#but yea umm i really hope you like it because im very nervous about how i characterized peoples ocs whaawhawhawha ^^

[cloudcountry]

HI AUBURN!!!!!! dunno if we’re close enough moots for me to req this but could I mayhaps enter in Ashi for your 1.8k event?? 😳 (WHICH LIKE. GRATS BTW!!!! THATS CRAYCRAY POP OFF)

🤔 there’s this certain rewrite w her concerning Ghost Marriage so I was wondering if I could get a rewrite where

1.) when Ace barges in, he stops the marriage between her and Eliza instead of Idia and Eliza (and Ace gets EXTRA pissed)

OR

2.) Ashi and Ace playing around w the ghost ring and a fake one

SOME CONTEXT ABOUT THIS EVENT REWRITE;

—Ashi cross dresses and shoots for Eliza right before the final group enters to try and woo her over (cuz she sees all the guys fail and she’s like “yyyeah. watch me pull this ghost lady better than y’all)

—she succeeds actually!!! she woos Eliza over w her W rizz and allows Idia to escape

—Her and Ace previously fool around w the ghost ring; causing a real and fake to get mixed up

—so guess what. she accidentally uses a fake ring instead of the one actually needed 😔 banishing no more

—NOW ASHI’S TRAPPED AND BOUND TO MARRY ELIZA!!!!!! (and Ace is left to blame)

ALSO JUST TO CLARIFY!!!!!! <333 I’d like it to be like....... besties but mutual pining yk 🙏 cuz they’re just besties so far at this stage (Ace is in denial)

NO SWEAT IF THIS IS TOO MUCH BTW!!!! I APPRECIATE IT NONETHELESS <3 gratsgrats again!!!

AAAAA dont worry ashi!!! your oc page is very detailed so i think i can write her right!! at least i hope so ^^" THANK YOU THANK OYU <3333 AAAAA!!!!!!!

thast literally so goofy i love ALL of this LMAO (mutual pining...rubbing my hands together evilly I GOTCHA!!!)

i read that thing about him calling you cherrypie and i think thats the cutest thing :(((( but he calls you goober here since that was on yuor oc page and i thought taht was funny LMAO

AND SINCE WE WERENT MOOTS WHEN YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS AROUND BUT IT WAS RECENT PLEASEE CONSIDER THIS A BIRTHDAY GIFT FROM ME TO YOU <3 i hope you had fun :D !!!

ASHI, ACE, AND THE MARRAIGE VOWS OF DOOM!!! (1.8k details)

Ashi isn’t sure how Ace acquired it (although it most likely came from a visit with Sam) but the grin on his face melts away her concern and leaves a giddy mischief in its place.

“Doesn’t it look just like that ring the Headmage wants to use to send that bride back to her realm?” Ace laughs, twirling it around the tip of his finger, “Can you imagine what would happen if someone were to switch out the rings?”

“Ace, c’mon!” Ashi shakes her head, giggling along with him.

His grin turns wicked, and before Ashi knows it he’s snatched the real ring right out of her pocket. She shrieks for him to give it back, hurling vicious insults such as “meanie” and “stupid,” but Ace doesn’t relent.

“Where is the real ring? I bet you’ll never guess.” he smirks, holding out his closed hands.

His eyebrows are doing that irritating thing he does when he’s feeling a bit too smug.

“You’re a cheater! I bet it’s in your pocket.” Ashi lunges for him, digging her hand into his pocket as Ace jerks away, trying to get her off.

Sure enough, she pulls out the ring with a triumphant “ah ha!” Ace rolls his eyes and makes a big show of huffing about it, but his eyes linger on her radiant smile as she sticks her tongue out at him.

“It’s not like you play fair either, you goober!” he cackles, jerking his arm out to snatch the ring from her hands.

As their hands collide, both rings go soaring through the air and clatter to the floor. Ashi and Ace look over in the direction they landed, only to come to the sinking revelation that neither of them knew which one was which.

“Can you tell which one’s the fake?” Ashi asks, tilting her head.

Ace removes himself from her to confidently saunter over to the rings, scooping them off the ground and flashing them with a smirk.

“Don’t worry goober, I got it. You almost messed things up there, huh? This is totally the fake one.” Ace mocks, flicking Ashi’s nose when he’s made his way back to her and places the real ring in her hand.

“Oh quiet you!” she pinches his cheek, face heating up at the teasing.

Ace rubs his pink cheek and glares, but the glare holds no malice.

Ashi watches in amusement as Idia is thrown to the side, totally blown off by Eliza. Ashi kneels before the bride, arms outstretched as if to accept her. Eliza squeals, rushing towards her “groom” with stars in her eyes. Ashi takes her hand, gently, and gives Eliza the most affectionate look she can.

“It’s an honor to be wed to you, my lady.” Ashi grins, a dazzling smile that makes Eliza swoon in her arms.

The ring slides onto her finger, and...

Nothing happens.

Ashi looks confused but quickly schools her face. Eliza doesn't notice the way her smile falls, and instead swoops Ashi up into her arms and calls for her attendants.

“Please, escort Mr. Tamadai to the dressing rooms! I await our wedding, my darling!” Eliza giggles behind her hand, waving Ashi goodbye.

Footsteps pound on the stone flooring outside the room and Ashi looks at the door with hope. The door flies open with a loud bang, causing all the ghosts to jump out of their nonexistent skin.

Heh.

“Stop the wedding!” Ace yells, pointing an accusatory finger at Eliza, “You! Bride lady! We gotta talk!”

Eliza scoffs, all warmth in her deposition gone as Ace storms up to her with fire in his eyes. Ashi tries to go to him, but the ghosts are keeping such a harsh grip on her arms that it’s starting to hurt.

“Ace!” she yells, and he whips his head around at the sound of her voice.

He turns back to the bride with a clenched jaw and a furrowed brow.

“Listen here, all of you! You can’t just force someone to marry you! Relationships don’t work like that! Ashi doesn’t want to marry you at all! Aren’t the rest of you ashamed? You’re just enabling your princess into feeling even lonelier as the years go on because you’re not letting her let go! You all sound like useless retainers to me!” Ace yells, “Let go of Ashi right now!  I’m gonna get this ring on your finger and send you off once and for all!”

“You don’t know what you’re talking about! Mr. Tamadai was quite sweet in his courting! He even answered all my questions correctly! He's perfect!” Eliza insists, voice breaking as she speaks.

“Uh, news flash princess!” Ace snaps, “You shouldn’t be picking your prince based on a few questions. How about picking someone you can laugh and cry with? Someone you can share everything with?”

He looks over at Ashi and pauses.

“Someone that makes you feel like you can be something. Even if you know you’re a stupid troublemaker.” he says, voice softer for just a moment before he turns back to the princess, “Have your retainers taught you nothing? It’s embarrassing that I have to spell this out for you, seriously!”

Ashi squirms in the ghost's hold, her cheery smile fading into a frustrated grimace. The rare sight makes Ace’s breath hitch, and his anger only gets more intense.

“Don’t listen to him, princess!” Puffy yells, taking his place next to Eliza, “How dare you say such things! I would fight the world to make sure the princess is happy, you—!”

Ashi gnaws at her lower lip before slipping one of Ace’s stupid cards out of her pocket. Sliding it between her two fingers just like he taught her, she flicks it at Eliza.

The card reaches its mark.

The ghosts restraining her rush to their princess as she yelps out in pain and Ashi beams. It's funny how Ace’s tricks were useful in situations like this, even though all he ever used them for was to target Riddle.

“Princess!” she yells, running towards her, “Wait!”

Eliza shakes off her hovering attendants to gaze upon her groom, a sour pout on her face.

“Listening, I’m not actually a guy. I was dressing the part because my and my homies were trying to save Idia over there.” she points to the boy in question, watching as he shrivels up again at the attention, “But I think you should totally marry Puffy! He seems to really care about ya! And just like Acey said, you’re supposed to find someone you can laugh and cry with right? He was about to fight this whole room for you!”

Eliza stops as if considering what Ashi just said. Ace’s hand circles her wrist, as if ready to run and find cover if the ghosts actually do attack. His subtle concern warms her heart.

“Oh Puffy...I think I’ve finally figured it out.” Eliza turns to her ghostly companion and smiles, eyes full of love, “You’re my prince! My true love!”

“What?!” Ace squawks, but Ashi presses a finger to his lips to shush him.

“Princess...all I’ve ever wanted was to see you smile.” Puffy murmurs, cheeks turning blue, “It’s my dream...my lingering attachment...I just want you to be happy.”

“Oh, Puffy!” Eliza swoons, kissing him without a second thought.

“What just happened?” Ace blinks, absolutely baffled by the display in front of him.

“I dunno, but we should get everyone else out!” Ashi beams as the sound of groans and complaints reach their ears, “It sounds like the curse has been broken!”

As Ashi runs off to help a whining Floyd, Ace puffs up his cheeks and stares.

She looks really pretty in that suit.

[namjoonswifey99]

What The Heart Wants Pt.6

Billy Hargrove X Reader

Warnings : Cursing , Bullying , Harassment , Billy being Billy 

Author Note: Hope You Enjoy This Chapter and I apologize this was supposed to be out but ive going though a rough patch with my family so i hope you understand.

Billy walked over to Y/N and Max; he couldn't help but overhear Susan talking to the police.

“ Sir please i just want my little girl I don't do anything else but her.” Susan says trying to calm her breathing from crying so much

“ Ma'am, your daughter stated she wants to go with her step brother and his girlfriend. We are gonna have to take you downtown for questioning. This isn't the first time Mrs.Hargrove.”  Officer Powell asked why detaining her.

Susan started to protest but saw that was Max was looking at her and stopped and held her head down and started walking with the officer.

“ I'm so sorry you guys had to see that, that wasn't what I was going for, I just wanted to get our stuff so we can move in.” Billy says looking sad he never wanted Max or Y/N to see that side again. Billy then looks towards Will who was just wide eyed.

“ Hey Will right i'm sorry you had to see that I truly didn't mean for you to see that.” Billy says with an apologetic look. Will looks up at Billy, surprised by the story Jonathan and Max told him.  He doesn't seem so bad hopefully they can be friends

“

“ It's okay Billy i understand”. Will says, accepting his apology. 

Y/N then runs up and pulls Billy into a hug and just embraces him Y/N was so proud of Billy he finally stood up against his father. “ im super proud of you baby” Y/N says kissing Billy’s cheek 

Hopper looked at the two teenagers and smiled. It was rare for guys like Billy. He's honestly happy that he has this chance to make his life right with the right people by his side. 

“ Come one let’s get some more stuff out the house and go to Y/N place” Billy says while getting his key from Y/N . “ Yessss so i can more stuff then i intended” Max says while shouting in excitement to bring more of her things. “ Well as long as it fits in the car we'll just get a truck to move it”. Billy says while correcting Max he doesn't want his car to be too crowded. “ You guys don’t need a bed or dressers. My parents got you guys covered with bedding just more clothes and stuff you can fit”. Y/N says while fixing the trunk to make room.

----- 1 Hour Later----

After an hour later they arrived at Y/N house. Her and Billy explained what happened at his fathers house . Y/N and Billy starts to explain what had happened down at his fathers house and how he was gonna move forward to have sole custody of Max and to be filed down as independent. 

