#cuz im on zoloft

[hecksupremechips]

I kinda wish I could cry again honestly. I miss when I would be so moved by something it brought me to tears, or just that nice feeling you get after sobbing where water tastes very good

[zoinks-world]

hello hi! i need to complain and my fiance has a cold rn and i don’t want to bother him. i have a theory that a pharmacist at walgreens messed up my prescription and now i have two different ones for the same drug in the system and one is for 30 tablets (right one) and the other is for 15 and now whenever i go they surprise me with whatever amount they plan on giving me and usually as long as i show in the app that im supposed to get 30 it’s all good, but last time the pharmacist said and i quote “your insurance doesn’t cover 30” and i will take accountability and say i reacted poorly after 5 minutes of back and forth i asked if she wanted me to kill myself cuz if i go through withdrawal i just might and the blood will be one her hands. then she told me i can either pay full price for my OFF BRAND ZOLOFT, take half my prescription or leave. so i took half and these withdrawals are hilarious and im going to walgreens soon to work all this out and i pray that the same pharmacist is there because i will trauma dump on that woman until she cries. I now request that whoever sees this voted on which trauma i should dump

[bustafe]

uuu i took zoloft for the first time im scared abt the side effects cuz i fucking Hate dry mouth

[lincoln-rosario]

yapping about the new noah kahan album cuz. i can…

1. dial drunk sounded. amazing. he sounds so excited i was grinning the whole time!!! i really love how raspy he sounded at first too

2. literally the same as dial drunk. i lvoe him

3. GRACIE ABRAMS FEATURE?????? they did AMAZINGLY. i prefer this duet version over the studio one

4. FAVORITE SONG EVER (kidding. it’s hard to choose) I LOVE FOREVER. THE WAY HE HELD THE “YOU” AT THE END RHHRHRRGGRHH

5. i actually hadn’t heard pain is cold water before this!!! i was VERY pleasantly surprised though!!!! i love this song :3

6. MAINE YOOYOYOYOHOOHHOOOOOO the “hmMmmmMmMmMmMmM” thing he did i’m giggling. “are you still taking pills in the morning?—yup.” i’d die for him i fear (just like how he’d fucking die for fenway park) THE HIGH NOTES????? i love him. the way he did the ending hrhrhrgrgg /vvvpos

7. paul revere. oh my god i love this one too. county line i’m counting down 🗣️ he’s so enthusiastic i love everything about this (other than come over and young blood and others being cut. what’s with that?? but that’s really my only gripe so far) the EMOTION IN HIS VOICE?!?!?!!?!?! HE’S SO????? the way he said “the patch of grass where we buried the dogs” made me sad /pos OOH THE WAY HE VOICE CRACKED(?) ON THAT THIRD OR FOURTH “i would’ve already left” SCRATCHED MY BRAIN

8. “this is for the children of divorce” or whatever he said. GOD he’s so real (child of almost divorce) i love this song fr hhrhrgrg. the way he said -sphere in atmosphere??? THE CHORUS???????? YOU GOT ALL MY LOVE 🗣️ this makes me wanna cry is that weird. i’m so happy for him. he sounds so happy and nervous at the same time. “we’d shake the FRAME OF YOUR CAR” the RASP chat……(looks at my previous ryan bingham obsession) “i was scared, i was scared to death” hrhrhrgh. THE LAST LINE OF THE BRIDGE. OH MY GOD NOAH KAHAN HAS DONE IT AGAIN. he could keep milking this stick season thing and i’d be happTHE FORCE OF THE LAST CHORUS???? take a shot every time he tells “BOSTON” /aff OH MY GOD THE HOLDING OF THE FJNAL “ALL”

9. oh the zoloft song. i am SO stoked. i need to hear this song live when i see him (23 days as of posting baybeeee) THE RASP. aw he didn’t do the sudden pitch change at “you ASK me why i wasn’t saying a word” lame……still love him. this song is the only one to get me CLOSE to goosebumps. i’ve never felt a physical reaction (other than tears) to a song. the force of it dude!!! the power in his voice!!! and i know that shit hurt

