to melt into him and then snap out of it, breaking the kiss. You push his solid chest as hard as you can, shoving him away from you. He slightly stumbles back releasing his grip on your wrists. 

“What the fuck is wrong with you?!” He looks like a deer in headlights right now, stunned by your reaction. 

His mouth falls open but nothing comes out. You turn away from him and start walking back towards the door, taking a deep breath trying to hold back tears, not from sadness but from anger. Who does he think he is? 

When you open the door to the diner, Tommy’s head whips towards you. “Hey, were you on break?” He asks as you walk back behind the counter. 

“Yeah,” Your voice cracks a bit as you answer him. “So, about tomorrow,” you clear your throat.

Tommy’s eyes light up. “Yeah?”

Joel walks through the door making his way to Tommy, you glance at him before your eyes meet his brother’s again. 

“I’d love to go with you.” He smiles at your words. 

“Great, I’ll get you around 8?” He says, his dark chocolate eyes gleaming as you nod positively.

Joel’s standing behind Tommy, now staring you down. You’re unsure about how much he’s heard, but honestly, you could care less at this moment. 

“C’mon Tommy, we gotta go.” Joel says as he lightly pulls at Tommy’s sleeve. 

Tommy pulls out his wallet, setting some cash on the table for his meal then stands up. “See ya.” he’s holding back a smile.

You bite your cheek. “Yeah, see ya.” 

Joel’s standing by the door waiting for Tommy as you give him a deadly glare before clearing the counter and you hear the door to the diner close. You’re not sure what you’ve gotten yourself into, but you feel sort of excited for tomorrow night.

thank you for reading! feel free to comment or leave asks, i love to talk about this fic so I will almost always answer/chat :)

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[disasterinbound]

cat prince souyo hehehe... save me cat prince souyo..

maybe yosuke saves a cat from being run over on his way to work, and a new person shows up in town. those two events are definitely not in any way related.

yu is the cat prince who comes to inaba to experience what life is like to humans and how to blend in. dojima and nanako are cat royalty as well so he gets sent to live with them for a bit. yes they can turn into cats.

yosuke saves cat!yu from being run over by a car or something. the next night after, theres a knock at yosuke's door, and yu shows up, thanks yosuke for saving his life and tells him that he wants to show his appreciation.

yosuke is of course really confused, and he's like what?? so yu goes into his cat form and stands up on his hind legs. yosuke is starting to think that this is a dream and he really should start saying no to taking those extra shifts if this is the dream he's gonna get

also yosuke being yosuke is like "nah man s ok it was nothin" and yu is like "no, no, i insist" before he leapts off and yosuke's left wondering why he's dreaming of a hot guy turning into a cat

like a day later a basket of fish appears in his kitchen and he's like ??? where did this come from until he remembers what happened. he then starts going FUCK ok ok first of all the fish. i need to give it back to him because i don't like fish. then he hops on his bike and realises FUCK where does he live. so he keeps it in the freezer for the time being until he can figure out what to do

yu then shows up at JUNES going did you like the fish :3 and yosuke is like "im so sorry dude but i actually don't like fish..." but yu looks so crestfallen like a cute cat who's sad and yosuke is about to pat him on the back until he perks back up and goes "wait for tomorrow :3" and speeds off as yosuke realises that he never asked where yu lived so he can give back the fish

cue the next few days becoming extreme tomfoolery when yu gives him gifts that cats like because he doesn't get how humans work yet and he didn't ask nanako and dojima, cats who have been more accustomed to humans and their behaviour for help. smart move bancho.

until yosuke's had enough and just tells yu that he really doesn't like the gifts but yu just looks so sad like a wet cat that yosuke goes what if you took me out to eat or hang out because he's been affected by yu's charms.

after that surprisingly fun date outing, yosuke thinks that's the end of it, until yu shows up the day after like "hi lets go out :3"

and then??? he just shows up everytime??? and they both have fun together??? and then yosuke begins to fall for bancho (and vice versa) as they both get to know each other more??? (i mean, you do seem pretty good with your hands) astounding, brain. bravo. maybe yu tells yosuke more about the cat kingdom and how he doesn't know that much about humans

one day, yu decides to confess via courtship, and starts becoming really touchy with yosuke. like in his cat form he rubs up against yosuke more, and in his human form, he purrs a lot around him and links their hands together. And yosuke's like ??? (flushed) but he's not saying no because maybe its just a normal thing in the cat kingdom. definitely not cuz he likes yu or anything.

but yu thinks yosuke is giving out a lotta mixed signals to his courting, like shying away sometimes (he's embarrassed because they were in public) or accepting it but not leaning into it, so he goes to dojima for advice.

dojima: did you ever tell him you're courting him. he probably doesn't know what you're doing.

yu: ...oops :3

and off he goes to fix off his mistake! dojima sets him a few things straight and awkwardly tells him about dating and stuff before he goes to meet yosuke on the riverbank.

funnily enough that's also when yosuke decides to confess to yu, so when yosuke goes "I like you!" all blushing and after yu also reciprocates he's like "is this a good time to mention that I've been courting you"

yosuke: you've been WHAT

yu: :3

and so they became official boyfriends!! (and maybe cat husband kings but thats for later)

yosuke gets to tease yu about it for a week until yu kisses him til he's dazed and yosuke promptly falls into a trash can.

[prestonmonterey]

tlt update bc i need to distract myself

@vincentaureliuslin @tatsumisheep3 again, lmk if you want me to stop tagging you if its annoying

yippee :D

sorry i didnt do updates for a while :\ but its tech week!!

opening night is next thursday which is pretty exciting

also look at this cool lighting!!! i think this is for like strong or something,,, idk some sally n percy scene

i was

sigh

in the gym for like 5 and a half hours today TwT (and one of my friends as well) i think,, idk how to do math :P

but we finished the set i think!! so thats super cool!!!

