#dreams of a disabled queer atheist

[capricorn-0mnikorn]

Had one of my "Elevator Dreams," recently (-ish?). And it's been lingering...

At some sort of convention for the geekily weird, and generally having a good, if confused, time (I think I and my dream companions stumbled upon it, rather than having made plans to attend).

And in the hallway where the bank of elevators was, one elevator opening was as wide/large as an industrial loading dock space, and it was missing its doors, leaving the elevator shaft open (one misstep, and someone could plummet hundreds of feet to their death).

As we were commenting on this, and telling each other to be careful, the elevator car comes up, and stops at that floor. I don't think the other elevators were responding to the pushing of buttons, so I and one other decide to get into the elevator car...

Only to find the inside just as vast and industrial, with dim lighting, machinery, grey steel, etc., as the loading dock opening would suggest. ... And the whole inside space was a huge maze of stairs going nowhere in particular.

We spend a good, long, time wandering around trying to find our way back to the convention hotel...

But when we find our way out at last, it's out on the street, in the cold, at night, in a run-down, nearly abandoned part of the city, lit only by a couple anemic, yellow streetlights, and the sidewalks are super narrow and broken up.

And Also, randomly, as an aside during the convention, there was a Christian Evangelist Wife™ attacking and trying to kill people; I can't remember if she had a knife or not, or whether she was going after people with her bare hands, but her husband was there, smiling with that placid Christian Evangelist smile (you know what I mean, right? You can picture that description?)

[manwalksintobar]

we them people // Kevin Powell

dream on

dreamer

the way Alvin Ailey

and Maya Angelou

and George Floyd

and Breonna Taylor

dreamed of

southern-baked

pilgrims

dancing and

slow marching

their sorrows

down the yellow

brick roads

of

second-line members

humming from

the heels of their dirt-kissed feet:

i wanna be ready/to put on my long white robe….

we are survivors

we are survivors

we are survivors

of people

who were free

and became slaves

of people

who were slaves

and became free

we know why the caged bird sings

we know what a redemption song brings

we them people

we the people

we are those people

who shall never forget

our ancestors all up in us as we sleep

our grandmother all up in us as we weep

because we are

native american

black irish welsh french german polish italian

jewish puerto rican mexican greek russian

dominican chinese japanese vietnamese

filipino korean arab middle eastern

we are biracial and we are multicultural

we are bicentennial and we are new millennial

we are essential and we are frontline we are everyday people and we are people everyday

we are #metoo we are #metoo we are #metoo

we are muslim christian hebrew too

we are bible torah koran atheist agnostic truer than true

we are rabbis and imams and preachers and yoruba priests

tap-dancing with buddhists and hindus and rastafarians

as the Nicholas Brothers

jump and jive and split the earth in half

while Chloe and Maud Arnold

them syncopated ladies

twist and shout and stomp and trump

hate

again—

again—

again—

yeah

still we rise still we surprise

like we got Judith Jamison’s crying solo in our eyes

every hello ain’t alone every good-bye ain’t gone

we are every tongue every nose every skin every color every face mask

we are mattered lives paint it black

we are mattered lives paint it black

we are mattered lives paint it black

we are every tattoo every piercing every drop of blood

every global flood

we are straight queer trans non-gender conforming

we are she/he/they

we are disabled abled poor rich

big people little people in between people

we are protesters pepper-sprayed with knees on our necks

we are protesters pepper-sprayed with knees on our necks

we are protesters pepper-sprayed with knees on our necks

we them people

we the people

we are those people

who will survive

these times

because we done

survived

those times

where pandemics were

trail of tears and lynchings and holocausts

where pandemics were

no hope and no vote and no freedom spoke

we them people

we the people

we are those people

while our planet gently weeps

we bob and bop

like hip-hop

across the tender bones

of those tear-stained photographs

to hand to

this generation

the next generation

those revelations

yeah

that blues suite

yeah

that peaceful dance

inside a raging tornado

we call

love

Saturday, June 6, 2020

5:37am

(via Vibe)

[semi-precious-stoner]

Looking for mutuals/people to talk to

Hey, i'm King and from Canada. I am a trans nonbinary guy, aromanitc, and bisexual/greysexual. My pronouns are in my bio cuz they change sometimes, but most of the time they are he/they.

