#dr. zam

[rizwalda]

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[deeply-unserious-fellow]

GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS GUYS-

HASTIE LANYON WAS THE PROTO PROFESSOR MEMBRANE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Think about it, they're both generally cheerful, both firmly rooted in their scientific beliefs, stubborn enough about said beliefs to actively damage their relationships with people in their lives who believe differently(Jekyll & Dib(obvs to VERY different extents)), ultimately WRONG in said beliefs, even if they don't know it yet, and they both, uh, use guns? Idk do Membrane's arm canons from ETF count as guns?

What am I going to do with this information? I am going to draw Lanyon yelling "NOT SCIENTIFICALLY POSSIBLE" is what I'm gonna do. As soon as I figure out a good pose-

Edit: Sorry if any of this is confusing Im coming off of a cold and really fucking tired-

[lifesteal-headcanons]

How are people staying hydrated on lifesteal (most of them aren't tbh...)?

Jumper, Squiddo*, Minute, Clown, Rek, & Red all drink a truly ungodly amount of tea. They have tea parties sometimes!

Ash, Kab, Spoke, & Wemmbu ONLY drink energy drinks... No one is sure how they are alive

Squiddo drinks exclusively battery acid, heavily radiated water, and horribly over-brewed tea...

No one has ever seen Zam drink anything. He is drinking a healthy amount of water in secret.

Mr. Cube only drinks Dr. Pepper...

Roshambo drinks la croix to everyones dismay....

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[whereismyhat5678]

can you draw Werner werman x dr kahl with their robots please?

To whoever sent this WEEKS ago, I am so sincerely sorry-

I FINALLY GOT TO ANSWER IT BUT I’M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT-

Also about their robots- I really didn’t know how I would make them fit so I just drew them together separately…and-

The background still looks bad to me but ZAM DID I HAVE FUN DRAWING KAHL’S ROBOT- and Katzenwagen was fun too, he’s adorable 🫶

[dimension20npcofalltime]

Round One Masterpost

All of the Brackets have now been posted (Sirley Haig vs Limon was late because I somehow queued it for 9:35 instead of 8:35 but in my defense I was tired).

Reminder that votes close around 8am on the 31st July

Round two will be posted at some point on the 1st August (I'm on holiday then so I have no idea what time I'll be free to post them but *fingers crossed*

Tom Thumb vs Gilear Faeth

Aurora Nebbins vs The Galactic Girl Guides

Baba Yaga vs Wallace

Loose Duke vs Mark Ronson

Calroy Cruller vs D'Hamia

Chungledown Bim vs Primsy Coldbottle

Ox vs Laertes

Alphonse the Mule vs Wuvvy

Jessa vs Pizza Rat

J'er'em'ih vs Raymond Zam

Mira vs Garthy O'Brien

Sir Allium Goldring vs Aelwyn Abernant

Darren 'Dishless' Quichei vs The Hangman

Fathethriel vs Swifty

John Feathers vs Alvin

Alejandro Ortiz vs Rococoa Rocks

The Albino Alligators vs Sadie Zeb

The Big Bad Wolf vs Orlando and Rovias

Lowell Masters vs Buddy Bear

Dale Lee vs Arcadia Prime

Jawbone O'Shaughnessey vs Marina Astrovsky

Citrina Rocks vs Nurse Stitchnit

Orange Top Hat vs Hilda Hilda

Rosalind Crumb vs The Junkmother

Florina Astrovsky vs Bill Seacaster

Ayda Aguefort vs La Gran Gata

Boggy vs Avanash

Bump Williams vs Nod

Candlewick vs Arthur Aguefort

Perry Pidgeon vs Esther Sinclair

Belizabeth Brassica vs The Sugar-Plum Fairy

Cinderella vs Baron from the Baronies

The Cubbys vs Sexy Rat

Cinnamon vs Sprinkle

Wally Kugrich vs Stephan

Limon vs Sirley Haig

Spalding vs Annabelle Cheddar

Dr Lugash vs Deus-Pa'Zuul

Norelle Blaze vs Ragh Barkrock

Holly vs Stimey

Dimitri vs Plug

Wilma Thistlespring vs Mrs Molesley

Stephan Sondheim vs Zelda Donovan

Plinth vs Caramelinda Rocks

[ziyapasa-01]

____//// MB'DEN "EKONOMİ KOPMUŞ ELEŞTİRİSİ..!!!

Doç. Dr. Umit AKÇAY 7 Aydır Ekonomide Yaratılan TAHRİBATI gidermeye

çalışıyoruz.. derken

Yeni Merkez Bankası Başkanı Fatih KARAHAN seçimlerden sonra ELEKTRİK ve DOĞALGAZA zam beklediklerini ve bunu hesaba katarak enflasyon tahmini yaptıklarını söyledi...

