#dont interact i probably h8 you

[ilovecryoffearsm]

Fuck everyone i wanna walk out of my room naked and just do whatever the fuck i want but these nasty greasy old pigs are in my fucking living room instead of going on a walk that their fatasses need kill ypurself oh my goodness gracious no playlist seems to put feminine rage jnto words and i think im experiencing that rn cause j feel a bunch of other shit but i don't know what i am if im woman or not or whatever the fuuu TV g i fud fuck jdjcbxwudbrhec eycsibc i hate this

[darkermylovex]

๋࣭ ⭑🕸๋࣭ ⭑⁺‧₊˚ ཐི𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔 𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖙!ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ๋࣭🕸๋࣭ ⭑

name: call me Dory

age: dont wanna disclose but i am a minor so please be appropriate

pronouns: she/her

sexuality: unlabelled

favourite artists: Voodoo Church, Clan of Xymox, The Cure, HIM, Joy Division, Sisters of Mercy (and more)

more fav artists: Bauhaus, Siouxsie and The Banshees, Cocteau Twins, Depeche Mode, K1lling Joke, Lebanon Hanover, London after Midnight, Nine Inch Nails, Skeletal family, Twin Tribes, She Past Away, VV, Paralysed Age, Necromancy, The Damned, Death Cult, MCR

even more artists: Witching Hour, Pet Shop Boys, Adam and The Ants, To/Die/For, The 69 Eyes, Echo and the Bunnymen, The Psychedelic Furs, The Naked and The Dead, Vision Video, She Wants revenge, 13th Chime, Ash Code, Strawberry Switchblade, Bat Nouveau, Bloody Dead and S3xy, Children On Stun, Corpus Delicti, Diva Destruction, Elliott Fullam, Eyes of the Nightmare Jungle, Glamor Mirage, Jeff Buckley, Lords of the new Church, Lycia, Nosferatu, Pink Turns blue, Rosetta Stone, The Chameleons, The Birthday M4ssacre, The Cult, The March Violets, The Mission, The Southern D3ath Cult, The Wake, Vendemmian, Skinny Puppy, French Police, Dead Can Dance, Fields of The Nephilim, Specimen, Alien S3x Fiend, Grooving in Green, Night sins, 45 Grave, Pretentious Moi?,Disjecta Membra, The Shallow Graves and more.

Hobbies: Collecting Records, Sewing, Obssesing over bands, Ancient Greek + Latin, Watching movies, reading/writing Comics.

some other stuff i like : THE CROW (1994 movie and original comic) , Ville Valo, Alternative Fashion, Vampires, Comics, Autumn, Halloween, Bats, Movies, Music, Vinyl Records.

more stuff that might go under the cut - dni, please interact, fyi/other stuff

𝕯𝕹𝕴!! (dni)

-adult (unless in forums) -under 13 -homophobic -transphobic -ableist -racist -sexist -classist -body shamer -Disrespecting Religions (including if you disrespect satanism and paganism) -Not respecting ppls prns -lying or reality checks -Venting without consent -bully -Scammer -RCTA -mlm or wlw f3t1shiz3rs yuck -Melanie Martinez supporters -Defending any kind of ab*se or h8 -🇮🇱 supporter -If u glorify/romanticise w4r

𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙!!

if u like any of the bands/things I've listed

The Crow fans!!!!

Goths and other alternative people (emo, punk, scene, decora, etc)

If we're mutuals on any other platforms!

𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖋𝖋:

tone tags are appreciated but not always necessary

I'm British (+British timezones)

i will probably edit this as i think of more to add and as my interests change!

fav user: @literallygeeway

u can find me on es @ adoreitz

[gothsic]

▌𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄: jonathan velazquez vastielle. good luck learning his real name, though perhaps the more precocious of those he interacts with will find out what it is...