Somethings about me:

-I am queer and trans

-I suspect I have ADHD, and maybe autism.

- I have a tic disorder, mostly motor tics, sometimes vocal ones. They usually go together. I have maladaptive daydreaming and tinnitus.

-I want to meet new people, and it’s easier to talk to people online for me.

-I have a cat with a neurological disability which æffects her walking. She’s the love of my life.

-I am very much a leftist, a communist, and an anarchist.

-I am an atheist, but I love hearing about other religions and spiritual practices.

-I want to write a very inclusive book with queer, trans, bipoc, disabled, and neurodivergent characters. It will prob be an apocalypses book, because I love reading those kinds of stories, so if you have any ideas you want to share, feel free.

Some hobbies I have/shows I like to watch:

-The Owl House

-Marvel (I love “What If...”)

-How I Met Your Mother (The Gentleman!)

-I know how to: Crochet, Cross-stitch, and Embroider. I am learning how to knit currently.

-I like to read Webtoons. I have a long list of recommendations.

-I like to read headcanons about Harry Potter. I am quite interested in the Marauders era. I would love to share headcanons (They are very gay and inclusive). 

-I hope to watch A Very Potter Musical one day (I think I would like it), but my executive dysfunction has not let me yet. (Update: I’ve watched the first couple scenes, very good)

Some special interests of mine:

-Queer politics. I love talking about the representation in the media

-Mental Disorders/Mental Health. I like to research about them. It’s really fun.

-Post-apocalyptic worlds. I love ranting to myself about what I would do in those situations. Whether it be, zombies, robots, global warming made all humans leave earth, or for just unknown reasons, I will love it.

- That “Spooky Scary Skeleton” music video. I love it so much. It’s my dream to have 3 friends.......and recreate some of the video.

- Halloween. My favourite holiday ever, I can’t wait for it to come up again.

I am neurodivergent so I don’t have a lot of irl friends, and the only ones I have are slightly ablest, transphobic, and aphobic. I would also love to have more queer/trans and/or neurodivergent friends. 

interact/DM if you are 13-16 and want to be friends! Please be nice and semi-SFW, I sincerely want to meet new people.

Please don’t be racist, queerphobic, transphobic, ableist, classist, all that tr*mp stuff. 

[therainbowwillow]

Welcome everyone! As this blog is my little internet cave, I’d like to lay out some quick rules (which I have rewritten as of August 2021):

-This blog is a safe space for EVERYONE. Here, we support LGBTQ+ rights, all pronouns, people of all races, people of all ethnicities and people of all genders. (More on this under the cut.)*

-Please stay far from this blog with any and all forms of bigotry. TERFS, alt-rightists, fascists and other discriminatory groups are not welcome here! (More on this under the cut.)*

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-Don’t be afraid to (politely) criticize me when I mess up. Constructive criticism is welcome when it comes to my actions online. As for critiquing my writing: my non-fanfiction writings are always open to critique. I value growing as a writer. As for fanfics, you can criticize, but I may or may not take it into account as writing fanfiction is only a hobby and I don’t take it very seriously.

-Reposts are always welcome! Please include credit or simply hit reblog!

-IMPORTANT NOTE: All possibly shocking or NSFW content on this blog will be tagged and include trigger warnings. Possible triggers: photos of dead animals as related to bone collecting/vulture culture only- never shared for shock value, blood (within art or writing), discussion of death (as related to bone collecting and grief), and alcohol (mentioned in writing, the blog owner does not drink.) If something should include a trigger warning but doesn’t, PLEASE inform me via DM, comment or ask!

Anti-discrimination information and about-me under the cut.

