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ozziesjester · 11 months

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❌️, 😔, and 🥺 for vanessa!

"Man... do I have to? This is gonna get kinda heavy.

I mean. I'll do it! But sheesh."

❌️ - what's something you and s/i disagree on? is it anything big, or is it inconsequential?

"Oh, God. A lot of things? It doesn't help that he's got a big head and turns everything into an argument. He can be such a jackass sometimes.

Sorry! Got a bit off track, there. Uhh, for something specific...? I guess him and I see Dad differently from each other. It's a tough subject to bring up - he doesn't like to talk about him, especially not after he, uh... disappeared. So, I mean, it doesn't really cause any issues for us..."

😔 - what would life without s/i be like for you?

"...boring. Haha! Uh, that's only sort of a joke...

...to be honest with you, imagining life without him is... really, really strange. It's not like we grew up together, but... it feels like I've known him my whole life.

We could've never met. What if Dad had just picked a different kid? What if his own father hadn't been so awful to him? That's... weird to think about.

I don't want to think about it anymore. Bad. Life would be bad. Going through that alone would've destroyed me."

🥺 - if you knew today would be the last day you spoke to s/i, what would you say to them?

"Ah, but it looks like I have to think about it even more! Terrific.

God, um... I don't know. I wouldn't be able to fit all my feelings into words. I have so much I want to say to him. How can you fit 15 years into a single goodbye? I'm not good at articulating my emotions, either. I guess I'd just start with...

I'll miss you. You changed my life. I wish things could have gone differently for us.

And... maybe we can meet again in a better life."

#puppy answers #🐰#profovember #crying screaming punching the ground #through gritted teeth #thanks for the ask :)

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introspectivememories · 8 months

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absolutely obsessed with the idea of timbern being super secretive over bear's time in the cult.

on one hand, bear is wildly insecure of his scars from the cult. cause it's not like he fucking got them saving the city or helping someone, he was just stupid enough to get sucked into a cult. (a voice in the back of his head that sounds a lot like his therapist and tim tell him that kids are supposed to be stupid and that his time in the cult is more a reflection of the adults in his life than his own choices) anyway his back and legs are like a mess of scarring and normally he'd just tattoo over them but scars have to be a certain age before they're tattooable. so he now just covers them up.

on the other hand, tim is insanely protective over bear's traumas. like if he got any more protective he'd be like certified deranged. so he just straight up dodges or lies about bear's backstory. anyway all this to say, they're hanging out in the pool at the manor and nobody but them ws supposed to be home. so bear thinks it's safe to take off his shirt. they're both having fun until someone says behind bear, "dude... what happened to your back?" cue tim lunging at them like a rabid dog and bear struggling to hold tim back going "tim, tim, what the fuck, what the fuck????"

#batfamily member: get your dog bitch #bear barely holding tim back smiling: he don't bite #them looking at tim growling and snarling and trying to bite them: YES HE FUCKIN DO!!!!#i think the idea of tim being more affected by bear's trauma than bear is insanely funny #bear talking about his trauma: yeah i was in a school shooting and then i got sucked into a pain cult but hey! you live and learn right?#tim punching the ground crying screaming: hasn't he been through /enough/?!#one of the cult leaders gets out on parole and red robin shows up at their house to beat them up #tim's bear's attack dog. his pokemon if you will #bad social scenario? bear shouts 'i summon you tim drake!' and tim the sappy bastard that he is strikes a pose like theyre team rocket #that's a compleste lie btw. tim is the pokemon girlie. bear is the yugioh girlie. they get into arguments about this daily.#it does not help that dami and duke are on bear's side while jason and dick are on tim's #it becomes an all out war and bruce refuses to pick a side #dc #bernard dowd #tim drake #timber #timbern

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pointyfruit · 1 year

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Just imagined a complex animated short about Bloodmoon huntin for ye good ol blood except it was in the perspective of one of the children that get hunted.

I almost made myself cry.

#Like it was a huge punch in the gut #the silly don't feel so silly no morein this context #dca fandom #bloodmoon twins #you just want your mom to be happy again and what happened #sams bloodmoon #sun and moon show bloodmoon #fnaf bloodmoon #like you hear on bbc news that this Infamous red monster has killed 100s of families in poverty and everyone's panicking and trying to #evacuate the city but yall neck deep in poverty so on top of struggling to get food on your plate every night you also gotta somehow find #the money to move and everyone is trying and trying and working themselves until their exausted and stressed and sick and mom is struggling #and sad and dad is struggling and sad while rich people ride their private jets into the sunset and everyone's sad and depressed and crying #because no one deems your lives important because you're poor and you just wondering why mom keeps crying and dad have time to play anymore #and you are just barely grasping any of this you're like 8 and after all that hard work of 80° days and sleepless nights it's to late and #everyone is getting killed except for you because you're small and weaseled your way out of it but not for long because here it comes and #you're run as fast as your little weak legs can go with your heart pound out your chest and you're crying and screaming and your voice is #cracking from screaming but no one hears you or is too scared to save you and just like your parents you lose hope and strength too and you #cant run anymore and you fall to the ground and cry (the ugly cry) and the silly has come to harvest ye good ol blood and you're dead and-

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gilasaurus · 2 years

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"Mettaton looked (...) really cool in that dress. It sort of makes me feel like I could wear one, too!"

