Tumgik
#eh i think its like an okayyy one
meowlod · 5 months
Note
Eh, hi, that's the last anon (one with dolls and flowers headcanons)
WANNA TALK ABOUT FOCALORS??? THE GOD??? THAT ONE WHICH DIED?? (the last one was cursed lol)
THE OUR SAVIOR AND OUR GOD?? (jokingly)
I wanna braid her hair so bad in some hard to make hairstyles, so her hair will not be all over us when we lie with her on a bad.
I hc that she doesn't like sweets (while Furina has sweet tooth), because they all are just kind of tasteless to her. All sweet and sugary, not for her liking (don't worry Focalors, your human counterpart will eat them instead of you).
She is not a clingy person, but she makes an exception just for us.
She doesn't like her neck being touched, because...akhem...well, she still needs her head on her shoulders, y'know.
Even being a god, she is not used to anxious attacks, so when the first one after a trial (no, she is not dead, and I don't care that it's not canon), when she is shaking and sweeting she doesn't know what to do, so she just silently clings to our form and waits for feeling to go away.
Sorry for being annoying, you just awoke my biggest brainroot by asking for hcs. ಥ‿ಥ
(and sorry for mistakes, English is not my first language)
FOCALORS!!!! omg i love her so much PRETTY GIRL!! our god REAL!!!
i really wanna braid her hair too, and i‘ve thought of it. but just imagine if you mess up and her hair looks like a whole mess HELPP i think she would say it‘s okay it looks pretty, but when she goes into the bathroom and looks herself in the mirror she would frown and look like shes done with this bullshit. i mean….messy hair focalors would look so pretty though. i love messy hair women!! but i wanna also see focalors with her hair in a ponytail or braid, it would look so PRETTY!!!
i think shes more of a salad person or something. she eats meat sometimes, but eats mostly healthy food. imagine furina forces her to eat desserts with her 😭😭 poor focalors
she definitely is clingy around you. if you‘re someone she trusts fully/she dates, she is CLINGYYY and i mean it. Outside walking? Her arm wrapped around yours. Going to sleep? A lot of cuddles and hugs.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT. you‘re reminding me of a familiar scene (if ykyk)……….but i think she would be okay with small neck kisses from you, her partner. unless someone else touches her neck she‘ll flinch a little and take a step back. if she‘s uncomfortable with me doing it once when shes in a upset mood or something else, i‘ll gladly stop and touch her somewhere else she‘s more comfortable with.
AWWW my baby. I‘ll tell her that it‘s okay and brush her hair with my fingers, calming her down.
ITS OKAYYY dw dw i want more <3
35 notes · View notes
the-himawari · 1 year
Text
A3! Miyoshi Kazunari - Translation [SSR] les sucreries (3/3)
Tumblr media
*Please read disclaimer on blog; default name set as Izumi
---
Kazunari: M’kay, I’m gonna jump right into it. Director-chan, you can take a seat on that sofa and make yourself comfortable.
Tumblr media
Izumi: Sure thing. I feel kind of nervous though…
Kazunari: Ahaha, your shoulders are all tense! Let loose and have a seat. Ah, it’s alright if your line of sight isn’t on me!
-pause-
Kazunari: …Nice! Let’s take a quick break.
Izumi: Mhm… (*Sigh*… I can finally move again…)
Kazunari: Sorry for making you keep still.
Izumi: No worries. It’s pretty tough staying still the entire time.
Kazunari: We don’t do that all that often, huh? Ooh, I know! Wanna have some? They’re macarons! They’re famous for tasting delish! Let’s have ourselves a tea party!
Izumi: Thanks. Holding a tea party in an atelier feels fresh.
Kazunari: Uni’s pretty laissez-fair, after all. Besides, you came all the way here, so I gotta treat you properly. And most importantly, I rarely get the chance to have teatime with a dressed-up Director-chan, isn’t that right? The locale is my uni’s atelier though.
Option 1: “A tea party in an atelier sounds fun too”
Izumi: I’d never get the chance to have a tea party in a university’s atelier, so I’m looking forward to it.
Kazunari: You enjoy everything, just like that. Don’tcha, Director-chan? I like that about you.
Izumi: Ahaha, I appreciate it.
Kazunari: The ones who enjoy everything are winning, after all!
Option 2: “Amabi is an interesting place”
Izumi: Amabi is an interesting place. There’s lots of stylish people around. So many people I passed while I was waiting for you had their own unique fashion.
Kazunari: Speaking of unique, there’s a lot of eccentric folks too~. The day before, there were people who were holding a takoyaki party in a lecture hall!
Izumi: That’s amazing in its own way…
Kazunari: Well, that’s part of the fun too!
Kazunari: Anyways, here’s the macarons! Choose any one you’d like.
Tumblr media
Izumi: Ehh… I can’t decide which one to pick… Alright, I guess I’ll have pistachio.
Kazunari: Okayyy! Salted caramel for me then. It’s the instant kind, but I’ll whip up some black tea. Sit tight for a sec~.
Izumi: Thanks. Itadakimasu.
Kazunari: Let’s see, I’m pretty sure it’s over here—.
*alarm goes off*
Announcement: “Fire. Fire. A fire has broken out.” “All students please evacuate immediately.”
Izumi: !?
Kazunari: Eh? EH? FIRE!?
Tumblr media
Izumi: This isn’t an evacuation drill, is it…?
Kazunari: I didn’t hear of anything like that… In any case, we should probably head outside. Now. Over here, Director-chan!
Izumi: O-okay.
*opens door*
Izumi: Kazunari-kun, there’s smoke…!
Kazunari: Woah~!? This is legit!
Izumi: We have to get out of here, quick…!
Kazunari: Wait, Director-chan. You can’t run in that outfit, can you?
Izumi: I think I’ll manage if I take off my heels, but…
Kazunari: Hold still… upsie-daisies!
Izumi: Wah! Kazunari-kun!?
Kazunari: …I’ll carry you, princess.
Tumblr media
Izumi: … (This is unmistakably a princess carry… isn’t it!?)
Kazunari: Hold on tight!
Izumi: Eh!? Wait a minute—!
Kazunari: Here we go!
Tumblr media
-pause-
Kazunari: …And that’s why we were in a doozy the other day~. Director-chan got a fright too!
Banri: Hey, if it’s Director-chan, then she’ll be fine. Besides, it wasn’t actually a fire in the end, right?
Tumblr media
Kazunari: Right, right. Apparently, the smoke from people grilling meat in a lecture hall set off the fire alarm.
Banri: What a drag involving the whole school over grilled meat… Oh yeah. I heard there’s a rumour you were with a girl. There’s lotsa speculation flying ‘round that she’s your girlfriend.
Kazunari: Ahh… well, I’m not gonna deny it!
Banri: Why’s that?
Kazunari: But, I mean… if I had to say, she’s more like my muse.
---
previous |
23 notes · View notes
dear-happypills · 1 month
Text
XXX
me: , fuxx.... i totally forgot *as I check my phone messages.
happypills: forgot whuut?
me: *sigh. .... you know, the last time i spoke with my parents, they like gave me the hard talk of.... *SIGH ... turning thirty soon... and basically told me that my body and ... my attractiveness will fade soon.... very,.. quickly.... soon. like soon...
and... that i should start looking for a partner for marriage
happypills: .... i dont think your attractivness was ever an age problem.......... just. might be.. como se dice.... a you problem. ??? dont even trip dawwggg. thirtyyyyyyy
me: fuXX you..... ... .ah. fuXX this............. i was hoping to die by 26...
happypills: *looks puzzled. why.... why 26???
me: *shrugs. i dunno. just seemed like a good age to die.
happypills: -_-;;
me: ANYWAYS.. my parents are telling me this... and my mental focus is fading... just. at the reality.. of having to prepare.... to live alone with you.. YOU...
happypills: *nodds earnestly
me: *pointing at happypills, disgusted.
...YOU. forever... and so imthere.... just nodding to whatever my moms saying and just say
"yea.... yea... yea".
and then shes like REALLY??
happypills: really to what????
me: so thats the thing. that conversation was like months ago, and then like a week ago she sends me a number of a girl.
and.. i dunno. i just felt like shit.... i mean, like .... im not desperate.
happypills: nope. not desperate.... its,... its just you cant find someone.
me: shutthefuckup im not done.
happypills: wait........waaiiit. how come you didnt censor it that time????
me: shutthefuckup. because you deserved it.
ANYWAYS. i felt like shit. so i just ignored the text when i got it and put it out of my mind...
until now.
happypills:. .... well , if you think about it. thats how dating apps work.... you know, like. putting your number and information out there because youre desperate enough to find someone...
me: NO, its worse. i dont even know what she looks like
happpypills: LOLLL
me: NOnono,///// thats.... not the pointtttt. i mean......... eh. whatever.... wait, but like why couldnt my mom have just given away my number, like you know what i mean? so that the onus isnt on me to be the one contacting a stranger first.... ... And like, to even say what?????
happypills: .... OH JEEZ pick a lane. now you want to whore out your number???
me: .................................. *angrily holds back. OH JEEZ, its not like idonthavetothinkabouthowthispersonisconnectedtomymomschoirfriendandshehastosavefaceorthefactthatitsbecomeachorethatsstressingtheshitoutofme.
JEEZ.
happpypills: ...... ohhh jeEEEZZZZ. someone sounds stressed... so whatre you going to do???
me: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......................................... NOTHING.
happypills: oh. pwuh. dont say that............... youre not doing nothing.
me: ... nope. really. i think ill do nothing. the whole thing is just weird. and. i dunno. when things get to a point, i just. i just ..... turtle...... turtle the fuck away kind of turtle...... youknowwhatimean????.. im... ima do nothing.
happypills: *gets really passionate NO! NONO youre NOT doing nothing okayyy. YOU HEAR ME....
.... YOURE... YOURE TURNING THIRTY THIS YEAR... THAT TRIPPLE. ROMAN NUMERAL XXX, THIRTY.
me: fuxx you. ARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGggggggggggggggggggg
*SIGH
............. ........... ..
well, they say everyone dies alone right????
happypills: LOLOLOL.
me: why are you laughing thats not fuXXing funny!
happypills: hehe. im a die with Christ yo.
me: OH OHKAY.. But.... do you know what i mean????? like.. just the whole thing.
it just.... makes me feel.....
retarded....
wait. its okay to say that when i genuinely believe that about myself right??
happypills: -_-.... not with the way you seek for confirmation from me like that... i mean like, thats retarded... oh wait. so i guess youre right.
me: *squints see.... that.. i dont think used that word right there....
happypills: UGH, i just dont get why you need to be stressed out about this. bbRRROOOOo youre three decades this year.
me: .. i ... i um dont think thats anything to brag about.... i mean, i guess its a big thing in the Pillsian world or whatever, but thats just shenanigans. im not getting any younger.
happypills: no........nnoooooo youre not... . buttt... .BUT WISER?????
*makes mind blown hand motion. and then quickly changes.
no.. no not that..
me: ..................................................... -_-;;
happypills: i think you tend to overthink things.
me: ....... OH. SO, ANALYZING the situation IS AN ISSUE.
happypills: ............. just sounds like BITCHING to mehhhhhh.
me: ....... PSH. pWUh. whatever. whatever.
IM A TURTLE.
BIE.
happypills: thats three decades worth of maturity right there.
- happypills
0 notes
waiting-on-a-dream · 8 months
Text
𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮~! 🎉
Tumblr media
Haruto: Good afternoon, Haku-chan.
Haku: Good afternoon. It is time for the birthday interview already?
Haruto: Ah, you catch on quick. That's nice.
Haku: Ask away then.
Haruto: If you could choose one prisoner here to be your sibling, who would it be?
Haku: ..I don't need anyone besides Kurosaki.
Haruto: I'm not asking you to pick a replacement. Just think of it as uh, another sibling in your family.
Haku: In that case... Noa-san would be nice.
Haruto: Eh? Why?
Haku: Kurosaki likes being taken care of. I think she'd be a good match for him.
Haruto: What about you? Surely you have an opinion on her.
Haku: She's nice. As long as Kurosaki is happy with her, I'm happy.
Haruto: Um... I've been wondering, why do you think of your brother so often?
Haku: We grew up together. Its as if he's a part of me.
Haruto: That sounds kinda codependant.
Haku: ..Well, I've heard something like that before.
Haruto: Okayyy... Thanks for answering. Happy birthday.
Haku: Thank you.
1 note · View note
0risha · 3 years
Text
RECOGNITION
series m.list
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
PAIRING : sukuna x fem!reader
SUMMARY : when an exchange student comes to jujutsu tech, Itadori is set on finding out why the King of curses is so interested in you.
TAGS : fluff, the tiniest bit of angst, jjk anime spoilers, some curse words, reader is described as a black female
NOTES : i’ve read a couple of works where sukuna meets his reincarnated lover so I wanted to try it out too, hope you enjoy. was supposed to make progress with my wips but I was in a sukuna mood. (◕ᴗ◕✿)
Tumblr media
Sukuna feels your presence before he sees you. It’s one of those cliché moments where time puts its hand up to signal a standstill. Yuuji can feel it too when you pass by, your long braids swishing with each step.
He’s sure that he’s never seen you before but his shared body buzzes in remembrance. All the while, his emotions are overtaken by the unbridled feeling of wanting. 
After that, Itadori never took it upon himself to ask Sukuna about the matter because the curse didn’t seem to want to.
Sukuna had become more and more suppressed, his usual pop-ups were a rare occurrence, even when Megumi was around. However, for the whole month you’d been at Jujutsu Tech, the King of curses had been intent on observing from his throne of woven carcasses, body hunched over to just watch.
You’re an exchange student, Itadori recalls Gojo’s past conversation about a new second-year that would be coming from the states. You’re strong — at first, Itadori couldn’t help but think that this revelation was the reason for Sukuna’s interest —your cursed energy being perfect sediment for close combat and dealing precise blows, all the same, Itadori could feel a grappling hook of something that seemed to be festering.
It’s dark and brooding and it stirs every time you come into contact with him. And Yuuji thinks he might go crazy because he wants to know your connection with Sukuna and it’s not like he can ask you because your aura screams — unapproachable.
His chance comes when all the first-years are assigned to a mission, you're there for extra measure. Gojo’s shaman instincts telling him that this mission was far too exceeding for him, Nobara, and Megumi.
Though just as Gojo predicted, it goes terribly wrong and Itadori keels over with an empty hollow where his heart should be.
His last thoughts are consumed with a screeching mantra of his late grandfather’s words. In the crevice of his flickering mind, they're big bold letters that drip with poisoned regret.
Before his vision goes black, the last thing he sees is a heart-broken Megumi and your face which is flooded with guilt.
When Itadori comes face to face with the King of curses, the stench of rotting death overpowering his senses, he mulls over the terms laid out by Sukuna to come back, alive.
To be reunited with his friends and become some type of savior —sukuna's words, not his— he'd give up the reigns of his body so Sukuna could talk to you whenever he chose.
For the exchange of his life, the rules weren’t bad, a part of him knows that this selfish override could cause problems for you in the future, but he still agrees.