i dont have proper pictures of the columns but thats we worked on mostly

(neeks did graffiti on them and it looks cool as fuck. theres a buncha riordanverse refrences, like a brick,,, r + j (riptide n jack), uh uh uh "punks not dead you are" and some like really cool things like lightning bolts and a big ol sun and i like em a lot)

heres a picture where you can kinda sorta see the columns but not really (and the lotus hotel sign!!! we spent so fucking long on that thing and its only on stage for like 20 seconds in drive TwT)

here idk you can kinda see some more idk most of the photos i have have actors in them and i dont wanna post that without their permission and also like doxing and stuff :P

heres the column cap in normal light bc thats what we attached today

also the lil golden dragon is festus we love him,, we put him up there and are just gonna hope no one notices >:3

heres festus on the ground

haha totally didnt mean to post that before i finished typing TwT

anyway im super super excited!!! and also really really tired bc tech week is killing me and we still have rehearsal tomorrow

anyway uhh goodnight/day idk

[k1rameki]

i think i need to expand on my losergirl ayana agenda bc lord have i become hyperfixated (buckle up bc i have gone absolutely insane over this) (this might also end up becoming a hc dump uh oh) (also bear in mind thanks to all the recent art ive been seeing of her ive been on a real ayana kick when it comes to ships n shit so yeah some hcs with the other characters imma mention can be interpreted romantically too teehee) (and also!!! more general ayana hcs too :333 i have a cavity in mein cranium that can only be filled with soft ayana content)

also quick emoji keys for dialogue i may add for this ^_^

🎸 - aldryx

🩻 - tabi

🔻- ayana

🎧 - dalia

📼 - agoti

some of the many reasons i believe ayana is an absolute girlfailure is her complete and utter failure in her previous relationship/s (I SAY THIS BC SHE PROBABLY HAS BEEN IN A FEW THAT HAVENT WORKED OUT LONG BEFORE SHE MET BOYFRIEND,, also shes just awkward as hell but thats a story for anotha time)

NOT ONLY THAT BUT HELLO??? she appears so calm and collected whenever shes engaging in simple conversation but internally shes freaking out and she has no idea where anything is gonna end up going and often times she can and she WILL let stupid things slip out of her mouth and immediately she regrets it

and let me tell you this she gets more and more pathetic and losery around dalia,, this woman is in LOVE (hence that stupid doodle i made where aya's just freaking out over the slightest bit of affection given to her) (looks like she might have abandonment issues sorry what)

IN FACT. GIVING PHYSICAL AFFECTION TO EVERYONE. SHES ALL FOR THAT SHIT,, hugs, kisses, stroking hair, you name it, this girl is a massive cuddlebug you cant convince me otherwise

i mentioned my pastry chef ayana hc in passing but i'm gonna fully expand on that now: SO. also aya family hcs bc people should talk ab that but ayana's dad is a chef (no specific speciality, but he does make a lot of baked goods) and growing up she would often mirror what he does and that eventually led to her practicing and honing her skills! :D (she also studies culinary arts at college teehee) ALSO!!! she brings all sorts of baked goods she makes over for all her favourite people to enjoy constantly whether that be cookies, pastries, cakes, all of that yummy stuff

despite being an absolute loser girlfail idiot she can jam on the bass like its no tomorrow. IM TALKING ABOUT SLAP, FINGERPICKING, YOU NAME IT, SHE CAN DO IT ‼️‼️ here's an example of the bass playing style i had in mind for her, very energetic and fluid heuehehehehehe

SPEAKING OF (and this ties in a little with my band au) and whenever she drops an epic bassline everyone just stops and stares at her totally being in the zone

🔻: –casually having the time of her life playing a bassline like theres no tomorrow–

🎸: "yo holy crap aya where has this energy been this entire time"

🔻: "huh what do you mean"

HAIR EXTENSIONS!!! ive talked about this on discord before but ayana with naturally shorter hair so she wears hair extensions! (also bc gender euphoria but shhhh)

i also believe that aldryx and tabi had zero idea that she wore them and just believed her hair was naturally long. this is how their conversation went trust;

🔻: " hey guys ^_^"

🩻: ".....did you cut your hair?"

🔻: "no? my hair has always been short"

🎸: "IT HAS??!!??!!??! 😨 I THOUGHT YOUR HAIR WAS JUST REALLY LONG"

🩻: "ME TOO— jesus christ my life is a lie"

🔻: "theyre hair extensions not the holy grail calm down 😭😭😭"

AND NOW THAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT AYANA INTERACTING WITH THE OTHERS, LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO MY AGOTI/AYA DUO HC BC HELLO romantic or platonic these two are fucking adorable, the loserboy + losergirl pairing ever frfr (also bc i hc that theyre really close in age bc iirc ayana's birthday is january 28th so that would make her around 3-4 months younger than agoti to me at least teehee)

those two gossip about anything and everything and every single night they do each other's hair n spend time doing full fledged spa routines while talking shit about anyone and everyone bc theyre high maintenance as hell and take pride in their combined collection of bazillions of good smelling bodywashes and shampoos

🔻: "oh my god, goti i cant believe i forgot to tell you about some crazy interaction i had with someone earlier today i swear its driving me crazy"

📼: "BITCH AND YOU DIDNT TELL ME SOONER? YOU'D BETTER START FROM THE BEGINNING I NEED DETAILS IN FULL"

🔻: "OKOK SO WHAT HAPPENED WAS—"

also she works as a seamstress in her spare time when she's not doing music or baking ^_^ she often uses her expertise to create some outfits (with the help of sketches done by either tabi or agoti) and often has trouble finding someone to be her muse so she often gets dalia to help

she takes this VERY seriously by the way if she hears a singular complaint she will go insane

🎧: "how long is this gonna take 😔😔 my arms are getting sore babe i cant stand like this for much longer"

🔻: "dee i love you but i swear to god if you say that one more time i'm going to stab you with this needle until your arm is red and swollen BE PATIENT PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU 😭😭😭"

🎧: "😀😀😀😀😀 youre gonna WHAT"

also. shes got a BIG sweet tooth — she and tabi bond over sweets and trying all sorts of new things together, especially chocolatey things bc theyre both obsessed with chocolate anything

🩻: "aya i went to the store and i found this wafer cake thing and i thought you and i should try it"

🔻: "TABI THAT LOOKS DELICIOUS OMG go grab two spoons right now you and i are eating all of this right now"

🩻: "OKAY SURE :] i can already tell this is gonna taste good"

also sometimes she forgets to eat proper meals and will consistently only have sweets and snacks all day until someone calls her out on it, shes very forgetful, oopsies!

