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nordicbananas · 6 months

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the thing about having a friend that's really hard to read is you don't know if they're joking or not

(tw in the tags for mentions of someone else 'joking' about killing themselves)

#also im super bad at finding out what people are feeling in the first place #BUT SIR #PLEASE #PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME #do you actually want me to apologize???#if not that was super messed up to joke about #but i really don't think it was a joke #but then again this is the guy who loves to joke about offing himself #and constantly says that he wants to die and doesn't clarify that he is actually joking #and then there's her who loves to mime two ways of offing herself #do i need new friends bro #only them i love the rest of my friends #but i don't think i can handle them doing that anymore #but for mr sir over there #THAT'S HALF OF HIS HUMOR #ASKING IF HE CAN HARM HIMSELF AND SAYING “CAT”#i am so tired of worrying for both of them.#and i became friends with her less than four months ago.#and him over there was super hard to become friends with in the first place #im just so done with both of them #honestly what do u guys think #idk what i should do rn

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paeeje · 1 year

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Anybody just wanna fuckin fall in love?????? Be the Blake to my Yang?? The Adora to my Catra?? The Harrow to my Gideon?? The Amity to my Luz?? The Asami to my Korra??

#how do people meet each other #I feel like I don’t know how to interact with anybody anymore #let’s fuck around and fall in love #or be bros idk #need new friends too #I guess #bumbleby #korrasami #lumity #catradora #GRIDDLEHARK #lesbian #gay gay homosexual gay

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cadaver-moss · 1 month

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Things have been kinda rough recently

I also thought this song would fit Enojadita’s emotional state after the death of her brother, especially so close to her father’s death

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months

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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated

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famewolf · 5 months

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my brain has been really out of whack recently (I think it's the time change among other things) so I'm going to try out some things to see if they help

I might not be on social media a whole lot in the next week or two, but if you're mutuals and want my discord, send me a message

#[static]#I cleared out my queue so I don't feel like I need to keep it going #I'm trying to limit my time on my phone since I've noticed that I've been getting sucked back into it for Hours every day which I *hate*#it's this weird paradox of wanting to keep up with my friends but also knowing that I get sucked into checking the rest of the app -#- that I need to figure out #tumblr is one of the few social medias that I don't get that sucked into but i do like to keep up to date with #for news and friends reasons #but im gonna basically not be using my phone at all except for music for the next while until my brain feels better #it's also the busiest week of the year in my line of work so i want to be sure im taking care of myself #my brain fog has been suuuper bad and being on my phone makes it worse #i wish we all lived closer so that i could just go hang out with ppl instead of being attached to my dumb phone #using phone = less time to do things i like too which also makes me mad when I do it #i dont even like my phone bro ... but tiktok gets me tbh i'll sit on my phone for like 2 hours straight just watching funny little videos

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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I just saw a tiktok that was like "can somebody explain to me the 'absolute batshit' formula one lore there must be to incite 21k fanfictions of the sport" uhhhhhhhhhh yeah lemme pull out my powerpoint with 1k+ slides

#im not coming at this person obv bcs i do think theres like a huge learning curve w f1 #BUT that being said there is an absolutely insane amnt of lore in f1 one cant even begin to explain easily #(ik this firsthand bcs im trying to make a guide for some friends and its impossible to condense)#first you must realize the baffling amnt of shared history they all have #then you realize there's prob fics posted for every single race wknd #and then also theres fics abt the past 30+ seasons(i say that bcs the amnt of fic lessens the further back it is)#not to mention all the different media(news articles videos compilations etc)#but like yeah...theres a lot of lore #i think i prob learn at least one new thing a day #but even if youre learning abt one specifc driver or pairing theres still like an endless amnt of info #i just thought it was funny bcs they were like 'what amnt of lore does f1 even have'#and its like god you cant even begin to imagine the depths #(me whos constantly stuck in motorsport and gettyimages hell LMAO)#im just thinking abt the amnt of lore that happens at even just one race wknd #(i mean thru watching full races ive learned so much info that I never even wouldve though to research into)#whoops sorry that was a lot of rambling #(as i said not going after that person but when people say things like this it kinda annoys me 😒)#(like its someone elses passion why does there need to be a reason for it you get me?)#(but that being said f1 does in fact have a crazy amnt of history and lore behind it that people underestimate)#(but yeah idk how to feel abt the phrasing 'absolute batshit' like bro its a yr long sport w 70+ seasons one would wonder)#(i think this person made a vid abt everything changes as well? so i feel a lil defensive like hey dont talk abt things you dont get :/)#catie.rambling.txt #f1 #formula 1