“ That’s a very good plan Billy and you know you and Max can still for however long you like it’s no problem to us you were already family from the beginning” Y/N mother Angelina says while putting the cookies in the oven. 

“ I agree with my wife you can stay however long you like” Y/N father Tremaine says while putting the sodas in the freezer. 

“ we definitely appreciate the love and roof you're giving me and max I won’t let you down” Billy says while looking at them. 

“ You don’t have to prove anything baby, we love you just the way you are flaws and all “ Y/ N says as she looks at Billy with full love in the eyes.

“ BABY” Both of Y/N parents shouted at the same time. 

“ Ummmmm yea as of today me and Billy are together “Y/N says while looking down shyly. To shy look at her parents reaction. 

“ Ha I knew it Tre you owe me 40$ bucks” Angelina says happily she knew they was gonna get together 

“ Man you guys couldn’t wait till next week I could’ve had extra money” Tre says pulling out the 40 dollars to hand to his wife. 

“ You are not mad about us” Billy says confused because growing with a dad like his a relationship between him and Y/N would be frowned upon. 

“ never we don’t care as long as you live and respect our daughter that’s all that matters” Tremaine says to Billy while tenderly holding Angelina to him. 

Y/N was about to say something when the doorbell rang, she gets up to ask who it was when a familiar voice called out. 

“ Y/ N your favorite person in the whole wide world is here “ 

“ No I’m Y/N favorite you can ask her herself” 

“ No Y/N loves me more she makes me more food than any of you” 

“ Well Y/N be at my house almost every other day with my sister so I get to see her more than any of you” 

Y/N knew right there it was the rest of her miniature best friends. 

“ Well all you are wrong Y/N loves me more and I’m living with her” Max says with a smug look on her face as Y/N opens the door. 

On her porch stands Lucas , Dustin , Eleven, and Mike with Steve standing behind them. 

After Max’s statement chaos was issued.

“ What no way, no fair” Dustin whines in disbelief. 

“ Yea what Dustin said , How come max stays” Lucas says while looking offended. 

“ Well it’s easier for you doofus . She like me more” Max says sticking her tongue out at the boys. 

“ That means we can have all the sleepovers and waffles we want” Eleven says with a bright smile on her face. 

“ Okay now listen I love you all the same your all my favorites I can’t just choose one”. Y/N says trying to mediate the situation. 

“ What about me guys? I can be as cool as Y/N” Steve said with a cocky grin. 

The group just all stared at him. 

“ No offense Steve buddy but Y/N waaaaaaayyy more cooler than you by a landslide”. Mike says. 

Before Steve can retort, Billy comes to the door to see what’s taking so long and notices Steve and gives him an annoyed look. There’s one thing Billy is a lot of but he doesn’t put his hand on women. He may be an asshole and a bully but he’s no woman beater. 

Y/N felt the tension before Steve face gave it away.  Before a fight can escalate she steps in. 

“ Okay so I got 4 movies picked out then we can go to the bonus room and play some board games and before you even ask Dustin and Lucas yes I did make you guys favorite dessert”. Y/N says while ushering the kids inside the house. 

Before Steve can ask why Billy was there Y/N comes back out. 

“ Thanks for dropping the kids off for Hopper I’ll call him when it’s time to come get them, '' Y/N says with a kind smile. 

“ Uhh yeah no problem anytime” Steve says, stuttering, he wanted to apologize for his actions earlier but with Billy right there he’ll never get the chance. 

Y/N turns to leave when she notices Billy still staring down at Steve so she grabs him by the back of his shirt and pulls him in the house. 

The kids were all in the living room trying to decide which movie they’re gonna watch. 

“ Baby look at me” Y/N says, grabbing Billy’s face so he’s looking directly at her. 

“ baby you’ve changed for the better don’t let what today put you down you know I’m right here by your side every step of the way” Y/N says while looking him in the eye so he can see she really meant what she’s saying. 

“ I know baby it’s just I want them to know I’ve changed. I got my second chance at life and to do what is right and I couldn’t have done it with you my sweet angel by my side” Billy says lovingly to Y/N. 

The chemistry between Y/N and Billy is unmatched for the simple fact when it was him against the world Y/N was by his side and he will never take that for granted him and Y/N connection is way deeper than anybody can imagine. 

Y/N just continued to look at him with so much adoration in her eyes. 

“ Okay love birds we chose the movie we’re waiting on you guys now”. Max says with an eye roll. 

Y/N and Billy walked into the living room but not before Y/N leaned down and whispered in Max’s ear. 

“ don’t worry max I have a grand plan for Lucas”. Y/N says walking away with a small grin on her face. Leaving a blushing max in her wake. 

— 2 Hours Later —-

After the movie ended Y/N looked over at the clock and noticed it was 7:40. It looks like they only have time for one game before she has to call Hopper. 

“ So I have guys listen up, it's a little late so we have time for one more movie or game whatever you guys decide”. Y/N says while pulling out the games from the chest. 

After about 5 minutes they decided on watching another movie before they left. 

“ So Max I heard there’s this boy whose been crushing on you for a while” Y/N says teasingly. Y/N signaled for Max to play along if one thing Y/N knows about men is that they’re extremely possessive no matter what age. 

“ Yea and I like him back hopefully he asks me to the dance” Max says with a blush on her face. 

Y/N notices from the corner of her eye that Lucas is not taking what they said well which means her plan is going accordingly. 

“ if you need my help with getting him to ask you I’ll definitely do it” Y/N says eagerly. 

Before Max can let out her response Lucas stands up and takes her and says. 

“ Would you do me the honor of my date for the winter formal?” Lucas says while looking so nervous. 

 Max pretends to think about it which makes him start sweating. More than he already was. 

“ Yes doofus of course I’ll go with you” Max says with a smile. 

Y/N was happy for Max she got what she wanted but Billy on the other hand was not so ecstatic. Y/N looked over and saw Billy with a scowl on his face. 

“ what’s wrong”.Y/N asked. 

“ Don’t you think it’s to soon for them” Billy says with a pout on his face. 

“ Awwww his the big brother feeling protective” Y/N responds teasingly. 

Billy kisses his teeth at her statement. 

“ No” was Billys only response. 

“ awww baby it’s okay it just a school dance they’ll be fine” Y/N says while kissing his cheek. 

“……. Fine but I don’t like it”. Billy says to Y/N. 

Y/N laughs wholeheartedly. He was just so precious and cute when he’s worried. 

The kids looked over at them when they heard Y/N they looked at her like she was crazy but left it alone.She was alway like that with Billy.

“ Okay kids get your stuff ready I’m going to call Hopper”. Y/N says while getting up and grabbing the house phone. 

After a while Hopper picks up. 

“ Hey Hopper the kids are ready” 

“ Umm about that I’m stuck at work and I already called their parents to see if it was okay for them to stay” 

“ What did they say”

“ Well they wasn’t to keen on Billy living there but since they trust you they allowed them to stay” 

“Okay that’s great I do have extra clothes for them especially when they stayed here during the you-know-what.” 

“ That’s great do you also think you can drop them off at school or call somebody to help” 

“ No it’s okay I’ll ask my mom in the Morning to take the kids she’ll be happy to” 

“ Okay that’s great Y/N I’ll pick up Eleven after school so will the parents except Dustin he’s going with Steve” 

“ Geats I’ll let the kids and my parents know have a good night Hopper” 

“ You Y/N Bye”

“Bye” 

 Y/N hangs up and goes back to the living room to tell the kids. 

“ Okay guys put your stuff away your spending the night here and Billy and my mom will drop you off in the morning” Y/N says while getting the extra blankets and pillows out. 

“ Yesssss Y/ N you're officially the best ever”  Max says with excitement that her friends get to stay.  

“ Well I try my best but you should really thank Hopper. He's staying overtime at work,  so Max and Eleven are rooming in Max’s room , Boys you’ll be bunking with Billy”.  Y/N  says while taking them upstairs. 

“ Actually you guys can get my room. I'll bunk with Y/N just don’t touch any of my things”. Billy says while staring them down. 

“ Billy now my parents love you and all but they will literally kill us if they find us in bed together”. Y/N says wagging her finger in a no motion. 

“ We can leave the door open, I just want to spend time with you and cuddle” Billy says while wrapping his arms around her waist to bring her closer to him.

“ It stays wide open Billy im not playing with you” Y/N says while mugging him because she was not gonna die over this man even though she do love him her parents were a different story.

“ I understand baby i promise” Billy says while sealing their lips together in a nice passion lip lock.

[becuzpurple]

Chapter 25, pt. 3 - My Everything

Turns out that even though Tumblr ate my queued draft, it still posted at the right time - yay!

Also...trigger warning for brief mention of multiple pregnancy losses.

I hope you all enjoy!

(previously... ch. 25, pt. 2 - Bailey’s & Ice Cream)

It was nearly 11pm when I heard his soft knock at the front door.  I took a breath to steady my nerves, then hurried over to let him in.  Once the door was open and I saw him nothing else mattered, and we were at once in each other’s arms.

“I’m so sorry, Ed, I- .”

“ -shhhh.  It’s ok.”

“No, I was awful...the things I said, and then I just left...?”

“It’s OK, you were upset and needed some time.”

I shook my head.  How could he be so kind after what I did?

We stepped apart but I didn’t let his hand go, needing his touch as reassurance. He somehow knew and gave a squeeze as we moved into the living room.

“The kids are at my parents’ for the night.”

“Ok.”

We sat on the sofa, turned toward each other.  He had a leg tucked under the other, as he often does.  I kept a toss pillow on my lap, on which our hands were still clasped.

“I’ve made a mess of everything. Ed, I’m so sorry.”

“No, no, I should’ve...I told you I’d be there for you when things get rough, but I didn’t do that, and I’m sorry.”  

“I blindsided you,” I shook my head.  “You have every right to be upset.”

“I didn’t come through for you, love.  I won’t let that happen again, I promise.”

How do I even deserve him?

“You’re really too good to me.”

“Nooo,” he murmured, squeezing my hand.  We shared a look before coming even closer together.  I needed to touch him, to feel him - a physical sign of reassurance, I suppose, and it appeared that he did, too.  I laid my head on his shoulder while he rested his free hand on my knee.  We sat together like that, tentative and hopeful, until Ed finally broke the ice.

“Hey,” he murmured, his voice soft and soothingly low.  “I…can I ask you something?”  We both were hesitant to disturb our fragile peace, but things needed to be said.  

I lifted my head and met his eyes, nodding.

“Do I...does being with me bring more stress to your life?  Because that’s the last thing I wan -”

“ - no!  You...you’ve brought happiness back to me.  I feel loved, and I’m in love, and it’s...it’s so good.  Ed, I’m really, really happy with you.”

He was quiet for a few seconds, studying me, so many questions evident in his eyes.  

“That’s good...I feel that way, too.  But, you’re so unhappy tonight, and I don’t understand why.”

“It’s...it’s all me.  I think, well, remember when I told you about...my anxiety?”

“Yeah.  I was wondering if that was it.”  

I nodded.  “It was...pretty bad today.  When it gets like this I tend to hyper-focus on...something until it’s huge in my mind - like, way out of proportion.  I don’t even realize it’s happening until it’s seriously out of control - like tonight. And then I panic and just...want to disappear, or want everything else to disappear, so that feeling will go away.  I think that’s why I was like that, like telling you you’d be better off with someone else, and when I just...left.  I was trying to make everything just go away.  God, I’m so sorry, Ed.”

