Styles & Co. |Chapter 17.
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After Harry fell asleep in the early hours when I woke him, I didn't bother to bring up the conversation I had wanted to initiate.
Once my head hit the pillow, I was out like a light, I didn't even wake up to Harry's alarm, or him getting ready to go to work. Usually, I wake up briefly, enough to get a quick kiss goodbye, but this morning, I don't remember even feeling his kiss being pressed to me.
I stretch out in the bed, feeling content and relaxed as I breathe in the scent of our sheets, having no desire to actually get out of the warm bed. But, considering I have slept all day, quite literally, I need to get up and do something productive. Even if that productive arrangement is getting out of bed and putting on clothes.
I gradually make my way downstairs, stepping towards the kitchen, surprised when I view Harry perched at the kitchen table.
For a moment, I frown, unsure of why he is home. He is meant to be working, it is his first day back. I figured he would be slaving away in his office fixing mistakes of his employees for the next week.
"Look who finally woke up." He chuckles, tilting his head to look at me with the gorgeous grey eyes of his.
I step closer, conceding him with a nod, "Look who is home early." I respond, leaning down and kissing his cheek, my eyes taking a quick second to glance at his laptop screen that is, of course, filled by a business spreadsheet.
"Yeah, I gave Niall and Anastasia the day off and told everyone to leave the office. So, I spent most the day on my own and then decided to come home." He informs me with contentment, seeming completely fine with being home early for once.
"Hmm, okay." I nod, stepping towards the kitchen in search for something to snack on, my grumbling stomach hating me for neglecting it for so long, but sleep was so much more appealing.
"If you're looking for food, I picked up some Chinese food from that place you love. It is keeping warm in the oven." Harry informs me, my tongue licking my lips as I open the oven and find my favourite foods.
"You're home early, you got me food.. Wow, where is my fiance?" I gasp jokingly, hearing him scoff from his position at the table. "I love you," I continue,
"Are you talking about me or the food?" Harry's voice distracts me from my mouth watering gaze peering into the oven.
"The food, definitely the food." I joke, taking the food from the oven and plating it up, eager to take my first few bites.
"Thanks, baby, I really feel loved." Harry murmurs, the sound of his fingers typing away on his Macbook echoing,
"I love you," I inform him sincerely before I walk to the table, sitting down beside. I nudge my plate closer to him, allowing him to steal a few pieces as I watch him on his MacBook, distracting him as he his eyes peer over at me.
"You're staring, why?"
"'cause I can," I shrug, "What are you doin'?"
"I am filling out this spread, but I don't think you are going to let me do that, are yeh?" He questions, leaning closer and pressing a kiss to my cheek, "Yeh being very distracting." He sighs as I flash him a small grin,
"I am just eating with you." I shrug innocently, taking the last piece of food and eating it, allowing him to get back to work.
I leave Harry alone to work while I clean up around the house, doing the domestic things I always tend to do on my days' off, washing clothes, washing the sheets, wiping the dust off of the living room furniture, and whatever else needs to be done.
My time cleaning and tidying up only stirred my thoughts to spiral, the reminder of what I need to tell Harry stays etched in my thoughts.
"Harry, we need to talk for a second." I distract him from his position on the kitchen table.
He lifts his head and glances over at me, his hand still pressed to his laptop.
"Can it wait? I'm kinda busy with this proposal." He gestures towards his screen—the screen has been staring at for the last few hours.
I bite my lip and shake my head, deciding it can not wait and we need to talk. He nods and closes his Macbook screen, leaning back on the chair, his eyes fixated on me.
I shuffle closer and rest my hands on the chair in front of him, gripping the edge mildly as I try to muster up the courage to start off the conversation. "Elle, should I be worried?"
"I don't know if I should tell you." I whisper nervously, "I uh.." I trail off, not sure on how to begin.
"You can tell me anything, you know that. What's the matter, love?" He questions, his phone vibrating loudly against the table, "one second." He sighs, reaching for his phone and dismissing the call, "Okay, what's up?" He flicks his eyes towards me promptly before they're back on his phone screen, his fingers typing.
"Harry." I cross my arms over my chest, beginning to get irritated with his lack of attention.
Harry nods and puts his phone down, finally giving me his undivided attention.
"I found something last night." I begin, "it uh... it was a file with your last name on it." I inform him, watching as he doesn't react,
He manages a deadpan expression, "Okay?" He continues to look at me with not much expression to his face.
"Logan had it in a locked room with other files. I'm pretty sure something is going on, something is iffy."
He thinks for a moment, rubbing a hand over his light stubble. "Are you sure it was my name?" He questions, not seeming to phased by the thought.
I nod, "Yes, Harry." ... "I opened the file, all I managed to see was your name and birthday." I enlighten him, remembering the first page that I managed to see distinctively had,
Harry.E. Styles
DOB: 01/02/1994.
Harry frowns for a moment before he releases a heavy sigh, "Okay, you need to get the file for me." He apprises, his tone of voice not even politely requesting, but telling me.
"What? No." I shake my head, "that breaches my contract and line of privacy."
I do not want to get in the middle of something that can jeopardise my career or future career.
Harry scoffs, not seeming amused by my response, "Who is your loyalty to? Me or him?" Harry rests his arms over his chest, his eyes narrowing down on me as he awaits my response.
