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we’ve officially reached the 1 year mark since the last zelda release so that means it’s time for me to lose it and start analyzing characters' walking speeds
#i’m going to remake my zelink video with totk moments added because jesus CHRIST#personal#edit: ok this one popped off so i guess i have to put it in the analysis tag lmfao#zelda analysis
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im like 90% sure 80% of these people are dead accounts
#my art#they're either dead accounts or bots#go off i guess#i barely post anything jgkld#hope you like Christ#and anime stuff#and comic#comics are a rad time
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Look I'mma be honest every time twd kills off a long-beloved character at this point I'm just
#what's the point even#every time y'all kill off a character I just lose a reason to care#I'm just here for Carol and Daryl and Michonne's family#I dont rly care for Magna and Yumiko#Luke is fine#I like Connie but. that might just be because she's friends with Daryl idk#I'm still mad at Eugene#I don't care for Rosita#Gabriel and Aaron are cool I guess#Ezekiel's dying of cancer so. bye.#I like Jerry but we don't spend much time with him and I don't rly care#I'mma blast through the rest of this and tune back in for wenever Rick comes back lmao#christ god they used to have so many characters. so many actual good characters.#I'd say they didn't need to do us like that but a lot of those deaths were significant plot points#but then the show just kept going#and also a lot of those deaths were lame and stupid#like Tyreese. And Carl. T-Dog's death was so pointless it made me forget about him.#what was ever the point of Noah#they didn't have to do Enid like that#also! Alpha sucks. she's not a fun villain I just don't like her she makes my skin crawl#the govenor pissed me off more than anything but at least he was somewhat compelling#Alpha's just a child-beater and she whispers all cartoony fake-southern directly into my ears and I can't#I'm still enjoying the show but lol yeah I get it now#twd liveblog#the walking dead spoilers
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SUPREMELY frustrating that we found something actually really cool and intriguing and plot relevant in tonight's session but I'm still so constantly preoccupied with whether the DM is going to 100% kill us with sheer poor game design that I barely have enough brainspace left over to even enjoy it
#the first half of the session was a random-off-a-rolltable encounter that had nothing to do with anything and gave us literally nothing#and used up all our resources and took a REALLY long time because it was-- you guessed it! another deadly encounter for some reason!!#that's 100% of the encounters we've had so far!#and EXPLICITLY not related to what we were trying to investigate AND creatures that drop neither loot NOR BODIES#(two wil o the wisps and a water wierd)#we did a lot better in this encounter but it WAS deadly going off CR#and the point is now we've done just a short rest and THEN found the Plot Thing-- which our bard used up a bunch of resources to access#SO NOW IT'S LIKE. OKAY LOOK. I WANNA PLAY IN THIS SPACE BUT YOU KEEP TRYING TO KILL US WITH THINGS THAT AREN'T EVEN IMPORTANT#ARE YOU ABOUT TO WHOOPSIE-DOODLE US INTO A TPK ON ACCIDENT HERE???#like... it FEELS dangerous and A Bad Idea to engage with in a way that paradoxically SHOULD mean it's safer in a game like this#like-- okay if this was ACTUALLY as dangerous as it feels we wouldn't BE here on session six. does that make sense?#like when justin had us encounter a lich at level two in session three and I was immediately like OH okay he must have a plan here.#clearly some Scripted Plot is going to happen because there's no other reason he would put us up against a lich three sessions in. you know?#we started dying immediately and I was not afraid at all as a player because I trust justin wouldn't do that for no reason#or be so stupid to have that happen accidentally#THIS CAMPAIGN HOWEVER.... I DON'T TRUST LIKE THAT!!!#ARE WE GONNA FOR REAL PERMADIE BECAUSE YOU WASTED ALL OF OUR RESOURCES ON A RANDOM ENCOUNTER FIRST AND YOU DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THAT#ARE WE GONNA FOR REAL PERMADIE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T REALIZE WE COULD USE THE ITEM YOU GAVE US TO OPEN THIS DOOR WITH A 5TH LEVEL SPELL#I WANNA PLAY IN THE SPACE BUT IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE THERE'S ROOM FOR RISKTAKING WHERE THE BAD OUTCOMES WOULDN'T BE UNFUN CATASTROPHIC#AAAAUUUUGHHH#[shaking him violently] what do you mean that random encounter was a deadly encounter again what do you MEEEAAN#'oh huh this fight's taking longer than I thought' THEIR AC IS 19 AND THEY'RE RESISTANT TO NONMAGIC DAMAGE??#THE WATER WIERD KEEPS DISAPPEARING BACK INTO THE POND WHERE IT'S INVISIBLE??? MY BROTHER IN CHRIST HOW DID YOU EXPECT US TO DO IT FAST#hhhhhHHHH!!!!#I SHOULD BE THINKING AND TALKING ABOUT HOW COOL THE SECOND HALF OF THE SESSION GENUINELY WAS BUT I'M TOO STRESSED TO HAVE FUN#cannot stress enough that I'm in a million campaigns and I never have this problem with other DMs or with Highly Dangerous DnD Situations#melliwyk's party are in mortal peril constantly and it's... reaching a point where it's tiresome for how badly it's wearing on the PCs#but it rarely feels unfun stressful as a player playing a game#I never feel like the DM is about to accidentally end the whole campaign by bumblefucking us into a TPK at random#you know? it's different. this just feels unmanageable