[nutlessspeedrun]

so. my edge o matic arrived.

my roommate has been off work for the past week (completely coincidencidentally) so i havent even been able to masturbate how i want. how can i pound myself into a whiny puddle when theres a guy here, huh???

ANYWAYS. i finally got the house to myself tonight, and i spent a while fiddling with the settings. i think i ALMOST got it set right? it has trouble detecting when im close to cumming, so i had to pull it away manually and let myself calm down.

i, uh. ended up edging 20 times. i had to stop because i was getting too sensitive (and my butt was starting to hurt from the butt-plug sensor) but the edges are good, because i owed 32 edges from the poll i ran about being allowed to cum! so now i just need to do... 12 more... usually, i start to become a mess somewhere around the 5-8ish mark...

but, i can handle it! its only been five days since i last came, so. thats... nothing! rookie numbers! i already went 15 days in a row a couple months back. and im gonna need some practice for no nut november! ... the jury is still out on locktober. like, i have a belt, and i got it fitting a lot better, buuuut. i havent been able to fall asleep wearing it, and its hard to wash with it on. and peeing is... meeeeessy... but if i only needed to lock up for a few hours at a time, i think i could manage. maybe locking up when im at home, and wearing a plug when im out? im open to suggestions!

im hoping to get it set up better tomorrow night, or sometime later this week. fingers crossed!

[causenessus]

HI NESS!! its like 3 pm rn so good afternoon 😋 i hope you're having/had(? idk when ur school day ends so like..) a good school dayyayay :)) HOPEFULLY YOUVE BEEN DRINKING WATER and ofc eating enough + taking ur meds 🙂‍↕️

when u mentioned some npc named cream cheese i started laughing like an idiot omg 💔 like picture me sitting in the living room next to my roommate bc we're watching a tv show and then i look down at my phone and start giggling out of nowhere.. cream cheese sounded like a real opp 😕🙏 i was the same but with mariokart bc rose gold peach was always hitting me w red shells fr LIKE I CRIED OVER THAT A LOT ACTUALLY (i was 7). and omg mario party!! i still play that whenever i have game nights bc i was able to buy a nintendo switch HAHAHAH and dude just dance hyperfixation goes crazy bc i got insanely good at rasputin solely because i thought i looked cool (i did not.) 😞

ALSO THE VOLLEYBALL GIRLS BEING MEAN IS SO REAL OMG.. lots of the vb girls at my middle school didn't like me for no reason it was crazy actually and that was partially why i didnt start until now LMAO theyre scary af sometimes akwkwnssj

IM GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW and me and my friends were trying to figure out where to meet and its now coming to me that i have nothing planned whatsoever 😋 LIKE I DIDNT EVEN PLAN WHEN TO WAKE UP AND I ONLY REALIZED NOW PLS so today i have to lock in and plan an outfit hairstyle and lunch for tomorrow morning and uhhhhhh i wanted to write and post an akaashi oneshot before i went back to school bc i would probably lose the time to write frequently so... how do u balance out your time omg (DONT ACTUALLY ANSWER THIS ITS OK ITS RHETORICAL IM JUST YAPPING)

also i had no idea but like theres a district rule here that phones CANNOT be used at all in the school day unless u were explicitly allowed to.. like ive been getting intro emails from my teachers and their talking about A CELL PHONE VAULT⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ guys i just want my phone so that i can listen to music while i work on assignments please i swear im an ok kid 💔 i may just keep it in my backpack and always wear my hair down because im desperate.. i think i may have an aneurysm if i have to go the entirety of a day without music so desperate times call for desperate measures i suppose 😕

ANYWAY IM NOT GONNA REREAD THAT AND ATTEMPT TO CORRECT ANY ATROCIOUS LOOKING RUN ON SENTENCES SO I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND ME,, HOPEFULLY YOURE DOING WELL AND ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY!!

HELLO SAV!!! GOOD EVENING <3 (it's 10 pm rn oopsies) THANK U!! AND I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD DAY <3 today was okay besides the embarrassment of hearing my own playlist being played in public...yk what i'm referring to..BUT also aa yes i will take my meds thank you for the reminder!! since 10 is when i'm supposed to take them 😭 i'll take them next time i get up!! bc i'm kind of comfy rn </3

PLEASE i never actually played mario kart </33 like then the switch came out and my friend had it and i played at her house but then she'd always get mad bc i'd beat her LMAO so i've actually never owned mario kart!! like i ended up get a hand me down switch from my sister's bf's sister who didn't want it anymore but it dies like within an hour of being used so i never play it </33 and DW i didn't look cool dancing to promiscuous even if i got 5 stars on it LMAOAO

but YES idk i think middle school volleyball is definitely the worst bc that's when the toxicity started for my friend in volleyball and i think it makes sense just because of what our minds are like at the state (trying to find ur place and form groups and everything yk </3 not to be a psych nerd or anything but ykwim </3)

AND AA BEST OF LUCK TOMORROW AT SCHOOL!! I'LL PROBABLY MESSAGE U AT MIDNIGHT TO WISH U LUCK AGAIN <3 I HOPE YOU GOT YOUR OUTFIT AND EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT!! i've also been just taking it day by day 😭 like my schedule depends on the day yk so like i've just been setting alarms the night before everytime my schedule changes (IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT BUT I GET U SAV I GET U) and aa!! i know your question was rhetorical but definitely don't stress about too much please <3 take your time and just do what you can manage!!

AND THAT'S CRAZY?? A PHONE VAULT??? MAN YOUR SCHOOL IS HARDCORE I'M SO SORRY 😭😭 i definitely just keep my hair down and use earbuds most of the time bc i CANNOT go without music and like it's fine!!! i have great grades tbh so no one has anything on me 😌 i remember one time i had this math final and we had to put our phones in like a shoe hanger everyday (idk what it's called) but thank goodness wireless headphones exist!! so like my phone would still be connected to my earbuds <3 and my teacher made me lift up a beanie i was wearing to cover my ears LMAO AND I HAD AN EARBUD IN BUT SHE DIDN'T SEE IT BC THEY'RE BLACK like i am not rich enough to afford airpods and i don't want them anyway 😭 they look uncomfortable and ugly and they draw so much attention bc they're bright!! offbrand earbuds all the way <3

YOU ARE BETTER THAN I AM FOR PROOFREADING YOUR MESSAGE 😭😭 I'M GOING TO SEND THIS AS IT IS AND I'M SORRY FOR ANY RUN ON SENTENCES!! I HOPE YOU HAD A LOVELY DAY SAV <33

[babes4pdd]

My favorite- Ben Marshall X reader

A/N: this made us laugh when we wrote it. also theres no smut in this SORRY!