I covered my face with my hands, completely appalled at myself.

“I’m trying to understand...? You wanted me to go away? Like, how?  Like breaking up?  Is that why you said I should be with someone else?”

“I - I don’t really want that, I swear.  I was panicking and saying anything to try and make that feeling - that fear - go away.  It was my stupid brain being a bitch and I didn’t mean any of it.  Please believe me.”

“I do, I believe you.  I know you, and I...whatever that was, I knew it couldn’t be right.  I promise I believe you.”

“OK,”  I nodded.  I felt like such a piece of shit.

But, love, what has you so upset?”

I took a breath while trying to sort out my thoughts.  Ed remained the picture of patience with me.

“You...you’ve become very important to me.  You’re my everything.”

He gave a hint of a smile, then, and very slightly nodded and squeezed my hand, still in his, showing me he knew exactly what I was feeling.

“I never thought I’d feel like this again.”

“But, you’re worrying about something.”

“I’m probably being irrational or paranoid or something, I don’t know.  But, since Jason died...I’m really, really freaked out about losing anyone else who’s important to me...including you, now.”

“You’re not going to lose me, Kate.”

“But how do you know?  Anything can happen, right?  We could break up, or what if something...bad happens to one of us?”

He held my face in his hands, fingers splayed out and thumbs tenderly brushing my cheeks.  “Sweetheart, you’ve been through something really horrible, and I can’t imagine how hard that must have been...and still is.  I get why you have this fear, now.  You’ve seen first-hand how tragedy is so...random.”

I nodded, glad he seemed to get it, but also pretty sure I was about to hear a counterargument.  

He affectionately combed his fingers back though my hair a few times, and then rested his forearms over my shoulders so that we were face-to-face, quite close.  “I don’t mean for this to come across as insensitive at all, but...we’re all gonna go someday.  And knowing that, wouldn’t you rather live your best life than hold back?”

“What do you mean?”

“OK.  Umm, do you ever regret marrying Jason?”

What?  “No.”

“Of course not.  The fact that he’s gone now doesn’t make you wish you’d never married him, right?  You had a good life together...a beautiful family.  And in the same vein, worrying about losing...me, or anyone you have a relationship with shouldn’t stop you from keeping that relationship.  That would lead to a lot of hurt and regret, I think.”

He was right, and I knew that, logically.  But a part of me was trying to protect myself from reliving the pain of the worst loss I’d ever experienced.  I didn’t think I could endure something like that again, and I was really scared that once he was aware of my pregnancy issues, then it was only a matter of time before I’d be headed that way again.

Still, he needed to know.

“You’re right, and I do know that, but part of me is...pretty terrified.”

He shook his head, obviously trying and failing to understand.  “Why?”

Taking his hands again, I mustered up the nerve to tell him.  “Earlier tonight you said that you want it all...with me - a family, and children, and - ”

“ - Yeah, I...I shouldn’t have dropped that on you like that, both of us being so upset.  I guess I was kinda panicking, too, though, and it just - ”

“ - it’s...no, I know - I know, it’s ok, I - I get it.  But you...did you mean it?”

He took a breath through his nose, not breaking eye contact with me, and gave my hands a squeeze.  “Yeah.”

I was so afraid he’d change his mind after hearing me out, yet my heart still swelled, because god knows, I wanted that, too.  He smiled at me then, albeit a bit nervously, and how could I not smile back?

“I...I know I did it completely the wrong fucking way, and it’s probably too soon, too,  but I - ”  

“ - Ed.  I’ve been thinking about those things, too.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.  And I worried that it’s too soon, too, so I didn’t say anything. But, I probably should have, because it might have saved me from my damn anxiety-brain.  But, no, instead, I just worried more, and then assumed things, and everything built up, and got worse, and...god, I feel so so stupid.”

“Kate.” He murmured, shaking his head.  “Nothing about you is stupid - please stop saying that.”

“OK,” I nodded.

“Good.  And this is good, though, yeah?  We both want the same thing?”

“Yeah, but…”

“No, no ‘buts’...”

I took a steadying breath.  “I’m sure my perspective is completely...fucked up, so I need you to tell me if it’s a real ‘but’ or not.”

He kind of half-heartedly huffed out a small, uncertain laugh.  “Alright.”

I didn’t know how to start, and shook my head in frustration.  “Sorry.  OK, umm, yeah.  So, you mentioned that one of the things you saw in our future was children...babies.  Our babies.”

“Umm, yea…?” His eyebrows shot up then.  I saw surprise, and then the question in his eyes.

“Ohhh, no.  No honey, I’m...I’m not pregnant.”  

“Ahhh, ok.”  He made a small, self-conscious laugh.  “When you said ‘babies’, and seemed kinda...nervous, I thought maybe…”

“I know, but...no.  I’m sorry, no.”  Damn.  Am I sorry for inadvertently misleading him or for not being pregnant?  Both?  Jesus...

“What I’m trying to say - and doing a terrible job of it - is that...well, that’s something that might not be very easy for me - having more babies.”

He was quiet, his face etched with uncertainty.

“I haven’t told you any of this yet, but, I have a history of fertility...problems.  We - Jason and I, we - you know, we wanted more kids.  It’s weird, because I didn’t really have any trouble getting pregnant with the twins, so we assumed it would be just as easy as it was then.”  I frowned, feeling that familiar heartache and frustration all over again.

“But, it wasn’t.”

“No. We tried on-and-off for...like, god, almost 6 years?  I...well, I actually did get pregnant a few times, but I miscarried them pretty early on.”

“How...how many times?”

“Three.”  

“Oh, god, love. I had no idea...I’m sorry.”

“Thanks...yeah.  I needed a lot of help getting pregnant, but then, even when I did…” I shook my head.  “We saw specialists, did all the testing…and they couldn’t find a reason for any of it.  ‘Unexplained infertility’, ‘unexplained pregnancy loss’.  I...well, so...I think you should know all of this before you make any big...life decisions.”

He brought his fingers to his mouth and started slowly shaking his head.  “No, wait,” he murmured.  “Are you...do you think I wouldn’t want to be with you because of this?  Is this what...oh god, is this why you said I’d be better off with someone else?”

“I know how you feel about having a family, Ed, and now we’re...starting to see this as being a very permanent kind of relationship.  What if I can’t have any more kids?  I’d hate to do that to you.”

“Whoa, wait, hold on.”  He shook his head adamantly.  “How...that’s not doing anything to - fuck, love, you think...like I’d blame you?”

“I don’t know...I guess I’d blame me.  I just know how important family is to you, and I wouldn’t ever want you to...miss out on that because of me?  Or...change your mind about us down the road because of it?”

“No...how could...I’d never do that!”

“But you want kids.”

“Yeah...but I...Jesus...” He rubbed a hand through his beard, visibly disturbed. “I’m not with you for the purpose of having children.  I - I love you and want us to spend our lives together, and that is not dependent upon whether we have babies or not.”

I started to reply - about to question him on how he’d feel if he never had any children, but he cut me off before I could begin.

“- wait.”  He fervently waved his hands in order to stop me.  “You’re only focusing on what you think I want.  But, this isn’t just up to me, right?  You - you get a pretty big say, considering that you’re half of us and it’s your uterus.”

Good points...

“For all I know, maybe you don’t want more kids.  Maybe you feel like you’ve already been there, done that.”

“No,” I shook my head.  “I don’t feel like that at all, I just don’t know if I ca-”

“- stop.  Let’s not focus on the ‘maybes’ right now, OK?  I want you - you’re the one.  But what do you want, Kate?”

I closed my mouth then, realizing that I’d started to fall right back into listening to that unhealthy anxiety-monologue, focusing on the negative, and not on what was actually right in front of me.

“I’m sorry, I - ”

He shook his head slightly, watching me with a small smile.  “Stop apologizing, you’re amazing.  But tell me what you want.”

What I want.  I knew, but I was still hesitant to say it without a qualifier - an excuse or a way out for him, just-in-case.  Which I knew was ridiculous, since he’d already basically said he wanted the same thing.  Finally, with a very nervous smile, I just said it.

“I want...you - I want us.  And, if possible, I’d love to add...to us”.

There were a few beats of silence as we stared at each other, and then he let out a barely-audible breath - he’d been holding it.  I’d been holding mine, too.

“Then we both want the same things.”  He practically whispered it, and then we shared an OMFG-grin for a few seconds.

“This is...wow?”

“Kinda crazy, yeah?”

“Do you think it’s...is it too soon for all of this?”

“It’s kinda how we do things though, innit?  Seems to work for us.”

“Yeah.”

Without warning I found myself wiping tears from my eyes.  

“No, don’t cry, sweet girl.”  He cupped my face in both hands again, gently brushing his thumbs across my wet cheeks.  “I love you.”  He pulled us together and kissed me so gently, almost reverently, on the mouth.  When it ended I could see that he was pretty emotional, too.

“I love you,” I whispered back, and returned his soft kiss with one of my own.

He exhaled again, much more loudly this time, looking elated, relieved, overwhelmed, and exhausted all at the same time.

“It’s late.  You probably have a lot to do before your flight tomorrow...er, today, I guess.”

“Oh!  No, I forgot to tell you - I canceled it.”

“Your flight?”

“Yeah.  After you left earlier I...well, I didn’t want to leave without fixing this.”

“Ohhh, hon, thank you.  And I’m sorry.”

“Stop apologizing - this is where I belong right now.”

“OK.”  I started fiddling with his hand in mine, sliding my fingers between his, lightly tracing each one with the tips of my own.  “When do you go back?”

“Dunno, I didn’t reschedule it, yet.  I figure we’ll work that out later.”

“But you have a lot going on at home, though…?”

“It’s fine, nothing was set in stone.”  He captured my roaming fingers in both of his hands, brought them to his lips and peppered them with the sweetest, softest kisses.

With my other hand I tenderly combed through the copper curls at the back of his neck, eventually guiding those beautiful lips back to mine and whispered, “Stay tonight.”

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[ninetiesmanic]

My Reckless Northsider

A/N : OH MY GOSH im super nervous to be posting an imagine on here for the first time ever. I would really appreciate it if you guys send me feedback on it . umm i think ive cleared everything and oh obviously the gif is not mine and yea i hope you guys enjoy it!

Part 2

“You really think you can just barge in there and not expect anything bad to happen? ” His eyes were ablaze as he towered over you. In any other situation you would be able to keep your cool but you really did not appreciate being talked to like this.

“How stupid can you b-”  You cut him of fist clenched at your sides as you glowered at him.

“Look I don't understand why you're so angry. I was just trying to help Archie before he got himself killed!”

“You were trying to help?! Are you out of your mind,”  You took a step back momentarily taken aback by his outburst. It occurred to you that the space between you and him was barely existent and from this close up you could see every line of emotion on his face.  Eyes narrowed,a evident frown on his lips. It didn't take much to figure out he was pissed.

So understandably it was sort of stupid to storm into ghoulie territory and wave a gun in there face but you would never admit that out loud.  In your defense you were being heroic and trying to save Archie from yet again doing something very stupid. Once you had fired the gun and a bunch of furious eyes stared your way you knew in a way you had screwed up. So admittedly you were very much relieved when Sweet Pea and other serpents had shown up to save you guys from a very dangerous situation.

