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Ray Wise in Secrets From Another Place: Creating Twin Peaks
#almost like a comet <333#twin peaks#tv#*#i watched this last night and then i cried for an hour.#the way they all speak about the show's decline is so heartbreaking honestly#idk man. every once in a while i just get so overwhelmed by the love i have for twin peaks i can't even tell you#where would we (21st century serialised television) be without her....
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everyone watch The Prince of Egypt neow
#even if you arent familiar with religion#←literally me#It's still a masterpiece in every way#the animation. the music. the storytelling. fuckkk#its sooo good i rewatched it a while ago and huuuaaghhaaaugh😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD#i almost cried a couple times#such a gorgeous movie. man#Deliver Us gives me chills everytime without fail#ok ill shut up. i just miss 2d animated movies#brah i watched this like 2 weeks ago and im Still thinking about it thats how much i like this one
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watched the haikyu movie thinking it was going to be normal but unfortunately i came out battered bruised bleeding and 5 years younger, back in 2019 watching haikyu on my couch and trying to get my sister hooked on it
#time is a flat circle#i was so young back then but im still young now#any mention of haikyu makes me so viscerally nostalgic like i start yearning and aching and my soul twists#is that too much...#haikyuu#haikyu#haikyuu battle of the garbage dump#haikyuu the dumpster battle#i cried a little bit#i read the manga a while ago like i knew exactly what was going to happen but seeing it ANIMATED made me go insane#i was clawing at the seat and at my eyes LIKE NO THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING YOU DONT MEAN IT#also spoilers in the next tag DO NOT READ IF YOU DIDNT WATCH OR READ IT#but i did NOT remember the loss of the game being so devastating#like i did not remember that the ball just fell out of kenma's hands like that#my heart sunk when i watched it in the movie i was like wait... no ur joking right... this isnt the last set right....#just the way they animated it genuniely broke me#we get kenma's pov for three straight minutes and you have to WATCH THE FUCKING BALL FALL OUT OF HIS HANDS OH MY GOD LIKE OH MY ACTUAL GOD#i love haikyu#im goign to reread it... NOW.
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Jonathan Frakes and writers of Picard, when I catch you for this episode
#the way this is gonna get blocked on tiktok but oh well#I cried a lot while watching this episode and while making this#there’s only one man that does gore that brutal on Star Trek and it’s Mr Frakes#star trek#star trek edit#st voyager#star trek voyager#seven of nine#7 of 9#picard#star trek picard#icheb
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「つうか、みっちゃんが一番好きだ。」
「俺が死ぬまで一番。」
— Actually, you're number one for me, Micchan.
— You're number one until the day I die.
永遠の昨日 第３・８話 | Eternal Yesterday ep. 3&8
#yeah. so. i decided to torture myself by rewatching this show. lost count of how many times i cried. way worse than the first time#knowing everything and still watching it was painful in a whole different way it was a brand new show even though i still remembered it all#eien no kinou#eternal yesterday#jdrama#watching this while it was airing and having zero clue how it was going to end was like a rollercoaster#cus i kept going oh... that looks bad. to oh wait maybe? to oh crap that sounds foreboding. to ohh maybe with this?? to oh shit oh god#and this time around it was all just... the knowing. not the knowing that it's a tragedy but the knowing how mitsuru will be in the future#knowing that koichi changed everything for him and even though he gave him the ability to connect with other people for the first time#he also took a huge chunk of that ability with him when he left#and we don't know if mitsuru will ever regain it#mine#bl drama#bl series#ANYWAY i just had to put my emotions into something so i made these to let it outttt#they're not exactly what i originally planned but i still liked making them and CRYING
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2023 Bahrain Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen, Checo Perez & Lance Stroll)(my personal post-race highlights)
#GUYS YOU KNOW I JUST THOUGHT OF THE PERFECT SONG FOR THIS OCCASION#'Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic' - The Police(like magic alonso you get it you get it??)#pls go listen to it bcs its what I listened to while making this post bcs it rly reminds me of nando hehehe#i def cried a bit while watching this i was just so happy for everything both he and the team have achieved#and not to harp on abt 2005 but ig its crazy for me to have been spending a lot of time watching his wdc season#and then start the new season and see him up in p3!! its just so cool and it makes me a bit emo but in a good way ofc!#also sry if this is a little late! i was changing up w how i wanted to go abt doing this and it took longer than i wouldve liked#i think the most interesting thing abt doing this was just how different the post-race proceedings are compared to 2005#fernando alonso#2023 bahrain grand prix#we do a little bit of f1#fa14#checo perez#max verstappen#(2023: 1/23 races watched)#f1#formula 1#formula one#2023 bahrain gp#lance stroll
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oh my god so i just saw this picture of froy guitterez with a bearded dragon and i fear i am going to have to give clyde a bearded dragon. i'm not sure how he got her, ( prolly by doing something extremely impulsive, dumb and unhinged ), but he snuck her into him and tolkien's dorm room and was like "okay! so don't get mad BUT--"
...he was Mad, btw. but rm!tolkien doesn't scream because he is a dignified british king ( the only one i respect ) and just speaks at a slightly louder volume and does things with his eyebrows like "Why. Do. You. Have. A. LIZARD. Clyde?" and he's like "okay, first of all, she's not JUST a lizard; she's a Bearded Dragon and her name is-" idk what her name is it's probably something insane like glizzy or salamanda or mary guana, i want to start crying, oh my god. clyde loves reptiles.
