#buthow

[ace-detectiv3]

Planning on doing an Abyss cosplay but damn where do I get his robe

[n3w-dxrling]

im.this close to js going fuck it and going back to them

[raven]

i hate how aigis and yukari look i hate it so much im screaming and crying right now im throwing shit on the floor

[jacks-dont-follow]

everything is ending (and you know how well i handle endings) so i have been unhealthily obsessing over an ask someone sent that i am 90% sure was not for me

[amalgam-posting]

hrghh , gota KIL jes wheun i fin d them….

buthow……

[aroace-polyshow]

I hope I'm not being nosy buthow do you de-stress? If it's not mush to ask?

not at all!!! and be nosy all you want getting asks like these is fun :3 i already over share too much on main anyway djenwkbs. anyway i loveee listening to music it’s nice. there’s been a few times i just lay on the floor while music plays and if i have the energy to like. Say Words i get to sing along really badly and it’s fun!! other times i just turn my brain off and watch youtube shorts fjsnkdnkw

[jinwangabirelle]

each society chooses its own enemy

 The play ROMA ARMEE, i didn't expect it could possibly just simply putting all of those very direct(sometimes for me are too direct lines on stage without any prove. Without displaying any oppression on stage, the roman/gay/queer/feminist community can just go upon from the backstage to do a open mic to tell the audience what their identities are, what they are buthow they wish they can be somewhat opposite from their identities, and what they've told by their parents. The bravery and somehow its audacity provokes my inner insecurities of doubting myself to be hypocrite. The tall gay man is a vegan but he would like to have the meat-eater impression at the first place. It's just easier to be part of majority, like meat-eater, straight, non-roman. I was surprised by how honest and straight-shooting each of actor be on the stage. It makes me to have a retrospect, is the thought of that i want to put out some obvious plight of minorities on the stage but intentionally try not to be dictatived is necessarily a smart way to draw people's attention to the problems. Maybe it's just a way to compromise our own voices to cater to a group of privileged people for a chance to be seen and liked. is this simplicity of celebrating the utopia world of romanian culture a sarcastic oeptime of how white european act in real life?

The concept of history is being made is also very interesting. It made me think of the different narratives i've learned from at least in the states and China. Some histories are being disguised like Nanjing Massacre. They never being admitted in Japanese history book while in reality there are 40,000 to a high of over 300,000 being killed over one night. How can a person finds their path without knowing their steps? And who is deciding the history and which side of the history people want to stand by?

[nneugdae]

im useless as anything else other than a tool. im so tired i want to think for myself i want to free myself fromt his buthow

[addictiveissues]

Don’t feel sorry for me.

I deserve the misery I feel.

For all the times I betrayed. Lied. On purpose. Destroyed character. Ran you over.

When. All. You. Did. Was. Love. Me.

I caught you ONE TIME.

With a character in a game.

I don’t even know who the character was.

But it didn’t matter.

It was the same thing happening to me. All over again.

The paranoia.

The projecting.

The lying to go get that bag.

The ending stories.

Some real.

Some not.

So don’t feel sorry for me. I don’t deserve it.

#SoHowDoYouHeal #sheSays

#TheBurning

#WithLove #HeSays

#butHow #IdontDeserveIt

#HeKnowsIt #HeGivesItAnyway #Freely #Fully #NoHoldingBack #FullSend

#shehugsMe

#Iembraceher and #cry

I can’t forgive myself for it isn’t right. But I must. So how.

And Therin lies the answer.

I cannot. So I must RECEIVE IT - #TheGivingIsInTheReceiving

So as we hug , I tell myself , I know that I cannot. It I know that He can. I know ow that You do, Lord. I know that I am forgiven IN YOU. I cannot be in mine own. But I am in YOU, Lord.

And I #BreatheItIn while I am hugging and #suddenly we are becoming #equal #becomingOne and we move as in a circle , oblong , triangular , and we are one. The Burned One , The Shiny One , The Little One , now grown , and the Grown One , all within the #LightOfChrist

#Imagry

I can’t explain it. But I know it’s real.

