#but im really laz

[starry-bi-sky]

more clone^2 memes because i think they're funny

[detectivehole]

i absolutely love playing with the data visualizations on citizen dj and creating what is to other people apparently auditory sensory hell but to me is the correct amount of noise anything should make. please try it

[anxiously-awaiting]

"it's been a long time since I could say that,"

[tauforged]

laz's fatal flaw is that he, at his core, is very very very attracted to guys who clearly have a lot of pent up and repressed frustration and anger and are coping with serious deep seated issues with self worth and are coping with it by lashing out at everyone. like he's BEEN that guy so he Gets It, he knows what its like, and he is so goddamn skilled at getting under peoples skin and pushing their buttons and he KNOWS full and goddamn well that just like him theres usually a wire crossed somewhere in their head between fighting and fucking and he also knows that outright approaching them like 'hey. do you like men' they will immediately assume hes pulling their leg and probably get mad as fuck and he will fumble his chance, so he just bides his time and bothers them and tries to initiate physical conflict one way or another, either by getting them to like spar with him or something or by just bothering them until they snap. almost always lets them 'win' and then drops the bomb on them as to why he's actually doing this, and it ALWAYS works because again he knows the exact mindset and he knows theyre going to be chomping at the bit for any opportunity to be Wanted, especially now that the adrenaline is pumping because they were just beating the shit out of eachother and theyre gonna be prone to be impulsive and less likely to give in to self doubt and actually go for it. like it's in part 'i know this guy has issues and cannot be fixed, BUT i think if he got laid he might at least calm down a little bit. thankfully im just the man for the job' and also he genuinely just likes em wacky like he sees a guy who is absolutely insane and is like ohh i cant not fuck him . someone once said 'dont stick your dick in crazy' to him and he was like this sign wont stop me because i cant read

the 'flaw' part of this is that, because he is ultimately at his core just a chill friendly guy who has been very lonely for most of his life, he latches onto anyone he manages to make a connection with VERY hard and becomes genuinely invested in their wellbeing, so obviously if this newfound outlet for their issues accidentally gives them the opportunity to like, reflect and decide they do actually want to better themselves, of course hes going to be right there with them every step of the way and try to help or be supportive any way he can, because thats what friends do!!

so he is basically constantly getting himself into these situations where hes like 'this guy is hot i am going to start a fight because i want him on me' clearly just gunning for like a weirdly homoerotic rivalry or something like he is clearly not thinking this far ahead and then next thing he knows he is not only in love with the guy like genuinely but he is also like accidentally giving them secondhand therapy by talking about his own struggles and how he relates to them in an attempt to be understanding. he's the only guy in the world with 'i can fix him' disease who genuinely does not approach these interactions with the intention of fixing anyone it literally just happens to him and he comes home to rigel at the end of the day like 'baaaaabe it happened again 🥺🥺🥺 help' and rigel sighs and goes to see which pathetic loser guy followed laz home like a stray dog this time

[transvampireboyfriend]

it was FINALLY sunny out this week (like it's supposed to be) so now i can show you them <3

[tatzlyip]

[odysseys-blood]

(wip) finally working on that gabe ask so fun thing from the left side

from an old family photo ezekiel's kids got together when she dragged them all out to get some professional pictures done. to this day everyone clowns lazarus for just ataring down the camera (ezekiel tries to be nicer about it bc thats her baby! but also honey....)

[lazari-returns]

Do you have any art of Toby? Also, could I post my own fan comic based on IEPFB sometime? Love ya, have a great day!

There is no Toby

There is only

INFERNO

Not a serial killer, but rather a vigilante that specifically likes to target those who make ableist policies and support ableist laws. Something akin to a Vendetta like character who gained both an infamy and a following. Some see him as a manifestation of the wrath of those who have been taken advantage of by a world that both demonizes, fetishizes, and monetizes those with disabilities. Others just see a nutty terrorist. But none of it matters to him. His rage is an all consuming inferno, though his work is completely different from all the other proxies. One wonders why the Operator lets him operate in such a specific way. Perhaps.... he's his favorite?

Btw everyone try not to send a lot of asks to this blog I might move this AU to another blog soon.

Also, dude. if you have an idea for an Iepfb AU, Go ahead!