__//// 31 Mart Yerel Yöneti Seçimlerinden sonra gelecek ZAM TUFANINDAN RABBİM KORUSUN BİZLERİ...

[xillian-870]

Hey, um... Iz thiz zam? It'z garby, Xillian'z friend... It'z very urgent. Xe'z um... Having a mental breakdown. Xe'z zhaking and crying on me right now. Xe juzt found out what happened to xiz parentz... and it'z not pretty. Can you pleaze come and comfort xim? We're in the top of the zcience tower owned by Dr. X. It'z a long ztory.

-@garblixdligzoog

OMG THANK GOD THEY ARE WITH YOU! IVE BEEN SO STRESSED! I WOKE UP AND HE WASN’T THERE SO I ASSUMED HE JUST WENT OUT FOR A BIT BUT HE DIDN’T COME BACK! I WENT SEARCHING BUT THEN WENT BACK HOME! MY PARENTS WERE PLANNING ON CALLING THE POLICE IF HE WASN’T FOUND TODAY!!

ANYWAY IM COMING OVER NOW!!!!

[aroaceacacia]

Hi what happened to the polycule?? are the two pruples and the yellow alright??? Dibvorce??? <- doesnt watch lifesteal

ok so basically the yellow one has spent the past 2 months realizing the two purple guys were hiding a lot of really big bad secrets from him (tl;dr they have discovered and are actively planning to use an exploit which allows them to open wormholes between servers. we think. its extremely expansive and evil.) and purple guys thought they were getting better at telling yellow guy things but yellow guy went WAIT A BEDROCK PRISON AT SPAWN IS REALLY FUCKED UP ACTUALLY and he teamed up with the (relatively) weakest team on the server to jump the purple guys. and vitalasy wasnt in armor so he got slain by yeah_jaron using a sword called "e tier player" <- actual girlboss moment fr im SO happy e tier player gets a lore payoff after all these months even if its small

so uh. yeah tl;dr yellow guy was the only thing holding ourple back from becoming actual evil gods and now that hes gone.... the server is fucked 👍 we have itzsubz (does not care about the server), vitalasy ("you want a villain? you'll fucking get one"), ashswag (player running around juiced up on the same shit that poopies the endermite and his fellow creatures are on), and spokeishere (Professional Lifesteal Apocalypse Bringer) all running around WITH GOD POWERS. vitalasy threw golden apples and stacked totems around like they were nothing. ASHSWAG HAS A HYPIXEL SWORD IN HIS ENDER CHEST.

yeah so the situation is fuckign dire. but hey! at least subzam lives another day

^^ old team shield had that purple design with black; subz gifted zam this new special version that replaces the black with white

[yourbelgianthings]

d20 npcs poll bracket round one!

(these are only main quest npcs, no shade to any side quests, it's just that i've only seen two and the numbers would just get out of control, also no neverafter since i'm not caught up and it isn't done yet)

nadia cicero connie lee carter bajar vs. maddie park

lucienne rex vs. aelwyn abernant

jj jacobs vs. raymond zam

gust weatherall vs. belizabeth brassica

kalina vs. null

tony simos vs. vice principal goldenhoard/kalvaxis

cathilda ceíli vs. bud cubby

em the angel of the waters vs. zelda donovan

calroy cruller vs. augustus ciabatta

gooey vs. jan de la vega

perry the pigeon vs. swifty

bazathrax vs. loose duke

nod vs. jawbone o'shaughnessy

tracker o'shaughnessy vs. esther sinclair

princeps zortch vs. duchess primsy coldbottle

willy vs. arthur aguefort

duke joren jawbreaker vs. garthy o'brien

ayda aguefort vs gorthalax the insatiable

annabelle cheddar vs. sandra lynn faeth

sir keradin deeproot vs. gilear faeth

sklonda gukgak vs. auma liu

dora valentine vs. david kugrich

wally kugrich vs. barry nyne

dale lee vs. pok gukgak

alejandro ortíz vs. zayn darkshadow

robert moses vs. dayne blayde

penelope everpetal vs. the sugarplum fairy

ragh barkrock vs. manta ray jack

queen caramelinda rocks vs. the junkmother

king prilbus vs. thaddeus strongpit

dr. lugash primjitzski vs. plug strutt

bambi leroux vs. coach daybreak

[best-d20-character]

Your NPC Candidates!

