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bronzefuryfic · 5 months

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Made my babygirl Rhae

edited the coloring a bit, gave Rhae her scar and added a dragon!

Goddess Freya Dress Up

#customization options were weak for this game #not even shorter hair or a frowny face which are quintessential Rhae traits to me #but oh well! she can be happy for once #and the dresses are still pretty I think Rhae would favor earthy colors #i also couldn't make the gold into bronze but TRUST if it was an option I would've

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a-dauntless-daffodil · 4 months

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charlie brings a certain air of "i COULD care that my gay gf did so many crimes, bi I don't~" to the show that i really love

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femivi · 16 days

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“i've had the delight to meet the captain's secretary on numerous occasions.. at first glance, you would think that she is someone distant and cold, but when you get to know femi or talk to her for the first time, you immediately realise you really shouldn't judge a book by its cover. despite her lack of enthusiasm, she is quite empathetic and polite. the more you delve into her world, the more layers of warmth and kindness you uncover, reaffirming the old saying that appearances can indeed be very much deceiving.” — childe

◆ name: femi

◆ title: lone flower, hemmed in with snows

◆ a gentle yet brave secretary guarding secrets of the first harbinger

◆ vision: dendro

◆ constellation: galanthus nivalis

#selfi ꕤ ₊ ˙ ⋆#HII HII ITZA ME :DD #this actually took me so long ! ! im so happy it's finally finished phew . . i can now rest peacefully #this was actually very much inspired by coco the moment i've seen her s/i oh godshsh so beautifully made ..#i unfortunately cannot write as beautifully so drawings shall suffice for now ! ! 💌📬#anyway . what do i say . . . ermm her constellation is latin for “snowdrop” :D #i dunno what to say anymore i'll probably think of something but i didn't want to drop her whole story at once so #it's not even that interesting haha it's super basic actually T___T because im so not creative in this matter #well i guess we all know she is ( i am ) a frequent first harbinger kisser so .. nd that's all we need to know lawlz ♥︎#i shall now focus on the selfship askies u all have left me . . im so sorry for keeping u waiting im rather slow )): </3 #i was busy nd couldn't focus waah . . BUT NOW IM FREE !! WEEKEND !!! yaaay >:D #꒰ ೀ arts ꒱

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p1x1x · 4 months

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me pushing myself further with my art drawing really cool perspectives and whatever with the Duo and then i turn around and make lame cutesy ship art waaahhah 😭😭😭

dont read the tags on this if you havent watched gbc i just ramble spoilers 😭 just uhh screaming yknow. mostly mmnn but i like the other characters i swear its just these guys are making me insane

#UGGGGGGGHhhH the duo ever rn…#theyre jsut. so important to each other #supporting each other in their honest expression #FLIP OFF THE WORLD #and i mentioned once on twitter about how real mmk’s fear was #music is everything to her… so for those songs she wrote of her own expression to not be accepted or seen as successful..#yeah that Hurts #i totally get the feeling of wanting to quit… bc why would you want to be hurt that way…#OUUGGGH music (art in general) being able to leave a mark on people…! it can change people…! dont stop making art…!!!!!#but then there’s the side of me that sees all those moments and be like Hell yeah thats some romantic shit… wooo codependency yuri…#going into romantic ship mode #ouggggh but theres also the slightly messed up fact that mmk saw nn less as nn and more as her own past self #and how mmk was not really guiding nn the person so much as she was trying to fulfill her dream through nn #(ok my wording might get confusing but im RAMBLING OKAY)#GOD NN’S VA AND LINES WERE SOOOOO GOOD #mmk stuck in trying to amend her past…! but nn pulls her back to the present #back to reality and shows her that she can still fulfill that dream that desire…!#you saved me with that song its that important and i love it so i love you who laid bare your feelings #UGH THE TRUCK SCENE THAT THAT THAT UUUUGGGGHHFHH #she loves the real mmk…!#god what was i saying with codependency yuri earlier…?#oh right nn only being able to keep going now bc of mmk #hhhhhhhhh #and well. mmk having her happiness depend on keeping nn going (bc of yeah. seeing her past self in her…)#but the confession makes mmk realize what she was doing #(yet still good stuff for codependency yuri)#ok im shutting the fuck up now 😭

