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give-grian-rights · 3 years

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HERMITCRAFT 8 LIVEBLOGGING

fifteen hermits worth of liveblogging. i am losing my mind. LONG POST AHEAD.

JOE HILLS (First HC8 Video)

Mumbo did the speech. he forgot everything he was supposed to say <3

Pearl and Gemini were just .in a pit . having stuff thrown onto them

Every Hermit is staying on the same continent !!

FIRST DEATHS VERY QUICKLY, Iron Golems took out Tango and Etho (maybe more?)

Joe seems to be the only one looting the chests

Evil Jevin !!

Evil Xisuma appearance on Jevin’s 60 second video!

Pearl has something planned for an “archeticual wonder” for a resupply area upon death?

Stress, Xisuma and Joe are capturing villagers and starting up a resupply debut.

Bdubs is killed by Cleo and is now OUT FOR BLOOD

First death counts- Etho, Tango, Bdubs, Cleo?

Cleo was killed by Keralis

Joe has now supplied Cleo with weapons and food . She left but not before saying “Time to kill BDubs again!”

Gemini was killed by Bdubs! They both died and are now at spawn.

Pearl was killed by Cleo

Pearl is planning a respawn inn !!

Cleo was killed by Iskall

Cleo was killed by Pearl

False, Stress, and Gemini team up??? AA!!! they brought a delivery of supplies to Joe <3

i wish i knew what was happening on that end .

APPARENTLY XISUMA IS ONTO MAKING THE SECOND VILLAGER BREEDER ALREADY ??

Iskall is the first with Diamonds??

Breathe in that ash !

WAIT IS TANGOS EYES LIKE THAT RN BECAUSE HES TEAMED WITH KERALIS AND BDUBS ???

KERALIS, BDUBS, AND TANGO TRIED TO DO A SHAKEDOWN ON JOE. HE TRIED TO DROP LAVA, GOT HIMSELF ONTO TWO HEARTS BECAUSE HE PLACED IT ON HIMSELF, AND IS NOW SWIMMING OUT INTO THE SWAMP

the big eyed trio are now off to shake down Gemini

Joe fell in Lava in the Nether

Joe Death To Lava Two: Electric Boogaloo

Joe drowned trying to kill a glowsquid

WATCH JOE’S VIDEO OH MY GOD SEAN HILLS RECAP RAP??? MY BELOVED????? i am gonna be streaming this unironically later LIKE OH MY GOD THIS SLAPS. ALSO THE CREDITS AT TEH END IS HILARIOUS

Zedaph Episode Recap

Zed gave us a recap of the continent every Hermit will be living on !!

Wouldn’t recommend Zedaph as the first video for the season, he skips the intro/speech but it’s Zedaph and hes making it fun!! Lots of nice editing :)

~SCIENCE TIME !~

Zedaph.. why is your starter base made out of concrete ?

There are no sheeps whatsoever on his mountain

Hes calling his lab an icecream sandwich..yeah i see it

Zed tried to make a portal underater...f

Scar died to a creeper </3

Zedaphs base is gonna be tracking how long hes there/someones loading the chunk!

XISUMA LIVE BLOGGING

A cool cinema scene of him becoming an axolotl!! <3

NOW I CAN SEE IT, GRIAN WAS THE FIRST DEATH!! Death by Iron Golem!!

XIsuma’s baseplans need over 45 THOUSAND BLOCKS TO BE PLACED

He’s also planning on making a shulkershell farm!!

i’m not gonna lie ! talking axolotl X is horrifying ! thanks !

Day one Villager Breeder... chaos.

Xisuma Derp! looked straight at a buncha wool and said how badly he needed beds and then walked away

THE GIRLS CAME OVER AND CONVINCED HIM HE NEEDS TO MOVE THE DESIGN OVER MY FIVE BLOCKS FOR SWAMP VILLAGERS..

THE GIRLS ARE JUST LAUGHING AT HIM AND HIS VILLAGER TROUBLES

day one and Xisuma has got his axolotl!!

Very pretty starterbase!!

XB’s

..I’m not gonna lie theres not much to say!! He’s very calm :) he says hes going into it without a plan, and htat last season was the only time he had any thought of what he was gonna do.

He made a real nice starter house and thats about it!

Cleo’s

Bdubs: “She ain’t gonna hurt me!! i’m invincible, babey!”

Cleo learnt that BDubs will never hurt her even if she deserves it . I am starting to realize why she kills him

SHE DECIDED SHES GONNA BE A PROPER CHAOS GREMLIN THIS SEASON...

AISDJASID CLEO GOT PAID TO KILL BDUBS?? HDUIAIHSI SCAR WHY

“Alright I found my mission for the season! Murder.”

Cleo, Mumbo, Grian, and Scar are all holed up in a cave together!

..Scar died from a skeleton !

Cleo has now split from Grian and Mumbo! Scar is missing in action

CLEO FOUND A GOAT

SHES KILLING THE GOAT???

she got a HORSE <3 and Joe gave her a saddle! I think her name is..Widget?

She LOVES the candles for shamboo n waterbottles and bits n bobs for her armorstands!!

Got her Armorstand stickgod book <3

Geminitay POV

NEW HERMIT NEW HERMIT NEW HERMIT!!

She has a LOVELY voice!!

The pov of her in a hole . being surrrounded . is kinda hilarious

It might’ve been Etho who was first death?? I GENUIENLY CANNOT TELL BECAUSE OF EDITING

All the murder was just for heads!

Seriously her voice is. wow

WE LOVE A QUEEN WHO KNOWS HOW TO CRAFT A SHIELD WITHOUT USING THE GUIDE <3

False, Gemini, and Stress are on the great journey for MOSS !

Gem just blew their minds with the moss.

TANGO KERALIS AND BDUBS ARE BACK Keralis: “Show the diamonds show the diamonds show the diamonds!” Gem: “Keralis. This is not how you make friends.”

The boys suecessfully recieved a diamond each

Etho n Iskall are travelling together!! You dont see those two together often

Etho got a glowsquid head!!

Gem: “Etho doesn’t share, is what i’m learning..?”

Etho hooked her with a fishing rod and said she has to do what he said .

In order to get the diamonds, Tango, Keralis, and BDubs placed down a sign saying “Gem is Great!” and Gem used a glow inksack on it.

Etho: “So..What is this? Do you have an ego, or this a motivational thing, or..?” He said, while laughing

Iskall: “I think its really funny that you have set your base up in the middle of a birch forest.” Gem: “I love birch forests! Do you not like my birch forest? Iskall: “I love it, yeah.” Gem: “This is the best biome in the game, Iskall.” Iskall: “Mmmm..” Etho: “I’m pretty sure I heard Iskall talking earlier that like, of all the biomes in the game, there was one he hated more than anything. Gem: “Oh really? And what was that one?” Iskall: “..Taiga.” Gem: “Taiga.. That’s true, thats a good one, thats a good one.” Iskall: “Don’t like Taiga.” Gem: “Mhm.” Etho: “Which one do you hate more than anyone?” Iskall: “..Diorite fields. Thats a bad one.” Etho: “Yeah thats a bad one.” Gem: “Didn’t know about that one. Well make sure to avoid’em. Birch forests are really good.” Iskall: “I’m a big fan of birch forests.” Gem: “Yeah, me too, me too. I’m glad we’re on the same page :) This is so beautiful! All the white and- and the like zebra stripes! is fantastic.” Iskall: “I..Um.. Yes.”

OH SHE’S CANADIAN,, ETHO HAS A FRIEND /j

She’s still in college :O SHE’S A SCIENTIST?? SHES WORKING AT A HOSPITAL?? POG!!

She accidentally found an enchanted golden apple in a mineshaft!! she thinks its the first she ever found in survival!!

She has a cow, sheep, and a few crop farms set up!! Her starter house has INTERRIOR!

SHE CHANGED HER SKIN AND ITS SO PRETTY AND HAS OVERALL AND I LOVE IT!!

shes doing a cottage core inspired base!

WOAHH!!! SHE MADE HTE MOST GOREGOUS CUSTOM TREE I’VE EVER SEEN ??

BDUBS IS HERE and he is so so so impressed by the tree ?!

also hes carrying a clock.. :(

He’s here with a present!

HE BROUGHT BAMBOO!

she thinks its so funny that he stops conversations to sleep AOIDHFEAUI\

SCARS

WE GOT A TRANSITION SCENE!! the canonical reason for the bed in his old village always being occupied is because underneath it, was his wizard portal!

Bdubs: “It’s a new season! You’re the little guy now!”

They are all very amused by that ^

they’re rubbing the fleece of bdubs jacket .

Bdubs: “Have a nice rub :)” PLEASEAHSIOJDIUASLDHIASDA

His starter base is gonna be a wagon and he wants the end game to be a bioshock esque skyscraper!

he confused a horse for a player . flashback to iskall thinking mumbo was a mob

PEOPLE THINK MUMBO DOESNT HAVE PANTS ON.... </3

Scar, Mumbo, and Grian.. have NO braincells. at all. THey just placed a crafting table with a boat on top with a bed on top with a boat on top .

this is what BROS FOR LIFE looks like.

BOATEM POLE !

SCAR IS STUCK UNDERGROUND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT IRL AND HAS NO PICKAXE..

AND HE DIED TO A CREEPER .

it seems like Grian, Mumbo, and Scar are working together !!!! HOLY SHIT !!

THERES SO SO SO MANY FARMS???????

he died several times trying to catch a skeleton with a sword

FIRST CHEST MONSTER OF THE SEASON <3

SCAR JSUT TOLD BDUBS HE LOOKS LIKE OSCAR THE CROUCH... BDUBS CANNOT EVEN ARGUE

OH NO.... GRIAN WENT AFK IN A HOLE . WITHOUT A HELMET .

THEY PUT A GLOWSQUID HEAD ON HIM

OH MY GOD MUMBO MADE A NOTEBLOCK SONG?? AJUDA

SCARS BUILTING IS SO SO SOOS GOREGOUS SERIOUSLY GO WATCH THE VIDEO OH MY GOD ITS HUGE

its a giant ass house boat wagon . its pulled by a llama . that killed him . so now its trapped, pulling hte agon, forever

Grian: “..Thats a very big house, for a very little hat.”

GRIANS SUPER SPECIAL EGG??

SCAR PUNCHED IT..

they really came out here . and killed the egg already.

Scar: “..I touched the thing”

TANGO POV

We see the three big eyed boys forming <3 they interrupted Tangos intro

THEY’RE BULLYING HIM ABOUT HAVING SMALL EYES AHIDUIASUHDWIS

HE TRIED TO CALL THE TRIO TEAM BUG EYE... THE OTHERS ARE VERY OFFENDED

they found an axolotl and Bdubs was TERRIFIED just screaming “WHAT IS THAT YELLOW THING?!”

BDUBS IS ATTACKING IT ???

okay nope Bdubs caught one and Tango lost it

Bdubs is naming his axolotl Idiot

AMAZING HOUSE. WHY IS TANGO SO GOOD AT BUILDING AND REDSTONE??

Impulse POV

MUMBO TRIED TO PLACE DOWN A BERRY BUSH TO HURT IMPULSE . HE FORGOT HOW BUSHES WORK..

I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THAT IMPULSE WAS IN THE BOATEM POLE

so it looks like those four are hteo nes who grouped up together

PEARL BROKE THE CONSTITUION SHE GOT IN THE WRONG BOAT SMH

THIS IS SEASON EIGHT! FIVE BROS !

So its gonna be about five people in the same area!!

YOO!! Fantasy build for Impulse!!

G gave Impulse a spyglass, they had a fun moment of zooming in on eachothers face and complimenting eachother IHAUDIHAW

Grian and Impulse worked on an xp farm!

