#but the public may never know

[overbearingstruggles]

@atltourconnect Aug24-Columbia

[seokmattchuus]

Stray Kids Reaction to trying your breastmilk

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A/n: Some of these don't have ** thingys because brain no worky. Thanks for requesting!

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Chan: “Oh, that’s-” He stared at the bottle in disbelief. “I didn’t think it was gonna be that nice.”

Minho: *Doesn't want to be too forward with how he feels but he really can't deny that it's not bad."

“Would I drink it again? No.” He stopped. “Okay, maybe just another sip but nothing after that.”

Changbin: “But would it be weird if I said,” He blinked at you before clearing his throat. “That I understand why body builders drink this.”

Hyunjin: *Isn't fazed by the taste because it's way too cold to even think about anything else.*

“Did you break the microwave or something?” He shook his head. “Oh, wait..." He trailed off. "I never set the time.” *literally buffering*

Jisung: “Okay, so maybe I already tried it.” He put his hands up in defense. “I got curious, I couldn’t help it.” *totally scared you'll think it's weird.*

Felix: *When he doesn't react, you can't help but stare at him suspiciously.*

“I mean, I don’t know what I was expecting.” He said as he leaned over in thought. “But it was not that.”

Seungmin: “Is it weird that I kinda like it?” He held back a nervous laugh as he tried to find the right words. “Like, it’s kinda tasty?” *literally buffering pt.2*

Jeongin: *Takes it out the microwave and tries it without hesitating.*

“Shit, that’s too hot.” He winced as the liquid hit him. “Wait-” He paused to focus on the taste. “Is it supposed to be this sweet?”

[gontagokuhara]

me putting komaeda puppet inside a pillowcase because i need to wash him (he fucking Stinks) knowing that this is just like when the serial killer shoved him in a trash bag

[luck-of-the-drawings]

when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

[kaurwreck]

the vast majority of jokes that y'all insist are jokes are evidently jokes. but they're the same joke, scraped from surface impressions and regurgitated iteratively. there's humor beneath the outermost layer, too, and you're allowed to be clever, it's not illegal.

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

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[dailydegurechaff]

tanya but she is schizophrenic

I’ve been kinda sitting on this ask for a while, unsure how or whether I wanted to answer it and I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t want to make a joke of a serious mental illness that I don’t have any personal experience with. I’m sure you probably don’t mean this request to be offensive or ableist, but personally it’s something I’m uncomfortable with. Sorry about that;;

Going forward I want to ask that people please don’t send me requests of this nature that are either offensive, or could potentially be hurtful someone. I want DailyDegu to just be a silly fun blog anyone can enjoy, and I don’t want to potentially hurt anyone with it. Thank you! :)

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

alexis said morally gray yan!gojo and now my brain is . Poisoned

[hvlcy0n]

not to distract you buuuut

I think Momose would get artblock when he realizes he’s got a crush on you. It doesn’t happen right away and in fact, the new feelings are good inspiration! But then when he really starts wanting to tell you, he’s crumpling page after page of his sketchbook because everything he draws just doesn't FEEL right now.

but also self ship question that kinda leads from it? Who’d confess first between the two of you? Does he get fed up and just blurt it out or do you notice him acting different?

answer this when you’re not busy, Dr.Mari’s orders 😤

OH HE’S SO :((((

he def would appreciate the new motivation and take it in stride, but the longer he sits with his feelings and the stronger they get, the more they occupy his mind and start to bother him. HIM CRUMPLING UP THE PAGES BECAUSE THEY DONT FEEL RIGHT IM GONNA SCREAM. he draws sketches but for some reason can’t get the expressions right or the energy is off and he can’t understand why and it’s frustrating to him.

mmmmm him throwing them in the trash on his way out but one bouncing out so i pick it up and open it and it’s a faceless sketch that otherwise looks pretty similar to me but ??? surely not??? but what if??? so i end up folding it up and shoving it in my pocket bc he was gonna throw it out anyway and it’s still a pretty sketch, regardless.

OOOO as for the question, i feel like it’d be a situation where i’d notice that he’s acting strange and worry about him, which would only make it worse. but then one day i’m just sitting with him and admiring how focused he looks when he draws, and i offhandedly compliment his appearance without thinking about how it sounds. and when he turns red and leans over his sketchbook, i start to catch on. i feel like i would lean a bit more into it and compliment him and tease him more just to test the waters, and it would just be a cycle until one of us cracks (not sure which one yet)

[frances-baby-houseman]

Happy Whatever Day It Is, Babes, new pictures of Paul Mescal have dropped.