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secondchoice-ragdoll · 4 months

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#T's “what did u call me? do u think whatever that is is hot? okay then good”#i love the tour pic above K!#and i love how they r still plucked abt not being in Dune2 #K the avid winker...#its so cute how T is featured on this album of K's too😭😭😭#T wants to be left alone (on the phone) on her bday and K wants attention... well... ((once again relating to K))#T looked at Ks belly in a suprisingly like? soft way? idk i might have hallucinated that but who knows.#fuck whoever didnt visit K when she would have wanted them to.#its sweet how T visited her! (srsly cant u just communicate who wants what in this situation so its no suprise? ik its hard for them but😭)#T describing Ks party attending habits!!! they know each other soooo well🤭#aaagh how they have to act like they cant easily spend 2 hrs together having fun when they literally cant wipe the smiles off of their faces #(lesbians..... lovesick idiots.......)#oh they r always facetiming! so adorable :(#T was so excited that they r linked! like girl u do not need more confirmation for that research do u?😭#K watching the pod...... my heart......#why dont they just sit closer if they will reach across a whole fucking room to touch eachother?? like it sounds easier for me but u do u!#i really get a kick out of K mentioning TRHPS anytime she does it bc ik it was such a big thing in Ts life and ugh😭#constantly praising each other😭😭😭😭😭 what if i start sobbing huh #well maybe T is trying to get K to learn how to flirt so that she can practice on her? just an idea?😁#K putting her leg up on T?????? hi what? jist sit in the other's lap u creatures... its okay we can all look away for a sec if u need it...#their art! i fucking love it! both of it! its art at its finest🛐 and id kill to see a collection of their drawings bc cmon they r amazing!#its cute how they r talking abt smth and then they go “oh wait we were there together!”#its almost as if they actually spend time hanging out😱 (dont let the police know!!4!4)#“if we were on DR now-” okay but why r u still dreaming of that miss T?🤭🤭🤭 (who could blame her)#them watching the movies the other one recommends is the closest we can get to them watching an actual thing together (outside of NF)#also im so happy T spent time w K on her bday :(((#trixie mattel #katya zamo #tbatb #the brians

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halamshirals · 11 months

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did you guys know that, well, the cruelty is the point

#i love this entire scene sooooo bad it's so delicious #flaunting the tadpole abilities and what he's capable of -- he's broken free of cazador somehow AND he can withstand the sun #and THEN once they leave. he attempts to manipulate tav in suuuuch a genuinely horrible way like #oh well of course i feel bad for them. i mean they're FORCED to do cazador's bidding. but no matter!#i'm fine sacrificing them for my own gain :) or rather... for OUR gain :)#this will keep both of us safe :) and... well... you want me to be safe right? :) you want me to be happy right? :)#this isnt him at his worst by any means but god it's soooo so good after how his act 2 arc is if youre romancing him #he's open and vulnerable and tells tav all about his plans and how he's been manipulating them this whole time #only to do it in a fun and new and interesting way all over again. but this time youre already 100% on his team #ANYWAY. i like when he's a bit fucking terrible #bg3 #playing bg3 #astarion #act 3 is really just a whole new beast to me at this point. how fun. i only got here once before and it was buggy and barely worked #sorry. i will be soooo deeply annoying as i rotate everyone in my head like little rotisserie chickens for the next few days #really thinking about how elluin is dealing with seeing this - she understands feeling like power will fix everything and keep her safe #but unlike astarion is capable of thinking long-term and about consequences #so this has her shaking in her fucking boots. and really has her grappling with the reality of their relationship #so until they actually get to the szarr palace and deal with the ritual... she's super withdrawn with astarion and even with the others #she wants him to be safe bc it means that she can realistically be safe since they're weird little mirrors for each other #but also. does safety exist without it becoming warped and horrifying #sorry. i will be normal again eventually