The top five most submitted, in order:

Ayda Aguefort

Gilear Faeth

Garthy O’Brien

Wuvvy

Jawbone O’Shaughnessey

The rest of the 149 candidates, grouped by season:

Esme

Scratch

Viscountess Grabalba

Wannessa

Captain Gorebladder

Princess Suntar

Philippa “Peep” Featherfowl

Scorple

Sir Keradin Deeproot

The Sugar Plum Fairy

Manta Ray Jack

Stilton Curdeau

Cinnamon

Gooey

Swifty

Peppermint Preston

Duchess Primsy Coldbottle

Annabelle Cheddar

Queen Caramelinda of House Rocks

Sprinkle

Lord Calroy Cruller

Limon Longhalls

Senator Augustus Ciabatta

Spearia Mentha

Pontifex Belizabeth Brassica

Viscount Thaddeus Strongpit

The Junkmother

Aurora Nebbins

Plug

Princeps Zorch

Loose Duke

Barry Nyne

Raymond Zam

Lucienne Rex

King Prilbus

Plinth

Natalia Cicero Connie Lee Carter Bajar

Bambi Leroux

Hyacinth Khrome

Stacks McFadden

Rising Bubbles from a Deep Volcanic Vent Many Fathoms Below Us

Veep 909

Zvoon

Drago

Jessa

Avanash

John Feathers

J'er'em'ih

Percival son of Paraval (Stalker)

Ol' Pickering

Bad Henry

Master Ipskix

Drova Longfoot

Galfast Hamhead

Olag

Telmeir the Calm

The Cubbies

Ragh Barkrock

Zayn Darkshadow

arthur aguefort

Tracker O'Shaughnessey

Sandra Lynn Faeth

Gorthalax the Insatiable

The Hangman

Cathilda Ceíli

Aelwyn Abernant

Bogariel “Boggy the Froggy” Frogariel

Zelda Donovan

Alistair Ash

Biz Glitterdew

YES! (the deity)

“Baby” Wretchrot

Jamina Joy

Baron from the Baronies

Chungledown Bimothy

Madam Silvaine

Little Gilear

Telemaine Lomenelda

Craig

Rawlins

Laertes Astrindarius

Karl Cleaver

Gelgador

Talura

Athena Jones

Preston

Holly

Koda the bear

Lucia Wallace

Lysander Higgins

Starforge

Taffodil

Bill Seacaster

Sklonda Gukgak

Digby & Wilma Thistlespring

Zaphriel “the Hangvan”

Nonna Wallace

Kalvaxas “Goldenhoard”

Pok Gukgak

Matila Molesly

Alphonse

Senator!

Little Miss Muffet

Scheherazade

Princess Elody of Greenleigh

The Stepmother

Lord Bandlebridge

Stephan

the Dish

Mayor Harold Hopps

Mira (the Little Mermaid)

Rapunzel

Cinderella

Candlewick

the Big Bad Wolf

Il Terribile Pescecane

Peter (the Baron of Bricks)

Nod

Stephen Sondheim

Dale Lee

Jackson Wei

The Questing Blade

Wally Kugrich

David Kugrich

Willy

Em

Lowell Masters

Esther Sinclair

Alejandro Ortiz

La Gran Gata

Liz Herrera

53\/3N

Perry the Pigeon

Pizza Rat

Don Confetti

Dr. Lugash Primjitzski

Yagdash Scrovich

Ronaldo Manticaster

Dylan

The Incredible Dantes

Speck

[syn0vial]

a favorite bounty hunter fam headcanon of mine:

so, in the expanded universe, boba has a very, uh, interesting childhood even before his father dies on geonosis. jango, paranoid as he is, fears losing his son to the point that he keeps his very existence a secret. only a handful of people on kamino know about boba and of those, boba only gets to regularly interact with three of them: his father, taun we, and his father's bounty hunter associate/rival/partner, zam wesell.

pretty much the only time boba gets to go anywhere new is when his father brings him along to watch and/or help jango kill people. what i'm getting at is: at the start, this kid has almost zero knowledge about anything outside of bounty hunting, much less what constitutes a normal childhood or family life.

this changes one day when zam sidles up to him and gives him a library card. which is very strange because, up to this point, boba didn't even know tipoca city had a library—a library that just so happens to be stocked with kid-friendly fiction novels that include heretofore alien concepts to him such as: moms. school. kids his age. and in this way, boba becomes somewhat more knowledgeable and a LOT more curious about life outside the little bubble his dad has prepared for him.

