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Don't let your idealism prevent little improvements.
Little changes are better than no changes. Society is a huge ship. It turns slowly.
I think more leftists need to recognize the gap between “this should happen eventually” and “this would be feasible to achieve in the near future”
Like, I’m an anarchist. (Although maybe I’m not according to some people but idk who cares) And I think an ideal world would have no nation states or borders. But that’s not going to happen tomorrow, or next year, or for a long time
So while I wait, instead of endlessly hemming and hawing over what the would should look like, I try to focus on what I can do right now to improve the world in material ways and to lessen the suffering of others
#but don't let pragmatism replace idealism in your heart#pragmatism is a means to an end#don't forget the objective#climate change isn't going away without a lot of help#don't be afraid to go big#Ending the divine right of kings and American chattel slavery was “impossible”#all things must come to an end#shuffle capitalism off this mortal coil#The French had many revolutions before the French Revolution#Another Poor Peoples' Campaign#Another Occupy Wall Street#Another French Revolution
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#happy beetlejuice beetlejuice release week everyone!!!#I have been losing my mind over this part of the interview/podcast for at least two hours and counting#THEM ENDING UP TOGETHER WAS HER BIG PITCH TO TIM#WHAT?!#winona is so real for this honestly#also I really like this interview/podcast in general#go listen/watch it when you have the chance#original side note: george and martha were characters from a series of childrens books -#- they were best friends and even though they bickered alot they always made up in the end#I don't know if that is the george and martha she referenced but if it was 👀#side note 2.0: george and martha are also characters from the film Who's Afraid of Virgina Wolfe?#thank you to angelsthriveforever for pointing that out!#check out the notes for more of their commentary#ok i will stop yapping now#beetlejuice#beetlejuice beetlejuice#beetlejuice sequel#beetlejuice 2#beetlejuice spoilers#potential spoliers#winona ryder#interview#podcast#lydia deetz#beetlebabes#beetlejuice x lydia#lydia x beetlejuice#beetlelyds
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obligatory pokemon au time!!
#milgram project#haruka sakurai#yuno kashiki#fuuta kajiyama#muu kusunoki#shidou kirisaki#mahiru shiina#kazui mukuhara#amane momose#mikoto kayano#kotoko yuzuriha#woah what the fuck u can do 30 images at once now#i didn't draw es with their singular eevee bc i thought the limit was 10 still whoops#anyways--#haru has a singular tiny budew that follows him around and loves him. he is afraid of it#yuno has a furfrou bc she loves big dogs. and liepard bc she's cat coded#i like to think fuuta makes really amateur lowpoly 3d renders so i think itd be fun if he had boys to make art w him#muu got herself a BIG HERACROSS when she was tiny and her mom was like. cringes. don't you want a girl pokemon for girls??#and baby muu was like SHE'S PINK!!!!! and would not let go of her buggy#a sableye approached her and tried to eat her earrings. the vivillon is from her dad#my friend pointed out shidou would be the exact age for playing gen I hence the squirtle#blissey bc nurse joy. his blissey used to carry around the gloom in her lil pouch when she was just an oddish#the eldegoss is his wife's!! but she tends to tumble about in the breeze and find shidou a lot#i actually started these drawings bc mahiru going OVERHEATTT in her t1 song made me think incineroar#she treats him like a big kitten!! and her phantump is her tiny baby#OK I CAN'T FIND W HO BUT SOMEONE DREW KAZUI WITH A SHINY APPLIN AND IT'S THE FUNNIEST FUCKING THING TO EXIST#he's got a lil bisharp that wants to be a kingambit but hasn't been able to evolve#and kazui is like. ah. action figure bug. for boys. cant live up to his manly potential. i relate deeply with this man#amane got an espurr bc she deserves a cute kitty. castform reminds me of her cult's cloud symbol thing#mikoto=morpeko connection has been made a billion times but it's true. he finds it eating his redbull cans at the office
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OKAY so I am re-listening to "Death and The Queen" again and I am having Thoughts™.
