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uusercatt367 · 4 months

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My brain isn’t braining rn idk

#yui komori #komori yui #diabolik lovers #dialovers #(( give this context ))#(( or no context? 🤨 ))#delete later prob

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kaiju-krew · 5 months

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idk just draw smth I guess?

my mom had a 10h spinal surgery this week so sorry for not being in the best headspace to be at your beck and call to produce art at your preferred rate pookiebear <3<3<3

#yeah yeah dont take the bait whatever man #i literally got 4h of sleep like 4 days in a row gimme a sec to recover loool #artists are humans lmao give me a minute good god #i dont like venting but this kinda ask mad cringe. rethink the kinda person you are sweetie <3 #delete later prob

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saturnvs · 2 months

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the chest pain that comes with living under constant stress is really something huh. ouch

#im fine i promise it's just very bothersome and kinda scary :')#delete later prob #trying to sit down and draw but im having stabbing pains #usually it's on the left side which is super scary but today it's on the right which kinda assures me that at least it's not my heart i hop #but it's something #the stress of Everything is causing me so much pain because there's not something physically wrong with me (i think)#but at this point i'm in constant pain Somewhere and most notably my back and my chest #sorry i hate to babble here but it feels good to just say it into the void #anyway. no more attempts at art today :-(#i should probably see a doctor but im scared of it being dismissed as not serious if it's psychosomatic #even though psychosomatic pain is a Very real thing that indicates that something is actually wrong #wahh #ugh

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kiwibirdlafayette · 1 month

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i was told once that sometimes i have trouble fittin in with other fancontent makers because im seen as a “threat” (whatever that means) but trust me when i say i am not here to compete with yall. Zero interest in fact. i dont think fandom is meant to be a game of who can be the ‘best’ fan and im here to just yknow. contribute to a community :]

If it seems like Im loud and sometimes pushy about people seein my stuff its because im passionate about and proud of a with what ive made and i want to share with the other people who are also enjoyers of that thing!!

#delete later prob #i get like the. Ok we’re all tryna get work and stuff but theres a point where its like. why does there need to be a one person who #is *the* griian artist. or *the* artist for insert ship here #the only thing im competetive about is like streamin stuff/bein a mcyt but thats like unrelated #not to sound like an old man but #like i remember when fandom was all about like ‘we all like this thing and as long as we can be civil about it/not do harmful shit with it’#and not ok everyone is my competition and i need to be the best of the fans the favorite of the cc or i will die #idk it just. it just bothers me because #i feel like its hard to make friends in fandom nowadays when its all about #how many notes you get how popular you are #because then the automatic assumption is ‘oh you’re just tryna use me for views’ WHEN NO I JUST LIKE THE SAME OLD MAN YAOI YOU DO #salt tag #but yeah just. havin thoughts rn #ramblings from the heartsgone #lafakiwi talks

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probayern · 2 days

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guys i'm so tired. i'm actually exhausted. today i had to go to a coaching session where someone told me i move my head too much when i talk. i think business school is designed to make you rethink every single thing you do. somehow i'm supposed to have a 3 part job interview next friday in a style i've literally never practiced before and usually takes people 3-4 months to learn. i feel like i haven't slept in weeks. but i'm about to uber to a party and then after that i'm doing karaoke and somehow tomorrow i'll wake up and keep working. how am i alive

#i so badly want to skip everything tonight and just sleep but... i shouldn't #so instead i'm procrastinating on leaving #bella things #delete later prob

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leslielumarie · 2 months

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NEW VIDEO!!!

I draw and babble on about the fictional girls I grew up crushing on!! Yeah…we all had crushes on them I think lol.

Watch Here

#yt channel leslielumarie #delete later prob

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greghatecrimes · 4 months

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i have to work until 6:30 doing a lot of phone calls and then i have to drive two hours back to my relatives. miserable

#anya shush #delete later prob

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clopuffs · 4 months

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I thought of Kim dokja and his self sacrificial tendency and other stuff when I was in bed one night

I genuinely tear up

:(

also unrelated but related to orv

MAJOR ORV SPOILERS CHAPTER 334 below

this part here with the 4th wall is one of the many examples Kim Dokja’s skill the 4th wall that blocks Kim Dokja’s emotions. The fact the 4th wall just blocks it and don’t let Kim Dokja feel and process the emotions… of the rage and how upset he feels when knowing that his own mother is dying.

“This composure. I didn’t like it. I couldn’t rage when I wanted to rage. I couldn’t be sad when I wanted to grieve.”- Kim Dokja

#delete later prob #orv spoilers #spoilers #so many parts that makes u go “Kim Dokja :(#and parts that make u think and go hmm

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gloomy-prince · 2 years

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why does the end of ch 2 hurt worse every time I see it that’s not how it’s supposed to work

#the pain intensifies #it chapter 2 #delete later prob

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san-wren · 2 months

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oh man incoming vent/brain dump post cuz ugh

man i do not think im a good friend. at least in this moment i don't. i can barely put together the words to actually say what im feeling and thinking and yet i just need to put something out there.

i rly do feel like a failure. and maybe i am. and maybe i have to sit in my consequences for a while.

but ive been trying for months to get better at handling my anxiety and managing my expectations in friendships and yet. why do i land flat on my face everytime ???

its like 1 step forward, 10 steps back. and atm im doubting myself. am i even improving or getting better?? ive read so many resources and watched videos and yet it feels so futile to get to the person i want to be. maybe i'm going about it wrong?? idkidk

i wanted to get it right and make it work this time. i wanted to (i still want to) to change my patterns and habits. but i feel so stuck !!! so defeated !!

i wish i had more people to talk about this with, but hardly anyone understands how i approach friendship. i can think of two people of the top of my head ans they're not available atm. so tumblr, you get to hear my ramble.

#i know how this sounds too #and im not asking for sympathy #but if you have a story to share thats similar to mine #please do tell me #gimme hope that i can change too #cuz i know giving up hope is the when ive rly lost #and if you got this far i appreciate you #reddish wren.txt #delete later prob

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raplinesmoon · 1 year

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i think the anxiety of being a Tumblr user is catching up to me

#like this is supposed to be my fun silly place! but why is it not fun and silly #maybe it’s the introvert in me but I am suddenly aware that I’m being perceived on here and it’s sending me into a spiral #isi rambles #delete later prob

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sings-in-silence · 1 year

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((quick OOC post, apologies for the delay in replies! something came up that I need to attend to, hoping to get back into it soon.))

#ooc #delete later prob

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