Im not the supreme authority on all things Lazari

...Yet

But there are already a lot of really cool ideas I didn't think of for the character made by other people. Even a few full on reboots of Iepfb. I even recently saw a Laz that portrays a more accurate DID recently kinda like how I want this Toby to better portray tourettes

It aint a competition or much of an IP. The world is better with your ideas in it. Just be respectful towards others and follow basic morality of course.

[d3epfriedanger]

heyyy everyone i'm back!! tumblr kicked me but couldn't keep me down - so heres a new acct im not really gonna use but if i can't get my old one back???? maybe.

my taglist! reblogs would be awesome just so i can let ppl know SOB

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[saetgvia]

the gang as teachers

i'm a tutor, so enjoy the mmu gang as teachers. this is just the main five for now (daisy, hazel, kitty, beanie and lavinia) and the others will be in a part 2 bc im laz- busy haha :D

Daisy - would be exasperated as to why the kids can't understand something - 'seriously? this isn't even hard.'  - would probably turn it into some sort of murder investigation or something    like imagine them doin algebra and solving for x and daisy staging it so the x is some sort of           murderer or criminal they have to catch - if she's an english teacher i can actually see her picking shakespeare plays and having her              students act them out such a fun eng teacher omg - same for history! she'd fr re-enact like WW1 or something - honestly she'd link everything back to detectiveness - would make SURE she's the most loved teacher at school - EVERYONE has a pash on her - rizzes up all the male teachers TT

Hazel - nicest most understanding teacher ever?? - i see her like actually taking time to sit with a kid and explain the concept - thats essentially it. star student to star teacher she'd be so nice aah :((

Kitty - gossipy teacher - puts all her ships and couples together - like every cool sub ever she just lets u do whatever as long as youre getting the work done - brings snacks into class - ENCOURAGES gum chewing - always slightly late and running on coffee

Beanie - she canonically has dyslexia so i think she'd be really understanding and supportive to other kids with dyslexia  - she'd also be a super nice teacher in general because she had such a hard time at school so i think she'd want to make sure other people don't have that same hard time - plays lots of games with her students, like lots of brain breaks - allows snacking in class - i think she's a nervous teacher but her students really love her so she's chill - like her class will evil eye anyone who doesn't like her and shun them - beanie as a teacher would be so good!

Lavinia - short fuse - veery little patience - but makes her students laugh a lot  - strict when needed, but a pretty chill and funny teacher - BEWARE WHEN YOU MAKE HER MAD THO - literal earthquake fr - tbh i don't think she would BE a teacher in general - just don't think she has the patience - but yeah!

[volivolition]

throwing the ask back at you

What are your fav skill designs?

:D

HIII LAZ IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG HKGJHG <333

TL;DR - Canon Designs: Pain Thresh, Vis Cal+Concept, Authority, EMPATHY!!, Interfacing. Personal Designs: Echem, VOLITION!!!, Half Light, Shivers!

okay so if its for canon designs:

Pain Threshold is sick as hell. guy looks so fucking anguished, i LOVE the expression, stabbed through the ribcage OUGH talk about lung imagery!! emotional and physical pain :3

Visual Calculus? also sick as hell! Vizzy and Conceptualization share a spot actually because i love how they're both similar? both have the billowing smoke and the Square of Creation thing, thats so cool, they're matching! (they're in love for this i think…)

Authority?? the way people draw the pointed laurel wreath on him?? SICK AS HELL. wish i could come up with an adequate design for him i LOVE how he looks hkjfh

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU ON EMPATHY... RAUGH... the somber closed eyes, the branching wisps of his head to connect to others, the glow from his chest, his hands around his shoulders in a hug, I LOVE YOU EMPATHYYYYYY!!!!!

also love how Interfacing's arms are rendered (for all the motorics, the stark yellow on black is SO good, intellects and psyches are very muted, physiques are brighter, but motorics are brightest!! do you think its because the skills become more literal and tangible for physiques and motorics, compared to the thought-based intellect and psyche skills?) oough… so interesting…

if it's for personal design, it may change as i design more of them! but for now:

small thing but i love that my Electrochemistry has 6 upper limbs and 9 lower limbs because haha funny number :] guy who's spaghetti. to me.