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barredandromeda · 1 month

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nvm thats a white boy i dont want

#his bsf slurs up and down and threatens to rape everyone every other sentence and he laughs at that shit 😭#im good! i do not need to hear more rape jokes or racist ass remarks from his friend 🙏#embarrassing i ever liked him tbh he's literally just a mf boy. shouldve knownn ugh #hes probably gay too cause literally everyone we've liked since high school started whether it be boy or girl has been gay.#why do 3 of them start w the letter N #collecting the mf alphabet bro 😭#hate this man now. not even pretty anymore his eyes arent dog sad theyre bugged out #need someone new asap 🙏🙏🙏#other guy i thought a little ab is bound to be gay too atp i cant win 😭#like em a little queer ig #post #erics tag #kindividual posting

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i-bring-crack · 11 months

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I did not asked to receive emotional damage from s

Solo Leveling Ragnarok thank you very much.

Spoilers in the tags.

#Like how could they do thsi to me #ALL the other shadows were freaking normal in solo leveling #Igris Beru Tank Kaisel— yeah like literally they were wither beast of bad people like Iron #but no Suho this boy #i tell you if this brat knew KNEW who he was bringing back to like I-jabskan #first shadow soldiers that he gets are the goblins which #im freaking sad to know that shadow soldiers can expirience pain yet still cant go against the orders of their master #how do i keep on living with this information!??!?!?! Its not like they even explore it or something #they just give it to me and im supposed to be okay for this!??!?! MENTALLY?!?!?#and then there is the first shadow soldier he saves which is like Lee Minsung– Quay– number one wanted villain #i liked his arc but damn did this guy fuk up and then ad a shaodw he decided to reedem himself and now im just like... bro that got me #i was not expecting a bee to have emotions today #not when you stebbed your best friend literally and also you almost got turned into a worker by Queen Bee #like now i really like you as a shadow but damn. i didnt expect sympathy from you.#and then there is Kang tae shik as the new shaodw and im just like absolutely bawling he DID NOT need to die that freaking quickly #i liked the guy. pre rewind and now as a villain bounty hunter this guy was just a freaking gold star among the poor characters in SL #and poorer villains in SL. he was cool. he was fun to read about. -slams table- How the F u c k am i supposed to function after this man #just suddenly dropped us with the most tragic backstory. like bitch i even forgive your ass bc your ass was fine in killing your dad.#legit didnt kill anyone else u til woo jin chul told him so. and now im just thinking pre the rewinf timeline the only reason kang tae shi #wasnt stopped by jin chul was probably bc jin chul let him kill those criminals #woo jin chul became so much brutal in this series i swear #like i love him so much for it but damn #still sexy smexy somehow #but damn

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wizardnuke · 8 months

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this is SO bizarre and idk what to do about it re: guy in my public speaking class

#for reference we had weird drama in hs where we knew each other via band and theater and now we're in another performance-ish-based class #and a lot of the issues w us in hs stemmed from that we regularly auditioned for the same roles and parts and shit and um. he took it #really seriously and didn't like that i was stealing his spotlight or whatever tf. and i was just trying to make friends. feels weird.#like i don't get it what did i do. bro i'm not asking to be friends just why r u talking sm shit.. will never forget how i was sent #screenshots of him saying i shouldn't have a role bc i was new and i was like. um. are you mad because i'm good at this. whats going on #ANYWAY i am going to be so friendly and/or not talk to him if that's what he wants or talk to him if he wants #i think abt it a lot. just feels bad man. what did i do to you #need my bf to check messenger bc he is going to lose his MIND

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cappyjara · 1 year

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seeing the mario movie in like an hour letsa gooooooo