Here’s a bit about me:

-I’m TheRainbowWillow! You can call me Dianthus. I’m genderqueer and I use she/they pronouns.

-I’m a highschooler in the United States in the Pacific Time Zone.

-I have a dog, Blaze, he is a pitbull-husky who enjoys playing tug-of-war.

-I enjoy writing poetry and fictional works (fandom-wise I’ve written for Hadestown, Hamlet, Les Mis, Macbeth, Dead Poets Society, etc.), as well as reading the aforementioned genres (plus classical literature, especially Shakespeare! I’m always up to discuss Shakespeare. I’ve read Macbeth, Hamlet, A Midsummer Night’s Dream and Romeo & Juliet.) I’m also interested in mythology, collecting bones, gardening and identifying plants/taxonomical botany.

-I am queer (because I’m too lazy to try to find a suitable label for my sexuality)

-I’m agnostic atheist and very much interested in religious debate when it’s asked of me! However, I don’t appreciate conversion attempts.

-I have a physical disability, juvenile idiopathic arthritis (JIA), which sometimes causes pain or limits my mobility. I am also diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder. If you’d like to reach out or chat about your own struggles with mental health/disabilities in general, I’d love to talk!

-Politically, I’m a leftist. I’m an anarcho-communist. Feel free to chat with me about politics!

-My DMs are always open, and although I cannot promise timely replies, I enjoy talking about a variety of topics from fandoms (Hadestown, Shakespeare, The Oh Hellos) to politics to gardening to simple small talk. My only asks are that you keep it platonic & SFW and refrain from using slurs.

Anti-discrimination policy (IN FULL):

Since the internet often has problems with discrimination in self-proclaimed “safe spaces”, I’m going to lay this out very clearly: THIS IS A GENUINE SAFE SPACE.

All sets of pronouns will be respected and used here, they/them and neopronouns included. This blog is NOT transmed.

All orientations between consenting parties are accepted and valid here, including polyamory. (Asexuals, demisexuals, and grey-aces included as well!)

This blog does not support the idea of “colorblindness,” rather viewing race and racism through a critical perspective. Ignoring historic & persistent problems regarding racism is not an effective way to combat racism.

This blog is anti-ableist. (The blog owner is disabled herself.) Ableist slurs (like the r-word) will not be tolerated.

This blog is feminist. Transwomen are women. Sex work is real work. TERFs and SWERFs will not be tolerated. Men are also welcome and supported here. Anti-men “feminism” is not feminist.

This blog is pro-vegetarian and pro-vegan. (The owner is vegetarian.) However, no shocking content regarding animal products industries will be shared here.

Religious identity will be respected on this blog, so long as it is not used as justification for bigotry or violence. This blog supports Jewish people, but it is not pro-Israel. Criticism of the state does not equate to criticism of the people. Religious conversion attempts will not be tolerated, although good faith debate will. (The blog owner is atheist.)

This blog is leftist. Socialists, left anarchists and communists are welcome. However, ‘tankie shit’ (for a lack of a better term!) will not be tolerated. (No genocide/massacre denial.)

Difference in opinion and outright bigotry are not the same. Please, be kind and respectful.

My Organizational Tags, so you can search my account by what interests you:

Writing (serious and fanfics): #therainbowwrites

Poetry: #therainpoemwillow

Bone collecting: #therainbones

[inber]

Formerly witchernonsense! Here's a fairly comprehensive pinned post about your local fic writing/shit posting person, to answer any basic questions:

Fortune // 34 // Australian // Cis Female (she/her) // White // Queer // Disabled // Intersectional feminist // Speaks English and poor German // Loves horror films // Ginger boy cat // Diagnosed with All The Things (MDD, GAD, ADHD, Non-24 as the main culprits) // Peach iced tea // 420 Supporter but reactive to THC // Atheist // Scientist at heart // Pro Choice // Black Lives Matter // The tolerance paradox // Chaos theory // Rain and storms // Poetry // Makeup artist // TERFs and SWERFs unwelcome // Has kept 1 (one) plant alive // Favourite word is 'heck' // Second favourite word is 'insipid' // Enormous Game Grumps fan // Big ol' goth // Loves indie music // Beksinski paintings // Imposter syndrome // A dork // Single due to my personality // Dreams about whales // Fears the dark and guns // Gold // Inbox and asks always open // AO3 here // kofi here // Very approachable, hello!

