#but its just nice to have a reminder sometimes...
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clawessout272 · 1 day ago
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Doing this bc i have 0 post ideas!!! :p
🦴1) I'm a holothere but I just call myself nonhuman. :>
🦴2) I'm a wolf and werewolf! I might have something going on with wolfdogs, but I'm not sure.
🦴3) I guess so??? I already have a snout and ears n all, but sometimes my body feels more human at times. When i do feel more human (even tho i'm not) i can sometimes feel my fur growing, my snout shift, stuff like that. But if we're talking about my werewolf kin identity then yes!! when i feel human i can transform into a werewolf
🦴4) unfortunately, i have to pretend to be human because it's just not safe. If a single human knows my life will be over, I will get hurt mentally and physically. So i have to hold myself back. It can be hard sometimes, but I consider myself pretty good at pretending to be human. I sometimes accidentally let go and growl at something, but I try to either gaslight the ones around me, or just say it's "some weird thing i do".
🦴5) Mixed feelings. on one side, it's awesome! Almost everybeing is so welcoming and understanding. We're all freaks here, and wear that label as a badge of honor. I'm oh so very grateful for the beings who helped build this community, thank you so much.
But on the other side, idk. the misinformation that's being spread around, especially on tiktok, is crazy. But hey, every community has its good and bad sides!!
🦴6) I like riding my electric bike super fast, i love feeling the nice fresh breeze go through my fur. Taking walks in nature is also nice.
🦴7) Yeah. I hate being in cities or just in crowded spaces in general, like the mall. It just reminds me how humans see me as one of them, even tho i'm not. I may be a wolf/werewolf, but this body is shaped really weirdly. I don't see myself as human, i don't look human, i am not a human. But when i feel dysphoric i start to feel more human(ish). And that sucks.
🦴8) Be safe out there!! Be weary of your surroundings!! It's important to be yourself, but there's a lot of dangerous people out there who will try to hurt you. I recommend to be with friends/ have a handler with you when doing quads in the open or stuff like that. Not everywhere is safe, so be careful!
🦴9) Tails seem nice along with stuff like jewelry, but the rest is a no for me. They just make me more dysphoric tbh. Reminds me again, how humans see me as one of them no matter what (Also that my body is just fucking ass). When i wear masks or gloves it just feels like i'm wearing a cheap knock-off costume of myself, and i hate that. Reminds me of how my snout, ears, paws and more have been misformed to the point people mistake me for being human. Again, I don't see myself as human, i don't look human, i am not a human. But when i feel dysphoric i start to feel more human(ish).
Also wearing stuff on my face like masks is just really hard in general, i cant breathe in them :<
🦴10) I was born a wolf/ werewolf. I still do stuff that humans do and still have a few human behaviors, but that's because i was literally raised amongst them.
🦴11) sigh i don't have any alterhuman friends so i can't tag any 💔
okay that's it!! i know the original post was posted like a year ago but i had nothing better to do.
If you are an alter/nonhuman, reblog and answer these questions!
(don't be afraid to write a lot, do what you want ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯)
1/ Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?
2/ What/who is/are your type(s)? (if you have any)
3/ Do you experience shifts? If so, can you tell us your most common shifts and your strangest cameo shift (if you've ever had a cameo shift)?
4/ How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?
5/ What do you think of the community?
6/ What are the things that make you most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?
7/ Are you experiencing species dysphoria?
8/ What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?
9/ Do you have/want to have gears?
10/ Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity? If so, tell us! (all beliefs are legitimate)
11/ Tag someone/a creature to answer these questions!ㅤᵕ̈
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rainrot4me · 2 days ago
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What are each of the creeps' way of claiming the reader as theirs? Like, a subtle way of letting others know "this one is mine." ex: An accessory, a visible mark they left, etc.
✦ . jeff the killer
Visible bite marks and nail scratches in intimate places, usually where others just barely catch a glimpse.
He also makes you wear his hoodie, bloodstains and all, and doesn’t care that it’s oversized. It smells like him. That’s the point.