thing is, it's a weird library? it's not even really a library—it's literally just a slot in the wall where he goes and asks for a book and a droid will just. drop a book out. his dad isn't pleased with this arrangement bc he thinks books are a distraction and only wants boba to focus on things relevant to his future as a bounty hunter. still, he tolerates it.

everything up to this point has been pulled from legends media. now for my headcanon:

zam fucking put that library there.

think about it:

it is very unlikely that the library is an official fixture of tipoca city. for one, like i mentioned, it's not even a real library. it is, as far as we know, a closet with a bunch of books and a droid. furthermore, none of the books contained within would hold any interest to tipoca city's other residents. the kaminoans aren't the type to read children's fiction to their offspring. jango, as has already been established, doesn't even want boba to read fiction, period. and none of the other cloned kiddos would even be allowed to. it's obvious that this library was set up with a single person in mind and that person is boba fett.

zam has ample reason to set up this library for him. for one, she's just really fond of the kid. even jango, who is the pinnacle of parental paranoia, trusts their bond enough to leave boba in her care bc he knows beyond a shadow of a doubt that she'd never intentionally harm him. so setting up a nice little thing for boba would be in-character for her. in addition, zam does express to jango that she doesn't approve of his keeping boba so isolated. furthermore, when she gives the library card to boba, she explicitly recommends that he take up reading as a means of escapism. thus, her setting up the library could be her way of helping to break that isolation and monotony just a bit.

it wouldn't even be that difficult for zam to set up said "library." all she needs to do is rent a storage unit and then stock it with age-appropriate books and a droid. if anything, given the nature of the library, it seems more likely that a single person set it up than the kaminoans themselves.

the existence of the library irritates jango. zam loves to irritate jango.

i rest my case.

and hell, if i really wanna take this headcanon and run with it: the whole reason boba has his concord dawn story line as a teenager is that he begins to suspect he might be happier leading a "normal" life rather than one as a bounty hunter.

guess what would've formed his main basis for conceptualizing what a "normal" life looks like?

/will smith arms at the library

tl;dr, zam wesell almost derailed this kid's entire corruption arc by setting up the galaxy's most janky-ass library and she would've succeeded, too! if it weren't for that fucktrumpet lenovar

thank you for coming to my ted talk

[d20unfuckability]

Round One- Day Two

Nurse David Stitchnit vs Dr Lugash Primjitzski

Sir Keradin Deeproot vs Sokhbarr

Sir Amanda Maillard vs Gunthrie "Gunnie" Miggles-Rashbax

Raymond Zam vs Tectonya Karkovnya

Candlewick vs Riva

Chungledown Bim vs Cullen

Em vs Lucienne Rex

Charity Blythe vs Sexy Rat

[shittycampari]

wanna here me ramble?

No?

Crazy ass Cognac lore on my Tomodachi Life game!!1!

Lore time: the first 4 miis created were me, camp, cog and a clone of myself so i could pursue them both. It worked out at first with me and camp, and then clone and cog, we had a kid together and then he was like "i wanna break up" and after doing everything i could, they divorced. While clone was morning, Cog went out and asked Hatsune Miku on THE DAY WE DIVORCED. She accepted and within a week, they were married and had a kid. Soon as that kid left home, cog did the whole "i dont love her lol" charade, so after another divorce, he starded seeing out android 18. 2 days afte wedding number 3, he has a child

This is where the story takes a turn

Then theres Zamasu and Hearts (who is a female bc i wanted him to get with zam, this plays a huge role) who are like best mates and everything and zamasu wants to take it a step further by asking him out. So the scene is set, zam is gonna ask out hearts at the cafe. All seems to be going well when we get a "hold on a minute" AND ITS FUCKING COGNAC!?!? HIS KID LEFT HOME THAT DAY AND IS TRYNA BAG HEARTS BEHIND HIS WIFE'S BACK (who loved him lots at this point) and low and behold, after a brief battle with zam and fucking WINSTON CHURCHILL (who is currently with one of his kids and is doing well with her), cog gets hearts and breaks his wifes heart. As we stand, they are married and have 2 kids.

TL;DR: cognac has commitment issues and has 5 kids with 4 diffrent women, with the latest one being a dude he cheated on his 3rd wife with

[a-final-push]

Canon Characters

These are lists of characters I am willing to play. Though a ? mark means my grasp on them is shaky, or I don't know alot about them. But I'm still willing to try. A ! means that there is a note at the bottom about it.

