#but srsly is this The my sibling died song now?

[fionajames]

Hi Jamie! good evening ( for me in the Midwest )! Hope you had a great day! Requesting time since I like to make writers happy. May i pleeeeeeeease get prompt #5 “I’m not gonna stop poking you until you give me some attention” with Rex and Cody or Ahsoka and Anakin with like, angst? I love the emotions swirling and drama, you know?I feel like it’s such a sibling thing to do.

Sincerely, your loyal follower, Sha 🫡

the victim with blood on his hands

HELLO SHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH FOR THE REQUEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guys srsly i kid you not i have a list of request prompts pinned on my page or you dont even have to use those but pls request!!!!!!

HAVE SOME ANGST

I listened to 'Washing Machine Heart' by Mitski whilst writing this and I highly reccomend listening to it too. The last part of the song and one shot work so well together.

Rex closed his eyes as he tried to drown out the constant sound of screams echoing in his head. It was too quiet in the barracks and the silence was eating at him, pushing him back into the moment of the recent battle. 

He could see the green and blue flashes ingrained in his mind more than anything, the massacre that followed after their activation. The bodies that would drop because of them, the hearts that would stop because of them, the deaths that would be caused because of them. The deaths of his brothers too late to save, too late to save because he was wrong.

The door to the barracks wooshed open but Rex didn’t move, didn’t sit up. He was too engulfed in his memories to be bothered to, and too engulfed in his task of pushing back his tears. “Rex?” A voice called and the boy shrank back into the rock-hard mattress, praying it would swallow him whole and take him down into a dark abyss. “Vod?”

“Go away!” He choked out, pulling his knees to his chest and pulling the thin black sheet up to cover his face, a singular tear falling from the hazel abyss. Once one tear had fallen, it was hard to stop the oncoming downpour, but Rex was using all of his strength to push against it

“No, I’m here to help,” Cody replied, sitting down at the end of Rex’s bunk. Usually, Rex would’ve appreciated the comfort, but now, he just wanted to be alone. 

“Go away!” Rex shouted back, turning over and burying his face in the mattress. Cody didn’t move, but he didn’t speak either. 

He waited.

Cody reached out one finger and gently poked Rex’s side, rolling his eyes when his brother didn’t even flinch. He prodded him again, and again, and again. “I’m not gonna stop poking you until you give me some attention, Rex,” Cody told him and Rex sniffled, turning over to let his brother see his tear-stained face. “Oh, vod, it’s okay.” He whispered softly, brushing away the tears. 

“No it’s not,” Rex croaked out, his voice harsh with tears as he stared at his brother through his blurry vision. “So many brothers died, because of me.”

“No,” Cody spat harshly and Rex recoiled at the change of tone. The Commander sighed and resumed massaging his brother’s scalp. “It was the General’s fault, not yours. He killed them, not you.” Rex shook his head.

“I don’t believe that.”

“And why not?”

“If I didn’t kill them, then why is their blood on my hands?” The blonde whispered. “Why are the deaths so ingrained in my memory with the feeling of guilt?”

“Because you were a witness, Rex, a victim.”

Rex stared at the ceiling with glossy eyes. “Is that why I wish it had been me?” 

Cody barely heard what he said, and blinked furiously several times to try and comprehend the sentence. “You what?”

“I wish it had been me, Cody.” Rex admitted softly, not meeting his brother’s eyes as his voice fell into one note, completely monotone. “I wish it had been me on the floor, dead.”

Cody felt a drop of water slip over his bottom eyelid and down his cheek, rolling down his neck and sinking into the fabric of his blacks. “Please don’t say that.” He begged, voice shattered.

“Why not?”

“Because you're my brother, Rex!” Cody cried out as tears began falling rapidly from his eyes, creating rivers down his cheeks and leaving red marks behind. “Imagine how I would feel if you were dead!”

Rex could imagine it, and he immediately felt horrible. He sat up and raised his gaze to meet Cody’s - his heartbroken gaze. “I’m sorry.”

“Rex’ika,” Cody whispered, reaching out and wrapping an arm around his brother. “Just because you're the man with their blood on your hands does not mean you murdered them, it just means you were a victim too.”

hope you enjoyed!!!!

REQUEST THINGS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

[booklovingturtle]

Shadow and Bone Season 2 Rambles (SPOILERS)

S&B S2E7

The episode title made me think of The Hunger Games song

"deep in the meadow

under the willow..."