[aj-lenoire]

apparently the reason may december is being snubbed during awards season is because a lot of actors REALLY didn’t like what it had to say about actors who take on the roles of real people, and the idea that a bunch of former theatre kids might be sensitive about criticism of the industry they work in is, to me, just so shocking

[unproduciblesmackdown]

on that note had also been thinking about the hilarious classic maneuver of taking things i go "smh always doing that weird/wrong" & instead putting it in the context of like oh i dunno my life experiences. like going "smh once again in one millisecond i noticed something was about to fall & just sort of Tensed instead of instantly going to catch it & in the next milliseconds hash out like 'oh but could i catch it. oh but now it's in progress am i too late' etc" but like well hang on. first of all the Tense Up / Brace For Impact approach can have its strengths too. second of all like why just kick myself when Of Course the vastly more frequent & relevant experiences of having to stifle reactions & tense up to Brace For Impact / Weather The Situation means that's the standard approach. sure tends to be the case that like "okay test your reflex time :)" type things when i Know It's Coming, i.e. preemptively Tense Up, i turn out quite slow. throwback to a true classic [my roommate that said my cat was performative while their cat did things out of true emotion] at my doctor's appointment at like age thirteen when the ol Knee Bonk Reflex Test would make me Tense/Seize That Knee Up and Then kick. and then afterwards my "big fan of unprompted criticisms / declarations about your internal experiences or true intentions" mom was like you were faking those reflexes. i'm like well i wasn't. she was like yes you were. consider the camera jimmed

secondly i was also thinking like, always been the case that when Talking, often even if in writing format, i can't really avoid mirroring the characteristics of the other person's Style / Patterns lol. was thinking about it in my Relative ease of adopting pronunciations for different language's phonemes when it's like, i guess i do have experience in Doing Voices not b/c i really often Did Voices (sometimes lol, as like, direct quotes or whatever. echoing....) but b/c like i'll just be picking up all kinds of mannerisms / tendencies / ways of speaking, including accents slightly (my default accent being disney channel) not b/c i'm messing with anyone or trying to do anything, in fact trying Not to do this is generally unsuccessfully & This Is What Happens Naturally & always has & it's like yknow what i think it might have to do with the fact that i don't think Talking in general is oh so "natural" for me / a matter of "just being myself" (things virtually never are lol) like. i think that time i had that friend in second grade where i'm like ummm i'm not sure we spoke the same language b/c i'm not sure we spoke hardly ever? but we had fun & played & amused ourselves etc til the teacher as usual went Biggest Time Sicko Mode on our "not paying attention" like nobody else's got & then didn't give a fuck abt "intervening" again when we didn't feel like we were Allowed(tm) to interact at all. & like i'm pretty sure i'd be "supposed" to feel like omg we don't talk (almost) at all?? that's SO weirrrd i remember that soooo welllll

and when i Do talk most "naturally" / "just being myself" it's all at once, wordy, and Theatrical, and even then. i did it some the other day and was Sweating, literally, less so figuratively but it does still feel demanding, and of course even when it doesn't Feel thusly, doing a Lot a lot of verbalizing can really still be draining to Taxing. and i've noticed better like yeah sometimes i'm markedly struggling to speak when i'm already extra wearied. and another thing i put into context better was like "when i'm being put tf through it why do i tend to cry through interactions. b/c i'm being a PUSSY????" like lol just on principle was like okay well who cares, i'm sure you, by which i mean i, have my reasons b/c so too would i think someone else does, like. and i remember like, i tend to Not "directly" cry of stress or sadness virtually ever. while i Do tend to be simply keeping that shit contained but Exactly When i have to try to speak? is when i happen to start crying. hmm. Hmmmm. talking Always this performance that i may often not be up for. similar to [personal visual style / Look / clothes] like my default is "basic outfit i'd want to wear every day" & my ideal is "i do not want to be perceived" & (this &) everything else is performance / drag to me, Would That that always be on my terms

another banger is my till oh so recently kicking myself like "aah [pathologization time] i'm sooo slow to be at ease / comfortable around people even when they're surely being nice, what a hassle for others" like well it can be viewed as a hassle for me but it's also like, wait, i end up having stayed uncomfortable around people who weren't being That nice by putting in That much [any effort from any Consideration] and often turn out like. ultimately not that Safe. and i look at "oh right yeah and also i sure Can be like instantly quite comfortable / at ease around people, including people i literally just met. so" &/or my not being at ease either is still way less of a deal than having to literally/figuratively sweat it while i'd feel so much more Okay avoiding detection much less interaction

[ryuseitai]

so nervuos for tmrw bc im seeing my cousin

[chadlesbianjasontodd]

james c scott, one of academia's most widely beloved anarchists, has died. you may remember him for his seminal book seeing like a state, or for his number of other, equally spectacular books on systems of state domination and the effectiveness of 'barbarian' resistances. i don't have anything to say, really; this just feels like a very great loss.

[thenighttrain]

daily i hate m/tty crappy post, i hate him a million times more now.

[idrawgaystffs]

Vee’s inner-monologue is likely him questioning why he lets this idiot live.

So! @css10987 (I seem to not be able to tag you),

Here’s your gift from me to you as per the TssSecretSanta contract! Some villain Ro and questionably sided Virgil (I imagine he’s a good vigil-ante :) There’s a bit of tag lore for the heck of it vv

Oh and have a nice wintery season!

Tagging @sanderssidesgiftxchange as well, thanks for setting this all up and modding!

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