When he wakes up to a pure white ceiling and the smell of bleach he doesn’t expect to see you towering over him. Moving up to a sitting position, his cheeks nearly bleed red because he’s naked. His eyes frantically flit over to Gojo who’s sitting in the corner of the room, watching the exchange. The white-haired sorcerer shrugs in a ridiculed manner —silently telling Itadori that it wasn’t his problem.
“You called me,” your voice filters through the bright room. His eyebrows crinkle in confusion. Sukuna must've did something.
When his eyes flit back to you, he’s met with your monotone expression, your cascade of braids framing your face. And for the third time in his life, he’s scared. 
Your cursed energy, which for your level should leave little to no residual, is flaring with onyx undertones. Its sharpened jaws nearing closer and closer to Itadori in a beckoning manner. He's not sure why it's visible in the first place.
Gojo stays silent.
Brat, let me out. Sukuna, for the first time in weeks, pops up with a wide mouth on the palm of his hand. Without a second thought, Itadori allows him. 
Whilst wading in his domain of subconsciousness, he watches the exchange. Your expression stays the same as you study Sukuna’s marked face. 
“So hostile,” Sukuna bares, his powerful aura sifting through the room. You roll your eyes and crack a smile. Seamlessly ignoring the other man in the room— who you know Sukuna has a grudge with. 
“Am I not supposed to be?” you cross your arms and ask. “Being friendly would get me in trouble.”
“You remember me?” The King of curses cuts straight to the point, the question being so unexpected that Gojo shuffles in his seat, his spine rigid with anticipation. 
You nod stiffly. "I didn’t at first, not fully at least, but after coming into contact a few times, yeah.”
“It’s a shame I don’t have control over this body,” Sukuna presses a palm to your cheek, no doubt a loving caress. His deep baritone voice causing your skin to erupt into a turnpike for goosebumps to situate. “Do you remember how we parted last?”
“A sorcerer killed me or something,” you scratch the back of your neck under his intense stare. “Right through here,” you confess, pointing to the middle of your sternum.
“And you’ve become one?” Sukuna quirks an eyebrow, shoulders stiff with anger. 
“I didn’t even know I knew you until a month ago, calm down,” you wave in dismissal. Itadori takes note in the way Sukuna visibly relaxes, your words washing him in a bucket of warmth. “Is that all? I’ve got a mission in thirty minutes.” 
“I’m coming with you.” Sukuna jumps off the steel table, his bare feet touching the cool ground. You turn your eyes away from the bottom half of his body, ears growing hot in embarrassment.
“Eh? Is that allowed?” You turn to Gojo who’s still analyzing the situation beforehand and he shrugs with complacency. “Don’t let anyone see him,” Gojo warns, his stare serious even under his blindfold. You're not exactly sure what Gojo's thinking but you grasp the opportunity.
When you leave the autopsy room with a naked Sukuna by your side, careful to avoid any areas where Sukuna’s aura might be felt, you make it to Itadori’s dorm.
“Here.” You throw him Yuuji’s formal uniform and a pair of brown boots you find in the corner of his room. “I’m not wearing this,” Sukuna interjects.
“Huh?” Your upper lip curls up in confusion. “Then you’re not coming with me.” You turn to leave but he catches your arm in a tight grip.
“Fine, since you’re so damn adamant.” He releases his grip on your arm to slip into Yuuji’s clothes, when he finishes he turns to you with a glare.
“Good boy,” you praise, patting his tattooed cheek.
Internally, Itadori’s too bewildered to tease the curse. In all of his time spent with Sukuna in his body, he’s never seen the King of curses voluntarily listen to somebody else’s demands. The murky water he stands in ripples as he sits to observe everything that’s transpiring. 
When you both reach the site you were assigned to, you sigh in annoyance. “What is it?” Sukuna asks, hands in pockets as he studies your face.
“I was hoping to have an easy day, they’re not dangerous or anything but there’s more than a dozen in there.” You point to the abandoned building, its steel beams bending with age.
“I’ll exorcise them for you.”  
This is going completely against this guy’s morals, Yuuji thinks. 
Your eyebrows fly to your forehead as you grow giddy with happiness. “Really?” You exclaim clambering up to wrap him in a hug.
“If you don’t let go, I won’t.” He grumbles, head in your neck while inhaling your sweet scent. 
“Okayyy,” you inhale, trailing off, Sukuna not too far behind. 
The exorcism is completed in fifteen seconds, tops. You stare in amazement at his lithe movements. His sharp fingers extinguishing cores with precise stabs— the same way he did his vessel. When he’s done he turns to you with an eyebrow raised, his hands wet with unspoken substance. You turn away with a humph. 
“Was it not fast enough?” He walks towards you, concern written all over his expression.
“It was too fast,” you proclaim.
“Huh?” 
“You’re a show-off,” you turn to exit the building, your braids whizzing past his face. You hear his roaring laughter behind you as you make it outside.
The smell of freshly churned earth enters your nostrils as you walk down a fenced sidewalk with bent daffodils. “Where are we going?”
“A ramen shop.” His gaze flicks over to study your face which is softened with what seems to be tranquility. His heart tides over with pride once he realizes that you feel content with him, a 1000-year-old curse.
However, he knows it’s the result of your memories that tie in with his; shared massacres and intertwined fates. Multiple restarts of what seemed to be a never-ending cycle of mingled hearts. But this time jump was different than the others. 
You being a sorcerer is not the only obstacle, at all.
“Sukuna? Hey– you’re spacing out.” You wave a hand in front of his face to grab his attention. 
“We’re here.” He looks up to see a small ramen shop, its logo old with age. As he enters the shop, he somehow finds contentment in being in a place that you like. 
“You know you’re probably attracting sorcerers and curses alike as we speak?” You inquire, grabbing your ramen bowl from the waiter who nervously glances at Sukuna. His tattooed face also attracting unwanted attention. 
“Mhm, I’ll just kill them if they interfere.” You whip your head to turn to the waiter who you’re relieved to see, had already left.
“I knew you’d say that,” you stuff your face with a handful of steaming noodles. 
“Sukuna?”
“Mhm?” 
“What’s gonna happen between us?” You flick your index finger back and forth. “It’s not like the other times, I’m a dedicated sorcerer.”
“So?” 
“You’re the King of curses, I’m a sorcerer.” You repeat, dropping your wooden chopsticks to place your head on your propped fist. 
“Already made a deal with the brat, I can talk to you whenever and wherever I want,” he pulls his face closer to yours. 
“Yeah? What happens when they execute Itadori?” You curl your hands into balled fists, an unfamiliar emotion welling up in your throat. Somehow, it doesn't fit. It crosses your veins in a parasitic manner and your eyes glaze over.
“I’ll just come back.” He states matter of factly, voice coated with arrogance.
“You promise?” You whisper, holding out your pinky finger. You nearly scoff at your own action.
Ignoring the finger you bare out, he presses his lips against yours. It’s the same as he can remember, centuries ago. His body elates with a hum of electricity. And it's as if his body's creating a second space of void in which he feels his every sense being sharpened; the smooth curve of your full lips and the salty taste of previous ramen.
But before the kiss can go any further, you're pulling back.
“That was uh…” You blink once, twice, trying desperately to collect your thoughts. When you look back to Sukuna, you instead are met with Itadori’s clear face.
“The hell are you doing, brat?” Sukuna bares his teeth on the right side of Itadori’s cheek. ”I- I’m sorry just got a little uh.. flustered.” 
“The fuck are you getting flustered for?” Sukuna growls. 
“I- uh..” 
“It’s okay Yuuji, you can switch again another time,” you sympathize with the boy. His cheeks are coated in red.
“It’s getting late, eat some ramen so we can go.” You chuckle. Itadori nods as his hand reaches towards a pair of chopsticks.
“Touch my ramen and I’ll kill you again, you damn brat.”
Tumblr media
back to m.list
1K notes · View notes
ga-yuu · 3 years
Text
~Yoshitsune~Main Story Chapter 5~Part 2
Tumblr media
Part 1
*
*
*
--------Part 4-------
Yoshitsune: "The moon looks beautiful tonight. Whether you see it's from Hiraizumi or Kamakura, it's just as beautiful."
(By the way, I was thinking....)
Yoshitsune-sama's words suddenly reminded me of the time we met.
Yoshino: "You said you came to Kamakura alone, right?"
Yoshitsune: "Yeah. But if Benkei finds out, he'll keep nagging me."
Tumblr media
(Benkei-san.....he's that scary person, right?)
(So unexpectedly, he seems overprotective....)
Yoshino: "So what's the actual reason for coming to Kamakura?"
Yoshitsune: "Well..."
I felt that the Yoshitsune-sama's eye color grew darker for some reason.
There is a small silence between gasps and a slightly lower voice echoing in the wind.
Tumblr media
Yoshitsune: "I wanted to take one last look at the town before it gets destroyed in the war."
(For the last time...)
Yoshino: "So you have lived in Kamakura, before?"
Yoshitsune: "Yes. It was when I was under Yoritomo. I had a certain affection for Kamakura, but....Soon after the Genpai War, I was banished my Yoritomo."
Yoshino: "So that's it...."
(To be banished by your own brother out of all the people....is heart breaking.)
Yoshitsune: "That's why I've come here, to make my last appearance. ....This town and its people. It's just how I remember."
His face casted a variety of emotions and I'm sure he's the only one who knows how that feels."
(But...I feel like I was able to touch Yoshitsune-sama's heart just a little bit.)
When, both of us, stopped talking, and let ourselves be consumed by silence-----
???: "Hey, are you there?"
(I just heard a kid's voice....?)
A little boy emerged from the trees.
Boy: "....Why? Why isn't he here?"
Yoshino: "What's wrong? Are you looking for someone?"
Boy: "Ah!"
The boy noticed us and comes running in our way.
Boy: "Have you seen my brother, big sis? He's was wearing a dark blue kimono...."
Yoshino: "No, I haven't."
Boy: "Oh..."
Yoshitsune-sama looks at the boy who is in daze and opens his mouth.
Yoshitsune: "Did you and your brother got separated?"
The boy's shoulders shook for a moment at the quiet question.
Eventually, he started getting scared.
Boy: "Yeah....we had a fight and he ran off."
Yoshino: "Oh, that worries me."
(Already the street is crowded with people, so its' hard to find someone once you get lost....)
Boy: "It was my fault. But, maybe he shouldn't have ran off like that......I searched for him a lot, but I couldn't find him...
The boy squeezes his little hands together and tears well up in his eyes.
Tumblr media
Boy: "I'm sure he doesn't like me anymore...."
(That's right....when you have a fight, you can't help but feel anxious.)
Yoshino: "Don't worry----"
When I opened my mouth----
Yoshitsune: "No younger brother can hate his brother that easily."
-------Part 5--------
Yoshitsune: "No younger brother can hate his brother that easily."
(Yoshitsune-sama....?)
The boy also blinked at Yoshitsune-sama's words.
Boy: "You think so....?"
Yoshitsune: "Yes."
Gently, he placed his palm on the little boy's head.
Yoshitsune: "But from now on, get along okay? Because one person can't stay on the same path forever."
(Ah......)
Yoshitsune-sama's face illuminated by the moonlight, was kind of sad.
(I've never seen anyone look so sad.)
Though, his outer expression is completely dead....
My heart clenches at the emotions that are quietly wavering behind his eyes.
Tumblr media
(Why do you have such look?)
I was irresistible curious, but....
(......Now, this child and finding his brother is more important.)
I looked at the boy and opened my mouth.
Yoshino: "If you don't mind, can I help you find your brother?"
Boy: "You will?"
Yoshino: "Of course!"
Yoshitsune: "Okay, let's find him together."
Yoshino: "You're coming too!?"
Boy: "Thank you! Thank you very much."
(But...)
I gently asked Yoshitsune-sama.
Yoshino: "Are you sure? What if someone sees your face?"
Yoshitsune: "You're right, but also....No one would even imagine me attending a festival with a woman and kid."
Yoshino: "Oh, I get it..."
Tumblr media
Yoshitsune: "And if somehow, someone recognize me, I can make my own escape."
(He's looks so confident.)
Yoshino: "....If you say so."
Yoshitsune-sama stands up and looks around.
Yoshitsune: "We were here for a while now, but we haven't seem any kids. Let's go and check the town."
Yoshino: "You're right. The festival lights might lure him out."
I stood up and offered the boy my hand.
Yoshino: "Want to hold hands with me? It's better not to get lost in the crowd, right?"
Boy: "You're right!"
The boy takes my hand with a big smile.
Then, the boy boldly offers his hand to Yoshitsune-sama.
Boy: "Big brother, you too!"
Yoshitsune: "....!"
(Eerrmm....)
Yoshino: "Umm....big brother is...um..not really that kind of person...."
Yoshitsune: "Okay, let's hold hands."
(Ehh)
Yoshitsune-sama took the boy's hands who asked plainly.
Boy: "Mm! Let's go, let's go!!"
Yoshino: "Wait...slow down!"
The boy started walking happily while pulling both of us along the way.
(....This is weird. I wonder what we look like to people who sees us.)
(A family? No, no, no. No onw would be that dumb to think that.....right?)
As I saw the festival lights coming closer and closer, my heart started pounding.
(What does Yoshitsune-sama think of this?)
When I looked at him to see what he was thinking....
(Of course. He's expressionless. How could I forget?)
........................
The town was filled with more people than before.
Yoshitsune: "He doesn't seem to be here.....let's check elsewhere."
Yoshino: "Okay."
(I hope we can find him soon...)
Boy: "....Look!"
Yoshitsune: "...! Did you find him?"
~~~Because I Know Your Sorrow. (Normal Story)~~~
Yoshitsune-sama and I were walking around town in search of a little boy's younger brother, who we met by chance.
Yoshitsune: "He doesn't seem to be here.....let's check elsewhere."
Yoshino: "Okay."
(I hope we can find him soon...)
Boy: "....Look!"
Yoshitsune: "...! Did you find him?"
Suddenly the boy stopped as if he noticed something.
Boy: "Look! That pinwheel...! Isn't it pretty?"
Yoshino: "True. It's so colorful!"
Boy: "I don't see those every day. Isn't festivals cool!"
Yoshitsune: "Do you want one?"
Boy: "....Ah! You'll buy it for me? But...I feel bad for letting you buy me..."
Even as the boy says this, his eyes were fixed on the pinwheel.
Yoshitsune: "Wait here."
(Eh?)
Yoshitsune-sama goes to the store and buys two pinwheels. He comes back and presented to the boy.
Tumblr media
Yoshitsune: "You should give one to your brother when you see him. It's to help you two to make up." (To be honest, when I first played this route, I thought he bought one of the pinwheels for Yoshino....because, you know she's so underaged.)
Boy: "...Thank you, big brother!"
(.....Yoshitsune-sama is so kind towards children.)
I can't help but smile at the two of them.
Yoshino: "Good for you! I'm sure your brother will be very happy too."
Boy: "Yes!"
The boy carefully puts the pinwheel on his obi with great care.
..............
Yoshitsune: "He doesn't seem to be here too. Let's check elsewhere."
After searching the area for some time, we decided to check the next area, when-----
Boy: "....!!! Wait! I think I heard my brother!"
Yoshino: "Really? Where?"
We cut through the crowd and went a little further.
Boy: "There!"
Younger brother: "nnn....uh....brother.....nnn..."
(Is that his brother....!)
We saw a small child in a dark blue kimono crying on the side of the street.
