#eelo rambles

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SPOTIFY WRAPPED!!!

Aaa I'm so hyped lmaoo I've been waiting all year

How come did I end up with Lovejoy at top again lmao thought I listened to other shit more this year, but I am glad to see them they deserve the rep

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midnight coughing fits✨✨✨✨✨

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i miss technoblade. i miss him so much. i just wish he had more time. he deserved more. he knew that the cancer had spread for months when he did those streams, when he tried to make us all feel better. he was suffering and we had no idea. he was coughing for months it was probably the tumor in his lungs and we all thought it was nothing. maybe it was covid or some annoying flu we genuinely thought that and so did he. i can't help but wonder could all if this have been different. if we had pushed him to go to the doctor, if he was scanned earlier by the doctors when he went to get medicine. i have so many ifs and i know none of them will bring him back to us. yet i can't help myself it's all ifs in my head. i miss technoblade so very much.

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Hiya guess who has graduated and it's all over and ill miss everyone so much all of my gradation class(except fore certain ppl y'know) they all mean so much to me I've known them all so long I can't believe I won't see any of them in the hallways hear their laughs hear funny stories about them tho we don't talk often I can't believe it's all over. I thought it'd never end but now that it has it hurts so much I love you all I love you

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Happy new years people my dear tumblrinas!!! 2024!!!!

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I think you all should watch frieren beyond ends journey, it's really good and I need to get inside the screen and live in that tranquil world and cast little spells and travel the land

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It's aweird thought but, all that I have ever known as my status, I'll never have it again and one day I'll have been an adult more than I have been a kid and one day I'll be further from my kid years longer than I have ever been a kid,

Till you become an adult you switch statuses like once every few years, you're a baby for a year or two then a toddler for a few years after a child and then a tween and and teen and alllll these happen in 18 years

Think about it tho then like the middle aged period lasts like 20 years after that you're old just old till you die

The change never stops but it slows down so so much that it feels permanent

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I got timed out on desktop cuz I hopped to hard, the page isn't loading,,,, I only used an auto clicker to boop once every two milliseconds

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Man it's just so awkward and hurts in some weird way when you misread the closeness you've with people, you assume you are really close but turns out they look at you as just one of many ppl they know and it's not like you can blame them

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perhaps about to be broken up by my girlfriend, will let you know how it goes, i hate it

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BREAK CRUSH DESTROY WE WIN THIS WAR

At a school basketball match rn. It's very funny. The team against us has no cheering ppl no audience while our school has brought 400 people. I pity those kids their moods must be destroyed. But the best part is our schools chant

"break crush destroy we win this war"

If I was the kids on the opposite team I'd just evaporate and die it must feel so bad to be chanted this against by 400 hormone filled kids while you too are a hormone filled kid

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I am watching the portrait of a lady on fire in public in my homophobic class with my ex sitting behind me, it's an experience the kiss scene came on and the way I quit that app was remarkable. I want to watch more but shan't. It's too busy

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my homophoibc mother is watching love simon....... what

when i came into the room like wtf she was like "well I don't approve of it but that doesn't mean I deny it, its just nature" she also said "you defend them so frevelantly, its not like they're doing smth good. but its nature. sometimes its like you yourself are one of them" I just stood there like what 웃

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It's a small cage of tumblr yes

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That may have been the first time I ever spoke to this boy, he's cool but intimidating I've no idea what. I drown in cringe

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SOMEONE SAVE ME I BURPEE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CLASS IN DEAD QUIET AND MANAGED TO SWALLOW IT BUT LIKE IT TURNED INTO A COUGH AND I BEGAN CHOKING ABD TEARS CAME OUT OF MY EYES AND NO ONE MADE ANY SOUND so I've been coughing for the past 5 mins now...