#cried thinking of this | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

beecass · 2 months ago

Text

thinking about how mac's relationship with catholicism has more to do with his relationship with his parents than anything. not to say that he sees himself as jesus christ but he is the only child to an abusive neglective father and an equal neglective mother that does not care about him. he has to carry the cross of not being loved every single day, he feels abandoned. and there he is, in school, a catholic school, that probably made them read the bible as homework, and mac is listening to them talk about families, and the love that god has for mankind and the love he had for jesus, and how mary was a loving kind woman.

and mac reads, in the same bible that talks about family, a mother and a father, he reads about how sins will destroy you, how a man loving another man is wrong. so he thinks about becoming a priest because he is scared he might end up in hell. and his small little brain gathers all that information and creates a safe illusion for him to charish. his desire to be loved the same way jesus was loved is so big he needs to trick himself into thinking that he is already loved that way even if he doesn't feel it.

he was so neglected by his father and mother the only thing left for him that resembled the most with parent love was God and Mary. and with that, of course he couldn't come out for years, in his mind he would still be disapointing his parents.

#macs parents did not give a fuck if he was gay and definetly didnt give a fuck about the bible #catholicism was everything mac had #everyone needs to hold on to something while i say this #cried thinking of this #my little gay boy he was so sad and repressed and all because of neglect #sometimes i think about the christmas ep too much #like they really just lied to him for fun and took him to commit crimes with them #mac is actually very aware of everything in reality and he is not as dumb as he seems #but he hates himself to the point of trying to create an illusion for every aspect of his life #probably in an attempt to keep making god proud idk #idk if this makes sense #a lot of easter feelings and catholic guilt on me this past few days and of course it made me think of him #we have that in common #my parents arent catholic but i did go to catholic school my whole life and that was enough to give me internalized homphobia #it made it really hard for me to come out and i did thought about becaming a nun #like hey mac im you #mac macdonald #mac iasip #iasip #catholicism #christianity

23 notes · View notes

the-ramshackle-prefect · 3 months ago

Text

Stupid ginger sucks at flirting

#Ik he went back to his dorm and cried when Yuu didn’t flirt back #ace king get up #Yuuka not pictured because I couldn’t find anything with her #I think he knows his place at least #twisted wonderland #twst #disney twst #twst yuu #twst prefect #twst spoilers #aceyuu #ace trappola #we all yap here

8K notes · View notes

leragoessouth · 3 months ago

Text

Erm how are we tonight

#tgr was so good #cried #tgr dropped and all i can think about is andreil #thinking of adding a background #but well see #if i do im just updating the post #aftg #aftg fanart #all for the game #andreil #andrew minyard #neil josten

10K notes · View notes

chloesimaginationthings · 7 months ago

Text

This isn’t Gregory and Cassie’s first meet in FNAF..

9K notes · View notes

hinamie · 9 months ago

Text

10 years later

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushi #itafushikugi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh #u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel #this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj #specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art #anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard #i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same #especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat #but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door #maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons #also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things #new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier #god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs #i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work

18K notes · View notes

cryptidmickle · 3 months ago

Text

shadow milk finding pv when he was healer cookie is so interesting to me, and full of drama

#this is why it was embarrassing that i didnt read the ask properly cries look at all the drawings i did #but yes i think smilk would immediately integrate himself into pvs life if he forgot everything #a juicier version of this au would be if smilk pretended he Always knew pv and pv just forgot him #which is absolutely something that blue bastard would do but alas #feel smilk would inherently be a little more possessive and clingy of healer cookie what with how vulnerable he is in this state #not to mention the denial of seeing the truth oh smilk would LOVE it #anyways everyone should read biscuitlabyrinths writing its great and perfect and i think abt it daily #shadow milk cookie #pure vanilla cookie #crk fanart #crk au #shadowvanilla #pureshadow #my drawbs

5K notes · View notes

fandolion · 1 year ago

Text

Incredible artist Julia Stoess makes these giant 100:1 insect models, I have never seen something more beautiful !

Definition of mastering your craft, they are PERFECT

#this would be my dream job fr #entomology #bugblr #model making #art #natural history #insects #think i cried a little when I found her website because I loved them so much oops #coleoptera #beetles #bees

17K notes · View notes

gunnenmoonlight · 5 months ago

Text

I have this meme lying around and my mood rn man…I can’t

I felt like I’ve been robbed. I can’t stop watching the premiere. I’ve been crying since 5am. When the premiere started, now it’s 5pm and I’m still crying. man…

#epic the musical #epic the ithaca saga #epic premiere hits home hard dude I cannot…#My life is so done now #I started tearing up on I can’t help but wonder #Then Would you fall in love with me again make the dam broke #I cried so hard my dad stop baking his cake dude #My family thinks I’m crazy now

3K notes · View notes

eighteenthofoctober · 5 months ago

Text