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#but yeah it was this afternoon that it kinda. ig there was this mental role reversal like.
myownprivatcidaho · 3 years
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hello!! it’s the anon from a bit ago!!!! i truly hope i’m not being annoying and/or incredibly invasive in your life but i know personally it’s always helped to hear other peoples experiences with romance centered things in general. for me i really hit a point where my mental health was deteriorating because this guy wouldn’t answer me back, genuinely it was becoming unhealthy and obsessive and i truly believe you have to have a moment of introspection if it comes to that point. i had to be honest with myself and be like okay sis he either likes you or doesn’t and either out come you HAVE to find a way to be okay with it. it’s not up to ourselves to force other people to do things. i had to have a genuine moment of being like put the phone down, go read a book go sit outside go talk to someone go do literally ANYTHING else then sit around and think about how this guy must hate you because of xyz reasons just because he’s not replying to a text. i will say him not responding was annoying as FUCK but i can also realize that i was putting all my self worth and just belief in LOVE in this entire cellular communication and nothing else which is not good. if you have have a chance to be open and honest about your intentions, and you feel like that’s something you can do…be honest and go for it. tell him directly or semi-directly your intentions. you seem like a lovely bright person and he sounds like he is showing signs of feeling the same way so don’t let something like miss communication ruin your life!!!! again i hope this isn’t like annoying as hell
pls dont apologize! honestly it really does help hearing from other people so ty :D and yeah i think im kinda starting to approach this point where. like yknow its his move and whatever he does i am gonna have to accept it. you ARE right about getting overinvested, i do have a tendency to do that and need to figure how to moderate this one specifically so ty for pointing that out!
#definitely worried about like. voicing interest or being upfront with intentions though yknow#especially like. again idk if hes just extremely shy and/or Doesnt Want To Get His Heart Broken or just like. is attracted but doesnt want#to take tgat anywhere. hes kinda hard to get a general read on at times. i think hes SLOWLY starting to like. unfurl now that im more#deliberately expressing interest#but yeah it was this afternoon that it kinda. ig there was this mental role reversal like.#oh he is a person and inherently a very very imperfect one. and thats gonna entail stuff thatll have to be worked out between us#like yknow when you like someone and youre just sizing yourselfup thinking 'well THEYRE perfect and im ME' and thats the root of your#nervousness.#idk like. with the general options either he just generally isnt fast to respond for other reasons#or hes shy or insecure or something#either way this is a PERSON here im dealing with not just a Static Crush i have to be good enough for#if any of that makes sense#BUT. butttttt. im still wanting to press forward anyways knowing that like. hes not perfect and theres stuff thatd have to be talked about#and worked out. like im still interested in him. kinda worries me even more like if hes nervous over anything and worried i might react#badly. like NO beloved i want to work things out if theres anything you need help with i want to help#and i want to make you soup <3#but yeah man its. Yeah.#but yeah. taking a step back that frustration is valid but i need to not let it get the best of me though#ty again :)#archived.crush
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kekepuaa · 8 years
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Ladyblogging, part two
Summary: in which marinette realizes that the internet is a lot smarter than she thought and that the only way to protect her identity is to join the ranks. identity reveal. adrienette.
Notes: High-key bowled over by the positive responses I’ve received :’) Thank you for all the love!
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part two: soundtrack snobs [Previous][AO3]
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Ladybug Unknown, Paris, France.
Join date: 2016-04-16
Ladybug’s Official Blog.
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F.A.Q.
1.) Is this really Ladybug? It says official for a reason.
2.) Does Chat Noir have a blog? Probably. 
3.) Who are you? I am Ladybug.
4.) Can I send you LadyNoir fanart/fics? While I appreciate the support, I’d rather not see it. 
5.) Are you single? Probably. 
6.) Are you ever going to tell us your secret identity? They’re called secret identities for a reason c: 
7.) Do you have a Twitter/IG/FB? Ladybug does not, no. 
