#date : august 2022

[on-this-day-mcr]

On this day, August 23

In 2022: My Chemical Romance performed their 24th show of the 2022-2023 Swarm tour in Nashville, Tennessee, USA. This show was the first time the studio version of "The World is Ugly" was performed live. At this show, Gerard Way wore a custom made vintage cheerleader dress, and "I Bet it WAS YOU" was written on the drums. (🖤)

Watch the show here!

Alex Toor

[static-scribblez]

if i had a nickel for every time people attempted to cancel or deplatform will wood over stuff blown out of proportion just before a big ww event i would have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it's happened twice

[marcmorrigan]

Released to [REDACTED]. SPK 02-04-10 6:45 PM

also released:

3 - One (1) sealed bag s/c cigarettes & lighter which were found in right exterior vest pocket of unnamed male accomplice.

4 - One (1) sealed bag s/c polaroid photo which was found in left interior vest pocket of unnamed male accomplice.

Note: victim posthumously identified as one Mail Jeevas, DOB 02/01/1990 (aged 19yrs at time of death). Request that Gevanni update documentation accordingly. - N

always thinking about the polaroids matt and mello didnt get to take + the amount of clean up and paperwork near and the SPK probably had to do after they seized all the kira case files from 'L'... also like. do you think near had to identify matts body. who else was there that couldve done it. anyway whatever teehee <3

+ 'clean'(er) version without all the scratches and stuff:

[mspaint-flower]

夏

[happyk44]

Personally I think that if Damian said "jump", Dick's automatic response should be "how high"

Dick should kill for Damian.

[get-back-homeward]

My queue was in the middle of 1968 India trip posts during the anniversary of Brian Epstein’s death and the statue unveiling, so it got me thinking about the connection of these two events.

It’s easy to forget the link between the two because they’re technically 6 months apart. But it feels underappreciated how much Brian’s specter looms large over the entire India trip. And not just because they delay the grief process several months in the name of Paul’s favorite coping mechanism. But because Brian dies the week they first meet the Maharishi:

Tuesday, August 22: The band’s first recording session since June; they record takes 1-8 of Your Mother Should Know

Wednesday, August 23: Recording take 9 of Your Mother Should Know and Brian stops by

Thursday, August 24: The Beatles first meet the Maharishi at a lecture in London. At the end of the day, they hold a press conference, get a 90-min private meeting with the Maharishi, and plan to go to Bangor, Wales for a 10-day training in Transcendental Meditation (TM) the next day.

Friday, August 25: They travel to Wales, the first time in years they’re traveling without Brian or Mal or Neil, and it’s chaotic; after they arrive, they get a message from Brian saying he will join them on Monday.

Saturday, August 26: Following a day of training, they renounce drugs in a press conference (well, LSD at least). Brian spur of the moment drives back to London from Kingsley Hill after the guests he invited for the weekend don’t make it.

Sunday, August 27: Brian dies from an overdose of sleeping pills the previous night; he’s found around noon, the Beatles are inducted into TM before the news about Brian reaches them. They had a private meeting with Maharishi about their grief (he talks about reincarnation and the need for positive thoughts about Brian to help this process). Then Paul goes back to London while John and George are forced to make a statement for reporters staked outside.

Monday, August 28: Paul presents the idea for the MMT film and convinces them to keep working rather than go to India now.

That’s one week.

Whether you want to look at it as fate, consequence, or coincidence, TM and Brian’s death are linked forever because of this timing. The simple act of losing Brian factors into the disparate grief reactions and subsequent burnout symptoms seen visibly in each band member after India and across the next year. But this timing would haunt anyone. And not just because those around Brian report him feeling jealous about their diverted attention toward the guru this week. Just dumb what ifs that grief can haunt your brain with: what if they hadn’t heard about the lecture, what if they hadn’t gone on the Bangor trip or had invited Brian to join them on the train, what if they hadn’t appeared on camera announcing they were giving up drugs because of the Maharishi’s influence, etc etc etc.