“Let ’em stare. If they’re lookin’, they’re learnin’. That’s mine. Touch them, and I’ll carve a smile so wide, you’ll never close your mouth again.”
✦ . ticci toby
Carves little symbols into your belt or your shoes. Subtle at first… but they’re coded. He knows what they mean. So do the others.
He likes to linger when others are around—palming the back of your neck, whispering close to your ear, keeping eye contact with whoever’s watching.
“Cute shoes. Wonder who put tha-that symbol there… Huh. Looks familiar, doesn’t it, Brian?”
✦ . eyeless jack
He’ll whisper your name low against your skin or speak to you in an ancient tongue only you can hear, a language no one else understands. It clings to you like smoke. People can feel it.
He also leaves very faint, almost animalistic bite marks where no one but you or another monster would know to look.
“They’re staring again. Maybe I should remind you you’re mine.”
✦ . masky (tim wright)
You’ve always got bruises—some from “training,” others from rough kisses. He smudges your lipstick with his thumb and doesn’t wipe it off his hand.
Makes you wear his jacket when others are too close. Smells like smoke and leather.
“That jacket look familiar? Good. Keep starin’. They don’t need you to talk to them—they’re already taken.”
✦ . hoodie (brian thomas)
He’s a photographer—he takes candid, blurry, intimate Polaroids of you and keeps one in his pocket. Sometimes he leaves one where others will find it.
He lets you wear one of his flannel shirts or hoodies and always has a hand low on your back, guiding you. Never obvious. But dominant.
“Smile for the camera, sweetheart. I want them to remember your face when they realize they can’t have it.”
✦ . kate the chaser
Paints your nails black with a blood-red tip. Her version of tagging you. She does it after missions, bruised knuckles and all.
She never lets anyone stand between you. When they try, she moves closer. No words. Just a glare.
“Touch them again. I never miss what I’m hunting. Especially not what’s mine.”
✦ . ben drowned
He codes a secret signature into your laptop wallpaper or phone lock screen—an old pixel heart that flickers with his name.
His bites leave a glitch-like welt on your skin, faint but digital-looking. “A part of the game,” he says.
“Nice background, huh? Yeah. That’s them. Try touching them and you’ll get debugged.”
✦ . clockwork
Leaves lipstick marks on your neck and jaw. She wants people to see them. Also occasionally loans you one of her knives.
Will randomly pull you into her lap during conversations with others, resting her chin on your shoulder like, mine.
“See this? Yeah, I left it there. Right next to that vein. Thought about nicking it, but… they purr too pretty.”
✦ . laughing jack
Paints a tiny symbol behind your ear or under your wrist in invisible ink that glows under blacklight. He’s the only one who can see it.
Gifts you creepy handmade trinkets: a little clown charm with your initials. Keeps the matching one around his neck.
“You’re part of the act now, sugar. And every circus has its star. Too bad for them—you’re already taken by the ringmaster.”
✦ . slenderman
His tendrils wrap briefly around your wrist when someone gets too close. Like a leash. Or a warning.
Your voice echoes differently when you say his name. Like it vibrates with something unnatural.
“They are not to touch what is mine. Let them feel the air still and the forest turn its gaze. You are claimed in ways they cannot comprehend.”
꩜ .ᐟ
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Something i probably never write cause it's gonna require more than 2k words
Shen Twins au, but everyone (aside from Qing Jing desciples) thinks Shen Jiu has DID (they prob have a different name for that, but we're gonna call it that). They just don't go out together often enough, so no one really seen the twins in the same space.
For them it's Shen Qingqiu sometimes wants to bite your head off and other times is a very nice and wants to talk your ear off. Yes, sadly Yue Qingyuan also thinks it's DID, cause he only knows Shen Jiu (Shen Yuan transmigrated into a long lost twin brother of Shen Jiu. Don't ask, i didn't think this through.)