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Head in your hands in your tiny office you stare at the blank document pulled up on your computer. It was a sunday afternoon and you needed a good sketch idea by tomorrow night for the first pitch of ideas with all the other snl writers, and by god were you stressed. Usually coming up with ideas was tough, but you were truly stuck by this point and sitting alone in your office staring at your computer was not helping. Fuck this, you were going to get up and walk down the hall to stretch your legs and get a cup of coffee, maybe it would help you think of something.

It feels good to get out and walk around, you’re filling up your mug and opening the fridge to see if there's any creamer left, when a familiar voice greets you. 

“Hey Y/N”

“Hi Ben.” you reply, watching him copy you and pour his coffee. You like Ben, he’s nice to you and he’s always so polite, running ahead of you to open doors and going out of his way to tell you how much he loves everything you write. It doesn’t hurt that he’s also really cute, he has the nicest smile you’ve ever seen and he's covered in about a million freckles, you’ve caught yourself staring at him a few times and had to drag your eyes away before he’d realized. The last thing you’d ever want is for him to catch you eyeing him. 

His hand brushes against yours as he reaches for the coffee pot. Your stomach flips and you try to ignore his bitten nails and the way his hand flexes as he picks it up to pour it.

“Are you excited for tomorrow?” he asks, bringing you out of your thoughts as he pours coffee into a ‘worlds best grandma’ mug “Do you have all your sketches planned out?”

You groan at the mention of the thing that’s been making your life so fucking difficult. 

“I’m gonna take that as a no.” he says with a chuckle.

“I haven’t even started them” you admit, feeling embarrassed at the way your voice drops to a mumble and your cheeks heat up. “I have like, no ideas, like at all.”

 He looks at you, his eyes full of care, “I bet you'll come up with something soon! Everything you write is so fucking good I bet this one is just taking extra long cause its extra amazing!”

“Thanks Ben, that means a lot,” you say as you look in his eyes. 

“No problem! I actually meant to tell you I-,” he’s cut off as John and Martin enter the room, obviously looking for Ben. 

“Dude, what the fuck are you doing in here, you said you were going to the bathroom like twenty minutes ago.” Martin says, obviously annoyed. Ben freezes, speaking as the two of them look at him judgmentally.

“Okay, well I um, decided I wanted some coffee instead so I got some.”. Ben responds nervously, his large hands wrapping around his mug protectively . “Ok, I’m just gonna go now, I’ll meet you guys back at the office!” he says, pushing past John and Martin quickly, practically running to the door before he throws it open and speed walks down the short hallway to their office, opening the door and slamming it behind him. So much for being polite and running ahead to hold the door you think.

“The fuck is wrong with him?” John mutters to Martin, they exchange a look as Martin raises his eyebrows and tilts his head towards you. “Oh, that’s why.” John says, looking at you. You give them a puzzled look and open your mouth to say something before Martin speaks again, cutting you off. “Aaaaanyway, we should probably get back to work, bye Y/N!”. You mumble a farewell, as the two of them leave, confused at Ben’s out of character reaction and the way John and Martin were communicating wordlessly with their eyebrows and insinuating… something? You honestly had no idea as you watched the two of them walk off, voices low as they returned to their office.

Picking up your mug as you walk back to your office you find your mind stuck on Ben again. Ben Marshall would probably be the perfect boyfriend, you think to yourself, sitting down in your chair and turning on your computer. You could write about that. The perfect boyfriend… not Ben Marshall. That’s good, you think, something to write about, general enough to be relatable but still specific enough that you could make fun of different guys you had met as a young person who was single and redownloaded and subsequently deleted Tinder once every four days.

As you write out your initial ideas your thoughts keep slipping back to your interaction with Ben and his weird, intense exit. Why had he run out like that? Did he hate you? No, well probably not, he had been so nice to you the entire time, smiling and making eye contact and complimenting you. Maybe John and Martin hated you? That was also probably not it, the four of you were friendly with each other and they had never been anything less than kind to you. Well, excluding today, but it wasn’t like they had been exceptionally rude to you it had just been… weird. Whatever, it’s fine, it’s probably nothing, you think, forcing yourself to focus on the words on the page instead of replaying the memory of his hand flexing and his eyes lighting up as he smiles at you.

 The week went by in a flash and before you knew it was Saturday night. You watched from the sidelines as your skit about the “Perfect” boyfriend was presented to a live audience. The jokes were landing perfectly and you couldn’t help but chuckle as you watched Kyle Mooney say some of the crazy dialogue you had written for his character. 

You hear an especially loud laugh and turn to see it’s Ben who had come out to watch the sketch, he didn’t do this with any of the other sketches tonight, you think, as the butterflies in your stomach go crazy . The sketch ends and applause roars from the crowd. You feel relief and pride wash over you as you begin to walk back to your office.

 “Hey! Wait up!” you hear a voice that was undeniably Ben’s say from behind you. You stop in your tracks and turn around to see Ben jogging towards you. Why has he been moving so fast around here lately? 

“That was amazing! I told you that writer's block was just the price you had to pay for a brilliant sketch,” He says excitedly as he smiles widely at you. He thinks your sketch was brilliant?! “That’s so nice of you to say! I thought your sketch tonight was amazing too! You guys always manage to make me laugh,” You say with a chuckle at the end. Ben’s face reddens so much his ears almost camouflage into his fiery hair. “Thanks,” he says shyly before out of the blue asking, “Hey, you’re going to the afterparty tonight right?” You're taken back by the question, Why does he care if you’re going? “Um yeah,” you say after a second, trying to conceal the suspicion in your voice. “That's great!” he says with an enthusiasm you've never heard from an adult man before. What the hell is going on? You wonder as he stands in front of you silently, rocking back and forth on his heels as you both think of something else to say.

There’s a few beats of awkward silence, then you manage to say, “...I think I’m going to go get some things from my office..I’ll see you later though!” 

“Oh, Oh my god I’m sorry I stopped you for so long…see you tonight…Don't be a stranger!” he says while AGAIN speeding away. You stare at his quickly retreating form before turning and continuing the path to your office.