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#its so weird. i feel like march 5th went on for more than a day somehow. i guess that's just bc we were awake for just abt all of it#my dad wanted to start doing things immediately so he was calling and scheduling all day. we went to the funeral home we went to the store#and it was weird bc as we were moving around it was like wow we r a 4 person family now. this is it. and theres so much to do after a person#dies. or at least there is when they were loved so much and jesus christ my mom was one of the best ppl a LOT of ppl knew. she did so much#for so so many ppl. and with her childhood she had every reason to b a fuck up but no she was kind and selfless and amazing. her mother is#trying to bask in the attention of her death when its like: truely go fuck urself. her being such a good person has nothing to do with u. u#treated her appallingly. fuck off. and fucking everyone knows it. god. she is a product of her grandparents kindness. and it sounds like her#dad was amazing like her. but he tragically died in a car wreck when she was 3. she was in the car. no one in my mums family believes in a#god now. too many bad things happened to the shining gems in a collection of wild alcoholics. but its not all bad. my family's staying close#my dad is taking it hard bc this means hes alone now and my mum took care of so many things bc she was so smart and he feels so dumb. he#feels he didnt deserve her. hes working on giving more hugs now. and hes using us to anxiously talk things out the way he did with mom#which is good. i cant imagine if this happened when we werent 3 adults and he was windowed with 3 kids to raise himself. and its funny. were#saying things we never would have told her. we looked thru pictures of her and she was so so beautiful. a total smoke show. my parents were#a cute couple who produced cute kids. and my mom had trouble communicating and being affectionate tho we knew she loved us there was#distance. theres a pic of my dad pulling her close and shes being tippef towarf her while standing away and thats indicitive of their#relationship. they were 2 partners who lived together independently and that worked but its sad bc my mum couldnt b vulnerable in her#expression. ppl r being so kind tho. ill be in ohio now for like 2.5 more weeks as the funeral stuff shakes out. we have to have 2 bc she#grew up away from her and so many ppl loved her in both locations. she was a popular lady. its so weird to b here on pause. but i feel clear#in my head. i think this will change a lot of my outlook on life. its nice to focus on the person she was and not the horrible 12hrs where i#saw her half dead. i cant imagine how awful it was for my sisters and dad to see her downslide into death. she didnt expect this to b The#Fever that killed her but it did and now she'll never finish a million things. and the house is full of pill bottles and all her junk and#unopened amazon packages and a truck with the fuel left on empty. bc she was an absent minded goofball. ay. well miss her so much#unrelated
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how to make 19 year old boy who came of age during the pandemic and never had a real real job before now realize he needs to Chill The Fuck Out and be Less eagar about working for free holy shit he is impossible to wrangle
#moki talks#hi i got dumped with a shitload of new responsibilities at work#one of which includes trying to teach a Virgin Employee how work life.. works#today i got asked a mindfuckery question that made me go#oh oh no he doesn't even know basic labor laws must get him sat down with hr like yesterday#do you wanna know what the question was#'so if you work more than 8 hours are you like required to take a lunch??'#CHILD PLEASE#i have told him no less than SIX times now to STOP. WORKING. OFF. THE. CLOCK. jesus christ#it is a CHALLENGE when this is all in a remote environment#sigh. i am not cut out for teaching kids#lawd i am trying tho#i guess in his defense there aren't labor law posters plastered everywhere to read during breaks/downtime#as there are in the typical workplace environment#idk man he's a good kid very smart tons of initiative but i have a feeling this aint the job for him#which really sucks cause its basically his dream job but#bruh i need you to get like 3-6 months minimum of real people customer service job skills#smh i am flabbergasted he asked me about the break policy he has 0 concept of the severity of labor laws#like no wonder states are pushing for child labor again NO ONE IS EDUCATING THESE KIDS ABOUT THEIR RIGHTS. FUCK.