The fun happens when Liu Qingge starts falling for Shen Yuan while Yue Qingyuan is still in love with Shen Jiu. Liu Qingge struggling with the thought that if he starts courting Shen Yuan he'll have to also be with Shen Jiu, who, he's pretty sure, hates him. Yue Qingyuan meanwhile isn't sure how he's supposed to also date the Shen Yuan personality cause he's very talkative and sometimes overwhelming.
Eventually they do start dating their respectful Shens and at some point a situation occurs. Angry Shen Yuan is very mich like his brother. Ready to bite someone's head off. So he goes to Yue Qingyuan, who, upon seeing his beautiful Xiao Jiu goes and kisses him. He obviously gets hit in the head cause "What the fuck? I have a boyfriend?!" Similar thing simultaneously happens on Bai Zhan (I don't know how), because its the world of PIDW, the world bends towards weird situations.
Shens run away to their peak where they tell each other what happened and after that meet the other two peak lords that fucked up a little. This is the first time they see two Shens together and everything clicks and they realise who they kissed.
The whole thing resolves, of course, but Shen Yuan doesn't stop teasing Liu Qingge about it and Shen Jiu keeps reminding him like "Yeah, and you kissed my brother, so..." When he needs to get out of a situation.
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hyacinthleaves · 21 hours ago
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Hcs with cam please? If thats okay. If not its cool
yeah sure. sorry in advance. also why am i being punished by having to pick decent banners for objects
Cam:
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He has a strange love-hate relationship for showing physical affection at first
He'll act like its the corniest thing ever but then he's so quick to give you a hug when you feel like you need it. You can't be a tough guy forever, Cam
Mind you, when he gets past this, he becomes as annoying as possible sometimes. You're minding your business and he's ON YOU like GO AWAY WHY NOW
I feel like a hug from him would be almost perfect....just ignore the smell
Either he smells like straight ahh, nothing, or chemicals bro and this is YOUR fault. All depends on what you put in the trash before you put the dateviators on
And if you flinch or turn away he's actually making fun of you
In fact he's just making it worse. It reminds me of those tiktoks with where people are like "the way people who don't wear deodorant move"
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deadass that's the type of confidence he would gain in that moment just to piss you off
I feel like he's so easy to get into an argument with even after you two get together
He has STRONG boundaries and half of the time he won't be willing to meet in the middle so you'll just have to deal with it
I mean if you're bothered enough THEN he'll back down and apologize but its hard to reach that point so you'' just be expected to get over some things
Besides 1 on 1 conflict, he is so helpful and sweet actually
I think the best aspect of this is that he's actually so nice to you because he finds it really funny that you get surprised by that stuff so he keeps doing it. Like its moreso for your reaction rather than him just doing it because he feels like he needs to.
Bruh I'm still laughing at that dumbass tiktok
He's not necessarily one of those people that likes to constantly talk about their partner but anyone can tell that he gets A LITTLE proud when you get brought up or he has to bring you up
And he acts like he's not flexing. He absolutely is. Cuz he bagged that. No pun intended.
Also can we talk about the names he calls the player? "Hey spicy" CAM LOOKALIKE CONTEST IN MY ROOM STAT
Anyway. He just has a certain charm to him. He knows that. This is exactly how you ended up here
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absentwriterdoll · 11 hours ago
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Silhouettes
A reminder.
These dolls and witch are, for the most part, silhouettes.
Outlines to be played by whatever actors the reader's heart desires.
Some are human. Some are not. Some are porcelain, others plastic, sometimes made of metal, even wood, sometimes they are just plush. Some are one color, some are another color, and some refuse to be just one. Some are masculine, some are feminine, some are both, and some are neither. Some are disabled in some way, some are not.
But, at their core, they are whatever the reader wishes them to be.
Why?
In the past, this one would have said that it's because this one is bad at descriptions.
And maybe it still is.
But, now, that little writing anomaly this one has lends itself quite nicely to its present day explanation.
The reader can be anything at all.
And so the same can its characters be.
On the stage are silhouettes.
Those silhouettes can be you, this one, anyone at all.
After all.
Ones such as these live in a beautiful world, filled with myriad colors.
Don't limit the imagination of your heart.
