#emoji film rec

[hyunsvngs]

𝟓-𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 - lee felix x gn!afab reader x han jisung (side lee minho x gn!afab reader, side kim seungmin x gn!afab reader)

wc: 6.5k

cw: boy x boy skz action depicted!!, reader is afab (gn pronouns used), everyones fuckin, alcohol, mentions of weed, minho being affectionate, sex with no strings, SMUT MDNI PLEASE

synopsis: your best friend is pissed he hasn’t had his turn yet. the only problem is, his turn begins to take place in a room with three other people present.

a/n: i am so SORRY THIS IS PURE FILTH.. i’m actually so sorry this is the filthiest thing thats been on this blog thus far. i’m so sorry. part 5 of hot bitch summer aka LIX’S INSTALMENT :D ENJOY!!!!! as usual, smut warnings under the cut!!

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sw: cumswapping, both sub and dom mc, sub!lix & jisung, dom!seungmin & minho, a fivesome?? of sorts??, main pairings being felix x mc and minho x mc, anal fingering (m. receiving), semi public sex, sex while tipsy?, handjobs, fingering, blowjobs, face fucking (mc rec), dirty talk, hair pulling, begging, ok so maybe a bit of subspace, seungmin is SO MEAN, so is minho but hes LESS MEAN, hickeys, mentions of pubic hair (AS ALWAYS), EDGING (MC REC), AFTERCARE!!

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[10:02am] Lix: what the fuck???

Hearing the familiar text chime, you rolled over to grab your phone. It felt like it had been years since you’d slept in your own bed, sans Minho and sans the random screams of the rest of the frat through the night. You’d been sleeping brilliantly, worn out from the new progress in your sex life and getting a well deserved night of good rest in your own bed. You deserved it. However, your body had different plans - clearly you were still fine-tuned to the specific notification noise you’d set to your best friend's texts. 

Rubbing your eyes clear of sleep, you ran your thumb over your screen and where the text appeared in front of you. Huh?

[10:04am] You: huh?

[10:04am] Lix: bestie be so fr rn. minho’s fine, i could barely handle jisung but i pushed through it. even changbin was a struggle. BUT HYUNJIN????? MY OTHER BEST FRIEND???????!!!

You scoffed out a laugh, fingers typing rapidly on your keyboard.

[10:05am] You: i thought u were 100% here for my hot bitch summer? 

[10:05am] Lix: I AM BUT WHEN IS IT MY TURN?????

[10:06am] You: when did u ask????

The little bubble that indicated he was typing popped up. Then it disappeared. Then it deflated again, in a modern demonstration of confusion. After that, you received a very interesting eyebrow raise emoji and a badly worded message.

[10:09am] Lix: film night 2night. we watch a film with the guys n get freaky after? ;D

Rolling your eyes, you sent a quick thumbs up emoji before locking your phone. Film nights weren’t something you were typically invited to. In all honesty, those seemed to be reserved strictly for the members of the frat themselves as a more intimate gathering. Clearly that was not the case anymore - how could it be when you were steadily making your way through them all?

It didn’t shock you Felix was throwing a tantrum. You’d expected it after Jisung, and been mildly surprised when there was still no commotion after Changbin. Clearly Hyunjin was the last straw. That was something you were unable to understand. Why had Hyunjin been the one to set him off? 

You decided not to think about it. You’d need to have your wits about you if you were going to a film night with the guys, especially since you had next to no idea who would actually be there. You didn’t want to ask. You and Minho were fine, better than ever actually, and the same went for you and the other members you’d managed to get into bed. Or on the gym floor. But you hadn’t really spoken to Chan since it all started happening despite having an amicable relationship with him beforehand, and Seungmin had some form of unspoken issue with you. 

It was obvious that he was displeased. Whether he just wasn’t woke or feminist enough did cross your mind - he was an English Literature major, for Christ’s sakes. Knowing Seungmin, his whole knowledge of the opposite gender came from Wuthering Heights or something. You weren’t sure he even had much clue what his own gender wanted romantically - had he ever even been with anyone? This didn’t seem accurate. If anything, Seungmin seemed like he’d be the most accepting of female sexuality. You only ever saw him outside of parties with glasses perched on his annoyingly cute nose and said nose deep in the pages of an old, dusty book. During parties, he was walking around with a grin on his face and trying to cause mayhem. Maybe he was just plain evil, and didn’t like talking to people unless he could be snarky. 