I can't find any info about when this drama takes place continuity-wise, but my personal placement would be after "Planet of The Ood" (4x3) and before "The Sontaran Stratagem" (4x4) because 4x4-4x6 take place directly following each other with Donna stating at the end of 4x6 that she plans to travel with the Doctor forever. Donna's determination to continue traveling w him is in keeping with the conclusion of Death and The Queen, where she comes to the decision that the Doctor IS her "happily ever after," as it were. Placing the drama after "Fires of Pompeii" and "Planet of The Ood" also makes sense with Donna's desire in the audio drama to have a break from "the extraordinary" of traveling with the Doctor (specifically, horrific death and destruction,) which adds understandable context to her seemingly being so willing to leave the Doctor after searching for him for so long.
(Don't talk to me about the ending of Forest of The Dead. It's unlikely Donna would have left the Doctor even if she found Lee. Donna's desire to confirm whether Lee was real could be easily contextualized by her wanting to know how much of her experiences inside CAL were a fabrication, and what the supposed "perfect husband" persona would have said about her if it was drawn from her own mind. Also it was written by Moffatt so it shouldn't count anyway.)
ANyway, what I actually wanted to talk about. Notably, considerable emphasis is placed on Donna enjoying her role as Queen and especially caring for her subjects and having power to help people. A greater amount of text is dedicated to her talking about how as Queen she can care for her subjects than her love for Rudolph, even before the reveal that he is human(?) trash. Her attachment to the role of Queen that marrying Rudolph will grant her is established to be largely based upon her passion for helping people rather than luxuries associated with rank, especially in view of the montage of how royal life on Gorotainia is not as glamorous as she hoped but is still enthralled by being Queen. Later in the story, when danger has appeared, her main role in the story is sacrificing and taking the lead to protect her subjects.
Notably, when things start going downhill and Rudolph starts talking to her about the difficult choices that he must make as royalty she comments that Rudolph is “just like HIM” (the Doctor) and that she went with Rudolph to escape these darker aspects of her travels with the Doctor, specifically the hard choices that go with the role the Doctor plays in the universe (while she doesn’t connect these concepts directly, these two statements are placed very close to one another textually.)
Only when her relationship with Rudolph and role as Queen seems like it will involve some of the same dark choices that her travels with Doctor did does Donna decide she doesn’t want to be involved anymore, which is quickly reversed when she finds out she needs to become Queen in order to protect her people. (I love Donna. In case you can’t tell.)
The narrative has established that a large part of Donna’s attachment to her relationship with Rudolph is potential authority to help and guide people, and that her main interest in pursuing a life with Rudolph rather than her travels with the Doctor was her perception that her role as Queen of Gorotainia would not involve the same death and destruction she has seen with the Doctor. Perfectly understandable after experiencing something like Pompeii.
Donna’s compassion and empathy have been essential components of her character since her introduction, with her wanting to protect the Doctor despite being irritated with him and feeling sorrow for the children of a Rancoss that wanted her to be eaten in “The Runaway Bride”, her taking the time to mention Stacy in “Partners In Crime,” and literally everything in “Fires of Pompeii” and “Planet of The Ood’. Donna has always taken the time and the energy to think of others and work to protect them, even this early in her run. In view of how deeply she feels the pain of others, it is understandable that she would find the idea of a world where she could help others from a position of power without all of the death and chaos and destruction appealing, and her outrage at Rudolph for once again putting her in a position where she has to witness (and potentially be responsible for) terrible things happening to innocent people is believable. He proves that being a Gorotainian royal is like being the Last of The Time Lords. On a smaller scale, sure, but still.
So the text (and Donna) have set up the idea of Rudolph being similar to the Doctor in role, so what is the difference? Rudolph doesn’t much care about people. He is willing to sacrifice his own people quite coldly.
The Doctor does care about people. How good of a person he is, or how good of a job he does caring for people is up for debate, but he cares.
Which all leads me to this quote from “Beautiful Chaos,” that I cannot believe is cannon and real and published.
Why does Donna love the Doctor?
"I wish you could see what I see. We've been to places, to worlds, to futures and pasts you could only dream about. I think half of them I dreamed up because they can't be real. But they are. And everywhere we go, we make a difference. We put things right, we make people happier. That's what the Doctor is all about. He finds a way for the universe to make sense. And I love him for it.”
Donna Noble wants to make a difference. No matter where she goes, she cannot escape the death and pain and suffering and chaos and nonsense that is the universe, and she can’t help but want to help. And right there beside her, the Doctor is working to put things right too. And she loves him for it.
