#doing this in my second language btw

[missmichellets]

Tumblr is not a place to post your of and porn links gtfo children use this app please leave 😒

Tumblr is not a place for you to spew your instability onto others, sane people use this app. Please sit down and stfu doggie, while I educate you. Minors can (and often do) use literally every app/site available online. So with your reasoning, porn shouldn't exist at all online - because children can use the internet. Which is like saying the sun shouldn't exist because humans can stare themselves blind at it. It is not MY responsibility whether or not minors click my stuff or not. In the same way you can't hold the sun accountable for idiotic parents allowing and/or enabling their kids to stare at it. Many similes btw; me and the sun. I digress! The fact that I'm even typing out "don't click if you're a minor" is me going one step further than I'm required and expected to. And maybe if you were remotely close to being good-parent-material, you'd realize this and stop projecting your blame outwards and start aiming it where it belongs; at your inferior soul. TLDR: puny human has problems with basic reasoning. 🖐🏻🎤

[omgitskaii]

mothers day was awhile ago. but he deserves the recognition anyway. +bonus aftermath

[ribbittrobbit]

Hiyaw and Himik, the twin deities of noise and silence, of movement and stillness, of action and contemplation.

The church of Taw (from the root word for volumen/ strength of voice), has a dual structure to mirror its deities. Clerics choose to walk either the path of silence - the most radical followers dedicate themselves to a vow of complete silence and contemplation, retreating to monasteries in the most remote regions- or the path of noise - the order dedicated to the service of the church and its followers outside of the monasteries. The central principle of the religion is the duality and balance between the two deities' domains. The silent order serves to balance out the order of noise, to be the stillness to their movement, the deliberation to their action and vice versa. The religion is a relatively small but ancient one, with many devotees among musicians, poets and performers and a great emphasis on ceremony and the performance of rituals that combine the texts of Hiyaw and Himik.

(did i just spend the last two days thinking about making an entire fake religion complete with a clerical structure for my fh sona? yes. did i bastardise the filipino words like "scream" and "quiet" to find matching names for them? also yes.)

[animatedmess]

I wanna scream and pull my hair out right now! God damn Ai and it’s bullshit!!!

Im writing a research paper, I’ve been writing academic stuff for at least 4 years now, not even counting all the writing courses I took in high school, so I’m good at it, my ideas and my composition are very clear, very well structured.

I have to check if the text I’m writing will flag any ai detectors, because all my professors use them, and my texts keep getting flagged over and over and over again. And it’s driving me insane.

I don’t use ai to write, I refuse to do it, and it pissed me off that I have to re structure a sentence that I know is properly worded, over and over again, until it frankly becomes bad enough to not be flagged.

[calciferstims]

live footage of me 0.3 seconds after I start to really like a new person immediately searching for stim gifs related to them so I can make an imaginary gift stimboard in my head (that will never actually exist)

[quatregats]

Have literally been spending all my time since last Friday trying to write these three (3) stupid emails and they are still not sent

[krakrac]

i miss writing mannn:(

[snapbackslide]

if anyone got tips pls share with the group 🫶🫶🫶🫶

[foxcassius]

i was bored to death at work on friday and wrote out some oc thoughts on marnin and selp and their personalities and i want to reiterate/summarize them here too

marnin is, first and foremost, careful, nervous, and guilty—he is quick to blame himself in any situation and is as careful as he possibly can be, especially around selp (when he is of his own mind). however, marnin is also curious and obsessive, and these things can build up and like consume his thoughts and cause him to act impulsively and without thinking. as careful as marnin tries to be in toeing the lines of their weird relationship, he is DEEPLY curious about everything about selp and of such an obsessive personality (and the two of them being isolated together doesnt really help keep his mind straight either) that he ends up crossing lines he normally wouldnt and then wallowing in guilt about it later. his guilty conscience also keeps him from picking up consciously on the signals selp puts out that beg him over the hazy, unclear lines between them; he picks up those hints only unconsciously, as they feed into his obsession, curiosity, and want.

selp, however, is putting out those signals at almost all times. for all that marnin is careful and reserved, selp is possessive and analytical and jealous. these might not be the first words you would use to describe him upon meeting him (or upon reading the story he features in), but they are his deepest and some of his strongest personality traits, especially in regards to the relationship he and marnin share. don't get me wrong, he tries to be careful with marnin. he knows marnin well and becomes very quickly acquainted with marnin's anxiety and conscience. this is why he doesnt push or act himself, usually. he doesnt want to frighten or distress marnin. but selp is obsessive to a whole other degree. marnin wants to know things; selp NEEDS to know every last thing about marnin in his efforts to "have" and "keep" him. it is why, especially in the beginning, selp takes so many more liberties asking questions, touching and investigating marnin physically, and making decisions for him. once they are on the ship alone among the stars and the boundaries between them begin to blur and selp sees how much this confuses and distresses marnin, that is when he takes more of a backseat role and encourages, flirts, asks leading, dangerous questions, and utilizes this new body language he has never tapped into before but that marnin reacts to. as little as selp understands the physical draw he feels, due to it not being a thing at all in olss culture, he thoroughly enjoys each heightening moment of intimacy between them and truly it is a feat of his restraint that he manages to maintain his more passive role as his need and obsession and desire to "have" increase as their encounters cross further and further into the realm of the sexual. i would say, especially in some of these ways, selp is manipulative, though i would try to argue he never goes too far with his manipulation, and marnin's guilt is entirely his own creation, as selp is always quick to assure him that 1) theyve done nothing wrong, marnin has done nothing wrong and 2) they BOTH acted, mutually

marnin is walking repression and restraint carrying simmering want that is forced to build and bubble over in outbursts that cause him, after the fact, to panic and apologize and beat himself up. selp is a vibrating, horny 600 year old who doesn't even know what sex is but wants it so so bad but restrains himself tremuously, waiting until marnin is on his wavelength and then sending out a steady stream of sub-atomic invitations to partake of his flesh. and they were made for each other.

[fitzrove]

German speaker followers of firztove.rungle.com. Does anyone know what the difference between vermissen and versäumen is???

[codgod-archive]

honestly funniest thing abt me being drunk the other night was that i still remembered to do my duolingo. like i don’t even remember that shit sometimes when i’m sober

[radioactive-cloud]

those past few days are really testing my patience with some of the takes and opinions i've seen on the internet and i'm so fucking done with all of this i just want to delete all my accounts from everywhere and live somewhere in the woods (as far away from russia as i can) and to never come in contact with another human being again

[dandyshucks]

once again trying to decide if i should show counselor/therapist my selfship art bc she asks to see any art I've made that i want to show her each session fjfkdl ,,,, i probably won't because I'm still terrified of being judged for it but mannnnn that rly has been almost all I've made these past two months ( ╥ω╥ )

[scarabies-real]

Okay I guess the prose fixation was good for something. Also this test sucks as an actual measure of english language comprehension and usage so don’t feel discouraged if you have a low score. It’s also very much TIMED so don’t get distracted in the middle of the test if you want an accurate score.

I got the Top 4.47% on this English Vocabulary test

[raii-bread]

got all the classes i wanted for fall term !!!!

[teainthedust]

Some people need to learn that the united states does not have an official language.