Forty five minutes later you’re walking into the same bar you meet at after every show. After greeting a few people you notice Ben, John, and Martin standing together, they look tense and once Ben sees you he says something to the two of them and they both walk off, Ben grins while eagerly waving you over. “Hey! You made it! I’m glad to see you here!”. There’s something sweet about his intense overeagerness, something that makes you blush and inch closer to him as he goes on and on about how funny and original your sketch is and how snl is going this season. At one point it’s so loud in the bar that he has to lean down so he can talk in your ear, which does nothing to stop your shaking hands and the butterflies in your stomach. Fuck, you like him so much. It truly doesn’t help when he puts his hand on your arm and says “Here, let me go get you a drink.” Returning a few minutes later, glass in hand he bows down slightly as he presents it to you. “And for the queen herself!” he says, beaming as you take the glass from him and take a sip. 

“This is my favorite drink” you tell him, leaning in close so he can hear you over the music. “How did you know?”

“Lucky guess.” he tells you teasingly as he watches you sip your drink. 

You really like Ben Marshall. 

It’s all you can think about as you watch him laugh and wildly gesture with his hands as he tells you about the time he and Martin got into a fight and Martin threw a bowl at his head.

It’s all you can think about as he sits across from you, completely focused on you and only you, listening to your story about the time someone’s hair got caught in the door on the subway and the whole train had to wait for her to get it unstuck. 

It’s all you can think about when you’re watching him dance after he takes three shots and he grabs your hands and pulls you up with him as he swings you around, narrowly missing your coworkers while they step back to give the two of you a wide berth. 

“I haven’t seen John and Martin all night, are they here?” You ask him later, after the two of you are sitting again and you make him go up to the bar and get himself a glass of water.

“Why?” He asks, sliding the glass across the table to you so you can have a sip “I mean, I’m sure they’re here somewhere, do you want to talk to them or-”

“No!” you say, a little too eager, the alcohol in your system making you giggly and eager to spend time with him. “No, I like spending time with you. You’re my favorite.”

“I’m your favorite?��� he asks, and you watch his face flush and a nervous smile overtake his face.

“Yeah” you reply, pushing the glass back across to him, hesitating a second before you reach over and grab his hand. He immediately laces his fingers with yours. 

“That’s awesome, um, you’re my favorite too. Like in the whole office.” he responds after a moment.

 “I don’t know if you could tell but um, I like you a lot.” he continues “I think you’re really funny and pretty and nice to talk to and you always smell good, and I really really like spending time with you.”

“I like you too.” you say almost immediately. Smiling at the way his eyes lock on yours. “I was kind of worried you could tell, like that I was being obvious every time I was staring at you.”

This makes him laugh. “I was so worried you would notice I was obsessed and think I was like, a total creep” he says “Like I didn’t even know I was doing this but apparently John and Martin said I’ve been really weird around you? Like because I’m nervous? John said I’ve been like, running? And that I should stop because that probably freaks you out.”

“You were walking pretty fast.” You tease him, squeezing his hand as he keeps his eyes on yours. God this feels…unreal, holding hands with the boy you’ve been daydreaming about for months while he looks at you and admits he thinks you’re so pretty it makes him nervous. 

The two of you are interrupted by a wide eyed John, who greets you before turning to Ben “Dude, I know we said we’d leave you alone tonight but Martin is like, fucked up.”

“Where is he?” Ben asks, craning his neck to look across the bar.

“Fucking throwing up.” John responds “I called an Uber and it’s almost here but I need you to help me bring him home, you know how he gets. The Uber’s gonna be here in like, ten minutes, you say your goodbyes now, then meet us outside and help me.” It’s then that John sees your intertwined hands and the way you’re staring at Ben, which prompts him to tell the pair of you “Oh hey that’s awesome, I guess the running wasn’t that weird.” It’s with this that he turns from you and wades back through the bar.

“I think I have to go stop Martin from strangling John in the backseat of an Uber.” Ben says, looking at you as he rubs his thumb over the back of your hand. “Um, are you free tomorrow?” he asks.

“Depends” You tease him, “Are you asking me out?”

“Of course I’m asking you out.” He says, giving you that smile that makes you feel like there’s a flashbulb going off in your chest. “You’re my favorite.”

God, you really liked Ben Marshall.

[abra-ka-dammit]

Bojji is home! but i had no cat litter so since it was so close i was gonna wait till his med time and then go buy some but instead we got to med time, i had to call the vet to ask abt the instructions on one bc i had conflicting notes, and in that time he got goopy poops all over the soft warm comforter i had put in his cage for him and also himself. i wiped him down and threw out the comforter. it was the twin sized Set Comforter i got for my dorm bed my first year of college so its whatever.

the doctors recommend it due to his Hardware so i need to find a cat onesie but nowhere near me sells them and i cant seem to get one online sooner than next monday hhh im gonna have to just go fucking walmart a human onesie and hope it fits and cut an ass-hole out (when???? i guess i have to take bojji home from the vet after work and then go back out? but the vets wanted it tomorrow....)

one of his sets of meds is every 12 hours which i like

the other one goes with his feeding and his feeding is every 6 hours. which i like less. because i also have to sit around and make pushing that food down a tube take like 30-60 minutes

which means im going to interrupt my sleep every night, and interrupt work twice per day, for like 2 weeks. would be waking me up twice but i guess i have to start staying up later than 8-9 now. i wanna try to move his feeding schedule but theres literally no time where every 6 hours Works Well

just. i dont do ANYTHING every 6 hours. thats not a lot of time. this seems. like its gonna be rough

BUT IMA GRIN AND BEAR IT FOR MY BOJJI,,, sobs

oh, and bojji is fine. they put him in the carrier and then brought him to me in a room and put him on the table and he was just like :| until i started talking to him and then suddenly hes bumping his cone around trying to face me like !!!! and started shoving his head against the mesh so i could kiss hims. he was pretty energetic when we got home, even wrestling me a lil bc he wanted to EXPLORE THE HOUSE but he cannot alas, but hes mellowed down bc the meds make him sleppy. i cant really get a good picture now hes just zonked again

[gardensystemtv]

Anyone asked for a sneak-peak of my Modern AU BG3 fic?