ASHDUIWAHISD GRIAN JUST LOGGED ON INFRONT OF HIM

a pillager stole his boat . not just any pillager . the one with a banner. </3

he has to live with Mumbo tuning a song .. </3 haha

Mumbo POV

it took fifteen seconds until Grian ran in during Mumbos intro

CONFIRMED? GRIAN WAS FIRST DEATH?

SECOND PERSON TO THINK MUMBOS PANTS ARE SKIN COLOR. GRIAN..

Grian: “Can you..Briefly explain why you’re just wearing a hawaiian shirt?” Mumbo: “Uh- what do you mean ‘just wearing a hawaiin shirt? I have shorts on as-well, dude”

FOLLOWED BY

Mumbo: “Can you explain why you’re wearing a red jumper?” Grian: “You know- you know i was born with this!”

MUMBO AND GRIAN STOLE THE BOAT LOOT FROM RENDOC

I THINK RENDOC JUST STOLE THE DIAMOND MUMBO THREW??

Grian: “Is that Scar?” Mumbo: “I can’t see past your giant waffle!”

DSFSDFJIOA they did an edit where they placed down a boat, both Mumbo and Grian got in, they made noises and then bopped up on top of the ravine they were in <3

THEY HAVE NO BRAINCELL THEY JUST PLACED DOWN A BENCH AND SAID “THIS IS THE MARK OF OUR VILLAGE!” and then placed a torch and a boat and a bed and aANOTHER BED..

..Mumbo is trying to be a pacifist this season!

Grian’s taunting him with beheaded things

And obviously part of being pacifist means he’s gonna be vegetarian in minecraft!

..he cannot use monster farms because pacifisim..

Mumbo was in the middle of reading the magical Timmy shack that Tango made (did i remember to mention that? who knows) and IN THE MIDDLE OF GETTING TO THE PART ABOUT IF YOU REMOVE STUFF FROM THE CHEST, NOTHING WILL BE ADDED IN IT AGAIN. Grian opened the chest . Mumbo SHOUTED HIAUDHUW Grian jumped man

They renamed it “Cave of Do Not Enter” HIAUEDUH

Mumbo and Scar BOTH did not know- at least Mumbo didn’t, Scar forgot, that podzol spawns from two-by-two spruce..

him and his guitar song to be played underneath his house.. it goes with the aesthetic i suppose

MAN HE NEEDS SO MUCH HAYBALES I FORGOT THATS NEEDED FOR THE TUNE HE WANTS

Mumbo: “What.. On Earth.. Scar, it’s meant to be a starterbase, buddy! What is this? This is many things, many many things, a starterbase is NOT one of them!”

HE LITERALLY DIDNT KNOW THAT THE DRAGON EGG TELEPORTS... WHEN YOU TOUCH IT...

BDUBS

nothing special we havent seen yet!! just him screaming about axolotls.

He was working in the Mesa in his intro, skipping the “speech” from Mumbo

He released Idiot the Axolotl and lost it .

Him SCREAMING “Gemini” is HILARIOUS

While Gemini gave away those three diamonds, Keralis got so excited he won a bet with Tango and Bdubs, that he gave back . two of the diamonds . and none of htem released until well after they left

Bdubs: “That’s why i have my mwoss skin!” PLEASE I LOVE THE WAY HE SAYS IT.. make the moss hood.. REAL..

it took me a while to figure out what his base is but i LOVE IT so so much!!!

Nothing much new to add !!

Stress pov

please i love her . very good !! False seems to have joined her sheerly because Stress sounded like she knew what she was doing. she does not.

False felt peerpressured and asked Stress for permission to fight her because everyone was killing eachother .

It ended up with Stress following False. they found a village!

ISKALL only saw him one other time today!!

JEVIN APPEARS AGAIN !

XISUMA FELL INTO HTE BREEDER AND IT WAS SO FUNN IUAHHYIAUSD

Ren: “Ya look goregous, Stress!” Stress: “Thanks! Don’t murder my dog!”

She’s so proud of herself for caving!! (with False n Gem

Iskall blew up!

..Iskall fell from a high place

Stress has a LOVELY ravine base!!

False

False wants to become pirates with Stress <3

gatekeep gaslight girlboss

BIG OL MUSHROOM HOUSE !!

it looks like a mushroom church and i LOVE IT.

Nothing new we didn’t see from Gem. She does want to come up with a banner design for her base, though!

Grian

..Mumbo just thought Grian had a purpose so decided to follow him <3

ALSO HIS INTRO, AS HE JOKED ABOUT IN THE OTHERS VIDEO, WAS, IN FACT, THE BOATEM POLE

Grian is SO PROUD of the fact taht they got good loot from a treasure map. Ren and Doc are NOT IMPRESSED

Grian: “Lets go, potato boy!”

Mumbo: “I don’t have to replace everything I break! Peace Love and Plants- are these plants..?” He says, mining amethyst

pants

he who controls the egg, controls the server... Grian.. you’re doing great sir

...He decided.. his goal.. is to make his OWN..caves and cliffs update... HELLO..?

Grian was the first one to kill the enderdragon, MAN. Speedrunning career WHEN? /j

Grian: “And now [Mumbo] is flexing on my bed!”

he might not have a base. but he has an egg.

It is now 2am. i cannot do this anymore. This will be continued.. tomorrow!

#long post #SERIOUSLY I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW LONG I WENT #spoilers #hermitcraft 8 #hermitcraft 8 spoilers #hc 8 #hc 8 spoilers #mcyt #mcytblr #hermitblr #hermitcraft #mika-posts

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dyketubbo · 3 years

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Wilbur is a Prince of Heart fucking bite me

*clears throat* now that i have your attention please watch as i become mentally ill and explain why wilbur soot is a dirk strider kinnie. all /rp of course. analysis under the cut because i talk. so much.

basic summary: wilbur is destructive about emotions, he destroys others emotionally and most notably destroys himself for being emotional, he wants to be in control and spirals when he loses it but ultimately falls down mentally from broken trust and a misguided want to care for and about others. he lashes out at perceived flaws and puts people into titles, such as putting himself as a villain, and perceives himself as a negative force overall but is unable to stop caring and as such can often turn to using how much he cares into a destructive force. he needs to learn how to healthily let go of control and how to trust others. he used to care healthily and needs to relearn how to do so, but the fact that he is growing into becoming a healthy heart player when he fell due to untreated destructive tendencies is a signifier of being a prince

oh classpects my beloved <3 as a heart player (thief of heart :]) wilbur is absolutely a heart player and anyone who says otherwise is Wrong. anyways what people not super into the classpecting buiz dont know is that while aspects can have certain aesthetics tied to them, they arent defined by those aesthetics, and sometimes themes present in characters is uh, just them being characters and doesnt have anything to do with classpects. thats why every canon heart player in homestuck has something to do with romance (especially failed romance), but being a heart player does not mean youre inherently tied to romance, not really. also characters are often influenced by others and that can mess with things, but classpects are an ultimatum, you have to look at the whole arc of a character to classpect them, and thats hard in a story thats not done yet like the dream smp

but anyways. aspect is more about worldview, its how you see things, and it can either be something youre born into or something you grow into (which is determined by your class- for example, tommy is a knight because hes always had a connection to blood [which is also why i like knight more than thief, because as a thief, thief classes take their aspect and did not always have them, but tommys always been connected to blood, to relationships, in a literal sense he protects {knight} his relationships {blood} and sticks by them {also knight}]) which i think is why it can be so hard for people to agree on one aspect- you have to consider whether or not that character always embodied it or if they grew into it. in a world of unreliable narrators, worldviews have to be actively read into and you have to often push what a character says aside because they may be straight up lying. and because theyre lying, that can affect how they come off and their actions and words may seem disconnected when they arent

wilburs hard to get a handle on his class because of how often he contradicts the fuck out of himself, his aspect is easier to figure out because we've known him long enough to see how he fits into the heart mold- he cares about others, definitely! but he does have a vaguely inherent selfishness about him (calling l'manburg *his*, destroying it because he cant have it, because he's paranoid and doesn't think theres a chance of it ever being what it was meant to be, even when hes given the chance to have it again he destroys it instead because he doesnt want to try and fix it, claiming he doesnt care even though he destroyed it because he cared too much). unhealthy heart players can be cunning but impulsive, perceptive but emotional and falling into gut instincts. exploring their own identities and others identities as well, placing importance in titles and roles and all that jazz, and what parts of this are played into or not is determined by class

wilbur is a prince because princes have a significant projection of self importance. but because princes either destroy their aspect or through their aspect, and are active destroyers, they can often destroy things (or people) if they believe its not working correctly, or if theyre losing control. unhealthy princes can often lash out and destroy others and themselves for perceived weaknesses, and will often focus on themselves. unhealthy princes often start thinking theyre the root of why theres so many shitty things going on. princes in general also try really hard to compensate for insecurities and do by justifying what happens to them with narratives that they deem to be correct. they arent actively malicious, but if they see a perceived flaw it can often piss them off and cause them to lash out

wilbur loses control (and i must note here, he also loses trust, and accepting that you can trust others and that its okay to not be in control is a sign of a healthy prince) and spirals because of betrayal and paranoia, and that only makes him want more control over what happens so that he cant be betrayed again. he tries to destroy his own emotions, becomes distant and untrusting, tries to destroy others emotions by stating his own current worldviews and stating that they cant trust others and that hes going to destroy what and who they care about. however, because wilbur is still emotional and still cares, as a apart of his character, he still often backs out of destruction (or offers himself up to be destroyed instead, "if youre going to kill anyone kill me"), its in his most conscious moments that he shows that hes not as malicious as he wants people to see him as. he sees himself as a villain and as the cause of all bad things, and encourages pursuits of power because he sees control and power as good things

tommys quote of "he treated other people badly because he wanted to be treated badly" (paraphrased of course) works well here for why wilbur is a prince. he destroyed because he wanted to be destroyed, destroyed lmanburg and hurt others and drove them to hurt others (the pit) because he saw himself as a destructive force needed to be taken down. he wanted to be in control of his life, his safety, others safety, of his possessions and of the narrative, and it all swirled into him wanting to be in control of his own death. bards are too passive, they invite destruction rather than cause it, wilbur can be mistaken as a bard because of how he often acts with tommy, but that can also be seen as a princely thing of trying to be in control of who he cares about

also the lying about what he cares about feels very prince of heart lol. bitch saying he doesn't care about l'manburg then staring wistfully at the van.. yeah. he cares. but it serves his goal more to pretend he doesn't. l'manburg itself was a decision driven by emotion, it's an emotional priority, and that's why wilbur cares about it (heart move), but wants to destroy it because he feels like the original emotions he put behind it are gone and corrupted and that he and others no longer deserve it (prince move). as such, he clashes with tommy, who cares about it because he got a family from it (blood move) and wants to protect it and keep everyone involved safe (knight move)

you could argue that wilbur fits classes like witch because of how he manipulates emotions and others but i think that lays way into how revivedbur is currently acting and not how wilbur is as a whole. he's too driven by impulses to be a witch, and i think a witch wilbur would be way more actively villainous than a prince wilbur, however surprising that may sound. princes are destructive sure, but ultimately their downfall comes from whether they trust others or not, and wilbur only trusting tommy (and maybe phil? im waiting to see more interactions between them to see if wilbur is going to really be open to phil or not) isn't enough to save wilbur from his spiral. he needs to learn how to healthily release control and how to trust others, how to step back and snap out of thinking he knows best. also i feel that it's a bit easier to see when princes are full of shit than it is to see when a witch is full of shit lmao, at least from a personal perspective, of course when you're a viewer of the story it's easier to see manipulation than it is when you're apart of the story

#dsmp #hs #wilbur #dsmp analysis #dsmp classpects #mask mews #implied suicide #ask to tag #also ghostbur is absolutely a splinter ala hal #i think ghostbur would probably have a different class but still be a heart player. maybe ghostbur is the witch? hmmm #idk. ill think about it maybe #oh wait tommys talked about pretty often here #tommy

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ohjaimelannister · 5 years

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Do you think Hoppers actually dead though?