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caladriusposts · 2 days ago
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Can you please tell me about izuku in your DR?
People in my dr : izuku midoriya
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⌗ when i fist moved to japan we couldn't say eachother's names correctly so i called him zuku and he called me menmen
★ Used to have a hard time back in preschool when they started trying to get us used to not napping he struggled with it, whenever he saw me in the book corner he'll silently walk over and use me as a pillow, If i was wearing a jacket he would slide himself under it we looked so funny whenever he would just slide into my jackets on breaks i used to tell mom to get me bagger jackets so he can be comfortable. Lets just say he didn't get used to not taking naps and no teacher had the heart to wake him up while he slept,he still slides under my clothes whenever it gets cold after knowing eachother + being married
★ in sixth grade someone tore one of my notebooks up while i was taking a week off school he glued it back together,got a replica and wrote down all my notes in my handwriting so i wouldn't notice and i didn't, only find out when i was helping him pack when we were moving in together and i found the glued notebook,l never mentioned it tho he doesn't know i know
★ Back in ua he used to doodle on my notebook or write notes in class and silently look at me expectingly waiting for me to notice,whenever i flicked his forehead to let me focus he huffed and rested his head on my shoulder
★ when we got our hero licensees he crushed me into a hug and told he to hold the license up to the camera, he immediately sent the picture to all might,he texted us how proud he is and told us good job izu was so happy he picked me up and spun me around till he lost his balance (he made sure he took all the damage and held the back of my head)
★ He called my quirk as beautiful as me and told me he loves how it reflects me as a person,I know it sounds corny but it was so sweet i still think about it he always sees the beauty in my quirk and just sees me you know?? he makes me feel seen
★ takes pictures with every cat he sees stary or not, the cats love him he sends us atleast four pictures every patrol, sometimes he gets too affectionate with them and they hit them on the head or bite him and we turned one into a whatsapp sticker hahaha
★ I dunno why he reminds me of fawns, eveyone says he's a sheep or a bunny but something about him reminds me sm of deers maybe its his eyes and how doe eyed he can look
★covers my ears whenever i get too overstimulated,I dont like being hugged if i am overwhelmed so him covering my ears always works he uses it to massage my temples too to ease my migraines
★ used to let me draw constellations by connecting his freckles atleast the bigger ones he's wll freckled up,especially on his cheeks, nose and knuckles
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Post graduation :)
☁︎ Insistes on helping me tour the first years,started when we became second years and he still does so when i started working at ua,the kids love him, its a nice touch since he has more friendly vibe
☁︎ stops by randomly inbetween lectures to check up on me and bring me lunch,sometimes if kats is free he drags him too and we all sit together on breaks, aizawa is sick and tired of us being stuck to his hip in the teacher's lounge
☁︎ he still picks me up whenever he gets too happy,he's strong enough to pick me up and katsuki like its nothing its almost intimidating
☁︎ he eats my food i dunno what's it about him with my food but we can have the same thing and he'll still take a bite of mine he calls it the "izuku task/tax” it changes based on his mood,i love sharing my food anyways so i enbaled that habit
☁︎ one time i was rambling on one of my tts about quirks,he shamelessly took a big bite of my food the comments were talking about i vividly remember two of them "I cant focus on anything but deku just gobbling your food and no body reacting HOW MUCH DOES THAT HAPPEN" and "dawg that was one big ass bite"
☁︎ asked me out on june fifth because i like the number five, got me a pandora bracelet and gets me a charm every five years too they're all swan and space themed
☁︎ pre heats the air frier and makes my coffee in the morning without me even asking,its always how i like it too,he always pours it into a duck mug he got me when we were 17 on a class trip,i’ll post it soon!