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 2 months

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danny talking about how resentful she became when nobody who she self-sacrificed for cared when she died and then leaving kirsch with laura and carmilla bc "if he stays with me i might lose control again and kill him" kinda confirms my thoughts abt both newly-turnedness and anger making vampires more vampiry

but also makes me think that in more usual circumstances, when the dean turned vampires like carmilla and mattie, that shes really nice at the start to temper any of that unruly anger

#we dont have a lot of info on her usual mo i guess but im thinking a lot abt how it mustve gone with carmilla #i dont know if she was a special case or if this is usually generally how it goes #i suppose you dont necessarily need a lot of new ones do you. if youve got one vampire seductress in working condition #mattie had her role on the board #danny was just for end of the world purposes i think. opportunistic turning. to replace will perhaps #but im thinking abt how at first the dean and carmilla were kinda close. and i have no illusions abt what that meant for the dean like #im sure it was just to control carmilla. play into what she needed to ensure centuries of loyalty. and that kinda worked until elle #and looking at mattie i expect most of them will eventually start rebelling so i wouldnt be surprised if she did smth similar with mattieto #just 1000 years earlier. and at our point in the story mattie is doing strained coexistence with her right?#carmilla is well in mattie's view rocking the boat once again for a cute girl #thats so funny oh my god. iconic. take the first lesbian predator archetype character and make it so that she keeps #rebelling against the evil BECAUSE shes so gay #like literally thats her entire motivation 'of course i was just doing it for you' oh my godddd hfkjhgjhghj ICONIC #i love her so much i love her soooo much #what was i talking about. oh yeah so i think the dean in usual circumstances is very nice at first and spoils her new vampires #to foster allegiance #god carmilla must just have been so happy to have someone care about her and be nice to her i think #every thought i have abt 18 yo carmilla is so sad #but i can imagine those early years/decades of her and the dean travelling around. mattie there too maybe not all the time #but enough time. mattie there too specifically also to make carmilla feel wanted and make friendship so she wouldnt rebel #to guide her through her young vampire years probably! damn yeah i bet that was mattie who taught her all the tricks #mother isnt a vampire and i dont see her really caring. i think mattie probably taught carmilla the do's and don'ts of vampiredom #and they had fun! they had fun with it. they had cruel fun being vampires together. i think carmilla was just happy to belong #maybe mattie was happy to have a friend too idk if she had many. not many vampire friends anyway. she seems to have fun being a sister #anyway. just thinking aloud #carmillaposting

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theophagie · 10 days

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Gay people will see a gay person be successful and go "I need to tear this bitch apart stat"

#i don't particularly go there even though i like a few of her songs but what is you people's problem with chappell roan exactly #dare i say. especially considering that at least this is a pop singer who CAN damn well sing for once lmao #''oh she's so overrated oh she's so generic etc'' so you mean. how pop singers tend to be...?#also part of me is like. mfs be happy that in your country women singing about eating pussy can get to that level of popularity at all #but that's neither here nor there #mytext

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kotoal1011 · 26 days

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WIFEY. WIFEY ARRIVED TODAY

I CAN FINALLY SQUEEZE THE T1 SCRUNKLY

AAAAAA I'M SO HAPPY LOOK AT THEM BOTH THEY'RE SO CUTE

#🐺🐏;;#I'M GONNA SLEEP WELL TONIGHT #I always sleep holding the t2 kotoplushie but now I can sleep holding both kotoplushies <3 #kind of a shame how her ears dont have piercings like the t2 one but oh well...#also yes I showed the acrylics in the bg on purpose #not rlly related but I got a lot of new merch that I'll prob show once it all arrives #though now I don't dare to check my bank account lmao #aaaaaaaa I'm so happy rn !! <3<3<3 #god I love her so much #merch and stuff aside #sometimes I just think about how happy she makes me and it's like. woah. holy shit #anyway gonna stop gushing bc this will turn very cheesy if I don't

