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jeepers-scoob · 1 year

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Just a lil vent post bc this is also my diary when I can't get myself to actually write

How to explain that hearing and reading about some of the awful shit that is happening makes me feel physically sick and so frustrated bc so much of the hate filled rhetoric and actions literally make no sense and it's all so hypocritical and everything always seems so messed up but at the same time we are doing better than previous generations (you couldn't pay me to live anytime earlier) and it's so amazing seeing how we can help each other and what we are willing to do for others and knowing that it can get better but the problem is that it doesn't make me feel less sick about the bad without sounding wacky and/or ungrateful

#text #kayla rambles #i am filled with so many emotions at all times #genuinely how do people say and do some of the most awful shit in the name of Christianity (in this case) and go yeah that feels right #god loves us all and made all of us in his image except for everyone who doesnt look act or believe like me #like that doesnt make any sense! and the whole putting peoples lives on the line for a book that is known!!! for getting tampered with #since it basically became a thing! and they don't give a shit they dont care they don't even try to act like they listen #but we are expected to listen to them and not only listen but obey and it fucking disgusts me!#why do christians get such a bad wrap? look at the way you treat people! look at the way you talk about shit you dont understand!#look at the bills and laws being brought up by people like you when religion isnt supposed to be a part of the government!#i am so genuinely disgusted with some peoples actions and am so frustrated that it feels like my bones are vibrating #but i love the world i love that we all have different cultures and sentimental attachments and how similar and yet unique we all are #i love that i get to live in a time where i have access to so much info about nature and animals and other people #but it just doesnt get rid of the dread and nausea

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