#undertale #mettaton #screaming crying punching the ground etc etc...#myart #utdr #💖

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amoron4everyone · 11 months

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MY FUCKING DRAWING TABLET IS BROKEN

*UGLY SOBBING*

#MY LIFE IS RUINED #no #I can still draw with my finger #who needs a stupid drawing tablet and stylus pen #i don't #SOBS #fucking bitch boy xp-pen overheating and shit #I'm a man #I don't need no tablet to draw #SCREAMING CRYING ROLLING ON THE GROUND PUNCHING THE WALL THROWING UP #PLEASE #SEND HELP #I'm going to have a fucking aneurysm

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cherrylight · 1 month

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sighs.

#horrible day for loving the blorbo #i still adore him and already decided season 4 isn't canon #but i can't stop thinking about it #and anytime i do i end up tearing up #worst time to mention it: my heart hurts so bad like a lot. which is weird because i never gotten a PHYSICAL REACTION LIKE THIS BEFORE #i think i'm dying guys #is this what heartbreak feels like i have no idea #it's okay. he loves me. he will never do that to me.#i need to walk around in a circle and scream into my hands or something #i get to rewatch it (unfortunately) with my mom today. i'm not ready.#at least i get to see ep1 again and the soft moments #and the “hi! :]” again so maybe i'm happy #THAT WAS SO CUTE I'M SORRY #HE LOOKED SO CUTE AND SQUISHY I WANTED TO CRY #sobbing so loudly into my hands #he was so cute ep1 what happened to him #i keep talking about him. are you guys upset with me. he means the world to me.#i'm tearing up. i miss him so much.#the universe is so mean #punches the ground #ashley talks

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kindheartedgummybears · 1 year

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you guys know those period simulators guys out themselves through for shits and giggles or youtube videos?

I think the Lonnit Crew would do that.

#When it first starts on the lightest setting Mark and Charlie are like: “Oh hey this isn't that bad-”#And then Jamie or Kate bump it to the highest setting and Mark and Charlie just COLLAPSE #After like 3 minutes Charlie is begging for them to turn it off #Mark is on the ground just crying screaming throwing up #Erin is ever so slightly concerned while Jamie and Kate are D Y I N G of laughter #Jamie is full-on crying from it while Kate is on her knees punching the ground #They can just hear Erin in the back trying to hold back giggles #their stomachs start hurting lmao💀💀#After a few more minutes they compose themselves and turn the simulation off #Charlie and Mark are on their backs on the ground just GASPING for air #and then the girls walk over to them just like: :)#TDIM #The Devil In Me #Mark Nestor #Charles Lonnit #Charlie Lonnit #Kate Wilder #Katherine Wilder #Jamie Tiergan #Erin Keenan #Lonnit Entertainment

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dawnbrigayde · 7 months

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2,589 days of feh still no dawn brigade

#frog.txt #screaming crying punching at the ground tears running down my face rolling ripping up grass biting and maiming and killing and blowing up a #edward better be cracked on release i have so much fodder just for him. leonardo also. if nolan is a demote i die #i love micaiah but no more alts. PLEASE.

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cruell-summers · 1 year

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I'm seeing Taylor live in 13 days how is this my life

#AJLDASDLHKFLHFLAHFLAH #screaming crying kicking the ground punching the air twirling around #🎤: taylor swift #taylor swift #the eras tour #cee speaks into the void

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foxgirlmoth · 8 months

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So my life is feeling like its on an upward swing since this is my final semester for my associates, I'm starting a new job real soon and also possibly have a really nice remote job if I hear back from a few places I recently applied to.

And it always terrifies me when good stuff starts happening.

Change is really hard for me especially when it feels like its all at once. With better pay comes the opportunity to leave my parent's house finally and move in with a girl who has lovingly stolen my heart. With my school behind me I can find better jobs even!

But at the same time, its just. So scary for me. What if I can't keep up my part of rent. What if my chronic pain or ADHD or other disabilities put a strain on someone I love to my core, and I end up making things worse because I get extremely emotional and will scream (at myself mostly) and panic during these high stress times (especially if money is involved)

I've had a 'safety net' of family members who barely tolerate the fake me I present myself as, and I know my mental health is going to be so much better when I'm not around them, but at the same time I need so much help sometimes. Family just happens to help in terms of shelter and food. It also doesn't help that the one other time I moved out it ended so so poorly that I'm still working through that trauma.