We have this entire drama dedicated to Donna wanting to make a difference, while also escaping the darkness of the universe, and she learns she can’t. There are no happily ever afters.
Except with the Doctor.
I have so many feelings guys.
#tendonna#ten/donna#feel free to interpret this as platonic if u want but this is why I love them as a couple okay#they are whole independent people who learn that if they stand together they don't have to carry the whole world on their shoulders#they understand each other and they have goals that are fundamentally compatible#how is that not sexy#ten x donna#doctor/donna#doctor x donna#donna noble#this is a Donna Noble Stan blog#tenth doctor#big finish doctor who#death and the queen#doctor who#not me being afraid my old English lit teacher will find my tumblr and give me notes on this#1K word essay lets go lads#dw meta#THE TENDONNA THESIS LIVES#I AM FERAL FOR THEM#GRASPS UR SHOULDERS AND SHAKES VIOLENTLY “THE POTENTIAL!!!!!”#okay so maybe Rudolph kinda cares but he has the spine of a wet noodle#not sure if any Rudolph stans are hiding out here tho#not gonna bash any other ships here but#is this not substantive??? Is this not compelling???
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more frogs for frog pride! [more frogs over here] stickers, shirts + more [ redbubble | teepublic | threadless ]
#when I finish all the flags I want to do I'll do another big post of all of them#if I don't get any requests by then#feel free to request flags btw for any of my pride related art- alot is backlogged if I've done art with the flags before but#don't be afraid to request pride flags- please read my pinned post#[actually wasn't going to do more of these but they are faster than new art- and#i think I'm going to do these so I can get a few more hours of free time for my other art/more free time in general#for the next few weeks? unless some inspiration hits me hard]#deadbeat typography#artists on tumblr#teepublic artist#redbubble artist#trans artist#digital art#lgbtq+#lgbtq+ art#no gender#gender memes#lgbtq+ memes#no thoughts head empty#man i love frogs#transgender#genderfluid#intersex#lgbtq memes#image description in alt#image described
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About being an artist and an hyperfocused fandom person in public (this ramble has to do with Cedric the sorcerer. I saw a dude with his haircut in public. Weird stalker demeanor I would say from my part but here we are):
Some months ago I was at my grandma's house, in a neighboring town, and we took my little 6 yo cousin to her friend's party. Me and my gramma were just there chilling and eating snacks from the party, talking to some people she knew and everything. When I simply looked around to the people in the party and I saw this guy with Cedric's haircut. I've never seen someone with this haircut irl like ever. It was IDENTICAL except that it was full black instead of having white bangs.
The little curve up that Cedric's bangs do in the exact middle and fall to the sides. The back of the hair was like — the hair on top of the head was longer to give some volume while the hair on the bottom was trimmed to be shorter and stop at the nape of the neck, but not like in a low fade way, in a CEDRIC WAY. The whole hairstyle was exactly the SAME as Cedric's with no flaws except for the color. I would also like to add that in order for your hair to naturally look like this (so that your bangs don't fall flat and fall over your forehead like regular bangs do) you need to purposely style it with hairspray every morning or be born with your bangs naturally like this.
When I tell you I was so shocked my jaw dropped. It was >>>identical<<< to what Cedric's hair would look like in real life, in every possible detail. Because I'm an artist I kept looking at it and studying how to draw Cedric's hair which at the time I had difficulty doing. Ngl helped a lot. But then maybe he started to notice and I stopped because I didn't want to look weird. (look? im naturally weird you don't need to look)
I know the guy in person I just don't know his name or anything. He's a regular cis hetero guy, who dresses regular, has a regular life, works as a waiter, I know this guy from a restaurant I went to because he's one of the waiters.
