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This joke could be told 500 times and it would never be enough for me
#happy reeve tuesti tuesday#do not ask me abt my comic making process#final fantasy#ff7#reeve tuesti#cloud strife#tifa lockhart#barret wallace#yuffie kisaragi#red xii#vincent valentine#cid highwind#cait sith#honorary mention#reeve is the kitten of all time!!!#i can only hope and pray that the eventual reveal will be miserable#ff7 spoilers#i suppose!#ima be honest i need reevincid ex shinra bonding time in any shape or form or i die
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Damn we really got lesbian sex at the cost of gay death huh 😔
#i really wish i had something smart to say about Act 3 but the first thing that popped into my head was this stupid joke#i'm so sorry#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane act 3 spoilers#caitvi#jayvik#but wow what a doozy huh?#I will need 10 business days to process everything actually#preferably in a catatonic state#The Cloud Talk
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Recent life photos
#photo diary#image 1 & 2 - of course these are just cloud images. But a cool pattern of them :0#3 - another word count of game writing... aargh... Still debating about like allowing other people into the game discord or how early#in the process one should do that.. but social things are just so difficult for me lol.. I shall always suffer for my lack of networking an#self promotion skills. 4 - I was forced to get a new phone a few months ago because my beloved phone of like 10 years finally#broke too much. and I always like to go through the emojis and make a little memo with all my favorites. yaay little pictures of things.#5 - I FINALLY finished all the dictionary entries for the game (which has a little dictionary feature in the player's journal to note#any specific terms and keep track of them (like what 'jhevona' or 'avirre'thel' means. or to remember that the world is called Nanyevimi#and the country they're in is Asen. etc. etc.)). There are 75 defined terms so far and it took me a while to do so out of curiosity I put#all the text into a wordcounter thing and lol.. 8000 words isnt that much I guess but the 30 minute reading time is funny to me. 30 minutes#for my little tiny dictionary panel in my quaint little casual visual novel which is not even lore heavy at all. hee hee (though that's mor#like a minute here and there since obv people are not unlocking every term all at once. you complete the dictionary as you talk to people#and hear them mention new concepts over time.).. ANYWAY..#6 - a very soft and beautiful stuffed animal that I did not buy but wanted to at least document their charm.#7 - stimky boye waiting in front of his favorite straw meowring screaming for someone to play with him (he likes to chase the#straw around). 8 - matcha bubble tea my beloved. 9 & 10 & 11 - some cool flowers I saw. also featuring one of my favorites (columbines!)#Anyhow.. as mentioned in the other photo diary post.. I have just been packing and writing mostly.. The evil summer is coming of course#which me and my health issues always dread. Good news though is I finally got my passport in the mail! >:3 huzzah. Now I just need to find#some fellow aromantic asexual living outside the US willing to take one for the team and fake a marriage with me so I can get the#hell out of the country UwU (<joking) (...mostly... as in - definitely NOT my main goal. but if a viable opportunity presented itself I#would of course give it consideration lol). I know that's already highly regulated but I wonder if it's something that will become even mor#locked down as people hunt for any opportunity to flee. People are out here searching for any loophole. Frantically researching their#entire family tree seeing if there's any chance for a citizenship by descent in whatever place will take them. etc. etc. lol#So I wonder if such marriages are a thing that will come up more often. hmm.. ANYWAY..#I have almost all of my stuff packed even though I don't move until another 1-2 months. But that's the point is to have it all sorted early#in the last remaining scraps of ''cooler'' weather so that then I can just relax up until then. I'm going to try doing another scrapbook#/sketchbook this summer as a Mood Boosting effort. Just to find little things to help with the situational political existential dread and#climate woes. So on days it's too hot to function I can just glue little things to pages and doodle lol.. hopefully.. slowly getting things#off my to do list.. I reaaaaaally want to get back to playing games as it's so fun and realxing to me but..rghgh.. 500 other things..