#id in alt text #i can Finally stop dodging spoilers now holy shit #i may not show it but i am a mario bros stan till i die #and i apologize in advance for the person i will become if the movie is good. its gonna do Something to my brain chemistry i just know it #like ok the sonic movie right? ive mentioned how i really liked those movies before right? well #going into it i a)had little attachment to sonic aside from just thinking hes neat and b)wouldnt have been shocked if it was bad #so when it was Good i was pleasantly surprised and found a new appreciation for the series #but mario?hes my good friend. my special little guy. the short king to rule them all. you dont know How Many hours ive put into mario games #and theres already been One bad mario movie. and this ones being made by illumination. and the whole crisp rat thing(still kinda salty btw)#idk man my guy needs a w here. he needs somethin good goin for him in the film department #and while ive been dodging spoilers what ive seen so far has been fairly positive??? but that doesnt mean i cant be worried abt it #yallre lucky im not constantly blogging my every thought here or else youd never hear the end of the same 3 thoughts about mario and luigi #smb #super mario #mario movie #capital says things #my edits

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nordicbananas · 4 months

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RAHH

#I'M ALMOST OUT OF BLACK YARN AND I'M MAKING CHARACTERS WITH PRIMARILY BLACK CLOTHES #I JUST GOT NEW EYES BUT THE HOLDER THEY'RE IN SUCKS #MY SKEIN TONES YARN STILL SMELLS NASTY. TERRIBLE.#AND I MIGHT HAVE MADE THE HAT TOO BIG. I'M SO MAD AT THE HAT RN #RAHHH I CAN'T MAKE STUFF WITHOUT THE BLACK YARN BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE THE BODY FIRST??? SO I CAN DO THE ARMS WHICH I NEED THE BLACK YARN F #AJDYDHJSFHJFHJSFHJSFJHXHJS #I JUST WANT TO MAKE ME AND MY FRIEND'S GUYS AND I NEED HERS FINISHED BY HER BIRTHDAY IN FEBUARY #WHY DO NOT GOOD THINGS HAPPEN FR BRO

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awek-s · 6 months

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trying to find a job is so

#I keep looking while knowing im a) overqualified bc of this stupid masters degree and b)#have no connections in this town (my town only hires based on connections like a fucking cult)#I keep looking at work in york bc that’s where my university is but likeee bro. it’s so far and i have no funds to move there to carry me #over til I can land a job #im at my limit 😁😁😁😁#I was really hoping that the new boba place in town was gonna work out bc they started doing cocktails and they need someone over 18 so I #gave them my cv bc I’ve worked events at a bar before so I have the experience #but I should’ve known it would make no difference like I don’t have the pull and the connections I need to get the job. they’ll just hire #somebody they’re friends with instead lmao #so I’m back where I started #mrow.org

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hobisexually · 6 months

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#one of my best friends just texted me she gave birth today #and her baby is beautiful and healthy and so is she and I’m so happy for her #and I will be the best rebel aunt this child is gonna need #and she texted me before she told any of our friends #the text was the most her thing too and nothing like those standard baby announcements. bless her at least that hasn’t changed #so yk. all. Good.#but also.#this is baby number two while our third friend just announced his gf is pregnant too #and I am starting to panic a little bit #because what?#what do you mean we are in the life phase where we are bringing new life to the world?#I don’t feel like MY life has started yet? I’m still waiting for my own to pick up where I need?#and I know that’s the sweet combination of mental illness + being queer + burn out + pandemic talking #making it feel like. idk. I lost years cumulatively #and naturally I would Never say any of this to my oh so happy friends #but I’m…………………#bro what I was not prepared for this??????????#and not this emotion in general #genuinely want to burst into tears #(1) pregnancy is a fluke #(2) is a coincidence #but (3) is a pattern #so this is where we’re at now and we’re never getting those years back #and I’ll be here just trying to figure out why the fuck I’m stuck in the past when everyone else is Living #anyways.#cant BELIEVE one of my LONGEST friends just GAVE BIRTH TO A HUMAN BEING #WH A T??????#like . WHAT #even without all my complicated feelings about this that is WILD and INCOMPREHENSIBLE TO MY BRAIN

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irascible-iridescent · 7 months

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When ppl say that there is no stories about friendship I can't help but wonder what do they mean? There are lots and lots cartoons for kids and teens about well, friendship! Its the main point of almost all stories there. I don't like watching movies so I dunno if there are a lot of movies about friendship nowadays but I have watched old films about it. Like yeah it will always have some romance too for main characters or for the background characters bc if your story has like 10+ adult ppl most of them would look for relationship for the sake of building a family or sex. But also if you can excuse how the women are drawn you can just read/watch one piece and like NOBODY has any romance or sex there even though there are like billions of adult pirates.