I tried, when I tell you I really tried, to find an image of something slightly similar on google, but I couldn't find it. I can't even illustrate my thoughts. I've been searching for a pic since that day but never found. I don't even know the name of the haircut
Imagine being a random normal guy and your normal daily haircut just casually looks like Cedric The Sorcerer from Sofia The First (His skin came with a rare item)
#embarassing myself and looking like a weirdo in public#I'm afraid of acting like those obsessed girls that harass asian people on the streets. don't compare me to that#*looking like. bad word choice. a big no-no#YOU CAN'T BLAME ME I WAS SURPRISED LIKE#IT'S NOT EVERYDAY YOU GO TO A RANDOM PLACE AND GETS JUMPSCARED BY A DUDE WITH CEDRIC'S HAIRCUT#I didn't even know that this hair was possible to achieve like. I can't visualize it irl. but then BAM JUMPSCARE#i just stared at him a bit longer than usual for ART STUDY#cedric the sorcerer#sofia the first#sofia the fandom#stf
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One of my all time favorite things about Crowley is the way he's not afraid to take up space.
That signature stalking gay strut that tells you to run--though you're not sure whether it's towards or from--or at the very least get out of his way.
The open-legged slouchy way he sits in chairs, somehow exuding supreme confidence and aloofness yet extreme vigilance.
The way he's not afraid to be in the way. How his body language says "I'm here and I will make that everyone else's problem if I don't like what's going on."
I know internally he's a lot more scared than he lets on, but you'd never know it just from seeing him on the street.
#i keep saying this#but gender goals#hell personality goals#I have always been afraid of being too much#too big#too loud#taking up space#Being in any way annoying or inconvenient to anyone else#I'm trying to let that go#I'm not gonna be here forever#So I will make that everyone else's problem if I don't like what's going on#crowley#anthony j crowley#good omens season 1#good omens s1#good omens#gender goals
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Hey, I don't normally make my own posts about this, but.
Do not argue with an anti on their own terms.
Don't get me wrong, I get it. You see the hypocrisy. You see the way they take aim at your favorite ships or characters or tropes while enjoying something similar. And you think "if I can point out to them just how hypocritical and idiotic they look right now, everyone will see our argument, they'll see that the anti is wrong and a hypocrite, and then maybe more people will stop harassing the people who like my thing. Maybe the anti will see the light and stop being a hypocrite."
But it will not work. It will not work.
There is an extremely high chance one of two things will occur:
They will double down on their argument, and ignore what you've said. (Ex. They might say "This relationship has an age gap. That's p3dophi1ia. That's dangerous." And you might say "well you ship something with the same age gap. Is it not p3dophi1ia and dangerous when you do it?" And they will just double down and say "This ship is dangerous. The shippers are grasping at straws to make their p3d0 ship normal.")
They will agree with you, but in the worst way possible. (Ex. Someone says "Ew your ship are basically siblings because they're childhood friends and grew up together. 1nc3st apologist." And you might respond "And yet we allow our most popular ship in this fandom to be popular? They grew up together as childhood friends and were inseparable. Why is that not inc3st?" because you think they'll gain a sense of perspective here. But then that person responds "People who ship that popular ship are freaks too then." Maybe they believed that before the convo or maybe they didn't, but the point now is that (while not your intention or fault by any means) some people have gone on to harass shippers of a ship that aren't doing anything wrong. What you think will bring clarity ends up raising tensions between shippers instead)
Do not meet them where they're at on their preconceived notions. You will not make them believe that they are wrong or hypocrites. Do not concede to their heavy assertions of abuse, p3dophi1ia, 1nc3st, etc levied against the thing you like for the sake of arguing that they are a hypocrite, or with intent to make them feel dumb for inadvertently labeling 80% of a fandom with said labels. They will not "see the light". The best thing you can do, if you have to say anything, is double down with "I'm not hurting anyone and it's fiction. I can do whatever I want" or "I don't give a shit what harmless things people like as long as it's tagged and I can filter out what I dislike" (especially if this is your stance). Then block and move on.
Antis, like trolls, thrive on engagement. They want you to argue so they can continue to point at you or lie about you or make you look bad.
It is in your best interest to pick your battles, and to try to sus out the difference between a friendly argument or standing up for yourself versus feeding the trolls. You won't make the right choice every time, all of us are human after all, but I promise you that ignoring and blocking bad faith actors, deleting their hate anons, etc, is not the coward's way out. Sometimes you don't need to fight. Sometimes keeping yourself from platforming bad faith actors and giving them nothing to go on will do the job (because there are more antis that are just small blogs with little power to do anything than you think, the kinds of people whose inflammatory posts will die if no one touches them).
Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.
