#cw rant and vent in tags
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the thing is, as much as i always dreamt of having kids one day (my views have changed drastically since yk who is back in office), i dont think any of my selfships would have kids. it’s a hard no for wildfire, clockwork, fyreflower, roar of dawn, and all the others.
the only ones i can see actually settling down and thinking about it would be dawn and chiori or artemis and eula. other than them, none of the others would have kids
#cw rant and vent in tags#arlecchino and cornelia is a completely diff situation cause technically they already DO have kids (hoh)#but they’d never have any of their own yk#i used to dream abt being a mother but ever since things have just. snowballed drastically i rlly dont want to have kids anymore.#not only bc the world is going to shit but also bc of personal things - like generational trauma that exists in my family and the fear of ->#that passing onto my children. and if i had girls they’d just go thru such shit bc of men and society as a whole and i dont want that to ->#happen. plus a number of things could go wrong during pregnancy and i wouldnt want to risk it. esp if they wouldnt let me have an ->#abortion if i needed to save my own life. they wouldnt value my life over the life of the child.#all of these things have made me realize i dont want kids anymore. it’s baffling bc i used to want such a big family#but ppl change over time so yeah 💔#⤷ yapping
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⚠️Attention SMG4 Fans! Especially Mr. Puzzles fans⚠️
I just wanted to let you guys know about a specific person on YouTube by the name of “NesrinBulut-zm2gc”
This guy has repeatedly went onto my posts and talked about their hate for the PUZZLEVISION saga. While there’s nothing wrong with that, this guy has repeatedly harassed me and my fans for simply liking Mr. Puzzles as a character. An example of this is them saying us Mr. Puzzles fans deserve to be in jail for liking him as a character




This guy also goes as far as saying Mr. Puzzles is like D1ddy. Comparing Mr. Puzzles to a certified p3d0 is so fricken nasty


I’m almost 100% sure I saw them comment on @blue-doofus’ YouTube video of “Just A Man”, but when I looked back, it was removed
Here’s a big one
So this guy has been repeatedly going to other peoples’ pages saying this whole “Do I think the PUZZLEVISION series is overrated? Yes” paragraph, but the thing is…
HE DID THIS ON A POST OF MINE THAT WAS MADE TO MOURN A FRIEND OF MINE WHO PASSED AWAY ON FRIDAY
He did this under @hplonesomeart’s comment and I didn’t notice it until I was looking at previous comments. Thankfully HP and another person told him about his actions and I made a reply to him because I was genuinely pissed off and am still not in a mentally stable state



I will share more info if anything happens, please stay safe from this guy if he starts to harass you for liking Mr. Puzzles or spams on your page
As a Mr. Puzzles fan, I will say that you don’t deserve to be in jail for liking a character. I’m honestly ashamed that I need to say this because it’s common knowledge that nobody deserves to be in jail for liking a FICTIONAL CHARACTER
So yeah, please be aware of him. Stay hydrated! 💚🖤❤️
#thelionguard88#the lion guard 88#tlg88#smg4#youtube#mr puzzles#smg4 mr puzzles#mr puzzles smg4#vent#rant#vent post#venting#cw vent#vent tag#tw vent#rant post#ranting#cw rant#tw rant#information#I’ve been so burnt out from everything and this was just the last straw tbh#it’s been so fucking hard lately
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does anyone ever talk about how hard it is to try and heal actually? because, for some reason, it's so tedious and tiring to constantly keep level headed, take care of yourself everyday to the best of your abilities, recognize your feelings and reflect on situations with maturity and all that jazz. yeah it helps in the long run, it helps a lot, but why is it so hard to do if it's "the right and healthy way to do things"? also don't even get me started on the 'you're so self aware' thing because I swear it's one of the biggest things keeping me from being healthier. I love being self aware and I hate it just as much
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Crashing out over "Karma, learned my lesson, let me go" because apparently I can't fucking write




I'm getting second thoughts about everything I want to write and everything I've written so far.
#cw rant#cw vent#cw vent in tags#grape is not doing good#writers problems#crashing out#i dont fucking know#karma learned my lesson let me go#my brain is saying its not good#but my heart and gut want to finish it#i love and hate this story right now
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guys big news my brain told me that if i think about It one more time than It will stop hurting
#cw ocd/mh discussion in tags#who else up googling do i have ocd questionaire#slash is it normal to feel this way all of the time#i think what’s holding me back besides not currently being in therapy is that if i do have ocd what would be considered my compulsions#mostly aren’t physical. like mental stuff#although i have a lot of checking stuff as well#like i don’t think it’s normal to have anxiety attacks and panicking and just nonstop thinking about certain things#about different things and issues etc and not really be able to control it#like debilitating intrusive thoughts as well#nausea#to the point where it’s causing me significant emotional distress and affecting my life#and if i say what some of them they are i’ll sound fucking crazy lol#not to doxx myself/leak medical info but i’ve already been diagnosed with pdd/gad#although i think it might be mdd at this point in time#but i have no one to blame but myself because I'm not entirely honest with medical professionals#out of worry that they'll tell my parents#like it's gotten to a point where i'm just like i don't think this is normal#to be feeling like this all the time. besides my current Big (Trigger? idk if i can call it that) it would be nice to drive without feeling#like I've secretly killed somebody. or just drive without panicking the entire time#which btw NOONE understands when i try to explain it#but whatever#sorry for comment vent & rant i've had a shitty day lol. shitty week shitty year etc
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