the idea that ty might give kit the blackthorn necklace while he keeps the herondale one makes me so giddy,,, like imagine they get tangled up while kit and ty are kissing my GOD
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We had this poster in my fifth grade classroom and I still think about my original interpretation of it
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what are.... the bands I like
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Hope Ryan's going to be in all of them🙏
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i got my tickets and my accommodation so yeah. seeing jo in istanbul
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mitchy hurt. mo hurt. eddy hurt. what’s even the point.
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i might be having an anxiety attack idk.. im not like super scared or anything which is usually what and anxiety attack is im just super jittery and i cant stop moving and shaking. it might be an adhd thing?
new game: what the fuck is wrong with me and what mental illness and/or disability is causing it
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i am so attracted to dr frank n furter it’s fucked up……i need him so bad
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do george’s pants sparkle too or just his jacket
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one of the weirdest experiences is when something makes your body feel better but you don't like it
I accepted a hug when upset and it was stressful to be touched but something about it registered as calming to my mammal brain and I felt marginally better
I didn't want to spend oodles of energy prying myself out of bed to dirty some dishes and make a warm meal that I'd have to clean up after later but the warm meal was taste, texture, smell, nourishment, comfort - so my brain just had to deal with the rest, including how much gdforsaken time the whole operation took, despite how quick I'd scarfed the food down
what part of me is my body and what part of me is "me"? why can I have conversations with the reactions of my body as if it's a semi-seperate creature under my mind's care? It communicates through impulses and feelings and looped clips of media played in my head like it's scripting.
but my mind offers things that don't feel like me either, that read as wrong or different or other - so there's no certainty that "me" is stored there
thinking of cellular memory, of transplanted organs that change the habits and preferences of their recipient to match those of the body they'd left, that old self lingering until it's overruled by the new self of which it's become a part.
there's some "me" in my kidneys and my liver and probably my big toe just as much as in my mind or in my brain
my microbiome is creatures that aren't me but are me and are essential for my continued being - they don't have thoughts, but they're creatures nonetheless, a part of the body that's me, but not me themselves
whenever I loop back to this, however much I've learned since the last time, it always ends up the same: I don't understand.
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I need to get an electric razor but I don’t know which ones are good but I need to make absolutely certain that the one I get is difficult to take apart as I have had bad habits in the past that are wanting to come back and I’m trying desperately not to fall back into them but I have sensory issues and therefore NEED to shave somewhat regularly
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