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I finished Rebirth! The last leg of the game gave big KH vibes imo (the name of the last chapter (End of the World) is even the name of the last level/world in KH1). But that ending was crazy. Does Cloud, like, know Aerith is dead, or is he so deep in denial that he thinks she’s alive?
#i personally interpreted this as his delusional ass has another layer of denial to deal with now#and we’re gonna have an inverse situation of the beginning of this game#instead of being convinced tifa died now he’s convinced aerith did not die#maybe in another world she didn’t or something but in this one she definitely Did#and he does not seem to process that he is not grieving at all like the others#cloud’s whole thing it seems is his inability to process the past and face reality so this is definitely in line for him i have to say#you can’t grieve if you don’t accept the loss#aerith seems to represent that sweet escape from reality I mentioned before even more now#i don’t think she means any harm by it she’s trying to make him feel better#unless it’s not even her it’s jenova fucking with him or something idek anymore. sephiroth did say cloud needed a push#but i want to think it’s really aerith i mean hopefully#then again would her spirit not recognize he absorbed the black materia in his sword wouldn’t she feel that through the lifestream#and be like uh hey watcha got there#so maybe it’s not her? aughhhh idk lmao#whole time sephiroth was yapping about forever and eternity i kept thinking#maybe watching rgu would’ve fixed him shdbdbshhs#there’s no such thing as eternity my guy. the only constant is impermenance. let’s get you some fruit
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Thinking again about the actual description of Trent’s fate, specifically the “no word publicly”. It suggests that instead of the out-in-the-open sensationalized courtroom trial we’ve built up, Trent might have just gotten disappeared. A meeting with the king, a short and sharp internal affairs investigation, no release of information to citizens, simply a new archmage one day and everyone knew better than to ask what happened to the old one. It’s definitely A Timeline for Astrid and Caleb, and a much different relationship for them with the rest of the Assembly.
#critical role#caleb widogast#trent ikithon#astrid beck#hushing it up makes a lot of sense! I have considered a Vesper De Rolo Makes A Little Visit To Rexxentrum To Ask Questions#but realistically the crown would want to head off even that#there would be no mention of the tortured children definitely no mentions of misused residuum#fantasy ndas for everyone and a haze of suspicion and rumor clouding the whole affair#Caleb and Astrid and eadwulf might not have even needed to give in person testimony#depending on how quick they wanted the process to go and how much faith they had#in the cobalt soul’s depositions#regardless it was probably a very clean affair#almost brutally so which in some ways makes it worse#less gossip and trauma vs the knowledge that you too could get quietly packed away if you are deemed more trouble than you’re worth
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FFXIVWrite 2024 Day 11 - Surrogate
Masterlist Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV Characters/Pairings: Leofard Myste & Warrior of Light Rating: Teen & Up Additional Notes: Takes place at during HW patch 3.5. Major spoilers for the Shadow of Mhach alliance raid questline. Ao3 Link
Lady Raimille. The picture painted by Stacia's tale was everything an orphaned child could want from a parent. Everything except that she'd passed on too soon — but not before giving her foster son one last gift.
The noblewoman’s real portrait hung above them, enshrined in Leofard’s quarters. Presiding over his affairs and his family; watching over the man himself. Moro'a knew that paintings like this cost a considerable sum to commission, and that taking care of them required specific knowledge and attention; unexpected obligations for a sky pirate.
But the painting gleamed, immaculately free of blemishes. “I had wondered as to the origin of his vessel's naming,” Cait Sith said softly, his voice touched with emotion. “‘Tis a most beautiful painting.”
Moro’a’s time in Ishgard had also taught him that portraits like this one were made to memorialise — a likeness captured in brushstrokes, preserved from time. Remember me as I was, in this moment. Remember what this person means to us. Situated where their loved ones could gaze upon them, and never forget.
I doubt I'll ever feel worthy to sit where he sat.
