#but mainly just thinking abt the rose on the back

[the-valiant-valkyrie]

thinkin abt nona's triumphant skin againn......

[brine-in-my-eyes]

i miss drawing my ocs </3

i can only wish i get to draw them again soon

[cainesrealwife]

heyo! could you do some jealous Caine headcanons? maybe reader is hanging around Zooble and Pomni too much, and Caine isn’t getting as much attention as he used to. they can be sfw or nsfw, I don’t mind either! ^^

CAINE GETTING JEALOUS HCS?! WOAH

READER IS GN!!!11!!1

this sadly doesn’t have nsfw I can’t image him acting really that diffrent to make hcs abt it sorry to disappoint GRRRR

(not proof read)

ok where do I start

this man tries to hide his jealousy but fails MISERABLY

your like his main attention giver you mainly talk to him a lot so the most and also most times the only one

of course there are exceptions you can still talk to people without him immediately getting jealous

but when you talked to let’s say Zooble and Pomni instead of him he was displeased👿👿

like he’s really bad at hiding it

he thinks he’s good at it but he isn’t

he will either quickly float over to you or teleport directly next to you

never in front of you if your talking to a person since he tries to be discreet

as soon as he does that he’ll go something along the lines of “HELLO Y/N YOU ARE LOOK GLAMOROUS TODAY” and will try to turn you away from whoever you were talking to

if you try to protest he’ll continue to yapp to you abt anything

it doesn’t matter as long as you are giving attention to him

if he would manage to do that until you’ll give in and turn all your attention to him

(always leading to you swiftly excuse yourself)

he’ll then proceed to talk abt what he thinks are interesting things for you

he wants you too think he’s the most interesting person in on the whole grounds

if he doesn’t manage to however

he will try to be a part of the conversation

he will also look at the other person looking at the from the side

(I do not wanna use side eye🙁)

he will actually very subtle pat you on the back or accidentally let his hand bump against your arm ect…

since I think most circus member would either want to be nice and caine and you alone or just would get embarrassed by the whole situation they would excuse themselves

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examples:

Pomni, Ragatha: “Oh uhm I think I left something in my… room I-I gotta go sorry”

Gangle: “I uhm… I’m gonna go take a nap bye you two”

Kinger: “Oh yea I just remembered I uhm gotta do other stuff I TOTALLY have to leave you two alone now” (try to be smooth but he’s bad at pretending)

Jax: “Oh shucks I just remembered I left some of my stuff in Gangles room I will have to leave you two all alone now… byeeee…” (with a very smug expression)

Zooble: “… oh pschh yea I actually uhm lost one of my limbs I gotta look for it without any help far far away from you two…”

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after they excused themselves caine looks after them with an questioned look

however he quickly turns his attention back to you and will proceed to to the things he would if he succeeded from the start

blablabla

after all that he’ll make sure to extra catch your attention even if you are or aren’t talking to anyone else

he even might try to send you a rose

he wants you to put it in your room so every-time you enter it or look around it you’ll think about him

he of course is assuming you place it somewhere very visible where it’s standing very prominent

the first time this happened he send bubbles to bring you the rose

bubble ate it on the way

after that he always teleported to your room while you weren’t there and leave it on your pillow

EXTRA:

if he catches someone (the only person to do this would be jax) flirting with you (he did it as a joke) he would…!11!1

he wouldn’t even try to hide it he would quickly be next to you grab your back and teleport you to the lake/ carnival/ your room

there he would talk to you about what his plan for his new adventure would be and make sure you look at him

after that he’ll…

😻(hihihi)

…he’ll tell you how your secretly his favourite and about 'how your always doing the best in the adventures'

that would quickly turn into him just praising you about how nice you are too him

eventually he’ll just praise you in general

tell you how beautiful you are how funny you are ect…

besides these sweet things caine also turns slightly mischievous

he will make the next few adventure have parts where specifically only the person who flirted with you (jax and he did it as a joke bc he goofy) will have more problems then the others

sadly couldn’t think of any examples for this sorry :(

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erm… dude what the scallop ;-;…

I DONT LIKE HOW RHIS TURNED OUT AT ALL RAAAHH IT FEELS SO SLOPPY TO ME BUT ITS SO MUCH I CANT DELET IT YEJEIRKENWJEJE

I swear I’ll try to make it better next time this fella so messy GRRRR

I will probably regret uploading this but I will anyways bc I’m abt to take a big nap

sincerely

-@cainesrealwife

[becauseplot]

*returns to yours* I HAVE THOUGHTS! NOT COHERENT ONES TOO SLEEPY AND NEED TO SAVE COHERENCY BUT THOUGHTS!!! MOSTLY ABOUT ISLAND TEAPARTIES AFTER THE KIDS ARE ASLEEP WHERE CELLBIT AND PHILZA DRINK TEA AND PHILZA TEACHES CELLBIT ABOUT STARS AND CELLBIT SLOWLY GETS BACK INTO HIS ENIGMAS AND THEY BOTH BITCH ABOUT TEA BUT DRINK IT ANYWAY BECAUSE IT HAS GOOD STATS

YEAAH!! YEAHHH!!! Okay okay okay so I meant to ramble more earlier when you initially responded to my ask and then I got sleepy and conked out and now it's super early for me, nailed it lmaooo. so anyway just like a couple things i noticed abt this scene *rolls out a scroll of notes, the bottom hits the floor and bounces out the door cartoon-style*

Chayanne gives Cellbit a rose!! Idk if Rose still has influence here (I'll have to sift through Phil's VOD to see if he says anything abt Rose, yesterday I mainly watched Cellbit's POV) but he's protected now!! That kinda folds him into Phil's "closer" circle of friends/family since it's primarily them who carries the roses for protection so!!!!! I'm!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE TEA!! Yes the tea the way the tea immediately broaches the topic of purgatory, and yeah the audible wince in Phil's voice after Cellbit says the tea triggers him and Phil agrees. Yeah it's so shit and they're both so sick of it but it's so OP. Phil survivalist (hardcore) :handshake: Cellbit survivalist (hunger games/"The War"), do and use what is necessary to keep yourself alive.

And AAA!! Yes, okay okay so like you remember that idea abt Phil and Cellbit having late-night convos at the Order pre-purgatory? This is basically that!! It's late at night, they're getting caught up with each other, they've both got the shitass tea and it's going cold and!! In my head this scene goes on for a full night and they just sit and talk and talk and talk, eventually conking out when it's late, just like old times EXCEPT THEY HAVE THEIR KIDS NOW WHICH IS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT BROUGHT THEM TOGETHER, THEIR DESIRE TO FIND THEIR KIDS, AND THEY FOUND THEM!!! (I should write a fic i NEED to write a fic, me vs the 754389 wips in my brain; in my head they still had late night convos in purgatory when their "play time" timers lined up, phil waking up early enough and cellbit staying up late enough for them to talk while the others slept)

The way Cellbit still minces his words abt what he and Bags did post-purg 1 "we had our fun...bolas...style..." is it because he thinks Phil will think less of him? because there's children present? because his SON is present? idk how much Richas knows abt what Cellbit did in purgatory, Richas *did* rescue him while he was fighting eye workers but does he know about Cellbit hunting fellow players for sport? what Cellbit did to his pai Pac? I NEED ANSWERS

Phil's "Dude! No! Oh my god... D:" to when Cellbit says Roier was better off without him. PHIL WAS AT THEIR WEDDING. HE TOOK THE GODDAMN PHOTOS OF THEM AT THEIR WEDDING. HE SAW HOW HAPPY THEY WERE, HOW HAPPY ROIER WAS, WHEN THEY WERE REUNITED IN PURGATORY. Phil isn't close enough to Roier nor speaks to him enough to really understand the full extent of Roier's grief after purgatory 1, but it's gotta be hard for Phil to imagine Roier happy with Cellbit gone. Whether he believes it when Cellbit says "yeah Roier told me he was better" (doied WHEN I GET YOU---) is up for debate but I think about this constantly.

