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keane are going on tour again. hyperventilating
#I've still never seen them live#I became a fan right after they went on hiatus in like 2014 or whenever#then after several years they got back together and released a new album and announced a world tour and everything#but. this happened to be in late 2019#so naturally most of the tour was cancelled and my excitement was crushed#BUT THEY'RE BACK#hoping begging praying they announce aus dates soon#I need to hear Tom sing live. that will fix me for sure#personal
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missing art discord serves a little. i miss being in contact with other artists more. minigames and all. it was fun
#but then i remember everything that happened on all polish art discords ever years 2017-2019 and maybe i dont miss it that much#curse of a small community#yes this is one of the reasons why im so talkative lately
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u know that post that's like having a f/o that's like a place? i defs feel that about x.men media especially animated iterations (and maybe the idea of the x.mansion itself). I actually got into x.men (without a lot of prior knowledge) via wolverine and the xmen in 2009 when it was airing 😳😳 I loved x.men e.volution too (you could watch it for free on youtube back in the day lol) but yeah... maybe it was my impressionable young mind but I still feel like me and the characters mutually know each other hahaha. x.men 97 defs gives me the same feeling of familarity like everyone's hereee!!! I need to try and expand my cable/me lore to be more exploratory of the source material and interactions with other chatacters I think. I had this printed out and stuck on the back of my door when I was 10 or so like. those are my friends.
#I would never have selfshipped with Cable if I hadn't got back into xmen in late 2019 after I had a dream about the characters randomly#like what was up with that lmfao. I rented deadpool 2 on a whim cause I didn't see it in theatres and then... well you know#there were greater forces at play cause why did that specifically happen to me. josh brolin????#like the thread that connects it all actually goes back to sixth grade 😂😂
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Not to be dramatic but I think between getting back into Doctor Who bc of the specials and watching Dan and Phil do gamingmas with my friends a not insignificant part of my middle school induced trauma is healing
#going to tell late 2019 me that I’m watching Dan and Phil again they’d lose their mind probably#doctor who 60th anniversary#dan and phil#gamingmas#smth about revisiting media that I was into when I was going through a rough patch and finding joy in it again fixes me a little#that’s NOT going to happen with Hamilton though don’t worry
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All of my vintage clothing from 20-40 years ago still holds up better than most of the shit I bought 5-10 years ago and that is genuinely crazy concerning
#it's not like i shop fast fashion either#it just genuinely is that bad#but everything i get at the thrift and at vintage markets has genuinely held up better#and has less wear and tear than items i bought in like 2019#i have this vintage tshirt that's held up crazy well#but lately 2 of my tshirts i bought in like 2021 simply disintegrated#the material wasnt bad either?! i dont understand this#I've got this winter jacket form 1992#and its in prestine condition other than a pocket ripping at the edge of it#but that was easily stitched up#i have another winter jacket i bought in 2022 and both pockets blew out already and the seams are ripping?? its been TWO WINTERS#whatever#i'm gonna just shop at thrifts a lot more#but watch out for dry rot or cringe micro trend fast fashion hauls that were thrown to the dust#I'm RANTING SORRY#i mean i do understand why this is happening#corporate greed yadda yadda#but i hate this a lot#i just want good affordable clothing
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james c scott, one of academia's most widely beloved anarchists, has died. you may remember him for his seminal book seeing like a state, or for his number of other, equally spectacular books on systems of state domination and the effectiveness of 'barbarian' resistances. i don't have anything to say, really; this just feels like a very great loss.
#i was so excited in late 2019 when i heard he was coming to speak at our university in the fall - which never happened for obvious reasons.#you may also know his name from people arguing about if he's a real anarchist and if-#-making a handshake deal with the cia for some years after his undergrad has irretrievably contaminated him forever#(to which i say. 1. everybody at his universities describes him explicitly and only as an anarchist and 2. every academic publication#especially those on leftist movements or southeast asia or both. but every one.#is the result of a careful negotiation about what to reveal to the u.s. government.)