-Star Rail: Asta, Bailu, Bronya, Clara, Fu Xuan, Guinaifen, Hanya (?), Herta (?), Himeko, Hook, Houhou, Jingliu, Kafka, Lynx, March 7th, Natasha, Pela, Qingque, Ruan Mei, Seele (?), Serval, Silver Wolf, Stelle, Sushang, Tingyun, Topaz, Xueyi (?), Yukong

-SAO: Yulier, Asuna, Sachi, Argo, Lisbeth, Lux, Sasha, Silica, Yuna, Kizmel, Yui, Koharu, Philla, Premiere (?) Tia (?), Rain, Strea, Alicia Rue, Yukki, Sakuya, Black Lotus (and other Accel World characters from the crossover game), Seven, Sinon, Shirley (?), Fukaziroh, LLENN, Pitohui, Afasys, Kureha, Zeliska, Alice Zuberg, Sadina Zuberg, Selka Zuberg, Cardinal, Quinella, Ronye Arabel, Sortiliena Serlut, Tiese Shtolienen, Elevator Operator, Fizel, Linel, Fanatio, Scheta (?), Edith, Medina Orthinanos, Aki Natsuki, Koujiro Rinko (?)

Star Wars (!): Ahsoka Tano, Barriss Offee, Stass Allie (?), Padme' Amidala, Maarva Andor, The Armorer, Doctor Aphra, The Daughter, Tala Durith, Jyn Erso, Adi Gallia, Stella Gerrera, Cere Junda, Bo-Katan Kryze, Satine Kryze, Mon Mothma, Peli Motto, Enfys Nest (?), Jocasta Nu, Omega, Kestu Onya (?), Airhnda Pryce, Aayla Secura, Fennec Shand, Trilla Suduri, Hera Syndulla, Shaak Ti, Luminara Unduli, Assajj Ventress, Iden Versio, Zam Wesell, Sabine Wren, Maris Brood, Juno Eclipse, Mara Jade, Visas Marr (?), Mira (?), Bastilla Shan, Jaina Solo, Meetra Surik (?), Darth Talon (?), Mission Vao, Darth Zannah, Darth Phobos, Princess Leia,

RWBY: Yang, Ruby, Weiss, Blake, Salem, Winter, Willow, Velvet, Coco, Cinder, Penny, Pyrrha, Nora, Emerald, Neo, Glynda, Kali

Nier Automata: 2-B, A2, Commander White, 6O, Operator 210, Devola, Popola, Red Girls (?), 2P (?)

Fire Force: Hibana, Iris, Lisa Isaribi, Maki Oze, Tamaki Kotatsu

Guilty Gear Strive: Bridget, Ramlethal, I-No, Elphelt, Milla, Giovanni, Delilah, Baiken,

Gushing Over Magical Girls (!): Magia Baiser, Azul, Magenta, Sulfur

Magirevo: Anisphia Wynn Palettia, Euphyllia Magenta, Lainie Cyan, Lumielle Renè Palettia, Ilia Coral, Tilty Claret, Sylphine Maise Palettia

I'm in love with the Villianess (!): Rae Taylor, Claire François, Misha Jur, Lene Aurousseau, Lambert Aurousseau, Manaria Sousse (?), May François, Aleah François, Lana Lahna (?), Eve Nuhn (?), Joel Santana (?), Yu Bauer, Philine Nur (?), Lily Lilium, Clarice Répète III

Bloom into You: Yuu Koito, Touko Nanami, Riko Hakozaki, Akari Hyuuga, Midori Igarashi, Koyomi Kanou, Miyako Kodama, Rei Koito, Sayaka Saeki, Manaka Yoshida, Chie Yuzuki

Candy Boy: Yukino Sakuri, Kanade Sakuri, Sakuya Kamiyama, Shizuku Sakurai

JJK (!): Maki Zenin, Nobara Kugisaki, Shoko Ieiri, Akari Nitta, Utahime Iori, Mai Zenin, Kasumi Miwa, Momo Nishimiya, Yuki Tsukumo (?)