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Marinette DC @littlestutterbug 645 Followers//210 Following 
Marinette DC @littlestutterbug [IMAGE] I haven’t slept in three days but tHIS DESIGN NEEDED TO BE DONE HAHAHAHA #fashiondesign 
Alya C. and 42 others liked your Tweet WALK WALK FASHION BABY and 14 others Retweeted your Tweet
Adrien Agreste in reply to Marinette DC @littlestutterbug wow marinette! that looks fantastic! :-)
Marinette DC in reply to Adrien Agreste @adrienagreste Thanks, Adrien :D
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It wasn’t the first time Adrien had tweeted to Marinette, but God, every time he did, the girl felt like she was walking on clouds. It was like clockwork: one sleepy Marinette posts a barely-finished design idea, people like it, Adrien tweets her, and Marinette inevitably spends the next twenty minutes waltzing around her room and sending incoherent texts to Alya.
“He said it looks fantastic, Tikki!” Marinette cried, side-stepping a small pile of fabric scraps, “Adrien said my drawing looks fantastic.”
“Yes, Marinette. I was there, remember?”
“But Tikki! This is Adrien!” Tikki could hardly keep her amused snorts down, eyeing her starry-eyed charge as she continued to dance in her room. The last time something like this had happened, Tikki was napping and was rudely awoken by Marinette’s shrieks of unbridled joy.
Sometimes, it was hard for the kwami to make the distinction between her lovable (but still flighty and just a little Adrien-crazed) Marinette and her lovable, brave, and still flighty and just a little Adrien-crazed Ladybug. The girl wasn’t particularly talented at keeping her feelings for the boy at bay when she was on the job, luckily, she hardly ever sees him in the midst of an akuma attack.
And speaking of keeping her feelings for Adrien under wraps while still transformed. 
“Marinette, are you sure this whole blogging business is a good idea?” Tikki hadn’t been able to voice her concerns before, as she was sucked up into the earrings before she could even make sense of what Marinette was doing.
All Tikki knew was that Ladybug had an Official Blog that was run by Ladybug herself.
Tikki wasn’t too sure if this was a good idea.
“It’ll be fine, Tikki!” Marinette reassured, lazily waving her hand at her kwami, “It’s not like I’ll be posting selfies regularly.”
“Last night, you transformed for the sole purpose of taking a selfie,” Tikki deadpanned.
“Details!” Marinette said, “It was for proof that this blog belongs to Ladybug. I won’t make a habit out of it, I promise.” 
Tikki knew Marinette, and while she did trust her to protect Paris on the regular from the one particular jewelry-obsessed villain, she wasn’t sure that Marinette would be able to run and blog and not give out too much information. But if Marinette said that it’d be okay, then she really had no other option but to have faith in her charge.
After all, what’s the worse thing that could possibly happen?
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Ladybug Posted: 2016-04-22
Subject: Blogging for Dummies
Hello, all. Lovely day we’re having, no? Well at least, it’s nice where I live. If you live somewhere where the sun isn’t shining or its gloomy/snowing/raining, then I’m sending some positive vibes your way. 
It’s been a few days since I’ve joined this blogging platform thing and I find myself at a disadvantage: what could a superhero possibly blog about without giving out too much information about herself. I’m sure Chat Noir is dying to fuss at me for creating this blog, but I’ll take care of that when the time comes LOL.
Provided that someone gets akumatized and I am forced to take a break from my totally normal life as a Parisian adolescent (you already knew that) and resume my role as Ladybug. 
I’m just ranting at this point, honestly.
I just wanted to give an update, say hey, and ask what am I supposed to be talking about on a blog that isn’t too revealing :’)
-LB
Comments:
Response to Blogging for Dummies Posted: 2016-04-22 Subject: WELCOME TO THE THUNDERDOME
bugab00: HI LADYBUG! I LOVE YOU! Maybe you should blog about things you like? I’m sure there are plenty of people who have the same hobbies as you.
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Response to Blogging for Dummies Posted: 2016-04-22 Subject: SCHEMING.
yoyomaster12: Did the Ladyblog put you up to this???? Or IS this the Ladyblog??
Response to SCHEMING. Posted: 2016-04-22 Subject: Ain’t nobody got time for that
The Ladyblog: LMAO. Yeah, no. Also, LB: blog about whatever you want. That’s the beauty of it. People talk about their interests; topics that they could talk about for days. 
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Response to Blogging for Dummies Posted: 2016-04-22 Subject: (no subject)
chatblanc: You could talk about what you and Chat do while you’re doing your patrols or your akuma battles...that way, you won’t put yourself in any compromising position...or you could give little snippets about your day to day life?