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#i haven't really participated in any discourse as of late but watching that movie kinda made me think about dwd and mp#like. we know the holivia mess was such a shit show and i know that they wanted to make it look like they met on set or whatever#but i think that that stunt was in the works way before the movie deal even happened#we know that harry was seen with the mp novel in 2019. which isn't out of the norm for him because he has previously owned art by queer#artists. so in that moment of time it passed by easily. however now that we know that harry literally read that novel letter to letter and#convinced the director/producer that he would be best for the role it means that he's wanted to be part of it since 2019 itself#knowing that i think his team was already on the lookout for a role for him where he could play the straightest man possible to cover up his#role in mp. dwd was also in the talks for quite some time before that given that the script#was out in 2019 and olivia acquired it in the same year too. while yes shia was originally cast for it and we all know how that ended#but i'm just thinking about how mp started in 2019 too and dwd started around the same time his team was definitely aware of it#and it aligned perfectly that shia fell out of the movie and harry got the role and olivia got the contract of her lifetime#like. i don't think that harry organically got the role and then the stunt happened. i think harry getting the movie was FOR the stunt to#happen so that it could overlap his role in mp#i fully think the contract was ''you get an actor and a public boyfriend and we get a beard and a public straight narrative''#so like tldr version : harry wanted mp badly enough that his team found the most straight role for him and saddled him with a beard to cover#up his role in mp. and it worked too because his scenes in dwd blew up and people still thirst over that#even though mp got way more success than dwd did#which is also why they were pushing so hard for it to be a theatre release first and then onto streaming unlike mp which went to streaming#straightaway. apart from the select few theatre releases they did#and also like. so many actors who have played queer roles in media get asked about their sexuality repeatedly. like kit connor#or nicholas galitzine to the point where it becomes an obsessive need for the public to know about it#and by doing this harry doesn't get asked about it explicitly (maybe he has them banned idk) and still gets to do whatever he wants however#he wants. okay byeeeee#my policeman#don't worry darling
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sasukesweep 2023
#what happened to the 2019 sns mitski amv girlies??#did the mitski- nobody sns amv mean nothing to you? what about bang bang? 2 slow dancers? first love/late spring? STRAWBERRY BLOND???#ungrateful! shameful! fake fans 😡#sasuke#naruto#sinkhole#sasukesweep 2023#UPDATED FOR CATRA V SASUKE ROUND 1
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spent all say rereading old overwatch fanfic from when i was involved in that. ouuurrghhh d.va hana song i will commit crimes against the state for you
#young confident teenage girl turned soldier turned military pawn who is looked down on because shes a feminine young woman in the army#whose ‘cringey sexygirl toxic gamer’ persona shields her from people understandjng her but also leaves her dramatically misunderstood#oh hana you proud confident brash terrified sweet lonely leader child girl. i am holding you clpse to my chest#so many of the characters in overwatch were just. man. they had somethin special. its a shame what all happened#i was around from 2016-late 2019 ish. dropped off early 2020 and havent rly gone back#maybe one day ill break from the minecraft stratosphere and draw em for old times sake :’]#thello babbles#overwatch
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okay the only thing im eternally frustrated by as far as labels go, though, is that i feel like ill absolutely never be welcomed in aro spaces bc i still experience romantic attraction and the reasons behind me being arospec are rooted in trauma which seems to be Frowned Upon
#internet communities for arospec people r so fucking mean to folks who don't fit their perfect little labels#ive been experiencing more and more romantic attraction recently and it's isolating as hell#bc i still do consider myself to be on the arospec! it's just... complicated in ways i struggle to put into words#the more i think about it the more i realized it's probably from trauma though#late 2019 to late 2022 was spent barely surviving and i completely lost my sense of self during that time#i was too busy surviving and i just. genuinely Could Not feel romantic attraction to real people. it just stopped happening for a while#it's different now bc i can feel romantic attraction again even though it's weird and complicated#but man. it's isolating. people get mad if i call myself arospec now bc it's not like an Inherent thing about myself#it's just how my attraction has changed based on the circumstances#im kinda sick of it though#as in im sick of people being shitty. ive accepted being arospec at this point so that's not an issue lol
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Good night and casual reminder that I fucking love my husband--
#can't believe the thing making me at least somewhat active again is being not afraid to talk about piers anymore /hj#seriously the piers incident ™️ still haunts me sometimes lmao#but thankfully it'll probably never happen again! and I think like what??? almost 2 and a half years of radio silence about him even though#he's been a main since 2019? cause of that shit?? yeah I think it's finally his turn on the Xbox <3#wait omg I should do another f/o poll since the last one I did was on my old blog#that'll be fun yeeeeeees I gotta start deciding the brackets then#ANYWAY GOODNIGHT LOVE YALL MWAH MWAH IF IT'S LATE FOR YOU PLS GO TO BED AND GET SOME REST!!!#data log: personal#punk king of spikemuth
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In the movie "Sweetheart", Jenn (the MC) keeps the sea monster at bay by giving it offerings of sharks. I'm kinda giggling, 'cause I'm imagining that if you were in her place, instead of finding a dangling shark, he'd find a romantic table set up with shark on a plate, coconut wine glasses for two, romantic torchlight, under a canopy made of palm fronds.
You know, for some reason, this ask was not visible to me on the mobile version of this app. I'm just now finding your ask while opening my tumblr on my pc.
