#damn. DAMN
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Calling the horror of being an Eye avatar the horror of knowledge is...a severe understatement, I think. It's not just information. The horror is knowing, as in understanding, being able to feel how visceral and consuming the fear and pain and disbelief of a person experiencing something far beyond their understanding or capacity is - and then only being able to watch. Knowing, and having your hands tied completely when it comes to doing anything but knowing. You are standing in the dreams of people you met and talked to and saw relieved when they told you their story. You are feeling their anguish in your bones and you can no more look away than you could stop drinking down water if you were dying from dehydration and somebody handed you a hose. They are looking out and they can see you and they are blaming you, should be blaming you, but your feet are glued to the ground and your hands are tied, and you can't deny the quiet sick fascination that bubbles up inside you, like you're watching the aftermath of a car crash as you drive by. You can't help but look. You can't close your eyes. You cannot stop, and you can't help. All you can do is know.
I'm not at all surprised the Eye was the fear to gain enough strength to pull off a ritual first, in the present day setting of TMA. I think we'd all be serving it a snack on a silver platter every few minutes spent scrolling.
#statements of the void#tma#the magnus archives#I forgot about the dreams :((#Jon.......#being forced to be someone else's tormentor is such a specific and vicious type of trauma I'd imagine#so is being forced to just. watch and Fully Know someone else's suffering and be completely incapable of changing it#I definitely underestimated the Eye when I first listened to this show a. apparently four years ago??#damn. damn#anyways#it is so. It would eat me alive ngl#I'd be an avatar of the Vast or the End but it's the Eye that would make a five course dinner out of me as a victim#or the Desolation#but I don't think i have quite enough going for me as is to attract their attention
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a lil late but. happy easter grass day to all who celebrate


as you can see I myself am celebrating in my own way 🎉🍃
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Was reminded about Canary again holy shit I was cooking
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sighs. in this writing economy it's tough to be a dreamer. both literally and figuratively
#mm... I have plenty of fic ideas I've dreamt up but no idea where to hit first...#the time traveller Daisuke au is something I'd definitely love to touch up on#but that would likely be multi chaptered#and I still have to draft up the 6th chapter for that one swansea fic#...but I also have an idea for that one jimmy series I'm working on#damn. damn
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i can’t believe i make desserts for a living
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Its a good thing this sylas concept never came to fruition because Holy Fuck. Holy Shit. I wouldve been so annoying abt this champ......
#toka talks#damn. damn#i am only a man#i mean. im already annoying about the heartsteel boys. but still
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something so bittersweet about getting an offer of admission from the college that denied you the scholarship you needed to attend at all
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A City Of Emerald Fire

Bank of Sapphire Cold?
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When a fic doesn’t fit my head canons but it’s well-written

#I don’t think xy OR z happened but damn if this isn’t compelling#‘he would never do that. next chapter’#also it’s good to look beyond our own perceived ideas of the narrative and be fascinated by others takes#I’m only reading fanfics from one fandom so#gravity falls#fiddauthor#fan fiction#ao3#old man yaoi#the office#dwight schrute#screencaps
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Fuck moon’s taking poison damage
#its so damn cold out man#Up to something#1k#10k#50k#100k#edit: yes its in Fahrenheit#american ass website and midwest ass posting
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testosterone (party edition):
My deepest darkest fantasy is that I collapse on the street and I am rushed to the hospital. They perform a bunch of tests and find out I am severely deficient in some kind of vitamin. Then I start taking the vitamin and I become the happiest cleverest person alive because all my problems were caused by this one deficiency
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jinx and isha visit a walmart
#arcane#league of legends#art tag#real ones know ive used this meme before. in a league setting too#and now u do not shhhh#ANYWAYS! what more can i say#i love isha. i love isha and jinx maybe perhaps maybe the season kinda ended with 2 episodes of act 2 i mean what#haha what#i hope... idk what i can hope i was like in despair the week i finished act 2 HAHAHA#:( love them sm#jinx#jinx arcane#lol#jinx league of legends#isha#isha arcane#isha fanart#lol fanart#arcane fanart#jinx and isha#arcane isha#arcane jinx#DAMN WHAT MORE CAN I ADD#stupids
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gender-affirming surgery is a months-long dark comedy. what the fuck do you mean you're charging me double for everything. what do you mean they itemize the bill by left and right ball. what the fuck.
#the bill is already 100 dollars more than the estimate they gave me#and i still havent gotten the anesthesia bill yet#and im pretty damn sure its because no one providing the estimate knew id be getting billed per nut
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