O K A Y.

I’ve been looking for an excuse to pull all of this together so here we go! NO Anon, I do not think that Chief James Hopper has gone and died on us. There’s no REAL evidence (there are easter eggs though) however and the Duffer Brothers could still pull the rug out from under us but hey.

No I do not believe that Hopper is dead. Although some things can be interpreted as pretty final and if the Duffers really kill him off I will never watch this show again, because it’s horrifically SHITTY writing and im already super tired of that this year lmao.

One - There is no body? We were never showed a body or what’s left of one? We have seen bodies for Benny, Barb, Bob and Billy (and even people who were in it for like 5 minutes). THEY EVEN PRODUCED A FAKE WILL WHEN THEY WANTED US TO THINK HE WAS DEAD. THEY AREN’T AGAINST SHOWING US BODIES!!! Which brings me to my next point!

Two - They also aren’t against to showing us death. Lots of gory detailing death, WHOEVER it is. Billy died horrifically but you saw it even though hes a kid. Bob got ripped to shreds. And even those dudes at the beginning of S3 died horribly? They still showed it. Hopper’s death??? It cuts away. You see NOTHING. AT. ALL. There aren’t even any remnants OF a body where he was standing, and Joyce goes down there and LOOKS. Surely shed find something? Gooey grossness like the bodies at the beginning? Nope. You could argue that they’d be against showing us the death of a beloved hero and a main character but. Again. Bob was beloved and arguably one of the sweetest characters in the show and he was ripped to bits in front of us and Joyce. Billy was a kid for all intents and purposes, still he died a horrible death. Not one bit of that was cut away.

Three - If you look in the shots hes not on the platform when the thing explodes????? like at all? Either that’s badly shot or its done deliberately because he’s just not there anymore? There’s the portal to the Upside Down and you can see a ladder in the shot too, so maybe he either went into the Upside Down or down the ladder and got caught by the russians?? We just don’t know.

Four - We see the devastated Eleven and the aftermath of what happened at Star Court. Then it jumps to three months later? Okay, odd that were not shown anymore of the grieving or the funeral. Then of course Eleven read the SPEECH. Think about the end of it specifically and about LEAVING THE DOOR OPEN 3 INCHES!! You can see from one of the final shots of Star Court that the gates not CLOSED. It was healing but it never fully closes. So Hopper could be in the Upside Down, or travelled through it to Russia on the other end?? Who knows. Point is, they included this line at the end for a reason. Whether the reason is that hes actually dead and they’re just being profound or that its a hint about his fate, its meaningful.

Five - During the ending the song HEROES by Peter Gabriel plays, this is the same song that was placed over them finding Wills fake body, and after all the goodbyes and the ‘speech’ where it ends with “keep the door open three inches” well. Come on.

Six - Then it cuts to Russia and you hear the “not the american” line, and Hopper was called “the American” throughout the series by that Russian baddie. Should I start waving Red Flags here or???? Then again, a lot of people are saying this could be Brenner. Okay I 100% get your logic Im with ya, and for a few days I’ve also thought it could be Brenner. But here’s the thing. Elevens powers. Brenner makes her use them to spy on a russian man in Season 1. Hinting that there’s more going on here than just super powers, kids and other dimensions. Don’t forget that in the 80s the world was in the grip of the Cold War, and things would have started reaching a boiling point for this long before 1985 when it ‘officially’ began. We were never given any answers about why Brenner was spying on this man, or even Russia. Or even if he WAS spying for the US. Nothing, it’s a throwaway scene. Or IS IT? Russians show up in Season Three somehow knowing about the Upside Down, having failed at their own attempts to open a gate in Russia. They somehow know that its Hawkins they need to be in to successfully open their gate and potentially get monsters to use, oh I don’t know, in a WAR???? How would they have known any of this information to begin with?? Oh I wonder. We were told all about Brenner being alive and out there in season two (and we were never told WHERE and this is not referenced again), but as far as I can remember Eleven has never shared this with anyone else, even though it’s completely RELEVANT information. And as far as I can remember (its been a hell of an emotional few days) I dont think were given any explanation about how the Russians knew about the Upside Down, Hawkins or anything. So maybe the reason they knew is BECAUSE BRENNER is the one giving them their directives? Because hes worked for THEM this whole time???

Seven - Interestingly also Eleven lost her powers? JEEZ ISN’T THAT CONVENIENT!!! Because the first thing shed use them for is to look for Hopper even if she was told he was dead. Shed look, 100% for the man who saved her, gave her a home, loved her, worried for her, cared for her like she was his goddamn OWN. Conveniently though now SHE CANT??? Interesting.

Eight - And now. There’s the voicemail message. In one of the episodes (my brains so fried I cant remember which one sorry) Murrays gives out his landline number, and when you call it you can hear him give a message to Joyce. You can listen to it here. You can tell this is after season three, because why would he talk to Joyce Byers? Surely if he was trying to reach someone for information it would be Hopper? “I have an update, its best if we speak in person" an update??? About what??? Why is he coercing with joyce??? Notice how he says “it’s not good or bad but its SOMETHING” and then says “we’ll talk about it in person” (or something like that) why would he be calling joyce with an ‘update’?????????? AND ON WHAT EXACTLY?? INTERESTING!!

Nine - Theres this interview with the cast specifically ABOUT Hopper, the death and the post credits scene. And I love David Harbour but, you cannot lie for shit my angel.

Ten - Millie has said in an interview “ Her dads gone, or so she thinks” COME ON.

Eleven - Again WE KNOW DAVID HARBOUR IS LIKE THE MARK RUFFALO OF STRANGER THINGS. And hes bad at keeping shit to himself. Hes already told us at the end of last YEAR, literally a month after they finished filming season three that the Duffers have told him the ending to the series as a whole. Why would any creator do this for a man they have effectively just fired, because his character died? Why would they tell him? They wouldn’t.

Tweleve - Again. David Harbour, bless his heart, I think its trying to give us HINTS and bread crumbs to follow. Last week he changed his instagram photo from Hopper in S1 to the number 6. Odd. Today he changed it to the number one :

Twelve continued - Basically if he changed it to an 8 next, we know hes trying to hint at Murrays voicemail message and this is a clue for Hopper. Because why else would he bother?

Thirteen - Theres also this screenshot from Cara Buonos instagram where she literally SAYS about him being in Kamchatka, and uses the Russian word for PRISON. (Of course this could just be a joke between the actors

Fourteen - Theres also the fact, which is not evidence mind you, that its incredibly shitty writing to have both the men that Joyce Byers loved/loves to die in front of her? And actually having her put the action in motion that kills the man she loves? No. I wont accept that. And weve been shown her non willingness to believe in peoples death, everyone and their mothers told her Will was dead and she was being crazy. Did she listen? No. And she got her boy back. Will she think once she has a clear head that Hoppers dead? Maybe. Which is why she asks Murray to investigate. Hence the Voicemail Message.

Fifteen - Its also incredibly shitty and hard to swallow, for Elevens sake too. I mentioned already how much she loves Hopper and finally got a true parent in him. Do you honestly think they’d put her through all of that just to lose him NOW? Like i said, its convienent how shes lost her powers at this very crucial moment.

Sixteen - DAVID. HARBOURS. BEARD. RIGHT. NOW.

And SEVENTEEN -Just in case y’all are having trouble with any of that it looks like David Harbour has let sorta slip (my god I fucking ADORE THIS MAN LET ME TELL YOU). I dont know how reliable this is mind you because its not coming from a BIG source, but HERE he hints at knowing who the American is, after telling everyone else (see the interview above ^^) that he doesnt know and he cant say anything.

‘During an interview with David Harbour, I attempted to delicately get around the fate of Jim Hopper. Harbour, however, came right out and gave it to me straight. “This is the question I’m going to have to dance around–” I began, only for Harbour to interrupt me and ask, “The ending?” “Right,” I said. “Is there a way you can talk about the future of Hopper without…” I trailed off here, only for Harbour to ask: “Well, did you see the post-credits scene?”I had, of course. And so I straight-up asked: is that Hopper behind the door? According to Harbour, that’s the most likely scenario. Throughout the season, the main Russian baddie refers to Hopper as “the American”, and having another Russian refer to the mysterious prisoner in the same way was the big giveaway.Of course, knowing that Hopper is alive, and knowing how he survived and ended up in Russia, are two different things. We’ll have to wait for season 4 to get that answer. And we’ll have to wait to see how things unfold from there. Will a big chunk of season 4 involve Hopper escaping that Russian base, and trying to get back to America? Time will tell. One thing is clear: Hopper still has a long journey ahead of him; not just physically, but emotionally.’

SO, basically Jim Hopper has not left us, Joyce or Eleven. And if the Duffer Brothers have done all this to screw with us, well. Im not gonna be responsible for what I do.

I FEEL JIM HOPPER IN THIS RUSSIAN PRISON TONIGHT!!!

THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK!!!!!!!!

#Stranger Things #Jim Hopper #David Harbour #Jopper #strangerthingsspoilers

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Lemme preface this with a big hello there! I didn’t actually expect anyone to reply to this post, and so comprehensively either, haha!

dynamojacks replied to your post: Alt. P5 Justice Confidant

Hrrrrrmm. Can’t say I agree with all of this. It’s not like ‘being foil to the protag’ is the flaw with the interaction - or characterisation, of all things - it’s mostly the way said interaction is framed. Also, he’s less of a direct foil to him and more an 'equal and opposite’. Goro isn’t supposed to relate to the protag entirely, that’s kind of the point. He envies him. But he’s on his level, so to speak. It’s that aspect that draws him to him.

I think we’re using foil in a two different ways here. I use it as shorthand for “we, as third parties to this story, are supposed to compare and contrast these characters”. So, yeah, he’s set up as an equal and opposite you are totally correct there, but Goro aint the one relating to the protag, we as the audience are the ones comparing them. And that’s when problems arise, because quite a bit about the protag is so open to interpretation.

He also kind of KNOWS he’s special because he’s.. seen him, and Morgana, in the Metaverse (see: pancakes ‘gaffe’). It’s not just a one-sided perception, he’s absolutely right and this is a big fuck-off hint that he’s a wildcard in hindsight.

yo what seriously? i thought that the pancakes thing happened in the hallway of the TV studio how the hell did i misremember that badly holy shit

I agree that this should have been dealt with better, and that we needed more interaction with the PT to build a collective bond. A WHOLE, WHOLE lot more. I live and breathe any writings that bring them all together, like really. But to narrow the issue down to the protag being foil just seems flimsy. They ARE fated rivals per se and for good reason, it’s just that this aspect was shafted to buggery when it got down to it.

It’s not protag being foil that’s the problem, it’s “protag is the foil, focused on almost exclusively to the detriment of any meaningful interaction with the rest of the cast.” like, yeah, it does work, to a point. but it also could be a lot better, by giving the others a chance to shine.

The ‘god’s game’ apparently meant nothing in the grand scheme of things. That was exceptionally bad writing. To build up shit like that, but for Goro’s role as wild card to mean next to zilch.