In response to what you've just told me, it does sound like something my crazy ass would do. I'd have to find some way to learn to communicate with it like that woman with her amphibious lover in the Shape of Water. Need to convince it that I mean no harm and simply want a bit of that aquatic dick.
#whimsy asks#sorry for the late reply#I wonder why this happened#sweetheart 2019#sea monster#monster fucker
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((wow i coulda had a baby in the time i havent updated. sorry about that!! i’ve been around. i drew The Loser (beloved son boy) yesterday and will probably scribble him some more today so i’ll keep y’all posted!))
#ooc#update#((i should update the icon lol))#((this one is from late 2019/early 2020 iirc??))#((LORD HELP IM HAVING A SNEEZING FIT))#((its kinda funny that im still hyped up about this lil shit. i made him almost 9 years ago))#((if you’ve stuck around since the beginning of him. thank you.))#((a lot’s happened since then but i’m glad my journey has led me in this direction))#((oough sorry for getting sappy in the tags!))
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Choi Ha-neul, or just Hana for short, starts her second year of undergrad in late 2019, alongside her lifelong best friend Ryn, and recent additions from freshman year; Aurora and Reese. These four hit up the library between classes a lot and there, frequently run into an incoming freshman who seems troubled and alone... so naturally, they friendopt her and make her join in on their group escapades.
They’re just starting to get closer as a group and become true, genuine friends when the spring 2020 semester rolls around, and with it.... well. You Know.
more Hana facts
really likes hydrangeas and kind of makes them her whole personality
is definitely the type to fantasize about owning a combination bakery and flower shop
has raised gerbils since she was young and will defend them to the death
likes celestial aesthetics when shes not going ham about florals
longs to have been born earlier so she could’ve had a cool flip phone w/ a ton of dangly charms to put on it
has a scar across her nose/forehead from a diving board incident as a kid
despite having lots of cool piercings and wanting more, she’s terrified of needles so for now she just Imagines
not the most socially adept member of the group, but the most socially confident... so she’s basically the diplomat
was the shortest of her friends before they all friendnapped Paz
#oc stuff#my art#Ha-neul Choi (OC; Modern Day Follies)#oooh okay okay so basically tghe pandemic kinda threw a wrench in my story plans bc it was meant to happen in realtime#and for soooo long i didnt know what to do about it#and i still dont not really#but at least for the time period of late 2019 onwards till at Least the pandemic i've found a solution#nothing has really fundamentally changed its just Shortened. crunch#the plotlines with hana ryn reese & aurora still happen#and so does the plotline with millie morgan & theo#its just. condensed to fit a shorter timeframe before the pandemic hits and everyone scatters#so MDF is like a speedrun of all of that and it purposefully leaves a few loose ends and doesnt feel entirely 'tied up'#on purpose to reflect how i personally felt about stuff like classes friends and people who i thought would always be around me#and how it all got cut off so suddenly and how i never saw a lot of people again or never got closure for that part of my life
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having an "ive actually followed u on a different website for years and know some of your online friends" relationship with mutuals is always so weird.
#theres a strong chance literalfuckingloser is following u on insta#ive been on tma internet for almost 4 years and i was a taz fan in early 2020/late 2019#IVE BEEN HERE . FOR FOREVER.#i got into mbmbam around the time taz amnesty started 👰🏻♂️#ive been on horrible gay little podcast people internet for years#😸#listen. LISTEN. LISTENNN. it happens sometimes and thats how i make friends ok#had to have this conversation w my friend cuz i realized i have a mutual on here whose partner explained the entire plot of tma to me#like 2 years ago.
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y'know I feel like I deserve some kind of award for putting up with so many triggers (both for our PTSD and for our OCD and psychosis) while sleep deprived, essentially jetlagged (from flipping our sleep schedule in one day), experiencing a migraine so bad we can't stop shaking, experiencing sensory overload for 8+ hours a day from loud noises that are also making the migraine worse, and getting constant flashbacks for multiple days in a row
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#we have to wake up at 7am to sort stuff out before the bathroom fitters arrive each morning#and now I understand why we had so many issues with that in college#I woke up struggling to even move while just shaking uncontrollably#and when I finally managed to sit up I immediately almost passed out#if we fall asleep at the wrong time and happen to wake up at 7am it's not as bad#but being woken up by an alarm at 7am and having to then try and get up and do stuff is uhh... I feel like I'm dying#moving my head at all right now makes me completely lose my sense of balance and go really dizzy#also waking up at this time gives us flashbacks to college and that hasn't been fun in the slightest#and the symptoms I've got right now really aren't helping with that#we've also had flashbacks to stuff from like late 2019 to mid 2020 and that's its own set of shit we don't want to deal with right now#but we can't get away from any of the triggers
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