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Moon in 12th at 2 am:
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redrew a screenshot from the episode brain drain of all the kids sick in bed (minus buford who is in his own words “just lazy” lmao) 💚
#phineas and ferb#phineas flynn#ferb fletcher#buford van stomm#baljeet tjinder#isabella garcia shapiro#pnf fanart#just remembering to post this now tbh i meant to when i drew it two days ago#they all had the same headphones in the show but. i just think they deserved unique ones yk#also me drawing this was directly inspired by the fact i’ve been sick all weekend lmao#anyway. love these kids fr i’m def gonna draw them as teens at some point but i’m still mid-rewatch#steph draws#x
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Do you ever think about how Hooty's relationships with Eda, King, and Luz all significantly improved the moment he befriended Lilith? Cuz I still think about how mean they were to him in S1 vs how important to the family he is now at the end of S2
#toh#lilith clawthorne#toh hooty#eda clawthorne#luz noceda#king clawthorne#like. hooty is crucial to the dynamic at toh now. hes not just the butt of the joke even when he still is (like in EL when he caught luzs#soup on his head. or in COTH his outburst about clothes) hooty gets treated with so much more respect by both the fam & the narrative in s2#i rewatched wing it like witches a day or two ago & ngl its def one of the more ''ah kids show'' cringe eps but at the end when everyone#trampled hooty & he was genuinely distraught by it i just felt so sad. it wasnt funny! that kinda humor doesnt vibe w me yknow#tc posts#the owl house becomes a beloved part of the owl house family in the show the owl house ;____;
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the most wholesome thing is seeing that the wholesome post blog runner is probably one of the nicest people ever :3 i’m generally Terrified of sending asks especially to a blog that Does Things like this but seeing you talk in the tags instead of just reblogging and moving on makes you seem very friendly and approachable !!!! and i hope u know i appreciate that :] i hope you have a wonderful day and both sides of your pillow are always cool and that if you see a random cat on the sidewalk it won’t run away from U ♡
woah, META-WHOLESOME!! thank ya for the compliment, i try my best to carry out those kinds of traits i value!!!!! i’m SUPER super glad that ya did!!! THANK YOU THANK U!! always appreciating how much of an impact this lil blog has on top of appreciating u for sharing as much with me :-)
it’s always a TRIP getting to hear that something i do that i wasn’t even really mindfully doing makes all the difference?? i’m just really, REALLY grateful for all the different kinds of posts that get sent my way and seeing cool + uplifting + sentimental + OVERALL WHOLESOME posts that i express my thanks + ramble a bit in the tags haha !!
i ALSO hope you have as terrific of a day as you’re able to! and i hope you’ll enjoy seeing more posts pop up!
AND YOU’LL NEVER BELIEVE but i got new pillow cases like a week ago THAT DO JUST THAT! AND THERE’S A NEW CAT ON THE STREET WHO HANGS OUT WITH ME SOMETIMES (i’ve been planning to see if he has a microchip, but i know for a fact that the neighbors who feed all the stray cats on our street already have a cage + are well-versed in TNR, so i’ve been thinking about asking them first because the thought that someone could be out there looking for their pal is enough for me to “do it scared”) !! SO THANK U NOT ONLY FOR THE SWEET SENTIMENTS BUT ALSO FOR THE UNEXPECTED HILARITY OVER THE FACT THAT THEY’VE COME TRUE???