Phil fucking laughing when Cellbit admits he ate some of the eye workers fhdjsk. I can't get over the combo of Cellbit POV (in character thinking: "I'm terrible I'm a cannibal I'm a monster") vs Philza POV (cc who laughs at everything that is even remotely cursed) honestly, taking this as in-character (bc ccPhil doesn't mute his mic to laugh and he...usually does that for ooc bits while in the middle of rp), it says a lot abt qPhil that he's able to just laugh abt an admission of eating corpses. ethics who? geneva convention who? qPhil doesn't know her. munch on those eye workers king they're dickheads. (fuck, DOES qPhil know that Cellbit is a cannibal, as in, he has eaten not just workers but other players?? hmmm...)

"I'm sorry I couldn't do much as bolas leader" "It's better that you didn't see us...I think you'll be disappointed" "oh I could never be disappointed what do you mean shut up *laughs*" GODDDDDDDD also Cellbit trying to say he got worse after purg 1 and Phil saying "nah bolas is already at ground level" (either not understanding or indirectly reiterating that he won't condemn Cellbit for his actions, I can't tell) and then Cellbit just,, going with it. because it's not worth it to argue and he's trying to move past all of that now anyway. (QCELLBIT PROCESS YOUR TRAUMA CHALLENGE LEVEL IMPOSSIBLE)

watching Phil's POV now and HFDJSK you can't hear it on Cellbit's stream but Phil catches Richas as they're both leaving and says quietly, "Take care of your dad, Richas, n' take care." I'M 💥💥💥💥 (<-banging table)

Anyway!! This is what happens when the two characters I'm obsessed with interact for the first time in months. Over-analyzing a 5 minute convo. Sorry, it will happen again :] Praying they stay as neighbors I'd love to see archivists have more interactions!! And yes yes yes yes the tea parties with the kids!! Phil routinely chatting with Cellbit and watching him slowly "regain his color" as he settles back into peaceful life post-purgatory, falls in love with enigmas again. They've always trusted each other when they don't trust themselves, and they're both a Stable Point for the other. I'll miss what we never got to have with the leaders-of-the-Order-having-meetings ideas (timezones, wails) but I'm so excited for new island mysteries!! :D

[y0urnewhyperfixation2]

autistic rwby hcs

ive been seeing a lot of autistic rwby hcs so here's some of my own :)) it's very unorganized so good luck (totally was not projecting throughout all of this)

RUBY - the autistic silly ever i love her sm. we already see in the show, even the manga she's crazy obsessed with weapons so I'll take that as either her special interest or hyperfixation. i like to hc that when she was little she rambled abt weapons to mainly yang, but when she went to beacon she began talking abt them more to blake. sometimes even weiss would listen (but again, mainly blake). ALSO ruby cannot understand social cues for her LIFE (me fr). This is a common trait many autistic people share. Overall, she has trouble communicating and interacting with others in v1. In one of the first few episodes (ep 2 i think) she seems to oppose the idea of making new friends when Yang brings it up. This could hint at a small disliking for change (that she eventually learns can be a good thing). when she was younger i like to imagine that ruby wouldn't really have a sense of fear, and would often get herself into dangerous situations that yang or summer had to pull her out of. impulsive ruby perhaps. probably a clumsy little kid too. now these are just hcs so i hc ruby as a leg bouncer. i think she'd stim the most out of all of rwby and just can't keep still no matter what (maybe AuADHD ruby rose idk just an idea). I think ruby would enjoy hand-flapping when she's excited, and she's usually bouncing on her toes or swaying on her feet bc shes so restless. chewing her nails too when she's anxious. I like the idea that ruby would sit down and rock herself when she's distressed (again, totally not projecting). hc that ruby would also despise eye contact. also i think ruby would absolutely hate the texture of eggs, idk why. ruby also has meltdowns from time to time, but they increase in numbers the closer they get to v9 and worsen. ALSO ALSO ALSO ruby has trouble controlling her volume, incorrect pitch tone and speed. basically ruby is very autistic to me :D

WEISS - weiss is a trickier one tbh but I CAN SEE IT. ok so yknow that one time in v2 (or 3 idk) where weiss wont shut up abt the vytal festival and remnant world history n stuff. and that other time she starts talking to ruby abt vale's communication tower and the history behind it. i know she's probably just invested in that stuff bc shes weiss and she was also from another country (atlas), but STILL. i think she would hyperfixate on that stuff. she would like to just compile the weirdest most random facts ever abt the world around her and just start spouting them out at everybody bc it makes her so happy. this makes people think she's a know-it-all though, so :( which also leads into my hc that weiss was forced to mask her autism for a LONG time in Schnee Manor. her father thought she had some "illness" and took the ableist route (sounds familiar). i think this would lead to weiss being insecure abt her autism and having that sinking feeling of needing to be "fixed". dw, weiss begins to embrace and accept her autism the more time she spends with rwby :) also, even if weiss is pretty sarcastic herself i think she had trouble understanding sarcasm back at beacon. she got a little better at deciphering it over the next few volumes but ultimately she has trouble sussing it out sometimes. i also think that weiss would bounce her leg when she's nervous, probably twirl her pencil. her voice gets noticeably higher in the show when she's excited (like when she met with Winter), so i hc that she squeals when shes super happy. she would enjoy organizing as well. maybe she'd even use singing as a vocal stim. at first, i think weiss would've hated being touched, but then she shifts to be absolutely touch-starved. (she likes yang and ruby's hugs the best bc the deep pressure calms her) and also we all know weiss probably sucked at making friends if she ever had the opportunity. she probably also is crazy good at spotting even the smallest details and observations and stuff. ive also considered bpd weiss but y'all arent ready for that discussion

BLAKE - now i'll be honest: i haven't actually thought abt autistic blake a lot. the thought kinda just skimmed my mind im sorry ;w; but we all know blake would hyperfixate on her books. a bunch. ngl she'd probably be that one person in the fandom writing a whole lot of fanfics idk why. maybe she had a small hyperfixation for wildlife and nature when she was little. i can see her being one of those kids who enjoyed playing in the grass and collecting bugs in Menagerie. in the show (beacon arc) we do know that blake is more reserved and it takes a while for her to trust, and its probably bc of her past relationship with adam but shhhhh. BUT at the beginning of v1 we do notice that blake prefers to be alone, and this is different from the whole 'running away bc she thinks she's endangering everyone else' thing. like, at the beginning of v1 she's implied to be mildly annoyed at yang's attempts to befriend her, and she immediately walks away from ruby the first time they met. many autistic people prefer to be alone and blake may have been one of those people. again, just my hcs. i think blake would've had a slightly similar case to weiss, masking her autism around adam. (but less extreme and she stopped masking earlier than weiss.) ghira and kali probably got her diagnosed at a young age, so blake's always been aware of her autism and overall, she doesn't have a big problem with it. i think (mainly post v9) blake would sometimes purr or like yknow hum to soothe herself. i can also see her organizing and rearranging stuff. she would also run her fingers and twirl her hair a bunch. i also think blake would be the most affected from loud noises, and she owns a pair of modified cat-ear headphones for this. blake's social battery is drained pretty easily too.