“Are you even listening to me?”

You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms on your chest meeting his fuming eyes head on. “I was listening but it occurred to me that I don't appreciate being berated like im a child Sweet Pea.”

“Y/N, are you listening to yourself, you a northsider ,made the idiotic decision to walk into ghoulie territory and you're telling me you don't want to be berated like a child”

You looked away from him not comfortable with the way his dark eyes gazed at you intently.

“Look can't we just move on from this? It already happened so let it go,” you sigh running your hands through your hair in frustration. This argument was starting to irk you.

“No we cant.” he practically screams in your face and you were very close to telling him to calm the fuck down. It wasn't fair that Archie got of the hook with his friends leaving you to get chastised by a very upset serpent.  

You groaned in frustration meeting his eyes once again. “Why does it even matter what could've happened Sweet Pea, im not hurt,” You say trying hard to end the argument.

However this only seemed to make him angrier as  he slammed his fist into the wall beside your head.

You looked at him in horror as the sound of his fist hitting the wall echoed between you two.

“What the hell Pea” you scream out half worried for his hand and other half scared shitless.

“What if I wasn't there Y/N, anything could have happened to you,” you open your mouth ready to dispute but got caught off guard as his large hands came up to grab your chin drawing your face closer to his.

“You wanna know why I am angry Y/N? Its because you do the stupidest,most reckless things that endanger your live as if its not of importance to you.”

“Thats rich coming from you,” you manage to mutter out.

“You're right I shouldn't be the one to tell you that, but I am a southsider I don't get the same opportunities as you do.You can't keep risking what you have.”

Your jaws clenched in annoyance and you made it clear as you pulled his hands away from your face. “Fuck you Sweet Pea you don't know anything about me. So I made a stupid decision. What has that got to do with you? You're not my boyfriend so stop acting like you are!”

Something shifted in his eyes and for a moment you felt breathless from the way he looked at you in that instant. You were aware of how close he was to you, chest heaving from all the yelling that transpired and his shoulder hunched a little just so you guys are face to face. His eyes shifted from you eyes to your lip, his pupils dark as they focused on you.

“You have no idea how crazy you're driving me.” he says, voice deep and rough in ways that left your body tingling in anticipation.

“God I wish I didn't care about you as much as I do, I'm a serpent my loyalties lie with them not some bratty northsider.” he seethed and you hated how your body chose to respond to him. What the fuck was happening.This couldn't happen between you two. You swallow nervously and bring your hands up to push him off of you.

He didn't budge at first eyes still watching me intensely. “Sweet Pea….Move” you whisper breathlessly. Whatever was happening needed to stop right now.

After a moment he pulls back away from you. You let out a shaky breath and cast your eyes away from him trying to break whatever spell they were putting you under.

“I’m,” you stop trying to gather yourself. “I'm gonna go” you say finally.

“I'll take you home,”

You jump to argue as you also took in the sight of his bruised fist.

“Pea it-”

“Y/N i'm not leaving you alone,” he states matter of factly. You sigh and nod in defeat really not in the mood to argue anymore.

To say the ride to your house was awkward was an understatement. It seemed your body was still hyper aware of Sweet Pea and it felt uncomfortable have places of your body pushed up against his. As soon as you reached your house you practically leapt off in happiness.

“Well thanks for the ride im just gonna um go inside,”your words came out frantically conveying just how much you wanted to get away from him.

“Y/N wait,” his voice managed to root you in place as you dreaded whatever words he would mutter out next. You turned around and decided looking at your fidgeting fingers would be safer than his alluring eyes.

“Look at me,” he demands lightly. You breathe out bracing yourself for whatever was going to happen next.

“What?” you say defiantly meeting his eyes or maybe the space between his eyebrows. Gosh you felt pathetic.

“I think what you did was reckless,” you sigh already sick and tired of the same argument.

“Wait just listen,” he stands up from his motorcycle and you not so subtly take a step back.

You did not need a repeat of what happened earlier. You and him were barely friends so you didn't understand what brought on this new development in you guys’s relationship but you needed it to stop. Guys like Sweet Pea who were not used to being in serious relationships were something you would always try to avoid.

“I know i'm not your boyfriend, i'm not even sure if we are friends but that doesn't stop me from caring about you. You need to stop putting yourself in dangerous situations. You can end up getting seriously hurt.” He says staring deeply into your  eyes.

You felt the urge to look away again but didn't want him to think he affected you.You also did not want to dwell on the fact he said that he cared about you. A part of you however was happy he had even uttered those words. Sweet Pea had always been somewhat emotionally detached so having him say that to you made you feel special.

“Okay fine i'll admit what I did was...stupid so i'm sorry. Okay. There I said it. Happy?” You declare in defeat. This argument was honestly tiring you out and you just wanted to forget this day ever happened.

“I would be happier if we hugged it out,” His lips stretch into his signature smirk as he spreads out his arms and for a moment you were happy about the familiarity it brought.Your relationship was always one that was carefree and fun, you guys never labelled it as friendship or anything further than that but then again it never felt necessary.

“In your dreams sweet cheeks,” you say jokingly.

“That could be arranged.” he jokes back crossing his arms and your eyes are drawn to his bruised fist.

“If we still are on the topic of stupid and reckless actions let's talk about you punching the wall,” you say pointedly. He shrugs sheepishly momentarily appearing somewhat embarrassed for the reckless action.  

“You wanna come in so I can bandage that up“ you ask already pulling out your house keys from your jacket pocket.

“I dont think thats a good idea,” the roughness in his tone catches you off guard.

You swallow nervously but try to play off the change in mood “Why not? Afraid you won't be able to control yourself around me “ you half joke.

“Something like that,“ for some reason the answer left you excited and angry at the same to the point that you couldn't respond to him.

“I guess i'll see you around,“ he says getting back on his motorcycle and you found yourself unable to formulate coherent sentences and just watched as he sent a smug smile your way before riding away.

Somehow you feel infuriated, that sneaky bastard knew what he was doing.

[fionnmeetsharry]

The good kind of falling

A/N:  soooo i know its been forever and im sorry and i love each and every single one of you guys. I had a couple of requests for some Fionn Fluff so here iit is, i will have a smutt piece up soon because i had some requests for that too. After the smutt piece i will have another part to A&A up!!

“What, no no Fionn I can’t”. 

“C’mon Y/N I know you don’t have anything to do and it’s kinda like a house warming for me, I’ve finally got my own home”. You could hear the boys desperation for your company over the phone, you could practically see him pacing in his kitchen playing with his earring and yearning for you to say a yes. “Fine, you win Whitehead what time should I be there?” “7 good?” You could hear the smile in his voice, and it’s not like you didn’t want to hang out with him but you’d never spent the night, this was just something different something you weren’t used too. “Yea I’ll see you at 7”. //

This place was incredible, basically a little cottage hidden out in the country but it looked as if it was surrounded by a rainforest. 

You walked up the steps to the front porch, luggage in hand and a nervous heartbeat in your chest. After knocking three times you hear what seems to be a frantic Fionn behind the wooden door and a loud ‘Shit’ before it opened. “Y/N you’re here”. “Umm... yea it’s seven just like you said”. Fionn was frozen staring at you with his mouth hung open, he looked completely confused like he didn’t even know who you were. “Oh, yea I did say seven didn’t I, I just didn’t realize it was that late wanted to have dinner done before you got here”. “ You didn’t have to cook dinner and what happened to your hand”. Fionn was standing with a wet dish towel wrapped around his right as it dropped water onto his wood floors. “ Oh yea, I uh.. kinda burned my hand on the baking sheet, didn’t have my hand fully cover with the oven mitt”. “Well if you invite me in maybe I could help you with it...and dinner” Fionn got a frantic look on his face as he grabbed your bag and let you into his home, it was beautiful, peaceful. “Shit, I’m sorry, I’m a little flustered wanted everything to be perfect”.   “Fionn it’s just me and a few of your other friends, no one cares if it’s perfect or not, we just want to hang with you”. Fionn set down the wet towel and quickly wrapped his arms around your waist, burying his face into the crook of your neck and inhaling your scent to calm him down. “Thanks love”. “No problem, now let’s take a look at this burn yea”. After much researching and Fionn holding ice on his hand for about thirty minutes, you finally came to the conclusion that coconut oil was the best home remedy for burns. Fionn was reluctant at first about smothering his burned hand in coconut oil, but he eventually obliged and the two of you finished up dinner together. “I’m really glad you’re here Y/N”. Fionn said as he finished up a chipotle sauce that he made to go along with the tacos that he had cooked up for the night. “I’m really glad I am too”. You said taking a sip of water trying to make the feeling between the two of you seem less awkward. You’d spent plenty of time with Fionn alone, he was your best friend, but it was just something about watching him do domestic things in his new home that made you feel different. “Here, try this”. Fionn dipped his finger into the sauce, walking over to you and holding the single digit to your mouth. Reluctantly without breaking eye contact to make it seem less awkward you took his finger into your mouth, licking the slightly spicy sauce from his skin. “It’s good”.  You said barely above a whisper, you back leaning against the edge of the black marble counter. “Yea?”Fionn said swallowing to where you could see his Adam’s apple bob up and down. “So you like it?”You felt cornered as if Fionn was getting impossibly closer, not that you were complaining, that was the absolute last thing you were doing. “Yea, I do”. Suddenly there was a loud knock at the door followed by joyful hollering, the others were here and Fionn seemed like he was lost in his own world. “Fionn, I think everyone else is here”. Fionn came out of his trance, quickly washing his hands. “Guess I better answer the door then huh?”   Fionn hurried to the door, opening it to reveal a very excited Barry, Tom, and Harry all with luggage in hand. “Fionn, mate this place is sick”. Said Barry as he hugged Fionn quickly before fully entering the beautiful home. “And you must be Y/N, lovely to meet you”. You have Barry a shy smile and small wave as he and the others made their way inside. You didn’t know if you were feeling excitement from finally getting to meet Fionns friends, or relief from the strange moment the two of you almost had a couple of minutes ago. “Y/N love how are you?” Harry walked in, excitement on his face and his arms open always ready for a hug. Harry was the only other friend of Fionns that you had met, you swore that that man kept a schedule to make sure he had time for his friends. Every first week of the month Harry and Niall usually are hanging out or going to each other’s shows, every second week of the month it’s the same thing with Liam, and every third it’s Fionn. “I’m good H, how are you?” “I definitely can’t complain”. After a few more of Fionns arrived including Tom-GC and Jack, you all finally ate while admiring how beautiful the kitchen was. This had to be one of the most beautiful homes you’d ever seen, the combination of the wood detail and the glass doors either with beautiful countertops really pulled the whole kitchen together. 

After dinner, Fionn turned on his house speakers which ran through the entire home and the back patio, music filling the entire home. Everyone headed to the back patio while you helped Fionn carry some drinks out for everyone. After a few too many drinks all the boys were singing along to each song, each song getting more and more off key and louder as the danced around the gorgeous light of the pool. 