Response to (no subject) Posted: 2016-04-22 Subject: POR QUE NO LOS DOS?
The Ladyblog: I second what chatblanc is saying here!
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Response to (no subject) Posted: 2016-04-22 Subject: If I had a hat, I’d tip it to that. Stay tuned! Ladybug: :-)
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Alya C. @theladyblogger #LADYBUG HAS A BLOG!!! AND I ACTUALLY TALKED TO HER ON IT!!!! [LINK]
LADYBUGGING TF OUT and 32 others liked your Tweet ChatNoirLuver12 and 4 others Retweeted your Tweet
Adrien Agreste in reply to Alya C. @theladyblogger Do you really think it’s her?
Alya C. in reply to Adrien Agreste @adrienagreste I’m p sure its her. Though, we can never be 100% positive. Maybe she’ll blog about patrolling.
Chloe Bourgeois in reply to Alya C. @theladyblogger @adrienagreste LOL she’s probably a fake trying to get everyone’s attention (1/2)
Chloe Bourgeois in reply to Alya C. @theladyblogger @adrienagreste in that way, her blog kinda reminds me of yours, alya (2/2)
Alya C. in reply to Chloe Bourgeois @queenbee @adrienagreste LMAO DID WE ASK U?
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Ladybug Posted: 2016-04-23
Subject: Quasimodo deserved better
[Photo] 
Isn’t the Seine gorgeous at this time of the day? I don’t get to come here often with my schedule, but when I do...it’s probably my favorite place to think by myself.
Oh! Greetings from Notre-Dame! 
Fun fact: The Hunchback of Notre Dame is one of my favorite Disney movies (though if we’re being real here, the actual book is downright depressing.) Anyway, I spent the afternoon binging Disney movies and took a break after the Hunchback of Notre Dame to get some air.
It got me thinking: Do you ever think about the semi-adult themes that older Disney films used to have?
You’re not going to see some creepy old man exploiting his power to force himself on a woman in a Disney movie these days. Not that I’m asking for it, I’m just saying that it’s crazy how much Disney films have changed. Ahh, I wish I could listen to the Hunchback of Notre Dame soundtrack right now, but y’know...
...it’s probably not safe to swing around Paris on a yoyo, especially from this height. 
I should probably go back to do some homework (the perks of still being in school...I’m being sarcastic), but this spectacular view beckons me :’) 
As a side note/closing: What’s your favorite Disney movie? Because I’m genuinely curious and I feel like the Hunchback of Notre Dame is slept on and it’s an injustice.
-LB
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Comments: 
Response to Quasimodo deserved better Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: Have you watched the sequel? Ugh. Garbage.
ladynoirTRASH: Would I be a biased Parisian if I said that I loved Beauty and the Beast?
Response to Have you watched the sequel? Ugh. Garbage. Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: YEAH THE SEQUEL DOESN’T EXIST
Ladyboogieoogieoogie: Gaston is literally the only reason why I love that movie. He’s so ridiculous lol. Are you gonna watch the live action?
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Response to YEAH THE SEQUEL DOESN’T EXIST Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: why are sequels even a thing lmfao
ladynoirTRASH: SKLDFAJASLKDFJJSA DUUUDEEEE.  so hypeeeeddddd for the liveaction!!!!!!
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Response to Quasimodo deserved better Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: ANYONE CAN COOK
rainbowquartz: ......i’m a parisian...whose favorite disney movie.....is...ratatouille....ehehehe.........
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Response to Quasimodo deserved better Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: TOPSY TURVY IS THE BEST SONG ON THE SOUNDTRACK
chatblanc: The Aristocats is hands down the best Disney movie ever. I’ll fight you on this, Ladybug.
Response to TOPSY TURVY IS THE BEST SONG ON THE SOUNDTRACK Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: are we not gonna talk about god help the outcasts? because...
Ladybug: Judging by your username, I’m not surprised. 
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Response to are we not gonna talk about god help the outcasts? because... Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: Nah. Topsy Turvy tops. chatblanc: everybody wants to be a cat~~~
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Response to Nah. Topsy Turvy tops. Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: BLOCKT Ladybug: Ugh have you been talking to Chat Noir?