Yoshitsune: "Is he your brother?"
Boy: "Yes!"
The boy instantly released his hands from ours and rushed to his younger brother.
Boy: "HEYY!"
Younger brother: "!!"
With his face full of tears, the younger brother hugged his older brother.
Younger brother: "Nn...I'm sorry....I'm sorry for running away!"
(I think he was really scared that he and his brother had a fight and got separated.)
Boy: "I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have done that.... But, I'm glad you're safe..."
Yoshitsune: "Our job is done here."
Yoshino: "Yeah....!"
The boy turned to us with a big smile.
Boy: "Big brother, big sis. Thank you for helping me! From now on, I'll be a friend to my brother!"
Yoshitsune: "Of course."
(!!)
Yoshitsune-sama's face shows a faint smile. So faint that you'll miss it if you won't pay attention.
Yoshino: "Be careful on your way home, okay?"
Boy: "Don't worry! Our house is close by."
The boy gives one of the pinwheels to his younger brother and smiles at him.
After watching the two brothers walk away happily hand in hand, I turned to Yoshitsune-sama.
Yoshino: "I'm happy that they made up."
Yoshitsune: ".....Me too."
(Yoshitsune-sama...?)
Yoshitsune(expressionless): "...................."
Yoshitsune-sama amethyst eyes shined while watching the backs of the two boys.
(What is Yoshitsune-sama thinking right now....?)
(I thought I had touched Yoshitsune-sama's heart a little, but I still don't understand.)
I felt far away from him, though we were standing next to each other.
Yoshino: "......Okayyy, looks like, it's time for me to go home."
Yoshitsune: "Same here."
....................................
We walked slowly together and before we knew it, we reached the street on the other side of the Imperial Palace.
Yoshitsune-sama's shadow suddenly stopped in the middle of the bridge.
Yoshino: "Yoshitsune-sama?"
The next moment, I looked at Yoshitsune-sama.
Yoshitsune: "I'll stop here. I don't want to come close to the Imperial Palace. Can you go from here, Yoshino?"
(Aha...)
Yoshino: "Soooo, when did you decide you'll walk me home, Yoshitsune-sama?"
Tumblr media
Yoshitsune: "----While you were busy looking around Kamakura.
With his eyes downcast, Yoshitsune-sama smiled faintly.
(You could have just left me behind in the streets like that....but, you didn't.)
Once I started living in Kamakura, I heard many scary and inspiring stories about Yoshitsune-sama
I also know that the closer he gets to the Imperial Palace, the more dangerous it is for Yoshitsune-sama. But still, he was sweet enough to bring me here without saying a word.
Yoshino: "....Thank you very much!"
(I still can't bring myself to believe that such a kind person....is an enemy of Yoritomo-sama.)
There must be a severe reason for this.
With all the courage I could muster, I opened my mouth.
Yoshino: "Umm....what does Yoshitsune-sama think of Yoritomo-sama?"
Yoshitsune: "....................."
---A gust of wind passes between us.
Tumblr media
Yoshitsune(icy glare): "I hate that man."
Yoshino: "!!!"
I hold my breath when I looked at the murderous glint in his eyes.
There was a feeling of anger and sadness in the air.
I knew I couldn't ask him anymore, so I stopped myself.
(But....it doesn't look like you entirely just hate him.)
--------FLASHBACK-------
Yoshitsune: "No younger brother can hate his brother that easily."
............
(His words sounded like they were referring to 'someone'.... And that someone has to be....)
(....Not only Yoshitsune-sama!)
.............
Yoritomo: "We may be brothers, but our upbringings were different."
Yoshino: “Really? Then, when did you both first meet….”
Yoritomo: “When I was raising an army against the Heike. Yoshitsune came all the way with a small force to join us. For a brother, he has never met, he was ready to help just after receiving my message.”
Yoshino: “But, why would….Yoshitsune-sama suddenly rush to your aide?”
Yoritomo: “—–I don’t know. Well, it’s true that he’s made the fight a lot easier.”
------FLASHBACK ENDS-----
(I'm not entirely sure about this, but I think Yoritomo-sama didn't really hate Yoshitsune-sama either.)
(If that's true then.....)
Yoshino: "Is there no other way but to kill each other?"
Yoshitsune: "This is the fate we chose."
Yoshino: "But----"
Yoshitsune: "But what?"
My words were interrupted by the voice of Yoshitsune-sama.
Yoshitsune: "Why do you care so much? You just got involved in all of this, right? Whether Yoritomo and I hate each other or kill each other....why does it matter to you?"
Yoshino: "Even so---."
Tumblr media
(I......want to know more about Yoshitsune-sama.)
My heart was warm as I felt so many emotions rushing towards me.
Yoshitsune: "Yoshino."
Yoshino: "Ah...."
His hand suddenly reached out to touch my cheek----
Yoshitsune: ".....Sorry."
Squeezing my hand finally, he turned and walked away.
(Yoshitsune-sama....)
His figure gets smaller and smaller and all I could do was to stand there and watch him disappear.
Chapter 6
16 notes · View notes
toothpastecanyon · 3 years
Text
A Name From the Mailbox, Chapter 1
Dipper finds out the author's name before Not What He Seems. It's not the person he expected.
See most updated version on Archive of Our Own.
______________________________________________________________
“Step right up to the Mystery Shack, folks! Name’s Stanford Pines, Mr Mystery!”
Dipper looked up as Stan came through the door. He watched his uncle shoot him a winning grin before turning it on a group of unsuspecting tourists.
“This right here’s the gift shop! I know this kinda place is usually the last stop at your museum or whatever, but we do it different here, folks! Look around; everything’s weird, and it’s for sale! Buy something. Seriously, we’re not moving on till everyone buys something.”
He looked at the tourists milling about the counters, and jumped slightly when Stan appeared next to him.
“How’s it hanging, kid?”
“Wh-what?”
“You look like you seen a ghost or a shower or something.” Stan flipped up his eyepatch. “You been staying up too late again? I told you you were working the till today.”
He stared at his uncle’s face. Underneath the table, his hands clenched a piece of paper.
“Uh, Grunkle Stan?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I… can I ask you somethi-“
“Hey, tourists coming your way.” Stan jumped up. “Tell me after the tour, eh?”
“But-“ Dipper watched him walk off. He made a face, and looked down to the note in his hands he’d taken from a mailbox in the woods.
WHO IS THE AUTHOR? It read.
THE AUTHOR OF THE JOURNALS IS STANFORD FILBRICK PINES.
“You like that shirt, kid? If you throw in another one, I’ll make it two for the price of three!” Stanford Pines stood before the line, leaning on his cane. “No refunds!”
    Dipper frowned.
______________________________________________________________
    “There’s no way he’s the author.”
    “Aww, c’mon, Dipper!” Mabel swung her feet as she sat on her bed. “You said the same thing about McGucket, and look what happened there! Maybe Grunkle Stan really wrote it?” She grinned. “Maybe he knows about unicorns! We should ask him, Dipper! Dipperrrr!”
    Dipper stood in front of his corkboard. He pressed Stan’s picture against the centre, and then hesitated. “It just… it doesn’t line up. If he’s the author, what’s the deal with the six fingers? And the whole Mystery Shack thing - why would he just drop all his research to open a tourist trap in the middle of nowhere?”
    “Maybe he’s doing it in secret?”
    “Maybe, but… it just doesn’t make sense that it’s him.” He rolled his eyes at the photo of Stan posing with his wax twin. “I thought that the author was gonna be someone who actually likes the supernatural, for one. Stan doesn’t even want to talk about it with me.”
    Mabel watched him sigh, and slump against the bedrest. She came over, and put a hand on his shoulder.
    “Hey, bro, maybe you should tell him!”
    “Why? It took raising the dead for him to admit magic exists at all. I don’t think he’d admit to it even if he was the author.”
    “Oh, yeah, karaoke night! We should do that again!” She giggled at his expression. “I’m joking, goober. But really, you should just ask him. He promised to be more honest with us, right? Maybe if he knows you know, he’ll know it’s okay to let you know what he knows, you know?”
    “What he promised was that he wouldn’t keep any more secrets,” Dipper muttered, but he rose to his feet. “Fine. I guess it’s worth asking first. You think he’s in the living room?”
“Yeah, I saw him watching that weird fancy soap opera when I went to find Waddles. He tried to change the channel before I saw it, but he can’t hide anything from me!”
“Apparently, he can.” Dipper picked up the journal, stared at it for a moment, then put it under his arm. “Let’s go, Mabel.”
The two of them made their way down the stairs, and into the hallway. The light of the TV left a harsh glow on the floorboards as they stepped into the living room. Stan was sitting there in the dark; Dipper looked at his face, and for a moment he really tried to imagine Stan as the author, as the man who’d spent years in the forests of Gravity Falls, who’d made dozens of intricate illustrations and detailed notes on the oddities within…
Then Stan met his eyes, and he jumped. Stan jumped too, and quickly changed the channel.
“Oh, kids! I was looking for something to watch, but there’s, uh, nothing on.” He coughed. “You wanna put on a movie, or something?”
“Ooo, Dream Boy High!”
“Mabel!” Dipper shot her a look. “That’s not why we came down here.”
“Awww…”
“Oh yeah?” Stan scratched his chest. “What’s up, kid?”
Dipper took a deep breath. He clenched the journal against his chest. “Uh, Grunkle Stan?”
“Yeah?”
“You know the, uh, the journal, right?” He watched Stan’s face carefully. “I’ve spent - we’ve spent, um, all summer so far trying to figure out who the author of it is, and - you’ve lived in Gravity Falls all your life, right?”
“More or less.” He frowned. “Why? I told you, I don’t know nothing about that spooky journal of yours.”
“But we’re starting to think you do, Grunkle Stan! We think… you’re the author!” He waited for Stan to say something, but he just furrowed his brow and turned up the TV. “We found this - this mailbox in the woods that knows everything, and we asked it who the author was and it said Stanford Pines!”
Then Dipper saw it: a flash of something across Stan’s face. He stared at Dipper for a moment with wide, shaken eyes, and Dipper blinked.
“It… it’s true! You are the author!”
“Stanford…?” Stan shook his head. “Kid, I’m not the author.”
“But-“
“You found this out from what, a mailbox in the woods? Oh yeah, that’s a real smoking gun.” He chucked, but now Dipper heard something distinctly forced in it. “You really, heh, really found me out!”
“But Grunkle Stan-”
Stan stood up quickly. “Hah, listen, kid, the only thing I’ve been writing for thirty years is attraction signs, and I pawn most of that off on Soos! You really think I’ve got time to wander off into the forest and write all the stuff that journal’s talking about? I got a business to run!”
“But it was an all-knowing mailbox, it couldn’t be wrong…” Dipper clicked his pen. “What about that boarded-up room in the shack, with the mind-switching carpet? That doesn’t make sense, someone had to have made that, and you said you had this Shack built yourself!” He followed Stan into the kitchen. “And hey, why’d you build it so far out of town anyway? And right next to the secret bunker and where this journal was hidden?”
“Secret bunker?” Stan raised an eyebrow. “When’d you kids go down a secret bunker?”
“Like a week ago!” Mabel grinned. “We fought a shapeshifter and Dipper’s inner emotions!”
He frowned. “Whoa, whoa, whoa, you kids went down in some spooky bunker? I thought you promised not to go looking for trouble with that journal!”
“And I thought you promised you didn’t have any more secrets!”
“And I don’t!” Stan shook his head. “Yeesh, kid, I mean, I don’t know what to tell you! I’m not your nerdy author!”
“But-”
He grabbed the journal. “And I’m taking this stupid thing.”
“Hey, Grunkle Stan!”
“I should’ve done it the second I laid eyes on it. You kids get into enough trouble without a literal roadmap to all the weirdness in this place.”
“No! You can’t do that!” Dipper clenched his fists. “Give it back!”
“Whoa, Dipper, calm down, alright?” He stashed the journal under his arm. “Look, it’s for your own good. Your head’s getting way too wrapped up in this mystery stuff; I think you could do with a break.”
“But I’m so close to getting to the bottom of all the big secrets of this town! You can’t take it away now!”
“I’m sorry, kid, but I just can’t trust you with it!” He tried for a grin. “C’mon, how’s about we have some real summer fun rather than this conspiracy junk? Y’know, put on some popcorn, throw on a show… heck, I’ll even let you pick. Don’t get used to it, alright?” He chuckled. “So, what do you say, kids?”
“Yeah!” Mabel looked to her brother. “You should pick Dream Boy High, Dipper! Dipper?”
Dipper looked up at his Grunkle’s face for a moment, took a deep breath, and then spoke. “I say,” he started, “I’m gonna go to my room, and I’m gonna find out what you’re hiding from me, journal or no journal!”
Then he turned and walked out of the room. Stan watched him go, then looked to Mabel, who shrugged.
“I guess he’s not up for it tonight? Anyway, I’ll get the popcorn on, Grunkle Stan-”
“Hey, hey, hold your horses.” He put a hand on her shoulder. “You know, it’s gettin’ late and all. Let’s do this some other time, okay?”
“Oh, really?” She raised an eyebrow at him. “You just want to watch your old man soap opera, don’t you!”
“Heh, sure.” His smile faded a bit. “That’s my secret.”
“Okayyy, but I say we are gonna watch Dream Boy High together this summer!” She gave him a hug. “Night, Grunkle Stan.”
“Night, pumpkin.”
She made her way towards the doorway, and then stopped. “Oh, and Grunkle Stan?”
“Yeah?”
There was a pause. “Are you the author?”
“What?” He blinked. “No. I have no idea what Dipper’s talking about.”
Mabel grinned. “Yeah, I kinda thought so. It sounded really cool, but can’t see you writing that journal.” She looked up at him. “You sure you don’t know anything about unicorns, though?”
“No, kid. I had a horse with a cone taped on its butt once, though. The Corniune!”
Mabel giggled, and they both shared a laugh at that. She stepped away.
“You’re silly, Grunkle Stan. Love you, enjoy your old man show!”
“Goodnight,” Stan said, and watched her skip up the steps. He heard the attic door open and shut, and then sighed. The smile fell from his face, and he stood up, brushed himself off, and looked down at the journal in his hands.
Six golden fingers gleamed at him from the cover, and he rolled his eyes.
“All-knowing mailbox in the woods, huh.” he muttered. “Thanks for telling me about that one, Poindexter.”
25 notes · View notes
kait4073 · 3 years
Text
As the sun sets around us
Chapter 2
Previously:
HOLY SHIT! YOUR GOING FOR TEA WITH TOM HOLLAND!
**** **** **** **** ****
Tom's POV:
After dropping off Emmi's folder, I started making my way out of the building. I didn't live far off from here and since I had no more meetings till tomorrow, so I started to make my way towards home. The busy streets of Kingston moved around me, but my mind was somewhere else. 'I'm Emmi' the way the dark shadows under her eyes contrasted against her pale skin.  She looked...tired, Like she hasn't slept in ages. Yet at the same time it was like she was a beaming ray of sunshine.
I finally reach my flat and reach in my pocket for my keys. Opening the door I hear little paws rushing towards me.  Then a little blue staffy meets me face to face, and my smile begins to grow. 
" Hey Tess, what are you doing here eh?"