I don't know what their problem is, or why Logan even has a file, but I don't know whether it is a good idea for me to be snooping around in Logan's filing room.
Harry wouldn't appreciate Anastasia doing that. "Harry-"
"Answer the damn question." He shakes his head, not wanting to hear what I have to say.
His voice is full of authority as he speaks to me, his CEO tone coming out thickly at this moment.
I sigh and take a breath, my eyes darting around the room as I try to allow my thoughts to process. I can't believe he actually feels the need to ask me where my loyalty lies. I am marrying him, not Logan.
I follow my eyes to look back towards Harry, "You."
He nods, "Then get that folder." He mutters in a governing temper, something he does not use with me too often.
I raise a brow, unsure of just how he thinks I am going to get my hands on the folder, "How?"
His eyes rolled skyward, displeased with me. "Find a way, be creative, be sneaky. I don't care. I want that damn folder." ... "I don't give a fuck what you have to do." He continues with a raised voice, forking his fingers through his hair for the third time.
"You are being awfully rude, Harry. I am your fiancee, not your business assistant." I politely remind him of who he is talking to and the setting we are in. Our house is not his office, I am not his assistant or any sort of business associate of his.
He rolls his eyes scoffs, his body stiffening at the remark "My fiancee who seems to take Logan's side more than mine."
"You are ridiculous, you're such a damn ass, I liked it better when you were on your meds, you were nicer." I murmur, beginning to step away from him,
His brows bump together in a scowl, his eyes staying obscurely dark as he opens his mouth to speak, "Yeah, well, I liked it better when you weren't so emotional and grouchy, but I have to deal with it."
I keep eye contact but my gaze became glazed, his comment being nothing short of ludicrous. "I have not been grouchy or emotional." I defend myself, scoffing as he raises a brow and rolls his eyes, obviously disagreeing with me.
He inhales a sharp breath, frustration being evident as he taps his fingers against the table, "Whatever, Elise. You have been so damn crabby lately, I don't know what has gotten into you, but damn, give me a break on the asshole speech."
"You're an ass."
He rests his chin in his palm and glances over at me, "I have calls to make." He dismisses me, tired already of our disagreement, before his hand reaches for his phone, "I think I have a business trip to make as well." He clears his throat, his eyes focused down on his phone.
crimson with fury I scoff, irritated with him entirely. "Good, maybe I won't be so crabby with you while you are gone," I mutter, reminding him of how he will get some peace while jet-setting to God knows where. To be quite honest, at the moment, I don't even care where he is going. He can fly to Canada for all I care.
"For fuck's sake, Elise." He sighs profoundly, "Do I need to go back to my office because you are getting very agitating? Or are we going to stop arguing?" he cocks his head left and rolls his eyes to the right corner of the ceiling. "So fucking irritating." He mutters under his breath.
"Fuck you." I huff,
"I love you, too." Harry chimes, flickering his attention back to his phone as I storm off, completely bothered with him.
***
I pull my jacket up my arms, my hands freeing my hair from the collar, allowing it to fall over my shoulders, my eyes burning from my terrible lack of sleep. I guess the disagreement Harry and I had left me extremely restless— I guess there is a reason why we shouldn't go to bed exasperated with each other.
He lingered on his side of the bed and I stayed curled up on my side, constantly tugging the covers from him most the night.
I sigh as I rub my eyes, sitting down on the end of the bed, my eyes staring down at my heels that I am far too exhausted to even slide on.
"Tell your boss that if he touches one more of my damn investments, I swear I will do everything in my power to destroy him," Harry grumbles, catching me off guard when he enters the bedroom, adorned in his work attire.
"Harry, what?" I challenge, considerably startled by his tone of voice and impromptu appearance.
He left for work at four this morning, it is now seven... "Aren't you meant to be at work?" I interrogate, sliding my feet into my black heels.
"Let me make it clear, if he pulls one more fucking move that he thinks is slick, I will take him down." He continues to speak to me with an elevated voice, something clearly pissing him off. "And yes, but I forgot my fucking laptop and thought saying this in person would be more suited than over the damn phone." He continues, his eyes burning into me like an intense wildfire that can not be tamed.
With a gapped mouth, I stare at him, bewildered by what the hell he is going on about, "I'm not sure what you're talking about."
He inhales a sharp breath, "The building in Manhattan that he decided to buy. He found out that I wanted it and he fucking took it from right under me." He enlightens me, leaving me confused for a moment, and then I realise. I expel my breath in a whose, disappointed in the situation that Logan has managed to produce.
It was Harry who had his eyes on the building, it was Harry who saw the potential that Logan was telling me about.
"Harry, why would you even want it?" ... "it wouldn't do anything for you, it's a building that should be for a small business or an art place."
frustration crinkles his grey eyes" I had my damn reasons."
"Yeah, he said the same thing when he showed it to me."
"He showed it to you?" He raises his voice and I nod. "So you knew? Wow, my own fucking fiancee backstabbed me too, and fucked me over." his lips pursing like he'd been chewing a bitter lemon rind, his eyes burning with hatred.
"I didn't know that you both wanted it. I thought it was just a random investment he wanted." I respond, unsure of why Harry is irritated with me, I had no idea Harry was looking at buying anything. "Don't try put this on me. I had nothing to do with it. If you honestly think I would backstab you, then you need to reevaluate." I raise my voice at him, bothered that he would even think for a second that I would choose my loyalty to Logan over him, or that I would go out of my way to purposely screw Harry over.