#and i get it!! running a gimmick blog (as i’ve heard it be described) is v v different from the other blogs i’ve got going!!#ik i’ve said it in the past but i genuinely think what makes for the lack of ambiance is the fact that i didn’t really? start this blog out#as a gimmick blog in mind?? it was kind of just for me to ‘archive’ Solidly Wholesome posts in one place#by the dates i saw/read through them + let them flow over me. because there’s already a timestamp ya know?#but the Vision was that i’d go through this blog + see that a year ago on a particular day was Important#which is still something i do when i have the the time BUT now i ALSO get sent wholesome posts!!! which WOAH#became a collective effort whether you’ve mentioned me in one post or climbing up to the triple digits now haha!!! i appreciate them all#TRULY :-)#and i’ll also admit that i don’t really remember if i kept the ask + submission channels open because i thought ‘hey maybe i’ll get one#or two someday from someone?’ or if i kinda forgot to close ‘em because i think i only block Anonymous automatically for all the blogs#i’ve got?? THAT will probs be a mystery for a long time to come if not forever BUT am glad it’s all worked out in ways i never saw coming!!#also APOLOGIES FOR NOT ONLY RAMBLING IN THE TAGS BUT THE ASK!!#Apple Pie is defs a priority for me rn and i’ve done some research + talked to my neighbors about TNR being the best bet in our area#last we spoke anyhow which was some time ago#also my parents apparently got into taking stray cats to a TNR program a few cities over so i’ll ask ‘em too probably???#BUT FIRST THING’S FIRST: checking for a microchip#10/13/2023#asks#wholesomepostarchive
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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i just. remembered again that i have a fembaru fic but also the premise is. Very Messed Up hah and also it was written before the canon genderbent au with its official genderbend names for everyone so its also outdated on top of that T^T i had like. Genderqueer subtext going on too. but i also wrote this fic like almost two years ago and havent touched it in forever so im unsure if i should go back to it…. o.o but i would love to finish it one day if only for my own satisfaction hah… i had a very detailed outline for ch 2 (its a twoshot) and several scenes written already anyway!! (and also i would probably update those names, make minor edits, etc etc hmm…)
#just thinking about this wip again………… mmmm….. not super confident in my older ao3 fics but the premise for this one was like. i think i#ended up brainstorming it with a friend or two and then i was like wait holy shit howd this play out. and then i took about two weeks to#write ch1? :o#and then i like. REALLY got into revolutionary girl utena after finishing ch1 so like that def bled into um. the themes.#just. thimking…….. bc ive had so many ideas to explore like. themes regarding gender and misogyny and Choice and destiny and queerness and#all sorts of things….. bc rezero Touches on them and is even Detailed on them sometimes and id Love to go in depth. but im also a bit#nervous to bc 1. writing fic is….. so much work sometimes fr and i am but a lazy writer and 2. the slight anxiety of what if i get flamed#o.o wild to think about…..#like. i have ideas for emilia fics that are. definitely darker maybe a bit controversial but i will go off the walls with writing for the#sake of answering the questions of. can this be done. and is it possible to narratively critique canon and fandom treatment of emilia. that#sort of thing.#not that im the best writer ever akdbdnd but i do like darker fiction sometimes. and i also like being meta about things in fiction. and i#also like writing to get out a tiny bit of salt. etc etc.#i tried to write these kinds of thinngs with my atm sole emilia centric fic that i wrote. uhhh more than a year ago? and i would love to try#again one day bc ive def improved and changed as a writer since then. u know what i mean?? :o#just like. rezero and queerness is very interesting to me.#suffaru post#saving this on the blog bc i talked Too Much about my writing process here HAH#my writing process being: HOW FAR CAN I TAKE THIS IDEA AND HOW OFF THE WALLS CAN IT GET????#in reality tho im really just a massive nerd whos gone down a massive rabbit hole of writing anime fanfic. 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏#if you actually read all these tags big thank you HAH
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Finished Reading Nowhere Man about John's diaries and am starting to understand why people like the One Sweet Dream / Another Kind of Mind podcasters get so defensive over Paul tbh
#like if this is what ALL the books are like from older days then yeah it just feels inaccurate emotionally#also unnecessarily dismissive of and derogatory towards paul#like the writer straight up says he was taken aback by how obsessively john thought about paul and wrote about him nearly every day#that paul was the one who pulled him out of his funk in 1980 by releasing a song calling out to him and got him back recording music#and yet overall the book is also just going on about how john is clearly the superior talent and how much paul and the beatles#bored and annoyed john#sort of characterizing paul as this empty headed unartistic clinger on to john#and SORRY but that def does not seem accurate to me like just as a person with eyes and ears and a brain#i literally only really got into the beatles 2 months ago so i imagine the fandom has changed over time#coming into it the last few months i felt almost like paul was getting overpraised and john kicked aside a bit#but now im seeing thats probably somewhat a reaction to the way things used to be written and portrayed about them all for so long#i imagine things like the get back documentary have swayed the conversation more in Paul's favour the last few years#which is a good thing to me if he was always getting shit on like that#however i do sort of just want to be like THEY WERE BOTH TALENTED FLAWED AND WEIRD AND AT THEIR BEST CREATIVELY AS PARTNERS#instead of making them fight for superiority#and like maybe they could have been extremely competitive and jealous AND in love w each other#the two things dont have to be mutually exclusive?#like the dudes writing these books often seem to believe#and the way they do not at all seem to see how directly connected john getting with yoko was#to him trying to make paul jealous or replace pauls absence in his life#is a bit maddening to me as well#p
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the best thing about teaching toddlers is that the kids take a two hour nap in the middle of the day right after lunch and i get to spend most of that time doing nothing on my phone <3
#i spent part of it on my lunch hour today bc they went down while i was gone#and then i didnt have to do lunch time cleanup either#i just came back from my lunch hour a few minutes ago and they're literally going to be alseep for another hour and a half or two hours#and i just get sit sit here :)#usually there's some kinds of tasks to do during naptime but not today for me#but even when there's tasks its still basically an hour extra break after that#which is needed when working with kids tbh#anyway#i love getting paid to sit on the floor in the dark and scroll on my phone lol#so glad im done being horribly ill#if only this job paid better it would be the perfect job tbh#def going to start my own home daycare someday#its tiring but basically my job is to be fun and silly and make sure the kids are safe lol#also change diapers and wipe their noses all day long but its not that bad except for getting sick#i do change diapers when they start waking up from nap so i dont get the whole two hours off but still#its a very nice extra break
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normally it doesn't take me this long to write a "sequel" to a oneshot (I feel like I just jinxed it by saying this, oh well), but god, this shawnpher one is dragging fhdjkfhk
on the bright side, I'm almost done with it!! just one more part to write and a quick read-through before boom! published!