I close the door behind me, bending down to meet her. Petting and kissing her head before moving to the living room. Harry, Haz, Sam, and Tuwaine sitting on the Sofa watching new episodes of Love Island.
" Really Mates! Without me!" Their heads snap towards me In fear and embarresment as if I had caught them wanking or something. Harry was the first to speakthe others not far behind. " SORRY mate we can go back for ya!"
" YEAH!!!" They chimed in.
" thanks mates! So what did I miss!"
I laughed as I made my way to the couch.
Haz looked at me seriously and stated " where do we begin"
Also, what's Tessa down here?" I asked quickly
" ahh right. We're dog sitting for a day or two while mom and day take Paddy to a modeling gig" Harry responds
As the episode is being restarted  I make sure I turned on my notifications, so that if Emmi called I wouldn't miss it. It would be nice to get to know someone new.
" ARE YOU PAYING ATTENTION!" Sam cried
Putting my phone down I tuned toward the screen and prepared for what was to come.
" yes, yes. Sorry!" I replied
" Better be, we went back for ya!" Tuwaine responded jokingly.
"Alright, alright. I am paying attention. Now you can press play."
As Sam pressed play I suddenly felt the world outside of the flat sliding away. All that matred was this, me and my mates having a good time.
**** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****
" Bloody hell Haz, you were right about not knowing where to begin." I cried. After the episode we all sat there hurt from who was just sent home.
" I know, he didn't even get a chance. Poor bloke." Harry chimed in solomy,
as you all talked about how badly he was done wrong. Thats when it happend, my phone went off..I know it could have been anyone but I really wanted it to be her. You jumped from you spot on the couch to the wall where it was now charging.
And that's when I read it.
Emmi: Hey Tom, it's Emmi.
Tom: Hey! I was wondering if you were going to message me.  Are we still on for tea?
Emmi: definitely! I need to thank you for today, if you didn't bring that folder I would have lost my roster.
Tom: No need to thank me, lol. Meet you at the school?
Emmi: Out front?
Tom: yup!
Emmi: see ya there
Tom: see ya x
" YES!" I cheered, unable to suppress my excitement,Forgetting I was in a room of people. Their heads turn to me in confusion waiting for an explanation.
" Yes what mate?" Haz ask. My cheeks brighten as I realize they have no idea about anything that happened today.
How am I going to explain this to them with out them forever making fun of me?
" well, you see...I met this girl today."
I stated shyly. I can see smirks making their way onto each of their faces.
" a girl eh. Tommy boy has got himself a girlfriend!" Harry laughs, patting on the back.
" finally mate. It's been ages since you've had a good one." Added Sam with a giggle.
" congrats Tommy boy, you always were a romantic, Love at first sight kinda guy" Haz joked.
" Alright you guys, just because Tommy here got himself a girlfriend, who her just met. Doesn't mean we can go around making fun of him to his face" Tuwaine starts "sternly"
" thank you twaine,but I will have you know that-" I speak before being cut off.
" WE JUST GOTTA DO WHEN HES NOT HERE!" Tuwaine laughs hysterically, the boys followed quickly after.  I knew the boys were joking, that's just how we were with each other. Although I want to actually tell them what's going on, if they can manage to let me speak.  I can feel the anger in me quickly growing.
"WILL YOU LADS SHUT IT! WERE NOT DATING!" I bellowed, red in the face. The room went quiet and the boys all started to stare at me.
" we might be going for tea as a thank you, since I brought her a folder she dropped in the street. I just want to meet someone knew, someone that won't look at me and  think they know because of my name or they watch my movies, and somehow I felt that with her, even if it was only for a few minutes." I ramble.
The boys eyes widening, as they had no idea what to say.
" Tom, we had no idea you felt that way...we're sorry mate!" Haz apologized.
" its alright. Just let me finish what I was saying before you go nuts will ya's?" I laughed. As I made my way off the couch and towards the door, popping my sneakers on. I quickly turned to Tessa who had followed me.
" Hey girl, I'll be back soon. Don't worry "
As I scratched behind her ear and gave her a kiss goodbye.
"I'll see you guys later!" I called out to the lads in the living room, closing the door behind me.
**** **** **** **** **** *** *** *** *** *** ****
The walk back to the school would have been short and sweet, but the argument with the boys made me 20 mins, late.. The brisk London air hitting my face, and making the heat a little more bearable. As I came upon the school tonmy relief I saw still Emmi sitting on the stairs reading a book. Her bag looked less heavy than before and she had no folders with her. I quicked my pace again , and soon I was at the bottom of the stairs.
" Hello again." I said, catching her attention. A smile grew on her face as she saw it was me. " Hey yourself" she laughed. She stated making her way down the stairs while putting her book in her bag, then zipping it.
" Ready?" I asked holding out my hand towards the street.
" Yes sir" she mocked. She followed me to the small Cafe near my flat. It was cozy and quiet inside. You get hit with the warmth from the steam, and the smell from the drinks as soon as you walk in. A smile grew on Emmi's face. 'I knew she would love it here. ' I though to myself
" Oh Tom, this place is wonderful. This is an amazing place to sit and get away from the world and it's chaos, with a book and some tea." Emmi dreamily stated.
I laughed before guiding her to the empty table so she can put her bag down.
" let's order, it's on me since you saved me today!" Emmi laughed.
"What do you want? Before I go go there." Emmi asked
I thought for a second before making my decision.
" Earl Grey, lots of milk, 2 sugar. Please and thank you. " I made sure to thank her since she didn't have to do this and even threw in a smile. I sat at the table while she went to get the drinks. A few moments later she returned with both of our drinks in hand.
" Here you go, Earl Grey with lots of milk and 2 sugar.  You didn't specify size so I got you a medium. I hope that's okay?!" She says shyly. Handing me my drink.
" More than okay, thank you again." I smiled at her.
Taking a sip of her drink, she blushes momentarily.
" So what did you get?" I asked intrigued, leaning closer. She laughed at my actions before sitting back in her chair.
" Vanilla Chai latte, been dying to try on and I thought why not today." She shrugged and I nodded at her answer.
" Okayyy so, how long have you been in Kingston. Your obviously not from here." I asked. I saw all color.drain from her face. But she quickly covored it up. ' Am I missing something?  Did I say something wrong? ' I though beginig to worry I had ruined any chances of being her friend.
" I came here 2 years ago to finish school. I mean if you couldn't tell from this morning I work in a school. I am starting my first year as a full time teacher."  Emmi explains confidentiality.
" Anyways, enough about me. What do you do? Other than acting I mean?" Emmi said changing the subject. ' holy shit, I rarely ever get asked this. '  I thought slightly amazed. A smile grew on my face as I started.
" well I lived with my Mates, and we all have this obsession with Love Island. I know it's dumb but for some reason we just can't get enough. I have a dog named Tessa and she's my baby. I work with my brothers on our Brothers trust stuff. I mean I do a lot now that I think about it. Sorry I am rambling I don't get asked this a lot." I rambled on till I came to my senses. Emmi laughed and shook her head.
" no need to feel embarrassed I find it endearing. And besides I want to know more, Mr. Holland." She smiled
" I like to be able to go out with my Mates and have a drink, with out being followed by paparazzi. Clubs are always fun, and inlove to travel. What about you?" I asked
" well In my free time I love to read and bake. I love to be able to try new things, and go new places. Although with new teacher salary that may take a while." She joked
" Anyways, I am not the most social person, I prefer to keep to myself. Which may explain why in 2 years I still don't have any friends here. " she talked, she began to mumble the last part but I was close enough to still hear her.
" well now that's not exactly all true. You and I ate friends now." I comforted her, holding her hand across the table. She smiled at me. We finished drinking our tea and talked for hours. 
**** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
" which way do you walk home?" I asked  as the night had come to an end.
Emmi turned to me before responding.
" I go left, you?" She asked.
" I got north but I go left till the school. So I can walk you to the school." I offered.
Yeah that's great thanks. As we walked in the dark, we stuck closer together, chatting and laughing some more. Little did I know that the entire time we were being watched and our little hang out was about to bite us in the ass.
3 notes · View notes
pastryseungs · 4 years
Text
Strangers From Hell (2019)
Dir. Lee Chang-hee
Writer: Jung Lee-Do based on the webtoon written by Kim Yong-Ki
very long post ahead ~
⚠️ TW // death, murder, blood, violence
SPOILERS !!
Goshiwon: a very small room that students live in while studying for an important test. (source: https://www.reddit.com/r/DoesNotTranslate/comments/5zghif/korean_%EA%B3%A0%EC%8B%9C%EC%9B%90_goshiwon_a_very_small_room_that/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)
Psychopath: a person suffering from chronic mental disorder with abnormal or violent social behavior.
Tumblr media
“be careful with people. people are the most frightening above all else.”
indeed people are frightening. just from this drama, i’m starting to think of going vegetarian. i know its part of the ~cinematic effect~ but the way Ms. Eom (Lee Jeong-eun) handled the meat almost made me gag ;-;. the drama was pretty disturbing too! Seo Moon-jo (Lee Dong-wook) lived a double life as a dentist and someone who kills people for “art”. it absolutely reminded me of Hannibal (2013) because of Moon-jo and Jong-woo’s (Im Siwan) relationship, which reminded me of Hannibal and Will Graham’s relationship.
Tumblr media
Strangers From Hell is about a man named Yoon Jong-woo who moves from Busan to Seoul and starts renting a place in a goshiwon. since he started living in Eden Residence, lots of weird things started to happen until his curiosity has peeked when a close acquaintance had gone missing in the residence which claimed to plan on moving out the next week. he then starts finding a few things of the old tenant in his room, which led to him investigating why the Residence was so sketchy.
during his stay in Eden, the usually polite, calm, and composed Jong-Woo has evolved into an irritable and violent person. he usually doesn’t act on his impulses whenever someone from work or from the residence ticks him off until one of his co-workers keep talking down on him for his work performance, which caused him to beat up this said co-worker. personally, the co-worker was actually so annoying.. it would’ve been better if he was warmer and actually taught Jong-Woo the ropes, so he could maybe do better at his job. the co-worker was also ticking me off while i was watching the drama omg.
eventually, this break-down led to him losing a job and meeting up with his boss and his girlfriend to try and patch things up and talk about the misunderstanding. Moon-jo joins the trio, provoking both the boss and Jong-Woo. Jong-Woo’s boss met his demise that night, making Jong-Woo avoid returning to Eden. unfortunately, this plan was cut short after Moon-jo kidnaps Jong-Woo’s girlfriend, Ji-Eun. (Kim Ji-Eun, i was surprised when i found out she had the same name as the character she portrayed)
this then led to a series of killings, until we’re left with the ending that Jong-Woo was part of all of it all along, that he wasn’t really the innocent guy he claims to be. he was apart of Moon-jo’s plan, his art to be exact- dude this gives me Hannibal and Will Graham vibes ✨
Tumblr media
it was so sad how late Jung-hwa figured it all out and placed the puzzle pieces together. curiosity did kill the cat but it also has good consequences.
okayyy, on to my thoughts throughout the show:
Tumblr media
i was honestly so confused if it was platonic or romantic since Moon-jo likes calling Jong-woo as “babe” / “jagi” / “jagiya”. eh, its probably used to provoke Jong-Woo, since he physically looks so uncomfortable when called with the affectionate nickname.
Tumblr media
i can’t help but mention that i felt so bad for Seok-hyun (No Jong-hyun) when watching the show because i thought that he was like the others due to his first encounter with Jong-Woo. i was really praying for Jong-Woo to stay or try to sneak out with Seok-hyun, but during the last few episodes, he wasn’t really in his right mind to do so. also, if Seok-hyun wasn’t so curious about everything, he wouldn’t end up being killed by Ms. Eom and Deuk-Jong/Deuk Soo (Park Jong-Hwan, i honestly don’t know which is which ;-;). but eh, curiosity killed the cat.
i love how Jung-hwa (Ahn Eun-jin) slowly got into the realization that Jong-Woo isn’t entirely innocent as he claims and seems to be. the guy was literally still wearing the bracelet that Moon-jo gave him! the bracelet consisted of the teeth that Moon-jo mercilessly extracted without anesthesia/pain-killers. i kinda compared this to Hannibal (2013) because like Hannibal, Moon-jo likes keeping trophies of his murders while also under the illusion that he’s doing so for the sake of art and finishing his artwork.
that part where Jong-Woo and his old friend from the military was so sad for me. the part where Deuk-jong/Deuk-Soo where breaking the door down with an axe reminded me of The Shining (1980) where Jack Torrace was breaking the door down to torment his wife, Wendy. it was really stupid for the friend to drink the drink that was clearly planted in Jong-Woo’s room to drink. it was the same drink that Ms. Eom laced with some sort of drug to make you sleep and have almost zero control over your body.
Tumblr media
dude! Kim Ji-Eun looks so much to Ryujin from Itzy! while watching her scenes, i kept thinking, “Ryujin, Ryujin, Ryujin~”. anyways, Ji-Eun is a really good actress and she plays her part very well. i just think that she has this “girlfriend” vibe now to me lmao. she also looks very innocent too and has this constant concerned expression.. like Ryujin does lol.
Tumblr media
alsoooo, LEE DONG WOOK’S DUALITY !! i heard that he filmed Strangers From Hell and Touch Your Heart (2019) in the same year! this dude portrayed Moon-jo really well and i was wondering how he can pull off a tsundere boyfriend and a psychopath so well 😭.
anyways, i love how this show made each character look so disgusting that it was actually so convincing. their acting was so convincing and it actually made me think that they’re a bunch of psychopaths. like i was honestly so disgusted by Hong Nam-bok’s (Lee Joong-ok) character lmao, i was actually thinking what the guy would probably smell like since he doesn’t look like the type to look after himself and only cares about Moon-jo’s art.
in conclusion, i was really entertained by this drama. its been a while since i watched a K-Drama in particular and i’ve been really curious with what this drama is about so i decided to watch it. i’ll probably take a few days to try and move on from this one though lmao.
Tumblr media
thanks for reading !!
2 notes · View notes
accioxdraco · 4 years
Text
DHr || Fanfic Reviews 02
Okayyy, so I super love posting fics I’ve read cuz it keeps track of what I’ve read, but damn I’ve read soooo much. Anyways, this is a mess, but like I said before, I’ll create a comprehensive list in the future. :)
Dragon’s Bride [C]: One of my extreme favorites. The whole concept of it is just soooo nice. Draco and Hermione end up in a hotel room, and things get extremely wack with ancient magic and such.
The Moody Veela Chronicles [NC]: H was kinda annoying in the beginning of this bc she felt so powerful having so much over D’s head. Then, she becomes tolerable by helping D control his Veela-ness. Sucks that its incomplete tho.
Ambition’s End [C]: Marriage fic. Pretty good, in all honesty. H’s ambitious side becomes more ambitious and she begins to plan for everything, even her betrothal to D. H was pretty insensitive in this, so that sucked. Nice plot though. All in all, nice fic but slow read. 
How Hermione Granger Got Her Ring [C]: Pretty lighthearted. D was just annoying bc of his reluctance, but it was funsies. H and D have been dating, and H wants to get married, but D has some reservations. 
Beneath Your Window [C]: H leaves town, then unexpectedly finds D in the same place she moved to. Cute story.