YANG - haven't thought of her that much either ;w; but i think her special interest would be motorcycles or smth like that. similar to blake, maybe she was obsessed with nature at some point, like bugs and birds. i think yang would also find comfort in deep pressure. probably owns a heavy-weighted blanket (she and ruby would cuddle up underneath it when they were both overwhelmed as kids). yang probably bounces her leg too when she's nervous, maybe taps her fingers on the desk or chews her pencil. i think yang would also struggle with managing her emotions and has several methods to calm herself down. oh and yeah i think yang would've been diagnosed at a young age. she doesn't really know whats "wrong" with her at first, but comes to accept her autism pretty easily after that. when she was little i think she had a rough time making friends. she was always too loud and couldn't control her volume. taiyang has always made an effort to understand yang's autism and tries to help her in any way he can (yang gets a little annoyed by it). oh no yang is a hard one too uhhhh lemme think. yang would've loved certain sweet, flowery smells and fluffy textures as a kid, and often went to them seeking comfort. maybe scented pillow or smth. i think she would've also been those kids to carry around a comfort object like a stuffed animal everywhere (ruby does this too). probably one of those kiddos to also get hurt a lot, so summer would have to patch her up almost every day after school. yang learns to be more careful and watchful of her steps later on. i feel like yang would also be kinda picky abt what clothes and fabric she wears bc of the texture.

my brain juices are dead so those are my autistic rwby hcs. uhm yay bye help this took hours for some reason even though nobody is gonna see this lol

[zeldabf]

just kinda interested in hearing u yap abt ur designs? if ur willing to offer 🙏🙏 they always have so many silly details i love them

OFC i love asks like this 🙏 i'll go over a bit of most i've posted! i can go over other details or ones i missed anytime. sorry i took so long to reply, i often forget to check here haha link (post-mm): not much special, i opted for a modified tunic that gives him an undershirt and matching (visible) shorts beneath the tunic. the scars on his face and streak in his hair are remnants from using the fierce deity (kijin, as i call him!)'s power. and kind of breaking him loose from his binding, but thats for another time. the scars take on the red/blue coloring if he's used the mask recently, and will gradually fade back with time! he also has a chipped tooth and nicked ear from the chase scene at the very beginning of MM. i opted to give him more grown out hair as a sign of growth as a person, and it can also be used to showcase my little rambling ideas about the kokiri having an affinity for decorating themselves. hair clips, ribbons, braids, ponytails, ect! kijin: still finalizing his design right now, but i'm giving him a cape and some more armor stuff. i chose to give him a tunic with patches on it, meant to resemble the moon! that's all i've got to say about him, for now at least. tatl & tael (gijinkas): i'm planning on an overhaul for them maybe, but generally i wanted them to have a matching outfit theme as i see them as being really closely bonded siblings. the small bells on their design are a play on how they make chiming noises rather than any audible voicelines like navi. i wanted them to contrast in shape language as well, which i think fits well with their opposite personalities. majora (gijinka): a more simplified and easy version for me to draw with a bit more flair than just a mask and some icky spaghetti noodle tendrils. i drew inspiration for her from the wrath and incarnate forms of the boss fight, and tossed in a bit of influence from hades (kid icarus uprising) as well. the horns and fangs as well as headpiece draw inspiration from dragon majora, who is from a side story in the MM manga. fun tidbit about my majora is that he has a tiny eye under there :-) couple's mask (gijinka): i wanted a sort of formal look for them while also maintaining an affectionate vibe. used anju's wedding dress for a teeny bit of inspo, and the rose in their pocket is red/purple to symbolize termina's newlywed sweethearts! the weird hair shape is made to represent the symbol on the mask, just... vaguely, i fear. mask of truth (gijinka): same as couple, i wanted to go off of vibe. i drew inspo from various sheikah appearances over the timeline, mainly skyward sword's impa and breath of the wild's outfits! one eye to match the typical sheikah emblem/gossip stone look the mask has. mido: not too different from canon, i just gave him some freckles and extra accessories. the compass he has is an item he found in the woods! saria: again, not super different, the biggest thing i changed were her eyes and outfit. i think she looks quite nice with the heterochromia, and i think it's a sweet idea for her and link to sort of bond over being different - albeit, in different ways. i also have a blast mask gijinka, who i don't think i posted here. i'm due for a big dump of stuff soon </3 hopefully i didn't forget too much! thank you for the ask, as always :3 🤍 if i missed anything, anyone's welcome to let me know!

[beebo-biris]

ok been thinking A LOT abt that utena post and i think it mainly boils down to the fact that while I think they missed the point of utena and anthy's relationship with: (kinda spoilers, i keep some stuff vague sorry it'd be much longer if I didnt)

utenas arc is about her role as a prince/man and letting go of gender

by the end they ARE in love. the show is explicit as possible with having to abide by not having a kiss. there is: on offscreen kiss in the credits, mentions of homosexualiety and homophobia in universe. utena referencing the fact that she is just a friend in the beginning, the s1 finale w/ utenas realization, series finale (there is no straight explaination given the context), the movie is actually explicitly gay. very much so

"all girls are like the rose bride" this is about gender roles and all of the girls in the story. its vauge and its symbolism, it is very hard to put together. (this show is HARD to piece together) the dresses they all wear, the uniforms, all back this up. this is about societal roles, anthy is the figurehead

Utena's uniform is a mash of the two, thats why she has booty shorts i think

the men that abuse and control ARE framed as bad, and esp touga and sionji are framed as multifaceted. it definatly does feel like they don't really get what they deserve (more so touga) bc Utena rebukes him gently, but that is bc of her complex feelings of leting go of the system. if you wanna take it one step further I believe she is in control of the relationship and not being manipulated or snything in the movie bc hes not real hes dead lol

Anthy's agency being manipulation is adressed, by utena, and it's understood. the audience is meant to sympathize with her, and the blame falls on akio. I feel like her being a villan goes against what akio is supposed to stand for, being the true manipulator. Is she a good person? no. But she is a victim

I could write more, i may later BUT

the OP of that post was right about the racism stuff. it' bad. i don't know why they decided to make her brown but it didn't have the best intentions, and they didn't think enough about the implications of the plot. The only 2 (technically 4? or 5? some are reflections or illusions but act like different ppl) ((which is ALSO weird)) brown ppl are not well fleshed out with race in mind, and that part of OP's points shouldn't be shot down. Utena needs to be viewed with a critical eye and the show is NOT PERFECT. it is quite flawed. it sucks because i love it and what it means to me, and what it means to have a show so complex that adresses so many things, but I'd be a liar if I said the race stuff was handled well.