Volition… listen. listen. knights are my weakness. protectors? swords? cool armor? motherfucker i LOVE you. this art changed me irrevocably and is also the first thing i ever reblogged on this account. youre telling me this guy made a holy vow to harry and isn't knight-coded?? ough. im not normal about him!!! his armor needs cracks so he can move! if theres no cracks, if volition is too high and too rigid, then you cant do anything!! you'll die in that armor if you don't allow a little room for looseness, to let yourself have some temptation for good things that remind you life is worth living. if volition is too loose though, if you have too many cracks in your armor, if you give into too many vices, you're going to fall apart, you're going to get hurt, you're going to destroy yourself. BALANCE!! i love his morale counter in his throat slowly getting exposed as more cracks appear, it's so interesting, it's like a survival tactic, a cry for help. his eyes are dark hollows in his face, and his glowing eyes!! streets and sodium lights!!!!! did you know his eyebrows are also just cracks in his face? i always make sure to connect them to his eyes or the center crack, you can see in all my art of him. my favorite is when he's surprised, the eyebrow is a crack in the back of his crown so it looks like it's raised hfjkh... also i gave him a sword because he deserves it. ough i have so much to say about him. hes so interesting to me…

i do love my Half Light, i haven't posted her yet tho! I WILL EVENTUALLY. SHE'S INTERESTING I LIKE HER!! he lives up to his name, i feel <3 i will expand on this whenever i finish up her design!

MY SHIVERS DESIGN IS REALLY FUN... her powerlines, i have ALWAYS seen her design as a figure inside her head? i dont know if anyone else has. but i like it for symbolism, she is so small but so big... just one of harry's 24 skills and yet encompasses ALL of revachol. a deity to revere her; a duty to protect her. in the hollow of her head, if you look up you can see all the stars above the skyline, and if you look down into her body you can see the night-lit streets of the city, the glowing lights of apartment windows, the expanse stretching farther than one would expect for the dimensions of her body. she doesn't have limbs attached to her body, though she has glowing arms that emerge from the ground or form from the winds. a hundred thousand luminous arms... shivers my darling...

okay so i have so many more favorites and i think ALL of them are so cool but I WILL STOP MYSELF HERE HKJF <3 thank you for asking lazarus i appreciate youuuuu!!! :D

[anxiously-awaiting]

"What a horrible king..." "No. She was a great king."

(flat colors+effectless under cut)

[sunset-of-the-void]

okay ive been trying to organize my thoughts forever and its not exactly working so. i'm just gonna launch things in as short and concise as i can make it so i dont ramble incoherantly forever (/lh)

so,, i'll start with my perception of norton, because by god i think i should think about him more,,,

i'm not gonna touch on his mom because i have no clue what the fuck happened to her honestly, but i think norton's dad has always been kind of. accidentally distant? like in a way you could tell he cared for his son, but there was probably always an air of stress/tiredness about him (similar to norton as he aged) that got worse from the black lung and aging, and also the way that they were never guarenteed to have necessities all the time was something that occupied his mind a lot. (i imagine personally that while the two were never close, norton could understand the reasons why hence choosing to stay by his side once he fell bedridden)

also, while norton probably didn't work in the mines for his entire life, he'd probably do small jobs on the side to help out with funds, especially considering his lack of an (official? authentic?? i cant recall the word im looking for) education in canon, so you know. he's been aware of the concept of money and status for a while i'd assume, even moreso when he starts working in the mines as a teenager (which i'd assume is when his father's illness starts worsening as well) and people there are just. ruthless i'd imagine. considering in his trailer he looks (debatably?) younger than the other men it's probably from both a mix of him being a newer worker and possibly being worse off than them as well plus the stress on him having to be the only provider for two people, one of which is ill as well, as a teenager proobably doesnt help much with the situation either...... i've not much to add other than this, though touching on his personality in the manor, despite being reserved and a liittle grumpy he is very sweet once you get past the walls he put up! he's the type of person to help someone who needs it (albeit he may make a show of being reluctant about it) but he does know what its like to struggle and how much a helping hand could mean to someone. he's still very empathetic in my mind :]

very very briefly onto andrew because if i dont limit myself this will be soo much longer. but i'll try not to get too excited and i'll cut out most of his life (pretty much all of it up to about laz cemetary)