[vaguely-concerned]

I played Death of the Outsider finally and I have some Feelings about it

and most of them not very positive. nice stuff first tho!

THINGS I LIKED:

- billie is such a good character. still new to her old self and slightly tender from coming out of the protective shell of lies that was meagan foster, full of old scars and doubts and bitterness but trying for something better, something kinder even though she still doesn’t quite understand what she’s walking towards -- the genuine care and tenderness in her voice when she talks to daud or thinks about deidre. I love her.

all that and she effortlessly IS also the queer disabled woc the gamer bros refuse to believe could possibly exist. exquisite. 

- the idea of ‘killing’ the outsider is compelling, but it’s the sort of idea that needs a full length game to support it and its implications. cool idea, completely wrong execution.

- saying that: I love that the injustice of the outsider’s creation being righted is only made possible by a long unbroken line of mercy and kindness. daud saved billie from the streets, corvo spared daud, daud saved emily and spared billie after her betrayal, billie tried to save aramis stilton and became entangled in the void, emily spared billie, billie took this job in the first place partly because she loves her dad daud and wants him to find peace. that idea is so beautiful that I wish the rest of the narrative was strong enough to hold it up lol.

there’s also something going on here with other people holding on to the important pieces of you -- that billie is ‘all that is left’ of daud after he’s dead. once he saved a child from true loneliness and gave her a purpose, made her feel seen again, gave her the closest thing she had to a home, and when he’s completely lost himself in the void... that kindness is still alive in billie, and she helps him find his way. again that is really touching and thoughtful and plays wonderfully into the chaos system in these games thematically! too bad about all the stilted dialogue and characterization messes and uh. everything else. 

- most of all I love how clear it is that billie and daud love each other. it’s a quiet love that has nothing to prove anymore, it’s survived all the blood and the ugliness and everything they’ve done to each other and to the world, a love with no demands left. it’s not the sort of love you usually see, in all its unsentimentality, but it’s real. when daud tells her he’s proud of her and trusts her no matter what she chooses to do, you feel how much he means it. (making his insistence on trying to make her choice for her all the weirder -- see my long rant of lamentation about his characterization in doto below lol)

there’s something about daud’s undramatic yet complete acceptance of and respect for billie that... I didn’t know I needed this, but it was a nice gift nonetheless haha, thank you. (it’s similar to how good it feels in D2 when you realize corvo just likes emily a lot as a person, even aside from her being his daughter. a good series for father & daughter stories)

- this carries over from D2, but I think the journal/log entries are better written and more insightful than the stuff out in the world.  

- it cannot be overstated how much the gameplay loop of these games is just... pure crack cocaine for my brain haha, very few things give me this specific kind of brain tingle. I love the sound of looting and I love the art style and ambiance and I love planning out a strategy after finding all the options and I love never being spotted or killing anyone and I love the puzzle elements they put into exploration sections and I love the feeling of how you move through the environment. it’s one of the few games where I routinely get so into it I end up with a crick in the neck because I’ve been so focused for so long and never noticed I’ve been sitting in a way that makes my entire spine hate me. I needed something to get me through the last few days and it did deliver that, at least. karnaca is pretty enough that I didn’t even mind that most of the levels were recycled from D2 either. 