Graveyard Valentine [OS]: So cute. Slow burn over a few years, but good nonetheless. D and H meet at a graveyard on the same date of every year. 
The Ends of the Earth [NC]: Super adorable really. D defects and goes on the hunt with the trio (I think). Its incomplete tho :(
Walking Shadow [C]: D defects into the Order, and H is the only one he’ll allow to talk to him. History and family stuff. Very nice read. 
When Love and Hate Collide [NC/E]: This one is very good. I actually read this for the second time bc I couldn't remember if I had, but I never finished it, and it’s also sadly up for editing. D has an alter-ego, and its slowly taking over.
Presque Toujours Pur [C]: Fantastic read. H as a pureblood with unusual parent, but what a nice twist. Go read it lol. 
A Bottle of Luck [C]: D has been gifted a bottle of liquid luck, and every time he takes a swig, he encounters H. Cute. 
Five Times Hermione Granger and Draco Malfoy Never Kissed [C]: D and H kiss five times, but of course, they cannot get enough of each other. 
The Alkahest [NC]: Absolutely wonderful. Characters are easily liked and story is quite good. Plays into marriage law, but nice one. Its just incomplete :’(
Trust the Magic [C]: Of course, more marriage law. I definitely love the trope. I love the dynamic of H bonding with Slytherins and such. Astoria was not annoying here, thank Merlin. Pretty nice one. 
Resistance [C]: Veela D resisting the bond, so the elder Malfoys conspire with H to get D to give in. Pretty funny and cute. 
The Creature You Know [C]: H goes to search for a Witch doctor (incorrect term prolly) to help her parents, and it all goes wrong. D is a Veela, Theo is a vampire, and H is a lion. It’s pretty nice, honestly, since its something new yk?
Dandelions and Mended Hearts [OS]: A history before Hogwarts history between H and D. Very cute and kinda sad, but good. :)
Ninety-Five Percent [C]: Another marriage law lmao. I’m so bad haha. H and D fill out Marriage Compatibility forms to the Ministry and get 95% compatibility, which is highest amongst the general population. All goes well. 
Becoming Mrs. Malfoy [C]: A curse between Slytherin and Gryffindor prepared by the Founders when the house rivalry has become unbearable. D and H are paired together, and it’s a nice read with a nice ending. :)
Everything Changes [C]: Ron cheats on H, and D goes to pick up the pieces. The way H talks about her love for D just makes me want to be in love lmao. Only thing I dislike is the names for their kids, but eh I just love eccentricity lmao. Also, this song reminds me of Around by NIKI (give it a listen!!).
Chronos Historia [C]: A nice founders era story, honestly. Also, I like the subplot of the ghosts. One thing that confused me was how fast the development between H and D, but nonetheless, good story!
23 Positions in a One Night Stand [OS]: Straight up porn lmao, but it was funny to me somehow. 
Finding Granger [C]: Also, I very much enjoy pureblood!Hermione trope, and this is one of them.
Pansy’s Revenge [C]: Pansy is insufferable in this one lol. D and H are forced into a marriage, but it works out in the end. They pretty much have a zoo lmao. Its soo cute. 
His Beautiful, Haunting Eyes [C]: Super good. I was worried about D, honestly, and H kinda seems to be in an abusive relationship. It was weird sometimes, but good all in all.
Her Sweet, Decadent Smile [C]: Sequel to ^. Super good, finally ties it together, and wow, it makes it sooo great. 
Consequences of Common Civility [C]: H helps D get better in classes, I think. Such a weird ending tho.
8 notes · View notes
mingyaus · 5 years
Text
most h8td
Tumblr media
pairing lucas x reader
summary Sincerity. Honesty. When is it too much? You contemplate whether you’ve crossed a line with your soft mans bf lucass. 
genre fluff and only real angst if u think abt it too much
word count 1.2k
Tumblr media
“Wait why do you always talk so trash about him?”
“Him? Your boyfriend? Wait, I mean your ex-boyfriend? I told you it would never last.”
“Shut up. At least I was the one who stopped it.” Jihyo rolls her eyes and glares at you for bringing up the topic of her latest failed relationship. “But back to what I was saying! Your boyfriend. I don’t even know if I should call him your boyfriend though with all the bad things you say about him. Do you like him at all?”
“Lucas?” You raise an eyebrow.
“Who else are you dating? I swear to God, you don’t deserve this boy. If you knew all the hard work he puts into everything he does for you. You know that surprise party for your birthday? Yeah, he called me up multiple times trying to get all the details right. Once he did it during his like dumb two minute lunch break, like what type of boss gives a 2 minute lunch break? But he puts so much effort into your relationship and you just talk trash about him all the time!” She’s rambling, talking fast. It’s like she’s using your relationship to cope with the loss of hers. But you don’t blame her for being concerned. You really do trash talk Lucas at any opportunity you get, though she doesn’t know how you’re like when it’s just you and Lucas (which actually ends up with you two trash talking her ex or trash talking your exes).
“He talks bad about me too!” You try to think of a time, but huff. “Wait, nevermind. He’s too sweet.”
“Yeah, see. Treat him better before he leaves you.”
And that warning Jihyo gave stayed in your head for like two weeks when you finally decided to do something about the guilt that was building up in your stomach. That guilt ended up manifesting itself into cramps during the first day of your period. This day also happened to be one of the few days both you and Lucas were able to pull time out of your busy schedules to hang out together. Though your aching stomach and his deadline induced headache forced you two to stay cooped up in Mark’s (who last minute had to fly out to Vancouver for something he didn’t have enough time to explain to you, but he did have enough time to give you his keys and ask you to house/catsit) apartment.
“I’m sorry we have to stay here. Your place is nicer.”
“I know, it’s really nice.” He’s not being modest, but he deserves to brag because with all his hard work and networking skills he was able to be the first among your friends to get his own place. No roommates, no loans. He smiles taking a seat on the loveseat facing the coffee table with Mark’s 15-inch laptop serving as a TV screen. “At least, he stayed logged into his Netflix account for us.”
“I don’t think that was for us, but I don’t mind messing with Mark’s queue for our entertainment purposes.” You plop down sitting close to Lucas as he leans forward to create a guest account.
“I’m not that mean. That’s why I’m making this separate account.” He grins back at you as he searches for something to watch. You don’t argue like you usually would. It’s that guilt kicking in. And that guilt stops you from making a comment when Lucas finally chooses something, leans back, and starts grabbing your thigh in that freaky strangely non-sexual way he does with everyone.
The next time you say something aside from “Bathroom break!” is when your one of your legs has fallen asleep, and it’s all tangled up around his body because you two get so wrapped up when cuddling. On the tip of your tongue is “Get up, loser, I need to stretch my legs.” But you’re not going to say that because the guilt Jihyo planted in you, so instead you make up this other dumb excuse.
“Hey, can you just stand up, and can I just hug you?” You ask in the nicest tone you can conjure up right now. He shuffles trying to look into your face, and now some part of his body is rubbing against your dead leg and just making everything worse than it should be.
“Uh, but we’re laying down so comfortably.”
“But you’re just so tall and nice to hug.”
“Yeah, but I feel so comfortable with you like this.” Somehow, he gets his long arms around your torso and squeezes you tight.
“But I need a hug.”
“I’m hugging you right now.”
“It’s not the same.” You pout, and simultaneously try to shake your leg, but you can’t. “Please, just stand up.”
You two go back and forth whining at each other like this for a few more minutes until something that Jihyo would probably scold you for slips out of your mouth.
“You should just stand up and hug me because that’s what good boyfriends do.” You curse. You’ve broken this unsaid promise you made to yourself to be nice to Lucas for at least one night. He’s still looking at you and can clearly see your true frustrated expression.
“Are you okay, Y/N?” He looks concerned, those sweet puppy eyes looking into yours.
“I—no.” You sigh, looking down avoiding his prodding gaze.
“What’s wrong?” And you explain to him the whole conversation about how verbally abusive you can be, and how the guilt has been affecting you, and how you’re starting to think you don’t deserve Lucas. He’s laughing a little by the time you're done explaining everything. “I’m not that good of a boyfriend.”
“Eh, I mean you are. You write me daily notes and when you can’t give me them physically you hoard them until you can fill an envelope to the max with them and mail them to me. Like who does that? Like who wants to pay for stamps?”
“Okayyy. I guess I am a good boyfriend.” You finally have the courage to look at him again and see his face smiling and bright as ever, obviously still overjoyed about the praise.
“Don’t let that get to your head.” You snap, but kiss him on the cheek showing the praise still stands.
“Okay, see.” He raises his eyebrows at you and pulls away so you can see. “You know your limits. You aren’t abusive, you’re just honest. I know you love me.”
You smile, and spend like a few minutes kissing him before feeling some tingling in your leg reminding you it’s asleep. “Wait, okay, I actually need to get up. My leg fell asleep, though I would still appreciate that hug.”
He shakes his head.
“But, Lucas! You’re supposed to be a good boyfriend.” You whine.
“I am, you just told me. Don’t tell me you were lying!” Lucas is mocking shock.
“You’re great, but I love your hugs.” He pulls you into a sitting hug, and you pull away, though no one can escape his long arms. “Your standing hugs.”
He pouts, looking at you sadly. Then he lets out a yawn, his breath hitting your face. As you’re cringing he gets up and you hear the bathroom door close. You get up, upset that he would get up without giving you that hug you’re now craving for real.
“Lucas! What the heck?”
“I guess I’m just a bad boyfriend.” You can hear the smirk in his mouth from his muffled voice behind the bathroom door.
Tumblr media
author’s note yeah, it’s kinda named after that jay park song, but i’ve never read its lyrics so idk if it has anything to do w it *shrug* :)
masterlist
27 notes · View notes
smile---2u · 6 years
Text
Conscience and Temptation - BoruSaraMitsu
Genre: Comedy, Slice of Life
Rating: Slight mention of drinking (seriously, can I make something without ‘drinking’ in it?)
Summary: Sarada’s morning becomes really weird after a night of drinking yesterday. How would she tackle her new discovery?
I do not own Naruto/Boruto characters.
Masterpost
*Blipblipblip…….Blipblipblip……Blipbli….Ting*
‘Geez… is it 7 already? Why don't you just go to sleep?'
‘Well, It's Monday and you better wake up Sarada.'
Sarada lazily moves into sitting position, her head felt heavy and irritatingly stingy. Going to a party on Sunday night sure is a mistake. But she was the one who agrees to went to the party anyway, so she can't blame anyone on this.
‘Though you can always blame this on someone ya know? Who asked you to go anyhow?'
‘now now, you can't blame this on anyone but you. Besides, we really need some social life anyhow.'
‘Heyy…. Isn't that supposed to be my line?'
Whoever says that is right though, she was the one who made the call to go anyways despite knowing the next day is Monday when she will have classes from morning until evening non-stop. It's in the past now, so why bother arguing about it anyway.
Who's arguing again?
Sarada had decided to just shrug it off and goes to the kitchen; pick up a bowl, a carton of milk in the fridge and a bowl of cereal on the dining table. Her class will start in an hour so she had better get ready.
‘Cereal again? Oh man, why don't you just go back to bed for another 20 minutes and grab something from a coffee shop before your class? Actually another 40 minutes if you skip the shower. Who needs a shower when you are already this beautiful?'
‘First, she still has that cereal so she rather spends it unnecessarily on food that she already has. Second, she stinks and messy if she hasn't showered yet.'
‘Wow, that's harsh…. Even on my standards.'
Sarada could have sworn that she heard two people arguing. But no one's with her though. She checks the carton of milk: still good for another three days. And the cereal is still good for another year. Has she left the cereal open for too long again? She should have known to get a jar for her cereal.
‘Yes the cereal and the milk is as good as you could get from the store' says the voice from her right
‘But then again, you should have bought it from a fancier store, just to make sure ya know?' says the voice on her left.
She dared herself to look at her right and left. The realization almost made her having a heart attack.
When she sees to her right, it's a tiny boy with blue hair and white pale skin, like actually literally white, with a white robe which its hand part is obviously too big for his size. His position is standing on her shoulder while his right arm covering half of his face. Seems like he's hiding his smile of amusement. Amusement of her reaction.
When she looks on her left, she sees another Tiny boy, but this one is entirely different to the other on her right. He has a spiky blonde hair, almost orange with one spike of hair that is slightly taller than the others around it. The boy also has two lines on each of his cheeks that looks like....whiskers? Also, the boy has a darker skin tone than the other boy, even a bit darker than hers. While the other boy is standing with a smile, this one lays lazily on her left shoulder while his head lays on top of his right hand. Sarada thinks a smile is a pretty expensive feature for him.
'Oy, what are you doing staring at me? You want a piece of me? Although I wouldn't blame you as I am a fine specimen after all' he said cockily with his other hand waving around his body.
Sarada can't help but cringe to his statement
'You sure are..... confident aren't you?' Sarada still trying to comprehend whether she's crazy or not
'Oh, it's just his attitude, no need to worry about him that much' says the boy on her right.
'Uhhhh... I think I need to worry right now. I'm literally seeing two tiny boys on my shoulders, telling me what to do since the moment I woke up'
'Uhhhh... I think you no need to worry as we are always here with you, telling you what to do. The main difference is you can see us now after a certain *enlightenment*' the boy on her left mimicking her.
'Eh? Always? What do you mean?' Now she can't follow what he had just said.
'Yes, we are always with you. Giving you advice... sort of.' The boy on her right says while keeping his broad smile.
'Not really an advice, just what your subconsciousness telling you what you could have done. And believe me, what I tell you is literally a thousand times better for our sake..' says the boy on her left continuing what the other says.
'Okayyy...' Saada seems to be able to follow a bit. 'Am I crazy? Am I literally talking to an imaginary.... whatever you are?'
'Hold on there lady, first of, we are not somewhat you may call as "whatever you are". We have names too you know, and we prefer you to call us by our name'
'Which are...?'
'I'm Mitsuki' says the boy on the right
'And I'm Boruto' says the boy on the left
'Okayy..... I guess you already know who I am' Says Sarada, still confused for god knows how long.
'I'm the one who in charge to tell you what you should be doing' says Mitsuki with the smile still hasn't faded away.
'And I'm the one who would be telling you what you want. Which clearly is better in every aspect' Says boruto with a smug on his face.
'Okayy... I think I get it now' Sarada couldn't count how many times she has said okay not even an hour after she woke up. 'You guys are supposed to be like those angel and devil like one of those movies or stories that tells the character what to do?'
'You could say that'
'That's exactly what we were saying duhhh'
'Yeah sure, so you Mitsuki, are supposed to be the "angel"?'
'You could say that'
'For an angel, you smile is creeping me out' Mitsuki doesn't seem to get affected with her comment. 'And you are supposed to be the "devil"?' Now she turns to Boruto.
'You got problems with that?'
'A couple actually, first where's your horn? Every "devil" should have those.'
'Heh... I don't need horns to look scary like your typical "devil" as my whiskers will perform that function'
'Which comes to my second objection. It doesn't make you scary. It makes you cute instead' Sarada says with a cheeky smirk.
'Tch, I'll let you know that these whiskers do just fine thank you very much' Boruto says facing away, trying to hide his face which now turns into pink.
‘Sure sure....' she'll enjoy this, even more, when she realized she can play with them a little.
One of them at least. She still isn't sure Mitsuki's weak point if he has any.