so basically andrew also had similar situations being born in poverty, while norton managed to gain financial security as he became a prospector (i think?) andrew didnt really. get that at all. even when working with laz (if he did, there wouldnt be a reason to be tempted by grave robbing, right???) and i personally assume people would price gouge him for the sake of him being "impure" or whatever, so even with the pay from mikhail/percy it never really lasted quite long enough,,,,

andrew only left after getting caught by marshall, and fled immediately after the (accidental) murder. (to summarize it shortly andrew panicked and stabbed him a few times with the shovel and then accidentally buried him while he was still alive in a nearby patch of dirt) and he showed up to the manor with. practically nothing. he had a change of clothes, his shovel, and some trinkets that were dear to him, and to me he kind of traveled on foot the nearly whole time to the manor (using the funds he had left from the final deal of the "slabs" to take a train as far as he could with the money)

so now like.. the actual current important thing (sorry dhsjdjfj......)

once andrew shows up to the manor he's in ah. generally pretty bad shape. and people kind of have one of two reactions of either "wow this guys one of the stranger ones" or "this guy needs. a lot of help" (depending on how you look at it) and norton kind of realizes almost immediately from andrew's general anxious demeanour and gaunt figure that he has nothing going for him, so why would he make that worse?? plus in the manor norton kind of gravitates away from nobility/aristocracy i believe and andrew is very. noticably not either of those, andrew is just grateful that norton's not reacting negatively to his very presence and he puts a lot of trust in norton. (like, norton gets a fuck ton of life stories that luca and emil dont hear about) im working on a fic of their first technical interaction and im not sure if i'll ever finish it since ive been stewing it since like.. april but they're cute to me

Hello! Very excited to read through this

To be honest i dont think norton's mom is mentioned like ever. At least in nothing i personally have read. I do agree that hia family would have been distant. They were in living in poverty and it puts a strain on anyone much less a family. To me it aids in norton's cutthroat nature of just having a life of anything but the suffering of poverty.

I would love to read the fic once you finish it! I really like andrew and norton getting each other as they have both been ostracized from society for being poor and then for Andrew being albino! I was going to have a lot more to say but i dont think it would have added much to this. I will be marinating on thoughts for this thank you so much for the ramble friend!

[transvampireboyfriend]

i love rian johnson for making me feel smart when im really not, and for making ALL of his characters fun

[c0tards--s0luti0n]

UWHAGAHAHWGAGAH :333 tell me about ERM. laz Thacher

OKAY SO . 😁

as mentioned before hes based on lifetime achievement award and touchtone telephone . hes a radio host of a radioshow about ghosts and the paranormal . he does not believe in either of these he just thinks that "what people come up with" is interesting . writes paranormal fiction for fun sometimes

in some sort of weird homoerotic relationship with pandora ^_^ pandora's the guy singing touchtone telephone and laz's the one he keeps calling . pandora obsessively calls him pretty much every day to try and get his conspiracies on the radio show and laz is just annoyed by it for a while ("this is a ghost show, not a fucking flat earth cult meetup. stop calling or im getting the cops involved") , but then he decides one day like okay ill listen . once . before he fuckin knows it one day hes giggling kicking his feet listening to pandora rant about some bullshitted theory like OH FUCKKKKK IWANT HIM.......

one day he gets into some paranormal-related accident (havent figured out the details yet) and just dies . the radio system thing (i do nottt know the word for that yk the thing that hosts all the radio shows . that) is like oh fuck that guys show was real popular and made us alot of money . so naturally they revive him ! this is where the lifetime achievement award part comes in . hes back now and . pretty much a shell of himself . being necromanced does shit to you . only thing he really Does anymore is stuff for the show . yeah

honesty im still working out everything for the whole storyline but thats all i got for him so far ^_^ he is so silly and i love him . need a marketable plushie of him so i can microwave him in the microwave

[lazarusrisingx]

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So far i am only writing for LADS or love and deepspace.

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Now, a little about me.

my name is lazarus, or Laz. i use he/him pronouns and am a bisexual FTM trans guy.

i am chronically ill and disabled, writing helps me work through the stress/pain of this.

uhhhh some fun facts about me!

-i play 7 instruments

-im an overwatch 2 lover to my grave if anyone wants a mercy pocket message NEOW, i really love playing with people!

-please be respectful when you dm me. i have a boyfriend and i will tell you to fuck off if i must. i will thirst over FICTIONAL characters with you, but do not come at me with non-platonic intentions.