- I’m not quite sure whether I understood this right but there’s a woman standing behind daud in the void -- I wonder if that is actually his mother and he’s been so close this whole time? at first I thought maybe it was jessamine but god no I hope she’s finally at peace after All That Nonsense, she shouldn’t have to hang around there anymore. there’s also a figure near him I could swear was corvo with his mask on, but he’s not dead canonically so that would make very little sense. oh well I’ll take my feels where I can get them even if I have to make them up wholesale  

- the bankheist was cool as fuuuuuck, that and the emotional impact of daud dying was sadly the height of this game for me, after that it all went mediocre real quick     

- paul nakauchi as shan yun was, as I have said before, a blast. ‘ugh I cannot continue my throat is as raw as a plucked pheasant’ fsdkfhlsadjkhfas

- daud’s funeral is genuinely touching. she gave him the entirety of her old life for a sendoff, battered and worn and dear as they both were. someone hold me 

THINGS I  H A T E D:

- the stuff they did with daud’s characterization. I am so unreasonably angry over this haha, the more I think about it the more I hate it. I think there are paths you could go with his ACTUAL character to make this work, but this was not it. I’ve said this before, but his most iconic, most defining scene is him surrendering himself to corvo’s judgement without justifying himself or deflecting the blame for any of what he’s done. this isn’t even regression in his character, it’s just.. a different character altogether. they could have gone for the angle that delilah almost managed to end the world b/c daud showed mercy and that’s the reason he’s moved to action, I think that might be a more compelling motivation for him at least. OR have him be more conflicted about how to do things -- violence is still the only tool he knows how to use but it’s not what he wants to or even can be anymore and the conflict troubles him, ‘His hands do violence, but there is a different dream in his heart’. or even use a different character for the ‘kill kill kill’ angle, he didn’t need to be here for this dlc at all.   

also, just on a purely practical level... for all his flaws and longstanding moral shortsightedness daud is not a stupid man. why the FCK would he be so sure that killing the outsider will fix anything? if I, dumbass extraordinaire, could within half a minute wonder if maybe something even worse would take the outsider’s place if you removed him... why does that never occur to the Knife of Dunwall tm, a man about Void for like half a century or whatever?? ugh fuck this, I’m having a hard time explaining exactly why it all feels weird and wrong to me, but know that it does and that I Do Not Like It lol. I feel cheated out of something important I thought I had.  

- again, this should have been a full game. (I think it is sold as one already, but it just hm isn’t) there’s way too much shit of literal cosmic importance for the game’s universe being picked up here for something this short to cover. save this HUGE idea for a rainy day should you ever want to do another game in the series and do something else with the dlc, honestly. 

- god but the outsider is insufferable in this. I don’t know what happened, but by the end I was like ‘*thoughtfully strokes chin* maybe daud has a point billie keep that knife handy’. he’s annoying and boring, which is wild to me because he was always a lot of fun in the other games.

for real tho I don’t know if this is just my atheist-but-still-angry-at-god-somehow??? talking, but daud HAS a point. people are responsible for their own actions, but the outsider didn’t have to do any of what he did either. he could have chosen to be bored through the centuries instead of seeing what people would do if you gave them such ~*morally neutral*~ abilities as y’know summoning a bunch of rats to eat other people. the game wants me to buy the ‘but really this black eyed boy is woobie tho uwu’ so badly and no I’m not buying that give me my refund I want my chaotic neutral bastard back pls. I’d probably be more inclined to want to help him like that. where’s his salt gone, arkane. if you didn’t want him to be edgy why did you make him look like that.  

- this is the lamest possible version of the outsider’s backstory lol, it feels like the pearl clutching panic about satanic cults back in the day all over. listen if it’s this easy to make a god the thrill is sort of taken out of it, if these randos did it anyone could. also how the fuck are they just normal-ish people anyway? why do they follow modern fashions? haven’t they been hanging around for thousands of years, haven’t their culture changed in any meaningful way? (I realize these aren’t the same guys as back in the day but it’s just weird) why do they speak a language billie and the player can understand? why did anyone think ‘idk some cultists no one’s ever heard of before with no thematic significance whatsoever’ was the way to go world building wise? they’ve taken all the unknowable eldritchness out of the eldritch horror and we’re all poorer for it now haha 

relatedly the last level is... just not very good. you come down from the awesome bank heist and then there’s... whatever the fuck this was.