It was hard for you to admit the similarities you both had.

Pushing the thoughts out of your head, you sprung out of bed. You had to have your wits about you in case one of the boys chose a horror film and Felix spent the whole film cuddled up to you crying. It was a regular occurrence whenever you, Felix and Jisung had hosted one of your own film nights, just the three of you. Felix would spend the whole night crying and shaking in fear while Jisung would giggle at every jumpscare. Consequently, Felix would bicker with Jisung about laughing at a ‘super scary film’ and then a playfight would ensue. You were always left to pick up the pieces, yanking them off of eachother and proposing that you all smoked a joint to chill the fuck out.

You had to be prepared for whatever emotions the film caused that night.

Eventually turning up to the frat house, you did feel prepared. You’d packed an overnight bag with a pair of comfortable pyjamas, your phone, charger and a joint. Oh, and a bottle of vodka pushed to the bottom of your backpack. The last two were just in case. You felt you’d managed to remember all the essentials, but when you were standing at the front door, staring at the SKZ symbol, you realised you really could’ve packed a pair of sexier pyjamas. The frat logo felt like it was mocking you. You’d thought you’d pack comfortably, and so you’d just shoved a pair of pyjama shorts and a t-shirt that was three sizes too big into the bag. Mistakes were made.

Felix swung the door open upon your knock, meeting you with a beaming smile. “Hey, whore,” he chirped, new blue hair styled perfectly in a half-up ponytail on his pretty little head. You smiled, handing him your bag. 

“Take?” You responded. It’s what he deserved for calling you a whore, albeit affectionately. He grabbed it obediently anyway, nodding, lithe fingers curling around the strap and beginning to embark to his bedroom. You followed behind closely. Honestly, you were just staring at his ass in his joggers as he climbed up the stairs. There’d been no sight of the other boys yet, and actually, all of their bedroom doors were wide open - you assumed they were in the living room awaiting your arrival. You almost felt bad, worried you’d been a bit late, but you hadn’t really been given an exact time. You’d just aimed for the evening.

Felix threw your bag down on the wooden floor, and you heard the unmistakable clink of the vodka bottle in your bag on its descent to the floor. You winced, and Felix looked at you, an eyebrow quirked up. “You can’t fuck me if you’re drunk, you know.”

“I can, and I will,” You retorted, walking over to the bag and unzipping it. Retrieving your pyjamas, you turned to Felix. He stood there, feet planted to the ground and a cheeky smile on his doll-like lips. “You’re gonna watch me change?”

“Yup.”

“Felix, why are you such a perv?! Get out, don’t you want to leave something to the imagination for later?” You slapped him playfully, spinning him around by his shoulders and starting to push him out of his own room. He tripped over his computer chair, flying out of the door less than gracefully.

“I’ve seen you naked before, Y/N, Jesus-” You slammed the door shut, shoulders shaking as you laughed. “You’re so mean!”

Damn, if he thought that was mean, he clearly didn’t know how you really treated pretty boys. 

You stared around at Felix’s room once you’d pulled the shorts over your legs. Honestly, it was kind of sexy, in a red-flag kind of way. If you’d walked into any other boy’s room and seen the computer setup with multiple monitors and a lubed keyboard it would’ve terrified you. But you knew Felix - and a quick look at the perfectly made bed with pristine white sheets reminded you of that. He even had a massive pink body pillow on his bed made with Changbin’s fucking face on. You knew he slept with it every night - he’d brought it to your house once, and you and Jisung had fallen apart in giggles while making fun of him for it. He was just so Felix. It made no sense, but it made perfect sense to you. 

The sex would take place on the bed tonight, you mused. Then you scoffed out a chuckle - ‘the sex’? That’s so fucking dumb. What the fuck was the matter with you? You shook your head, running your fingers through your hair before making your way downstairs in sock-clad feet, bottle of vodka in hand. 