▌𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍: single ( and honestly? that’s for the best. ). ▌𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐑 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐒: he’s just a guy who’s pretty good at writing and drawing, but he hallucinates entire landscapes thanks to his horrific insomnia and paranoia issues. so, not a superpower. ▌𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑: dark brown - some say his eyes look so dark that they could very well be abyssal black holes. ▌𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑: black. has been dyed all the colors of the rainbow in the past, however. ▌𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐒: juan velazquez ( his father; close to deceased ), esmeralda velazquez ( his mother; deceased ), alejandra velazquez ( his older sister; she is the oldest of the three ), and guillermo velazquez ( his older brother; he is the middle child ). he also has a few nieces and nephews as a result of his siblings having families. he is known as “the cool uncle” by all of them.  ▌𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐒: monster, the miniature schnauzer. ▌𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄: jo loathes that he has let his life come to the point it’s at currently. he knows that it’s his fault, but he cannot properly acknowledge it. if anything, he is complacent in just how much at fault he truly is for so many things that have gone wrong in his life. also? point it out to him, and he will get violently irritable and probably have little to do with you after the fact. don’t expect an apology, either, unless he really likes you. ▌𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐁𝐈𝐄𝐒 / 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒: besides drawing and writing, he also enjoys playing video games - especially shitty ones that he can laugh at. however, he also enjoys reading in his spare time, and will actively hunt out new and exciting books that pique his interest. ▌𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄: maybe not physically, but jonathan has definitely hurt so many people emotionally ( annie comes to mind, as does adri and just about anyone he has dated ). he has lost friends, like jessica, because of his problems coming to terms with his anger and general lack of empathy towards other people. ▌𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄: his mother, after he angrily pushed her down the stairs, which broke her neck and killed her. ▌𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌: coyotes. ▌𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐒: lately, the most obvious has been his smoking habit, but his anger issues definitely come to mind. he will lash out at others when he feels uncomfortable, or will just generally be disagreeable if he feels envious, disturbed, or bothered by someone’s presence. this can be younger people who are more successful than him, or really anyone that fits the bill for any of the above. ▌𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐒: nobody specific, other than maybe cartoonist gerald scarfe and edward gorey. though he references h.p. lovecraft a lot, he is more fond of the atmosphere he created and the imagination he had rather than the man himself. ▌𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: bisexual. ▌𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐆𝐄 / 𝐊𝐈𝐃𝐒: jo knows he is unsuitable to be a father, and would rather be a partner first than have a responsibility like a child. that said, he is definitely not a great partner either... at the moment. that could change with time. ▌𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄: this is a kicker - he has a hard time loving anyone, and though he thinks he’s in love with annie, he is not. if anything, he is actually obsessed with her because she got away. he cannot understand loving others because he is too deep into his own sense of self-loathing and problems to even bother looking outside himself. this, too, could change with time and with the right person - however, he will never be fixed. he will only come to slowly understand what it means to even attempt to love someone else unconditionally. he wants to be loved unconditionally, and not make much of an effort in that department. ▌𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐀𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐒: people that are generally going to help him remain relevant are usually those he keeps around. however, there are some people he genuinely likes being with because, well, they make him laugh or they warm his heart ( now THOSE are a rarity ). friendship is something he is very cautious about, in general, as he is not an open person to begin with. ▌𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐊: ramune or melon soda. ▌𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐓: home, though he really enjoys heading out to venice beach at night and walking along the shore when nobody is there. this is the most calming place of all for him, and it helps brings his thoughts back into focus. ▌𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐌 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐀𝐍: the ocean; though, part of him is terrified by the place. he cannot quite understand why, though part of him is aware that it is because the ocean is a godless and endless place where one could sink to the very bottom and never get back to the surface. a metaphor for his life, really. ▌𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑 𝐓𝐘𝐏𝐄: very smart, has a bite, and can stand on the same platform as him ( though, this is an entire essay in it of itself ). he basically likes people he deems equal to himself, considering he’s wildly intelligent and very sarcastic. people who appreciate his jokes and understand that he really is not to be taken seriously are people he loves having around in the long run. he gets bored easily, too, so people who always keep him on his toes are always a plus to have. ▌𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐎𝐑𝐒: indoors. jonathan hates camping ( though he goes occasionally if he really feels the need to get away from everything ). he feels he can get everything he needs out of remaining at home.

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[conspiracieys-archive]

2 3 11 for watch dogs! both games if ur comfy!!

i hate watch dogs and ubisoft

2. Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?*Eh. i .. guess??? idk honestly i try to distance myself from... most of the ppl in this fandom bc im full of bitterness and hate. but probably Wr/ncus lmao. i h8 them as a romo thing.

3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?WAIT LOL YES I HAVE. back when we were just wd1, Damien/Aiden was a big ship. i unfollowed... a LOT of ppl bc they shipped it lmao. fuck that ship!!!!! bad ship!!!

11. Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?Dusan Nemec and Horatio Carlin. i like Dusan bc i like well rounded villains. and idk why the fandom doesn’t like Dusan??? everyone in the wd1 days was on Damien’s ugly wrinkly white old man dick and he’s far worse than Dusan is. but Dusan is technically white passing, meaning he.. like me... is not White. so thats probably part of it??? i rly dont know why ppl dont like Dusan.

and w Horatio, i would die for him. why didnt i die instead of Horatio? he’s an angel. he’s smart, creative, kind, confident. snarky. he puts up with so much White Bullshit, from Nudle employees, and from WRENCH YALL!!!! lmaooooooooooooooo Wrench was so gross 2 Horatio the couple times they interacted. and the fandom doesnt like him cause... Well. do i need to say its cause Dat Racism???

from wd1... i wouldnt say the fandom dislikes him, but they certainly dont care about him. but i love Iraq?? he runs (ran) a tight, aggressive ship of Viceroys. like he had this massive stronghold. a fucking castle??? 3 massive fucking buildings JUST for Viceroy operations in the Wards alone. the WARDS ALONE!!! like holy shit???? and the fact that he had ALL THAT DATA he done gathered by himself????? like Delford ‘Iraq’ Wade is like this amazing fucking incredible hacker and gang runner. like holy shit??/ Iraq is his own small superpower. au where Iraq lived and was recruited into SF DedSec