[softroots]

                                a  lil  headcanon  blurb  under  the  cut  !!

lili  is  a  bit  of  an  excessive  photographer .    she’s  the  type  to  bust  out  her  polaroid  when  hanging  out ,   fixated  on  capturing  the  happy  moments  forever .   this  started  when  she  was  six  and  was  gifted  her  first  ever  disposable  camera .   she’d  wait  excitedly  at  the  corner  store  for  her  pictures  to  develop ,   and  to  this  day  hasn’t  thrown  a  single  one  out .   she  has  a  good  amount  of  photo  albums  up  on  bookshelves  in  her  room .   she  calls  them  her  heart  books .   there  are  quite  a  few  albums  tucked  away  into  the  back  of  her  closet ,   though .   those  ones  mainly  feature  eileen .

she  is  touchy  !!    she’s  the  type  to  hold  her  friends  hands  while  walking ,   to  sit  squished  next  to  them  at  parties ,   to  randomly  hold  their  faces  in  her  hands  and  kiss  their  foreheads .   soft  touches  of  reassurance  and  comfort .   she  just  loves  feeling  physically  anchored  to  the  people  she  cares  about .

her  cat’s  name  is  dolly .    she  brought  her  from  the  farm  when  her  and  eileen  first  moved .    dolly  is  a  calico  cat ,   with  brown  and  orange  specks  all  over .   lilibeth  swears  one  of  her  patches  looks  like  a  heart ,   but  she’s  never  had  anyone  agree .   dolly  was  originally  a  stray  that  was  found  huddled  up  in  the  farm’s  hay .   lili  automatically  got  attached ,   and  cried  and  begged  til  her  parents  let  her  keep  her .

big  events  weren’t  as  fun  as  she  had  hoped .    red  carpets  tend  to  be  the  most  overwhelming ,    and  she  gets  serious  bouts  of  anxiety  during  award  season .   before  moving ,   the  most  people  she’s  performed  in  front  of  were  the  200  kids  at  her  high  school .    going  from  that  to  being  seen  by  millions  was  a  major  adjustment .

the  paparazzi  love  her   .....   one  bc  she  is  nice  and  doesn’t  know  how  to  shoo  them  away  if  she’s  on  her  own  --     but  also  bc  she  is  constantly  tripping   /   knocking  things  over .   it  has  become  a  running  gag  at  this  point ,    with  one  of  the  talk  shows  she  was  on  showing  a  slideshow  of  her  disaster  pictures  while  “in  the  arms  of  an  angel”  played  dramatically  in  the  background .

she’s  the  type  to  just  naturally  have  crazy  long  snapchat  streaks .   she  sends  picture  diaries  of  her  day  to  all  her  friends  and  constantly  sends  ppl  she  cares  abt  things  tht  remind  her  of  them .    “  i  think  if  this  flower  had  a  face  it’d  be  yours   ”   type  of  sappy  shit .    AND  GENUINE  TOO   !!!!

lili  has  a  really  warped  view  of  love .    even  if  it’s  not  romantic ,   but  especially  when  it  is ,   she  has  constant  irremovable  rose  colored  glasses  on .   as  long  as  she  thinks  someone  cares  about  her ,   it’s  easy  for  her  to  overlook  almost  anything .    your  muse  comes  home  covered  in  blood ?   aww ,  poor  thing  :((    they  ruin  her  chance  at  a  big  role  to  spend  more  time  with  her  ?    aww ,  they  care  :((((   the  girl  needs  therapy  fr   ...   this  was  the  case  with  eileen ,   though  not  as  severe .   lilibeth  was  pushed  to  the  sidelines  and  ignored  and  dealt  with  everything  eileen  put  her  through  emotionally  up  until  she  realized  there  was  no  love  there .

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ari!!! i just read your latest suguru fic and it's literally so good!!

like the descriptions that you used are so, so pretty.

the way you conjured the atmosphere? the dark clouds? the rain? the smell of the roses? the cute little frog umbrella that reader forgot?? (also, oh my gosh, that's such a cute detail to include – i love it.)

and then when reader comes back the mirror of the weather and the rain through suguru's side of the story?? and suguru freaking out?? and calling reader his baby??? ugh of course he'd do that <333

and i liked how their argument was solved?? like it wasn't a big end of the world argument but the root of their argument made sense and the resolution made sense, and for suguru to be the first one to say sorry, in my mind, makes sense as he's so mature xx

the ending was so cute xxx

also, also i love how even though suguru immediately went all mama bear and got the fluffy towel and dried off reader there was still a little awkwardness pre-apology that just melted away as soon as they talked about their feelings xxx

and the ending was so goddamn sweet !!! i love it so much

caring suguru is literally my favourite xxx i love him so, so much <333 (also, where are the guys who are like suguru?? hello?? anyone like that around?? i'm in desperate need of one)

this one is a banger as always, ari, and i feel so lucky to have read it xxx literally think you could do writing as a career, i'm not joking xx

OHHHH ANON 🥺🥺🥺 my angel my sweetheart my star in the sky…. this was just. the sweetest thing to wake up to!!!

TYSM FOR READING FIRST OF ALL…. anddd for taking the time to write this out!!! i appreciate it so much!!!! T_T as far as prose goes i don’t think it’s as flowery as my other fics so. i’m really glad you still thought the writing was pretty!! :’3

AND YES . THE FROG UMBRELLA. i’m super glad you noticed all the tiny rainy day details but i’m especially happy abt that pvdkfhdk…. i also think it’s so cute!! i just find it rlly easy to picture sugu w a silly s/o… maybe a little childish….. they like frogs and calico cats and very specific shades of green <3 (blatant self-insert atp but what else is new)….

but!! i really am super happy that you enjoyed the vibe!!!! building up a specific atmosphere is something i always put a lot of thought into, so knowing it brings some kind of result is always so rewarding 🥺🥺 i lovelovelove rain so i really wanted to capture all the good and bad sides…. the nice smell and the wet shoes and the little puddles on the street.

and the argument itself!! yes. i’m really glad you thought the resolution and everything felt grounded!! suguru was 100% in the wrong in this scenario, so that’s mainly why i had him apologize first — reader doesn’t really have anything to apologize for. i might’ve left it kind of vague but they really were just trying to coax him into relaxing and opening up a bit, and then he lashed out :(( which is also one of the few scenarios i can imagine when it comes to suguru being in the wrong at all lmao. i think he’s mature enough to avoid arguments for the most part, but his tendency to sometimes neglect his own health is….. a Problem. lmao. and it worries you!!

but he really is so sweet 🥺🥺 going all mamabear…. you’re his sweet baby and it’s his job to protect you!!! i think that’s how he sees it and it’s also why he’s so ashamed of himself.

anyway anyway, i’m rambling 😭 but i’m sooo overjoyed that you liked it!!! the fluffy ending and everything. sugu is such a caring and mature bf 🥺🥺🥺 pls don’t settle for anything less irl anon!! you deserve nothing but suguru-standard!!!

[onlyswan]

hi art!! I just recently came across ur acc and im curious abt some stuff like for one what are ur fave musicians to listen to ? Bc I remember the first thing I read from ur page - I forgot the name 😭 but it was when oc and jungkook kept meeting on a train while she was listening to cas and reading a book and omg since that moment I knew u were my favorite writer bc you were able to capture all my feelings and I just resonated with ur writings sm !! And I also have been using cas as my safe music for years now so seeing someone else also feels the same from years back makes me feel heard somehow !! I felt so safe and just so happy reading ur stuff like I forget about all my struggles I get excited to go to bed since my routine consists of reading ur stuff and it’s literally a daily thing now lol, and if u ever think about doing a long fic or even a novel pls do bc I am in LOVE with ur writing style you are able to capture the smallest details without dragging a story or make it boring you truly can bring stuff to life !! I used to read a lot and try and write poetry and sometimes stories too but thing got in the way and is slowly stopped but you made me remember why I love books so much and why I wish I couldve been a writer and that’s something so special !! also when did u first start stanning bts and have you ever been on the editing community lol? sorry for the rant and bombardment of questions and extreme enthusiasm but tbh I’ve realised that since I love ur fics so much I should start to get to know a bit about the writer and how you came across to writing them !! I hope u know how many peoples days you make better with these stories and ur so sweet too, keep being u !! :33

some of the other artists i listen to are txt, iu, frank ocean, beabadoobee, niki, mitski, fka twigs, omar apollo, hozier, the rose, wave to earth :D and i became an army during mots7! and i assume you meant writing community? :O but since i was like 9 i’ve been writing short stories and mainly poetry as a hobby and hid them all in the drafts. i never rlly published anything until i started this blog !