#fandom wank#I'm not perfect either. I also fall into those same reasoning traps from time to time#that's why this is meant to be a psa or friendly reminder#I know how easy it is to get frustrated#I know how easy it is to get stuck thinking about how people are being stupid or hypocritical and feeling like there must be some way you#can get through to them#I know how tempting it is to compare other relationships or other characters or other medias people like to your own as a defense in hopes#that it will make things better for everyone (and it's tempting too to believe that people who ship the popular thing or like the popular#character have no problems and never deal with antis)#But you can't fight fire with fire or your reasoning to make people who want conflict stop pushing for conflict#These days (frustrated as I am watching entire communities of people who have committed no crimes get bullied off platforms for thoughtcrim#or for not conforming to the tastes of a pearl clutchy majority who has confused fictional tastes with real crimes and activism#) I have come to the conclusion that the best way to improve things is to just...become someone who unabashedly enjoys things. For me‚ I#think that if a community grows enough publicly‚ people won't be able to do much about it than complain in the end.#It may be scary to attach your main blog or your name to your interests your peers may bully/harass you for. But even if it means making ne#accounts/blogs/emails/etc‚ it's okay to do whatever you need to enjoy something and find your community.#You're not a coward or bad for being afraid or a lurker. You have reasonable things to fear. But if you've been craving fostering a renewed#community over a ship or character‚ then this post is your sign to take that step and become an avid poster or to publicly engage with the#few people who are posting it. Community starts with us‚ the people. And I think it's better if we decided to like the harmless things we#like publicly and enjoy the life we have than to just wait and hope things will be better and less hostile one day#Things are bleak‚ but they are not hopeless. You are not alone. You don't have to make large steps or be a major player of even be a big#contributing fandom member. You don't have to be anything. But the idea that you have to be quiet and keep silent about your fandom#interests because the antis won is just simply not true. They just want you to feel that way‚ because then they can keep their mental high#of having bullied people into obscurity#Anyways sorry about this. I'll try to go back to regular fandom posting#i just be ramblin
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#Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#Mmmmmhhh#I had to step away and do something very quick after watching the episode so now I'm afraid I forgot all of it lol#Okay thoughts:#I'm afraid I'll keep saying this every time. Do not. Give me. An amv opening. Don't do that. Postpone your airing date. I don't care#I feel like I wasn't as pissed with it when they did that for s3 but it's probably a case of the s3 opening at least looked somewhat–#better (??) + you can make a mistake once but don't think I will let it slip a second time#Other than that... To be fair this episode was animated fairly well. I think you can really notice a big quality drop after the–#Ranpo-realizing-who-Kamui-is sequence but overall it's more than okay.#The colours of the ship irk me a little but to be fair I never thought colours were b/sd anime strong point...#This episode was sooooooo political in so many ways I could literally talk about it for hours#(don't test me I'm not kidding. Talking about politics in anime for hours is something I've done in the past and will do in the future.)#(Then again I study/think/breathe politics pretty much 24/7 so is that really surprising... )#I need to write an essay on Fukuchi's speech alone. The public speech communication techniques [redacted Italian politics comment].#The way he's welcomed [redacted eu parliament comment]. Unfortunately I don't have time for it but breaking it down very quickly#1. Suggesting to unify defences worldwide is INSANE. No one would ever take it. Probably going to be cynical here but there's one (1) thing#states care about and it's the independence of their own sovereignty (that is: no one has the right to come and tell what must be done–#within one's borders). Eu has been trying to do exactly that (unify defences) for decades to no avail. Nato is on the brink of crumbling–#down. It's just... Such a distant perspective from how the world works right now? Idk.#Which brings me to 2. Even if it's deeply inconsistent with how world politics work the bsd un perspective is still very coherent with–#a latter thesis brought up in the manga that is “countriest tend to merge and come together” which is. Very anti-historical if you ask me–#but idk. Beautiful to imagine I suppose.#What else uhm... I liked the drawings this episode... Even Atsushi was back being pretty at some points... (Generally not really a fan of–#what the style in the later seasons came to be). Also 55 Minutes reference ‼‼‼#I like Fukuchi's character so much......... I love idealist characters... And the inherent loneliness... The longing... The yearning!!!!!!#I love him so. Oh and I LOVED Akutagawa. I thought his entrance wouldn't have impacted me after all this time (and after knowing–#what episode 3 will be lol). And yet it was such an emotional moment!!!! What do you mean Atsushi is scared to be alone and Akutagawa is–#coming for him!!!!!! I'm crying all my tears. And Akutagawa was so cool in the end!!! By heart was beating so fast!!!!!#It's the etheral blurred light...#The way he still manages to come off so cool despite being inherently pathetic is nothing short to miraculous