Demon Slayer: Nezuko, Aoi Kanzaki, Hinatsuru, Kanae Kocho (?), Kanao Tsuyuri, Makio, Naho Takada, Ozaki (?), Suma

MHA (!): Toga, Froppy, Uraraka, Momo, Jiro, Mina, Toru Hagakure, Itsuka Kendo, Ibara Shiozaki, Reiko Yanagi (?), Yui Kodai (?), Kinoko Komori (?), Setsuna Tokage (?), Nejire Hado, Mei Hatsume, Miriko, Ryukyu, Midnight, Ms. Joke, Sirius, Mandalay, Pixie Bob, Ragdoll, Mt. Lady, Star and Stripe, Camie, Eri, Lady Nagat (?), La Brava

DC: Supergirl, Batgirl, Batwoman, Catwoman, Zatanna, Wonder Woman, Harley Quinn, Poison Ivy, Enchantress, Killer Frost, Ratcatcher 2

Marvel (!): Captain Marvel, Khamala Khan, Spider-Gwen, Madame Web (?), Elektra, Black Widow, Kate Bishop, Angela, Gamora, Nebula, Maria Hill, Squirrel Girl, Jessica Jones, America Chavez

Assasin's Creed: (There are way way too many characters, but just ask and I'll see what I can do.)

Hades: Meg, Persphone, Nythos, Artemis, Athena

Mass Effect: Fem Shepard, Ashley Williams, Liara T'Soni, Tali'Zorah nar Rayya, Dr. Chakwas, Jack, Miranda Lawson, Katsumi Goto (?), Samara, Kelly Chambers, Gabriella Daniels, Samantha Traynor, Cora Harper, Vetra Nyx, Suvi Anwar

Madoka Magica/Magia Record: Mami Toemoe, Homura Akemi, Madoka Kaname, Sayaka Miki, Kyoko Sakura, Nagisa Momoe, Iroha Tamaki, Yachiyo Nanami, Tsuruno Yui, Sana Futaba, Felicia Mitsuki, Ui Tamaki, Nemu Hiiragi, Mifuyu Azusa, Momoko Togame, Rena Minami, Kaede Akino, Mitama Yakumo

More can be added in the future, but this is already a ton to go off of.

! Notes:

-For Star Wars, I prefer Legends, before Disney took over. So I will use those versions if possible.

-For Gushing Over Magical Girls, I'd prefer to wait until it's all out.

-I've only read the first two LNs of I'm In Love With the Villianess

-I have only seen season 1 of jjk, but have had some spoilers

-I'm not caught up on MHA, the villian power up season was the last I saw.

-For Marvel, most will be based on their mcu versions except for like Carol Danvers and Khamala Khan.

[void-chara]

hey lifestealblr! i watched the subz meeting stream today live, is it worth it to also watch zams vod? Ive already watched up until he joins call with subz, is there anthing in the actual meeting exclusive to zam pov? was he saying a lot while muted during the meeting, or communicating with anyone through whispers, or should i skip that part since i already watched it from subz's pov? also, did zam do anything extra after he left call? because subz and vitalasy definitely did things after the meeting, WOW, but im curious about what zam got up to

SO yeah tl;dr Can someone who watched the Zam stream let me know which parts of the vod are worth watching after i already watched all of subz's stream?

Thanks!! i appreciate it!! if no one responds ill probably just watch the whole vod lol, i dont need sleep anyway

[lifesteal-headcanons]

When a member dies (as in "banned"), they're still there, wandering the SMP. It's just that, nobody can see them - if we ignore the apparitions people have of the ghosts of the SMP every now and again. Nobody except Zam. Zam doesn't tell anyone this, and he would try his hardest to not make it obvious to the ghosts that he could see them.

He doesn't always see them though, sometimes he can just feel their presence lingering in the room. Of course, it freaked him out at first, but after becoming a ghost himself, he realised how lonely it was to see people, but know they can't see you.

After he was revived, he allowed himself to not attempt to hide the fact he could see the ghosts. It always put a smile on his face when they realised he could see them.

However, Zam can't always tell who the ghost is. He never sees them as how they looked when they were alive, but he can get a general idea of who it was depending on what kind of presence he would feel if they were nearby.

Sometimes, Zam will notice there are ghosts on the SMP who weren't ever one of the members. Instead, just ghosts that roam the land just like how he and the other members do.

Not all ghosts are willing to communicate with Zam, and not all are as nice as others. There have been times Zam have gained attachments, but Zam tends to not mind as long as they have no negative intent and/or they don't drain too much energy from him.

I apologise to any mediums if this headcanon is inaccurate to how mediumship works. I am not a medium and I am purely basing this off of my understanding of mediumship and through the research I have done.

Tl;dr: Zam is a medium, somebody who can see and communicate with the dead.

-Nonnie.

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