☁︎ his hands are calloused from all the training he does but they've never been anything but gentle and warm
☁︎ we make our interns train together so they're very familiar with both of us AND HE ACTUALLY MADE ONE OF THEM CLEAN A WHOLE ASS BEACH??THE POOR STUDENT CAME COMPLAINING TO ME I WAS HOLDING BACK A CACKLE I AM SORRY
☁︎ whenever i am reading he comes over and wraps himself in my wings he's so good at handling them sometimes i don't really feel him moving my wing around, i am either used as his blanket and pillow smh
☁︎ told me he hopes to "have the privilege" of being loved and cherished by me in another life too
☁︎ apparently he talks about me to the students too they told me that he's always bringing me amd katsuki up in conversations or "fawning" over us BUT I FEEL LIKE THEY'RE JUST BEING DRAMATIC but also knowing izuku he does ramble alot so
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Ps.I’ll probably add more stuff later ❤️
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lucabyte · 5 months ago
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some thoughts on Claude
alt title: diversity win! this Butch Nun is crafting bombs in an unventilated room in her convent while actively courting Mother Superior! Do Not Give Them Access To Unlimited Power No Matter How Nice They Are
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#reminder that Claude is one of the only other housemaidens present in Start Again: A Prologue! Think about this for me <3#isat spoilers#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time fanart#isat claude#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat odile#isat mirabelle#start again: a prologue#lucabyteart#some of these punchlines have been sat around in my files for almost a year at this point LMAOOO.. they were good enough to persist.#anyway yes i know claudes spectacles are small on her sprite but i like doing the dot eye in glasses thing so thats what ur getting !!#also swearing forever yay yay yay. sorry to fake swear lovers but sometimes i need it for the comedy to hit. sorry#... i might post that sasasap kick in the teeth on its own later just because i do like it a lot.#but yeah i have a decent amount of thoughts on claude. mostly informed by that i read both her and & euphrasie as rlly obvious signifiers#that like. mirabelles house is more than a little bit disorganised and way too lax on certain ethical ... concerns....#girls and guys youre in a place that lacks need for even a police force.... why were you workshopping rock traps and pungee pits...?#who signed off on that... are you guys like. you guys seem nice but are you alright. should i be worried#gotta respect the hustle of trying to fuck the head priest of your organisation though. genuinely love that for her#but WHAT a workplace ethics nightmare!! I thought it was bad enough reading it as unrequited. YOURE TELLING ME SHE ACTUALLY MANAGED TO HIT?#INSANE. I DONT WANT TO BE IN THE BUILDING FOR THAT BREAKUP. GET ME ON A PILGRIMAGE *STAT*
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kaisollisto · 3 months ago
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#TKO_art 25#got so angry then spiral'd into an existential crisis#still in that crisis but if i don't think about it then i wont think about how nothing matters oh god its 2 late#at first it was a random angry side profile and then it turned into wuxia beatrice#which i'm not sure if that's a good thing or not and i think this looks too cringe so i'm not gonna look at this anymore#i just wanted to draw bea with an undercut#this reminded me of the time i actually wanted to draw beatrice in that wuxia style at the very beginning of my art journey#core memory unlocked#anyway i'll probably revist this sometime later#again bc their clothing is nice#i'm kinda annoyed because i didn't look up any refs for this and this looks pretty much like beatrice and i know when i go to work on#[redacted] it's gonna be a fucking pain#but also lets not discredit the fact that i was looking at beatrice refs for 3 hours before a small break and then this#sometimes i forget how much i love art#my existential crisis was making me doubt if doing art really is worth anything while i was sketching angrily#and really it was just me falling down a pit of oh this is what my next days will look like working on art to just be disappointed by the#end result that i forgot that it's a journey thing but most importantly u have to trust the process#but i also forgot making art is a slower type of gratification + serotonnin#i guess the thing is i'm waiting for the shoe to drop: burnout stage of art#where i do not want to touch art for years#and it's kinda because i push myself to do art like i'm going to die very soon that i'm worried about it#but also at the same time hmmmm idk bc seeing art is just so inspiring and makes me jealous that i kickstart myself into doing it#what are we talking about anyway blah blah blah
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scionshtola · 8 days ago
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re my last reblog i have been trying to differentiate recently between when i feel bad about not writing because i really want to write and when i feel bad because i feel like im not being productive. sometimes its the latter. i wrote a lot in the last two years, way more than i had in the 5+ years before that, and i have to remind myself that it’s fine if i don’t keep that up forever lol.