10. ouughdhh you’re gonna go far!!!! win!!! he sounds a little more relaxed here. he’s doing so well. they should’ve let me backstage to record him and occasionally yell “you’re doing so well sweetie!!” (i was not even NEAR massachusetts when this happened) “BOSTON” jumpscare. i fear my liver will look similarly to kahan’s by the time this album is over /silly “YOURE GODDAMN RIGHT WE WILL” i prefer that over the original “sure will” tbh. and i’m gonna take the opportunity to shout out his band. oh my god they’re amazing. all of them are so talented bro……….the way he sings “and we’ll all be here forever” i love his voice so much i am oso jealous (gender envy??) THE FINAL HIGH NYOES?????? NOAH KAHAN THE MAN YOU ARE

11: fucking win i love homesick. i love how angry the song is (in my head) also obsessed with the “yoo-hoo!!” glorious song. fucking hell. another boston jumpscare. i’m living for this. IM HOME—what. OH HELLO. i was confused aha. BUT FUCK YEAH WE’RE SO BACK IM HOMESICK 🗣️🗣️ that “yeeAAAAAAAAAAAAH” was glorious……..god i would be scared and winded too. damn. him thanking his parents oooh my heart……..

12. and immediately into a song about lying to your therapist (one of my all time favs. he better play this when i see him or else blood will be spilled /nsrs) i love this song sm i’m so glad it ended up on here (rip the great divide, young blood, etc, etc) OUGHHE i love the way he’s doing the chorus here. “EVEYRONES growing. and RVERYOENS HESLTHY!!!” GOD HIS VOICE HRHRHRHRHHG

13: my face lit up as soon as i heard it. she calls me back. this is also one of my alltime favorites. because yeah!!! everything IS alright when s(he) calls (texts) me back!!! (i’m aware this isn’t. the way i’m saying it is. and it usually isn’t but for now?? y’know) I STILL DIAL 822993167 🗣️🗣️🗣️ giving his band chances to sing … i lvoe him 10/10 no notes. this song is amazing dude hhrhrgg. THE BRIDGE GRAAAAAAAA (enjoying it)

14. ORANGE JUICE. i saw the video of him crying on twitter doing this song so i’m intrigued to see how that translates here. it’s probably gonna just be the same as the video? the audience taking over for a little. i also really love this song. it’s why i drink so much orange juice :3 (i drink a LOT of it. i’m not even a recovering alcoholic.) he already sounds like he’s breaking by the end of the first chorus but that’s just because i know he’s gonna cry??? idk why that’s so prominent to me. i like seeing men be comfortable enough to get emotional </3 “so why’d you go then? 😕” god i love this second chorus. it’s impossible to scream along (it is 1 AM so. i must push the demons down) OH THE HOLDING OF “crows” AND “pulling” AND “bones” IM DEAD. “BOoooOoOoOoOoONES IN THE COLD HARD GROUND” oh the little sigh……..the way his voice shakes and he thanks the audience i’m going to cry. “i don’t deserve this shit thank you” putting a gun to his head and chanting that he does. THE CROWD CHANTING HIS NAME i’m crying HIM APOLOGIZING FOR HIS FIRST PITCH i’m so. him calling out the individual band members he’s so. god this makes me wanna cry hhhh.

15: being an asshole in the northeast being cold as hell. immediately knew it was northern attitude. god this song is awesome. my DAD even likes this one. that’s saying something!!! god i love the instrumentals between verses and choruses. it sounds so fun to play and i would absolutely learn if i was talented enough (also. i do not have a drum set) “THREE FOUR” HIM DOING THE HOZIER VOCALIZING???????? he. ATE. jesus fucking CHRIST that was ethereal. i need his vocals NOW. BOSTON jumpscare. god i can only imagine he felt being there in front of all those people in his dream venue (i assume??). holy shit ok three more fuckin songs let’s go (wait….only two……..he lied….)