Oh yeah, that resolution was very much so missing, which is a massive pity. Like you said, the whole fated rivals chosen to duke it out by god is a pretty interesting concept. I’m interested to know more about why you think that Goro’s role as a Wild Card mean zilch, though. Personally, I’ve been looking at it as: “Goro did had the potential to choose many different paths that could shape the world around him, signified by the Wild Card, but he locked himself very quickly into one path where he was simply being used as a tool by Shido. This, in combination with him holding everyone at arms length, meant that he didn’t form any significant bonds either aside from the real fucked up one with Shido, and so he inadvertently crippled his own Wild Card ability from the beginning” Actually, on that note, maybe he couldn’t have formed confidants. Whenever you initiate a Confidant in-game, it’s Lavenza’s voice that you hear, not Caroline + Justine. Would Lavenza have reached out to Akechi? Hmmm...

Also regarding Goro and fame, he’s not as hung up on it as Ryuji is/was, not NEARLY as much. One, mistranslation (not ‘public image’ or 'celebrity’, but 'reputation with adults’ and 'charisma’), and two, he knows his fame is fickle and dangerous in itself, having lived it for long enough. Ryuji romanticises it, Goro does not. Goro resents that those people do not know him for who he is, Ryuji thinks that fame will make him beloved.

Yeah!!!! This right here!!! This is a great contrast to have, they’d be amazing foils!! Ryuji and Goro are practically complete opposites, but they also share a lot of similarities too despite that. I spent like 5 min on this section the first time, so these are just the things that instantly popped into my head, but you could also draw parallels btwn the fact that Ryuji’s dad being in his life made it worse, while Goro’s being absent made his worse, or they way that Ryuji always had his mother with him vs Goro who’s mother left him alone, or the way that Ryuji is very bluntly honest about everything vs Goro who tries to keep everything hidden behind a veneer of politeness, or public perception of ryuji as a no good thug even if he honestly just wants to do the right thing vs the perception of goro as the person who would uphold justice/stop the breakdowns even if he was the very same person who was causing them, but DESPITE ALL THIS CONTRAST, ryuji is one of the most empathetic members of the team and absolutely would have tried to help Goro if he’d only known sooner what kinda trouble he was in (re: first impressions of makoto as a prick vs jumping in front of a car in order to rescue her)

(Speaking of Makoto, she’s absolutely the person that has the most parallels to Goro, and she should have been his rival. Both joined the team through some form of blackmail, both have incredible pressure but on them by the adults in their lives, both very similar characters vis-à-vis approaches to life in general, actually wait one second i have a quote from a friend on this.... “But I think Makoto works really well in terms of how they’re narratively set up as opposites? idk, like Makoto’s approach to subterfuge is to orchestrate the people around her while Akechi’s approach to subterfuge is to manipulate the people around him, Makoto’s impulsivity means she can be prone to direct confrontation while Akechi is on guard until he’s literally right at the breaking point, I just think…. it would’ve been so much more interesting to explore more of this than putting the burden on protag to carry Akechi Interest”)

and oh god im babbling sorry I HAVE OPINIONS

As for Yusuke? Madarame’s exploiting of his talent to his own ends (check), Yusuke wanting to please him but also trapped and nigh desperate to leave (check), Madarame being essentially responsible for his mother’s death (check), Yusuke having to rely on him to survive, for roof over head (check), and would be ruined, and even die one way or another if he tried to escape (check, check, and double check). A comment Yusuke makes in Okumura’s Palace is extremely telling- about how someone who is oppressed will ‘desire for it’ (paraphrase). What’s even more telling, is when Yusuke said about Goro, quote: 'had I not met you all, I would have turned out like him as well’. Haru? They’re both puppets to their fathers. Both are manipulated for the sake of political goals. Both are actually sweet by nature- at least, not ruthless, and really have to be pushed to be (SIU Director’s comments about the plot to FRAME the PTs as being ‘too brutal’… imagine how much more actually KILLING would be..). And both started out with a naive(ish), idealistic core, if Robin Hood and his fixation on Featherman R is anything to go by.

Eyyyyyyyyy this is some pretty hella meta, kudos to you. Like yeah!!!! YEAH!!!!!!! GORO AND PHANTOM THIEVES INTERACTIONS.... THERES THE POTENTIAL FOR SOME REAL MEATY, REAL GOOD STUFF IN HERE....GIVE US MORE OF THAT PLEASE...

And part of the reason why opinion changed per se, was realising just how flimsy Goro’s own resolve was, and how vulnerable. He wasn’t hell bent on bringing disaster, he was clinging on to straws in desperation. Ryuji’s comment, urging him to realise that he was his own person, makes this much clear. Their ire was more focused on Shido at this point. Still, they did not really forgive Goro, and made this much VERY clear. In any event, the last point might have been down to cultural differences. I’m.. not sure, but to those who understood this scene, it didn’t come ‘out of nowhere’, so you can’t necessarily say that’s a writing flaw on it’s own.

Mmmm, sorry if I was unclear, but the two times I used ‘out of nowhere in this post were in regards to how i dislike goro approaching protag with little prior warning? So.... im not quite sure what you’re trying to say here. Out of nowhere is too strong of a term to use for this scenario, so if its a thing I’ve said someplace else in regards to the last scene then sorry, I’ll clarify now. It’s not out of nowhere, however, it stands in stark contrast to the entire team’s opinions of Akechi up until this point. Not necessarily a terrible, awful choice, but it is certainly jarring in a way that is completely avoidable. Which, again, brings me back to “give Goro and the other PT a larger share of attention instead of focusing on Protag”. Sae’s Palace would have been a perfect place for Goro’s facade to slip a little bit, and give the rest of the team a little bit of an idea of how he’s like when he’s not constantly on guard. Instead, Sae’s Palace focuses on setting Goro up as smart which............. he’s a teen detective that works with the police. We know that he’s smart already. We should have gotten more characterization in there instead! Giving us some form of transition, like, “he’s an enemy of the Phantom Thieves” -> “hmm, there seem to be some circumstances that we can relate to that made him the way he is now” -> “we understand why you did the things you did. we still can’t agree with it, but we know now.” ...Granted, the reason that I think of it as an abrupt about face could have been due to the face that they never mention Goro again after his battle. A short scene after Shido’s Palace had been cleared to look back on the impact that Goro had had on the PT would have been a great help.

thank you for your thoughts! c:

#dynamojacks #long post #p5 spoilers #sundrywritings;

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SnK Chapter 91 Poll Results

The chapter 91 poll closed with 473 entries.

“Utter Garbage” or “I trust Isayama”?

We’ll start with the scale questions. The range was 1-5, from “utter garbage” to “I trust Isayama”. I realize that isn’t an accurate scale, but “I trust Isayama” is the comment I hear most when discussing Isayama’s more questionable decisions.

RATE THE CHAPTER (451 responses)

The reaction to the chapter as a whole was pretty positive. Only 23% of people ranked it towards the “utter garbage” side of the scale. A majority were optimistic and almost 23% of respondents were downright confident Isayama is going to pull it off.

This chapter has really grown on the more times I read it.

[It] seems so naturally easy for a group of teens to gain success, while the character we learned to appreciate experienced nothing but death. it feels unfair [...] but if Isayama is doing this, there must be a reason.

While there were definitely aspects that deserve creation (for instance we all know the amnesia thing was lazy writing) but overall I don't think the chapter was bad. I think the kids' unrealistic attitudes in battle was purposeful juxtaposition to the way our main cast has experienced war--it shows the extent of the brainwashing ...

Although there are a lot of cool elements, it's all just handled so badly and doesn't flow well at all. I hate just about all of the new characters. Everything about it feels lazy, rushed, and badly developed. Though the war stuff and new tech is cool and refreshing to see.

I always enjoy seeing what outsiders think of Paradis and the main characters. I appreciate how Isayama handles themes such as government propaganda and the way each side in a war can see their cause as righteous and just.

I thought this chapter was actually pretty cool. I've fallen hopelessly in love with Gabi! Fingers crossed that Annie gets the f*** outta that crystal soon though!

Seeing the extent of Marleyan brainwashing was exceedingly well done.

The random amnesia thing was really lazy and half-assed.

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE TIME SKIP? (452 responses)

I’ve never seen a scale so evenly divided. Opinions about the time skip are all over the place. A slim majority picked the safety of the middle option.

The time skip is perfect and Gabi is the best.

The time skip was needed for story progression but a lot of important questions and interactions were skipped in terms of character development. I just hope we get some of them in flashbacks and not have them completely disregarded

Timeskips should be illegal

After reading the full chapter and talking to someone else about it, I feel better about the timeskip. This chapter made me feel for RBA more, because they must've started out like Gabi and the rest.

Timeskips are cheap ?? Theres so much plot you could throw in there but noooooo

I believe there is no time skip but the chapter takes place during chapter 1-90 of the manga. So its showing a different perspective on the manga

Time skip means we will see older version of the main characters and that's both exciting and terrifying af

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE DIRECTION THE STORY HAS TAKEN?(452 responses)

Feeling about the direction of the story are almost a mirror image of the "Rate this Chapter” question. Despite disagreement over the time skip, confidence is still relatively high.

Love the story right now so much. The mix of ww1, fucked up war morals, fantasy is a personal favorite.

I will like this chapter, but only if Isayama concludes this story with a good twist, that is. If not, chapter 91 will in my opinion be the beginning of the end (end in a bad way).

Isayama fell asleep at the wheel

It's definitely not how I thought it would go, and it seems like it may only pay off if we exceed the previous 110 prediction for chapters. I've seen a couple of theories about the new characters and parallels between the Trost days for our characters. I will be extremely disappointed if we get no answer on what happened during the lost year of chapter 90. Or the lost 3 years between that and 91.

i think the story has potential still, and im interested to see how it will work out. im also just hoping this flash to the marley side isnt gonna be too long.

I think this is going to be really interesting and we get to see the other side of the fight and their perspective.

WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE PART OF THE CHAPTER (451 responses)

The reveal of the Jaw Titan was completely overshadowed by the brief glimpse of Reiner and insight into Marley. 57% of the vote focused on those two things.

Imagine how the poor kid that inherited "Cartman" felt like upon learning that that thing was their award for winning the marleyan hunger games.

I thought this was a pretty good world building chapter (despite the jarring time skip), especially since we've been waiting many chapters to see this place. I don't ADORE these new characters, I'm more intrigued, which is better then hating them. This is also a good set up chapter. I'm interested to see if Reiner will interact with these new characters. Since they look so similar to the 104th (design and personality), will he constantly be reminded of his past relationships with them? Plus, will he see some of himself in them (specifically Gabi) and through them reminding of himself we'll see his backstory? And is he going to just except his fate and get eaten, or be like "Screw this, nope, not dealing with it."

WHICH NEW CHARACTER DO YOU LIKE BEST? (447 responses)

Support for Gabi is simply overwhelming. Gabi (38%) and Jerwin (25%) were our favorite new cast members.

Gabi is such a badass, omg, do you see it Eren? This is how you getting out of horrible situations!

Dammit you Gabi! Fresh Face, Fresh Outlook in Life and Cute! I want to cosplay as her!

i feel like i'm the only one who doesn't like the new characters

I'm so confused but Gabi is fantabulous

Gabi is such a ray of sunshine

my orphanage is full i already have too many kids to adopt in this series

WHO DO YOU THINK IS GOING TO INHERIT REINER'S TITAN FORM? (434 responses)

Another close poll, Reiner keeping his titan form narrowly edges out Gabi as the armor recipient.

WHO DO YOU THINK IS GOING TO INHERIT ZEKE'S TITAN FORM? (440 responses)

If respondents have their way, Zeke’s short term future is very secure.

I also believe that Zeke will keep the Beast Titan (at least for a while), but ultimately Colt will be the one to inherit it. Zeke story is far from being over.

If Levi is taking down the beast titan and he finds out that not only is Zeke already dead, but his replacement is a weak-brows version of Erwin, I really hope it gives him pause. That could be such a heartbreaking, earth shattering moment for him and I hope Yams handles it right.