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mariyekos · 4 months

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Imagining a scenario where at some point Dante and Lady get married purely for practical purposes (like if she gets hospitalized so Dante can visit/make some decisions) but Lady ends up dating Trish so Dante's like

#dmc #this is crack but. i find it hilarious #if we're doing a timeline that sort of parallels our own i'm also imagining dante being like #'don't worry you're free to divorce me once you and trish are allowed to be married! no hard feelings'#'hell we can make it a double divorce-marriage! we can get divorced at the courthouse and then you and trish get married right after!'#i really like lady/trish as a ship #i generally think of dante/lady as something that they might have tried out when they were younger but eventually realized they weren't-#into. and there were no hard feelins there. just a 'yeah sorry but i don't think this is going to work' and the other going 'fine by me'#a very gentle friends to maybe lovers or just dating back to friends #and in this marriage scenario it would basically fit right into canon. they wouldn't live together or anything #it would purely be a paper thing just so dante gets some special privileges in case something happens to lady #also the extended version of this is dante visiting kyrie at some point and she asks him how his wife is doing which makes him go #'wait. who is this supposed wife of mine?' bc he's pretty sure nero doesn't know about the marriage so how would kyrie know that??#and she reveals that she thought it was Trish which makes him laugh and say nah they're just friends. also Trish is dating Lady #which makes Kyrie go 'oh! i'm sorry. you two seemed close and nero mentioned seeing her at your place so i'd assumed...'#and dante's like 'eh no worries it's no big deal. i was wondering how you knew about lady and i but that makes more sense.'#then kyrie: 'wait. you and lady are married?' dante: 'yeah!' kyrie: 'but i thought you said she was dating Trish??' dante: 'she is!'#kyrie: '??? uh. well if you're happy i'm happy for you too.' dante: 'thanks! i'll let them know.'#erurandomness #erubabbles #eru hcs #hcs

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pearl-kite · 8 months

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Interviewed for a city records position last week and while I was at work today I missed a call. Message asked for a call back to talk. Got an email a bit later apologizing that they wouldn't be offering the position.

Like... do places do phone calls to turn you down? Before I checked my email I was wondering how I was going to make some decisions, and then it's like

oh, okay then

Going to call her back tomorrow because now I'm just really damn curious if they gave me, like, ten minutes to call back before deciding to move on, or idek

#kite rambles #I had asked about the potential for part time because of the school job and they said it wouldn't work that way #and based on how they responded to that question I'm not terribly surprised about no offer #and in a way kind of relieved? because I wasn't looking forward to deciding whether to turn it down or back out of the school district #but now I'm super curious what iiissss it #but yeah phone call while I was at work then twenty minutes later an email #oh I wonder if there's something els opening up that she thinks I' b a good fit for #I think actually I did get a call once from a lady that wasn't the final decision that thought I'd do well somewhere else #huh #anyway it's only been a few days at the district but I think I kind of like it so far #right now just basically doing inventory of what documents xist and it's very straightforward and relaxing #makes what endds up being a 12 hour day not terrible. Like I only just realized that typing it out that it's been 12 hour days w/ both jobs #idk how long I can keep that up but my bank account will bee happy #oh that's a LOT of ramble I neeed to go to bed

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crowdsourcedloner · 11 months

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35. How do they feel about the fact that they've killed a lot of people and/or things?

Nailah's been a mercenary most of her life. She knows she's good at it and carries herself as a consummate professional - it's her life or theirs and she has work to do, it's not personal.

This is what she's told herself, anyways.

Truthfully, Nailah struggles with seeing worth in herself under all the blood on her hands. There's a lot of unspoken survivor's guilt just under the surface, bubbling up whenever things are a little too quiet.