16. him playing mess is so ironic and honestly? i love it. but i love this song so fucking much i NEED him to play it when i see him. BOSTON jumpscare pt 29372 the percussion in this song makes me so happy for some reason. makes my ears feel good y’know? “it’s not what i had hoped/now i find comfort in the cold” does things to me you would not understand (lived somewhere cold for the majority of my life just to be plucked out of my winter wonderland and slapped into insane levels of humidity and heat)

16. VIEW BETWEEN VILLAGES YEREEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!! “and 603 too 🙄” god this song is the perfect driving song actually. most of his songs are good for driving to. this one is gonna be my exit song when i move out i swears it. i be singing “i’m 17 again” with my full chest when i ain’t even reached that age yet. the vocal riff on “it’s just me and the curve of the valley” OUGH. perfection. THIS SONG IS PERFECT FOR SCREAMJNG. i will take no questions at this time. i hope he does the extended version. he is. i win at life tbh. THE THINGS THAT I LOST HERE THE PEOPLE I KNEW. THEY GOT ME SURROUNDED FOR A MILE OR TWO has me wanting to sob tbh. i love this song sm. the whole graveyard thing also makes me feel a certain way. it’s so. GOOD. THE RASP AT “the cars in reverse/i’m gripping the wheel” IM GOING FERAL

17. stick season. bless. “who wants to get fucking sticky” oh he’s so funny /g stick season (song) was actually my first introduction to him. i had no idea how relevant this song would become just weeks later. after all that happened, revisiting this song made me feel seen? more than the traditional sad breakup song did and y’know what? i think kahan actually helped me quite a bit. he’s scarily relatable!! she calls me back feels like he read a page of my mental diary back in march and put it into lyrics SIDETRACK THE KAHAN FAMILY!!!! OUGHF THSI IS SO SPECIAL TO ME???????

but yeah uh. he’s definitely helped me through a bit, whether it’s for genuine comfort or just screaming along to let off steam. he’s become a huge part of my life and honestly? i’m glad i was introduced to him. even if the person that showed me him left, i’ve moved on and i’m happy now. i guess you could say i had a noah kahan style arc (stick season to forever pipeline)

overall thoughts? fucking glorious. i wish i had been there, but hey. this is close enough :)

[kingtankgirl]

my anxiety has taken a nosedive in the past couple weeks which sucks sooo bad cuz it hasnt been this unmanageable since i was on zoloft like. over a year ago. progress isnt linear yadda yadda but man its entirely just physical anxiety n nothing im actually nervous abt. like my life is better than it has been in a really really long time!! but the body keeps the score etc

[nagdabbit]

any tmj sufferers in the chat wanna drop some advice cuz ya girl isn't feeling so great today i got that pressure from like my eyebrow all the way down to my clavicle but im on zoloft so i struggle to like physically force my muscles to relax i need halp

[sentada]

i hesitate to give drug advice because my only qualification here is "i did it and it was FIIIIIIINE" but i take zoloft (it rules i love it) and i do mushrooms and it actually is totally fine. i doubt acid would be much different. in direct contrast, missing a couple days SUCKS SO BAD don't do it if you can help it. i don't take my adderall if im doing trippy stuff but i keep taking the zoloft and all I've noticed is it raises my tolerance a little so i need a bit more

i knowww its not like impossible 2 do both but i just dont wanna have to take more and gamble on how high im gonna get lol .....

also its a low chance but do that in moderation cuz you CAN develop serotonin syndrome which sounds baddddd just want u to kno

i don't plan on being on a high zoloft dose so coming off it for a few days might not be soooo bad idk guesd ill only kno when i try it

[nerves-nebula]

"as fascinating as this is (and it is fascinating, i love to learn shit like this) it doesn't really help my situation. i am still daily ATTACKED by anxiety. my ptsd havin ass WILL have trouble breathing due to an emotional flashback once ever few hours. idk how to fix it and im very tireddd."