OMGSJDHDKDKF you’ve been here since gold rush!? this is so insane to me bcs i was pretty much mia in 2021 plus i was in my experimenting phase :| thank you so much for being here all these time !! 😭😭😭💗 i’m so happy we were able to connect through music <3 my favorite form of art <3

and i reallyyyy wish i can do a long fic but i have such a horrible attention span and committment issues lmao 😭 once i get annoyed or bored i immediately detach myself from something it’s a big problem </3 but thank you for your interest i can’t believe you would want to read an entire novel from me 🥹🥹🥹

I am in LOVE with ur writing style you are able to capture the smallest details without dragging a story or make it boring you truly can bring stuff to life !!

oh i’m gonna cry 🥲 i love you so much you have no idea how much i needed to hear this! i’m always insecure about being too much or too little with my writing so this is so comforting 🫂🫂🫂

and omg don’t be sorry i love this energy 🥹 !! i sometimes receive asks from ppl that seem to forget that there’s a real person running this account and that makes me feel dispirited so you’re such a breath of fresh air <3 thank you beloved for being so sweet and kind and reading my works it means the world to me 🤍🤍🤍

[sharpetals]

victor original character for the hunger games, written by aurora, she/her, 21. lots of informal stuff ahead, i'm still dipping my toes into the material as i've never read the books. basic rules here.

gen

daphne quary amery

tahirah sharif or laura harrier

district 8 / seamstress

kind of a cowardly loser but well dressed and wealthy

grew up wanting to wear the pretty designs at the capitol, and getting her/her family in trouble for stealing materials to do so

28-30 present

broken, crooked fingers from years of working in the factories with nerve damage that causes them to shake, wears silk pink gloves to hide them

her games (61st)

15

her stylist knew that she was weaker than the rest of her competitors, and dressed her in outfit themed of pink silk roses thinking that if she caught snow’s attention, it would lessen the gamemakers torment of her

and in a way it worked, bc the obstacles put in her way were not lethal, just made fun of her

almost dies so many times during her games bc she screams

won her games by using shards of mirror a sponsor sent her as a joke bc she was just seen as a pretty face (low odds) when she was picked

many jokes about her appearance, ratings, and odds from the people watching the games

obstacles thrown in to make her fall and trip just to embarrass her

rating was like a 2 at the judging part, she had no idea what to do so she showed the judges how fast she could weave

i feel like daph is just like. way too afraid of all of the other tributes to try to initiate alliances first and i think most of her games are spent running, hiding, being mocked and teased and taunted by the careers, but i feel like most people leave her alone and mark her off to die in their heads. like. these are a bunch of kids and theyre all so afraid. bar the careers its not like theyre going out of their way to kill First. and because she's mainly left alone, the gamemakers step in a lot to torment her (like how they burn the part of the forest katniss was in and throw trees in front of her and shit) most of the injuries she sustains are from the gamemakers or falling down hills until the very end, when it's her and a few careers left and they are hunting her and Then she loses her marbles and kills and it's horrible and messy and she has no idea how to do it. the final kill takes place in a hall of mirrors, and before they take her out of the arena, daphne has to see what she's done from about a million different angles and it's inescapable and that's the image that most haunts her

after the games

i am thinking abt some scandal regarding her with snow which obvs never reaches the public but like to emphasize her desperation and also how awful everyone is to her bc she is. soft and delicate in a sense and embraces her femininity and also just. bad fuckin luck

CaPiToL dArLiNg - tho not necessarily bc she was smart or brave or strong, she was pretty and easily manipulated into, literally, a darling figure. since district 8 was one of the more rebellious ones, snow thought it would keep them quiet if he had one of their own that was shown to be one of the capitol

daphne was so afraid to go back to the dull life at 8 and have to look at her family again after what she had done in the games, that she immediately seduced her now wife on her victory tour

when they married, daphne didn’t know or love her wife, but her wife loved her, and saw it as means to an end. but presently, they are very much in love and have been since they had gotten to know eachother

pretty pink princess

lady knight wife - leona amery - peacekeeper captain or whatever, ends up feeding information to the rebellion in district 13 but daphne is sort of against this in the sense that she is anxious to lose the life they have ‘fought so hard to get and deserve’

attempts to commit suicide at the announcement 3rd quarter quell, her wife is the only one that is able to talk her out of it

[industriallyinsecure]

hey 👁👁 how abt reader spoiling/pampering risotto 👁👁 poor goth man needs it

Sicilian Snuggles-Risotto x Reader

You treat Risotto to some gentle relaxation

Getting Risotto away from the computer was one of the hardest things you had to do. Okay, maybe that was an exaggeration, but getting Risotto “I’ll sleep when I’m dead” Nero to stop working was nigh on impossible. It wasn’t until you threatened to unplug the router did you get him to stop. You would never manipulate Risotto in any way, but exploiting his lack of technological savvy worked to your advantage. It’s not like it was malicious, anyhow.

You dragged him into the bathroom, where a nice hot bath awaited him. Ignoring his slight pout, you ordered him to get in, turning away and shutting your eyes to be polite.

He slipped into the bath with a sigh of satisfaction and a deep exhale. You grinned, quickly getting to work on massaging the massive knots that made up his shoulders. Risotto melted into your touch, sinking lower into the bath.

Next, you worked his hair into a lather, relishing the fluffy white strands as you worked your special “light hair restoring” shampoo, that you may or may not have bought just for him, into his scalp, He insisted that he rinse his own hair and you let him. Risotto rarely asked for you to stop pampering him, but then again he rarely ever asked to be pampered.

You scrubbed him from head to toe, sloughing off the dead skin with practiced precision. He seemed surprised at the amount that came off, but you tried not to make a face at his bodily neglect.

It was hard to not stare as he rose from the bath. But you respected his boundaries and his (frankly unneeded) timidness about his body.

You toweled him down and fluffed up his hair before applying a charcoal mask to his face.

“You don’t need to be wasting your products on me,” he murmured, but you were quick to shut it down.

“It’s not wasting. I want you to feel comfortable and try something new.”

He grunted as you shooed him out of the bathroom. The passing glances you received from Pesci and Formaggio made Risotto shrink and tuck his head into his chest. You sent them, mainly Formaggio, a look to make them think twice about even uttering a word of this to anyone. Pesci swallowed hard and nodded while Formaggio was frozen in place. Good.

When you were away from the prying eyes of his team, you turned away to give him privacy while he dressed. He cleared his throat to get your attention.

He had lain down, patting his pectorals. Despite your earlier confidence and your unwavering love for him, you were shy about sitting on his chest. But his chest didn’t even sink under your weight which was only encouraging. You took your time peeling it off, taking special care to not pull too hard. He didn’t wince even when you peeled the mask away from the thinner areas of skin. To reward him for his patience, you pressed a kiss to the tip of his nose.

After meticulously applying moisturizer to his face, Risotto was finally fed up with your doting. He wrestled you into his arms without any malice, holding you tight to his chest. His nose was buried into your hair with your face smushed into the broad expanse of his chest, not that you were complaining.

“You don’t have to do this for me,” he murmured.

“If you don’t hush, I will actually hit you.” It lacked any real bite, and you wouldn’t even lay a hand on him if you could. Risotto’s chuckle reverberated through your body. He knew it too.

“I love you.”

Your face was pressed harder into his chest before you could shower him in a waterfall of petnames and other embarrassing things. All you could get out was a very muffled ‘I love you, too’. His hold didn’t falter at all, leaving you too look at nothing else besides his room.