"Of course. One more fucking thing Elise, and I swear I will lose it. Fair warning. This is why I did not want you working with him, he is trouble." his burning eyes giving me an unrelenting stare.
"Harry," I draw his name out, "what are you going to do?" I challenge, unsure of what exactly he has in mind while he is in his pissed off state.
"If I find out one more thing, he'll be lucky if he has a damn building to work out of when I'm done."
"Harry, please don't put me in the middle of this." I sigh as his voice is raised towards me, "and please stop yelling at me. I didn't know." his body stiffened at my comment and request.
His lips screw into irritation, "Get that fucking folder, Elise. He's up to something and I want to know what. Fucking dig through his systems, damn prick." His face crimson with fury as he takes a breath, his words sounding harsher and harsher with every moment.
"Harry," I sigh, "I'm about to be late for work, I need to go," I mutter, stepping around him, "And while I am gone, I would suggest you rethink your tone of voice with me, you're acting like a complete prick to me."
"Of course, play the victim." Harry rolls his eyes, sneering and flicked lint off his suit as I stand to my feet.
"Harry, I can't deal with you right now," I mutter, walking out of the bedroom and hurrying down the stairs, leaving him in the house as I get in the car, his driver waiting patiently for me to give him the signal to drive.
While I relax in my office, somewhat bored and uninterested as my thoughts ponder. A sudden idea pops into my mind as I meditate over the file I must to get for Harry.
Despite him being a total prick this morning, I am still going to do my best to get that file.
I take off my engagement ring and allow it to slip into my coat pocket, my eyes glancing up at Logan enters my office swiftly and unobtrusively with a tall erect posture.
"Elise, I have that client to meet at around one, I figured I would give you from twelve to two off to go eat or whatever. When I leave, I need you to go to my office and in the bottom drawer pull out all the files that were dated 2012, it'll say it in the corner of the file." He instructs as he places a coffee on my desk, "And this is my thank you for the other night." He comments with a gracious grin, his hands slipping back into his pants pockets.
"Thanks, hey, can I go back to that room? I uh.. I have lost my engagement ring and that is the last place I remember having it."
"Are you sure?" He challenges, rubbing a hand over his dark stubble, his eyes gleaming down at me.
"Yeah, it is nowhere at my house. Harry will kill me if he finds it missing." I lower my voice, doing my best to sound a little frazzled. "If it is not in there, Logan, I am screwed. It is my last hope."
His lips set in a grim line for a moment, before hHe nods, extracting his hand from his pocket, his keys dropping to my desk, his hand seeming to hover over them with malice, his eyes dark resembling a threatening storm, "Go look, now." He instructs and I stand to my feet, taking the keys into my shaky hand, a little off-put by his darkened eyes and the way his hand hovered over his keys in an ominous way.
He enthrones himself at my desk, straightening his posture and smoothing his tie as I stand to my feet, walking around my desk and passing him, his fingers wrapping around my wrist gently, "Hurry back," He instructs and I nod, stepping towards my door, leaving Logan perched on my desk.
As I reach my door, I sense his eyes blazing into my back watching me intently, I shrug them off, not bothering to turn around as I step out.
I leap into action, my heels hammering the marble floor as I hurry down the hall, my eyes meeting the same door I met the other night, the door that seems to be shielding a few secrets and unanswered questions.
I shove the door open and close it behind me before I bustle towards the filing compartment, opening the drawer and immediately skimming my fingers over the back files, attempting to hurriedly find the 'S' section. I perceive the division and flick the files back, my eyes browsing for the one last name that I need.
"No, no, no," I mumble to myself, alphabetically investigating the section again.
His file is gone.
I bite my lip, taking one last once-over just in case. But, my eyes have not fooled me, there is a space between the names, Soy and Sullivan. Styles is the name that is meant to be between the two.
I remember it distinctly. It is gone.
I close the compartment with a heavy sigh and take my engagement ring from my pocket, sliding it onto my finger.
I step out of the room just as Logan is cruising down the same hallway with long-legged strides. "Any luck?" He questions with his nystagmic eyes that miss nothing
I hold my left hand up, showing him the ring that is on my finger. "Yeah, thankfully."
He holds his hand out and I place the keys in his hands, watching as his fingers instantly curl around the keys with a firm grip.
"I need you to get to those files, now, please." He gestures towards his office before he snaps his fingers, expecting service from one of his workers as she attempts to enter his unoccupied office. "No, go find something else to do," He mutters towards her as she stares at him wide-eyed, almost looking like a deer in headlights.
She nods, quickly stepping away from his office as Logan and I wander closer.
"Logan, that was rude," I comment, not liking the way he snapped his fingers at the woman.
"Mhm, perhaps." He nods, "Anyway, I want the files from 2012 to be taken out, everything from A-F needs to be shredded, the rest leave on my desk." He instructs his hand pressing to the small of my back as we enter his office.
Logan continues to talk as he escorts me to his desk, opening the file for me, his eyes burning into me, still.
"Do you need more instructions or are you good?"
"I am good, I am not challenged in this area," I respond, gesturing down to his files that I am about to sort through.
He chuckles to himself, seeming amused. "Hm, was that too harsh of me?" He questions, "You're not giving me your usual smile,"
"You're being an ass today, did something go wrong in the business world? You and Harry are both in cahoots and in harsh moods." I respond, giving him a twisted smile before tossing my hair over my shoulder.