This link between TM and Brian’s death is especially worth considering for John, who I believe is the only one who ever directly expresses guilt over his death. This isn’t unique as he expressed guilt for all deaths around him in an opaque way believing he’s a curse on people he loves. But it also is understandable because he had some warning. Pete Shotton talks about a worrying tape message John receives from Brian a few days before. Brian’s father died only 6 weeks prior, and Brian’s secretary finds a suicide note dated just before that. There seems to be some uniformity among those closest to him at this time that while he may have been actively considering suicide earlier in the summer, he wouldn’t have after his father passed out of concern for his mother. Still, even with the idea it was all just a terrible accident, those dumb what ifs would creep up in a case like this.

When you add in that Bangor is a spur of the moment trip, that it’s the first one they’ve taken in years without Brian’s planning and guidance, and that telling Brian or inviting him to join them seems like an afterthought? Well, it’s not hard to see how that close link and the guilt that it inspires would have factored into John’s desperation for finding that answer in India. And his anger when it doesn’t deliver. It looks like a desperation to make a consequential choice matter. Searching for the answer to life guided by a holy man makes TM and the Bangor trip meaningful. It makes it important. But to a guilt-filled brain, the idea the man is a fraud means Brian died for nothing. It’s a 60 foot drop into the earth, nothing but a deep dark hole of emptiness.

Now add that John shares with Brian more than just a tendency for depression.

[wine-dark-soup]

cleaning my screenshot folder and

OUUUUUGH SHE WAS SUCH A SPROUT STILL... and also it's such a pretty shot

[imp-thing]

guess who's Detective Grimoire hyperfix is turning two years old in two days

[chrisrin]

it’s my favorite time of the year!

🌟 art summary of 2022 🌟

open the read more to see past years! vv

[aiura-stan]

I think so many people here relate to Saiki bc he was like. I just wanna be normal [is a total weirdo] and way too many of us relate to that

[anemcia]

//+2 to my turn because of some unanswered starters (Cough, I'm so sorry to viopolis because it's all ours, evidently.) and Active threads, making it 11 rp's I need to chomp away at, 13 total. Not bad for a start tbh. I can eat these pretty quick given I apply my efforts throughout the week. Not counting stuff I already have cooking away over discord, so clearly, I have some work to do. I like having the work, it's helping me get back into the hobby and build a habit again. Just need to take time to make art a habit too.

//...I'm also noting a DISTURBING lack of rp's where I actually use Cell, so uhh... I need to do more with my bastard man :V Will probably make a starter call specifically for him soon.

[on-this-day-mcr]

On this day, August 29

In 2022: My Chemical Romance performed their 28th show of the 2022-2023 Swarm tour in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, USA. At this show, "Vampires Will Never Hurt You" was performed live for the first time since 2012. Gerard Way wore a black t-shirt with the words "POOLBOY AT THE VAMPIRE MANSION" on it, green camo print mini shorts and a clear plastic eye mask, and "BLOOM" was written on the drums. (🖤)

Watch the show here!

Cathy Poulton

[normal-about-the-dca]

I found an old fic outline from 2021 that I never did anything with!! Now I'm rehyped for the idea since we've gotten much more insight into the Daycare Attendant as a character. It's a reverse-infected au where Sun ends up being Vanny's follower rather than Moon. The accompanying fic would be a short tragedy about Sun's unrequited feelings for an employee and how the virus ruins his and Moon's friendship with them.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[revelingrexan]

this project started because my brain was like "oh Spark's sticker (yellow team leader) has a really nice smile. :) ... nice smile = White HatOHCOME ON"

then i needed to see him in all the poses (in the blue team outfit for the rest because he'd be blue team)

[temunitu]

Did you catch the stream with the rise crew? They revealed a lot of behind the scenes stuff, including how oroku saki was actually gonna join the cast if things hadn't been cut off

that sounds awesome and makes me a wee bit more salty we didn’t get to see it in its full glory :/

also if the info is on twitter. i only go on twitter when held at gunpoint ( ▀ ͜͞ʖ▀) =ε/̵͇̿̿/‘̿’̿ ̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ /j /lh

[emoticon is a guy with sunglasses holding a gun. he is smiling]