You cocked your head when you saw who was on the sofas downstairs. It was a typical frat house - random half-full alcohol bottles everywhere, you’d even taken your own bottle of vodka downstairs with you after all - and it smelled just the faintest bit of weed. It was relatively clean though, a fact you could probably contribute to Hyunjin or Seungmin. Seungmin seemed clean.

He seemed clean then, too, sitting on the sofa in between Minho and Jisung and looking at you with an expressionless face. His glasses weren’t on his nose, you noticed. Felix sat alone on the other couch, a red solo cup in his hand and a thick, fluffy white blanket over his legs. Everyone had cups in their hand, actually, and you wanted to kick Felix for making you feel a little awkward about bringing your own vodka. Felix smiled at you brightly while Jisung and Minho giggled about something or other. He flicked the blanket off the other seat of the sofa and patted it welcomingly.

“Come,” He demanded. You tried to avoid imagining him commanding you like that in a different situation. You walked over and threw yourself onto the couch, sidled up close to Felix. Minho was looking at you with a smile on his face, all too knowingly. Felix had definitely told him of your plans for tonight. “You want a drink, Y/N?”

“Always,” You responded quickly, making Jisung click his fingers into a finger gun at you approvingly. Felix’s hoodie was soft as he leaned over you to grab an extra cup from on the floor, quickly tipping your vodka into it and topping it off with some cheap lemonade from the store on campus. 

“Okay, so we’re watching this film,” Minho sprung up, displaying a DVD case to you. Before you could retort with a question on who actually still watched DVDs these days and didn’t just stream, you realised the cover of the case. It was a film you didn’t recognise, but the case had some big-breasted woman on the front splattered with blood and there was a knife present in the image. It was clearly old - 80s? 70s maybe, at a push? Great. That’s sex out of the window completely - Felix is going to cry.

You spoke your thoughts. “Felix is going to cry.”

Felix elbowed you, grumbling. Jisung was the one who spoke up, looking at you with round eyes. “Actually, he’s seen this before. It’s not that scary, is it, Lix?”

“You would say that,” Felix responded, putting his head on top of yours. His arm pulled you in and you took a grateful sip of your drink, loving the warmth of his toned body. It was a shame he was wearing clothes, really, but you had to remind yourself to not be a whore for two seconds. “But, yeah. I’ve seen it. It’s okay, actually, just kind of gory…”

You giggled. Felix pretended to try and bite you in response, making you squeal and push him softly. This was going to be so fucking fun.

An hour into the film, Felix began to become unsettled. He was shifting awkwardly, a fact you didn’t notice straight away given you were both now two or three drinks in. Jisung had started making his weird cocktails again too, so he was staring at the screen with half-lidded eyes. Seungmin had grabbed him a litre of water and told him to sober the fuck up. You wondered if he even knew Jisung, really.

All of a sudden, Felix’s hands were yanking you onto his lap by your thigh. You sat in between his legs, still watching the shitty vintage horror film on the just as shitty television in the living room. You only bristled slightly when you felt something extremely hard and solid on your lower back, so hard you could feel it through the layers of clothing. His hands were instantly on your thighs once you were situated, drawing soft shapes on your skin. 

“‘M hard,” Felix whispered into your ear, drowned out by the screaming on the television. You snorted.

“Yeah, I can feel that, Lixie,” You retorted in a just-as-quiet volume, wiggling back onto his erection. He let out a deep sigh, forehead dropping to your shoulder. “You wanna go to your room?”

Felix shook his head rapidly. “I already ditched film night loads of times to play Genshin. Seungmin will have a meltdown, you know what he’s like.”

Yeah, stuck up his own ass and sadly not stuck up yours. Wait, what? “So what do you suggest we do, Lix?”

“Mmm. Just…” Felix grabbed your drink, placing it on the floor softly. The other three boys didn’t even blink at the movement, still enraptured by the film. His hands were quick to return to yours, pulling them under the blanket covering you both and placing your dominant hand on his length. “Touch me a bit? Please? Not enough to cum, can’t make a mess, just- just need something.”