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winterlilyarts · 1 year ago
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Happy Pride month!! Mizuki cosplay for the occasion :)
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Finally cosplayed Mizuki's first unit outfit! I was lucky enough to get an opportunity to get it for cheap secondhand and I am so happy I did!
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claws-and-all · 5 months ago
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Just a reminder, if you don't like seeing hate of your favs on your timeline, simply block or unfollow the person/tag/community. Losing your piece of mind to shitposts is not worth it.
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icewindandboringhorror · 8 months ago
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It's always interesting to hear about people's weird/unexpected "alternate life paths". Like, something that you could have done with your life, a job you almost took, a school you almost went to, etc - that was still actually realistic enough that it could have happened, but NOW it seems to not suit your current personality.
Like for example, I currently hate advertising (how manipulative it is, brands trying to be 'relatable', social media amplifying it to an obnoxious extreme, etc.) so much that even seeing a little ad before a youtube video is grating to even witness, but there was a point in time where I was genuinely seriously considering going into marketing/making commercials as a career lol. Or like, I have a relative who was very inclined to be a pastor when they were younger, even though today they're a super strong atheist, etc. etc.
#BECAUSE I knew I really liked filming and editing things and doing set design and costume design (from having done little bits of that#here and there in media classes and my own stuff - i used to be a lot more into making videos than I am now). BUT I was always thinking#that a movie is WAAY to big and long. even a short film. So I was trying to think of ways I could still like#have the fun of scouting locations to film and dressing up actors and etc. etc. without it having to be a Huge Million Dollar Production#on tv show or movie level. SO then I was thinking about like... just doing commercials. Or music videos. Like shorter things where I still#get the fun of the filming and everything but it's less of an intensive long term project.#So there is an alternate version of me (I suppose if i somehow did not end up having physical and mental health issues#as badly somehow.. or like.. randomly came into wealth and was able to pay my way through a nice college despite missing#days constantly being out because I'm sick or something lol) that works in some corporate advertising office coming up with commercials#and directing or filming them or doing the sets for them or something in that general vicinity.#I also was considering being a corporate psychologist. or whatever its called.. oh from google:#''Industrial and organizational (I/O) psychologists study and assess individual group and organization dynamics in the workplace''#I don't think I even knew what the job entailed. I was at the time just thinking like.. the type of person that comes into a business offic#and gives everyone personality assessments or does MBTI or big-5 testing crap for whatever reason that some businesses get that#done for people. Really i just wanted to be in a Corporate Big Office setting yet still do psychology. Because I used to be really fixated#on living in a big city. Like the ideas of everything being walkable. picking up a coffee in the morning. walking to my job in a Big#Skyscraper Building. people watching in a huge hotel lobby for lunch. flying frequently (I love airplanes and airports aesthetically).#living in an apartment with a giant window overlooking the city. etc. etc. BUT that was before i had really BEEN to a city. Then I actually#hung around a city a few times and went places and I was like... AUGh... The Sensory Overwhelm.. cars people lights loudness noise scary#everything happening all at once. etc. etc. (though even when I wanted to live in a city i NEVER strove for the Night Life. when i say I#enjoy city imagery I mean like... in the day time. Many people who like cities talk about The Night Life and post pictures of cities all#lit up at night and clubs and dancing and restaurants. none of that EVER appealed to me. perhaps a sign I am not a real city person. Like#I am NOT standing in a crowded bar full of loud people in the middle of the night lol.. get AWAY from me!!) but I do adore the#architecture of like bright white clean sterile modern spaces like huge airport lobbies or malls or etc. I think thats what reminded me of#city and what I liked about the idea of that life. Like I always LOVED the layout of schools and hospitals and trainstations and public#transport in general. Though even then I knew enough that I would not be a good architect/city planner. so I guess my adoration for those#spaces was merely to be channeled into LIVING there. but then I realized I didn't even really want to do that that much. I mean I still#definitely aim to live NEAR a city. like the little areas outside of it. I would never live in a rural place 4 hours from anything. I liter#ally just COULDNT since I need close access to hospitals sometimes lol. But I used to want to live in the CENTER of citites like high rise#condo. and now I'm like.... eh....... perhaps a smaller quieter walkable space nearby lol.. ANYWAY.. alternate me in my Business Suit eheh