With a Tight-lipped smile, Logan glances down at me, "Trouble in paradise already? Ouch, must suck for you."
I roll my eyes with a heavy sigh, my hand pulling out a few files, his voice distracting me, "Are you in a pissy mood too, Elise? I would love to know why." He arches a sly brow as I glance up at him.
Does everyone think I am in some sort of pissy mood?
"I am fine, Logan."
"Hmm, that is not convincing, I will share why I am pissy."
"Logan, I am kinda busy." I gesture towards his files, not really interested in what he has to say this morning.
"Harry got himself a feisty girl, I like it." He chuckles, licking his lips, "Well, I a getting to my meetings, when you're done with this you can leave. I am meeting a client at twelve, be back by two." He instructs, "That gives you two hours or so to fix your lover's quarrel with your so called lover." He cockily winks confident smile and I stare up at him gimlet-eyed, his own eyes gaze dip to my décolletage befoe he wanders off with a practised sensual stroll.
I finish up with Logan's requests, placing the last of the files on his desk. I accidentally stumble over my own feet, my heel catching Logan's chair, I immediately try to catch myself, accidentally pushing Logans other files on his desk to fall to the floor.
I bend down and pick them up, my eyes catching a glimpse of the names.
Williams, Evans, Harris, Horan, E, Write...
I bite my lip and take my chances, my hand flicking open the file that says, Horan. For some reason, the name seems extremely familiar, I don't know why, but it does. I browse over part of the file, none of it ringing a bell, I don't know anyone from Ireland that was born in September. I close the folder and find myself rather curious as to the 'E' It seems a bit strange that the other folders are full surnames, but this one folder is a simple letter.
I open the folder, and in that moment, I feel my heart race, and my stomach turn.
Elise, Noelle, Cartier.
DOB. (Date)
Services Provided: Managed Portfolio Service
Investment Strategy: Cautious
Model: Cautious
Reporting Frequency: Quarterly
Portfolio Capital and Income Movements
Market Value as at 30 September 2016 £3,948,746.93
Market Value as at 31 December 2016 £4,006,906.89
Gains (Losses) during period £58,757.98
Current Asset Allocation
Equity 33.1%— £1,324,492.70
Bonds 50.5%— £2,021,986.10
Property 3.9% —£156,214.00
Hedge Funds 2.5% —£100,778.78
Liquidity Funds 7.0% —£279,522.06
Cash 3.1%— £123,913.25
I have no idea how or why he has this information on me, but it does not settle well with me at all. There is no need for him to have my exact figures on file. It is creepy and off-putting. I am sure Harry does not approve of this.
I get to my office and shove the file in my bag, pushing it deep down in my bag to keep it safe and unexposed, before I grab my phone and text, Harry.
"I need to talk to you."
"Busy. CEO. Styles.& Co -Harry"
"Why are you being such an ass to me? You're making me hate you at the moment."
"You hate me? CEO. Styles.& Co -Harry"
"When you act like a complete ass who yells at me and treats me like crap because he is pissed off. You were harsh this morning and you're being a dick right now."
"... I was harsh this morning? Your boss took MY investment!! CEO. Styles.& Co -Harry"
"It is not my fault what he does."
"Whatever, Elise. You are his assistant you know what he does. Just like Anastasia knows my shit. CEO. Styles.& Co -Harry"
"I don't know EVERYTHING he does. You're being a fucking ass, get over it, Harry. Damn, you piss me off."
"Woah, now look who is being an ass... feisty. CEO. Styles.& Co -Harry."
"You are so damn frustrating. Can you call me? I have something to share with you."
"I am about to start a conference call, can it wait?" CEO. Styles.& Co -Harry"
"Do I need to make a fucking appointment to talk to you? Whatever, Harry."
"Meet me at my office at 12. CEO. Styles.& Co -Harry"
I roll my eyes and throw my phone to my desk out of frustration before I log onto the system and check my list of things Logan has set for me.
While Logan left the office, I took it upon myself to mentally map out the errands I have to run for Logan in a way that leads me to Harry's side of the city by the time twelve comes around.
I groan as I shuffle along the pavement, my phone distracting me as it vibrates in my bag. While walking, I take my eyes away from my surroundings, my hands instantly digging into the bag to find my phone.
Out of nowhere, I feel my body being forced against a dense surface, everything flashing before me in an instant.
“Shh, don’t scream.” I’m warned by a voice I have never heard before, my eyes viewing up at his menacing chromatic eyes, his hand pressed over my mouth as I’m pinned against the brick wall.
“Where are the keys?” Another man comes into view, his voice demanding and high with authority, clenching his dirty little fists. "Scream and it'll be your last breath." I am warned as I try my best to vocally get my voice heard as a hand is still holding my mouth hostage.
The man holding me against my will, releases his hand from my mouth, immediately grabbing my arms and pinning them against the wall. I thrash around against the firm grip, trying to wiggle myself away from the wall.
“Quit fighting me, damn it.” He huffs, launching me ambitiously into the wall, again, clamping his fingers into my tender flesh. “Where are the keys?” The question is repeated to me and I stare at them with gimlet-eyes and a confused expression.
I don’t know what keys they are talking about, just moments ago I was minding my own business trying to get to Harry’s office; now I am fastened against a wall with my heart beating faster than my thoughts. “Where the fuck are the keys?” The man raises his voice, his grip on my arms getting tighter.