Myra was enjoying the cool autumn day, reading through her lecture notes. The campus had a small park she loved to spend her time in, listening to the animals as they went about their day.

"Hey, uhm, hi." She was pulled out of her focus, looking up at the tiefling that approached her. "Sorry I uhm. Gods I don't actually know why I approached you." 

Myra couldn't help but let out a small chuckle, she had seen the tiefling before, she was new to the campus, starting her semester a bit late. "It's alright, can I help with anything?"

"No, I mean yes. Fuck." The tiefling sputtered. "Let me start again. Hi, I'm Karlach. I'm still trying to get around, missed the big orientation day and all. I was told the campus had a gym. But I can't find it, can you tell me where it is?"

"Of course I can." Myra closed her notebook, stashing it away. "But it's on the other side of campus, it might be better if I show you, Karlach. And my name is Myra."

"Thank you. Are you sure it's not an issue though? You seemed so calm, I almost feel bad now for making you get up." Karlach stepped back apologetically.

"Oh, it's alright. It's a nice day for a walk anyway, and if I stare at these notes any longer, I'll burn a hole through them."

Karlach laughed softly in response, such a sweet laugh, Myra already wished to hear it again.

"So how are you blending in here at BGU?" Myra asked while walking with Karlach.

"Oh I don't know. Takes a bit of getting used to, honestly. Strangely, not as cold as I remember it being?"

"Remember? So you lived somewhere else for a while?" Myra looked at Karlach, who instantly recoiled at the question.

"Oh, just, spent some time in Avernus, no big deal. But I'm here now. Tackling new frontiers."

Myra could tell how sensitive the subject must be, so decided not to press it.

"Made many friends yet? Here, I mean. How's that working out for you."

"Well, let's see, kinda hoping I got one now. Theres this really nice elven girl who is showing me the way to the gym, she seems nice." Karlach gave a big smile, patting Myra's shoulder.

"Well, good. I'm honoured. Maybe I can introduce you to some of my friends."

"Ooh, do you and your friends get together often? That sounds fun. I mean, if I'm welcome, of course."

"Of course you are, I'm inviting you, aren't I." Myra smiled, seeing the gym in the distance, she didn't have a lot of time to keep the conversation going. "What about a board game night? I'm setting it up, tomorrow evening, in the study halls. It's gonna be fun."

"Oh, yes. Gods I love board games. I played a lot of those as a kid." Karlach spotted the gym in the distance. "Ah, and here is my stop. I won't keep you any longer. Thank you so much for helping me out. I'll see you tomorrow then, board games. Fuck yes." Karlach had a slight skip in her step, as she broke off from Myra and headed into the campus gym.

"Fuck." Myra said once Karlach was out of earshot. "Now I gotta plan a board game night."

[dancingbabya-notes]

Running Away

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Keigo x quirkless oc

I just wrote this at the end of december two years ago have fun. I doubt I'm gonna add more to this story. but um I thought I'd mention that it hints at backwards tango, I mean I think most of us know where babies come from by now. I guess theres a lewd joke at the end but um... the ending is more of a joke

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Looking at the tests I couldn’t believe it. It was true. Putting every single one in the bag that I’d planned to throw away I swallowed my nerves. This was what I wanted to have a baby. My mother told me it was incredibly hard for women in our family to get pregnant so when it happened hold on and push through. But Keigo didn’t want kids.

“I guess I’ll have to go then.” I mumble picking myself up from the shock.

It wasn’t severe and the symptoms weren’t showing strongly, I could plan this out.

“Hey love bird? Promise you won’t be mad.” Later that night Keigo pouts.

“What’s wrong?”

“I have to go on a few missions out of Tokyo, still in Japan. I won’t be home for a few months.” He explains.

This was perfect. “That’s fine, just take care of yourself. I don't want you to run yourself ragged.”

“I’ll call every chance I get.”

“Once a week is fine, I don’t want you to stress,” I look at him with a small smile.

“I have to leave the day after tomorrow.”

Grabbing his hand I sigh. “Don’t worry, I’ll be fine.”

This was working out too well. But this was going to be interesting. Due to certain things you were a bit of an enigma in the system. You were permanently living in Japan, but it was because of the nature of the visa you had that often made others confused. You could leave at any time.

So after letting Keigo leave and waiting a few days for that first call. You left everything electronic there and took your clothes and other things back home. To America.

Everything was different because of the passing of time but your house was fine. You were more than happy to know everything was kept the same.

“Lynn, you look happier than a groundhog in a hole. I thought you weren’t coming back home.” The man waiting for you smiles.

“Plans changed and I decided to come home,” you chuckle nervously. “All my things will be here in about a month.”

“That’s fine, I’m sure there’s some of your ma’s old stuff at the house.” He ruffles your hair and takes the suitcases from you. “What’s it like across the water?”

“It was fun, I’m amazed by how differently everyone handles their repatriations. But not that it means much—“ you covered your mouth trying to stop the natural reaction. Certain smells triggered the morning sickness, one in particular you didn’t expect was chicken.

Rushing to the nearest bathroom you emptied your stomach and cleaned yourself up. Your uncle stood there with a pointed look. This wasn’t an uncommon situation in your family, a girl gets pregnant and runs away to her family for one reason or another.

“What did he do to you?”

“Uncle Clark, I’m fine. He didn’t do anything but be the best man to me ever,” you didn’t have a quirk so often when you were dating the other party believed themselves to be better than you. “He didn’t want kids.”

The tall man sighs. “Let’s get you home. You need a midwife, I’m not trusting my little sister's baby girl to a hospital.”

It made sense, for some reason when the family visited a hospital to give birth it only resulted in the gradual dilapidation of that person like a withering flower. Your grandmother had survived through sheer spite, and you wished to do the same.

The house you had was close to the family land. Your family wasn’t too big considering a lot of the family considered the difficulty getting pregnant as a curse. Getting everything situated it wasn’t long before your belly grew. There were a few hospital things that were unavoidable. Especially considering the nature of pregnancy for a quirkles person.

“Lynn, you look ready to pop,” your cousin laughs.

“Keep poking fun at me Jon and I’m telling on you,” you hiss. “Apparently I’m having twins.”

“Woah two little feet running about in two years. I wonder what they’ll look like? Momma says I get to help you around the house until it’s time.”

“I know. Tell your Ma I appreciate her.”