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Percy with sea-longing and growing gills when he's in the water, fingers and toes become webbed and ears warping into fins the longer he's in there. Sometimes he wonders if he's one day going to not turn back
#I need to make fucked up Eldritch hcs for all the forbidden children#pjo#riordanverse#Hazel's bones are diamond#She sometimes dreams about going into a cave and not coming out#It's not a scary dream. That's the worst part#Nico breathes shadow; hears the voices of the dead calling to him from empty buildings#They sound welcoming#Thalia is afraid of the sky not because she's afraid of falling. Because she's afraid of one day being swallowed by all that vast empty blu#and how much that thought doesn't scare her#can you tell I'm enamored with the TMA fears......#I think being half-divine should be a little fucked up#the world is too big and yawning and wild to be that close to it#but don't you want to be consumed by what loves you?#pjo hoo toa
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top 5 bands/artists?
Hi I just died of happiness from how many things I had in my inbox
Also forewarning I'm like the most basic person in the world with music. I mostly only listen to Taylor Swift, she's my roman empire I love her so much and she's been my number one artist for years now. I'm addicted to her music tbh, I love all of it
So, #1 spot obviously goes to Taylor, one of the best humans to ever walk the earth
I'd say my second favorite artist is actually probably Conan Gray. He's super talented and underrated. His bridges and vocals are angelic
Third spot goes to Fall Out Boy, so many of their songs are so good. They're honestly just such a vibe of a band, I saw them live once, it was awesome
Fourth spot goes to Gracie Abrams :] I discovered her because of Taylor actually (they have a song together, called "us."), and now that I've listened to more of her music, I love it
Fifth spot goes to Mother Mother! Glad I decided to start listening to them, too. They should probably be more popular, imo, they deserve it 😔
Honorary mentions to TV Girl and Panic! At the Disco too :>
#Oh also mcr#I mostly just listen to Taylor though#I think my longest listening streak was 18 days of her music on Spotify#favorite songs are;#For Taylor I'd say Haunted or champagne problems#I can't pick I love all her songs#especially exile and seven and Sweet Nothing and The Great War and My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys and Red and If This Was a Movie#and Better Than Revenge and Back to December and Castles Crumbling and Daylight and Cornelia Street#and All You Had To Do Was Stay and “Slut!” and Wonderland and Dress and Delicate and Don't Blame Me#and I Wish You Would and Wildest Dreams and Forever Winter and Stay Beautiful and Sad Beautiful Tragic#and Ronan and Peter and the Albatross and Fortnight and Shake It Off and Our Song and Picture to Burn and You Belong With Me#and Love Story and White Horse and Untouchable and Last Kiss and Ours and Superman and All Too Well and 22#and Treacherous and Look What You Made Me Do and The Archer and Afterglow and invisible string and mirrorball#and mad woman and illicit affairs and hoax and my tears ricochet and the last great american dynasty and the 1#and the lakes and ivy and cowboy like me and coney island and 'tis the damn season and gold rush and marjorie#and epiphany and Hits Different and Midnight Rain and it's time to go and evermore and Antihero and Maroon#and You're Losing Me and The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived and Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus and Down Bad#and Who's Afraid of Little Old Me? and Guilty as Sin? and How Did It End? and the Black Dog and cardigan and august#HELP THAT ENDED UP BEING WAY LONGER THAN I EXPECTED#I'm a big swiftie okay 💔#Favorite Conan song is definitely Alley Rose that song makes me cry#favorite FOB song is probably Favorite Record or Jet Pack Blues#Favorite Gracie song is Risk or Tough Love :>#favorite Mother Mother song is definitely Arms Tonite oml#also tyyyy for all the asks<33#taylor swift#conan gray#fall out boy#gracie abrams#mother mother
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Alright chat before s2 starts tomorrow I want to put one more idea out there or rather, theory.