#InMyMindsEye #Meditation #MyMuse #NoW #NewOpportunitiesForWomen #MaricopaCounty #SherrifJoe #ASU #Learning #ReWilding #WildWomanSisterhood #GrowingAtestimony #InTheKnowing

[sisyphus-prime]

I'm sorry buthow my parents didn't realize that my ass being raised socialist would lead to me firmly believing even the most disastrous mess of a person deserves a and access to GOOD food is beyond me

[untold-recollections]

It's been a year since I decided to go back to school. Take it slow. 1 class at a time, stay enrolled. Don't worry about the time it will take.

I want to go full time. 2 classes a term.

Ya know..... I never even knew what kind of careers were here for writers. What I could accomplish with an English degree...

And not and the ripe old age of.... Let me not bore you😂... I'm finally back in school actually going for what I want .. not what I think will make money.

It feels so good to be here. I'm so sad it took so long. I have restarted school 3 times since I got my associates. Had a failed Bachelor's Degree attempt even before the associates.

I wanted a career. I wanted to make money. But no. Mediocre job after mediocre job. No career. A job and a hobby.

I was very young when I learned that it was never about how hard you worked. You don't need a good work ethic to succeed.... Not that I'll have one after burnout anyway.

The truth is... I'm tired. I don't want to struggle. I want to leave this state and country. I want my finances to be right, and I want to be a writer and if my YouTube could make some money, that would also be awesome.

Life has just been full of disappointment. My pain feels so insignificant. Not just to me, but the World.

I wonder if they'll ever be a time when people only want to see the smile on my face and not the hot tears on my cheeks.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not complaining. This is my life. It's all I got. I just want more.

#life #love #happiness #buthow

[ask-chubby-hamilton]

https://www.tumblr.com/askh3rculesmu11igan/741576650750312448/i-might-regret-this-buthow-is-it-with-john

an anon mentioned John..Ohhh boy.

"Fuck.."

[cool-gollys-facts]

Golly, this is your job, you have to find and oran berry in the ordinary jail

WHERE IS TH E"ORDINARY JAIL." WHERE - WHOS ORAN BERRY AND ALSO HOW DO I GET THERE. I WILL GO THERE BUTHOW DOI GET TO THERE THAT PLACE.I Want to do the job

[glacialheart]

UEUUEE I'M GONNA TR TO BE MORE ACTIVE AGAIN!! JUST BEEN BUSY LOLOL BUTHOW ABOUT U?? how have u been doingggg

babes!! there's no pressure at all take as much time as you need!!

I'M OKAY I THINK I'M DONE WITH THE EXAM I'M WAITING FOR THE RESULTS (but in the meantime i'm as free as a bird so i've been drawing a little more and playing a lot of hsr)

GRINDED LIKE CRAZY AND I FINALLY GOT JING YUAN AT 79/80 WOOOO

[screechingtires]

malika-carnelian​:

The girl stopped in thoughts.

Now… having a hug from Smokescreen surely wouldn’t let her feel bad, to the opposite, she would feel embarassed and out of place, since not very much used to them, buthow to refuse?

“I… uh-” Malika brushed her hair with a hand, avoidingeye contact as she spoke, “If you… don’t mind.” gosh, to think she has most of the time that bright and cheerful personality, and now she got all awkward.

“Y’know I’m hardly one to turn down a hug.” It was easily enough to pull up his HUD and activate his holoform. By now he had used it enough to where the process of manifesting a hard light version of his human self was easy. It still always took a moment to get used to seeing things at a lower level, but he adjusted easily like always. Once satisfied that there were no errors he held his now human arms out wide.

“C’mon then! One awesome hug from me coming right up!”

“Yo, Smokescreen” a brief greeting before asking all of a sudden a very, and maybe weird, question, “Did you ever... purr?”

"Yeah, I do sometimes." He grins, servos on his hips and as leans closer. 'Why the sudden interest?"

[eric-sadahire]

Don't ruin a good today by thinking about a bad yesterday.

Let it go.