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tyrannuspitch · 4 years
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ironic but depressing: carry on is almost entirely about simon and baz preparing for life after watford, living longer than they expected to, breaking free of thecycle, and yet i still struggle to imagine them actually being out of watford and kind of find the blandness my brain conjures more depressing than the trauma
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th0ughtcriminal · 5 years
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even my vent art has vent art
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nevergenders · 6 years
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sepulchral-r0t · 6 years
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My paycheck for two weeks was only 180, in which a hundred goes to rent and the rest goes to some food for the house (Which, again, turns into maybe only getting to eat once a day.) and then some things for when kiddo gets here. I’m. Really tired. I’m trying not to get in a Bad Place over it so I don’t worry Martin but fuck. I’m legit the most useless, shitty burdon and all I bring is shit. Why can’t I be soft and sweet and make things better instead of ruining everything just as soon as things are getting okay. What the fuck is wrong with me. I should just stay out of peoples lives so I can’t bring anyone else down with me like a goddamn black hole
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wingedbeings · 5 years
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turns out I have an fp again??
#don't rebl//g#they used to be my fp already before but I kind like grew uninterested bc they did as well but suddenly its like back from both sides?#its confusing but i might make a tag specific to them on my lovecore blog? but idk if it rlly is love bc I have a crush on someone else but#i dont know if they feel anything for me at all but i do still feel stuff for them#so idk if I actually have feelings towards the fp other than past feelings bc they used to be my s/o but its always been a bit like#are we or aren't we?? with the relationship part back then?#its all so confusing and I cant figure out what this is?#but I do like feel a lot of care and love for them more platonically?#like the tag would be more abt that and about feelings that linger due to past stuff i think?#aaa its confusing#and like with the crush I have its all rlly just me being all romantic and daydreaming abt them a bunch with romantic things and like#wanting to have a future with them and all that sfkdjdks#and just like feeling a bunch of comfort ive never rlly felt before towards them regarding it just feeling safe#and its not like that with the fp?? its more like a protective role towards them?? idk????#and like rlly caring a bunch abt them but just as a regular caring thing rather than inherently romantic caring skfjskd??#like it feels more platonic but also not entirely bc of the past with them???#this is also still like brief and idk if it'll last while the crush has been something ive just been like this abt for i think over a year#its so weird#moss.exe#hrm nevermind maybe it was just a v brief moment i feel less fixated again already?? im not sure why????#now that im feeling less fixated again im also remembering again that theyre rlly toxic but hh#this is all so genuinely confusing )):
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wifewyrm · 7 years
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Im sad
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spacebuck · 7 years
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oh i don’t think i mentioned but i had a comp yesterday and not only did my partner and i win our division but we won the trophy for “excellence in kata” which is like. a big thing because it’s the first year it’s been awarded, but it’s also super bittersweet bc it was named after an instructor in our area that i was somewhat close with who died last year
so yeah, gold medal, a big ass trophy, a mini trophy to keep once we hand the big one back next year, and 15 more points towards my black. a pretty good day i think, even with having to wake up at the asscrack of dawn
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spidingsadly · 7 years
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Anyway I deleted this, but I pretty much stand w/ c*smic’s response re: the thing this post was abt so
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justlarajean · 7 years
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a boy: big plans tonight?
me: haha maybe idk yet
also me: *opens buzzfeed quizzes page* 
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rantblogop2k15 · 7 years
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If I ever do that again I'm gonna kill myself I'm never putting him through that again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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kairi-kitty-blog · 8 years
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my boyfriend probably thinks i'm gross and weird for being like this a lot. ugh.
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being stressed about forms you didn't know existed and then being yelled at for said forms like this is fin e
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eightspringdays · 9 years
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I’m so done with everything. I’m tired, my anemia is just worst every day and i think that my brain is dying. I just want to cry because everything hurts and annoys me.
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shark-jpg · 9 years
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tgimf (thank god, it's mark foster)
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spacebuck · 8 years
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literally the worst part of today is that there’s now a version of my post about steve with an anti-steve comment on it
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I am alone..
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