#due to the distance

[a-murmur-of-a-prayer]

It is just so, so depressing to still be waiting for a job. I'm so close to getting the one that would be beneficial to me, but the process has been taking SO long (I've been unemployed for almost three months). It feels silly to say, but without a job, it's as if my life has no meaning. I have no structure to my day, I live with my parents and am essentially freeloading off of them. The warm weather down here (my parents are in Texas) is probably the only thing that's saving my mental health at the moment. I have tried to put meaning into it by writing things, but it's so much harder to dredge up the motivation right now to do so. I want to cry just about every day, but my sister and my mom and my dad are all going through things and I need to help them, so I feel like I can't. Being an American, current events are stressing me out - I've connected with new people but they are not my friends that I've had for years, and I'm so beyond sad that I don't have a job that my insecurities about never having had a boyfriend don't even matter to me right now. Every day is just more of the same, and I just really hope I get an answer from the job I want because I don't know how much longer I can go on like this.

[caemidraws]

Two of Wands

[saint0psy]

Getting stuck into the intricacies of Edwin’s gender by designing some drag looks for him, obvi inspired by the magnificent Barbara Lasagna. (40s and 20s dress respectively!) I imagine that the two names would be Edwin’s idea and Charles’ more goofy suggestion; a play on the Paine/Payne homophone and, well. A 16 year olds sense of humour in the midst of having a crisis. I think Edith would perform with an instrument like the violin or piano!

[serpentface]

Tigran: launching into a story about a time when he was 7 and watched a guy get eaten alive by dogs, completely unprompted and unnervingly blasé about the whole thing.

Etsushir: not listening, warming his hands over the nightly allotment of yams, smoking.

Palo: this is the tenth time he's heard this story, not listening, wondering whether Etsushir is smoking tobacco and where the hell he got it and can he have some?

[slavicafire]

it's all just so rotten. it's just so rotten because people just... don't believe that I can be affected by this. because they believe with her I was already ready for this scenario anyway so it shouldn't be such a shock or such a pain, and because I've been through death and I know grief so well so for sure I just know how to handle this and should be expected to get over it stat. even people who are supportive I can fucking see it in their eyes "yeah, yeah, that sucks". sucks doesn't fucking cover it. she's dead you assholes. it doesn't just "suck" it's not just "tough" gods I will lose my mind

[404-art-found]

guardian of the masquerade

[beheamothscreamoth]

Quick question for the Touchstarved fandom!! As much as we love Ais calling us 'Sparrow,' I have to ask - if you had to decide, what other bird nickname do you think he would call you/your MC? :O

For example, Ais would my Unnamed MC Daniella 'bluebird,' while he'd call my Alchemist MC Edgar 'crow' (and another OC I'm planning, Shinju, 'woodpecker!')

[pynkhues]

I will die on the hill actually that Grace was a good sister, and it's Louis, not her, who killed that relationship.

[griffithkisser]

it's insanely ironic to me how it didn't even take that much time for griffith to feel some consequences of his own actions grabbing him by the shoulders after the eclipse. like, imagine sacrificing your "only one" just to discover later on that since you're sharing a vessel with his child, you'll be coming back to him AND casca every full moon—you'll get close to them over and over again as a reminder of what you did. griffith literally doomed himself with longing, man.

[krondyrr]

do you see my vision. do you see it. do y

[byemambo]

KIM NU RIM AS DOHOE

Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo (2024) | 1.01

Ready to get my heart crushed by another Hwang Da Seul production </3

[docterzerocare]

With all of the comparisons of joels wild life skin to skizz pre ep1 and then the reveal of the fast and furious bit ive connected some dots that arent connected

Hear me out, joel is modeling himself after a man with a friends are family and family is everything mentality to hopefully make and maintain friendships (which makes me insane btw) and he just so happens to look like mr loyal himself skizzleman

Like we know the meta of dom toretto n stuff but in universe mayhaps there was a subconscious (or concious but hed never admit that) inspiration

[yoroshiu]

I'm really into the idea of Kairi's moveset/fighting style partly being a mishmash of things she's learned/caught onto from the people around her.

Like, what we've seen in Re:Mind feels like a result of having to train/spar with Lea with the way she moves to close the distance between her and her enemy and fights quite aggressively + a high level of cunning and quick-reflexes.

(Being able to break through both of Xemnas's lasers, being able to defend Lea from Xion faster than he was reacting, how she manipulated her keyblade when fighting Old Nort in MelMem, etc.)

(Flower Shoot is a fire ability TvT oh the Kairi Lea friendship is so dear to me)

She's already really good with magic but imagine some of the ways she does it picks up some of Aqua's own habits as she casts spells.

Maybe she makes use of some of Sora and Riku's styles and incorporates it into her own.

Maybe her and the heart hotel come together and practice all kinds of Light magic, making different combos with each other and for themselves with their own flairs.

(Also going back to the original battle stance she was seen with before KH3 mayhaps?)

Kairi becoming a force of nature with her developed style that has bits and pieces of the people she loves within it v-v

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Making Kingdom Hearts Stuff Until KH4 Comes Out (Day 128)

[serpentface]

Don't get too attached

[somecunttookmyurl]

there is an orange spot ladybird just. hanging out on my massage gun? which is. like. literally ive never seen a brown ladybird in my LIFE before but also

are you fucking lost, ma'am

[strryhaze]

well okay.