#answered asks #thank you for the ask! im sorry it took so long!!! aaaaa!!!!!#ive rewritten this dozens of times bc the words havent been quite right orz #im still not perfectly happy... but i need to post something its been more than a week ;-;#oc: hrothwol #okay ramble time #you know the scene in post-arr #where the wol is waiting to meet someone before the big banquet #and they guilt-daydream a procession of corpses in front of them of all the lives they've taken?#how it suggests this festering guilt that's never really faced or dealt with?#that's probably my favorite small moment in all arr #and that simmering sense of guilt stays with nailah like a stain #she eventually learns how to cope with it but it never really leaves #the sheer amount of blood on her hands helps push her to learn healing #so she can do some good for once in her life #(to her eyes at least - she needs the concrete small-picture reassurance)#(rather than vapid 'oh youre a hero :D' bc she really doesnt respond well to that)#...if you read all these tags i appreciate you ;-;

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narutomaki · 6 months

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get me OUT OF HERE

#this is about fucking. shipping. fucking orochimaru. get out of this polycule all of you shoo!!! go!!!!#STOP HAVING BABIES AND BEING HAPPY AND GOOEY!!!! STOP!!!!!! YOURE RUINING ME!!!!!!!!!#the fucked up little version of Obito ive made tho and his fucked up little niche of functionally immortal reincarnated body sharing #its like ive made him cat nip for Orochimaru. i was JOKING INITIALLY RIGHT??? I WAS LIKE #HAHA OROBITO HAHA HA HA HAAA FUCKING HELP MR #IM IJ HERE NOW LIKE OH YEAH AND GENE SPLICING IS SOMETHING OROCHIMARU HAS EXPERIENCE IN #AND GIVING HIM THIS AS A HEALYHY OUYLET AND MAKING HIM A MOTHER IN ONE FELL SWOOP #Obito has like 15 kids by the time Miho is created so shes not going yo be his heir (his heirs mother was an Uzumaki he hit it off with and #asked to have a kid with young (17) so shes 14 by the time the main series begins)#any way. Kakuzu being like ok you can have a chold under this roof but i will not be responsible in any way for it #and then holding Miho exactly once and going like 'oh i get why mothers die for their babies now'#Kisame takes the longest to warm up to her which surprises him bcus he gets along well with the rest of Obitos children #(Obito is like well. fuck you guys. Uchiha clan in Ame time and offers people contracts like in situations of fertility he adopts the mother #and father into his clan and turkey basters it (okay no he does send them to the hospitla but) and otherwise offers #a home a name etc for agreeing to join as either a civilian clan member or to have a child of his and some of the #second parents are like oh fuck yeah i want a kid but not a relationship/my husband is infertile/whatever and raise the child #as their own with very lityle input from Obito but some Obito has raised / was raising essentially on his own (such as his heir whos mother #didnt want to be in a relationship with Obito but wanted to test out motherhood and found she Could Not Do It and is now #more of an estranged aunt figure but 14 y/o doesnt have much bad blood about it bcus she has The Scariest Step Dad squad and #is 1000% creepy teen girl coded and it gets validated in sooo many capacities. cant do unethical experiments on mice when one of your step #fathers can bring you into the lab and teach you how to actually do the work and deal with an ethics commity that yes we have to #otherwise your father gives us the neutral but disappointed face)#ANY WAY #CAN YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN ?? LET ME THE FUCK OUT!!! LET ME OUY LET ME OUT HELP SOMEONES FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUC

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sparkly-skies · 1 year

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@mondscheinprinzessin

LAURA LAURA LAURA

.... I might need to revise my meme. I haven't even slept yet but all this song makes me want to do is... idk, get better? Rob a bank and be able to pay for therapy and go get better? Get better and go to their concert and dance and sing along to the "oh damn it will get better even if I have to claw my way to it with my bare hands" song?