Hurting the love of my life in any way fucking terrifies me. I want nothing but the best for her always always always. I just know I can't always be at my best, its impossible to be. I will break at some point and probably scream and cry about how things aren't going nearly to plan and I'm so weak so often I don't know if I can pull myself together fast enough to not hurt myself or her with my untrue words.

#I used to have (What I'm pretty sure now were autism) meltdowns so bad when I was younger.#I was always told I was selfish and that I can't expect to have x thing or y thing fixed #And I would scream and slam my hands against my legs and the ground #Its never been pretty #I just learned to cry before it gets to that point now and I just sob so fucking much #But if it feels like my life is over? I just. I just can't. I'll still scream and cry and pulp my legs bruised and hands bleeding #And showing my wife all of me includes all of these things I hate. This could happen if I move in with her #I haven't had a meltdown in a while from what I remember #It was probably right after I moved back in with my parents. And was pretty much coerced into an environment I felt extremely unsafe in.#tw self harm #jic cause I have mentioned beating myself #I haven't been close to a meltdown around my love at all tbh so maybe I'm scared for no reason. I mostly just cry because #Thats what happens when any emotion runs high #<- Girl who is currently crying typing all thid #also I hope no one reads hurting her as physically. I've never thrown a punch in my life. Well. I guess except at myself #Huh thats the first time I've thought of it that way. That sucks #I just know that 1. Being loud in general would not be nice to either of us. and 2. I can be a bitch! I can say some rancid shit!#And that would! Be fucking bad and hurt! And I so desperately don't want that #And I know accidentally hurting someone is something you need to expect when you're in a close relationship with someone #It still fucking sucks though #AUGH I just needed to type this all out I'n feeling better already. I'm just a scared girl so often.#I want to live more and more each day so I know I'll make it. Even if I do it scared. I guess I hope you see this honey #Since this is stuff I should be talking about with you #Getting my thoughts sorted though before talking is good though. The reason I type this on fucking tumblr is because it helps me think #Also being vulnerable and letting friends and mutuals and the like see all this is a chance for me to better myself I suppose #This has been a runa rant #runa diary #I have a habit of overthinking. Methinks #Honestly my current safety net of family has been pretty fucking bad #The one time I earned a little bit more money than I needed for bills I was basically stripped of a lot of it paying my folks rent

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darabeatha · 9 months

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GUYS?!?!??????? GUYS?!?!?!? OHMYGOD?????

#BWHBAHWHABWHGARHAGRHGHHRGRGRGRGRGGRHGARHGARGRWHAGHW #NOWAYWANOWAAYWANOAWYWAN #CRYING THROWING UP- MERRY CHRISTMAS?????#iTS HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GOING INSANEEEE!!! CRUMBS!!!#apparently its a d.oujinshi i wish i could buy it im im im im #AUYGHHGHGHHHHH #FINALLY!!! CRUMBS!!!#im that b.art meme where he looks at the window of a shop and goes like 'yesterday i dreamt i had you in my arms-'#me at this #going rabid screaming crying throwing up jumping punching the ground yelling to the moon running in circles sprinting climbing a tower #me twirling my hair; haha what if i opened commissions for it i-

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pegging-satan · 1 year

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THIS SCENE WITH THIS SONG IN THIS VIDEO COMPLETELY DESTROYED ME I have never been more incoherent in my life

#screaming crying sobbing wailing weeeping throwing up sliding down the wall punching the ground I am I N C O N S O L A B L E #AAAAAAAAAA #bungou stray dogs #bsd fukuzawa #bsd ranpo

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tvrningout-a · 1 year

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clutches my heart and weeps!! as i realize that while being around other spider-folk like her is a relief bc they understand the stuff she's dealing with, it also supports the idea that chiyo is absolutely replaceable and that people could drop her if she becomes as difficult to handle as she imagines she is. it just makes her more determined to push down aaaaall the stuff she considers " ugly " and deal with her traumas and uncertainties on her own. and there are people who can probably see it happening bc despite the fact that chiyo is skilled at playing pretend, these people have done the same kinda stuff and recognize the signs. in this essay i will--

#also you ever realize that maybe your oc has a thing about ' ugly ' and ' pretty ' things #like she focuses way too much on what's desirable/acceptable and what's not and that's part of what holds her back #anger and sadness aren't ' pretty ' but a smile is #having insecurities isn't ' pretty ' but cracking a joke is acceptable #hello hi i'm screaming and crying and falling to the ground all of a sudden bc my child has punched me in the gut #headcanons | chiyoko #your friendly neighborhood jorogumo | across the spider verse | chiyoko

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mysticalgalaxysstuff · 2 years

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DAMN WHAT A MATCH!!!