'Sarada, I think you should look at the time' Mitsuki says warning her.
'Shit, you are right. I should've been in the shower right now. Thanks to you' Sarada says sarcastically.
'You are welcome. Btw going back to bed and sleep it off still an option' Boruto trying to entice her.
'Yeah sure. Thanks for the input Boruto'
Sarada just hopes this will end soon. Having two sides that always telling her what to do is pretty annoying enough in just one morning thank you very much.
 A/N: Yes, I’m back posting again. No worries as I’ve been writing this past couple of days so I haven’t forgotten this hobby of mine Lol. Now that I’ve posted something, I’ll be back in another 2 weeks Huehue. Anyhow, as always let me know what you think. Feedbacks and positive criticism are always welcomed as I wanna improve :). Until next time fellas.
22 notes · View notes
dear-happypills · 6 months
Text
me: here it is.
_______O_______
happypills: here is what?
me: here is you, all of who you are, packaged here. all enclosed and wrapped -- perfectly -- in this pill.
happypills: eh.... idk. dont think its very accurate.
me: okay, okay maybe its not like perfectly wrapped. but, like decently you know?
happypills: -_-;; NO. i meant like idk about you reducing my entire identity to that!
me: well,... like bruh....
you are a pill....
happypills: UGH. how dare you. i am.... i am sooohh much more than that.
im an artist. a philosopher. a poet. a civic model.... for the most part. and my essence, pwuh, is sooooh much more than justapill....
ya bitch.
i am like.... a symbol.... of what hedonism and desire, mistaken for happiness is; i am a chemical interaction: a stimulant that brings about endorphine and dopamine, that quite LITERALLY changes people.
but, but. like. i go out of the pill because i am a statement on the neoliberal society built upon a … a… fa… a… veneer of capitalism -- when .. when though its ultimately ruled by plutocrats...
me: okayyy you lost me. what...
happypills: that.... that.. there is no freedom... within this cage and.. shit. you know. stuff like that.
me: okay, okay... .... ... you are most definitely not a civic model.
happypills: ugh. i cant believe thats your take away. after YEARS of KNOWING MEHHH.
me: no, no. you dont get to say that.
only i am mehhhhh.
happypills: *imitates me ehhhh, i am only mehhh. well, PILL you. you hear me? PILL YOU IN THE BUTT.
me: Oh my gawsh. ... hahahhaha sheeesh. didnt mean to touch your nerve there. i was just trying to help you understand your identity.
happypills: Ohhhh okay. so for me to help you reduce your identity, i should just bring in another meat bag with a pewee and say that that's you.
me: ..... well it depends on how big this guys pewee is....
happypills: -_-;;
me: pwahahaha. jeez im joking. obviously, noone can match mine. PWAHAHAHAHA.
happypills: -_-;;;; can i like... move on to the next segment please... or like do you need to keep being gay with the dick jokes???
me: hahahha move on sir.
happypills: ... as i was saying.................. like. do you agree if i brought just another meat bag and say its, "you"????
me: ... eh. idk. more or less? i dont think the nature of humanity is much different from individual to individual. because, i think were all deviants from what is righteous, our intentions -- namely our heart -- isnt that far from one another.
happypills: yea, but how about the individual?? the parts vs whole.
the quantum vs general.
the grace vs law.
the experience vs knowledge.
... the endless paradoxes that defines.... order from chaos.
me: idk... ........ ............
i dont really like thinking of mehh all that much...
happypills: uhhhhh... welll. yeauuH. I KNOW.
why do you think i can never leave you???...
..
.
me: oh, dontgivemethat shit.. i NEVER kept you in the bottle. always let you out, running around evvverryyywhere.
always saying, "oh, im bored. oh wow, this world kinda suckss. oh jeez, what am i?"
happypills: eh. WHATEVER.. WHATEVAHHHH>>>>>>>>
SO, here it is... hmmmm?? flippin the existential to me when i ... oh, i most definitely, and at the least, have my shit together.
me: *GASP.. how dare you. oh, iiiiiiiiiii most definitely do have my shit together.
happypills: OKAY> OKAY.
HERE IT IS,
WHAT are you?
.............
.........
........
........
....
um.............. yea. im waiting.
me: oh JEEEZ! give me a damn second.
happypills: ohohohoh booiiii. did i just touch a nerve??? PWAHAHAHA.
me: -_- .............i.... um.
i think .... i... or...
...
i....
....
. i dunno.
.
/............................... ... it.... doesnt matter so much as to what i am.
when there is...
i am -- אֶהְיֶה
a burning bush, that never ends...
right besides me.
its the most beautiful, memerizing, profound, and yet terrible -- terrible in the sense that it strikes a quake of fear, reverberating across my consciousness -- it is supernatural, and yet intelligeble. it is warm, and yet it burns; it constant, yet always working.
...
..
.
it transforms me -- a cycle of life and death -- though i am finite: enclosed. packaged.
all... right here.
and sometimes.. i dont need to say anything to tell you what i am.
i just need to sit here.
Tumblr media
happypills: ...... aaooooh............................ okay. ilikethat.
*happypills comes and sits by me
- happypills
0 notes
moonlightchn · 2 years
Note
I'm late! Truth serum eh? Okayyy hmmm
Channie: favourite desert and why? And also one hair colour you wanna try most? And what's one thing you desire more than anything else, tangible or not
Chan: what's something happening to you right now that you would prefer if it stopped or what would you do to change it?
Chris: what's your favourite way to spend free time? What's something you've always wished you could do or be?
just a little! but it's ok because I slept so I'm keeping it up for a bit sjsnsjsj
MMMMNN AAAA CHEESECAKE WHY BECAUSE ITS A CAKE BUT IT HAS CHEESE!!! LIKE!!! BUT IT DOESNT TASTE LIKR FOOD AND IRS SWEET HHHHH AND I RLLY LIKE CHEESE AAAAAAAAAAA HAIR COLOR? I WANNA DO BLUE LIGHT BLUR MHM I LIKE THAT !!! BABY BLUE UWU mmmm more than ANYTHING I wanna meet my mate 🥺
Right now? Well my foot was itching a bit ago. That's very uncomfortable don't you think? Especially when you have shoes on. Or you mean more like, something going on? I was very rude to someone a few weeks ago, left us on an awkward spot. I'll talk to her though, that's how you fix and change things.
I like to have sex, read, listen to music. I like to build stuff sometimes, and walk. Being fucking normal would be neat.
0 notes
pinksausageduo · 7 years
Text
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 1K+
IM SCREAMING WTF YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING genuinely can’t believe i have more than 1000 of you actually liking my blog to the point of following me??!!! I have really bad updates LIKE REALLY BAD like for 2 and half months i’ve been on tumblr i’ve probably only been posting for 1 month and a bit. AND THE FACT YOU STILL ALL LIKE MY WRITINGS AND FOLLOW ME IS CRAZY!! i seriously mean it when i absolutely adore each and everyone of you following my blog like i love you guys so so much. and please don’t be afraid to ever talk to me whether it’s on anon or message whether it’s about how annoying your life is, ranting, my writing, advice, questions, literally anything. i just love you guys sooooo much like wow i never even expected more than 100 followers like i’m mind blown.
so since it is a milestone and usually most blogs do something, i did prepare a present for my followers and another one for my mutuals because i love you all.
FOR MY FOLLOWERS: A NEW SERIES!!!!!
i know i have still my enemies to lovers series that i need to complete and i will do that but there will be a new series and YOU GUYS GET TO CHOOSE which one I write first either;
Heirs 
Tumblr media
located in an expensive private school, wanna one is known as the Heirs. they’re all extremely rich, good looking, talented and basically the kings of the school. each guy will have a girl that catches their eye, those girls will be you! from the quick witted and sassy scholarship student to the extremely rich ice princess who no one wants to even approach to the shy sweet nobody, one member will fall for you. choose to find out!
so will you choose the heirs??
Bodyguards
Tumblr media
wanna one is a team of bodyguards assigned to people who need protection. over the years each and every one of them finds themselves falling for someone on the job. but falling in love isn’t part of the job or is it? they’ll fall for you! from the president’s daughter to another intelligence agency’s spy to even a princess, one member will fall for you. choose to find out!
so will you choose the bodyguards??
HOW TO CHOOSE
message me by kkt or tumblr
comment below
reblog with which one
choose in poll : https://goo.gl/forms/G4GrlZEfOPL30jnP2
CHOOSING WILL CLOSE IN AROUND 2 WEEKS ON 11/11/17 
please vote!!! i’ll love you all forever if you do!!!! 
FOR MY MUTUALS/PEOPLE I ADMIRE & FOLLOW: FOLLOW FOREVER/RECS/DESCRIPTION
WANT TO GIVE OUT A HUGE SHOUTOUT TO MY MUTUALS AS WELL AND IT’LL BE KINDA A FOLLOW FOREVER/RECS (it’ll be long asf (like REALLY long) so i’ll put it under keep reading) this will be in all three person sorry :( 
EVERYONG: i love y'all sm we all so so crazy and we occasionally talk about writing but eh it’s really just a mess but making our gc was one of the best decisions i made on tumblr AND IM SO SORRY if i don’t have you down below but i’m giving you all my love and appreciation rn here!!! BUT JUST LOVE YOU ALL!!
FIRST OF ALL SHOUTOUT TO DIAMOND @woojiniee FOR ENCOURAGING ME TO START THIS BLOG I WOULDN’T BE HERE WITHOUT YOU. lol it’s weird how my blog started from helping you w your english homework on harry potter lmao. i genuinely love you so so much and i admire you, your works and your blog and just thank you for everything!
ALSO A HUGE SHOUTOUT TO JAS @perkwoojin!!!! MY ABSOLUTE LOVE AND MY BEST FRIEND!! jas you’ve been here for me whether it’s irl problems or tumblr problems and you’ve never judged me for anything i’ve done. you are so so so special to me and i just love you soooo much i genuinely can’t imagine not meeting you on tumblr. we hit it off right from the start and we’ve only gotten closer. while the time difference may be annoying we still talk often and just thank you so much for always being there for me, love you loads!!!
MY SENPAIS (the people who inspired me to write and start this blog, i would literally check your blog for updates everyday before starting this blog) :
@imagineproduce101 genuinely think carina is the queen of writing in the pd101/wanna one fandom, she’s blessed us with so many fics on such a regular basis i’ve never talked to you personally and you probs have no idea who i am but just want to say thank you so much for inspiring me to write, your fics always made me feel so soft and fluffy i wanted to make other people feel that way so thank you!!! 
fic recs: rivals (pleaseee do pt 2), what are you waiting for, let me love you, banana milk love, red bull, new beginnings, all of mafia aus, all of hp aus, all of vampire aus 
@woojiniee i’ve already mentioned diamond^ but gonna mention her again cause she is one of my senpais LITERALLY SOOOO GOOD WRITING LIKE WTH PLEASE LET ME LIVE she’s less busy now so IM WAITING FOR UPDATES GIRLL but seriously check out all of her fics will not be disappointed
fic recs: alpaca boy saves the day, crushing on you, jaehwan soulmate au, dating a park at a park
@wanna-request-one​ such great paragraph writings mine will never live up to theirs writing is so amazing just so great if you want detailed long writing the best blog to go to all of them are AMAZING WRITERS congrats on 1.8K!!
fic recs: seongwoo soulmate, seongwoo brother’s best friend, jaehwan college, I HATE YOU IM YOUNGMIN (literally so in love w this fic)
@wanna-one-scenarios amazing writer!!! so so so niceeee she’s starting college rn so v busy i miss youuu we never get to chat but its okayyy BUT LIKE SHIT WRITING IS SOOOO ON POINT LIKE WTH just go through her whole master list won’t regret it
fic recs: DANIEL PRINCE AU!!! (like if y’all haven’t read this missing out on sm), jongyun father au, sewoon enemies to lovers au
@wannaonestars love reading her writing such great bullet points and really good ideas ALSO SO JEALOUS that like short bullet points BUT CAN MAKE ME FEEL SO FLUFF like that is a skill ppl 
fic recs: all of boyfriend series (like so fluff) ESPECIALLY SEONGWOO’S, jihoon soulmate, minhyun office au
@jsioos (was heochannies) MEIKE IS SO PRETTY AND NICE AND AN AMAZING WRITER LIKE WHAT HOW CAN YOU BE SO BLESSED has such a diverse range of works from scenarios to mtls to reactions so genuinely impressed with her blog like goals
fic recs: all of boyfriend series FOR EVERY SINGLE GROUP like she’s amazing at those, and movie night with seongwoo
@ukulelewrites ALSO LONG ASS FICS AMAZING BLOG seriously such amazing writing love so many fics of hers DESERVES MORE ATTENTION AND FOLLOWERS and super sweet as well 
fic recs: cherry picker’s club, a fanta-sea, homerun and ephiany (it’s nct ten BUT SUCH AN AMAZING FIC NEED TO PUT IT ON HERE)
@kanggdaniell STEPH IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO NICE AND RLY BUSY AS WELL but amazing writer just love her writing so much she isn’t as active as before but still should definitely check out master list cause so many amazing scenarios
fic recs: TSUNDERE (FUCK FUCK READ IT RN BEST SERIES FOR ME ON TUMBLR WOOJIN STANS COLLECT YOUR BOI), always in my heart, all of breakup scenarios, all of bad boy scenarios
ANOTHER SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO IRIS AKA @alliwannado-w1 LITERALLY RELATES W ALL MY WRITING PROBLEMS ON A PERSONAL LEVEL IS THE ABSOLUTE SWEETEST CARES SO MUCH ABOUT HER WORKS, BLOG AND FOLLOWERS I LOVE HER WRITING AND ADMIRE HOW DEDICATED SHE IS TO POST SO REGULARLY just i rly should stop writing in caps but like just genuinely she is the princess of writing in the pd101/wanna one fandom and she’s just so so amazing and all her writings are always so much fun to read like i love her so much but like no offence iris but you’re fucking crazy in the best way possible like to have so many wips like GIRL YOU NEED A BREAK 
fic recs: FUCKBOY SERIES (iris got all her fame from here lol jk), daniel werewolf au, jihoon soulmate au, jihoon vampire au, woojin youtuber au, woojin policeman au, jinyoung barista au, sewoon soulmate au, youngmin youtuber au gonna stop there cause i’ll be listing her whole master list soon ;)
AMAZING WRITERS (just to give heads up have liked these recommended fics on another private account so if you like look at the likes and i’m not there that’s the reason):
@daehwifi​​ GENUINELY LOVE THESE TWO SO SO MUCH AND THEY’RE BOTH RIDICULOUSLY TALENTED and hella sweet like cutest married couple ik TIFFY thank youuu for always making me smile and MAE for being the sweetest angel but YOUR WRITING IS ALSO HELLA GOOD like great bullet point fics and regular updates 
fic recs: bandaid guanlin scenario, movies ongniel scenario, skype calls jinyoung scenario 
@deepdickdaniel​​ ARIANE EVERYONG GC MOTHER (aurora’s dad now) and the ultimate HOE for daniel but got guys chasing after her constantly SMH and all our gc is beautiful because of your genes ANYWAYS you’re also a good ass writer and if anyone wants bomb ass daniel fics FOLLOW ARIANES BLOG YALL
fic recs: doormat, all her soulmate aus especially taste, hiking w daniel
@dong-hyucks​ oKAY so jade has only like one fic on wanna one BUT SHE’S SUPER TALENTED AND SHE DOES SO MANY GROUPS like mutlifandom ASF AND I LOVE HER ALOT 
fic recs: daniel soulmate au, na jaemin spy au, i’m with you taeyong
@donghyxns​​​ IF YALL WANT MXM SCENARIOS/CONTENT THIS SHIT IS RIGHT HERE also has a lot of wanna one scenarios but maddie is the biggest donghyun fan ik and super sweet even though we haven’t talked much!