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#delete later#i have three medical appointments in the work day in the next three weeks#one on Thursday then two mid/late January and i know that its good bc i need these appointments but i get so#anxious that ppl ay work are mad at me for having so many#im also scared about thirsdays one bc its for my ankle and hand pain and ironically the hand is way better and the ankle is also#more stable. something clicked again a couple days ago and fixed the pain in half of ky foot. no idea what happened there but#the click itself hirt like a bitch which is new. most of my pain doesnt start with a click and most clicks are painless#so fun#im just in a permanent state of being afraid i wont be taken seriously. my physio wanted a scan on my foot so om gonna#relay that but like idk what theyre gonna say. also if they do want to swnd me for a scan that's gpnna be ANOTHER appointment#so fuck me i guess. at the very leasy its not like severe psin any more so they wont send me to a and e for an x ray like they did#with my hip that one time. that would fucking suck to explain tp my manager#hey julia im fine but ive been sent ro rhe hospital for a scan so i guess ill be back when im back?#fuck me im anxious. and i hace so much apprenticeship work tp do i want to scream#also was distracted by my aching hands bc often they just ache abd successfully triggered myself so bow time to play what#is actual acge and what is remembered ache oh joy#one of the other appointments is gender clinic appointment abd im hoping to get referred for top surgery now ive been on t#for 9 months. waiting list gonna be like four fucking years but debating saving like mad abd going private bc jesus Christ#i cant bind bc of sensory problems and constantly aching ribs and last time i taped i ripped chunks of skin off so kinda#think i shouldn't do that again but like it sucks. not as bad now that my voice is dropping abd shit but still not fun#we'll see!
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A lot of Taylor’s White and American fans are truly horrendous. I’ve seen a lot of TikToks from them criticising Brazilian fans’ reactions towards Ana’s death and Taylor. They feel that Brazilian fans (“these people”) don’t deserve Taylor and Taylor should leave the country soon as Brazil is unsafe for Taylor. The amount of racism is truly disgusting. They don’t care about Ana’s death or Brazilian fans’ genuine feelings of hurt over this situation. They only care that their white goddess is sad and is facing some minor criticism over her handling of the situation.
WHOA HOLD UP. "these people"??
#Asks#anonymoose#anti taylor swift#swifties dni#racism#jesus fucking christ#taylor and swifties as a whole are going full mask off this year i guess
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CARMEN SANDIEGO (2019) + locations ║ Poitiers, Prague, and Rio de Janeiro [4/?]
#my post#screencap#carmen sandiego 2019#cs 2019 trivia#backgrounds#plus location IDs if you click!#also i've been sticking all the location/reference/nifty details i've picked up in the 'cs 2019 trivia' tag#for anyone else who likes playing 'Name That Landmark' when watching the show XDD#also although ivy references dona marta (which does include the steepest favela in rio) when she and zack are looking for le chevre#carmen flies off in the wrong direction for them to be in the santa marta favela#nor does it look big enough to accommodate the chase scenes from before and after finding VILE's mine#technically horto would be the best match based on where carmen ends up relative to the christ-the-redeemer statue#but again: too small#yet rocinha is also roughly in that direction (if about twice the distance away) and is the biggest/most famous favela#so i suspect that's what the art crew was going for#nixariel#oh. apparently they're not showing up on mobile? welp. okay then i guess the IDs are desktop-only :\ but they are there at least ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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oh wow just saw flatmate messaged saying another friend passed smth on like oh okay. I didn't realise he went too u didn't say. in fact none of u said anything to me so that's great
#he lives hours away thats a lot of travel just for drinks#when she asked me she said it was her + one other person. going out for drinks in evening.#but clearly she took the day off work bc ghosts dont do laundry. so it was a whole day trip. so why tell me it was just drinks#unless she just wanted a good excuse for me not to come. okay 👍#i cant even make myself mad abt it like fair enough man. i get it.#and if last weekend is anything to go off she probably wont ask me at all in the future#well as long as they have fun it doesnt matter i guess. im tired of feeling like im just intruding in everyones lives#and everyone fucking lying like what u say doesnt line up with how u act i can tell its not real im not that fucking stupid#ive dealt with this so many times before average autistic experience im tired of naively believing ppl and then the rug being pulled#sorry for being the way i am and for wanting things and for trying to take up space i give up its not worth it anyway#at least this is giving me smth to feel shit abt instead of just formless malaise. makes it easier to deal with that way#anyway. just need to get my shit enough together to leave the house by 3 so i can pick up this stuff for work#and i can do most of my other chores tmr so thats fine#i hate how much fucking time i waste feeling awful. no wonder other ppl have time to watch n read n create n whatever so much more than me#half of my fucking life is spent in my head trying and failing to emotionally regulate im so so sick of it#i wish i never had to think a single thought again and maybe id be happy#jesus fucking christ. well i need to leave my room soon bc i need to pee im not depressed enough to piss in a bucket just yet#hope i never get to that stage again amen uni was pretty fucking dire#.vent#hate weekends so fucking much what a waste of free time
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can I also just say……..as someone who quite literally works in theatre marketing for a living……….amc’s fucking ad campaigns are Extra Cringey because they are literally just recycling as copy from [checks notes] every regional theatre across America.