Attack on Clones

New character, same face. Most of these are self explanatory, but clearly I asked the wrong question with Falco since the majority picked “Other”. Grisha’s friend and fellow revolutionary Grice should have been an option.

Strong resemblance confirmed! I was especially please that the majority agree that Colt most closely resembles Erwin. Since I passionately hate the name “Colt”, I see this as permission to call him Erwin, Jr, or “Jerwin”.

Zophia is clearly the traumatized medic who inventoried dead!Marco)

I don't really see a strong resemblance between the new cast and the old.

When I saw the new characters I thought: would the children of our main cast look like them?

Part of me wants to say that some key characteristics about Gabi not only resemble Eren or a younger version of him, but may also express some of the characteristics Isayama originally wanted to use for Eren when he considered making him female

Colt=Commander Handsome 2.0

Colt looks like Kenny tbh

WHICH OF LEAPINGTITAN'S REACTIONS BEST DESCRIBE YOUR REACTIONS TO THE CHAPTER? (404 responses)

Ya’ll know these questions are unscientific and purely for my amusement with questions like this. I thought Nick’s live chapter reaction (soundboard) summed things up perfectly. At least one respondent disagreed.

theleapingtitan's reaction wasn't that funny, and for a SNK Chapter poll, seeing stupid stuff like this just takes away the authenticity of the poll

who tf is nick (jk lol praise the walls)

"WHAT" was legitimately the keyword for this chapter but I trust Isayama with the story and with our heroes+ I hope we'll get to see the Jaegers reunion before anything bad happens to Zeke tho

ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THE DIRECTION THE STORY IS TAKING? (448 responses)

This question is nearly identical to the scale question at the top of the poll, but it’s nice to see the information presented in a different way. It’s obvious to me that while the majority still have faith in Isayama, people are hesitant to fully embrace his storytelling.

I was waiting for the story to explain what's going on the other side of the ocean. But not from these "copy and pasted" brats. Reiner is seen in just one panel and Zeke is barely mentioned. That's a shame.

I'm interested to see where this goes but a good 75% of my thoughts are concentrated on what the main characters possibly look like after the time skip.

I honestly dislike how Isayama uses these new characters to show us what Marley and being a warrior is like, instead of showing us RBA and Zeke's past :(

Really enjoyed the way the characters were presented. It gives the reader the chance to see Marley's side of things without being forced to have a story-generated opinion on them (aka screaming at us to hate them) because quite frankly, I was rooting for those Warrior kids to succeed with their plan!

Very unexpected change of character view from our beloved heroes to their"enemy"'s point of view. But I also think it's come at a good time in the overall SnK storyline.

It's disappointing. There's so much potential in the series but I feel like Isayama just wants to get the series over with.

DO YOU THINK YMIR IS DEAD? (445 responses)

Clearly, we’re keeping the faith until we see a corpse.

In reference to Ymir, I don't believe she'd dead because unlike the Zeke and Reiner, no warriors are competing to claim her power, so unless they already dealt with the one to claim her I think they've kept her alive for now.

WHICH CHARACTERS DO YOU GENERALLY ENJOY THE MOST? (450 responses)

I’ve asked this question with each poll and in the past “The Vets” have had the edge. That changes now. I suspect many of Erwin’s fans are no longer interested in the series and certainly not interested enough to take a poll. This number may continue to decline since “The Vets” now consists of only Levi and Hange. Fans of the “The Warriors” remain consistent in their dedication.

Final thoughts

There were more chapter thoughts in this post. Fandom hope for ponytail Levi is strong! “Where’s Levi”, “Where’s Ymir” and “Bring back Annie” continue to be high on everyone’s mind.

Compiling this takes forever but I love getting a glimpse into what what others are thinking. If I didn’t publish your comment, please know that I read it. Thank you again for the support.

#snk poll #snk 91 #snk chapter 91 #thank you everyone for your participation

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**~~Covetousness~~**

Parings? Hobi x Reader. Rating- R+ Mature audiences only please. Featuring- Jeon So Mi ( From ioi ), HookGa, MAMA, Alice In Wonderland “ we’re all mad here. “ Disclaimer- I do not own the featuring people, songs, and quotes. By-shamelesskpopsmut. Posted- 4/5/17 Summery- She looks at me noticing I was staring and gave me a wave and a petty smile. I fake a smile back to her and wave. I then saw Hobi go up to her and give her a ruffle on her brown precious hair. Her gleaming smooth skin gives off a light a bit. They were the only happy ones in the town as of right now. She kisses Hobi on the cheek. Hobi sees me then waves. He acted quite strange around her today. He was usually on her side but surprisingly he was on mine...

I look outside the window of the vacant cafe sipping my boba. Winter has arrived and everyone could tell. It was very cloudy and looked like it was about to rain. I sigh and rest my head on my hand. There was a lot of depressed and ill people outside. It's probably because of the weather. This is pure torture. Jimin wished in the wishing well that winter would come too. Damn you Jimin. I love you to death but damn you.... Of course this love was like a friendship love. While I was looking out I see her again, Jeon So-Mi . The girl who stole my only love, Hobi. We wasn’t together yet. No not at all... But I was backstage once awaiting for him to get done with his concert. With flowers in my hand. Jeon So-Mi was also there. When he got done Jeon So-Mi just gave him a smokey kiss on the lips. Jeon So-Mi is a singer too. Of course she didn't want to hurt me but still... Every time I see her and him so perfectly happy together I envy it. I didn't know so much hate can creep in an innocent souls base.

There just living a fairy tail doing everything together. Having romantic rendezvous's ( a.k.a dates ), tender kisses, amorous looks when they look at each other, and loud fucking intercourse. There Korea’s most beloved couple and yeah yeah.

She looks at me noticing I was staring and gave me a wave and a petty smile. I fake a smile back to her and wave. I then saw Hobi go up to her and give her a ruffle on her brown precious hair. Her gleaming smooth skin gives off a light a bit. They were the only happy ones in the town as of right now. She kisses Hobi on the cheek. Hobi sees me then waves. I wave back and yeah yeah. It doesn't really matter now. My gut tells me to confront them about my feelings but my heart is telling me no. Even if I did so it wouldn't make a difference or dint in there relationship and if I get rejected by him then I will be heart broken forever and I don’t want that. Soon I see them pass holding each others hands. I sigh and start to finish up my mango tea boba chewing the remaining ones at the bottom of the cup.

" Why do you even like this place. It's depressing. " Namjoon says coming out from the back. I shake a little breaking free from my thoughts " Oh i'm sorry! Did I scare ya? " He asks me. I laugh at him " Just a tad bit. " I say. He laughs at me

" Well I'm sorry to scare you! When you were in here I got scared myself! " He says looking around the desolate place. " This place used to be one of the most favored places in Korea but now it's a big empty slop.Why do you even come here? " He asked me again. I look at her and put my empty hand on my hip " because this place has the best damn boba I've ever tried! " I say shaking my hip and snapping my hands. He laughed at me and then sighed getting his trench coat and hat off the rack. I look at her and wonder where he was going. He was the only one here. The only worker that is. Well his father owns the shop.. He just help outs. His father in probably at his house sobbing. " Hey... " I say to him, She looks at me. " I don't want to be a bummer or anything but nothing lasts forever... " I say. He then busts up laughing for some reason. Was I funny?

" Uhhh.... Are you okay? " I ask smiling at him weirdly.

" Gosh. You really know how to cheer up moods don't you! " He says. I laugh

" I'm sorry was I bad? "

" Very very bad! " He teases then I laugh. She buttons the last few buttons left on her black trench coat.

" Where are you going? " I ask.

" Home! I have to make dinner for my girlfriend! " He says.

" Well... Do you want me to get out? " I say getting up a little. He shakes hi head

" Stay in here all you want. Refrigerators open~! " Namjoon sung.

" Really? " I ask.

" Yep. Just do me a favor and close up the store, And if people walk in just do what a waitress does and cook. " She says. Oh my gosh this is the highlight of my day. I always wanted to raid a refrigerator. " I will! " I say. He smiles at me then tosses the keys. Of course knowing me I miss. He starts opening the door. " Wait! " I say. He looks at me.

" Hm? "

" Before you leave.... Can I uh... Wear your apron? "

" Sure, Do whatever you want except trash the place! " He laughs. I giggle and nod. I was serious about the apron tho. " Bye! Don't forget to lock up and have a nice night! " He waves. I wave my mouth was full with boba. He laughs and walks out. Now i'm all alone. Just the refrigerator with me. A date with the refrigerator. Oh this will be fun heheheheheh.... As soon as i'm done with my boba I threw it away. A couple minutes passed and I go ahead and prepare up some steak and salad and just for good “measure” a piece of carrot cake. While I was in the kitchen with my chef hat and apron on I hum ( A childhood remedy ) that I love. Then I hear some sounds. It was coming closer. Talking and laughing. Did the He come back! No these were two voices... Male... Female.... The heck? Maybe there just passing by.

I laugh to my self and shake my head of my nervousness but then... I hear the door open. SHIT! I can't hide! Wait can I? No I can't! This place needs some money badly! I cry mentally pouting my bottom lip. " Hello? is anyone there? " A cute female voice says. I sigh and put down the black spatula and rush to the front desk. " Hello~! Nice to meet you- " I seen that it was them. Hobi and Jeon. Gosh this is my own little living hell. " Oh what's up Jeon! " I say to her smiling. She smiles back. “ Hi! “ Hobi smiles at me and fixes his hair. I try not to stare as much. I blush “ Erm! What would you like today? “ I asked trying to change the subject. Hobi then spoke “ I didn’t know you work here? “ Jeon nodded and held on to his arm. “ I’m just watching over the place. Namjoon had to go take care of his girlfriend. “ Hobi then laughed then Jeon. Was I funny or awkward? they were giving me mixed signals “ What? “ I asked. Hobi spoke again looking into my eyes “ Namjoon doesn’t have a girlfriend! “ Jeon decided to finish his sentence “ Yeah! He was probably just tricking you! “ I look at them blankly for a couple seconds then turned my head back “ That son of a bitch... “ I darkly mumbled. I appreciate that he let me raid his refrigerator but still! Hobi laughed and Jeon was silent.

Jeon looked at the menu and raised an eyebrow “ Theres not that much of a selection here... “ She mumbled. Hobi flicked her shoulder “ Be nice. “ He whispered. Jeon sighed as she continued to look through the menu. I could see why Namjoon doesn’t like this girl. Hobi spoke taking the menu away from his girlfriend “ We’ll just have the steak and salad. “ Jeon added “ And some carrot cake. “ She reached in her purse. “ Here " She says handing me the money. She left a little extra. Why?, She was probably giving me the money because Hobi always looses his. " Er. Thanks I only need this much though. " I say taking half the money. " No, no, I want to give you a little tip too... I know your all depressed in this place! So please I wan't you to cheer up your day buying new things. " HOW. DARE. SHE. I laugh at her. " Oh no, please take your money. I have money of my own. This place is like a home to me so i'm not depressed at all. I say sliding her money back to her " Are you sure? " She asked me raising her eyebrow " Positive. " I smile.

They go sit down. I finish what used to be my stake on the steaming pan. I get the salad and chop it up into tiny pieces then I put some tomatoes in it, onions,peanuts,cranberries, and this cafes secret ranch dressing. " Alrighty! " I say finishing up the salad. Soon I get the carrot cake out of the refrigerator and slice it. Suga used to come here for his carrot cake but no he betrayed us for some other place. It's fine though. He's funny and confusing sometimes I can relate a bit. Finally I put the steak on the plate and the salad. Getting another small plate I put the carrot cake on there. " There we are! " I say putting there dinner on the big tray. I look at myself in the mirror to see if I look at least half way decent for me serving the food to them. I look alright.