“She already knows.” You hear the new voice.

“Hi Aunty.” You wave from your spot.

“Your uncle and Konner will be done with the additions to the house soon. They just wanna be sure there was enough light in the room,” she sighs. “Twins.”

You nod. Excitement had grown in the whole family when they found out that you were pregnant. It was usually a very exciting thing considering your moms side of the family.

“Have you talked to the man since you left?”

“No, I’m sure he won’t notice me gone.”

“I don’t know about that sweet pea. Jon, you wanna tell her?”

You look at your cousin confused.

“At school we sometimes do a review of heroes, we took a look at Japan. I told them you lived there for a while and I knew some information about the other heroes. But it seems that Hawks has been going through a rough patch.”

“What?”

“Yeah, he usually eats chicken a lot. And you know how crazy his metabolism is but he said he gets sick. Then for a few days everyone was concerned because she kept falling asleep.”

You raise a brow. What was going on with him? Despite the estimation you went into early labor.

It took a while but both boys were born safely: Takahiro and Toukou. Your wrinkly raisin babies were in the world. Staying at your aunt’s house until the room was finished you felt exhausted.

The months brought changes though. It was at the first month you noticed red marks on their backs. It wasn’t a bother to them but you did ask the doctor when you went for the check up.

“You said their father has a wing quirk, it could be early quirk development. It is said to be rather painful, so possibly soothing their pain with a warm washcloth could be handy.”

This didn’t help you. But still you took them for their check ups and other things by month four the wing buds were beginning to poke out of the skin. The warm wash cloth was working to help. But it was almost a year that they had a small pair of wings poking from their backs. 

“I’m gonna have a ball with you two aren’t I?” You laugh.

You felt your heart strings pull. With every day they seem to look more and more like their dad with little bits of you mixed in. Takahiro was a little bigger than his twin, his small tuft of hair was the same strawberry red as yours but his eyes were the same gold as his fathers. Toukou had Keigo’s hair but your piercing green eyes. Both of them had the same deep brown skin as you thought.

It felt like if you blinked they were already flying around and talking. Maybe you could go back to Japan to see your little brother, so he could meet the twins. But what if Keigo was still looking for you? 

“Do you want to go back?” Your aunt asks.

“Yes, but I know there isn’t much there for me but my little brother.”

“Go.”

“But—“

“Just go to Japan, there’s no way he can find you that easily.”

With that you packed your things again and the boys things. They were four and you’d already taught them Japanese, both could speak it better than English. Getting everything in order you were surprised by how easily the visa was accepted.

Japan felt like it didn’t change but it was different. Instead of living at the heart of Tokyo like before you chose a different city and more toward the spacious areas. The house you secured was rent to own and you were excited since the neighborhood seemed nice.

“Momma, are we gonna go to school here?” Toukou asks.

Both boys' wings weren’t red, which was good. They had a matching pair of blue gray wings.

“Yes baby, Takahiro, are you upset?” You ask to look at the other child.

“Are we gonna live with dad?”

You pause. “I dunno. I haven’t talked to your father, first you get to meet your uncle. Then I might see if you two can meet your dad.”

He frowns. “I don’t wanna meet him, if he didn’t have the right mind to keep you he’s not worth our time!” 

Toukou frowns. “If he makes momma sad I don’t wanna see him either.”

“Go plan out the backyard while I finish tidying up.” You pat them gently.

Sure they were okay, you started tearing into boxes. It was dark by the time the three of you sat in the living room eating the takeout you ordered.

Getting the message from your brother you smirk as he called. “Hey, I didn’t think you’d come back after disappearing like that.”

“Things happened?” You shrug. “You coming over right? The boys might be asleep by the time you get here.”

“I’m at your door. Open up.”

You hear the knock on your door and through the phone. Your little brother stood there with a smile. Giving  him a firm hug you practically drag him inside. The twins peek around to see who was there.

“Boys come meet your uncle Kai.” You state.

“Damn, I know you said you had kids but I didn’t know you had two little men!” He laughs. “It’s nice to finally meet you two.”

Toukou was the first one to speak. “Uncle, mom said you’re a hero. Is that true?”

“Yup. I work so you two can go to school.”

You punch him. “Don’t say things like that. I have a job.”

You did take a step back as they talked and eventually the boys fell asleep. With your brother’s help you got them to sleep and finished cleaning up after giving him some food.

Kai looks at his cup for a second as you dry your hands. “Are you gonna see him?”

This made you stop as if you were in a movie. “Um, I don’t know Kai.”

“He hasn’t stopped looking for you.” He eyes you as you grab a beer from the fridge.

“Well, it wasn’t like I was hiding. But I don’t wanna see him hurt.” Sipping the beer you sit on the counter.

He stands up. “Lynn, he didn’t hit you did he?”

You were midway putting the can back up to take a sip. Keigo never put his hands on you with the intention of harm. “No, Kai. He wasn’t anything like dad. Just let it go. I left because he didn’t want kids.”

He watches me for a second and sighs. “Did you even tell him you were pregnant?”

“No.”

“Lynn! It’s been years,” he gasps before checking the time. “Shit I gotta go home.Stay safe okay?”

“Course. Keep us safe okay?”

“Always.”

It felt like everything was fine. Until one day when you were sitting on the back porch. It was big enough for you to lay on if you wanted to, but you sat at the edge with your feet dangling off the edge as you sipped the wine.

“Careful there lovebird.”

Your heart clenched as you spat the wine you were about to swallow. Panic filled your senses as you were considering booking it into the house but he was already facing you with his hand holding yours gently like he always did. Tears welled up in your eyes. You were the one who left but it hurt you too. There were other decisions, there were other options but you chose to leave.

“How’s the married life?” He asks with a hollow chuckle.

You roll your eyes. “I’m not married, Keigo.”

“Really? Could have fooled me. Is there anything that you wanna tell me?” He looks at you and you sigh.

“Some time when I’m sober.”

He frowns. “Lovebird.”

You frown as you capped the wine. “Fine. You wanna know? I bet it’s been eating at you for these years, I left because I was pregnant.”

“Who was it?” Your heart stung. He actually thought that you would cheat on him.

“Who else was I sleeping with, Keigo? They are your children.” Just as you consider saying more the door behind you opens.