“What keys?” I manage to challenge, finally finding my voice that has been hitched in my throat.
“To the building, don’t play dumb. Give me your boyfriends’ keys! I want that fucking vault.” He presses, the man beside him having his arms crossed as he stares at me with a tall erect posture, waiting for an answer, rocking back and forth on his heels.
“I don’t have them,” I mutter, the man uncrossing his arms, grabbing my purse from the ground, allowing himself to search through it.
“Don’t lie.” My body is taken from the wall before my back is forcefully urged against it again, a groan escaping my trembling lips, my eyes wincing shut.
I let out a sharp breath, pain and worry striking me just as hard as the grips on my arms, “I’m not,” I whisper, feeling my body begin to shake, my mind racing with many thoughts.
I don't know what I did to get myself in this predicament; I have never crossed anyone, I have always been polite. I never thought the day would come where I am pinned against the wall with two men attempting to pry information out of me with great force.
"We don't have all day to spend on a pretty little thing like you," The man's words cause mt to cringe, his tone of voice taunting me, his smile congealed then melts into horror as stares at me with menacing eyes.
I attempt to squirm again, trying to use my strength and my legs to push the man away from me, but his grip as far more powerful than what I am.
"Stop fighting me!" He shouts, his face crimson with fury, groaning when my knee finds his body.
He leans closer to me and I tilt my head to the side, not wanting to even look into his eyes, "I said to fucking stop, damn it. You will listen." He murmurs, his hands tightening around my wrists, an unrelenting stare casting over me, raking me with freezing contempt. "Tell me where the keys are." He whispers in a sinister tone, sending shivers down my back as I stay defenceless against his grip.
For a moment, I think about screaming, surely someone would hear, but then I remember the threat. I am not sure whether I want to call his bluff and see if he'd really take all my breath away.
"You're hurting me," I murmur, the man manhandling me, my thoughts doing their best to stop my emotions from getting the better of me.
These two men seem to like the kind of men that detect fear and use it to their advantage. They're the kind of man that clearly have a mission and won't rest until they complete.
"Tell us where the keys are or next stop is your boyfriend's office and I won't be as nice with him as I am with you. Hand them over." The threat from the man's lips causes my mind to go into a brief panic.
I don't have the keys they are after, but I don't want them to go to his office, no. There is no telling what they will bestow upon Harry.
"I don't have them." I gulp, inhaling a deep breath and blowing out slowly, buying a moment of time, the man's eyes narrowing to crinkled slits "But there is a code to get into it," I breathe out, my body quivering as I take a look into the man's eyes.
Eyes that I am sure will now haunt me for quite a while.
I hear a familiar voice, a voice I thought I’d never hear in this situation.
“And what do you think you’re doing? Get away from her” Logan’s voice sounds firm as he comes into view, the two men glaring over at him, “let her go.” He instructs, my arms being released, the two men stepping away from me as if they’ve been commanded so by their leader. “Go.” He commands, eyeing the two men as they wander away like nothing ever happened, not even questioning the code I was about to tell them.
Logan glances at me, his eyes softening just like Harry’s would if he was here.
Logan's lips set in a grim line, “You okay?” He questions, scanning me up and down.
I give him a nod, hiding the rush of emotions that are running through me.
I just had a man push me against a wall and physically hurt me while threatening me. But, yeah, I am peachy, Logan.
He takes hold of my wrists and I flinch away, “I’m not going to hurt you.” Logan keeps his voice low, taking hold of my wrists, his eyes scanning the cherry-red marks.
“Harry’s going to go apeshit.” He whispers, his thumb delicately running over the redness of my wrist.
I tenderly pull my wrists away from the touch of his fingertips, not wanting to feel anyone’s touch on any part of my body. “Take the day off, go home. Come on, I’ll drive you back.” He offers and I stare at him, contemplating what to do.
Before I can take up his offer, I find myself questioning him.
“What are you doing over here?” I request, reminding him that this is not usually where he is spotted, him and Harry have a clear understanding to stay the hell away from each other’s areas of the city.
“I was meeting the client and I happened to see what was going on.” He answers, politely guiding me away from the side street, escorting me to his car. “Good thing I did, they seemed to have had an issue.” He tilts his head, his eyes focusing on my arms that were previously gripped by someone double the strength of me.
“Thank you, but I’m going to walk to Harry’s.” I respond, part of me wanting to curl up in Harry’s arms where I feel the safest, part of me wanting to crawl up in bed and never speak of the matter.
“I don’t think Harry will be pleased to see red marks on your arms and wrist, but suit yourself. I’ll at least walk you to his building.” He shrugs before gesturing up the street to where Harry’s building is located.
It isn’t much of a walk at all, but I’d be lying if I said I wanted to walk the street alone.
“I uh— Will you take me home?” I quietly request, a hint if vulnerability etched into my voice, a tone I did not intend to transfer.
Logan nods, stepping towards his car, keeping a close eye on me.
I stand startled in the bedroom when I overhear the front door downstairs opening and closing, flashbacks of the chromatic eyes staring at me, along with the feel of his hands gripping me, cripples me at my knees.
"Elle? Elise, baby are you home?" Harry's voice radiates the house, a sense of clarity washing over me as I take a deep breath, knowing that it is just Harry and not the man from earlier.
