#diarypage

[girlbehindwindows]

“They told her to grow up.But she kept her teddy.The purple wall still remembers her dreams.The marks on her face?Not shame. Not dirt.Just echoes of a girl who never got hugged when she cried.”

Soft isn’t weakness.It’s survival with gentleness.It’s still cuddling a bear at 18 because no one else held her enough.I’m soft. I cry. I break.But I’m still standing.And I’ll never stop being soft enough to love fully.

🎨: watercolour sketchbook

📸: taken at 5:58 pm on a wooden desk, like a quiet memory

Still improving watercoloring..😌

[co-dheea]

ᴬ ˡᵒˢᵗ ˢᵒᵘˡ

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I was wandering aimlessly in the forest for shelter. The cold rain and the strong wind only made it more difficult to find rest.

After a few minutes of running and searching around my environment, finally, a cave revealed from the tree's shadows. It was when I arrived at it's entrance, that I realised how sore my legs were. My heart was pounding furiously, just like a scared little bird's, fluttering inside it's feeble chest.

The next day, the weather changed significantly to a better state. Even though heavy clouds were still scattered all around the sky, it didn't seem like a problem, since there weren't the same gloomy clouds which blocked the sun's brightness, overloading the forest's vegetation with their cries.

Unable to sleep all night from the poor conditions, I wake up exausthed, confused and famished.

Living free of all responsibilities of being a princess, royal obligations and of my familie's harsh set of rules and judgement it's a lot more difficult than I had expected.

Now I own the free will to search for my own food, choose any place I desire to be my own house and the best part is, that I can take care of myself freely, the way I know best.

Sincerely, things aren't as great as I make them out to be. It's not easy living on your own like this. The first few days were fun, enjoying the extended amount of free time, or exploring new places, but now I can really feel the consequences of my actions... choosing to runaway from my kingdom.... such a reckless decision...

I am lost.. at loss of guidance. I'm constantly living in risk. The future is unknown. Whether I'm going to survive the next day or not, it remains a mistery.

I always had servants or maids to take care of me. I never worried about my food before. Now I do. I never worried about my health before. Now I do. I feel nauseous. I haven't ate anything in days. Yesterday's terrible weather took away my last bits of energy. My whole body feels hot and heavy, my head is pounding as if it's about to burst.

I don't understand what is happening to me. Am I going to die? How pitiful.. all of this only because I wanted to free myself from dependening of my family...

The ground is still muddy and wet but I'm too tired be bothered by the unpleasant texture.

I see a faint sillouette, looking around, appearing from the woods.

When its gaze meets mine, it starts making its way towards to me, but it's too late until it reaches me. My vision turns pitch black before I can get a better look at it.

[virtualciti]

Appreciate the plant that grows in your balcony only for you #plant #gogreen #green #flower #hope #attitude #karma #designthinking #thinkdesign #usability #designthinker #quote #quotes #quoteoftheday #tbt #bestoftheday #instaquotes #instawriters #beauty #beautiful #diary #diarypage #poetry #poem #haiku #poetryquotes #poetsofinstagram #poetryslam #wordporn #wordgasm (at Chandigarh, India)

[bbworme]

song obsess

[sle7en7-blog]

#sketchdiary day #284 Wednesday my mate came round to try sort out my photoshop out. Coppeda New version of it. Dope, things seem to be working fine. He leaves, I get on some work with it, 10 minutes in and I realise there's a shit load of tools n settings that won't work because my pc doesn't have the capacity to handle it. So fuck you photoshop. Also had to send back smart phone for not being very smart. So fuck you technology as well! #pixels #pixelart #middlefinger #flippingthebird #fuckyou #fuckphotoshop #fucksmartphones #fucktechnology #fu #fups #sketchbook #sketchbookdiary #diary #diarypage #sketchaday #sketchaday2017 #mrsleven #mrsle7en #111017 #11102017

[maurice-lenox26]

Juissance

So long, my love, there’s no more tears                                                                to shed, no more dreams to wed, no fears                                                              to rend, so long my love we lost it all                                                                      the final call, the know-it-all 

complex/ I can’t help but sympathize                                                                      all the lies we tell to keep alive the spell                                                                  no more regrets, no more tears                                                                              the years keep eating, keep repeating                  

no more days of isolation                                                                                        away with phases of condemnation                                                                        you hold my gaze through the haze                                                                        long enough to say good-bye

Sorry for all the times I’ve tried                                                                                to hide this. Sorry for all the times                                                                            the kindness survived it wasn’t                                                                                meant to be a kite string                                                                                          

Around my waist and yours                                                                                      forlorn, adrift yet still attached                                                                                  cutting free feels like a heart                                                                                    exacting freedom can be pleasing

See? A piece from me I’m                                                                                        at peace with thee leaving                                                                                      the dream behind you hindsight                                                                              leaving is best for all, don’t call 

again, please, let me fall                                                                                          let me fall, let me fall.  