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Response to BLOCKT Posted: 2016-04-23 Subject: The truth will set you free chatblanc: Wouldn’t you like to know, LB? ;)
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“Marinette, apparently Ladybug has the same favorite Disney movie as you!” Alya said the next afternoon. The best friends had taken their usual seats in their classroom, waiting for the teacher to arrive. 
“O-Oh?” Marinette said, mentally slapping herself for stuttering. She made an attempt at appearing indifferent, taking her time to big through her bag for her books, “She likes Mulan?”
(To be fair, Mulan was tied for first place with the Hunchback of Notre Dame, but Marinette didn’t need to elaborate on that.)
Alya cast her best friend a strange glance, “No, she likes the Hunchback of Notre Dame! That’s your favorite Disney movie...”
Ever the bad improviser, Marinette unconvincingly shrugged and dropped her things on her desk, “That’s cool, I guess.”
So convincing, Marinette she scolded herself. Marinette felt that should have seen this coming. Every little detail she’d release on her blog, she’d be forced to listen to everyone gush about it until the end of eternity. And, worst of all, if she wasn’t careful, people would start tallying up the similarities between her and Ladybug.
Movies were one thing--what if she let it slip that she was really a student whose name totally wasn’t Marinette Dupain-Cheng? The logical part of her brain that had yet to short circuit denied the possibilities of this happening, but that still didn’t stop Marinette from scolding herself.
She let out a frustrated huff and dropped her elbows on her desk, rattling the surface and sending one of her pencils over the edge, hitting the floor with a loud clatter.
The noise seemed to attract the attention of Adrien, who at this point, she hadn’t noticed was in the classroom since she was preoccupied with her own internal monologue. She flushed bright pink as Adrien bent down, collected her pencil, and returned it to her desk with a bright smile.
“Ah, thank you very much!” she squeaked.
“It’s no problem, Marinette,” Adrien replied. Instead of turning back to the front, Adrien alarmed her by leaning forward, momentarily catching her off guard with the green of his eyes. He tilted his head and continued to beam at her, “So, did I hear that right? Your favorite movie’s the Hunchback of Notre Dame?” 
“Yeah, mmhmm, I sure do love the Hunchback of Notre Dame! It’s great, like you!” she shook her head, “I-I mean, it’s great! It’s a good movie. Yeah!”
“I agree!” Adrien said, “What’s your favorite song from the soundtrack? I’m quite partial to Topsy Turvy.”
Alya scoffed, “Oh, do not get Marinette started on that. She’ll literally fight anyone who says anything other than God Help the Outcasts.”
“Is that true, Marinette?” Adrien asked, suddenly amused.
Marinette’s throat felt dry. She didn’t trust herself to speak, as the last part of her brain had just about short circuited from receiving so much attention from Adrien. She quietly nodded.
Chuckling, Adrien turned back around towards the front, just as the teacher walked in, leaving Marinette to her own thoughts. Ignoring Alya’s smug look, Marinette cracked open a textbook and buried her face in it, where she remained the entire lesson.
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Ladybug Posted: 2016-04-25
Subject: First of all, how dare you?
You know those people who can probably make whole civilizations crumble under the weight of their stare while remaining completely oblivious to their True Power?
Yeah. The absolute W O R S T. 
Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m just gonna go crawl under a rock and die. 
-Resident Human Disaster LB
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Comments:
Response to First of all, how dare you? Posted: 2016-04-25 Subject: Y’KNOW IF I DIDN’T KNOW ANY BETTER, I’D SAY YOU WERE IN LOVE
chatblanc: I’m 99.9% sure you have the same effect on people.
Response to Y’KNOW IF I DIDN’T KNOW ANY BETTER, I’D SAY YOU WERE IN LOVE Posted: 2016-04-25 Subject: Bite your tongue, stranger internet cat
Ladybug: I’m 99.9% sure that YOU’RE A LIAR
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Response to Bite your tongue, stranger internet cat Posted: 2016-04-25 Subject: Denial isn’t cute, LB
chatblanc: you really think someone would do that, just go on the internet and tell lies?
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Response to Denial isn’t cute, LB Posted: 2016-04-25 Subject: YEAH, WELL NEITHER ARE LIARS
Ladybug: GET YOUR GARBAGE MEMES OFF MY BLOG OMG
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