I hear him running up the stairs while I adjust the sleeves of my shirt, making sure to keep my wrists covered.
"Elle, hey. Are you okay? You had me worried half to death." He immediately draws me in for a hug, catching me off guard. "God, do you not know how to answer a phone?" He breathes, his hand brushing through my hair as I stay silent, unaware of what the hell he is referring to. I just stand still, inhaling his scent while his hand soothingly runs through my hair, mentally praying he doesn't touch my body.
I carefully pull away, his eyes narrowing down into my own, "I was worried, what happened?" He asks, for a moment I freeze again, does he know? How could he possibly know?
I had not intended to tell him, maybe it was Logan.
"What?" I stutter, my words choking up in my throat,
"You never showed up at my office, I brought lunch and flowers to apologise for being a dick, and you never showed up. I thought it was because you were mad at me so I shrugged it off, but when I never got a call or text back after a while, I started to worry." He informs me, my mind racing to think of a decent thing to tell him.
"Oh, sorry." ... "I uh, I took a nap." I lie, but for good reason.
I have no idea what the fuck I have been doing the last few hours. I have been lying on the bed aimlessly staring at the ceiling, that is all I have managed to do.
"It is okay. I was worried... I am glad you're okay." He sighs, cupping my face with his warm hands, "I love you, you know that right?" He whispers, and I nod, "Even when I become a complete ass, I love you. I am so glad you're okay." He whispers, leaning down and kissing me lightly. "I am also sorry, I was so fucking worried when you didn't answer."
Although I know is sorry, part of me does not want to accept his apology. He had no reason to go off on me, I know he might be tired and frustrated with Logan, but that is not my fault.
I look at him and give him a small shrug before I step away from him, "Elise, are you mad at me, still?" He questions, watching my every move as I wander around the bedroom.
I nod as I grab my bag and pull it onto the bed, my hand digging inside it for the file.
I pull it from my bag and throw it onto the bed, landing it right in front of him. His eyes glare over at me, "Is this it?" He clears his throat.
"Open it." I cross my arms over my chest, watching as he nonchalantly reaches for the file.
He presses it to his hands before looking at me with a peculiar glare. He opens the file and I observe as his eyes scan the first page.
His eyebrows knit together as his jaw clenches slightly.
"I don't feel comfortable with this, Harry." I murmur, his eyes still investigating the first page of the file, of my file. "I don't think I want to keep working for him... I don't know what happened with you and him, but I don't want part of it." I bring to his attention.
He shakes his head and closes the file, pressing it to the bed. "You need too." His brows knitting into a frown,
"Harry, no. I don't feel comfortable with this. He has all my information."
"Where is the file with my name?"
My shoulders lift into a shrug, "It is gone, he must have moved it." I inform him, having no proper answer for where the file is.
It could be anywhere, it could be hidden deep down into the many offices' of Logans, building, it could be burned somewhere, who know?
"You need to keep searching for it."
"Harry, I don't want to do this. This is not normal."
His body stiffened at the remark, not agreeing with me in the slightest bit,"You wanted to work for him in the first place, I tried to warn you." He presses rather harshly, making it sound like this is my fault.
"He had this information before I worked for him. If he has this, he knows that you moved most this money into my account, he can see us moving our funds around. He sees how much we have, he even has my assets Harry, there is no telling what more he has on both of us. Does this not worry you?" I wave my hands around, gesturing to the file that contains a lot of my personal information, "Fuck, Harry. The next thing I know he will have my medical records."
"I need you to stay working for him, you need to get my file and you need to dig up more dirt. He is up to something and I need to know what it is." Harry continues to press, standing his ground with what he wants to happen.
"Harry, I don't think this is a good idea. I don't want to dig."
"Elise, I think he is trying to take down my business and destroy us. Do you want that?" Harry crosses his arms over his chest, his grey eyes narrowing down on me, waiting for my answer.
Fuck, I hate his territorial stance.
I shake my head, a sigh escaping my lips, "No."
"Then you need to listen to me."
"Why can't you listen to me for once? This goes far beyond business rivalry. What do you too have against each other? Why is he doing this? And why the hell am I involved?"
The muscles in his face tighten as he rakes his fingers through his hair, frustrated with my comment. "Elise, listening to you could destroy us and leave us broke. Fuck, if he has this on you, then he there is a high chance he has my offshore bank account on file. And that is not good." He tries to keep his voice low, being somewhat considerate at the moment.
I manage a deadpan expression as the words 'Offshore bank account' ring in my ears. "You have an offshore account? How many fucking secrets do you have?"
He rubs a hand over his light stubble, letting out a very heavy sigh, "Elise, it is for emergencies. In case something went wrong with my business. Damn, not like I am hiding a fucking island."
"I don't like this, Harry."
He clears his throat, taking a moment to breathe, "Listen to me Elise, just listen... If you quit, do you think he is going to stop whatever he is doing? No. Think logically, if you work for him, you have access to more of his shady shit." He lowers his voice into a moderate tone,
"Think logically, Harry. He is clearly more powerful and shady then we think. When I took this job did not think I would be getting in a web of fucked up shit." ...
"Trust me, Elle."
"Trust me when I say I do not feel comfortable about this." I continue to press, having no desire to continue on with whatever is happening. I do not want to be part of this absurd war they have with each other.