fic recs: royalty au donghyun, actually all the royalty aus,  TIC TOK WOOJIN SOULMATE AU, youngmin as your boyfriend
@ennergetics​​ RAE my favourite drunk aunt ever like super funny and nice and talking about bts is always great with you RAE YOU ALSO LIKE AN AMAZING WRITER and make me feel all sorts of stuff when i read your works
edit: fuck me im so sorry rae lmao idk if it was the fact i wrote this at 3am or I'm terrible speller originally or it was auto correct IDEK BUT ILYSM DONT HATE MEEEEE
fic recs: bad first dates, prince aus, woojin college/barista au
@fromwannaone​​ ANNIE A COMPLETE UTTER SWEETHEART WITH WRITING SKILLS which put me to shame and fic ideas are always sooo good too just fuck meeeee i love youuu and your writing 
fic recs: ALL HER SCHOOL SERIES which is like all members basically sooo, on rainy days, sweet like candy
@hiyawoojin​​ RISSAAAA MY BABY MY PRECIOUSSSS I WANT TO PROTECT YOU AND HUG YOU AND LOVE YOU FOREVER but genuinely rissa is the sweetest person ik on tumblr and her sweetness is as equal to her writing BUT SINCE SHE’S A NEWBIE EVERYONE GIVE HER LOVE
fic recs: ALL OF THEM since there’s about 4 but i like the woojin and the minhyun in particular hehehe
@hwinkinghwi​​ XUAN WE BONDED INSTANTLY YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE AND LAUGH and we talk about the weirdest things but it’s still heaps of fun and xuan has short sweet bullet point fics which will warm your heart
fic series: both baejin fics: chicken first cuddles later, florist jinyoung, baker woojin, ___ as your boyfriend (all of them)
@jeonjeonggukks​​ I LOVE ALEX SM SERIOUSLY SO SO SO FUNNY LIKE WTH and sooooo easy to slander BUT SHE IS MY MOTHER (well one of them) AND I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH AND SHE’S ALSO AN AMAZING ASS WRITER so y’all should read her writings
fic recs: shipped jonghyun scenario, our necklaces sungwoon soulmate au, why her why him woojin
@jihoonslattee​​ AHHH WE JUST STARTED TALKING CHI BUT I ALREADY LOVE YOU AND JUST WOW YOUR WRITING IS INCREDIBLE WISH I COULD BE YOU AND HAS SOOOO MANY FICS DONE LIKE IM SO IMPRESSED wow i did that in all caps but like JIHOON STANS WHO WANT JIHOON FICS like chi’s blog like 100% recommend also does reactions SO CHECK HER OUT 
fic recs: jihoon prince au (this was sooo good), daniel CEO both parts, seongwoo boyfriend au, jihoon soulmate au
@mongniel​​ AURORA OUR SALTY ASS MOTHER/FATHER who leaves us regularly and is a daniel seongwoo stan (she says so at least) BUT LIKE GOTTA APPRECIATE HER ABILITY TO MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH SHIT WITH HER ANGST also if y'all love angst daniel fics AURORA’S BLOG IS THE ONE FOR YOU
fic recs: BROKEN RECORD (heart BREAKING), no chance no way, in his dreams, no answer
@peachiejihoonie​​ SAYS IN DESCRIPTION SHE’S BAD AT WRITING BUT THAT’S RIDICULOUS her writing is sooooo good like not too many fics up BUT ALL OF THEM ARE AMAZING like what??
fic recs: demigod series, daniel fuckboy 
@perkwoojin​​ IVE ALREADY MENTIONED JAS CAUSE SHES MY ONE ETERNAL LOVE but genuinely wtf so talented I AM SHOOK she does EVERYTHING like gifs, reactions, scenarios AND SHE HAS TWO OTHER BLOGS for the boyz and stray kids fans CHECK THOSE BLOGS OUT TOO
fic recs: basically everything but in particular wanna one as prom dates, wanna one reacting to you how to solve a rubix cube, and all her series which include: boyfriend, fallen angel, AND check out woojin badboy pt 1 & 2 and now ive literally listed her whole master list whoopss
@playfuldisaster​​ CHRISTINE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART LIKE WOW genuinely like an angel AND I LOVE TALKING TO HER but she also has so many works up! WHICH NEED MORE ATTENTION cause they’re so good
fic recs: and i’m here seongwoo, attention baejin, my boy lollipop baejin, sorry kang daniel
@producedwannaone​​ SO UNDERRATED LIKE WHAT HOW EVERYONE WAKE UP also honey I NEED A MASTERLIST like need to stalk your blog easily yooo but seriously such a great writer and a sweetheart x 
fic recs: wanna one seeing their donsaeng in their t shirt, naps with guanlin
@starrywinters​​ SHEENA YOU HAVE SHARED MY PAIN OF HAVING SEONGWOO AS A BIAS WRECKER but like other than that you mean so so much to me you are positively brilliant in every single way AND DON’T TELL YOURSELF OTHERWISE seriously AND IT INCLUDES YOUR WRITING SKILLS 
fic recs: cute bandaids, minhyun college au, 7 minutes in heaven jihoon, hugs woojin, guanlin soulmate/vampire au
@wannabeone​​ just dammnnnn girl your writing is SO GOOD LIKE WHAT?? always makes me feel all nice inside just love reading your works fic recs: all of best friend lovers (like you will not be disappointed), kissing cuddling hugging wanna one
@wannamoon​​ JUJU IK YOU’RE ON HIATUS AND YOU HAVEN’T REPLIED TO MY MESSAGES CRI but i miss your baejin fangirl squealing and your posts which will be filled with sadness cause it’s you lmao BUT COME BACK SOON I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU but juju has such a good mix of fluff and angst fics and super unique and heart warming ideas
fic recs: crumble both parts guanlin, ALL HER LIFE AUS LIKE FUCK SUCH GOOD FLUFF, halcyon seongwoo, jihoon soulmate au
@wannaonescenarios​ SERIOUSLY SUCH GREAT SHORT FLUFF WRITINGS LIKE WHAT HOW I WISH and has a long ass masterlist WHICH IS AMAZING TO GO THROUGH just like go right now to her blog amazing writings IS AVAILABLE
fic recs: SOULMATE AU SERIES, dating series, college series (even tho it’s only youngmin), daniel cat cafe owner 
@wannasoftimagine​​ OMG SUCH AMAZING FICS BUT DOES ANYONE KNOW PHI WENT?? like she hasn’t updated in 2 weeks? or replied to messages? like does anyone know?? but if she’s on an hiatus without mentioning well idrk but phi’s works make me feel so so soft like super duper fluffy and always read them for a cheer up 
fic recs: ALL SOULMATE SERIES, classmate woojin, boyfriend woojin, and all of wanna one _____
@wannasseu​​ CYN CYN OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PEOPLE CYN IS THE QUEEN OF ANGST if anyone says otherwise FITE ME drown in my tears whenever i read one of her angsts WHICH IS LIKE ALL THE TIME ugh cyn what are you doing to me BUT CONTRARY TO THE ANGSTY FICS SHE WRITES cyn is such a FLUFFY person 
fic recs: ALL HER EX BOYFRIEND SERIES especially seongwoo’s (i ranted to cyn for a straight hour about that fic lol), custard kisses, arranged marriage 
@wannatales​​ GREAT SHORT FLUFFS THAT YALL WANNA READ RECOMMENDING FOR STANS OF MAKNAE LINE since writings are only maknae line works always makes me feel all fluffy and gooey insideeee
fic recs: JACKET GUANLIN (fuck such a cute scenarios can’t deal), fool woojin, milk jihoon
@wannawrite​​ SO MANY FICS FOR SO MANY FANDOMS but like the wanna one master list IS HELLA LONG haven’t ever talked to admin N BUT I LOVE YOUUUUU LAETITA DATITA RISEEEE (is that how to spell it i can’t even remember) BUT ANYWAYS soooooo good fics like always love reading them just genuinely great writings 100% of the time
fic recs: FLOWER BOY SERIES LIKE YESSS, vamp series, i latte you very much minhyun, bffs to bf daniel, colourless soulmate au woojin, this isn’t part of the plot guanlin
@wanna-17​​ CATH OMG MY OLDER FUTURE TWIN IDEK i love you so so much and chatting you is always fun BUT you have so many mtls like wow I'm mind blown BUT YOUR FICS ARE ALSO SUPER GOOD 
fic recs: wanna one first meeting series, and any of the mtls you want to know about
@whatabrightplace​​ AHHH TINA PLEASE PLEASE WRITE FOR WANNA ONE YOUR WRITING IS ALREADY AMAZING AND DON’T BE SCARED JUST TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH wow I'm being rly dramatic but idc i want to see you produce wanna one writing content (did you see what i did there ;) ) ANYWAYS i also wanted to tell you i love youuuu
fic recs: HER RECENT DANIEL SCENARIO FUCK stars + you for our precious mother ariane and basically everything on her masterlist even tho it isn’t wanna one or pd101
@101scenes​​ JUST CUTE ASF SCENARIOS (at least the ones i’ve read) got me squealing and SOFT like such great writing 
fic recs: LATTE ART daniel scenario, guanlin soulmate au, ceo jihoon
TEXT BLOGS (not gonna do fic recommendations cause they’re texts and it’s harder to choose specific ones):
@laignlin​​ LILY I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO TALK TO YOU MORE LIKE TIME DIFFERENCE AND SCHOOL SUCKS but our chats are always the best and it’s always hella nice talking to you BUT YOU’RE ALSO A GREAT WRITER AND AMAZING TEXT MAKER so i ended up putting you in text author lol also IM STILL YOUR PROM DATE but everyone just read through all of lily’s texts and scenarios cause they’re all on point asf
@pwjins​ I GENUINELY ADORE ALLISON BUT SHE HATES ME AND WE HAVE THIS BITCH FEUD THING GOING ON BUT WHATEVER I LOVE HER ALOT AND IK YOU GOING THROUGH A TOUGH TIME AND NEED A BREAK BUT LIKE I’M HERE FOR YOU TUMBLR HERE’S FOR YOU but i love allison’s texts they always make me smile and laugh and like my heart literally warms SHE ALSO WRITES occasionally so check those out and i don’t have any in particular but like the gc texts are always good and the CHANGING THE NAME LIKE LMAO that’s also amazing just check it all out BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALLISON 
@texts101 YOUR TEXTS ARE SOOOO GOOD JUST THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR MAKING THEM like they never disappoint I LOVE the best friend, boyfriend, gc and name switch texts the most BUT LITERALLY ALL OF YOUR TEXTS ARE AMAZING and ik you taking a hiatus now SO PLEASE TAKE A GOOD REST AND FOCUS ON SCHOOL and don’t stress at all cause all your followers will still be here and ready for your return
@w1talks ANGELA IK YOU DO SCENARIOS AND TEXTS but the scenario list was getting WAYYY TOO LONG to put you there anyways I LOVE YOUR TEXTS AND YOUR SCENARIOS your writing is amazing but your texts are also great LIKE MULTI TALENTED MUCH and I ABSOLUTELY ADORED wanna one finding you went on a date with jinyoung BUT I ALSO ABSOLUTELY ADORE YOUUU
INCORRECT QUOTES BLOGS (not gonna do fic recommendations cause they’re quotes and there are hundreds):
@incorrect-produce101-quotes​ SUPER DUPER FUNNY and like totally could imagine your quotes being said by the guys and love how there’s a lot of the pd101 guys as welll 
@incorrect-wanna-one-quotes​ you were one of the first blogs i followed and your quotes NEVER fail to make me at least smile like i have properly cracked up laughing on multiple occasions because of your quotes and i just feel like my day becomes a little brighter when i see you on my dash
TALENTED ASF GIF MAKERS:
@daewi​ just really nice and cute gifs which are soooo aesthetically pleasing together also all your reblogs are just great AND I ADORE YOUR HS YEARBOOK AWARD THEMES 
@defsouldanik​ LITERALLY IM IN SUCH AWE OF YOU LIKE THE GIFS YOU MAKE IS ALWAYS LIKE THE MOMENTS I WANT GIFFED?? and like all your got7 content makes me happy as well and just THE QUALITY IS SOOO GOOD AS WELL
@kimsjaehwan​ ONE OF MY ULT FAV GIF MAKERS always gifs are so nice and the gifs are always hella good quality just always makes me smile when i see them 
@kngniel​ YOU WANT BASICALLY PERFECT GIFS OF DANIEL HERE IS THE BLOG FOR YOU genuinely so many gifs you’ve made of him smiling and just MAKES ME FEEL SOFTTT 
@ongeuigeon​ SUCH AMAZING GIFS WTF like the gifs in a set always match perfectly with each other in every way AND I LOVE IT WHEN YOU ADD YOUR OWN LITTLE COMMENTS IN it always make the gif that much better 
@parkswoojin REALLY NICE GIFS and like you regularly make new ones so thank youuu for that and just really nice quality AND IN GENERAL A GREAT GIF BLOG TO FOLLOW
@park-woojin​ I LOVE YOU JUST FOR EXISTING AND MAKING WOOJIN GIFS LIKE all of your gifs are so nice and clean and great ass quality AND SINCE ITS WOOJIN i always smile my ass off whenever i see any of your gifs 
@rosybaejin AMAZING ASS GIFS LIKE WOWOOWOWOWOW mind fucking blown y'all AND also in general amazing blog to follow great baejin content
@sungwhoon really pretty high quality edits and gifs AND LIKE THE COLOURS ALWAYS LOOK AMAZING just so nice to look at your gifs
@woojinnies WHAT WOULD WE DO WITHOUT YOU IN THIS FANDOM genuinely believe you are a staple piece of creating gifs in this fandom YOUVE MADE SOOOO MANY AND THEY’RE ALL SOOO GOOD like you have A GIFT just thank youuuu for making your gifs 
OTHER GREAT BLOGS:
@boo-jinyoung​​​ summer you’re an amazing ass dancer like woah and totally a baejin stan even tho you deny it CONSTANTLY and you are a  complete sweetheart everyone follow for HELLA GOOD jinyoung and guanlin content 
@crystalkpop​ I LOVE YOUUU THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR BEING ONE OF MY BIGGEST SUPPORTERS AND LIKING/COMMENTING MY WORKS JUST I APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH
@dearlydaehwi AMAZING DAEHWI CONTENT LIKE DAMN like i love seeing the smol soft bean and you DELIVER like all daehwi stand should follow you just daehwi overload in the absolute best way possible
@extraongdinary LITERALLY PROVIDES ALL THE SEONGWOO CONTENT I NEED and reblogs good ass content SO HAPPY ASF leah ily even tho we’ve never talked you just ultra great 
@fywannaone​ JUST THANK THE LORDS FOR YOU best updates such great pictures literally don’t need to follow any other blogs cause like SO FAST just constantly blessing me with wanna one content SO THANK YOU 
@ricepot-jisung​ I KNOW YOURE A WRITER BUT I HAVEN’T HAD TIME TO READ YOUR WORKS which i bet are amazing AND TBH JUST FOLLOWED YOU BECAUSE YOU REPOSTED GOOD ASS CONTENT AND SEEMED SUPER NICE AND PERSONAL POSTS WERE RELATABLE ASF (whoops wrote all that in caps) 
@soft-baejin BRI we’ve barely talked since i’m never on the gc but you’re super duper sweet and nice and also have a really nice blog and you reblog really good jinyoung content and great content in general 
@wooh00jin SUPER SWEET and adores woojin great ships and i bet you have so many flooding in when ships are open cause you put so much detail into them and GREAT WOOJIN CONTENT  
@asongofmagicandtime | @sewnho | @lai-panlin | thank you for always being nice to me on the gc and I'm sad its not as active as before but all three of you are SUCH SWEETHEARTS and have GREAT ASS CONTENT on your blogs
MY FAVOURITE MUTUALS/CLOSE FRIENDS (which have not been mentioned above or i just felt like putting you here lmao):
@danielsoftgf​ DIAN YOU WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME NO MORE SENDING GIFS OF KOOKIE TAE N WOOJIN LIKE YOU RLY WANNA KILL ME but you so so soft for daniel it’s sweet but also so easy to exploit hehehe but i can see seongwoo just around the corner ;) but genuinely love your blog it’s so so so nice and chatting with you is the best I LOVE YOUUUU
@hyuckland​ OKAY IK WE JUST STARTED TALKING TINA AND I HAVEN’T GOT THE CHANCE TO STALK YOUR BLOG YET so i can’t really properly comment on anything BUT ONE THING I CAN is that you’re an absolute sweetheart and you made me feel SO MUCH BETTER with your messages BUT IK WE’RE GONNA BECOME HELLA CLOSE 
@jaehwansspookywife LUCY LUCY LUCY you are the funniest person ever you are so nice and sweet and hilarious and conversations never get boring w you we don’t talk THAT often but when we do i always genuinely enjoy it love youuuuu ALSO OBSESSED W JAEHWAN DON’T LET HER i don’t think he’s cute FOOL YOU