- while I do like billie finding daud in the void and him remembering her I hate that he goes out still full of self loathing and rage when you talk him into the nonlethal option, that he can’t forgive himself or find any sliver of hope or peace. I wish there had been a few more moments for the two of them to come to peace with themselves before he gave the outsider back his name, some real catharsis. as it is I was annoyed when the outsider ‘woke up’ or whatever b/c it felt like he was stealing attention from what I was actually emotionally invested in and not done with.    

they had  n o t  built up billie’s or my sympathy for the outsider well enough either. again this is something I think they could have done if they’d structured things differently, if they’d been more deliberate in making you understand he was basically a child and letting you dwell on it. because there is a parallell there between him and billie, and billie and daud, but I, how do I put this, did not give a fuck  

in short this was really similar to my experience with D2 in that there’s enough good there that it’s all the more painful when it fails to deliver on it again and again, and it ruined things I already liked about this story from the first game (daud’s arc and everything to do with the outsider, mostly). give me some months of denial and hard core headcanon work and I’ll probably be able to live with it

[vdbconnor-blog]

( &&. about connor vanderbilt)

( &&. general information )

Full name: Connor Isaiah Vanderbilt

Preferred name: Connor

Current age: 20

Astrological sign: Scorpio

Label: The lothario

Gender: Cis male

Preferred pronouns: He/Him

Sexual preference: men

Romantic preference: men

Current occupation: Student

Language(s) spoken: English, Spanish, French and German

Native language:  English

Current marital status: Single

( &&. background )

Ethnicity: Caucasian

Nationality: American

Religion: Atheist

Political views: Democrat

( &&. physical appearance )

Looks like (or face claim, if applicable): Nolan Funk

Height: 6′1″ (1.83)

Weight: 76 kg.

Shoe size: 13

Figure/build: athletic

Hair colour, Dyed?: natural, brown

Hair length: short

Eye colour: green

Facial hair: No

Tattoos: None

Piercings: None

Dominant hand: Right

Describe their scent: Smells clean, but doesn’t wear a lot of cologne

( &&. legal information )

Any speeding tickets?: Yes

Do they have a criminal record?: No

Have they committed any crimes?: Drug possession

( &&. medical information )

Date/time of birth: November 19th

Diet: Mostly vegetarian + organic

Smoker? / Drinker? / Drug User?, Which?: Smokes, drinks, smokes weed and does occasional party drugs

Allergies: Penicillin

Do they get occasional checkups?: Every two months

Ever broken a bone?: No

Any physical ailments/illnesses/disabilities: Chronic migraines

( &&. personality )

Positive traits: confident, smart

Negative traits: cocky, self-centered

Guilty pleasure: karaoke, junk food, true crime tv shows

Turn ons: kisses on the neck, public settings, good kissers

Kinks/fetishes: daddy kink, rough sex

Lucky number: 7

Their motto: dream as if you’ll live forever, live as if you’ll die today

( &&. favourites )

Food: pizza + salad

Drink: red wine + veuve cliquot + vanilla coke + green juice

Fast food restaurant: in n out

Colour: blue

Clothing: ripped, fitted jeans

Candle scent: apple cinnamon

Clothing brand: Dolce & Gabbana

Animal: birds

Holiday: christmas + his birthday which he considers a holiday

Weather: hot so he can show skin

Season: summer

Book: to kill a mockingbird

Artist: van gogh + monet + degas

Band/group: maroon 5

Song: hands by barns courtney + lighting bolt by jake bugg + disco tits by tove lo + vibes by tove lo ft. joe janiak + what lovers do by maroon 5

Movie/film: james bond films + rebel without a cause + kingsman: the secret service

TV show: friends + suits + queer as folk + supernatural + seinfeld + bh 90210

Sport: lacrosse + soccer

Sports team: arsenal; real madrid (soccer) + LA dodgers (baseball) + new england patriots (football)