#what is happening. i haven't slept yet and I'm overwhelmed with university and other stuff and mental health and whatnot #and still laura's buam are not making me cry but actually.... give me a vague sense of oh damn yeah it can get better and on god it WILL #even if i have to claw my way to it #hold on that might just be a quote from a tv show. which one was it. a woman saying it to someone about someone else #uuuuuuuh #oh. shadow of bones; nina saying she'll claw her way to a happy end if she has to #damn laura your boys are not making me cry when i'm tired what is happening #tell them to keep it up #how do i rework that meme now #well not now. now i need to get back to that goddamn stupid paper and somehow find 1600 more words to bullshit in #but in the evening today maybe #not like i should write another paper then that's also already overdue but hey. we know me by now #mine #lauras buam #lonely spring #sad weather kids #the line i wasn't ready for a line that is so challenging still stabs me though #i would once again like to have the energy and time to try to draw something. not sure what with that line but. something.#brudi i'm doing worse every day how is this not making me cry but actually making me happy wth is happening #is this like when pets get a last burst of energy and love before they die? am i about to crash really badly as soon as i've handed in my #papers?#yeah yeah i'd say sorry for the tag rambling but it's my tags and we know by now i'm not capable of shutting the fuck up

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arlathen · 1 year

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i see “your parents actually werent around much” and say “that isnt angsty enough and doesnt channel my personal trauma in a way i want”

#cw for addiction and suicide in the following tags my besties <3 #both of her parents were definitely addicts. i think her dad was also a musician and like. at first it was drinking #and then it was opiates at parties and then it was heroin.#he died. i think. right around when she met seven. right before. seven never met him. so she was. what they met in 7th grade?#she was 12. and she got into an honest to god fight with her dad and screamed that he was ruining their family.#& he stormed out. and. she doesn't actually know. she was 12 and no one would tell her. all she knows is that she hurt him.#and then he was dead. as an adult she wonders if it was an intentional OD or just he was upset and did too much.#as a kid there was just such a clear line between 'she was hurt and said something cruel and someone she loved got hurt'#i mean of fucking course it has a profound impact on her. but she's pretty reserved because of it. and careful w her words and actions.#(seven is the only person she was ever vulnerable with and that ended badly too innit <3)#anyway her mom is still around. she's a garden variety alcoholic. after what happened to her husband she's tried to quit a few times.#she always relapses. she thinks florrie hates her. she's terrified to reach out or say anything to her.#florrie is afraid to invest in her or really get close because. well. she was close to her dad.#miss ma'am doesn't HAVE any secure attachments. she doesn't HAVE anyone she can be vulnerable with.#she's not going to put any kind of trust in someone who seems to her to be unstable.#which i think is part of her little crush on orion. her life is a mess man she's a little bisexual disaster.#oh also i think she has a sister. i haven't decided older or younger. she's estranged and kind of pissed at florrie.#they were close as teenagers but once golden hour took off florrie prioritized the band a few too many times #and left her sister to deal with their mom. and her sister just kind of went. 'fuck it fuck you all' and fucked off to london.#they text each other happy birthday usually. that's about it.#carly.txt #carly's ocs #oc: florrie #brother you know i'm down bad for an oc when i start writing tag essays.

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starfire-s · 2 years

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no but i think about my life and what’s happened in the last 8-9 months and can’t believe i actually got through all this i just can’t believe it

#it feels like a blur tbh #this was not my year lmao #oh well #better luck next year #also i am so much stronger than i thought i was #i am so much more sure of what my needs are #and what type of behaviour i won’t tolerate in my life #and just in general for once i’m ready to stand up for myself no matter what happens #and just kindness always gets you far in life #and karma is real whatever you do does come back around #literally saw it happen with my mother in law #all because i was actually genuine and sincere with her but she decided to ruin my marriage #and then stuff started happening in her life #to which my father in law last time said ‘i don’t know why all my happiness is leaving me’#like i can tell you why lmao #komal talks

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