and tolkien is like "right...so does 'glizzy' have a cage? food?...water?" and clyde is just staring at him blankly like, "damn. i didn't think about that." KHSSDLKSDH HELP so they go to a lil pet store, i think they figure out a clever way to keep her warm and make her a strange makeshift enclosure. tldr, she gets all set up...except they have to Hide her ( also prolly in some elaborate way ) bc they're not supposed to have pets in the dorms and at first, tolkien was so Anti-Glizzy, like he made clyde put up lost lizard ads online/stuff on craigslist...
...buUUUUt accidentally got attached to her and secretly took the all listings down. anyways, happy pride month ft. rm!tyde co-parenting a lizard daughter together. the world is a beautiful place, in fact. <3
#nina speaks#sorry this made me laugh#too much#homoerotic activities smh#just two guys being dudes being lizard girl dads#i love rm clyde and rm tolkien theyre so funny#also clydes dinosaur hyperfixation was going off#he is just...the most distracted ever#not alert that king#tolkien was like go put that thing back where it came from rn#but im sure clyde cried so he was like#siiigh OKAY#the way i bet u in the begining tolkien was like oh my god#what a Foul and ODIOUS creature#and now she is his special lady ok she hangs out with him while he does art projects and when clyde is saying weird stuff#hes like *looks at glizzy* i kno darling it does sound like bullocks doesnt it KDHSDLSHDKDH GO TEAM GO#also idk what her name is i just wanted to laugh#it has to be insane i know clyde named her something weird#also its so funny to me in a weird way rm!tyde is like slightly ravesey coded in a diff font their double dates are iconic#we love the hottest baddest man in the universe#and his cute pathetic boyfriend w/ the pretty eyes#music to my ears lmaooo tolkien and jerseykyle everyday watching clyde and ravenstan interact like#oh god what are we doing what have we done#it is like taking ur boyfriend to the dog park help#also i know that ravenstan was like WOWZA SHES SO CUTE#and jersey was like aLRIGHT BOYS SHOWS OVER#STAN WERE NOT GETTING A CRAZY LIZARD THING#STOP GIVING HIM IDEAS DONOVAN U SHIDIOT#15 min loop of jerseykyle about to strangle rm!clyde#its ok he grew on jk like mold smh he is...fond of him
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I could talk about how female characters are almost always watered down to the responsible friend or the voice reason or the badass character with no feelings, etc etc and how it's not only harmful but usually ooc for most of the characters it includes (Nya, Annabeth, literally every girl from PjO, Shoko and Nobara, etc) for hours but I have to sleep
#this is a bad thing#the whole “the boys r doing smth stupid while the girls stare in disappointment” thing is so annoying#like#in pjo#if we're talking abt canon personalities#annabeth was also deranged as fuck. she's smart ofc she is but she's a feral child that lives in a camp where slaying monsters is normal#she's badass ofc but she's not your “responsible character”#also. badass female characters#a character doesn't have to be mean rude or straight up heartless to be badass#annabeth CRIED bc the giant dog w three heads that guards the underworld didn't have anyone to play with#that girl cries over everything and i love her for it#if percabeth watched titanic it wouldn't be a “percy cries and annabeth comforts” situation#honestly they'd both be rating the way the ppl fell out of the boat#my girl doesn't deserve this mischaracterization#if you think a girl has to b mean to be badass then she is NOT badass#annabeth chase#percy jackson#pjo#ninjago#ninjago nya#ieiri shoko#kugisaki nobara#jjk
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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finished build.....