Possession: his iphone x

Number: 7 & 14

Emoji:  😏

Mythological creature: pegasus

( &&. skills )

Talents:

Special powers/abilities:

Ability to drive a car? Operate any other vehicles?:

Can they ride a bike?:

Do they play any sports?:

Anything they’re bad at?:

Do they have any combat training? Why?:

( &&. firsts )

Crush: his best friend / neighbor when they were 10

Kiss: at 11

Sexual experience: lost his virginity at 14

( &&. this or that )

Expensive or inexpensive tastes?: expensive

Hygienic or Unhygienic?: hygienic

Open-minded or close-minded?: open minded

Introvert or extrovert?: extrovert

Optimistic or pessimistic?: pessimistic

Daredevil or cautious?: daredevil

Logical or emotional?: emotional

Generous or stingy?: generous

Polite or rude?: polite when it matters

Book smart or street smart?: book smart

Dominant or submissive?: 50/50

Day or night person?: night

Cat or dog person?: dog

Closet door open or closed while sleeping?: closed

( &&. family relationships )

Father: William ‘Bill’ Vanderbilt

Describe their relationship: they don’t speak unless they have to

Mother: Vanessa Vanderbilt

Describe their relationship: her mom tries to have a relationship with him, but disapproves of most of his choices so they fight often

Siblings: an older brother and an older sister

Describe their relationship: connor is the black sheep of the family, but he loves his siblings even if they clash

( &&. other relationships ) { tbd }

Best friend:

Childhood friend:

Enemy:

Past romances:

Pets:

Heroes:

Roommate(s):

( &&. social media )

Do they have a Facebook? Twitter? Instagram? Vine? Snapchat? Tinder/Grindr? Tumblr? YouTube? connor has facebook, twitter, instagram, snapchat, & grindr.

If so; Name on Facebook: Connor Vanderbilt

Twitter handle: @connorvdb 

Instagram user: @connorvdb

Snapchat user: @connorvdb

Name on Tinder/Grindr: Connor

( &&. musical tastes )

Party song: disco tits by tove lo

Can relate to: tove lo + barns courtney  

Makes them happy: portugal. the man + fall out boy

Makes them sad: jake bugg + james bay

Makes them dance: icona pop, maluma, j balvin, calvin harris

Loves the most: tove lo + panic! at the disco

Describes them: jake bugg

Never gets tired of: maroon 5

Would like to be played at their wedding: maroon 5 

Would like to play at their funeral: the civil wars

( &&. miscellaneous )

Do they have a fake I.D.?: yes

Are they a virgin?: no

Do they travel?: yes

One place they would like to live: tulum, mexico or amsterdam

One place they would like to visit: australia

Celebrity crush: chris evans + adam levine

What can you find in their pockets/wallet/purse: fake id, platinum card, cash and business cards

Place(s) your character can always be found: hottest bars, crowded parties, someone else’s bed

What’s your character’s morning routine?: coffee + exfoliating + shower + morning read or homework + go to class

What does your character eat for breakfast/lunch/dinner?: breakfast: coffee + a bagel or toast, or juice + salad. lunch: whatever he can get around campus. dinner: green tea

What’s your character’s bedtime routine?: watch tv + take a shower

What does your character wear to bed?: nothing or just underwear. pants bottoms + shirt if it’s cold.

What has been their greatest achievement?: getting into Princeton.

What is their idea of perfect happiness?: he’s still not sure what that is for him

On what occasions do they lie?: whenever he needs to get his way and can’t with the truth.

Do they snore? no

Do they chew their pens/pencils?: yes

Can they curl their tongue?: yes

Can they whistle?: yes

Do they believe in the supernatural?: yes

Have they ever cheated on anyone?: yes

Have they ever been cheated on?: no

Has anyone ever broken their heart?: no

Have they ever broken anyone’s heart?: yes

Are they squeamish?: no