So we know that the red gate at the diamond level probably leads to like, a lobby or something. Probably a no-pvp zone. Assuming that every civilization has a lobby exit gate at their last level (depending on the weapon this might just be instantly accessible) Is there actually a way out? Or is this it? Are they suspended in the void? Is there ever really anything outside of the civilizations? Is it an apocalypse out there, perceived to be that way? Or is it. Nothing special? Personally what I'm going with until its proven wrong: There is no true exit. Death is the only way out of PVP civilization. The whole thing with Evbo's immortality, his obsession with trying to get down lower and see if there's anything outside of it. Wouldn't it be fucked up if there was actually just nothing except this hell that he put himself through for no reason? The guy in episode 1 might've had a point there, and might've been the smartest guy Evbo ever met. The point of the whole game being to not play at all.
Putting himself in a cycle of dying and living and dying? Probably the worst idea he had, assuming I'm right. Which considering everyone seems more concerned about prolonging the inevitability of death? Farming for durability, paying for immortality with said durability? What if they already knew there was nothing out there, and nobody thought to tell Evbo. Either because they didn't have the heart to crush his dreams, or fear that it would break him. Could you imagine how devastated he would be if he got that revealed to him? That there isn't a way out, that nobody is going to escape PVP Civilization. There is no Chosen One, to lead everyone out of hell.
#pvp civilization#pvp civ spoilers#pvpciv#sympathytea overthinks#dark as fuck theory i know#since religion is. a particular focal point that Evbo seems to really like in his stories#and this is apparently also tied into the simulation series according to him#i wouldnt be surprised if this was also just a simulation#but it feels weird for that to be the big reveal right?#since he mentions it offhandedly like it wasnt a big deal in the Evmo pvpciv lore video#so honestly i dont think. thats it.#or atleast not entirely#we have both the creator and the chosen one as “religious” figures and maybe like. regular gods in there too#personally for me i think the multiple religions thing is interesting as a concept#because it also! ties into the death escape theory#we are naturally obsessed with the afterlife and also deeply afraid of it and its clear these people are too#and don't want to be caught dead.#so. it just makes sense right? if there was a way out why would these people not be going towards that?#someone must've tried already right? id imagine it wouldnt be too tough to just mine through the walls assuming they arent in adventure mod#assuming this place has been around long enough for people to have already settled on the lower layers and be having a civil war about it#nobody remembers their lives outside of this civilization#what if they just never had one?#anyway im rod sterling
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gotta go harvest my celery or whatever I planted in tunnel town
#The tall green one#I forget what its called#Yeah I went and got another APK for the game#Already got a sprout bunny#Needed it to breed w the mountain one cuz I both want and need a snail bunny#So yeahhh#That's sorta what I've been up to#Lets hope nobody reads all the tags#Gosh I've been in such an insane place mentally lately#Every movement makes me flinch#All the background noise sounds like people screaming a each other#Everything I touch is unpleasantly textured#I'm everything around me is just scary#My anxiety is getting really bad again and I don't know what to do bout it#I either forget how to cope in the moment or find the thought of trying to silly and embarrassing#And I'm to afraid to ask for help because I know my mom is gonna blame my problem on the fact that I never come out of my room or some shit#I hate her#She's too stern#She just recently yelled at me for booting up the wii after lunch cuz I didn't o the dishes first#There weren't that many so the thought never occurred to me to do them#She could've just politely reminded me or something and I wouldn't be upset about it#But I also feel like the one in the wrong because I'm probably just lacking another big chunk of common sense#Maybe normal functioning people are able to do stuff like that right#Here I am asking for the 100th time if the work can go in the microwave#And why my phone and printer have to be connected to the same internet to work#I'm a fucking idiot and I hate it
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Flourish AU - Dragonheart Pirkko - Durmond Priory
Champion of the Caustic Elder Dragon
"Lasting change isn't gentle. It's harsh, abrasive, and inescapable. Either we'll adapt or we'll die trying."
"A better world starts with deciding what we're prepared to lose."