I go out the kitchen carrying the the food. "Order up~! " I sung. Jeon put her two hands together with her eyes sparkingly wide looking at the food Hobi looks at the food admiring the smell of it. Jokes of them it's just heated up food... But since I felt artsy I put my spice on it. I serve the food to them " Oh thank you so much! " Jeon smiles. " Yep... anytime....anytime. " I say. Hobi nods as he looks at the food with delight. He then looks at me giving me a smile " Wow!, Your super talented! " He winks at me. I blush a bit and smile "Well I learn from the best! " I say. Hobi then shakes his head and laughs " I only taught you how to make sausages! " He laughs. He taught me when our group was camping. Him and I woke up early and decided to make breakfast for everyone. It turned out horrid but the sausages was amazing

" Those were the best damn sausages I ever had. " I laugh. I then turn the tray to my stomach and bow a bit " Well i'll leave you two at it! " I smile. Hobi smiles and waves " Thanks again! " He says

" Anytime! If you need me just come in the kitchen. I'll be on the computer. " I say." Alright " They say. As I left them alone on there date I got the computer out and wen't to (manga network ) and I read some romantic manga... “Kiss the girl already Shin!” I mumbled. I hear Hobi and Jeon whispering to eachother. I wanted to ease drop so freaking bad but I knew it wasn’t right so I didn’t. After a couple minutes Jeon calls me. I got up " Yes? " I say. " Is this food alright? " Hobi then looks at her annoyed " Jeon! " He whispers.

" What? " She whispers back to him.

I come out of the kitchen " Did you ask me if the food was alright? " I smile. I must've misheard her. " Yep. " She says. " It's shaking. " She pointed at the steak. Ace already finished his. He then looked at me " Excuse her... I don't know whats gotten into her. " Hobi apologized eyeing her. Everything Hobi. Everything has gotten into her. I sigh at Jeon. " Yes Jeon. The food is okay. " I say. She tilts her head at me giving me a muddled look " Ya sure? It doesn't look like it " She laughs. Her attitude was as if she was jealous for some reason. My lips form into a slight smile " Do you want me to make you something else. " I got a bit irritated. Jeon shakes her head quickly side to side

" No thank you! " She says. Hobi sighs

" Your food was amazing okay. " He says to me. No, I don't wan't people to try to make me feel better when I'm not even hurt.

" Oh no don't worry Hobi. Some people have there opinions... "

Jeon spoke " Yeah... That's probably why this place is as empty as ever. " She smirks looking around. " You should probably get an actual job that pays you money so maybe you could at least get a decent boyfriend this time. One that won't break up with you " Jeon laughs and smiles at me.

THAT'S IT.

" Yeah It's probably different with you since you lure all kinds of guys in your room everyday. " I smile at her. It was true too. I seen her cheat on Hobi more than once. " We probably have way different personalities. " I paint a sarcastic smile on my face. Hobi just looks at us and then at Jeon. " What?! No Hobi is the only one I dated you sick bastard! " She spat at me getting me even more angry. " Your just jealous because no one really likes the worthless you. " She says. I laugh getting a little twitch of vexation. " Yeah... That's what all whores say. " I mumble the last part. Hobi laughs at my comment. Why would he do that? Isn't he on her side? Alice then stands up and throws her carrot cake piece at me. " Awwww! I was going to eat thaaaaaatttt! " Hobi whines.

I stood there in shock. Then the rage set in. I turn back to her smiling. Jeon yells again " I want my money back! And you call this cake?! " There happens to be a full cup of boba on the table next to me. How did that get there? Maybe the gods want me to throw this at her. Hm. Fine with me. I slowly take off the cap. " Sorry beloved slut but... NO REFUNDS! " I throw the boba at her getting some on her face and staining her expensive winter outfit. She got very very mad. " Hobi! See what she did! Tell on her to her manager! You can do that right?! She doesn’t deserve to be in the kpop world! " She whines. I sing and dance. I’m just a unnoticed rapper. Well... I am a little noticed by my rap in hookga but besides that. Wiping off her face. " Oh boo hoo! " I say wiping off the carrot cake a little. Hobi laughs nervously and looks at me." Yeah I can't do that.... " He says.

" WHY! " She says. " Because.... I-...... hahahahahaha! Wow what a fight! " He stops his sentence. What?.... What was that. I felt this sign of anxiety in my heart and my heart beats getting faster. " Well. People always tell on each other everyday in ibighit right! Besides.... " She then picks up a plate. Hobi and I look at her blankly "We're all made here. " Her eyes looked as if they turned darker less than two seconds she got the plate and threw it towards me. The plate acting as if it was a Frisbee. I got the big tray and blocked the plate. The plate fell on the ground making a big mess. She tried to kill me?! Aishh! I thought sh wanted to just tell on me! I don't want to hurt her. I can't kill her, I don't want to get a bad name for killing the most beloved girl. When the plate his me a sharp part of it cut my shoulder a bit making me bleed. " JEON! " Hobi yells.... .Jeon was mad and we could all tell. " First of all... That was the most cringest pickup line I ever heard in my life. Second.... Catch. " I then did the exact same but with a tray. The tray was faster. Jeon got punched in the stomach. She fell down and held her stomach. " I HATE YOU! " She yells at me. I sigh she was making a big deal out of this. She hit me first... Maybe it was a little rude of me to his her with a tray but I cant stand there and do noting. She picked up a glass shard and before I can react she threw it at my feet. Ripping the skin so some blood could be set free. The pain set in soon. " Ah! " I panic feeling my ripped skin. Hobi then gets up." JEON. LETS GO. " He says getting her up. She nods and leaves with Hobi.

" Damn. " I say. Look at his mess.... I go to the kitchen and get a paper towel to wash up a bit. I wet in and put it on my scar. Then I look in the emergency cabinet get the alcohol. Before I do so I close the blinds. I don't think people want to see me heal myself on the cafe counter... I hear the door open as I was opening the cap to the cure. It was Hobi. " Are you here to yell at me? " I say looking at him and raining my eye brow. He laughs " No! Why would I do that! "He says. I look at him then my cut started to sting. I shake a bit. " Here allow me. " He says. I nod. He comes over and puts his warm hand over my leg " Alright. " He gets the cotton balls and puts some alcohol on it. I close my eyes awaiting for more pain. He chuckles at me " Hey.. thanks for confirming that Jeon dates other men to me. " He says.I tilt my head “ Confirming? “He then taps gently on my cut to see if it still stings. I shake a little but then it calmed down. “ I knew in some sense she was dating other guys by the way she looks at them... “ He doesn’t seem sad.

“ Look i’m really- “

“ Don’t worry. To be honest dont miss her one bit. She always nags me. I was about to break up with her anyways... " He chuckled “ Theres someone else I like... “ I bet it wasn’t me.. Maybe I should just give it up. “ There, As good as new! “ He presents a band aid on my leg. I smile and look down at my used to be cut. " Wow! Thanks so much Hobi!. " I blush swinging my legs. He laughs and looks up at me “ No problem half pint! “ He teases. I laugh a bit. It was getting pretty late. Midnight was usually the time where all the drunkards come out. I sigh as I get up “ I should probably get going. “ I had to walk home.. It was already as dangerous as it is so I better leave. “ Eh? Did you get a car? “ He asked. “ N-No... “ I get my brown jacket off the rack. He stood up and put his hands on his hips “ You know.. It’s pretty dangerous to walk home at night.. Let me drive you! “ He smiled. I smiled back at his offer. It was kind enough for him to fix my cut. I don’t want to waste his gas money. “ Thanks but no thanks I don’t want to waste any of your money.” I kindly decline. He puffed his cheeks at me “ Well... If it is okay with you I kinda need your help. “ My help? He never askes for that. “ Eh? “ I tilt my head. He chuckled a bit “ I need your help with a new rap i’m doing. Your a good rapper so I want to see if it sounds good. “ He smiles. He usually asks Yoonji or Namjoon to help with this but I guess I could help out. “ Alright. “ I guess I could stay at his place for a bit. He smiled and grabbed my hand. I blush at this. He rushed us to the car. He drove to his house.

He offered me to go inside. I went inside into his comfy house. He chuckled “Make yourself at home! “ I chuckled back at him “ Don’t mind if I do. “ I mumbled. I sat down on the couch as Hobi got his song lyrics. He came out with a stack of papers. “ So what I’m thinking is the rap could be strong and powerful yet heart spoken. “ He said. I get myself comfortable on the couch as he sits next to me. “ Alright. “ I say getting an idea of what he is going for. “ So.. Could I possibly show you? “ He asked. I nodded “ Of course! “ “ Alright the song is called mama. “ “ Awww.. “ I teased. “ Shut up. “ He laughs. He starts rapping as he did I listened carefully. After he was done I gave him some tips. The song turned out amazing at the end “Wow that was amazing! “ I say. “ Gosh I couldn’t of did this without you! “ He laughs. “ Nah this was all you! “ I laughed back getting up. He looked at me “ Where are you going? “ He asked. “ Home. “ I smile. “ Aww! No stay for a bit! “ He whines. “ Your apartment doesn’t have water right? “ He asked. What how does he know that?! I didn’t pay my water bill because I was saving for a gift for my grandmother! Then when I payed it they said they had a delay in the process... He chuckled getting up and moving to me “ I only know that because Namjoon told me.. “ THAT FUCKING BASTARD! “Aishhh... “ I hissed. He chuckled at me moving closer. I didn’t notice how close he was until he spoke “ Please. I know it must be hard but go take a shower. “ I looked at him and blushed did I stink “ N-N-NOT SAYING YOU STINK OR ANYTHING! “ He panicked. I blushed and looked down twiddling my fingers together. “ Al-Alright! “ I say. Hobi hands me a black towel with ducks on them. He’s very childish but I think it’s quite funny. I giggle a bit taking the towel from him. “ Here... If you want to spend the night. It would be easier for you. “ He asked. It would be easier... Besides I could just walk home in the morning not wasting his gas money. I blush and nod. He smiles and hands me one of his black formal shirt. “ I know you dont have any pajamas so just wear this... “ I take his shirt “ Th-Thanks... “ I say. Soon Hobi adjusts the water to be hot but not to hot “ There you go! “ He smiles. He gets out and I start my shower. The water felt so good on my skin and the body wash smelt like heaven. I took my hair band off and washed my hair after I was done washing everything I turned the water off and dryed up. I heard Hobi practice his song as I did so. I put my black lace bra and black lace panties on then his black work shirt. It was like a short nightgown on me. When I was all done I stepped out of the shower and went to the living room Hobi wasn’t there. “ Erm... “ I look around “ In here! “ He finally shouts. I follow the sound of his voice. It lead me in his room. When I arrived Hobi seemed to stare at me for a few seconds. I then saw a smirk appear on his face for some reason. “ Erm... Do you want me to- “ I was going to ask if I was going to sleep in the living room but I was interrupted by him pinning me down to the bed.

He was now on top of me. I blushed extremely with his body only a few inches away from mine... He held himself up with one hand and the other playing with my hair. He had a serious look on his face. My mind was blank. He whispered “ You know...I really couldn’t help myself... “ Hobi chuckled darkly. What was he talking about?! He moved his hand to my cherry cheek. I blushed “ Uh.. I should probably get- “ I tried to move away but he pushed me down again. “ You know you want this.. You always did didn’t you? “ He teases.

While my head was up I felt something warm go on my neck. Something warm and wet. It spun around slowly and did slow strokes. His tongue teased my neck. I moaned a bit as he began to suck giving me a hickey. I felt his hand go up my leg. His fingers dragged along my sides tickling me a bit. His chest on mine and his warm lips giving mine another sweet kiss.