You were starting to feel a little buzzed after your third drink, meanwhile the boys were pretty drunk. You and Fionn were dancing, more of him just holding onto your waist so he didn’t fall down as “Touch” by Little Mix started blaring through the speakers. Fionn seemed to know all the word as he sang to you terribly off key “Just a touch of your love is enough to take control of my whole body” Harry and Tom were what looked like attempting to tango while jack and Barry were pouring themselves one more drink. This was the most fun you’d had in a while, listening to Fionn sing Little Mix and watching Harry’s dad dance moves, but you still weren’t sure about where you and Fionns friendship was going, you had always been touchy but he seemed to be even more than usual tonight. At around 3:17 AM you started helping everyone to bed, making sure that they got up the stairs and finding their rooms in the large home ok. Fionn being the last boy you help to bed as you try to help carry his stumbling self to his room and gently set him on his bed. “Y/N?” “Yea Fionn?” You said as you took his shoes off for him. “Do you think of me?” “Umm.... yea of course you’re my best friend. Do you think of me?” You said as you pulled him a clean pair of grey sweatpants from his drawer, handing them to him to change into if he could after you left. “Yea ... a l-lot... lot”. You laughed at your best friends drunken speech and question, “Well good, I hope so because I plan on being your friend for a while”. You started to leave the room to give him some privacy to change and also you were exhausted and really just wanted a shower. “Y/N”. Fionn called out in a whiny tone. You turned around to see the drunk boy fiddling with his belt trying to undo it he tugging the wrong way, making it tighter. “I can’t get this .... ugggh!” “Fionn Fionn be quiet, the others are sleeping”. He looked up at you with desperate, bloodshot, tires eyes like a child that was frustrated and just wanted help. “I can’t get this fuckin thing off of me”. He said trying to pull it off the wrong way one more time. “Ok ok, I’ll help you with the belt”. Fionn watched in amazement at your fingers working to get the belt undone like they were the magic key to some lock. “There see, the belts off and now you can change”. “Nooooo”. Fionn still has that childlike look of being helpless and you were the only one who could help him. You let out an aggravated huff as you got down on your knees to undo the button on his jeans. Fionn was watching you while grinning from ear to ear, “What is it Fionn”. You said as you stopped working at the button that seemed to be stuck, you weren’t that drunk.... were you? “You’re takin my pants off”. “Yes Fionn, I’m helping you change remember”. “Aren’t you gonna take me on a date first”. You rolled your eyes and continued to work at the button. “I haven’t any pants underneath”. The drunk boy snickered while keeping his eyes locked on your hands. “Fionn Whitehead you better have something on under these jeans”. “Kidding!-” Fionn screamed with smiling “I have on some”. Finally after much work and your fingers being sore you got the button undone, pulling his pants down and helping him into the sweats, and after much whining from Fionn helping him remove his shirt which he got tagged around his neck. “Sleep with me please”. A droopy eyes already under the covers Fionn said as you were about to leave. “What?” “Not like....n-not like seeex silly, jus’ it’s jus’ I don’t wanna be alone....please?”   “Ok”. You climbed into the opposite side of the bed, Fionn immediately wrapping his arm around your waist and laying his head on your chest. “I do think of you Y/N. I think about how happy I am when I’m with you, how I’m never that happy with anyone else. I think about how much I love playing with your hair and I wonder if you’re ok all the time when I’m not with you. I think of how soft your skin is and how you must put lotion on everyday, but them I remember you don’t put lotion on all the day and that’s just how you are. And I think about your scent, how you have this incredibly scent that makes me feel all fuzzy inside and how it comforts me and how I wish I could just bottle that scent up and have it for whenever we’re not together. And how if I could bottle that scent I’d call it my girl, cause you’re my girl Y/N.... well I hope you are one day at least because I think I’m in love with everything about you”. You were playing with Fionns hair while he was giving you his little speech, but you weren’t sure how to respond. Surely it was just the alcohol talking and he didn’t really mean any of that, or that’s what you had to tell yourself I order to get some sleep. You woke up to the sounds of a guitar and what seemed to be Fionn singing, looking over at the clock it read 10:48 AM. How long had he been up ? “Morning”. You said as you walked out onto his balcony where he was sat with his guitar and two plates of fruit and toast. 

“Morning, made breakfast. The rest of the lads aren’t up yet so I just brought it up here”. Fionn sat down his guitar and motioned for you to sit and eat. “What were you playing?”   Fionns cheeks instantly turned red as he avoided your eyes, “Just some fray”. “Well is love to hear more if you wouldn’t mind”. Fionn hesitated to pick his guitar back up, but that was the thing, if anyone else had asked him to continue he would have just changed the subject, but for you, for Y/N, he would do anything. “Oh, ooh, ohBe my babyOh, ooh, ohOh, ooh, ohOh, ooh, ohBe my babyI'll look after you There now, steady love, so few come and don't goWill you, won't you be the one I'll always know?When I'm losing my control, the city spins aroundYou're the only one who knows, you slow it down”. “I....I meant it ya know.... when I said that I think... that I’m falling in love with you”. Your face fell to shock. How did he remember that? Did he remember the whole monologue that he gave you? “W-what?” Fionn let out a small laugh as he set his guitar down, “I wasn’t that drunk Y/N, all the things I said last night, that’s how I really feel about you”.   “I’m not sure what to say. I mean I’ve been feeling a little differently about our relationship lately. I mean I hate it when you’re off filming and I don’t get to see you for months and I love how when we’re just hanging out and watching a movie if my feet are cold you let me warm them up on you. I love how when I have a bad day at work or a headache you’ll play with my hair and just talk to me until I fall asleep because I love your voice and I think.... I think I may be falling in love with you too”. Fionn leaned forward quickly, placing a soft and sweet kiss to your lips. “Your lips are even softer than your skin”. You laughed before capture his lips with yours, giving him a slightly deep kiss than before. “I’ve really been wanting that for a while”. Fionn pushes a stray piece of hair from your face, “Well how about we practice it just a little bit more after all of these hungover guys are out of my house?” “I’m holding you to that Whitehead”. After the boys left, the rest of your day pretty much consisted of making out and cuddling wth Fionn in his hammock. You  couldnt remember a time where you felt more happy and safe, you were lucky to have Fionn.

[fatesinthenight]

Dark's Heart (part 10)

*I hope you enjoy the last part of this story. im so glad so many people liked it. It gets a little steamy here though. Hope you like it and happy reading :)*

You wake up slowly eyes fluttering open. Your still sleepy and snuggle into your pillow but then realize its not a pillow. You lift up and yawn softly and your eyes begin to adjust. You look around an notice your not in your room. Then you feel a hand move over your hip and look down. Dark is sleeping peacefully, his bare chest rises and falls softly and you smile at him. You remember now what happened last night as you snuggle back to Dark’s chest.

After he drove off with you he took you out to eat as a redo of first date you had. He took you to an Olive Garden saying he remembered you saying this was as fancy as you have gotten on a date. After that he took you to a park and just walked with you. You were still dressed for the wedding so the people who saw you two thought you both were married. You told them no and pointed at Dark saying “he just took me from my wedding and just didn’t want to change because this outfit was expensive and you wanted to at least wear it for the rest of the day”. You both waked around til the sun went down and when you got back in the car he drove to his house. You look at him to say something but he kisses you before you say anything. 

Dark brings up a void to travel to and he brings you to his room. He lifts you in his arms his eyes looking so serious. He places you gently on the bed and moves over you propping himself up on his arms. Your heart is pounding so much and your red on your cheeks. Dark leans in and kisses you deeply. You wrap your arms around his neck and he wraps his arms around you. One hand moves to hold your hip and the other your back. He pulls back to let you breath and you move up to kiss his neck making him give off a soft growl. He kisses you more intensely and licks your lips and tugs your bottom lip with his teeth softly. You forgot how to breath and he made it worse by making your lips part and begins to French kiss you. Your heart is bursting while he takes over your mouth and your hand curls into his hair making him grip your hip more tugging you closer til you have no space between you. Dark stops and when he does he loosens his tie and tosses it to the side never keeping his eyes off you. He loosens his collar and tugs your clothes so your shoulder is exposed. Dark kisses your shoulder leaving a slow trail of kisses from there to your neck. You let out a little noise and he grins kissing your lips again. He puts his hand on your clothes from the top and looks at you seriously.

“Tell me now and I will stop. I’m not that much of a monster to do something you don’t want to do.” Dark looks deep into your eyes, his gaze is so intense yet his eyes are gentle looking at the hint of brown in those dark eyes. You answer by kissing him and undo a button of his undershirt, a part of his chest exposed. He then kisses you again intensely and unbuttons his shirt.

You blush so red remembering how the rest of that went. You pull the covers up over your bare back cold and shy. You remember how gentle Dark was. How he ran his had down your side slowly. The way he made sure you were ok to go further. How close he held you and how he held your hand carefully to the side. The way he whispered your name in your ear and when you said his he buried his face in your neck. You falling asleep in his arms being soothed by him stroking your bare back slowly and pulling the covers up to cover you, kissing your head when you slept on his chest.

You move his hand to the side carefully trying not to wake him and slip away taking with you a sheet to cover you and you look around for clothes. You find Dark’s white button up shirt on the floor and pick it up. You drop the sheet and put it on and sit up and put on underwear and run into Darks closet and take a pair of some black shorts he wears to bed on warm days. With that you slowly walk out of his room and close the door as carefully as possible. You go downstairs and get a glass of water and then your tummy growls. You want to wait for someone to ask if you can use the kitchen but your stomach isn’t going to let you. So you look into the cabinets and find the fastest thing to make. 

Willford wakes up to the smell of something cooking. He gets up and looks at his clock that reads 9:30 a.m. He sniffs the air and exhales happily. “Oooooo Host must be making breakfast now.” Willford happily jumps put of bed in his pajamas and rushes downstairs. “Hosty your the best I want all the bacon you go-” Willford stops when he sees you.

“O good morning Willford.” You look at him smiling. “Im sorry if I woke you up. Did I make to much noise?”

“Ummmm no… I smelled the bacon…” Willford saids slowly.

“O yea I got hungry sorry. Is it cool if I use your kitchen even if im already doing that.” You laugh a little.

“No no that’s fine… so ummm what’s on the menu?” Willford tries to remain cool butt he definitely knows why you are in the house so early in the morning. It makes him bashful for once seeing you in Dark’s clothes.

“O well bacon obviously. I’m also making some pancakes and eggs.” You point at the bowl that already has the batter mixed and another bowl with eggs already whisked. Willford noticed a bag of white chocolate chips, cinnamon, and brown sugar on the counter as well.

“Is that for the pancakes?” Willford points to the extra ingredients on the counter. Mostly focusing on the white chocolate chips.

“It is. I usually eat them with that in it but I didn’t want to add it if you guys didn’t like it.” You flip the bacon strips over.

“Well I do!!! I want extra chocolate with mine!!!” Will saids excited. “DO you want some help?”

“No that’s ok I got this. You sit down while I start the pancakes and eggs.” Will takes a seat at the table as you add the cinnamon and brown sugar to the mix. You pour a good scoop of mix on the pan and sprinkle a large amount of white chocolate chips on it.

“That smells good. Whats goin on here-” Ed sees you at the stove and is taken back by you.

“Hey Ed. Im making you all some breakfast. Park it over there with Will.” You smile at Ed and start on the eggs.