"What are you afraid of? He won't dare touch you, he knows better than that." Harry questions, my body striking with fear at the thought of anyone's hands touching me, my mind flashing back to the clammy, painful feeling of hands gripping my wrist harshly, my body being pushed against a hard wall constantly.
I shake my thoughts, taking a breath to stop my knees from buckling at the further thought of previous events. "Okay, and what about all this info he has? What about the fact he has your information and you and I know both know that he now knows exactly how much you are worth." My eyes look directly into Harry's observing as his hands rub the back of his neck, bowing his head for a brief moment.
"Well, he doesn't technically know how much I am worth because it is not confirmed whether he has my offshore account. Which is beside the point. Don't worry about all that, you just get my file, and dig for information."
"I don't like this, this is creepy, this physically makes me sick.."
"Mhm, I will fix things." He declares, only causing me to scoff and roll my eyes at him.
"How? You don't have a good record of fixing things civilly. What are you doing to do? Go beat him? Shove him in your car and leave him abandoned in the woods?"
"I am not some psychopath, Elise. Unless he touches you, I will let him continue breathing." Harry mutters, grabbing the file between his hands and walking away from me.
I trail behind him, "What are you doing?" I challenge hurrying down the stairs after him as he shuffles towards the living room.
He doesn't answer me, he instead, throws the file into the fire, his eyes lighting up as the folder and papers ignite and burn, disintegrating my information to ashes.
"Fixed a problem."
"Do you think he doesn't have copies?" I raise a brow, crossing my arms over my chest as he shrugs,
"I will cross that bridge when I get to it.." ... "Do you think we can stop fighting? we have been going at it for two days." He comments, coming closer to me, his arms curling around my waist, tugging me into him. I wince slightly, holding my breath as I fall into his embrace, ignoring the slight pain as his hand rests in the small of my back...
I didn't really sleep much last night, I was far too busy picturing the men in the back of my mind. Even while pressed close to Harry, I constantly had the lingering reminder that someone is out there waiting for the right time to get their hands on Harry's business keys and cards.
Logan gave me strict instructions to stay home and not to worry about working, so I spent most my day lazing around, double checking that the doors are locked, and keeping my eyes on the security cameras spread around the outskirts of the house.
I feel Harry’s hand gently press to my tender back, my eyes wincing with his touch.
I take a breath, feeling his sweet kisses pressing to my neck,
“Missed you,” he whispers, his breath trickling down my neck in a sensational way. “Still upset you skipped lunch with me.” I feel his loose curls brushing against the tenderness of my skin.
“I’m sorry,” I murmur, carefully turning around to face him, my hands pressing to his shoulders. “I love you, though.” I smile up at him, pressing my lips to gently touch his. Indulging in the sweet flavour he offers, quite enjoying the sweet, slow kissing. He gives me a smile dangled on the corner of his lips before he carefully lures me towards the bed, lying us both down.
We lie on the bed, our legs entangled, just like our tongues; my hands staying pressed to his chest comfortably, his resting on my ass, occasionally squeezing his hand lightly, getting a feel of what’s back there.
I feel his fingers touch against my warm skin, gliding across the waste of my jeans, carefully pulling me closer to his body.
I know where this is leading, this isn’t a harmless make out on the bed, there’s intimacy humming between us— a feeling that I have been harbouring since this morning. If it hadn't of been for my lack of sleep and his lateness, I would have tried to make a move on him.
“Harry,” I gently pull away from our kiss, my eyes now looking into his, he hums, a signal for me to continue what I want to say. “Slow,” I whisper, not wanting this to be like some of the other nights where it’s rough and fast.
The only reason I am requesting this is that my body is fucking killing me.
He nods, his thumb rubbing in a circular motion under my shirt, resting at my waist. “Slow and gentle,” he whispers, pressing his lips back on mine, allowing me to taste his honeyed kisses.
I feel his hand gliding it’s palm across my stomach, inching its way up in a slow motion, gradually skimming across the lace of my bra, a small indication he’s eager to observe what’s under my shirt.
For a moment I contemplate whether to allow him to take off my shirt, the purple bruising on me something I do not want him to take notice of.
I gently push on his chest, pushing him to rest on his back, his arms benevolently pulling me to rest over his body—his hands slipping away from under my shirt, resting back on my ass while I allow my brazen hands to unbutton his button down, flicking the buttons one by one, gradually and teasingly.
I feel his hand press to my back and that’s when I stop my hands from gracing his bare skin, I take a breath, exhaling quickly and pressing kisses to his neck, carefully moving off of his body, hinting for him to take control.
We continue on our sides, his fingers getting antsy as he continues to wait for my nod to take my shirt off, something that he would have usually already received by now.
I know I can’t keep him going this slow for too much longer, the man needs something to keep him interested.
He glides his hand delicately against the smoothness of my skin, his fingertips skimming along the lace of my bra, again. He’s waiting for approval, despite the cunning want and needs to drive his hands to cup my boobs, he continues to wait for my approval, getting himself lost in a deep sloppy kiss.
I give in, mumbling into his succulent lips, he carefully positions us to be sitting up away from the bed, his hand gliding over the delicate area of my boobs, squeezing lightly before carefully disconnecting my shirt from my body, throwing it to the floor.
He tenderly pushes me to rest on my back, disconnecting the kiss to kiss the delicate space on my chest, giving me a moment to breathe and indulge in the succulent kisses, his tongue skimming over my skin.