Throughout their adventures, Leofard had pretended as though the portrait wasn’t there, and it was all Moro’a had needed to know not to bring it up. He’d accepted it without judgement, without ever considering otherwise. What was he here for, if not to hide from ghosts and broken hearts; from memory?
But now that Stacia had told them what Leofard would never impart himself, the pieces that made up the leader of the Redbills had finally begun to click: why a man who prized freedom so highly would build his new home a stone's throw from the Holy See, and why the loss of his airship had made Leofard retreat into himself, like a creature seeking familiar refuge.
It seems she kept him safe until the very end, Utata had said, and Moro’a’s heart had clenched so tight that he thought it might shatter.
It wasn’t any of his business. The voidsent had been stopped, and Cait Sith had found a new home. His time with the Redbills was coming to a close. It’d been an engaging distraction, which was precisely what Moro’a had needed; there were no stones left to overturn, no more accidental revelations to be had. He would go his separate way, into the unknown, and then…
Later, as he was stowing the few essentials he’d brought into the manacutter, Moro’a heard footsteps approaching. He turned to see Leofard, who was already dressed in a clean set of clothes and red-tinted goggles. “I almost forgot,” the sky pirate said, as breezy as could be now as he held something out in his hand. A Redbill scarf.
“You didn’t have to,” Moro’a murmured, feeling a strange mixture of reluctance and guilt.
“And I say otherwise, Warrior. I reckon you’ve done more than you’ll ever need to to have earned this.” His hand stretched closer, and Moro’a considered refusing. He was ready to quit this place, to move on. I’m not who you think I am, he wanted to say.
Instead he found himself reaching out for the scarf, and tucking it in with the rest of his things.
If, after he'd said his farewells, his hand reached under the collar of his shirt to gently hold the necklace that rested against his chest, to remember, he was the only one who needed to know.
#ffxivwrite2024#ffxivwrite#kae scribbles#moro'a kihshimo#leofard myste#cait sith#hhhhhh this prompt is loaded with multiple meanings and i feel the need to yap about it#tag essay incoming#obviously it's about raimille; leofard's surrogate mother#and it's also about haurchefant if that wasn't already clear (in which case my bad)#except that moro'a's still deep in grief and coping by. not processing things beyond what he knows is necessary to keep going#so it's also about how this whole adventure is a replacement for what moro'a really needs to be doing; a temporary reprieve#there's the moment moro'a realises what raimille means to leofard and what this almost does to him#he doesn't acknowledge it here but it's because he had a surrogate parent of his own#well sort of#moro was his friend and confidant and inspiration; she nurtured his interest in the world beyond their own when he was a kid#she's the reason he went to eorzea when hell broke loose in their little part of corvos and why he's an adventurer at all#he doesn't know if she's dead; he has no idea what happened to her after leaving his clan#and so he isn't thinking of her here; partly because he's trying not to#but the feelings are still there; buried and waiting to be torn open (that happens in stormblood)#ig if circumstances had been a little different moro'a and leofard may have wound up becoming closer a lot sooner????#but that isn't what happened lol#last thing more of an extra note: the necklace is precious to moro'a and what ties a lot of this together#it was originally a gift from moro which was lost in the sea of clouds after moro'a rescued emmanellain from the vundu#after which haurchefant took it upon himself to replace the necklace by matching the original gemstones as closely as he could#the necklace represents the two people moro'a loved most. after taking up goldsmithing he starts to add more pendants for others#starting with ysayle and mide#okkkkk bye
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Grrrrrrr
#Shay makes me so annoyed#literally daydreaming about angrily walking up to her and decking her which is problematic#the thought of her on the floor after makes me smile#I'll uh make sure to process that#idk I don't want my anger for her to cloud the mistakes and fucked up thing I did towards Thalia though#its hard to find a balance#I do want focus on my relationship with Thalia#though I think maybe tomorrow will be an angry at Shay day#today has been a processing with Thalia day#still need to find a cute nickname for them lol
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Are you aware that Häärijä reshared your edit on his stories?