He was the one leading the kiss... His mouth open causing mine too. He looks deeply into my innocent eyes as I look at his lustful ones. He muffles another laugh in the kiss and then stuck is tongue in my mouth. My eyes were open wide. His tongue let out saliva that he made me swallow. I wanted to take a breath so much but he was blocking me to do so. His tongue was playing with mine giving it spins, sucks, and bites. My hands went to his shoulders again. His hand trails up to my hips and he rubs them. The desires grow deeper inside of me as he does so. I begin to kiss back a little. My hips move up then then fall back. He caresses my breast and feels my nipples with his thumb. I just want him to take his clothes off already. I started to get horny.

Hobi then trails his hands on my stomach and then down to my clit. I moaned a bit trying to be quite. He broke the kiss. Saliva trailed along our unconnected tongues and it dripped down my cheeks. I breathed a put my head up moaning as he rubs on my clit gently. " Do you like that? " He whispers acting as if I was a dog. As he start pushing on it I nod swiftly and bite my lip. He laughs darkly and goes inside me a little. My moans got louder. He smirks as he continues to go inside of me. I wan't more.... So much more... I let out a groan and grip his bed sheets. This feels too good. Hobi then rips my panties off and goes down to it. my clit moves up and down as if it was humping the air. " You must really like that... "Hobi bit his lips watching me. He then looks at me " You know... I never really played with a women like this before... " He says. He then starts to suck on my clit. I couldn't help but moan very loudly. Sweat began to form on my forehead. He sucks then licks it like a dog. The sucking was very painful but it felt so good. He went hard then soft.

After a couple minutes of that he goes up to me again He saw my sweaty face and heard my moaning pleasure. My stomached acted as if it was in a knot. "Did you wan't more? " He asks me. What a torture. He already know the answer. I nod and bite my lip. He then laughs and puts his hands on my back and un clips the clips of my bra. My breast were shown to him. While he was still rubbing my clit. He sucks one of my nipples biting them at random times. After a couple minutes of that he soon slips off his pants. I blush as he revealed his legs. He then quickly pulled his brown boxers off. He looks at me " I'm sorry.... I just couldn't wait any longer.... " He says throaty. I moan my clit was super wet. It couldn't wait either... I never thought I would be pleading... especially for this such matter.

" Here.... " His cock slowly rubs on my clit. I react with a weak push up. It then goes an inch in. We both moaned a bit.The feeling was explainable. Hobi held my hands down because we both knew this was going to get rough. He probably needed something to hold on to. He slowly goes in and he groans. I put my head up and squeeze my eyes shut.. It hurts so much but..... He then thrust into me a little bit in and a little bit out. The feeling was strange but the experience was fantastic. Where is my innocent soul? Did it leave me? He thrust faster and our moans were getting louder. I feel something warm build up inside of me. He looks deep into my eyes and I look into his. Our mouths both open, and bodies shaking. I cum inside of him and I feel him do the same in me.i My breaths were going crazy and my desires ran throughout that bedroom. He was going super fast now. Our visions were both so blurry. This lasted for a long time. “ Ah-Ah Hobi! “ I shouted. He was going super fast. The bed shook and squeaked. “ I-I love you! “ He groaned to me. With every moan and groan the night eventrully slowed down.

We were both out of breath. Hobi got off of me laying on his back and looking up. His eyes were closed and his heavy breaths filled the air. I was sweating and looking up to. We were both starting to cool down a little. Hobi put his boxers on leaving me completely naked. I blush at him " Can I have clothes? " I ask with my crumbling voice. He laughs a bit " I want to admire you a little more... " I blush and look to the side. The wind was still whispering but the rain calmed down. I sigh calming down a little. I then felt Hobi lay his sweaty head on my breast with his cover. He squeezes my breast a little and jiggles them " I love you so much.... " " I love you t-too Hobi. " I stutter.

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Ever since I was young, I’ve always enjoyed human nature. I never really caught onto this when I was younger but I think I must of subconsciously been examining the people around me. Whenever I’d go outside, there would always be another person outside on my street, whenever I’d go on a bike ride, it’d always be coincidentally timed with a person I know outside or just some common occurrence of the old man down the street sitting outside on his porch watching the driveway. Looking back, there was never a single day where I had a bike ride where something like that didn’t happen. And I go bike riding at least 3 times a day but there has never been a day where something I knew didn’t happen again. Some people doing their constant yard-work on something important, the others with their garage open while working on cars, the neighbors that give their dog a walk daily. Always something, always something happening in the world around me. Now that i’m older, I can really appreciate the individuality of life. The people that walk past me on the street, they aren’t just blank “NPCs” that exist solely for the point of walking past me to convey the feeling of population. They’re people with their own personal life and stories and it really is amazing to just stop and think about the people you go by. It really makes everyone so interesting as if they’re all little colors on a giant color scale. So many tints, hues, variations, names, they all come together to make something giant. The man you walked past last week with that strange beard, what kind of stories do you think he could tell you? Do you think he could be a veteran, or some sort of lumberjack? Maybe thats too broad of an assumption, what if hes just a normal day-to-day business man with a strange beard? I wonder if he just forgot to shave or maybe thats just how the man likes his beard..These kind of thoughts just kinda float around in my head. I have so many things I could tell people, my life when I was younger, my life now, all the things i’ve done up to this point, my opinions on topics happening in my life right now, my friends, the people i’ve lost, the people I have, the pets I have, the connections i’ve formed with the world around me... That guy that flipped you off yesterday when you may or may not have purposely cut him off? Do you think hes naturally a mean guy? Maybe it was just what you did, or maybe hes just an ass. What if hes a big rude boss, or just a simple and kind working man that was slightly bothered by your actions? Its really special when you just stop and examine everything. Its very unlikely those questions will ever be answered as with all the people in the world, we’ll never get to meet everyone, and all these different possible variations in character, appearance, and beliefs and what they really meant as you probably wont see them again. Sure, in the moment, thoughts like these really don’t matter, as I doubt you’re going to forgive the guy who just hit you in the back with a shopping cart at Walmart due to being unaware but when you stop and look back it brings interesting perspective. Did he do it because he just didn’t like you then played it off as if he wasn’t aware? Did he do it just because he was unaware and there really wasnt anything more to it than that? Maybe the man is just in a rut and personal problems are what caused said unawareness? Its kinda sad, not everything that happens with the people around you will ever be answered. Even so, I still find it fun to just think about those people around me that were never really important to what i was doing, but still helped in assisting the world around me shine. Theres so much personality and thinking and emotion put behind every persons moves. We don’t just get up in the morning because we wake up from sleeping, we get up in the morning because theres things we need to be doing. We aren’t just “going to school” with nothing behind it, were “going to school because while I fucking hate it I’ll probably need what i’m learning in class in the long run”. We don’t just hang out with our friends because the option is there and we can chose it. We hang out with friends because we want to grow closer to them as people and learn more about them, how we differ and how were alike and how we can strengthen our bond to be something more than friends. Its actually kind of head-hurting just trying to think of all the motivation asserting itself from the people around us. That guy next door leaves early in the morning because he has a job to do and god damn it is he gonna do it good to earn for his family. Your teacher isn’t just there because he wants to tell kids what they need to know, hes there because he wants to inform the kids of the next generation, enlighten and help them so they can continue on stronger and better people from what they’ll be learning from him. You aren’t just mad at this dick whose insulting your friends because hes saying mean things, you’re mad because you know what hes saying is false, and you can justify the defense of your pals, you know them better than anyone! At least, from the outside, thats what I think you’re thinking of. We all have our own justice, and we all have our own thoughts and they fuel our actions and our life. While that one dude that left a bad impression with us for being rude may not be favorable to another, may be a beloved person to the next who just made a mistake or possibly struck out with what they thought we’d like. Theres just so many possibilities and that really amazes me, the concept itself is simple but when you stop to look back at it, it really is astounding. As you read this, you may have a plethora of things to say, things that i’ll get, things that I won’t understand how you feel that way, and overall what you say will decide how I feel or think about you. I may not really get to understand or learn about the history thats lead you up to these thoughts and admittedly I probably never will and you may never find out what lead me up to this point and why I feel this way but even then..I find it so intriguing. Everything around me is so cool! I can’t help but appreciate it! You’ve got so many stories over the years to tell other people, you do so much every day with your own thoughts and aspirations that fuel those movements and actions, you have so much going on in your life that I cant help but just stop and think about it. Its not just me in this huge world thats doing a bunch and experiencing so much, but EVERYONE around me! Everyone around me can turn their whole life into a novel that could go on for thousands and thousands of pages, even if you think you haven’t done much with your life (which I seriously doubt as this is something I thought at first) you could easily fill a thousand pages with just your personal thoughts! What you did yesterday and why it mattered so much to you even though others thought it wasnt really that big at all, how you live your life, how you make your days, how you change the world around you into its own little area that only you can control. Its just all so amazing, its hard to stop wanting to put it into words. I want to tell you everything, even if you happen to be some random person with enough free time to read what I say, I want you to know my perspective, and my upbringing, what I feel, what I think, what I say in comparison to what I think and how that makes me. So, I can be another face that lights up and adds more depth in the world around you. So you know that you aren’t just the only one in this giant world, so you know that each nook and cranny has its own personality that will allow it to bloom into one of the most powerful and unique flowers you’ll never be able to comprehend in mere words!

I want you to know that I wasn’t being rude at the supermarket by not responding to you rather I have a serious problem with being nervous and I just couldn’t figure out how to ask for a job application.

I want you to know that I didn’t mean to hit your leg while walking down the bus aisle, I tried to reach my backpack pocket and there wasn’t enough time to explain and now I feel embarrassed that I did that and I apologize even thought it was just a small accident, I want you to know that it was an accident.

I want you to know that I don’t just do strange things because I want to be different, rather those strange things I do are just because I find them fun, even if they are childish! I don’t want to grow up into a serious person, I still fully believe that people can be silly and fun-loving even as an adult and I won’t let the world around me decide how I want to be as a person!

I want you to know that I want to know if you find how I behave, a bit strange compared to others. Am I that different from the people around me? If so, how so? I want to know why you think that of me. I want more thoughts and perspectives so I as a person can grow and learn and see things from the eyes of others, so I can also grow to be a stronger and more reasonable person! I want to know!

I want you to know that I as a person lack worldly knowledge and as such I can say things that sound stupid even thought I make good grades! I feel dumb when I do this, I feel like i’ll never be ready for life on my own because I lack that information and it hurts me. I’m a dunce! I can say things that are really really stupid although I seem like a person that wouldn’t say something so dumb!

I want you to know that I procrastinate way too much, and I have barely invested even half of the time I should of into thinking about my future, I don’t like the idea of having to do work, and I don’t like the idea of having to worry about what life will throw at me because of how thats gone badly for my mother and the more and more I say that the more I feel power, I feel strength, raging through me. I will power through, I didn’t go through all of this for nothing, I won’t succumb like some dying dog, if i’m dying, i’m going down with a fight! People WILL be coming with me! I need to make it through, and theres no other way to prove to myself than to succeed! I want you to know this! I want you to know that I can doubt myself so much, and yet I can still believe in myself at the same time, I can get mad at this world and at the same time find such reliance in it. I want you to know that i’m not just a faceless person that just walked past, or made accidental eye contact via car driving past, or two eyes meeting in class while being bored. I can hate, yet I can love people at the same time! I can hate myself and the things I do, but I can still love myself for who I am, and what I embody! I just want you to know. I really do. Even if you dont care, even if I dont matter to you, even if i’ll be just another person you forget. Even if what i say is rude, even if what I say is stupid, even if what I say makes me look worse as a person. Letting you know something about me will be worth it in my book.