Not to be that person but, therapy with a GOOD therapist, and considering what ik about you so f a r, probably medication that is used to treat anxiety and depression at the same time that is considered "mild" cuz ur brain chemicals may like that better. (One like Zoloft!) (If my gut instinct rings true I'd bet actual money on other medications increasing irritability an unfortunate amount for you)

I dunno if this is pushing a boundary or anything sjdhsjdj psychology major go brrrrr

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yknow its funny, one of the reasons i cant stand the idea of looking for a therapist is just how long it'll take to find a good one i can trust. it seems like an insurmountable obstacle and i ammmm so tireddd aguhausghg.

im on fluoxetine and it sorta helped with the most extreme symptoms my first year of college but boyyyyyy howdy do i still have Symptoms.

its fine its not like ur actually diagnosing me or giving me meds ur just suggesting things that COULD help.

[crowsareverytired]

how my psychiatrist appointment went: im going to some neurologist and some other doctor? im having 6 appointments with a psychologist in this clinic cuz 6 is the max, im going on zoloft (setraline). she asked if im trans and the misgendered me the whole time, but overall shes pretty nice. a lot happened, she wants a lot from me fr, i also hate doctors so were gonna see how that goes

[bellocan]

since im no longer really crushing on texas girl i can finally sit next to her and give her all the eye contact and attention without feeling shy about it. or maybe my zoloft is finally kicking in! who knows? i still think shes pretty. and i almost complimented her on hair cuz it seemed extra nice one day but i didnt want to seem like a creep. its easy to get along with people older and younger than me but i still havent really. learned how to Interact with my age group ugh.

[dungeons-are-too-cold]

anyone out there ever take zoloft before? cuz rn i feel like im fucking imploding and cant gauge if thats normal or not

[mayurisleftnut]

Tfw u decide to Clean Up and u throw all yr paraphernalia in yr apartment complex's nasty dumpster but then the next day u remember that quitting things cold turkey (or at all really cuz who are we kidding) comes with Jonesing The Fuck Out even if there aren't physical withdrawals, at least at the very low level of use I'm at. And u find yrself digging thru the dumpster in broad daylight until finally you realize it's a hopeless feat. Cuz there's flies and it fucking ugggh whoah it stinks what are u ppl PUTTING in there (its just food but that is a loaded statement in summer)

Anyway I still have dudes number and now it's this fun game of not. calling it. Cuz I do need the number in case of emergency (I am on an actual chemically addictive script that I NEED to stay on lest I relapse for reals, and he's the only cushion I have between my shitty clinic failing to call in the refills and complete collapse of all I know and love in this life. But he also deals uhhh other things that I do to stay awake thru my shifts and Did You Know that Mt phones shitty autocorrect changes my to Mt every fucking time??? EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!!! What the actual FUCK!!!!!!! But yah I have to do a piss test in a week which means no staying awake and the stuff makes me feel like shit anyway so maybe I'll just stay off it even though it's not like.. very intense or life altering due to the fact that it's the opposite, the Exact Fucking Opposite of my drug of choice therefor I don't take it to get high. But I do take it enough to dislike its absence just as much as I dislike being on it, maybe even more)

Btw my partner is also Getting Clean and not to downplay it - they're trying to do weed and nicotine both at once and they smoke a LOT of weed - so I'm sure it's shitty. But it does really suck not being able to tell them about Mt thing bc anything other than weed shrooms and idk idfk.. what other stupid fucking hippy drugs are morally acceptable these days.. it's just not smth I'm willing to share cuz they're gonna fuckin judge me I just know it