In contrast to his team, his room was bare. A warm-toned grey covered the walls, the trim a faded white. There was a dresser on the far wall, filled with his monochrome clothing and a few of your sleeping shirts (the shirts you had stolen from him). The only decorations he had were things you had given him. A tiny ceramic calico cat sat on his bedside table, which he claimed watched over him while he slept. The only problem you had with that was that the cat was also asleep. On top of the dresser was a little glass blown bull you had found in an artisanal shop not too far from the team’s house. Hanging on wall above the dresser was a watercolor print of a cute little cottage, once again purchased by you for him. Other than those three things, and the multitude of little presents you got him that were placed in his office, there wasn’t any decor.

You were successful in wiggling an arm free to wrap around his waist. Risotto mumbled in your ear, voice thick and heavy with sleepiness. His grip had loosened a fair amount, letting you free your other arm to cup and caress his sweet face.

Risotto didn’t bother pretending he wasn’t tired. His snowy eyelashes fell over his chiseled cheeks, lips tugged into a ghost of a smile. Sneakily, you stole a kiss from his plump lips, burying your face into his shoulder. He didn’t give in to your light teasing. It only seemed to further comfort and relax him, if the way he huddled close to you was any hint.

When you were satisfied that he wouldn’t try to kiss you back, you indulged in peppering little kisses all over his face. One to his chin, one to his lips, three to his strong nose, two right in the middle of his eyebrows. A few to his barely smiling cheeks, three on each eyelid, one to each eyebrow, and another on his lips again. Risotto grunted, bumping your forehead with his nose when you pulled away to tuck your face back in his shoulder.

You knew very well that Risotto was paranoid, always watching and expecting the worst. Having him fall asleep in your arms (or were you in his?) made your heart swell. His breathing had already evened out, face falling into his usual neutral expression. He trusted you unequivocally, and loved you without any questions. And it was more than you could ever ask for.

[you-will-return]

For once, I'm actually doing what I said I'd do in a timely manner.

So this will be jacket post part two: electric boogaloo, bc I didn't want the other one to get too long.

Anyway so yesterday I finished all the sewing (you'll see what I mean) and on Wednesday I finished the painting at Maxi's place (who btw came over and helped me finish my uni stuff so everybody go thank Maxi bc otherwise I'd still be sitting here crying over my shitty printer.... anyways)

Let's get to it

Here we have the front of the jacket (I'll show the collar area in more detail in a sec). On the right pocket I added my LOTSAD pin (yes, I still think the abbreviation is funny), originally I wanted to put the Blind Channel one there but then I realized 'sewing inside of a pocket sucks ass, as does sewing through two layers of jean fabric at once', so here we are. The sewing doesn't look very clean but fuck it (it's just rock'n'roll, okay I'll shut up). Maxi told me 'It would've looked better if you had cross stitched it' to which i replied 'Honey, I'm just glad that it's on there'. Anywho underneath the ghost, between the buttons I added the word(s) 'care fully' (which can be read as one or two words and I kinda like that. It's a Mitski reference but also I just love playing with language).

Here we have the LOTSAD pin (and shitty sewing job) in more detail and as you can see I finally added the GIANTS pin above the Get Up coward.

The Joonas smiley got some company. Tbh sewing the beads on like this was so much easier than trying to sew on the pins.

More beads!!! I decided to make the rays two-colored bc why not? And I know the bead placement is a bit on the nose, but eh who cares? Also I added the birds last minute bc freedom and the sea and all that (in my heart they're evil lil seagulls).

(This is nothing new but I just wanted to show it to y'all colored in)

From bottom to top: The knife (!!) is finally colored in and I couldn't be happier. Imagine walking by someone and then boom KNIFE!! (I hope you can tell how much I love this stupid bloody knife). Above this I added one of my favourite songs off of the new album. But yeah it has a star in the middle, bc they're burning (again lost an arm and a leg on the creativity). And you might notice that these beads are different, and that's bc I did this arrangement at home, where I had a greater variety available :)

My favourite part of the jacket, still. It's so simple and yet it just works. Again, I know that you've seen this before but I just wanted to show it outlined and coloured in :)

Now for the back:

Top to bottom: since my collar is usually down, I put the Watching Over Me mainly here for myself, but it's for good reason. This lyric really means a lot to me on a personal level and it's from the first MCR song I ever listened to (so it's double special), so no one but me (and you guys now haha) has to see it or know it's there, but I still wanted it to be included. Secondly: the Bad Idea back piece is done!!! Yaay!! And the roses don't look like colored in 8s anymore (double yay!!). I'll admit it looks pretty edgy (what about this jacket doesn't) but I really enjoyed painting it. I think I might have also done it out of spite for my 9th grade English teacher, who, after I had done a presentation abt MCR, told me:"Nice presentation. But Anna, all that blood and gore? Is that really necessary?" Yes, yes it is ma'am.

Lastly: the rest of the back. Yeah I kinda just went ham with the beads and pins, but it was fun (for the most part). Bottom to top: The 747 is finally colored in, bc of its position it's kinda reminiscent of an incomplete license plate but if you knew my history with this number, you'd agree that it makes this just that much more fitting.

Above it the Blind Channel beads, kind of as a summary of everything above them.

Then we have Balboa (why is there a heart bead? Bc Maxi had some lying around and I thought it looked pretty). I really like this song and I would give a lot for that skeleton Breakdowns for Breakfast t-shirt.

Above Balboa we have a part of glory for the greedy. No deeper reason for why it's here just 'mwah'. This was the first bead arrangement I sewed on btw and lemme tell you it was a struggle.

Talking about struggle we have the Don't Fix Me pin arrangement that made me want to throw myself into a river. I struggled so much with this but I ended up really liking it. Pink + edgy??? Fuck yeah, that's what I live for. I know the song itself is not everyone's favourite, but I've been listening to it on repeat ever since it came out so lol

Lastly we have the Left To Die beads (yes alive or only burning, again, that song has been living in my head rent free ever since I first listened to the album and not just bc of the jupiter line haha). When I first heard the chorus I was like 'huh' and then i thought about it some more and I was like 'hUH?!?', anywho needless to say this lyric hits me every single time (:

Soooo.... that's the jacket. Edgy, wonky and with a certain.... diy-charm.

Hope you enjoyed this journey and its outcome as much as I did.

Bonus: The diy saftey pin necklace (by me) and saftey pin earrings (by Maxi), that I'll probs wear at the concert. Alongside a Revenge bracelet that I wanted to sew onto the jacket but sadly didn't know where to put.

[simmonsized]

It’s okay, rambles are fun to read. Anything that talks about a character I like is inherently entertaining by default.

I just realized how much I’ve been sending you asks, I apologize. This is way more than I planned but it’s just really fun.

That’s true too, about like the older guardians. I recognized that they’re harder to talk about like we do with the strilonde Guardians, so general thoughts about them are cool too!

It’s very sweet how much Alpha Rose cares for her brother :)

Mom and Bro are my favorite subjects, mainly because their history is so unavailable. It’s just pure speculation. We get hints of it with Mom because she works for Skaianet but Bro? What the fuck is his deal?

We can say the same thing for Alpha Dave and Rose and we can just assume they had a similar upbringing in some ways, but that just brings us back to “what was up with you guys??”

Okay, it’s Mom and Bro time because ofc I have to ask about them again. Still pretty interested in that traveling stuff that’s been hinted in your fic.

Also, I just reread some of the Bro POV chapters and I love when they hug. This one person I was talking to jokingly described them as the unstoppable force and immovable object. I thought it was the cutest shit ever. I just wanted to share that.