I love having all these opinions and thoughts and matters in my life, even if when i’m with my friends I jokingly shove them away! I really really appreciate and respect them and hold them close, even if they even aren’t that big! The world around me also feels like this, like everything has something to say even if they wont or can’t say it and that what makes it so interesting and never something I will be able to grow tired of. There is so much individuality in everything and depth in everyone around you that no two stories will ever be identical. Every person has movements, that are shaped by what they’ve gone through even though I may never learn of what the things that shaped them were- things only they as people can speak as loud as I can about what I want you to know about me, and I can appreciate the “beauty” in that. I can appreciate the “beauty” in you, as I can appreciate the “beauty” in this world.

#3deep5me #thoughts #im having a serious day okay?#I feel so much better after writing this #yeh I can be kinda hypocritical #This world is beautiful

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My Adventures In STEM by: Amber Clements Edited by: Nichole Cooper

My goal when entering the stem was to meet this man by the name Ruben Victoriano but he went by Ruvik. I heard about his work from along time ago. I was very intrigued also i had heard about his past. He had went through alot; he and his beloved sister named Laura were playing in a barn when it caught fire. He survived but sadly laura did not. Ruvik was badly burned; his father had locked him in the basement being disgusted and not wanting to be seen around him. With his mother not knowing of his survival until one night he escaped, raged and killed his parents in there own bedroom. He wanted revenge on everyone; the world had took the only thing he held dear to him, his beloved sister. So yea his past was so very horrible. My past was also bad but not that bad but even that made me want to meet him even more. I felt sorry for him and thats when i found out the only way to meet him was to enter the stem. he had been killled but his consciousness was still here so i went on with entering the stem, even though there were very high consequences of me not surviving and not being able to return to reality. I took the risk because it meant so much to me. I needed to do this so after entering i ended up at some hospital, it was named beacon mental hospital. I started looking around; going down a very long hallway i heard gun shots. I looked around the corner i saw three police officers shooting at this tall man in a white burnt robe meaning it had to be ruvik. He had killed the cops one by one, it happened so fast. He used some kind of telekinesis, i ran to a door but it was locked from the other side. I was stuck. i sat on the floor hoping he wouldnt see me but as he was walking forward he turned his head glaring at me. Walking towards me with this evil grin on his face like he was gonna rip my soul out, i was honestly terrified. I thought he was gonna kill me, then and there i called him by his name trying to make him stop. I told him i came here just to meet him and to help him. He walked up to me and grabbed me by my throat. He smiled and threw me against the wall. When i got up he was gone; he had disappered I thought to myself where did he go? I was lucky i guess. I then kept walking down to the end of that corner running into another long hallway. There were lots of mental prison holding cells. Suddenly i got a really bad headache, everything got dizzy, then i was in a whole different place. It was a huge mansion, i was confused on how i got there I got up and just went with it, there were so many rooms. I didnt know where to go first; I finally decided to go upstairs down a hall to the room on the end. I entered and it looked like a murder scene. There were tables with body parts, and blood everywhere. Looking in shock i still went in walked up to a desk. It had human anatomy charts on it, skulls, and a dissected pigs head. I picked up some papers from the drawer and what i read was horrific. There was also some reports about him and what happened with the fire, reading it i was in tears... Suddenly the lights started flickering, my headache was coming back. Then ruvik suddenly appeared in front of me. I was still in tears from reading the report i looked him in the eyes. With no expression i said im im so sorry....... he looked back at me with a smirk he said "Everyone has to die.. My beloved sister, they took her away from me. You dont know how it felt.. but im gonna make you feel it!" He teleported me to this gorgeous sunflower field, there was a barn in the distance. I walked into the barn to what looked like an hallutionation of what had happened to them. I was standing there in tears then suddenly the barn actually caught on fire. I was in panic, ruvik had been standing behide me the whole time watching my reaction. I walked up and hugged him as the fire was burning my legs. He then teleported us out of the barn before we burned. We then were back in his study. I asked him if i could help him in anyway. He told me there were some detectives here that were trying to stop him from leaving this world. He says they need to be killed. He asked me if i could take care of it and of course i said yes thinking to myself ive never killed a person before but i can do it. Its for someone i care for unconditionally, he then grabs me by the arm and injects a huge syringe in my neck. He said this will protect me from his creations. He then teleports me to some weird, dark location; I guess this was where the detectives were. Somehow i ended up outside, there was a small park and they were all of the detectives just standing there. Thinking to myself this is gonna be easy, I started walking towards them acting like i was scared and tired and i needed help. They saw me heading towards them and one of the guys pointed a gun at me. He was very handsome and had brown hair. He then asked me who i was and why i was there, i answered. Then i asked who they were, he said his name was Sebastian. there was a guy with glasses he told me that was Joseph and then theres the girl that was Juli Kidman. I then asked why they were there. They had no idea but had been searching for one of the mental patients by the name Leslie Withers. ? Thinking to myself, 'Was this why ruvik needed me to kill them? Does Leslie have something to do with this?' Not saying anything out loud they asked me if i wanted to tag along. I looked and said sure thanks. We started walking entering another huge building. Thats when we finally encountered one of ruviks creations, it was a huge terrifying guy with a chainsaw. He was the Sadist. Me knowing i was scared of chainsaws i took off even though i was supposedly safe. I didnt take a chance, everyone else started shooting at him with the guns. I had no way to try and protect myself until Joseph threw a gun to me. I tried to shoot him but it did nothing the guns just made him angrier. We all started running; we eventally locked ourselves in a room with a metal door that latched but that wont hold for long. We all started looking around the room for something to use to fight back the sadist. Sebastian had then found an axe he was gonna try and chop his head off but someone had to go out there and distract him. So we decided me and kidman would go, thinking to myself this would be a great time to get rid of her. We went out starting to shoot he cornered us against a wall. Kidman was out of bullets and now it was time for me to take that chance. He looked at me then looked at kidman, i ran around him right then he took his chainsaw ramming it into her chest; blood and instines flew everywhere. I smiled and laughed under my breathe then started crying fakely. Everyone ran out and saw what had happened. Joseph started crying as well.. Sebastian took the axe running and screaming he chopped the sadist head off. He then fell onto his knees crying.. i had no idea what to say.. They looked at me i said i couldnt do anything im so sorry. A few minutes past we started moving on again. We all started getting headaches, the room was changing but this time i was alone again. Everyone had went to different places. It was pitch black, I didnt know where i was. i kept walking staying near the walls finding my path. I approched a ladder going down into what looked like the sewers. Again i was afraid cause i couldnt see a thing at all. Finally getting down there i stepped into this deep swampy water. i tried my best to keep walking. I saw a tunnel up ahead so i go inside and suddenly i ended up back in the mansion. I was like 'What the hell is going on!' This time i go into the dining room seeing another long ass hallway on the other side of the room. walking down the hallway i see someone. I was shocked and relieved; it was JOSEPH. I ran to him it seemed like the hallway was taking forever to get to him but finally i got to him. Something was wrong, it was a trap, he was barbwired to the wall. The walls were closing in, i had to save him somehow. I needed to get the barbwire off but there was nothing to use to get it off. I decided out of bravery just to rip it off with my hands and guess what? it worked! I got him out of there we ran to the door at the end. We were safe but our hands and arms were covered in blood that didnt matter to us. Thats when Sebastian runs up with his gun pointed at me. Joseph yelled at Sebastian, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!" Sebastian replied, "Shes not to be trusted Joseph. I know she had Kidman killed on purpose. Shes gonna try and kill us too." Joseph replies, "She just saved my life. You're not gonna kill us right Amber?" Me looking i said, "No im not. Im on your side." Even though she knew it was really a lie. Sebastian ended up not shooting her but lost all trust for her. We then moved on into another room with Sebastian watching her closely. This room was rusting, tons of barbed fences, and pipes everywhere. Suddenly we all heard a loud noise. We all started looking around then thats when we smelled it... It was gas, we panicked trying to figure out where it was coming from. Then suddenly out of the fumes we barely saw it but something was coming toward us. It got closer lets just say its one of the most scariest shits you will ever see. It had a safe as a head and a large spiked hammer. This creation was called the keeper, more terrifying then the sadist. this time i knew i was safe but i had to act like i wasnt. We all started scrambling the room, there was three of us one of him. He sure wasnt after me; i tried shooting it in the chest but like the sadist it looked worthless. Sebastian had gotten a shotgun, he kept shooting him. Finally he went down and the gases had stopped. "That was fast." i said laughing. We all started getting dizzy again.. "FUCK NOT THIS AGAIN!" I SAID. We were separated again this time i was in some sort of factory. I started walking around, i had no idea where to go then i saw an old elevator. i tried that it took me to what looked like a huge boiler room. It was unbelievably hot. I walked around until i hit a corner then ran right into Sebastian. He thought since Joseph wasnt there he could finish what he started with me. He grabs me and throws me against the steaming wall. He puts his gun to my head... Right before hes about to shoot theres a very loud screeching noise. I see this spider like creation coming towards us. It looked like a demon from hell. It attacked Sebastian setting me free of his gun. I looked at the creation and i couldnt beileve what i saw. It was Laura, Ruvik's sister, she was holding Sebastian down giving me the chance to kill him. I raise my gun, close my eyes and fired. I shot him in the head twice. I have just killed Sebastian Laura leaves. Next thing i know is Joseph standing on the other side of the room looking at me. He had just saw me shoot his bestfriend and partner. He fell to his knees, tears started pouring. I was heartbroken but happy at the same time i could kill Joseph right there where he sits... But something inside me wont let me shoot him. He looks up at me with tears says "Why WHY!Why did you kill him!? Sebastian was right you were gonna kill us.. Im next arent i?!" I replied and said, "I cant kill you Joseph. I cant do it. If you want you can kill me!" But Joseph says he couldnt kill her either knowing she saved his life and all; he was starting to like her. With tears in both of our eyes he walks up to her and kisses her. "Can i have this last moment with you?" thinking to myself 'last moment?' Joseph and Amber then start to make love to each other. He looked so happy but sad at the same time. When they finally finished Josesph gave her a huge kiss and hugged her tight. He then grabbed his gun... Without her knowing puts it to his head and shoots himself. she starts SCREAMING AND CRYING "NOOOO!" covered in Josephs blood. She got angry with herself. She also had grew feeling for him and now hes gone forever.. "Im so sorry Joseph. Why did i have to do this to you.. WHY!? You werent a bad person!" she screamed."RUVIK WHERE ARE YOU?! ITS DONE!" she says. Ruvik then appears, he now says to find and bring Leslie to him. She gets teleported back to the hospital. It wasnt hard for her to find Leslie, he had been outside in the courtyard. She slowly walks up to him, grabs his hand and takes him back to ruvik. We then ended up in a room with wires and bathtubs. Ruvik said, "This is the main part of the Stem." I looked around seeing everyones bodies mine, kidman, seb, and even Joseph. We all were hooked up to the stem. Ruvik then takes Leslie. I asked ruvik why he needed Leslie. He explained that he was the only person compatible with ruvik Leslie was his vessel to the real world. He could enter his body and live, go back into the real world. I thought to myself, 'I was helping Ruvik go back to reality when im gonna be stuck here forever. Alone.' I dont want him to leave me knowing i had grown strong feelings toward him too. I walked up to Ruvik and kiss him and told him i loved him. I tell him, "I dont wanna stay here alone. i want you to stay with me. Please Ruvik dont go!" In rage she holds up her gun to Leslies head, knowing Ruvik would stop her. He throws me against the wall i had already fired my gun. I hit Leslie in the stomach hoping he was dead knowing Ruvik was gonna make her pay. Ruvik then walks up to her looking at her, touching her face. He smirked taking his hand into her chest ripping her heart out. He had just killed the only other person that would ever care about him. Now hes stuck here even longer; he will have to find another way to leave. He kept her heart in his study as a reminder. She will now be made into one of his horrific creations. But the story ends there for now... THE END

#the evil within #story #evil within #horror #gaming #fanfic

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