Ed sits with Willford still shocked. “Will.. how did (Y/N) get here and why are they in Dark’s clothes…”

“O you why.” Willford saids with a smirk and wiggling his mustache.

“Breakfast time is always import-” Silver stops when he sees you. “(Y/N)!! How did you…”

“Awww Silver you sleep on your outfit too awww that’s so cute.” You giggle. “I got some stuff ready. If you sit down I will start fixing some plates.”

Silver takes a seat and looks at Ed and Will. “Guys… did they…”

Ed pats Silvers head. “Silver remember our talk about the birds and the bees. You little innocent thing you.”

“Hey I know what it is. You know darn well I know what it is.” Silver saids blushing still. “I was with someone once”

“I really need some food.” Google drags in but fully wakes up seeing you.

“Google still sleepy? Don’t worry hopefully some food will charge you up. You still eat right?” You don’t know how Google works yet as he is an android.

“Umm I do eat at times still.” Google saids. He sits at the table. “By the way (Y/N) is dressed is it possible that they…”

“Don’t say it.” Willford saids holding his hand up at Google.

“I smell bacon…” Bim walks in and when he sees you he blinks twice not believing what he is seeing. “(Y/N) long time no see.”

“Ooooo Bim. Hi there. I saw you got into a relationship. That’s awesome!! Im happy for you.” You smile at him.

“Oo umm yes. Im happy I have my flower in my life now. Thank you.” Bim takes a seat at the table. “So am I seeing things or…”

“O yea its happening.” Willford saids still baffled.

“Im sorry but I thought I heard…” Host walks in with Dr.Iplier. Doc looks at you and sees what you are wearing, “(Y/N) how nice of you to join us this morning.” In the back of doc’s mind he is thinking is this really happening.

“Yes im glad to be here doctor. O Host I remember I read some of those books you told me the read. I loved them.” You say happily.

“Host is glad you liked his suggestions. Host also didn’t know you were here but feels an uneasy nervousness from the other egos. They have questions and also think that you stayed the night from your clothing meaning-” Doc stops Host from continuing and drags him to his seat. “Host is still confused to that is going on? Why are the others bashful?” Dr.Iplier whispers into Host’s ear and he blushes red. “O…. that’s why…”

When Yandere comes in he doesn’t mind you being there and waves at you happily like old friends and laughs to himself. “Someone got their senpi hehehehe.” When the King came in he hugged you and said he missed you. You hug him happily and then he notices your clothes. 

“Why are you wearing Dark’s clothes?” The king tilts his head.

“O he lent them to me. I stayed over and he gave me this.” You say but are shy too.

“Oooo so like a sleepover!!" The King saids happily. You nod and he sits at the table.

"Sleep over… right…” Ed saids also still not believing it.

You finish the food and make plates for everyone. You serve it to everyone smiling and even start a pot of coffee for whoever wants any. The egos dig in and are loving the pancakes. Willford is very pleased with the large amount of chocolate chips is in his. They thank you and you also eat too with them. Then they all feel a deep dread coming into the kitchen and look to see Dark walk in. He has on a dark gray robe tied in the front his chest slightly exposed and some pajama pants on. He looks like he is brooding making the egos nervous.

“There you are sleepy. I made some breakfast for you.” You get up and skip over to him happily. “Let me get some for you.” You try to reach for a plate on the top cabinet and you feel Dark come up behind you and get it for you.

“I can do it myself.” Dark sounds grumpy.

“Why so grumpy this morning? I thought you were a morning person.” You asks he puts on eggs and bacon on his plate.

He sets it down on the counter and makes you lean against it cornering you. He give you a mad look and leans in pressing his head to yours. “You were gone.” He places his hands on your waist. “I woke up and you weren’t there.”

“O… im sorry.” You brush his hair with your hand softly. “I got really hungry so I came here. I thought I should at least make some breakfast for everyone.”

Dark still give you a upset look. “If your going to be doing that then do it only for me. I don’t share. Im very selfish.” He leans in and whispers into your ear. “I thought I made that perfectly clear last night how badly I want you.” He smiles devilishly and you blush red.

The other egos are looking at you both eyes wide. Host blushes red, “Host heard something he shouldn’t have… Host now hates how good his hearing is..” The others don’t even want to know with a pretty good idea on what Dark must have said. King doesn’t get it and when he tries to ask Yandere pats his head saying its an adult thing.

Dark moves away from you and gets his plate and to the others surprise gets some pancakes. Dark doesn’t really have a sweet tooth but he takes the pancakes spreading butter on it then putting on a small amount of syrup. He goes to the table and sits down eating in casually. He looks up to see everyone looking at him so confused. “What? Just because I don’t really like sweet food doesn’t mean im going to turn down something my darling made for me.” He eats his pancakes while the others are taken back by what he just said. He just called you his darling infront of everyone. “And stop looking at (Y/N) like that. Your embarrassing them because it is clearly obvious we had sex last night.” Dark saids casually.

“Dark!!!” You blush red and go to him and smack him repeatedly on the back embarrassed. Dark only smirks at your embarrassment.

The other egos are all dead at this point. Ed falls over from his chair. Silver’s pancake falls off his fork. Host puts his head down really embarrassed and silent. The doctor’s mouth is open and he runs a had through his hair. Yandere holds in laughter and the king blushes finally understanding what is going on. Google glitches out blushing blue not computing. Bim blushes and almost chokes on food. Willford on the other hand makes a phone call.

“Will its too early… what is it.” Mark was already up at the office with everyone.

“Is everyone there now?” Willford asks.

“Yea why?” Mark is curious.

“Put me on speaker!!!” Willford gets exited. Mark doesn't get it and pressed to option for speaker. “Darkiplier got laid!!! Ok bye.” Willford hangs up.

Mark looks at his phone eyes wide. He looks up at the others. Tyler’s eyes are wide and he doesn’t know what to say. Kathryn’s mouth is open but closes it losing her words. Amy looks confused and wonders what the heck just happened. Ethan is blushing and looks at Mark, “Did he just say what I think he just said.”

“Well dam.. Maybe not he wont be so grumpy anymore.” Kathryn saids.

Your back in Dark’s room with him still blushing. You turn to him to say something but are cut off by him already kissing you. He lifts you up and walks over to the bed and plops you on it. He gets on top of you going back to kissing you and his hand is on the buttons of your shirt. “You look so good in my clothes… but I prefer them off.” He undoes a button. He kisses you neck and undoes another button. He looks at you and comes in to kiss you and you boop his nose.

“O no mister. Your not getting anything now.” You challenge him.

Dark makes a very seducing look. “You sure about that…” He runs a hand under the shirt his fingers brushing your waist.

You flick his head. “Positive. That’s what you get for what you said back there.” You pout tat Dark and cross your arms.

Dark rolls over to his back. “You punishing me? For stating the obvious? I didn’t take you to be so shy about that subject.”

You sit up and look down at him. “It’s embarrassing still.”

“I really don’t care. But it was worth it to see the look on your face.” Dark chuckles.

“Your so evil.” You poke his chest.

Dark smiles at you and holds your hand. “O darling but that’s one of the things you love about me.” He cocks his head to the side. “Can you at least lay with me for a little longer?” Dark takes his robe off showing his bare chest. He so did that on purpose.

You look at him still in an mad pout but darn it he was good. You lay down beside him and rest your head on his chest. He strokes your head and his other arms is wrapped around your waist. You right above his heart and listen to it beat. It sounds nice to you and you snuggle to him, as you do his heartbeat goes fast for a second. “I made your heart flitter.” You smile.

Dark lifts your chin to look at him. “Only you can do that. You should feel powerful no one has ever done what you have accomplished.”

You lift up. “What did I do?”

Dark kisses you softly. “You took my heart. Something I didn’t think I had.”

You cuddle to his chest again to listen to his heart beat. “I love you Darkiplier.”

Dark kisses your head. “I love you (Y/N).”

The End

Ed is outside still trying to process what he just heard when his phone rang. “Hey there. You wouldn’t guess what I just witnessed this mornin.”

“Really? Save it for next time I see you.” the voice saids.

“Ok ok. Its a real kicker I tell ya.” Ed laughs. “So same time today? Same place?”

“Yea I will be there. My little girl is really exited to meet you I tell her about you a lot.” the voice on the other end blushes.

“Awww cant wait to meet the little lady. I will bring my son along too. He wants to meet you too. I may or may not have talked about you too.” Ed smiles softly.

“Its a date then. I would like to meet your son. Just please don’t try to sell him off with my daughter as a bundle.” The voice laughs.

“Hey I wasn’t going to… maybe not yet.” Ed jokes. “See you then partner.” Ed hags up.

The voice hags up and takes a deep breath. They feel nervous but feel it has been long enough for them and Ed go finally introduce their kids to each other. They call over their daughter. She skips to the voice. “What is it?” She tilts her head. The voice smiles, “Today we are going to meet my special friend cutie.”

“You mean your boyfriend?” The girl smiles excited. “I wanna meet the cowboy!!” The voice smiles, “Yes that’s him.”

*Well guys this is the last one for Dark but now we move onto see Ed get his chance at love. Hope you guys stick around to see how it goes for him :)*

[survivekohsai]

Episode 1 - Should We Just Call It A Day And Vote Out A Heterosexual Or What ~ Isaac

Okay so right away I like trixie! Shes funny and I think we'll work well together. RTP is cool too since he likes HAIM and all HAIM lovers are great. Its fun having raf back on my tribe since we played before but I want to make new relationships so I dont want to just default to him. I also played with Eric before but voted him out so awk i hope he doesn't hold a grudge!! Im liking the tribe tho but hating this twist so much. Im using my idol at the first tribal FDSKJFSDH but then what if I get voted next since i dont have one.

I'm really nervous because I don't know anyone that well on my tribe except for Logan, and they all seem to know each other. I'm gonna slap on a smile and pretend that I have confidence.

WOW I JUST GOT IN AND IM EXCITED!!!!! well ummm I like to say ummm that everyone having idols is like ummm a bad thing because... if everyone plays it but one person.... they be idol'd out umm... yea. and plus... I have to like keep myself safe somehow...

This tribe? Loving the concept. I want to work with Bryce because I know he's a sweet baby boy. He'll be loyal if I scoop him up first. Also, Trixie is as cracked as ever. I love that we all have idols. Guaranteed safety is a concept I love, but Trixie also told me she has an extra idol. Now, she might be lying since she said that Willow told her that one "houseguest" got an extra idol. This ain't Big Brother, and I would have preferred if she did not have an extra idol. She is straight up lying to me, but we'll see how it goes from here. Tonight is for forging bonds.

Okay, this season is cute as heck! I am gonna give a full tribal first impression. Akito: My boy, we work well together and hopefully that can continue here. Isaac: Tends to get medevaced but I still adore this sweet boy and I look forward to playing with him again Jackson: Very social initially! I see myself in him, he also just started college and yadayada. Kelsey: We've exchanged like 4 messages but nice enough Linus:  A GOOD BEAN WHERE DID HE GO IN HOENN WE JUST DONT KNOW Mo: Pun Boy tm, but this is my turf so we're gonna have to share that title QuilLynn: Listen. She likes adore Delano. that's all I need Tyler: HE DOESNT LIKE MY PUNS that's all, see ya later 

Love my tribe not doing much for the challenge! I got 9 of our 16 points so hope it shows that I'm trying. Although I only got 9 of a possible 18 possible points I could have gotten so yikes 50%! 

im shocked we won immunity i didnt do anything sooooooOoo I was busy checking to see if i was pregnant jk

People I've socialized with: 0 

We meet again Raffy... We. Meet. Again.