#my posts#guild wars 2#gw2#gw2 fan submission#Dragonheart Pirkko#Flourish AU#with all the sales going on i finally finished her look#she needed the maguuma shoulders + wanderer mask#(the wanderer mask NEVER goes on sale so if you want it you better grab it like Now. no really look at the gemstore history)#(it hadn't even been in the store at all since 2022 and this is the first time it's ever been on sale I Am Not Joking)#the only thing i wish is for a Vlast variant for the Aurene leggies for her but oh well. not every dream will come true.#i really gotta talk about this particular AU sometime tho tbh...#in Regrowth she's afraid of what she is and could become.#in Flourish though? she accepts even the parts that scare her. her power isn't something to fear. it's a tool and a weapon.#the blood of the jungle dragon flows through her veins and Tyria WILL hear her ROAR. her ENEMIES should be afraid.#she becomes the Champion of Vlast for a lot of reasons but the most significant is that they're so much alike.#neither has ever been anything other than the destiny that was set before them... and they don't know who they are outside that context.#they're trapped in roles they were molded for since their first breath. they barely understand the world they were built to save.#and yet... in spite of it all. they continue on. they do what they must. they fight for those who can't fight for themselves.#they're going to figure it out together... because in this big bright bold world they're the only two that REALLY understand each other.#they want to leave the world better than it was for them.#... even if they likely won't survive to see that happen.#the future will be better because it has to be. it must be. otherwise what have they spent their entire lives fighting for?#they don't belong to this world... but they can still build a better one. one that won't need anyone like them ever again.#I have... many thoughts about these two...
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sebastian failing a class because he's terrified of hunt is a good bit and this time it's not even that man's fault
#he fails not because his work is terrible. i don't even think hunt finds his work terrible. it's because he misses too many classes#but sebastian is so scared of the Prospect of hunt finding his work terrible he just doesn't go to class#<- genius. he then has to redo the class and see hunt again#i have dropped the lore before that hunt is one of sebastian's favourite directors right. i know i did because i remember mentioning#john cassavetes as well. anyway. sebastian looks up to hunt a lot and he's terrified of interacting with hunt and 1. hunt hating#him (conscious) 2. his idealised image of hunt being shattered (unconscious). this is kinda homosexual behaviour ngl#let's ignore that for a bit we can return to that later. point here is sebastian's avoidance of frustration and the unknown and of life#in general. sebastian does not have any kind of social anxiety. just want to clear that up. he's just an introvert but he has no issue#talking to people. when i say sebastian is a coward i mean he avoids frustration and/or pain to the point it immobilises him/makes him#apathetic to life. so he doesn't Do Stuff. because what if he fails? what if he's rejected? what if it doesn't work out? i do think there's#a level of anxiety/low self esteem here but i also think it's a very comfortable place to stay after a while. esp. when you have someone#else as your compass (claire. and later on donna a little i think). so he starts to believe he might never be able to do anything and that'#when the cult comes into the story. i've already written about this bit before. okay. so sebastian failing hunt's class is another example#of him being afraid of... stuff. life. putting himself out there. and he always thought film was his safe haven and that he had figured ou#this One Thing but he got to university and wow... i guess not! i like this fear being represented by hunt. actually two things:#1. i like how hunt acts as a Figure for both claire and sebastian in different ways given their different upbringings and#2. how both claire and hunt exist as these idealised figures in sebastian's mind representing different aspects of his life/perceived#failures/fears/whatever. and claire and hunt marry that's so fun! i wonder how that makes sebastian feel.#so returning to point number 2 from earlier: sebastian's fear of hunt being something else entirely (than what he had idealised) puts hunt#in the same spot as claire in sebastian's mind. if he were not in a cult he would have the realisation of a lifetime here#anyway there's a little blurring of things here. there's a little convergence of things here. things are superimposed i'd say.#he and i are so similiar claire says. i bet sebastian replies#oc: sebastian ballion#oh that last bit says a lot about huntclaire too but this post is not about them. but big fan of how enmeshed they are#hm... sebastian failing and redoing the class... putting himself in the same situation as before...
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Not me thinking Love in the Big City The Show won't affect me in the exact same way the book did
#only on episode 2 and sobbing#what am i going to be like at the end when the novel had me sobbing then#love in the big city#slowly make my way through this#I've put it off because I've been afraid of the show not living up to the book#and the book felt like it dug deep into my soul and activated emotions i don't like to experience#don't mind me
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