“Mommy, I had a nightmare,” Takahiro’s whine made you jump up. Pulling him into a hug you let him lean against you.

“It’s okay baby, mommy is here.” You reassure him.

Keigo was bewildered. Indeed the boy in your arms bore a striking resemblance to himself. But he also kept an eye on the boy watching him from the door. His hair.

“Momma, who’s he?”

“Toukou, how about we have some tea? He’s…a guest.” You managed as you picked up the crying boy in your arms.

Your son looked at his father with suspicion and skepticism. What could be on his mind?

“You wanna come in?”

“Yeah.”

Keigo took his boots off and followed you inside. Takahiro maneuvers around you and clings to your back as you make tea. Sleepy milk tea for them, and green tea for yourself.

Keigo was awkward the entire time. Sitting on the ground while Toukou glares him down, the wariness of a child is evident. You weren’t surprised considering how guarded both of your sons always were.

Placing the tray of cups down you let Takahiro climb down as he grabbed his cup and Toukou grabbed his.

“What are your names?” Keigo asks.

Takahiro moves closer to your side. Toukou frowns.

“Be nice please. He’s not a bad person, you can tell him.”

“My name is Takahiro.”

“Toukou.”

You kiss their heads and sigh. “Look at you two, I’m so proud of you.”

“My name is H-“

You cut him off. Waiting for them to pause in their drinking.

“He’s your father.”

“What?!” Both of them look at you in shock.

“I’m actually your dad. Not even sure how that happened.”

You give him a pointed look. “You know exactly how it happened. But that's besides the point. You three have met.”

Everyone returned to their quiet tea sipping and you watched. The tension was thick and you weren’t sure if a knife would be strong enough to cut it. They finished their tea and it was still quiet.

Takahiro stands up with a frown. He grips your hand tightly. “Why didn’t you want us?” He despite being the bigger twin was the quiet one.

Keigo seemed confused at this question. “I didn’t even know you existed. How could I decide if I wanted you or not?”

Takahiro frowns, separating you and Keigo with his body. “I know that. But you told mommy that you didn’t want to have kids. Everyday she sat outside crying because she didn’t know if she did the right thing. Knowing that we wanted to see you she still didn’t because she-“

Toukou stands next to him and uses his wings as a shield. “She didn’t want us to be disappointed in case you didn’t want us. What if you left momma alone and never spoke to her because of us? Momma is the strongest person we know, sure uncle is cool because he’s a hero but momma is stronger than any hero we’ve met.”

“Toukou, Takahiro. You two should get some sleep. It’s late and I’m sure you don’t wanna miss the first day of school.” You remind them.

“Okay.” Takahiro drops his wings. “Don’t hurt our mom.”

Toukou drops his wings and looks at you. “Can we sleep with you?”

“Yes, go get ready for bed again. I’ll be up there in ten minutes. Let me ask your father to leave,” you pat their heads.

They disappear up the stairs. You look to the man that is the father of your children.

“Now that you’ve thoroughly destroyed your image for the boys can you please go back to what you were doing,” you state pointing to the back door.

“Lovebird.”

“Keigo, it’s not the time. I’m tired, and I need to reevaluate how I’ve been handling my emotions,” you run a hand through your hair with a shaky breath.

Keigo looks at you before pulling you into a hug. “No. The last time I listened to you, you left without so much as a word. Lynn you made it seem like you’d stay and I’d talk to you next week. I called your phone everyday hoping that you’d pick up. God I asked your brother to tell me why you left but he refused.”

“Kai is smart.” You huff.

“Are you even listening to me? I’ve waited day after day for five years hoping that I could see you again. Now that you’re here within my grasp, I’m not letting go baby,” he looks into your eyes. The raw emotion filling his eyes was making you crumble, maybe you made the wrong decision. It seemed like the right thing to do. Keigo wasn’t a bad person and you did want to go through everything with him.

“On your next day off you can come to the house.” You manage. “I was the one who messed up, because I was scared. Also I know Takahiro and Toukou can’t stand my inability to keep up with them. Japan is more packed than the house we had before.”

“My next day off, I got it. You’re not disappearing on me again lovebird.”

It was odd. Aside from having to move and getting a much bigger place of residence. The walls were higher and you could let the boys fly freely. Keigo took to helping you with the boys almost immediately. Toukou was the quickest to warm up to him but Takahiro was still a little hesitant to get comfortable.

“Mom, can we get another sibling?”

You dropped the cup in your hand. “What?”

“Please we want a baby sister or brother.”

Keigo looks at you for a moment then to the boys. “We’ll have to think about it.”

Considering you had barely survived your wedding and faking that the registration happened sooner you were a bit stuck. Not that you really ever considered having children after the twins.

“But mom likes taking care of babies.”

“You’re my babies, I like taking care of you.” You remind them. “Go finish your homework.”

Later that night you and Keigo sat awkwardly in your room.

“So they want another sibling.” Keigo sighs.

“It’s fine this should pass. They asked for a new baby before I explained to them that I couldn’t yet.” You look at your husband with a hesitant frown. “Do you want a baby?”

“Well, it’s more what you want. You’re gonna be carrying them for nine months and then some.” He points out.

You wince. “You know, I’m glad the boys grew their wings later. I can’t imagine what it’d have been like if they were born with wings.”

“When did they grow in?”

“It took two years. It started when they were three months old.”

He looks at you. “I’m sorry.”

“For what? I’m the one who ran away.”

“No? I should have been clear with you. I was scared I’d be a horrible father so I didn’t want to have kids but now that I’ve been with the boys for this long I-“

“I know Keigo. I thought I’d be a pretty shit mom, but luckily I had things to keep me going.”

“I’m also upset that I missed the swollen tummy.”

“I don’t miss the cravings. You know I couldn’t eat chicken for months.”

“Hehe, neither could I.”

You look at him and sigh. “I guess let’s have another baby. But just know, you’re in charge of all my weird cravings.”

“I get to-“

“Don’t say it.”

“Lovebird.”

“Only this one time.”

“I’m gonna breed my love bird.”

Mm. Yeah, you regret agreeing. Because if you thought the backwards tango with Keigo was tiring when you weren’t trying to get pregnant it was exhausting.

But it yielded quick results. Going to the doctors you found you were pregnant again. This time with triplets.

Luckily the house was big. Luckily you could do it together.