I love my tribe its so cute! Jackson is my friend from TS Ebola and I love him so much so yay! Mo is great I'm really glad Him me and Jackson could form a good group so early! Logan is great he guested a week in a BB i'm in and he was nice and said he's glad to be playing a game with me so woo! Tyler is nice so far but you can tell he is cocky af and I know even though he's new he's good at these games! I'm hoping we lose immunity, because I think I'd like to take tyler out asap, but if we win at least I know i'm not first boot. 

So like yay for reward. Like winning a competition? A concept. Now, I feel like sending RTP to exile was the best decision since he was not going to participate in the challenge, but sending Tyler there was also an added bonus. I've played with Tyler before and I do not really trust him. I do not want him to make merge or be on the same tribe as him. So like, he can go sooner rather than later. Finally, me vs. Mo? We love a hero/villain dynamic. :) 

We lost the reward challenge, it would of been nice to go to exile and date someone on the other tribe. We would of some funnnnnnn like bring out the margarita bring out the nachos and quesadilla with guacamole. Because it's about to get HOT in here!

ok so my tribe is cool except trixie...they are annoying...im over it...and i got to go to exile because im gonna be at a wedding....lol take that! 

so... we lost. yep. hoping to kill an inactive, hoping to not die. that's all

We won! Loving the concept! Being safe is such an icon and Willow is such an icon. Anyways, I plan on working with Bryce, Trixie, and Richie because they seem like nice people. Literally nothing else to say because no gameplay yet.

Oh god.... oh god no..... this is bad this is really bad

im trying to get richie to showmance me and then we can later on down the road suddenly find out we're cousins and i think that'd be pretty funny. also i love willow she is so sweet and I hope she has a fun time hosting

I'm literally so fucking gay and I just want a showmance like ???? I get here and the only people who I can legally attempt to seduce are Tyler and Mo? So obviously I pick Tyler because Australians are hot and Tyler looks hot and that's fun. So I was like "lol let's vote out a str8 yeah" and then Willow descended from the heavens on her hoverboard and was like "he str8 scum" and I can't believe I'm about to get voted out because I slandered heterosexuals.

Guess who might be using their Jordan Pines idol! THIS GUY!!!!!!!!!!

Yay my tribe won immunity. Queens! I just hope that we can keep winning because I haven't talked to anyone. God I need a better social game.

" it will have juice and im living for juice" - Tyler 2k17 Heyo im alive! I was sent off to exile this round... And i came back with an Australian Super Idol! I was given the option to mutiny my tribe, but its a no from me, i tried convincing Ryan to come over but he has some sense in him so he didn't :(. The idol hunt was really intense, there was about 4 different clues leading other clues. It was an adventure and a half. So at 6am i found it! (With no sleep cause sleep is for the weak). Im not telling anyone about the advantage cause.... everyone's a ho. This whole tribal situation is very complicated with all the idols going around. I expect me to be a target this round so im 100% playing an idol considering i have two! I feel like if we just get 3 or 4 people to vote one person who won’t expect it we’ll be good it's hard because you want the vote to be unanimous so everyone feels included but this twist means we have to blindside someone every time Which means we might have to tell the person we vote for a name Yeah its going to be difficult But I bet the person getting the most votes will play an idol so if we just do our own little thing we should be good - My thoughts atm, also sent that to Jackson But now i think I'm going to vote for someone who would never guess that anyone else would vote for them, get rid of a juicy target while i can. Not sure if my vote will have any impact but it will have juice and im living for juice ;). No ones really chatting to me and im assuming most people will play their idols... so #YoloSwag

Yay we won reward!!! Happy to start off on a good note. Sad tho that regan striked. Hope she starts trying more. But I guess it would be nice to have an inactive to vote if we lost a challenge. Trying to socialize with 8 other people is hard but I think I'm doing alright so I hope I've made no enemies.

Tower 7 was a controlled demolition.

Hi there~! I'm Kelsey Valentana Mikaelson, coming to you live and IN full HD colour~! And, what else, it's time for a tribal! Going into the tribal, I was kind of groaning since I was fully expecting to be targeted but alas; I don't think it's going to be me! Now, don't get me wrong, I get that "as soon as you think you're safe, you're GONE!" and all that, but the drama doesn't seem to be circulating around me on tonight, and it's a welcome change! I think, for the most part, people are more set on letting Isaac get the boot tonight, which...eh. I tried throwing Linus' name out there but it seemed to get a bad reaction. Oh well. I still don't want to see Isaac Thunderf*ck go tonight however and this idol twist is very well placed to prevent that. I told Isaac he might receive votes tonight but, for the main part, it's between Linus and Tyler. I think Isaac really genuinely trusts me but I can't tell him he's the majority because...well, I'm actually being SPOKEN to! It's such a weird thing to happen to me, usually I have to do all the bone bashing for myself, but people are actually coming to ME and telling me options, it's uncanny! I don't want there to be any chance AT all of me losing those resources. Speaking of resources, if I had to guess who's puppermaster-ing at this point, I'd look over at lil' Jackson over there. I thought it was sweet and romantic that he wanted to talk to me about the vote and, don't get me wrong, it makes me feel swell but NOT swell enough to realize that the people he suggested to me were the very names everyone else seemed to have "heard" and not came up with themselves. For the most part,  I think my best option is just not...being Krazy Kels and blasting it, but sweaty, I'm only going to be calling Ms. Jackson if she nasty, you feel me? All in all, I'm feeling rather confident about tonight. Either Isaac goes and everyone feels comfortable with telling me plans; Tyler goes who's just...slimey. Or Linus goes! Who's basically just here for the food, I feel. Anyways, say goodbye to Derrick or Kim Chi. And THAT'S all there is to it~! Christmas was ROBBED! -Kelsey V Mikaelson

Hi I'm Jackson and this is my first Confessional. Okay so yeah about this tribe. Not sure how I feel. It's been helpful not having a One World twist (meaning I don't have an obligation to get to know the other tribe) but I haven't made a lot of connections here so it's kind of a wash. Quillynn is my babe and I hope people don't figure out how close we are (because I'm not turning on her anytime soon, that's for sure). Mo quickly pulled us in for an alliance, and while I like him, he's gotten a little attached to Tyler which is kinda messy. Akito is kind of strange but she's nice, and I think not many people talk to her so she's looking to work with me. I get paranoid vibes from Logan but otherwise I like him. Linus, Isaac and Kelsey have been barely active at all, which is problematic but it kind of makes me want them to stay over someone like Tyler (who I think is kind of a big threat). Either way we lost both challenges so that kinda sucks, although at least it means my friend Trixie is safe. Not that I don't want the other tribe to go to tribal at least once though. Any opportunity to finally vote Ryan M. out should be taken, as the students of Kvaloya learned the hard way. Oh by the way I hate this idol twist. I mean I'm probably gonna like it later on in the game when I want to vote out someone who's already used theirs, but for now, it sucks. The people I'm working with want to split the votes between Tyler and Isaac in case one of them idols, but I'm worried something could go wrong. Also it'd be awkward if Isaac went home and Tyler basically knew that he was the backup in case Isaac idoled (which is the truth of the situation, since Mo doesn't want Tyler out even though me and Q do). Okay I'm trying to get this done cause my friend wants to go to dinner so let's  end this here and hope I don't get voted out with like one vote lol

(Late)

okay yoooooo I’m here I’m still recovering from the trauma of my last game so my heart is still healing and I’m not running on full steam at the moment so i haven’t really talked to anyone theres no one on this tribe that i really have clicked with which kinda sucks but its mostly my fault for not speaking to anyone but also no one reached out to me either so they all suck too!!!! we won the first reward and immunity so things are looking good hopefully we can maintain this momentum so that i have time to build some relationships before things set off!

VOTING CONFESSIONALS

Tyler Kelsey voting you because both Tyler and Isaac are gonna play their idols. Maybe but this is a gamble and this vote is a throwaway. Might be me not gonna be surprised if it is everyone having idols is bad.

(Voting for Tyler)  Tower 7 was a controlled demolition

My vote tonight is for Isaac. I’m sorry love, I hope things work out for you <3

Tyler is a manipulative backstabbing little snake in the grass and while hes not masterminding now sweaty, tyler, it's your time to PACK

Logan - I don't know what the fuck is going on but I might as well throw my vote on somebody. Sorry dude. 

I will also be voting for Logan cause YOLO swag money get bitches 

Logan voted out (4) Tyler - (2) Isaac - 2 Logan - 1 Kelsey

Tyler, Isaac, and Linus idoled

Jackson, Quillynn, Linus, and Kelsey voted Tyler

Logan and Mo voted Isaac

Tyler and Isaac voted Logan

Akito voted Kelsey

[courtky]