#dont get me wrong it's not dragging bc i don't wanna write it. i def wanted to. and i love what i have for it thus far everyone's so >>#it's just my motivation levels are everywhere in general#and ive other fics to work on#also think it's bc I got a migraine two days ago and it fucked up my entire writing schedule (and literally everything else)#smh we're going through it but we're survivin dw#kit stuff#noahtally-famous
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I’m sorry if this feels weird to say or anything but… I really love your mind 😭 when I first discovered your fics I would get upset by the open endings because it was something that I wasn’t used to in the slightest. I’m too attached to having full closure by the end of a story, but after I read more of your writing I really became enthralled by it. Your style feels like I’m transported completely to a sort of dream realm. I’m not sure if it’s your wording or the way the story plays out but your fics really feel like dreams more than anything to me. If I could describe it then I would say it feels almost like “All About Lily Chou-Chou” or “The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind” in it’s atmosphere, what I imagine the stories look like when playing out and that sort of filter/cinematography. Hopefully that makes sense and I mean this comparison in the best way as I love both movies! eurydice was the first fic I read from you and it was such a different experience from what I usually am used to and it challenged me to think further into the implications and symbolism throughout the story. I guess your writing brought me out of my comfort zone and then I got hooked on your writing! I think the way you write is so unique and special and I’m so glad that I came across it and I really hope that you get more attention for it! So yeah, I just wanted to make sure that you knew how absolutely beautiful and captivating your writing is and how thankful I am that you’re sharing your talent with us. Keep doing what you do, you’re amazing!
hi, omg. thank you for this ask! definitely not a weird thing to say at all :) I’m glad to hear that my writing was able to push into a new kind of style I guess, that means the world to me! and i am so honored you think so highly of my writing. i haven’t seen all about Lilly Chou-Chou but I have seen (and love) eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. it’s one of my favorite movies and one that has (as you’ve picked out here lol) really inspired the way I like to tell stories. the comparison feels undeserved but thank you nonetheless. and what you said about my pieces feeling like dream….mwah. that’s kind of the goal I’m going for with my more recent and shorter pieces. im so happy it came across like that for you too.
again, just thank you for this ask! it’s always a pleasure to hear what someone thinks of my pieces. and I’m so glad you found my fics and that my fics found you :)
#asks#it’s been a very long time since I’ve received an ask like this lol. was just such a wonderful feeling to read what you think#but I’m thinking I def need to watch all about Lilly Chou Chou now !!#also …. I had one more thing to say what was it#oh yes!#I guess thank you for sticking out with my writing ! and not giving up on it when it’s not something you’re used to#open endings are my favorite and I just loveeee writing them#but I also get that they’re not for everyone#but yeah I’m just really ecstatic that youve been converted to them and that my writing is the one that did that in part#gosh that’s just unbelievable to me#and last thing !#funny that you mention eurydice because that piece is inspired by hadestown the musical AND guess who just watched hadestown on Broadway !!#MEE !!! it was perfect. everything I imagined#my fave musical so far#just wanted to put that out into the void for all my eurydice enthusiasts#anywyas to wrap ! thanks for this ask and I hope you have the best day#also and by recent I mean like pieces from two or three years ago instead of pieces from five years ago#fave
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How not to be so neglectant of yourself, in quest of a good self-help guide :-)
#I need cute clothes again and to paint and write again and blossom in these ways#only a few more freelance jobs to do this weekend and I hope I get to fix my balance soon#start painting and sculpting even after work/internship days#take long walks in the forest on the weekends#write my poetry with a cup of tea curled up in front of the fireplace on sunday nights#we live in such a hellish time where you are expected to always be available to ppl (external stimuli) - while this is def a trend started-#only like two decades ago and not natural in our (mine dna) ya know#I wanna dwell in peace#today was shot to hell because my internship coach instructed me wrongly... so i wasted 7 whole hours on a useless job 🙃#time to fix my energy....