You considered it. Would they even notice? Your eyes went to the other boys present in the room. Jisung was sobered up by quite a lot, thanks to Seungmin’s water, but he was still loving the film, cuddled up to Minho. It was quite cute. You kind of wanted to cuddle Minho, but you had hot bitch summer duties to complete. Seungmin was on the complete other end of the couch, but his legs were splayed across Jisung’s. He looked just as into the film, taking sips of his drink every now and again. Minho’s eyes met yours, and he gave you a soft smile. Okay, so no one had suspected anything. You could touch Felix a bit. 

Turning your attention back to the film, you shifted slightly so you could run your hand over Felix’s clothed length. His reaction was instant, pulling his joggers down so you could touch his bare skin. You almost laughed at how eager he was, desperate almost, but you had to play it cool so that no one knew. You wrapped a hand around his length, tight and warm, using the precum for lubrication as you pumped up and down his length.

Felix leaned back, his jaw dropping in an almost silent sigh as his legs spread further for you. You were so glad the blanket was so thick, covering your actions, and you were also glad that the television was on so loud - the unmistakable wet noises of Felix’s dick right now could be hidden by the other noises in the room. Not to you, though. You could hear the sound as your hand rapidly stroked his cock, making his toes curl in his socks and your pussy get unbelievably wet at the sound. 

You shifted awkwardly, trying to alleviate the quickly growing pressure between your thighs. You couldn’t get horny, not here, not now - if you both started doing anything more than what you were doing, the boys would be sure to notice. Or… were they really too interested in this film? It was awful, to be honest. You’d seen it before too, or maybe you’d just seen a million films just like it. 

The deciding factor was Felix starting to buck his hips up just slightly into your hand, fucking the tight ring of your fingers. It made your clit throb, swollen and needy in your pyjama shorts. Fuck it.

You grabbed Felix’s hand on your thigh, leading it to your core. He shot forward instantly, chest almost fully pressed to your back but leaving you enough room to carry on touching his cock. Heavy breaths were panning across your neck and he just let you guide your hand to your pussy, passing your pyjama shorts completely. Felix’s breath hitched when he noticed you’d foregone underwear. 

Dainty fingers swiped through the wetness coating your folds, making you spread your legs so that they were splayed across his. He used the wetness from your hole, dragging it up to your clit and rubbing in precise, damp circles across your swollen bud. You wanted to moan, writhe, even beg - you couldn’t do anything, not in your current presence.

“Lixie, your room, please-?” You whispered hastily.

Just as Felix was about to reply, another voice spoke from the other sofa. “I mean, seriously, I’ve fucked you enough times and you think I wouldn’t notice that expression you get when you’re horny?” Minho. Both of your heads spun around to face him. Jisung was staring at you, eyes blown wide and a tent in his pants. Minho was smirking. Of course he was. Seungmin’s face was again normal, lips in a straight line, but his head was cocked to the side and perhaps he looked… intrigued? 

“Um…” You blurted, quite unintelligibly. Your hand had paused on Felix’s cock, and his hand had dropped out of your pyjama shorts completely. 

“Blanket off. You can at least show us, yeah? Don’t hide that pretty cock from us,” Minho said, nodding towards the offending fabric. Felix sounded like he’d choked on air, length twitching against your lower back. He liked that. “We all want to see. You may as well let us watch you fuck. We’re all gonna have seen that pussy at some point anyway.”

Your eyes flitted to Seungmin again. He was smirking now, a teasing expression on those plump lips that looked ever-so-soft. Just as you began to splutter out some excuses, Felix ripped the blanket off of the both of you, exposing your naked legs and the wet spot forming on your pyjama shorts. Jisung’s eyes immediately went down to the damp patch. His eyes widened almost comically, staring at your clothed pussy like it was a flourishing oasis in the middle of the driest desert. 

Seungmin spoke up, then, leaning leisurely back against the sofa. “Why don’t you two kiss a bit? I know you’ll both get worked up. Both of you are fucking pathetic like that.”