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brutusursidae · 3 months ago
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Hi to anyone who noticed I was gone I'm back now
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fraternum-momentum · 1 year ago
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I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#⚠️WARNING⚠️TAGS R SUPER FUCKING LONG I NEEEEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT LOVE AND DEEPSPACE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS#SUGGESTIVE ART? NSFW? LITERAL GODDAMN PORN? LIGHT WORK NO REACTION#POV ROMANTIC OTOME GAME SHIT WITH THE TINIEST HINT OF SPICE??? I CANNOT ITS TOO MCUH I ITS AUGHHH IM JNUHJHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK#IM LIKE FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH A HAND COVERING MY EYES WHILE PEEKING ITS TOO MUCH#I AM LOOKING AWAY EVERY SECOND IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FUCKUNGBHGJGHJHGHGBJJH#I HATE HATE HATEEEEE (not rly) IT WHEN THEY GET NEAR U ITS AUGH ITS SO WEIRD I PUT MY PHONE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME OUT OF EMBARASSMENT#SOMETIMES I LOSE MY IMMERSION AND GET SELF AWARE AND THINK TO MYSELF THIS IS SO FUCKING WEIRD... THIS IS WHY I DONT PLAY OTOME GAMES DUDE#like no hate to otome games its just way too much for me i get way too embarassed abt playing them its def a me thing#ok first of all the combat is p ok actually it reminds me of pgr and hi3 altho i like pgr better :] (lee my beloved)#i did burst out laughing when i found out abt it cause i thought it would be like mysme and its just visual novel shit but its really okay#also i did a bit of thinking as to why i dont find the charas super appealing & its cause theyre obv manifactured to b 'the perfect guy'#like you know how pugs were bred to be cute but end up deformed and stuff? yea kinda like that#im not saying theyre deformed but thats the vibes im getting#deformed pug vibes#the jp vas are pulling thru though#ALSO I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF GACHA pleaseee i alr play hsr + gi + /occasionally/ pgr and stopppp i hate the gamba aspect of the games#AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT BC I DIDNT GET THE CARD I WANT#.................. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANT THE POINT STILL STANDS#i like them (reluctantly) all so far ? idk no one is rlly my fav yet tbf im still at ch. 2 so..#theyre all cute ig zayne is nice maybe i dunno i like his shoulders......? hes very cold tho cause haha ice powers#i call him elsa in my head#xaiver is also nice? hes cute? hes sleepy n shit#rafayel is kinda goofy? aloof? but in the 'she's so crazzzzzzzzzy! i love her!' way (look it up if u dont know) and im not super into that#hes the one whimpering though so it is what it is#overall i think ill keep playing until i get the card i want ill also prolly play it on my laptop instead cause its super laggy on my phone#idk how ill deal with the combat part tho but thats a problem for future me lolol#okay yea idk if anyone is still reading this but i dont want my irls to know that im playing this game so here we r#idk why im using the tags to ramble its way more fun like its more casual i think#OKAY YEA BYE#frambling...?
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pathologising · 11 months ago
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what do u do for work?
im an activities coordinator for a resort (but that might be changing soon) so i do all the very fun activities for kids and adults! its a blast, and the regulars are like family (if i get this new job im gonan miss them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and usually our activities have a small fee (max of 15$ for a more complex activity like tie dye shirt making) to keep us going.
it says it on the activity schedule they give out when you check in, but of course some people are just a bit self-centered and assume its free + they dont have to even acknowledge us.....it doesnt happen too often most people loveee making conversation and hanging with us but it pisses me off because like im standing right here dude at least say hi
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widevibratobitch · 5 months ago
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not really a vent post but god i wish i were like. smart.
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