Niceness scares me
The idea of people putting others before themselves
Seems so alien to me
Who are you??
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“Was it nice?”
“Yea… it was nice”
“I bet we were fun”
“Like you wouldn’t believe”
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Conversation with the past
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Everyday I hope for a better tomorrow
And when I get that better tomorrow
I always seem to overlook that fact
And instead mourn the days that we’re not better
I must learn to appreciate the good things in life
And not focus on the bad
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i know who i am because i know who i am not
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Love hit me like a train
I didn’t know wether to be greatful or not
As good as It felt, I could only see what I had been missing
Years of me wondering if I was good enough
Left me to believe that love wasn’t for me
I wish I had seen sooner
What other people see in me
Maybe i am not so bad
Maybe i am lovable
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I lay in my bed fighting the urge to cry
I cannot even admit to myself that I have been strong for too long
I make faces hoping to scare the sadness away
Secretly hoping that I eventually succumb to the tears
And I do
And the tears flow
And flow and flow and flow
And for one second it no longer seems like the end of the world
Maybe tomorrow is coming and maybe it is beautiful 
I think I’ll go to bed now
Right after I untie this noose
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I look up at the gloomy sky and smile
For it seems I do not endure my sadness alone
The earth too feels the gloom
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< I’ll miss you >
not long has passed
since the crossing of our paths
but you continue to amaze me.
to feel the light
that you shine on this Earth
is to feel that of a warm, summer, sun;
kissing your cheek
and seeing your smile brighten
the room and everyone in it
is still a feeling that I can not describe
but you probably would compare it to
Nirvana - (n) a transcendent state in which there is neither suffering, desire, nor sense of self…the final goal of Buddhism
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<You may not know it
But the words you said to me that day
Very well may have saved my life>
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I remind myself to be grateful for another day
Our time here is finite, which makes it that much more valuable
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