#‘intermission is almost over’ OKAY SWEETIE#that was our 21/22 season subscription ad campaign headline but go off i guess#jesus christ at least TRY to be original
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#i swear to fucking christ it happens every time#listen i understand that this is just a difference in personality thing and it's not like these people have done anything wrong#but there's a couple of people in the discord server that i just really need to be at 100 percent to deal with#but someone is in a channel and im like hell yeah I'll join voice after i go put this load of laundry in#and then in that 5 minute span one of the people i am not in the mood to deal with joins#and the probllem i am having is that these couple of people fucking instant join everything all the time before i do#so i just havent fucking talked to anyone in like a month#and everyone else gets along with them fine! so like! I'm not gonna take that away from anyone! guess I'll fuck off!#it's a whole thing and every time it happens i just get more agitated and it's just a Me Issue
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okay stressful event done, hopefully i can be calm and normal again starting tomorrow 🙏
everyone put your lucky clovers and horseshoes together for me to hope that I did not get covid because I was the ONLY PERSON IN THE ENTIRE VICINITY WEARING A MASK. OUT OF 200 ISH PEOPLE. FUCK !
#but i wore it and i ignored all the stares and strange looks ppl gave me#i do not want to be further disabled jesus christ please i am hoping against hope I'll be okay#i did not have a choice in the matter of going or not but holy shit it was not worth going even 😭😭 it was so bad fjfkdl#I can't say much abt it bc I'll end up doxxing myself but it was so bad. and i wish i had not gone dbfkdl#also my mother was so mean and saying some random guy was disgusting and meanwhile i was like ummm awooga 👀#she is so fucking awful and i hate it. he had a bit of a belly sticking out from his shirt bc he was stretching and he had body hair#and um. well. we all know how Normal i am about that sort of guy.... Not Normal At All LMAO#it just makes me feel more affirmed in choosing to not ever share my art w my mother lmfao#she would hate what i draw. and I'm trying not to let that get to me but .... oh well i guess !#even though i learned at like age 11 that i shouldn't even try to share my creations w her i still yearn for approval or whatever#UMMM LOL WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT RN OOPS SORRY. I'll go skitter off into the night now DBFJDKL#HOPEFULLY I'LL BE NORMAL TOMORROW BLEASE... also i need to go see what Chase was posting earlier augh#dandy.cmd#vent //
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hi. just got to the twist in aini. what the fuck.
#what the fuck. what the hell.#genuinely. holy shit. somehow worse than the first game#and by ‘worse’ I mean it makes me feel even more insane#but no literally. top ten games that make you think you’re going crazy.#legitimately one of the only games I’ve ever played where I’m like ‘wait I actually want to replay this’ purely because HUH??? WHAT???#also I will say I am very proud of myself for noticing something was off way earlier than my sister. my sister noticed the inconsistencies#only after I pointed out the suitcase thing to her. but the first time I noticed something off was when in a mizuki chapter ota and iris#mentioned the new nirvana trial video.#(at least iirc it was them? idk someone mentioned it and I was like 🤨)#anyway fucking rattles bars of cage. Jesus CHRIST.#rose plays aini#dramon thoughts#aini spoilers#i guess. incredibly vague though.
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i'm at 17K!!!!!!!!!!
#i wrote 50 fucking pages. can you imagine. christ#i have like 3K-ish to go :)#gonna clock off around 20K i guess :))) smack dab in the middle of the required word count#dissertation diary#also Word gaslighting me with the word 'intersectionally' ??? fuck off. it's a real word. god. (idk but whatever.)
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did i seriously not just talk about freaks dropping the r slur because they think it's funny like. not even 3 days ago. like i'm sorry why did i just had to block a longtime mutual for that ... 4chan wannabe fucking rejects 😭😭 its so insidious atp like i feel gross ..
#🐾#also i've never been able to explain this myself because i don't really understand the linking here but why is it like#when you go to block the same idiots who drop slurs like that and hide behind their like adhd self dx about it or whatever#if even that. most of them just don't but whatever. like 80% of the notes are straight up r/dfem and fash blogs ??#like okay yeah your community is fostering such toxicity and cruelty and casual bigotry bc u think ur south park writers or whatever#and ur just feeding off of each other and enabling ur own juvenile behaviour ... christ#it's so disgusting honestly only bc the types i run into the most personally like the kinblr brand who pretend they're good people are like#so hypocritical i guess. or probably just fucking stupid and actually evil. bc how are u being like i don't stand for x but you're#mutual in laws with ACTUAL open t*rfs and shit ?! fucking hell#nothing new i guess. people just seriously don't care and they're all identical to each other
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