#personal #if you want to recommend me something nice to watch comment it or drop me a message #but for the love of everything good pls dont recommend me school drama like I cant watch it anymore #i would prefer to watch more media about adults rn #I can make some exceptions like Hanako kun was really creepy like it looks like rom com for the teens in school but its actually horror #or Utena I started watching it and its crazy at the 1st episode already I want to learn more #but yeah I would like books or movies or tv shows about adults #I would like to watch something like Friends but good #like do u get what I mean? if it was Friends but it was actually really good and less THAT and like more GOOD #I really loved this tv show when I was learning English tho it was perfect for it but like they did so many bad choices for this story #i hate every story about Rachel's love life like its unbearable at this point you should just stop dating and forget about it and live #also they gradually made Ross into the most vile and evil man that could possibly exist and everyone was okay with it bc he is Monika's bro #they didn't need to make him into a monster asshole jerk like he could be just a nerd guy who is clumsy it would be alright #also they should have never made any story lines about Rachel and Ross like they are the worst couple that has ever existed on the tv #its the new level of abysmal I dream about how it would be cool if they have never had any relationship at all #this story would be like 999% better IMMEDIATELY but oh well

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six-of-cringe · 1 year

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my friends slowly becoming disinterested in me the longer we've been out of school is gonna be my joker origin pretty soon here

#sorry ms. cringe sixofcrows isn't feeling very funny and silly #i'd hoped that if I kept sending Images in chats then they would not forget about me and they would Remember that i am fun #operating much like a baby's lack of object permanence #but it does not work anymore. I need new Tactics.#my brother is going to leave for college soon again and my mother is back to work so i will be Alone Job Searching once more #ooooogh alone all day. why don't they make time for me when i'd drop everything #i know i gotta make friends who live near me bc it's been a While since I've graduated but that means signing up for and going to events.#the group chat is like a little stage that i go up and embarrass myself on every day trying selfishly to obtain meager scraps of attention #i'm worse than a jester bc at least people react to the jester. the jester has a function!!#bro am i getting jealous of JESTERS???? UNWELL????#anyway i hope they had fun hanging on new years with my other friend that i care about who friend dumped me like a year and a half ago. lol #not soc #delete later #the reason this is here is bc i can't vent to my friends about it (duh) and my mom will start suggesting Events and Hobbies.#i'll do events and hobbies. but THESE friends won't be there. :(

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nexttothelamp · 1 year

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Damn I love my wife so much it might kill me

#dude when i have NOTHING #i never have nothing #because i always have T #she makes my life SO wonderful #and dont get me wrong; my wife is a goblin who i have actively had to teach how to love over the years 🤣#but shes perfect. everything about her i wouldnt change a hair on her head #also turns out i have a body worship kink and thats perfect for a girl who needs SO much love #only took me a decade and a half to figure that out 🤣#bro we've been together ALMOST 12 YEARS NOW #and been friends for 14 🤣❤️❤️❤️#fuck. its so hard to live yunno?#like weve both got ptsd and we've worked our way through so much bullshit #abuse the death of her father being outed at the funeral #running from wv together to start a new life in the city #yunno she wrote her vows months before. i couldnt. i knew no matter what i tried to say it wouldnt be enough #not until i was there. i didnt know i could love her more everyday but i do #yunno as a kid i told myself no one could ever love me #but i ended up marrying my high school sweetheart?#she left a boy for me 🤣#and that doesnt EVEN MATTER ANYMORE ITS BEEN A DECADE #sigh. im in a mood #just dropped her off at work and cuddled in the car shamelessly #its hard to even be away from her for 8 hours #and the craziest thing about it? she feels thw same way about me 🤣#ive been so sick for over a year now #but T's always there. even when she cant be there she is. and i feel that #last night as we were going to bed #i remembered something horrific #she needed to get up early... but she still talked me down for an hour until i fell asleep in her arms #i. am so fucking lucky

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