“Can I?” He mumbles into me, his fingers gliding against my waistband, I nod, allowing him to slowly undo my buttoned jeans, unzipping them and sliding down my legs slowly, kicking them off with my help.
“Is it okay?” He whispers, his fingers trailing the lace line of my underwear, wanting my permission, his eyes staring into my own. I nod, “Sweetheart,” he purses his lips for a moment, “"Do you—” he begins and I cut him off, already knowing the question that is bound to escape the sweetness of his lip.
“Vanilla, and slow,” I whisper and he nods.
I smile up at him as he hovers over me, his eyes beaming down at me with a grin on his face. “Are you ready?” He whispers, carefully pushing few strands of hair away from my face. I hum my answer, giving him a nod.
Of all the things to love about him, I love the fact that no matter what, I can request a slow, vanilla type of intimacy without question, not much foreplay, just a sweet, slow, encounter of lovemaking.
He mounts himself closer to me, his thighs crowning at my hips, pressing me against his arousal. I haul in a breath, my body closing tightly around him as he enthrals me with his entry, an engulfing emotion hitching my breath, the moderately repeated motions not being as pleasuring as I had anticipated. I can't help but wince as my body tenses against his, my bruises reminding me of yesterday's encounter. With Harry's fingertips gracing my skin, I can't hep but feel a tightness gripping my wrist, a reminder of another man's hands gripping in such pain.
"H-harry, can we stop?" I breathe out, him instantly stopping,
"What happened? Did I hurt you?" He immediately questions as I take a few breaths and shake my head,
"It wasn't you." I assure him, "Can we just, not?" I whisper,
"Elle, of course, we don't have too." He nods, carefully getting off of me, handing me his button down as I slowly sit up, positioning my body so my back is against the headboard, keeping him oblivious to the bruises.
I slide his shirt up my arms and button up a few buttons as he grabs himself a pair of sweatpants to cover himself, asking me a few questions on whether I am okay or not, being extremely caring and making me assure him that it was not something he did.
I get off the bed and walk to the wardrobe to grab my clothes for tomorrow, paying no attention to Harry as he watches me like a hawk.
“Elise, darlin’ come here.” Harry gestures for me to walk closer as he’s positioned at the end of the bed, a pair of sweatpants hanging over him.
I shuffle closer to him, his hand pressing to my waist before he tries to lift up his shirt that’s covering my body.
I shake my head, swatting away his hands,
“I don’t want to try foreplay,” I inform him, my body hurting enough without trying again to have some sort of pleasure, no matter how slow and steady it may be.
“Elle, I- never mind.” He shakes his head, benevolently moving his hand to rest on my back, my body accidentally flinching to his touch.
He instantly removes his hand before I can politely request it to be moved. He cocks his head to the side, his eyes staring at me as I step away. "Elle," he draws out my name, curious and attentive. He gets off the bed and steps closer to me, his hand reaching for my shirt before I can say a word.
I look down in defeat, knowing he has seen the bruises I had wanted to conceal from him. He lets the shirt fall back over my body, his finger resting under my chin before gently forcing me to look up at him. “Elle, I know that wasn’t because of me. How’d you get bruised.” He questions his voice low, to my surprise.
I don’t respond, I grow withdrawn, unaware of what to tell him.
The truth will cause him to go into a raging outburst and a lie will only cause me to get stuck in a web of distrust. “Elise, sweetheart, you know you can tell me anything. It isn’t like you to hide things from me.”
“I don’t want to talk about it.” I breathe, feeling vulnerable and weak as he stares at me, waiting for answers for the bruises on me.
I have never been put in a position where hiding things from him has ever raised. I’ve always been comfortable with discussing things with him, no matter what the context. Hell, I just asked him I wanted slow sex and he didn’t question it, he nodded and gave me exactly what I asked for, until I asked for him to stop. There have never been limitations on what we can and can’t discuss. But this, this is something I don’t want to discuss— at least not right now.
I can see in his eyes that he wants to dispute my comment and force me to speak of what happened, but he doesn’t.
He bites his lip and nods, “I want you to tell me what happened, but I’m not going to force you tonight, can you show me the rest of you?” He softly requests, refusing to allow his hands to pry my shirt up to reveal the bruises, permitting me to decide what I want to do.
I gradually press my fingers to the hem of the shirt, carefully gliding it up, turning my back to Harry. He doesn’t say a word, I just feel the tip of his finger gently glide over part of my back,
“Please—”
“I’m not going to hurt you.” He promptly removes his touch from my skin, allowing me to drop my shirt down and to turn around to face him again.
He doesn’t say a word, he just stares at me for a moment, his eyes dark and dangerous looking.
“Don’t be mad at me,” I whisper, his eyes instantly softening when he hears the plea in my tone of voice.
“Elise, I am not mad at you. Let’s go to bed, we can talk about this in the morning.” .. “I just— Elise, I hope you know you can talk to me about anything.” He sighs, his eyes pleading with mine to tell him what happened.
“Harry, please. Not tonight.” I whisper, doing my best not to allow myself to get too emotional as I flash back to the events that happened yesterday.
I don’t know what I’m going to tell him— if he knew this happened because of someone wanting into his business—he would never forgive himself.
What are your thoughts? Have I twisted your thoughts yet? Look at Elise arguing Harry back.. :) xx
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