What is your man’s name? - steve How long have you known each other?
- year and some months What color are his eyes?
- brown Where did you first meet your man?
- online or irl in cincinnati What was the first thing you said to each other upon meeting?
- i was nervous af i just remember saying DONT TOUCH ME and hiding cause he was really cute lol Who else was around when ya’ll met?
- airport ppl idk Were you friends before you dated?
- basically. Where did you go on your 1st date?
- uhhh well he came to visit me for my birthday and he stayed for the weekend so that whole weekend was basically our first date lol.. we got a hotel together and went to an amusement park (which was funny af because it was halloween themed and he gets scared easily LOL) and we went to texas roadhouse for steak and ya basically we stayed in the hotel and drank and played drunk mario kart lmao Do you remember what you wore or he wore on your 1st date?
- uh he wore a yellowish flannel with skinny jeans and i wore my dumb dress lol and i had these stupid uncomfortable shoes on that i ended up tossin so i was basically barefoot Most fun date you two have been on?
- man idk we've honestly have had a lot... probably when we spontaneously decided to go to myrtle beach for spring break ((which i rly needed i was stressed af from everything)).. it was so cool cus we had an oceanfront hotel and we got to go go karting and we ate at some cool restaurants and stuff and it was also the furthest ive ever drove by myself.. 8 hrs non stop.... !!!! even though we stopped on the way there at some ghetto ass motel omg LOL... they had advertised a breakfast bar.. when we checked in THE BREAKFAST BAR WAS LITERALLY JUST A PANCAKE MAKER THING ON THE COUNTER AND LMAO IT WAS SO FUNNY i couldnt sleep at all i felt like we were gonna die :(((((( omg and this was up in the virginia mountains so it was rly pretty scenery Do you go on more alone or group dates?
- alone duh Who usually pays for the date?
- he does usually or we split.. i pay whenever i can but lol hes the bread winner What does your man do to make money? - he works at a grocery store atm How many years apart are you?
- four Do you normally date older or younger guys?
- most of my exes were within a few months apart from me How did ya’ll first kiss?
- i was driving us from the airport to the hotel and we were listening to the radio and we were awkward af and we were talking and i got to a red light and he did somethin to get my attention and i looked over at him and the next thing i know we are kissin n shit LOL.. i remember cold play playing too and im like ru srs did u plaN THIS SHIT... then he kept tryin to kiss me while i was drivin at 70mph surprised we didnt die tbh Did he use any cheesy lines?
- hes a cheese factory lets be real How long have ya’ll been together?
- a year a five months almost When did you meet his parents?
- havent and prob wont Who said, “I love you” first?
- i think he did cause i usually dont lol.. we said it jokingly a lot when we were friends though so idk What was the first thing he gave you?
- gift wise????... his bracelet, we swapped bracelets.. like those rubber ones, so we could have somethin from each other since we were gonna be long distance for awhile.. he still wears mine and i wear his lol What’s the most expensive thing he’s given you?
- idk??? a hotel to the beach? even though we split that.. maybe my necklace? What’s the cutest thing he does?
- idk he does so much wHY DO I HAVE TO PICK ONE??? he grabs my hand and holds it while we are drivin and it makes me melt tbh What does he call you?
- A TON OF STUPID SHIT LMAO we both say stupid nicknames.. booboo is probably the worst How well does he know you?
- way too well How well do you know him?
- fuck if i know.. id like to say a lot Do you know any of his ex’s?
- no, just stories Is he friends with any of his ex’s?
- hope not :o)))))) will kill them :o)))))) What is his favorite thing to do?
- watch youtube vids prob or play dead by daylight LATELY What is one thing that really annoys him?
- probably when i harass him when hes trying to sleep 0:) Are you happy?
- with him??????? yes Do your parents like him?
- yepyepyep Is he the best kisser out of all that you’ve kissed? - yessss he has very kissable lips ugh What does he do that gives you butterflies?
- god him looking over at me gives me butterflies :((( or when he says cute things n stuff Have you ever gotten into a fight?
- OH DEFINITELY If so what was it over?
- >:( How many kids does he want to have?
- idk never really said a number but we do want some, prob 2-3 Have you ever loved anyone else?
- well yeah, but this is probably way different What is your best memory together?
- first memory to pop in my head: playing pokemon go in some forest in columbus and litERALLY RUNNING FOR CHARMANDERS Have you talked about a future together?
- yup Do you think you two will get married?
- im hoping if all goES WELL When you first met, did you think it would end up the way it is?: 
- no not at all after all the disappointments ive had?????? LOL... esp when he said he would come visit me i was like yea ok.... now we live together w t f Is he what you ‘normally go for’?: 
- no tbh but im so glad i went for it Do/did your friends approve of him?:
- yea Are you friends with his mates?: 
- idk any of his friends personally since theyre in texas, although i did msg one on facebook If it came to it, would he rescue you at 3am if needed?:
- definitely i THINK :-) How many times a day does he tell you he loves you?: 
- a lot Do you trust each other?: 
- :-/ yeah i try Ever layed in bed together in each others arms?: 
- every night I SLEEP ON HIS CHEST Would you trust him if you left the town for a month with no contact?: 
- yea i think Does it bother you if he doesnt say ‘I love you’ when he leaves?: - no lol Does he pull you aside to kiss goodbye or do it there and then?: 
- umm depends??? usually there and then? Has he ever asked you if his outfit looks okay?: 
- yes lmao Does he own a lot of shoes?: - not really no Ever been in a drunken state and said some things you wish you didnt to him:
- yeS LOL What colour eyes would your child have?:
- probably POOP BROWN Does he greet you with a hug each time you see him?: 
- basically or kisses Has he ever bought you a gift for no reason but his love?:
- ya he brought me flowers and when i was sick he got me tissues and ramen and medicine :o) Ever stayed up chatting til stupid oclock on the phone?: 
- yES Do you text a lot?: 
- yes!!!

[fatesinthenight]

Silver's Suit (part 4)

Silver is beginning to lift his mask when someone walks up to him. "Wow I love your costume it looks really good."

You and Silver look to see Mark. Silver is shocked and is frozen on the spot wondering why he is there. You on the other hand are speechless and trying not to freak out that Mark is beside you. Even so there is an awkward silence and you three are just staring at each other.

"Ummm thank you." Silver is trying to act natural. As much as he can tell Mark was also trying to do the same.

"Yea its funny to see someone dressed up at Silver here when i made it a surprise that i was going to be here giving out Silver Shepard comics." Mark smiles at both of you. "I'm sorry i just walked in on you two but i couldn't help it when i saw you. Hi I'm Mark its nice to meet you."

Silver feels nervous and just saids a soft "Hi.."

You on the other hand trying to be cool not freak out. "Hey im (Y/N). Can i just say i really love your videos. You are a really funny guy and thank you for the laughs and good times. You are a cool dude."

"Thanks. I wouldn't be where im at without you guys. I just wanted to make videos and well here i am now. Thank you for liking my dumb videos and sticking around for this weird guy." Mark points to himself and makes a funny face. "Do you guys want to come see the comic? We still have a good amount left."

"Ooooo really cool! Lets go Silver." You walk over to the table happily and pick up a comic. Thomas is there and you hold in more freak outs because you also know his web comic and are a fan. He talks to you and you try to act normal while Mark is with Silver.

"Mark what are you doing here! It would have been a good heads up if you said you were doing this." Silver looks at Mark.

"Like I'm suppose to know you were going to be here! I did this a surprise, i was going to come over to the house the next day to show you the comic but well... Surprise!" Mark smiles at Silver hoping to relax him.

"Not helping... I haven't told (Y/N) that im the real Silver yet." Silver whispers to Mark.

"I know. The others told me the situation. They were worried about you Silver. And so am I." Mark said.

"Wait are they here." Silver looks around and then it hits him looking at the group of cosplayers by the tale beside you. The pink mustache on Deadpool was a dead give away. "Wow those outfits look amazing. Did they really make those in the past hour?"

"Its Willford Silver. You know when he gets an idea he goes for it at full force." Mark looks at the others dressed up. "You got to admit Google looks really good in his."

"I was just about to say that." Silver admits. Mark and Silver look at Google in awe as he shows someone how his hand lights up.

"Anyway I just want you to know that im really rooting for you." Mark looks at Silver seriously. "I want all of you guys to be happy, yes even Dark if he behaves enough. I know it can be hard and im sorry for that but you know if someone really likes you they like you for whats here." Mark points at Silver's heart. "That comes first before anything else not just about who you look like."

Silver feels happy knowing Mark really cares and how he is trying to encourage him in this. "Thank you Mark. I just hope that (Y/N) feels that way before i tell them... what if they don't? What if they don't like me after all?" Silver fiddles with his gloves.

"If they don't Silver then it is their loss. Your a great guy and if they cant see past your looks then they are not meant for you. Anyone would be luck to have you." Mark pats Silver's back. "Hey lets get to the table before Willford gets a hold of Thomas about his comic book."

"True. We need to save Thomas." Silver smiles.

Silver and Mark make it to the table and you are there looking through the comic happily. Sadly Silver and Mark didn't make it fast enough to save Thomas as Willford continues to slide him more of this drawings for his future comic. Thomas is scratching his head as Willford is explaining a arc where aliens invade Earth and he has to time travel to have Abraham Lincoln help him. You look up at Silver and jump to him.

"Silver look at this!! It so cool!!" You hand Silver the comic. "Isnt it neat. It is only one issue but i love it. If there was a series i would defiantly get more."

"Really? You like it that much." Silver blushes.

"I mean yea. Silver Shepard is a goof hero but he does his best to save the people. It makes for a good series don't you think. I mean you are dressed like him and your nickname is Silver and all right." You smile at Silver.

Silver feels it coming. He has to tell you now. You are looking at him so happy, eyes sparkling. Silver just wants to hold you and snuggle you so badly. "(Y/N) can i talk to you. Ummm in private." Silver feels his face go red from nerves.

"Umm sure but i don't know where we would go to be alone its pretty packed here." You shrug as you look around.

"Um hey if you want i can ask someone to let you two step out in closed off area." Mark speaks up beside Silver. "I mean its the least i can do. You did dress up as well you know." Mark is trying to act casual.

"Wow really? Thank you Mark. Your a really nice guy." You smile at him.

"No problem." Mark talks to some security and they say they can take you somewhere private. As you two walk away Silver looks back at everyone. Mark is giving him a thumbs up and Thomas nods. Willford gives double thumbs up and Bim waves. Google lets his face show to smile at Silver. Ed is doing a happy square dance and Dr.Iplier along with Host are hoping everything goes well.

Once you two are alone you look at Silver curious. "So what is it?"

"(Y/N) i need to confess something..." Silver twiddles his thumbs.

"Ummm is something wrong?" You start to get worried.

"No its not that. Well maybe but i ummm. You know how i told you i like to be called Silver. Well that's actually my name. And my cosplay is not a cosplay. This is how i always dress..." Silver saids slowly.

"Ok then... so your really into this character then." You are getting confused more.

"Well that's actually the thing. I'm the real Silver Shepard." Silver holds his breath.

You don't say anything for a while. "Am i being punked? If so where is Ashton Kutcher."

"No no your not being pranked (Y/N). I'm being very serious. I'm Silver Shepard." Silver is shaking.

"I mean i know the egos are around. I couldn't go to that meet up with the egos but are you really being serious." You look at him in disbelief.

Silver takes a breath and rolls of his mask. He looks at you nervously. You look at him taken back. You knew that the egos look like Mark but you never met any to see it for yourself. Silver was the spitting image of Mark but one thing that was different was his hair style. Silver's hair was longer before Mark had it cut to the way it looks now. His eyes look soft as he looks at you waiting for you to say something. "See..." He tugs his cheek. "Its really me."

"I have been with the real Silver this whole time..." You feel your heart beating fast.

"I didn't say anything because i wanted you to like me for me. Usually it is because what is under the mask and well not for me. I had a relationship once and they only wanted me for who i looked like and not for who i really am. And i am someone who is a hero that feels comfortable in this suit and mask. I don't like taking off the mask because i like being me a hero. I know it looks weird i do i get that sometimes from others. I just wanted to be me. I wanted to say something sooner but i was to scared to do it... I'm sorry i didn't say anything sooner. And i asked you here because i really like you (Y/N). I think your a cool person. You light up so much seeing something you love. You can talk all night about something you are passionate about. You may thing it is annoying but to me i love that about you.  I want you to be yourself and feel comfortable with it and when you are you are such a sweet person. I like you a lot... So im here the best hero doing a very scary mission that terrifies me more than that rhino. Will you go out with me..."

You don't know what to say. You are trying to take it in still and everything feels heavy. You look at Silver who is waiting for you to answer looking like he is holding his breath. Thinking to yourself you know he hid that he was Silver from you but you do get why he did. however it makes you think that he thought you were going to only want him for that reason alone. You feel yourself doubting yourself and thinking did he always assume that is why you would want to go out with him. You are confuse with that idea and feel worse wondering if the thought more bad things about how you would possibly react.

"I... I don't know..." You whisper. Silver's face falls.

"Did you really think i was only going to like you because you look like Mark. I couldn't have cared less what was behind the mask before you took it off. You really didn't think good about me before i got here did you..." You get teary. "I thought you knew i wasnt like that. I do like you Silver for you but it hurts that you thought i wouldn't... I like you.. so how can i trust you when you didn't believe in me fully.. how-"

In that moment Silver pulls you into his arms. He holds you so close and snuggles into you. You don't know what to say and your heart races. Silver feels horrible.

"I don't deserve you..." Silver whispers. He lets you go and walks away head down.