I am 😭❤ but thank you so much for thinking of me and letting me know 💚💚💚
#i still need to process this :')#i was on the phone with my mom when i found out so i couldn't scream 💀#i'm glad it's appreciated (not floating on clouds or anything uh-uh.)#käärijä#häärijä
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anyway i finished mockingjay on leap day!! (i’ve never been as serious as i am now when i tell you that i want to take my own life and that this will haunt me for the rest of my days on earth.)
#there’s so much i need to process bc i read the last chapter and the only pauses i made were bc i was crying#like i feel like i need to go back and reread some of it bc my mind is too clouded rn#why did i put myself through this#omg#mockingjay#leap day#leap year#thg#the hunger games#thg series#thg trilogy
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it's six o'clock in the morning and i haven't slept yet so pardon me if i may poke the bear a little but was just peeking at dt ao3 and boy, i really do hope roger relapsing isn't going to be a common fanon angst thing now that the dlcs out...
#ignorance cloud on#speaking as someone who is the child of an alcoholic: hey. i dont think you guys realize how much weight this topic carries#im not gonna say outright that people cant do it At All because i think depicting the very non-linear recovery process Is important#and like. it's not always gonna be one and done. sometimes you will relapse and it can be for a myriad of reasons#but seeing people use it as angst fodder is like. are you handling this topic with the gravity it deserves? or is this just an angsty trope#like maybe its just because i have like. BOAT LOADS of traumatic experiences related to my dads addiction but like.#i really hope this doesnt become a trend because i will be very discheesed#not that i read anything other than what my friends make and i trust my friends to handle this topic with care#but idk. irks me a little#its my corner of the internet im allowed to bitch a little#i also think that the game already covers the topic with so much grace EVEN IN THE BAD ROUTE#that the implication that he Can relapse or Will in the future is like. enough! we dont need to overdo it
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I said that I was going to discorporate after seeing the second season of Good Omens-
I WAS NOT THINKING IN THAT WAY.
#the cloud can speak oh boi#GO 2 spoilers#GO season 2 spoilers#Good Omens 2 spoilers#Good Omens season 2 spoilers#just in case my wails constitute as a spoiler yeah#I'm- I thought I was going to be ready for everything#ANYTHING#I was not#Hell- heaven- SOMETHING I WAS NOT#I'm aching- lord I am aching#Said I would've just needed a day to recover#WRONG- gonna need at least 6000 years!#I shall now lay on the floor Napstablook style as I process it all bu byeee
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need to shell out for a new laptop before the end of the year - for a lot of reasons but mainly bc support ending for win8.1 makes fixing the current beast rather pointless :/ (and. admittedly. there is a lot to fix. she's old and she has suffered.)
but my current beastie is from the last gen of laptops with a disc drive and the thought of using an external/usb disc drive is enough to make me cry tears of blood
#really though it is time to upgrade#and i hate to say it because she /runs/ fine it's all hardware issues w parts that can absolutely be replaced#but if i can't use it to run the programs i need then shelling out the money for those parts would ultimately be a waste#but also the fact that this machine that runs fine is no longer worth fixing bc some google-based bullshit just won't support win8.1 anymor#is ALSO a fucking waste & a pile of planned obsolescence bullshit! and i hate it!#but uh. even though she runs fine and she totally does. she does need. uh.#new keyboard (only 1/3 of keys work; currently use usb keyboard)#new trackpad ribbon cable (trackpad does not currently work; using external usb mouse)#new power button and connecting ribbon cable (turning it on involves opening it up and causing an intentional short-circuit every time.)#(a problem largely solved by simply never turning her completely off- except she also needs)#a new battery (current battery does not charge at all; machine needs to be constantly plugged in or it shuts down immediately)#...ok i might be the 'this is fine' dog about this#but i am still upset! that i will no longer have a disc drive inside my damn laptop.#that's the disc drive's natural habitat; that's where it should be; it's weird and offputting to have it connected via usb!#ack. why do tech companies fuck everything up.#and that's without getting into the way new devices offer less harddrive space so people will use the fucking cloud or whatever???#yeah sorry no i'm not using your goddamn data mining corporate off-site storage i want to keep my shit on my own goddamn machine#go to actual hell if you're trying to sell me a pc with less than at least 500GB of storage i swear to fuck#...in essence you could say the whole process is leaving me rather grumpy
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screams i met the type of person ive feared meeting all along eek!