Hello sorry I put off answering this because I've been busy BUT

yes, alpha rose and dave are stupid codependent and it is tragic and silly but they'll be okay. one day.

but who cares about them (me) MOM AND BRO AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT?????????????????????????

(RNG canon stuff obviously) I feel like it would be spoiling what i call the (well i call it by my name but for simplicity we'll say my url) deserts cinematic fic universe where i just. have connecting plot points between all my works for no goddamn reason BUT

Basically the little headcanon is that Mom and Bro were on their own in their respective Places (New York, Houston) for the first thirteen years of their lives. Canon to the Skaianet logs (once again, cringe and bad but like, works for me thematically), Harley set them both up with financials, but we'll assume they didn't have real access to them. I like to think it was Nanna who eventually couldn't fucking take how badly these two little punks were doing anymore and insisted on intervening. Bro was up to some. Not good shit lol it involved swords. Mom was just being a brat somewhere

ANYWAY due to the obligations of the session and timeline they couldn't KEEP them (nanna had a husband and son and a job to do after all and harley is. well. harley) but they did a lot of VISITING, mostly flying to washington to stay with nanna for the summers, and sometimes bro would even get flown to new york if harley was in town. grandpa let roxy visit the island (once) but never bro. go fucking figure (though if hiveswap is to be believed he did have a creepy old house in the woods too LOL). it came to a head when they were 16, and nanna and grandpa decided they were old enough to be sat down and told about The Stuff (though in my world guardians always kind of Know though whether that comes with age or not, who is to say, but like, u know, basically laying out the feeling for them into a concrete idea.

Bro already knew that all, ofc

grandpa tells mom that she's gonna be getting the house and stuff and then she and bro get into a fight abt it bc he loves her but he's so horribly bitter and jealous and already knows he's going to die yes i guess this is spoillies but whatever, and anyway that is how they like, friend breakup. Bro goes back to doing his fucked up sword thing, Mom waits for the house to be built.

once the house is built she invites bro back to new york but he's Different Now in a way she can't explain and it's so obvious his heart is all closed off and he just. sucks!!! god that guy sucks but i love him

ANYWAY YES they used to spend summers in different places but always houston, wa, or new york and stuff together! and they'd share a suitcase bc mom would constantly lose hers, so bro would always underpack so he conveniently had room for her.

anyway they love each other but have deeply hurt each other

razzle dazzle

[rei-does-stuff]

Anyways imma scream abt my insect ocs!!

Okay okay soo

I’ll start with my fave first!!

Rosy maple moth!! He’s this daycare worker who cares a lot about children, he’s very nice and kind but had a tendency to bottle up his emotions

He had rose petals to hide his wings because a long time ago humans captured him and FUCKED UP his wing. Whilst he was in capture he met another moth, the Lonomia moth which ill talk about later, but he ended up saving the other moth and the two grew close, but sadly the Lonomia put a curse on him one day (will explain why when we get to it) and the curse is basically ‘you will never die UNLESS one of the children in your care dies, if a kid in your care get hurt you feel their pain x10, and if they die you die.” Which explains why he didn’t like die in a week lol, Rosy has lived long enough to make a few enemies, his demeanor can be irritating to others as well

They’re genderfluid and use all pronouns too :)

Okay so now we have a Polyphemus moth! He’s a father of Stigmella maya!! He’s quick to get frustrated and does NOT like rosy maple moth at all. He used to another kid before Maya, Silk moth, but he ran away and never came back. So he’s kinda dealing with the grief of that.

He believes Rosy is to blame with Silk running away so that’s why he dislikes him (the two slowly get along tho) Rosy was always the one who was with Silk, Rosy took care of him when Poly couldn’t and the two were really close. But Poly was already a lil suspicious of Rosy mainly bc of how long he lived he was supposed to die in a week after all, and since he was convinced he had nothing to do with why Silk disappeared, the blame fell on Rosy. Esp bc rosy introduced silk to magic

Next is the painted apple moth! She’s a friend of both Rosy and Poly, she takes care of a lil Viceroy Butterfly!! She understands and tries to help both of them, though it’s a bit hard for her at times

Main 3 kids areeee

Stigmella maya- An oblivious moth who doesn’t rlly know what’s going on like- ever- (Maya or Stig Or Mella for short)

Andrena- A little rowdy bee who is very overconfident of herself

Viceroy- A RLLY anxious butterfly who gets worried abt pretty much everything

Viceroy is A TRANS GIRL, she has a lotta confidence issues and desperately wants to be like a monarch butterfly but can’t Bc she’s just an imitation (viceroy butterflys look rlly similar to monarch butterflies for camouflage) she’s a pretty good flier tho and her mom always helps her with her issues

Andrena is a very spunky bee who rlly stubborn. She constantly wants to prove she’s the best, she’s overconfident which can lead to some bad situations, but she always tries to bring the best in others! she always tried to help viceroy with her confidence issues

Stigmella Maya is the son of Poly! He’s rlly tiny but always tries to act tough despite it. He LOVES magic and is convinced it’s real even if his dad doesn’t think the same, he’s friends with both Andrena and Viceroy and often goes on adventures with them. He doesn’t know much about his brother since his dad never talks about him. But he often imagines his brother be this cool epic strong guy and wants to be like him

Lonomia used to be the king of all the moths, along with his wife Atlas moth,

He used to be loved by all and everything was going well, he had a family and everything,

But one day his son, cecropia moth, got ill, REALLY ILL, they tried everything but nothing worked. So he turned to dark magic. But the magic corrupted him and with a heavy heart his wife banished him from the kingdom to avoid any further harm to her people.

He wandered around not knowing what to do, his memory was hazy, but eventually he was captured by the humans. He stayed there for days and almost died until Rosy saved him. He thanked him profusely. Since the two were basically lost they stayed together for a while getting closer and closer together. One day he tried using dark magic to heal Rosy’s wing, it was the only magic he remembered how to do. But the dark magic took over again, and he cursed Rosy. Horrified by what he did, he ran as far as he could, eventually staying in a abandoned cabin. One day he heard a knock on his door, it was a small shaken silk moth asking for help. He decided to let the young moth stay with him eventually treating him and seeing him as a son. Now the two are trying to get his kingdom back. No matter the cost.

Atlas moth was horrified when she saw what her lover had turned into. She told him not too to use dark magic but he didn’t listen. She blames herself for it, if she had just tried harder it wouldn’t have happened. Their love is what brought the kingdom together. But now the kingdom is bleak and heartless. As she herself is cold and distant from everyone. She wishes she could turn back time to experience the joys of before, but alas miracles don’t happen to those unworthy

Silk was a young and usually well behaved boy. His father loved him dearly, and mister maple was very kind to him. But slowly and surely he learned about magic, specifically dark magic. Poly found out and was furious. He tried to explain how dangerous this sorta magic was. But silk didn’t listen. Not wanting to give up magic he ran as far as he could. Until he met Lonomia. He was supportive of magic, he didn’t tried to hide it away from him, he was better than his real father ever could be. So why not help him?