I want that cloak for my daily life so bad

I just realized they toned down the childhood flashbacks which was a good choice

Jessie is so talented I love her

I don't want Mal to die but I do want him to die for the sake of adding weight to the narrative but I know he won't

Gods the things I would do protect David and Genya

What a fun little loop hole that I don't remember and deifinetely won't work at all

BRING ME BACK THE CROWS...sorry yes inspiring war speech do go on King Nikolai

I love the Fullmetal Alchemist arm

My boy Matthias is looking scruffy I love scruffy a boy

poor david he don't wanna hurt a fly

OH...I wasn't expecting it to go wrong in that way

Why does the Darkling look grey? gray? idk what way to americans spell it I am american but I don't remember

I'm sorry I know she loves Mal but Alina just looks super selfish right now letting EVER MORE PPL DIE TO SAVE THE ONE DUDE

Me personally if I was on her unit I would be dragging that girl across the floor for letting her feelings ruin the lives of so many innocent people

Like the way I would an Alina hater if I was a citizen in their country I would create a one-sided beef with Sankta Alina

YES YES YES INEJ

I love watching powerful girlies kill people (disregard the hypocrisy lmaoooooo)

THE SIBLINGS!!!!! LOVE HOW THEY'RE USING THEIR GIFTS TOGETHER

in my brain Tolya died in the books but I don't remember exactly so I hope I'm wrong I like him a lor

DAVID HAS BE SOBBING UP IN THIS CLUB AGAIN

GENYA'S SCREAMS WERE HEART BREAKING I AM LITERALLY SOBBING

Wylan's cuteness got me to laugh through the tears

JESPER THAT WAS SICK WAIT WHAT

YES TAMAR AND TOLYA REUNION

JUST KILL MAL

GOOD LORD IF YOU KILL THE BOY THEN YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THE DARKLING KILLING HIM FIRST

ITS ALMOST LIKE YOUR PROBLEMS WOULD BE SOLVED IF YOU STOPPED BEING SELFISH ALINA

pls don't take any of what i say srsly y'all these are fictional characters obv but just in case I wanted to throw in that disclaimer

[werewolfsonpage211]

not me watcing st4 and crying about vex and vax every fucking time running up that hill comes on

[rhunae]

Me A to Z

Tagged by @irlaimsaaralath. Thank you.  :)

Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better.

A - Age: Ahhhahahahaha, @irlaimsaaralath thinks they are older than everyone on tumblr. I'm older by 7 years. *cough* >.>  What? *crai* But srsly, where else would I go for my Dragon Age/Solas obsession? 

B - Birthplace: Coastal town in Southern California

C - Current time: 7:47pm

D - Drink you last had: Dr Pepper

E - Easiest person to talk to: My husband

F - Favorite song: Varies on mood. I have three favorite Pandora stations that I’ve seeded: 70's rock, 90's alternative, and trip-hop/trance.

G - Grossest memory:  Back in my early 20s, I was DD for the night. One of the guys I was driving home barfed in my backseat and I had to clean it up. Vodka barf. So gross.

H - Horror yes or horror no:  Old monster movie horror, yes. Shit that's trying to be scary, no. Like Saw, I really didn't like that movie (which I guess is now a series of movies?)

I - In love?:  Absolutely.

J - Jealous of people?:  Not really.

L - Love at first sight or should i walk by again?:  I’m attracted to intelligence. Pretty people are nice to look at, but sometimes they need to come with duct tape. Across their mouth.

M - Middle name: Starts with I.

N - Number of siblings: 3, 2 brothers (twins), and a sister. I'm the eldest.

O - One wish: Of something I can't do by pure will and perseverance? I wish my mom never died. I wish she was still around today. I miss her. She died of cancer when I was 25.

P - Person you called last: My client.  

Q - Question you are always asked: Will that be paper or plastic?

R - Reason to smile: My cats and dogs are the best co-workers I've ever had, makes going to my office (a room in my house) worth it.

S - Song you sang last: I don't sing much anymore. I have a chronic cough, so it's rough on the back of my throat. Gives me a huge sad since I sang in choir in HS/College.

T - Time you woke up: 8am

U - Underwear colour: black

V - Vacation destination: Everywhere. No really. We bought a school bus last year and working on getting it fixed up into an RV. Plan is to sell the house once it's ready and travel. I work from home so just need an internet connection wherever we go. It’s been a slow process because Shit Happens.

W - Worst habit: There are probably many, but my consumption of Dr Pepper and chocolate is high on the list.

X - X-rays:  Generally when I get my teeth checked.

Y - Your favorite food:  Thai. Pad See Ew, more specifically. It's comfort food.

Z - Zodiac sign:  Taurus

Tagging: @ocean-in-my-rebel-soul, @ir-atisha, @water-whisp, @enchanted-phoenix, @marvel-maven -- I got lazy, tag yourself if you want to join in on this.