#i hope im not assigned to her I'll cry#she's very nice ofc but very high energy n talkative m yh not me#also she's a councillor? n told me we need to tlk#bc she asked me what im doing in school n my career plan etc#n she told tht there's no way she's going to allow me to become an admin assistant eith a lang degree#bc i will get stuck in tht low position etc#n screams#too much to process#byez#cloud nonsense
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made an appointment to talk about keyboard repair this weekend ... but i am also looking into laptops in general bc mine is on its last fucking legs after 8 years of putting it through art and rp hell and i have been aware that i'd probably start needing to look into it during my last two years of college anyway..
#hopefully at least i find out a way to fix my fucking keys (by myself preferably! but i tried every method and it still didn't work!)#not willing to fuck with tiny little parts i dont understand i will somehow break the whole computer#i've been conflicted on whether or not to replace my laptop or ipad first bc. i use my ipad mini for drawing and mine is uh#certainly not the best option for that! but realistically i've had no problems with it besides size/upate inconveniences#meanwhile my laptop is. it's goin out HFGHJF#chrome with like two tabs disord and spotify open at once? bold of me to assume tumblr will load#PHOTOSHOP? absolutely not#this would be considerably pricier but hey . can my 21st birthday be my excuse JHGFHKDF#anyway point of this is i need to start a process of putting all my shit on a flashdrive bc who has cloud space in this economy LMAO#my fucking icon folders... at least i dont have much for michael I HAVE 2K IN ONE!!! i CANNOT redo that#and. no other point besides whatever i end up doing may affect my writing availabilityFHGHF#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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for as much joy there is in creation there is equal hatred
#racing!#every other day i lay awake at night wishing id just pursued a fucking accounting degree. or library sciences#i wish id dragged my head out of the clouds long enough in the whole college choosing process to see the thing i pursued#i really do love art id sooner die than stop creating but holy shit. its fucking rough out here#every other day my coworker tells me my degree is worthless and ill never get anywhere and i get closer to agreeing than i should#i hate it here i need to explode
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I think every computer user needs to read this because holy fucking shit this is fucking horrible.
So Windows has a new feature incoming called Recall where your computer will first, monitor everything you do with screenshots every couple of seconds and "process that" with an AI.
Hey, errrr, fuck no? This isn't merely because AI is really energy intensive to the point that it causes environmental damage. This is because it's basically surveilling what you are doing on your fucking desktop.
This AI is not going to be on your desktop, like all AI, it's going to be done on another server, "in the cloud" to be precise, so all those data and screenshot? They're going to go off to Microsoft. Microsoft are going to be monitoring what you do on your own computer.
Now of course Microsoft are going to be all "oooh, it's okay, we'll keep your data safe". They won't. Let me just remind you that evidence given over from Facebook has been used to prosecute a mother and daughter for an "illegal abortion", Microsoft will likely do the same.
And before someone goes "durrr, nuthin' to fear, nuthin to hide", let me remind you that you can be doing completely legal and righteous acts and still have the police on your arse. Are you an activist? Don't even need to be a hackivist, you can just be very vocal about something concerning and have the fucking police on your arse. They did this with environmental protesters in the UK. The culture war against transgender people looks likely to be heading in a direction wherein people looking for information on transgender people or help transitioning will be tracked down too. You have plenty to hide from the government, including your opinions and ideas.
Again, look into backing up your shit and switching to Linux Mint or Ubuntu to get away from Microsoft doing this shit.
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