Rosy introduced Silk to magic, which is why Poly blames him. And why he has such a low opinion on magic

Now basically the 3 kids wanna find out if magic exists so they go on adventures to see it for themselves,

Rosy, poly and apple find out they’re missing and also go on an adventure to get them home, shenanigans ensue

Side character:

Madagascan sunset moth- A popular popstar who lives in one of the moth cities

Cinnabar moth- A circus preformer that’s mute

blue morpho butterfly- A vane photographer who is basically a glorified reference to life is strange

The pepper moth twins: Two moths that believe in pasts lives (a reference to my moth oc sunny)

The tiger moth sisters- Two moths who love tricks and pranks especially during Halloween

gangis moth- A crazed moth who only speaks in riddles

And THAT IS EVERYTHING SO FAR

[ranmanjuu]

Hey there how are you? This literally just came to my mind how will the warlords react to an mc who sees ghosts / spirits and talks with them?

i’m doing fine, thanks for asking! honestly, this is a concept that i’m very interested in (in fact, i had an idea something along these lines, though not quite, that was one of the factors why i made this blog in the first place) cause of the three ikeseries games i know, ikesen is the one who handles death the most (at least in terms of many lives lost, with war and whatnot.) 

and i wish i can expand more but also! i’m Lazy

(disclaimer that the uses of sixth senses and how spirits/spiritual “energy” works here are of my own creation, cause in all honesty i don’t know shit abt them)

—nobunaga:

the ability to see the spirits of the dead, in the modern times, was. . .interesting, to sum it up.

living with it since you were a child, you’ve a lot of experiences that range from dread and scary, to extremely fascinating. in the world of constant normality, to a fault even, it’s a sort of (sometimes morbid) curiosity to interact with those who have passed.

however,,, not many times did you tap into scenarios where you got that close to how that person died.

occasional car crashes, although the ones you were bystander to were strangers to you. those you know who did, never you got to see die in front of your eyes. and frankly, you didn’t want to see it,

however, now,,, the world seems to have different plans for you.

out of all the periods, you were flung back to a war-stricken one. even worst, being practically taken in by who’s known as the ruthless unifier of japan. 

it all started from the second day, the first battle you were dragged into. while you tried to block out the death you saw around you,,, the way nobunaga slashed the enemy commander would never leave your mind.

doesn’t help that later on you already saw the fire-like spirit, one that would resemble the man standing near the burning castle. reality set in for you at that moment; you’ll be seeing a lot of these.

each battlefield you were dragged into, you could see the spirits that would wander around, in agony, anger or otherwise. either while the flames of battle were swishing, or afterwards when you patched up the injured soldiers.

and almost each time you sense that anger was the thing that tied their spirit to the physical world (from the enemies, of course), somehow, in any way, nobunaga was a part of it.

and you can see why. you’ve heard stories, from the dead and alive, of the supposed atrocities he’s committed, and if you were honest, it created much more a distance.

perhaps it was because you knew much more clearer, the wishes the passed enemy soldiers would curse him for laying upon whatever damage he had. perhaps that was what would always haunt you, how they described his actions, that made you as tense as you were each time you visited the tenshu.

yet,, you always showed a level of care for him, that was clear the first night you went up to his tenshu to thank him for saving your life.

and slowly, you begin to see the truth of his actions. maybe there was more to him, you thought.

it made you believe much more in non-violence, which was why when the lord presented you with a gun or a sword to take his or your life,

you refused both outcomes.

you wanted to live, a burning desire to survive just like everyone else. but it goes without saying that you don’t want nobunaga to die either. not only rooted in the strong feelings you’ve grown regarding violence, but also. . .

“i don’t think i could bear to see your spirit lingering. i - i just don’t want—”

you let out a shuddering breath as the weigh of the wishes, regrets, stories, anger of the dead wash over you. so many lives have been lost—you feel like you’re simply a bearer, a messenger, for those who have passed.

you can’t even begin to imagine the ghost of nobunaga, whatever weigh he held even after death, and especially if you were the one to take his life.

“. . .what do you mean by that?”

you snap back as you look up at him, and realize that you’ve never really told him of your sixth sense. with a heaving breath, you look down to the gun and katana as you begin to explain.

explaining how you’re able to see soldiers, citizens, everyone, who was caught in the crossfire. both enemies and allies. stories of those who they’d lost, or those who’d lose them. unsaid goodbyes, sworn revenge, all of which were burnt into your mind.

their families, friends, who’ve waited for them, all of those haunt your mind until you feel like you live to tell the tale of the passed. countless nights, as you wonder if you’ll ever meet any of them, and if you’ll ever tell them how they’d felt. all the unsaid words.

slowly, he begins to understand clearer. your want for peace, your absolute disdain for death. the clear suffering you heaved, to honor each spirit.

and maybe, it’d lead to a change in him.

—kenshin:

you always found something. . .interesting about kenshin. you’d learn later that he’s the god of war, the ruthless dragon of echigo that took thrill in the most dangerous battles, but. . .something more to it.

it started when you two where alone in the field, where the fireflies rose as if the stars itself descended down to your presences. such was a sight to behold, kenshin standing amidst it all, having a thousand mile stare, to something lost. no words were said, you were all too mesmerized by the sight.

until, just as the luminescent bugs seem to flicker for just a moment, you see it. someone beside him, faded and clouded, and just as you blinked with a slight gasp, it disappears.

kenshin looks at you, the slight glow shining on his face, the moonlight and fireflies clashing together, “what is it?”

you look into his eyes, solemn and stern. “nothing.” you say, and so, it passes. but it wouldn’t be the last time.

it’s never happened when others are around, you took note. the next time was the night he put you in prison, your distraught was caught off guard last minute.

you see the flickers of a figure again, and this time, it lingers longer. you can see it clearer now. a girl, at around a teenager’s age with long hair. wordlessly, she looks at you with vacant, yet sad eyes, and walks away in the direction of kenshin.

you lean forward against the bars to look more, but. . .she’s gone.

and you keep seeing her, mainly whenever you and kenshin were alone together. hell, you’ve tried to talk to her when the man went away and she lingered, but. . .not even a single word was ever uttered.

as you grew closer and closer to the bunny lord, you’d see clearer his,, overbearing nature towards you, to an extreme needless to say. and soon, you’d learn why.

you listened to the tale and story from shingen, and silently, all the things clicked. that girl,,, it must be isehime then.

returning back to kenshin’s room, once you set eyes, you immediately notice the ghostly figure sitting in the middle. you take a breath, and step in. despite it not facing you, you know it can see you.

“. . .isehime, isn’t it?” you ask, and her head turns to you. with eyes delicately shining, you’d almost see them as if they were alive.

“so you’ve heard.” she answers, a soft whisper.

your eyes land on the ground, thinking, before they rise up to meet hers again, “. . .what is it that bounds your spirit to the living world?” such was a question you’d ask before, and you figured, now that you knew the story, you’ll get an answer.

she gazes at you with deep thought, then turns her eyes to the floor, “i just want to see him move on from what happened that day.”

everything was silent apart from her soft, echo-ish voice. “i know he’d eventually move on from the crush had i lived. and i too, i no longer like him when i was alive. however,” she looks at the clan crest with the same look kenshin had on the night of the fireflies field, “it hurts to see that it haunts him to this day. it hurts—and i can do nothing but watch. he holds a weigh of trauma, and i just—”

her head turns to you, “i just want him to move on. from the pain, the past, all of it.”

and the way she looks at you,,, it’s a look you’re familiar with. as you feel your own weight sink onto your shoulders, you knew, she’s relying on you.

and so it leads us here, now, by a small isolated place in the middle of the woods. you had this night, this one night, to convince kenshin to stop his war against the oda caused by an incident inflicted on you.

in the end, you do. with a promise that you’d stay by his side no matter how dark the road becomes, along with a ripped kimono. . .you hope for a better future for him, with you accompanying him on the rough journey.

through the trees, the faint figure of isehime begins to fade, and with a soft smile on her face, a melancholic look, she whispers to the night, “thank you. i’ll leave him in your hands.”