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me: [sees @poaetise mention that someone should write zag.reus]
me, who has only reached the surface once in the game so far: what if. me?
#.tbd.#the two of us throwing darts at a board like 'which fandom should we both start writing this time' fkjdshfafdhsjl#but i mean i was already considering adding thana.tos when i get the true ending so like—#(i would be further in the game probably but i literally i played it for the first time since#christmas eve a couple of days ago lmao)#(me vc: omg i haven't played in a bit. totally out of practice /and/ selected a weapon i never use#def not gonna get far)#also me: reaches the surface first try that night)#h a d e s /#oh look it officially has a blacklist tag now lmao#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥
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Randomly remembering a memory that you’ve forgotten and 100% did not want it back but also explains so many things sucks but at least you have more context suddenly as to why you’re like that.
#just remembered the first time a guy I didn’t know smacked my ass#you know without consent#was in elementary school and the local baseball field had just finished installing a playground#and I was old enough to play on it by myself while my parents watched the game#a bunch of kids were playing tag and I joined in#and one of the boys who was ‘it’ ran up behind me and hit my backside so hard#he just laughed and ran away#but I started crying and didn’t want to play anymore and left the playground#I didn’t even understand at the time why I was so upset other than getting hit#but now that i randomly got that memeory back it was def the fact that a random boy hit my backend#dang I really didn’t want to remember that but at least now I know a reason why growing up I wore a lot of clothes that hid my figure#and to this day prefer shirts and sweaters that cover my butt#(it’s def not the only reason but pretty sure that incident played a role)#not to trama dump but yeah I’m now sitting here with this memeory back playing on loop#not the worst thing that could have happened but def still and upsetting situation especially at that age#it was well over a decade ago maybe even close to two at this point since I can’t remember the exact age I was at the time
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#just rad a fuckkng post from two years ago and yessss bitch you were being dramatic#looking back and cringing at past behavior has been my favorite part of growing older#i’m cryinf#I validate some of my feelings but jeeeezus like#I def give my friends waaay more space and low effort relationships#we still see each other but we’re busy and like duh#it was from two yrs ago but wow it’s nice to have grown since then#I have a therapy appointment Tuesday so that will be nice to talk about#approaching thirty and excited to be out of my twenties#also that fucking mars Saturn conj kicked my fucking assssss#I doubled down in two instances when I should not have in a public setting dealing with medical stuff#ultimately I shouldn’t have blown up#but omfg the petsmart near my house has been breaking the law selling me rx food for three months bc my card has been expired for that long#anyway I’ve been humbled by looking back on behavior that was so recent#like def not my best days 😭#also my partner moving my shit and my insurance card getting shredded was fffff#like man I tell u not to do that on purpose for a reason#anyway I’m really annoyed#but not really lol#impulsive behavior is my undoing#12hfallmars maybe but maybe mental illness lol#we’ll see#im having to reevaluate what I’ve been doing that I thought was for my health
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done with him 🙏
#im lying#anyway bro has just decided not to walk at all this week. i havent gotten any no glance passes with him for three whole days#he literally sits in the damn dark too so my friend pointed him out after we passed i want to die#his friends still walk but not him ughhh#guys its actually cause he overheard me saying i dont like to talk to ppl and hes heartbroken bc he wants me obv frfr#id let go but its so fun to like him cause u cant even see his eyes and its like omg is he looking at me??? when he def isnt but i have#plausible deniability ykwimmm#his eyes and face are big and sad but his smile lowkeyy ykwim#i ignored him during club two weeks ago cause his not at all black friend threatened to say the nword and i changed up when sid came to pic#me up and while sid and i were talking i saw him staring at sid til i caught him so he was just jealous of me and sid 🤭🙏🙏#ppl keep asking if i like sid like no id rather die unironically. my brother for life 🙏#we are NOT each others types 🗣🗣 im the wrong kind of asian and hes the wrong kind of boy#yapping cause he had to go to class and its my break period ugh#got no friends nothing this is so boring#post#erics tag#kindividual posting#worst thing ever me and sids nickname for him changed. tag will stay the same tho 🤭#he doesnt care ab me at ALLLL but its ok i care enough for both of uss as long as he keeps glancing at me every other month#hes rationing his looks fr#HIS SIDE PROFILE UGHHHH
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The theme of my period this week is depression it seems
#moss.txt#at least its getting me to cry! but hy god do i feel awful!#feeling. very soft#and needy and.#i think i need to curl intova lil ball and be bounced or something#dribbled if u will#idk i just def feel. much sadder then i did two days ago#and i have an interview today and i simply.#do not wanna be a person today#anyways
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