@kpopsincejune07​ JEN I LOVE YOU you were one of my first fans and you’ve been a huge supporter ever since AND WE BECAME CLOSER and talk when our stupid time zones all us lol and please don’t stress about work and take care of yourself also thank you for always reposting great fics BUT IM WAITING ON YOURSSS PLEASE PLEASE POST YOUR FIC i am waiting till this day for it ily
@ongsecngwoo​ GINNY MY LOVEEEEE i always love talking with you our conversations are always good and hella fun even tho we end up replying hours/days after EH ITS TIMEZONES but also i love your blog it’s so pretty AND THE CONTENT YOU REBLOG just yes yes yes also DONT STRESS ABOUT SCHOOL TOO MUCH AND YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF but also you haven’t replied to my messages in ages so i hope everything’s okay?? i just love you loads :)))
@parkkwoojin ace we don’t talk as much as before but I STILL CARE AND LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH you’re soon easy to slander but since i promised to be sweet i’m being sweet hehehe BUT GENUINELY YOU POST BOMB ASS GIFS AND ALWAYS IMPRESSED BY THEM and your gifs of woojin OOFT MY HEART DIESSSS just thank you for existing
@porkjeojang SUMMER OMG SUMMER YOU ARE SUCH A SOFT SWEETHEART WHICH I LOVE SO MUCH but you can also be one HELL OF A BITCH sometimes ya know?? also she says she’s loyal to jihoon but IVE SEEN HER EYEING DANIEL UP but she super multi talented making pixels, gifs, mood boards and writing scenarios LIKE TEACH ME YOUR SECRETS but i love you so much and without you my dashboard wouldn’t be complete
@spooky-jihoon NAIA IK WE AIN’T THAT CLOSE BUT YOU WERE ONE OF MY FIRST MUTUALS I TALKED TO sooo i put you here hope you don’t mind I MISS YOU A LOT you’re a literal angel AND PROBABLY THE MOST DEVOTED JIHOON FAN I KNOW like jihoon content right here ppl right here and ik you won’t see this after your hiatus BUT I LOVE YOUU 
@wannabl​ okay hana we haven’t talked in fucking ages cause i felt like you just didn’t really want to chat ya know? especially cause you’re so so busy w irl stuff but like i do really really miss you and i’ve actually sent a few anons saying that i do miss you and wanting to see how you’ll react never got a reply :( but genuinely in awe of how easily you make friends and that you have so many different types of works and i’m so glad you have so many people that recognise that like your anons (and i’m sorry if i was too overly jokingly bitchy) and everyone just go through her master list or just check out her blog cause genuinely such a funny person and has amazing content on there
@wanna-one MERVE you’re my sister/protecter from all things bad (like makeout scenes lmao) but even though you “hate” daniel you have your sweet ASF moments about him you basically confess you love everything about him AND SO MUCH DANIEL CONTENT ON YOUR BLUG BUT you’re always tired and stressed and i wish you were decently okay and happy but remember you’re so sweet ridiculously smart AND i still need to see a photo of you anyways i love you sooooo much and so does daniel ;)
@woojinstinygf OMG KITTY YOU ARE SUCH A SWEETHEART AND PROBABLY THE MOST DEVOTED WOOJIN FAN IK (sorry all those woojin stans out there but like kitty takes it to ANOTHER LEVEL) i always love chatting w you and you always make feel so soft and happy ANYONE WANTS WOOJIN CONTENT OR SWEET WORDS OR ANYTHING ABOUT WOOJIN OR STRAY KIDS LMAO FOLLOW N MESSAGE KITTY (not actually her irl name but she tells ppl to call her that soooo ya)
IM SORRY IF I MISSED YOU PLEASE PLEASE MESSAGE ME SO I CAN ADD YOU ONTO THE LIST 
I LOVE YOU ALL BUT AGAIN VOTE!!!! MAGU MAGUUUUUU!!!!
Tumblr media
148 notes · View notes
thelustinlimbo · 7 years
Photo
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Okayyy so this is my review of my favorite morphe brushes I just got and tried! Tbh I really wasn’t sure what to expect with morphe, I looked through countless reviews and videos, looked up pictures and negative rants. So I was kinda expecting the worst but hoping for the best? I picked out a bunch of brushes that were reviewed countless times through youtubers, and then some that just caught my eye and felt like I needed to try them out. I was super worried that the negative reviews were right and I just wasted a bunch of money on a bunch of garbage, I’m always skeptical with “YouTube” brands because of past bad experiences. So for a while I just put myself in the mindset of “if I don’t see and try it in a store or in person I don’t want to waste money on it”. I’ve kinda been bored with makeup and not into for the past year or so, like it became not fun for me and I just stopped buying and trying new products as much as I had before bc what was the point? I just restocked what I needed, mainly bought skin care, and sometimes tried new things but they didn’t excite me. I missed the joy makeup gave me before so I felt like I needed to “redo” my collection to hopefully fall back in love with my favorite hobby, the brushes I had were all old and idk I just felt like my makeup was blah bc of it, so I finally decided to give morphe a try since they have a huge selection of inexpensive raved about brushes!! I’m honestly SO surprised with the quality!!! I thought out of the almost 60 brushes that I purchased I would really like and use maybe 10 tops, I thought I would be disappointed in a bunch of them and just use the ones I really like, but oh my god!! I swear I haven’t been this excited about a purchase in soooo long! Every brush I bought had a purpose I can think of and use for, even the ones that I initially was like eh or what the hell can I use this for?? Ended up my favorites!! (Mainly eye and brow brushes which I will show in the review) the brushes are all super soft and just great quality over all, idk if they just improved over the years or people were just being negative but I don’t know why anyone would trash talk these inexpensive high quality brushes.. Anywayssss.. So here is a round up of my favorites so far!!
E43 - is just basically a smaller E3 but today I used it for my cleaning up my under eye setting powder and then I grabbed it again to apply my highlighter very soft, and just feels like a high end brush.
E3 - I used it for a slight contour, I don’t like harsh contours on cheeks but this picked up the product just enough and the shape of it reallyyyyy just added the right amount of product in the right places!
E4 - a simple blush brush, but it’s so soft and picked up a small amount of product and applied the blush flawlessly to my face so it got a rank in fave face brushes so far!
E8 - I looooove small chubby round brushes, they are perfect for creating an “airbrush effect” in larger pore areas, I don’t really have large pores but when I use brushes like this to blend out foundation and powder around my nose/cheek area it creates just a smooth flawless finish and I have been needing a replacement for a Sephora brush I had for years that started losing its density and amazingness. This is a great cheaper alternative that is just as good!!
E41 - I have never applied my bronzer to my face so perfectly and quickly as I did with this brush, it picked up just the right amount of bronzer without creating the orange face look, applied it without scratching my face or leaving behind a bunch of fall out like a sorta similar sigma brush I have does!! Looove it!!!
M439 - I feel like every youtuber/reviewer/Mua and their mother has this brush and raved about it so I had to pick it up and try it out for myself. It really does live up to its expectations!! It gives a super full coverage even with a medium/light coverage foundation, I don’t always like to have fullllll coverage but when I do this brush will do the job! It does kinda suck up a lot of product, but not as bad as some other similar brushes I have. It’s super soft and you will have a even full coverage on in like 10 seconds with this brush.
M528 - I think I applied my Laura mercier secret brightening powder with this one, I can’t remember what I did with this brush but I threw it into my love pile and it doesn’t have any colored product on it so I think I just applied the powder with it. It’s super soft and can my used as a highlighter, or setting brush! E - 18 if you have smaller almond shaped eyes like me YOU NEED THIS BRUSH and also the M501, and E36 but I’ll get into those in a bit, the E18 is absolutely perfect for applying a crease color into small spaces, it picks up as little or as much product as you need and is just a must have brush.
M250-0 - OHHHH myyyyy godddd!!! The eyeliner brush I have been searching for but never found, I always came close but it was either to thick, had stray little hairs, was too long, or too stiff, something was always slightly justttt off with other liner brushes. They were good, they did the job, but they didn’t make it as easy as this one did!!! I haven’t had this even winged liner in like two years I swear lmao. I always have one eye perfect and the other one is it’s less perfect twin, or they both just looked like shit and I eventually came to except the fact that a super amazing winged eyeliner was just not gonna be in my life, untillllll this beauty came in the mail today😭 it’s. Just. Perfect. I completed a winged simple cat eye that was as even as humanly possible for me in the shortest amount of time it ever took me to do it, idk if I was just running on adrenaline from finding a perfect liner brush or bc my eyeliner looked amaze on the one eye I did first lol.
M213 - You also need this in your life, trust me. If you are sloppy in your eye makeup technique or just want something to really tightly apply shadow to your lower lash line effortlessly, then you need this brush. Don’t even doubt it just buy it. Also for some reason it looks really big in the picture above but it’s a super tiny little smudger with soft bristles but it isn’t flimsy. Just try it, you will see.
M575 - when I first saw this brush I felt indifferent about it, it kinda looked too long to be a good blending brush, I usually liked “fluffier” blending brushes and this one looked to long and slender, but wow.. for my eye shape it was the perfect “precision” blender! You know how with fluffy blending brushes shadow tends to kinda go all over your eye? And if you have smaller eyes like me it starts looking sloppy really quick, but this really helped blend and diffuse color ONLY where I wanted it! Surprisingly amazing!
M501 - okay… This brush is the brush out of alllll the brushes I kinda took one look at and was like?? “What the hell am I going to use this for?? Maybe highlight?? Idk?” It’s really oddly shaped, tapered, slim, slender, weird… Looks like a useless little highlight brush if your really particular about where you want to place high light or if you’re gonna be doing an infants highlight lol. For some reason I grabbed this weird little brush and started using it as an eye blender and was SHOCKED it’s like this brush was made for my eyes, it diffused my crease color so perfectly, the tapered part went into my crease and just idk, it was magical. I blended carelessly throughout my eye and it just created the perfect eye look!! The problem I always have with blending my shadow is that I get a dark color too far into my inner eye, creating like a Natalie Portman from the swan lake ballerina movie effect if that makes sense, I hate the way that looks on me and this brush just effortlessly blended without dragging color into my inner eye corner. I feel like I have a difficult eye shape and I hate doing shadow bc of it. But not anymore 😍 M432 - this is a basic flat square brush, it's great for the waterline but I used it to shape up my brows and it did a great job! It's the perfect density and size to sculpt brows without adding a crazy amount of product to the area, it's a must have in a makeup collection especially if brows are your least favorite makeup application like mine, my brows annoy me and a good brow day for me is rare because I have a giant scar through one which always makes the shape of it different then the other one. But today I'm having an amazing brow day and it took me half the time it normally would to do my brows with my new brushes :D M224 - another staple!! I had a Mac one that I used for years but it was starting to look raggedy, I use these brushes on days I have a blemish I need to cover and apply a bit more product, to sometimes apply foundation to my face before going in with a beauty blender, to shape brows, to apply a concealer from a pot to my under eye. I use these types of brushes as like product picker uppers and packers, it's like a forgotten brush that is very useful but not as talked about by me because it's boring but very much needed in a makeup lovers collection! This one has synthetic bristles and is overall really well made, I was expecting this one to be a super cheapie garbage brush, but it's up to par with my Mac one when it was in its prime days lol. M160-1/16 - another brush I saw and was like this kinda looks terrible.. The bristles seemed to long and soft to use for brows, but I tried it today and it's wonderful for creating a softer brow look!!! Like wow, it picks up a little bit of product so if you're heavy handed with brows like me it's a MUSTTTTT it applied my favorite brow powder to my brows and I swear it made my powder work and look better then ever, I used it in the front part of my brows and it's just gonna be an everyday staple for brows. M413 - I feel like I judged all the brow brushes to harshly when I first opened my package, I thought these were gonna be the crappy brushes of my entire order which was fine with me because they were the cheapest so not too much lost I thought. This brushes bristles are FIRM like super firm.. And kinda long. Immediately I thought that it was gonna scratch my skin and pick up way too much product.. I tried it gently, and applied my powder to my scar and wow this brush is def a favorite, I just have to be light handed when applying! But it picked up product and applied it right where you put it, I then brushed and diffused the color with the spoolie. My brows look so refined but natural in combination with the M160-1/16 brush, I used the M413 towards the ends and middle. I think this brush is also great for people who like bolder brows bc of how easy it is to shape and apply product with it. Andddd lastly, for not at least! G20 - this brush is great for packing on shadow! It works great for my eye shape. I mean there's not much to really say about it other then it does its job! I also like the gunmetal color, I got a few brushes from gunmetal collection but haven't tried them out yet. The bristles are soft, the shape is perfect, the size is great. It can also be used as a concealer brush for blemishes. Overall I'm super happy with my order and I think it's money well spent!! Sorry about the longgg post but I tried to sum up my favorites so far as best as I can. I haven't washed these brushes yet so I don't know how they shed or how they are after washing but I'll keep all you updated!:)
162 notes · View notes