Samuel Maurice (c) October, 2019

[shoandjen]

Calligraphy 101. Weekend Motivation. Getting ready for the coming week and it’s going to be lit. It’s not whether you get knocked down, it’s whether you get up. #motivationalquotes #sunday #justkeepgoing #etsy #calligraphy #typography #typebeats #calligraphylettering #calligraphyart #practice #artistsoninstagram #art #notes #diarypages #notebook #makers #creativescommunity_ #creativeprocess (at Boston, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMsWGNsnkNr/?igshid=1tx2he66evbsx

[ila-and-alice]

This week's Filofax diary page. I kinda cheated a bit and did the text in photoshop bc I really need to improve my hand writing. I'm still happy w this tho 😊🎃🖤📝📖👻#collage #collageart #diarypage #journalpage #mixedmedia #todolist

[restoredcompass]

Gabrielle Aplin - My mistake. 🎶 #diarypages #issamood

[headlineenglish]

Rhea Chakraborty shares Sushant's 'Gratitude List' page from his diary Rhea has shared the picture of the only property of Sushant left with her. http://www.headlineenglish.com/other-news/rhea-chakraborty-shares-sushants-gratitude-list-page-from-his-diary/?feed_id=7027&_unique_id=5f30c29948194 #diarypage #gratitudelist #rheachakraborty #sushantsinghrajputcase

[virtualciti]

There is just one bookmark in the book of my life. You. After that there are just blank pages left. #book #books #bookmark #blank #page #diary #diarypage #poetry #poem #haiku #quote #quotes #quoteoftheday #tbt #bestoftheday #instaquotes #instawriters #poetryquotes #poetrycommunity #poetsofinstagram #poetryslam #wordporn #wordgasm #mohabbat #love #lovepoem #lovepoetry #heartbreak #heartbroken #brokenheart (at Chandigarh, India)

[sle7en7-blog]

#sketchdiary day #282 Mondays been a day full of fails. That is all. #fail #mondayfail #dayfulloffails #fucktoday #lettering #letters #graffsketch #graffitisketch #promarker #sketchbook #sketchbookdiary #diary #diarypage #sketchaday #sketchaday2017 #mrsleven #mrsle7en #091017 #09102017

[shoandjen]

Calligraphy 101. Weekend Motivation. Getting ready for the coming week and it’s going to be lit. It’s not whether you get knocked down, it’s whether you get up. #motivationalquotes #sunday #justkeepgoing #etsy #calligraphy #typography #typebeats #calligraphylettering #calligraphyart #practice #artistsoninstagram #art #notes #diarypages #notebook #makers #creativescommunity_ #creativeprocess (at Boston, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMsWGNsnkNr/?igshid=wnyi1ue1u0wd

[foreveracookie]

I don't know if I want to be left alone, with no one to talk to, or be surrounded by people, everybody willing to have a conversation with me. I lately don't know what to think, my mind sometimes just quietsdown. I don't know if I like this change. I used to think a lot, sometimes multiple thoughts at the same time, but now... It feels like I've just given up, on what I don't actually know. I don't think. I don't care. Sometimes I catch myself just staring in the distance and where I used to be daydreaming in full colour and a lot of imagination, I now just see black. Black and nothing more

[jacob-moraless]

Dear diary,

Today is Sept.13th, on a Wednesday mid afternoon, the time is 11:45 as I'm posting this currently. I woke up with a moderately stable mood surprisingly. That's been happening every once in a while, but recently its sped up just a tad a couple of days ago.

I know I'm still not quite there but I'm able to at least smile now, which is process, hell more then process in my eyes, more like a leap of faith due to the last guy i put my heart & soul into thay broke all the molecules in my cerebral cortex 🤭

But at this point I guard myself from anything & anyone coming in between me & my will to be faithful with the same sex --

It's still a part of me that's scared to give him the whole 100% of me 😥..I'm still fighting my anxiety about it & trusting him with my heart (mind you he hasn't fully gave me a reason to doubt him & all that he's been saying, so) I should be fine, but there's that voice in my head poisoning my reasoning with my conscious cause I have a habit of being to wrapped up in a man's words & not focused more on his actions & what his intentions are.

Idk, we'll see once my birthday comes around, he'll be coming to see me for my birthday for the first time & I'm excited yet really nervous plus scared out of my mind that something will go wrong or he might not like what he sees up close, or even worse, he won't be who he says he is 😥 & will just come to fuck me & spend time with me then never come back.

Please don't let it be the third thing, I won't know how to feel ever again ..I'll probably be scarred for my entire life.

Please just let everything go smooth once my birthday comes around & he's ready to come & see me 🤭🩷🤍.

@d3ar--d1ary

[sle7en7-blog]

#sketchdiary day #267 Chilled productive Sunday at my desk. Finished a commission of a dude in underpants, working on a load of hand styles for some different projects and spent the rest of the the evening getting into the penguins character in Gotham. #thepenguin #oswaldcobblepot #underpants #penguininpants #penguin #handstyles #dayatthedesk #desk #sharpie #unimarker #sketchbook #sketchbookdiary #diary #diarypage #sketchaday #sketchaday2017 #mrsleven #mrsle7en #250917 #25092017