Anyway I hate being on drugs and I hate being off them too, that's the moral of this story. Well the true moral of this story is that maybe doctors should just give ppl fucking. relatively safe scripts rather than sitting around complaining about drug epidemics. We are self medicating bc that's the only option we have, I asked nicely I did all the stupid fucking tests, I did everything and you fucks won't give me more than a fucking. zoloft. So eat shit (im specifically yelling at my rehab clinics doctor cuz she's the one who said the DUMBEST shit as reason not to give me the meds I need)

[rosygoddess]

every so often i have to log into this account just to look at how i used to romanticize the world as a teenager. also i forgot how fucking funny tumblr is. dammit. anyways, life update: quit birth control and zoloft, im raw dawging this bitch. im also now 23 and bi and constantly in a gender crisis but no one irl will ever know cuz i mask very very well as a cishet girl tehhee!! and im too much of a coward to dress the way i want so i just really lean into redneck culture and being a farmer now cuz at least i dont have to explain why i dont like dressing feminine. everyone just goes oh thats just brynn and brynn is a horse girl who likes camo hats and white shirts and dirty levis so thats okay.

maybe one day i'll be brave enough to break out of the mold my family set for me but for now i'll live vicariously through the characters i like to draw

[doggieheaven2008]

me at the christmas dinner when no ine will give me alc not even a sip cuz my mom already told them im on zoloft so i cant have any😢Ummmm im just a poor little guy like i think i deserved a sip or two!

[cutetorture]

im tired of the fucking internet im tired of tiktok im tired of instagram reels im tried of how devoid i feel when i find myself in a hole hatewatching this shit im tired of being traumadumped to when i didnt ask for it im tired of people being so weird and gross and overtly weird and gross im tired of people suckling the teets of capitalism and being so small brained to see past it and to see that their $200 shopping haul is what is ruining this planet and why i fear for my future childrens lives im tired of people who are rendered desperate and numb and hurting making content who also feel the same and then sucking them depressing cycle of hurt and pain from a system that have given our parents and our parents parent and their parents parents intergenerational trauma but we dont know how to combat it besides going to the doctor, being told we have mental disorders that are really just natural responses to prolonged generational trauma and then living with those labels like they mean anything and being overmedicated and being okay with that and that turns into stupid tiktoks where a filter of cat memes guesses if youre on prozac or zoloft and so many young, vulnerable children are being sucked into this cycle and we are all just desperate to heal but capitalism doesnt want a healthy society, it wants a society that it can exploit and the more unhealthy and the more pain it is experiencing the more it can do that . and i hate the oversexualization that is so prevalent on the internet because it feels so disingenuine and not like how a sex positive society should be i hate the incels that are convinced real women have r*pe kinks and then abuse women because they LIVE they FEED in this treacherous internet and i hate people who are platformed and on podcasts and shit who create essentially fandoms and echochambers that discusses this type of thinking i hate the term "touch grass" is actually a thing i hate that people are developing apps that simulate what genuine human connection is like bc we are devoid of it i hate the people who strive for attention so they are willing to destroy their lives and bodies for it on the internet i hate the unrealistic body standards i hate the favoritism of womens bodies i hate that young young children are exposed to this i could go on and on but i cant cuz i have to do real things like get my degree but

idk i dont wanna just sound like a boomer and talk about how phone bad because it isnt entirely, we get very good things like the vast amount of information at our fingertips ready at any time and the very real social connections and bonds that form because of it, as well as it being a tool to maintain those social bonds when people leave their hometowns or homelands but like, my how much weve bastardized this

[srrybabe]

20 // she/her female // virgo or maybe cancer?? // single // brown eyes // u seem like ur hobbies r something artistic,,, like painting or analyzing poetry,,,,, maybe ur super into film // introverted // favorite season is spring //

these are such cute interpretations aw LOL. Spring is nice but I don’t like rain for some reason. But i love the flowers and the baby animals!! I do like to draw though! This is so cute thank u idk why im obsessed with this one