#THAT ENDING HAD ME SO SCARED FOR A MOMENT#WHAT THE FUCCCKKKKKKKKK#im so glad it ended well i already cried way too much earlier#Agh . POWER OF LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP!!! FOREVER!!!!!!#im soooooooooo . i need a while to process this oh my god . there was So much happening#the plot twists were not good for my poor weak brain but they were crazey#and having the intro recaps be literal parts of the story......genius writing#gonna watch all the movies and other stuff . probably soon bc now im having withdrawals#my post
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eliot spencer and his boyfriend alec hardison and his girlfriend parker and their boyfriend eliot spencer and around and around and around it goes
#i just watched the grave danger job and yknow who hardison hugs first and who he goes to last?#just saying#i cried#eliot spencer#parker#alec hardison#leverage#listen the way that man gripped eliot while he begs him not to do that again???? oof#don’t worry they all kissed it better#loving this rewatch
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ANEURIN BARNARD as DANIEL SOLACE
1899 (2022) | Ep. 1, The Boy
Dir.: Baran bo Odar.
#1899#aneurin barnard#daniel solace#usergif#userphotoshop#userlgbtq#userblorbo#mine#mine:gif#um so#hi#welcome to this series of: elz being obsessed with a tv show and this character in particular#i had to make this for my own sanity#i reached a level of insanity that's beyond saving#i hate dark scenes to color but i love them does it make sense?#the way i cried for 3 episodes straight while watching this show
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character wrapped 2023 💥
tagged by @davidtennantpussytulpa ^-^ i didn't know how many to do so i copied tara and did top 10. i know the severance guys are Four Of Them but i can't separate them theyre all equally important to me
will graham (hannibal), em haywood (nope), aziraphale (good omens), mark & dylan & helly & irving (severance), hawkeye pierce (mash), martha jones (doctor who), ivan karamazov (the brothers karamazov), kim kitsuragi (disco elysium), stewy hosseini (succession), ruescott melshi (andor/rogue one)
i will tag... @fagician @britomart @libraryfag @roadwhores @majorbaby @globuspolski @hadleyfraserfaggot @tenderscience if u want to ^-^
#and now i will explain them all in detail#cos i started watching hannibal back in like. january or february and will immediately set up camp in my head and started to settle there#*I* pay rent to *HIM*. he lives there permanently. sweating and monologuing constantly#em was not only the character of 2022 but also of 2023 and of 2024 and the rest of the decade and all decades to come#she had such an impact on me keke palmer's performance will live with me forever and i love nope so fucking much#i almost didnt include her because nope was more of a last year obsession. but she lives on#aziraphale.........no comment#severance.......i love them all so much and at first i wanted just irving and then just helly and then i realise i cried over mark this week#and then i realised i couldnt possibly leave out dylan when hes probably my favourite character. so then i settled for all of them#hawkeye is my fucking wife. enough said#martha... well i knew i had to have a doctor who character. i thought maybe the doctor but then i thought their companions mean more to me#sometimes at least. i did have a fourteen icon for a while but then i was like but Donna..... and then i thought. well#these past few months at least martha jones has been eating away at my heart. i go batshit insane when i think about her#her impact. her grace. her power. so she had to go on the list.it was a toss up between her and donna for sure though#then i figured i had to include a karamazov since reading that book took up half of my year. and ivan was my favourite of the 3. so <3#kim goes without saying. literally nothing to be said hes the character Of All Time. to me#stewy also goes without saying ive had so many Stewy Save Me moments since the beginning of season 4 all the way to the end of the year#i miss him every day. he is the moment. i wish there was more of him all the time#and the last one is a bit of a wildcard cos all my insanity abt melshi has been on my andor sideblog.#but rest assured ive been thoroughly Not Normal about him. he literally side appears in 4 episodes and has 11 total minutes onscreen#but i love him. so much. and hes occupied most of my thoughts since september. once again his impact his power his grace. his homosexuality#enough said. that's all. thanks for reading. this was a great year for autism and madness#tag game#🍪
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“The quest will claim his life.”
— Galadriel, The Two Towers
It doesn’t, but doesn’t it? The Shire ends up not being saved for Frodo. He’s often sick multiple times a year from PTSD afterwards. He doesn’t feel like he’s truly home, and he has to leave for Valinor. In a really important way, it does claim his life.
#I’m having way too many feelings over here#I literally cried earlier from the warg attack#The Lord of the Rings#The Two Towers#The Return of the King#sorry I wasn’t losing it#and making posts while watching The Fellowship of the Ring#I just really couldn’t focus
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"Renji... Rukia...Forgive me"
#bleachedit#bleach spoilers#bleach tybw#kuchiki byakuya#byakuya kuchiki#toriigifs#usergokalp#usergojoana#💔😭💔😭#me sobbing all the way while watching and making the gifs#it broke my heart and soul#i cried when i read the manga#and now it was worse#fully knowing how the manga ends... still... it hurts so fucking much 💔#also... coloring bleach scenes... it's a challenge ...damnnn it was hard XD
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