Felix whined, tugging your hair back to press a firm kiss against your lips. You shifted in his lap, moving so you were facing him and straddling. The movement exposed his cock to the rest of the room, full length now steadily leaking white rivulets of precum down to his balls that sat heavy between his legs. Surprisingly, Felix pinned you to the sofa, the act of dominance making you whimper into the kiss. His tongue was heavy in your mouth, pressing against yours with the promise of something more. Your best friend kissed blazingly, filthy, messy exchanges of spit. It ignited the fire deep inside your gut, making you consider his preferred dynamics in bed - he was currently pinning you into the sofa, but he’d been so quick to be Minho’s good boy. 

Your ears perked up at Seungmin speaking again. “God, will you just entertain him before he cums in his pants?” Pants? Felix’s dick was out, so… who was he talking about?

You broke the kiss and turned in just enough time to witness what was probably the most erotic scene you’d ever laid eyes on. Jisung was tugging on Minho’s t-shirt sleeve, looking up at him with watering, pleading doe eyes, and Seungmin was scoffing condescendingly at him. The tent in Jisung’s trousers was pitched even bigger than it was earlier on, and Minho was smiling softly at Jisung. With a quick move, Minho gripped Jisung by his chin and pressed his thumb into his mouth. Jisung whined, blinking rapidly up at Minho until Minho finally forced his tongue between Jisung’s pretty lips. 

Subconsciously, you started to push down onto Felix, trying to get some friction yourself. Hyunjin had been right, then - they’d all fucked around with eachother before, and that was probably why they were all more than willing to fuck around with you. 

Minho pulled away from the sloppy kiss with Jisung, Jisung’s mouth trying to follow. Minho’s feline eyes settled on you, cocking his head to the side. You knew your cheeks were burning with lust and there was no way the boys on the opposite sofa hadn’t noticed your hips begging for some alleviation to the pressure between your legs. Minho snorted out a condescending laugh once his eyes had taken your full figure in. “I should’ve known you’d like that. You’re so fucking filthy. You’ve got one cock between your legs, ready to pound you and you’re still looking at me and Jisung like that?”

“They can have more cocks if they want,” Jisung mumbled. “Can I? Please?”

“Mmm, not yet, Sungie,” Minho brushed a hand through his hair, looking almost too fond. You turned your attention back to Felix, where he was looking just as debauched and horny at you at the sight of his two friends kissing. “Lix, strip. You too, Y/N.”

You scrunched up your face. “Who are you to call the shots? This is mine and Lix’s night, actually. Nothin’ to do with you,'' You knew you were being petty - beyond petty actually. You just loved doing things for a response. It was always something that was in your nature. You saw Minho turn to Seungmin, before Seungmin let out a small, mirthless chuckle. 

“Think I’m gonna need your help here, Seungmin. We’ve got three desperate babies wanting to play, huh?”

Seungmin sighed, stretching his arms above his head. He almost looked like he didn’t want to be there, but you could see the hint of an erection in his trousers. He rolled his head to the side, humming. “I suppose I can help you out,” He looked towards you, getting up and stalking over to the sofa you and Felix were situated on. Felix had leaned back, pulling at his clothes frantically as if the soft fabric was offending him. Seungmin yanked his hand into your hair, pulling your hair back with zero delicacy.

You positively squealed. “Fuckin’- ow?!”

“Do not fuck with me. Strip, or you’re getting absolutely nothing tonight. You hear me?” You blinked up at him. Seungmin, who was strangely cute but ever so quiet. He glared at Minho over his cereal quite frequently, but you had seen Jeongin cuddled up to him taking a nap more than once. He loved Pochacco, the cute little dog character from Sanrio, and you’d actually known him with braces for a part of your life. Seungmin, who had now revealed himself to be a super hard dom - and you were actually a little bit scared to disobey him. The arousal outweighed the fear by megatons, though. 

You tried to nod at him, but his fingers wrapped into your hair were just too tight. Trying to move only burned at your scalp, and Seungmin raised an eyebrow at you, a smile on his lips. Oh, he wanted you to speak. Right. Felix groaned, one hand going to wrap around his length to try and settle some of the burning desire. You could hear wet noises from the other room - presumably Minho was keeping Jisung occupied with his mouth. “Y-Yes. Just, let go and I can-”

“Sorry?”

“I- I’m sorry, Seungmin. Yes, could you please let go so I can strip for Lix? Please?” Seungmin let his hand drop from your hair rather unceremoniously, making your head drop to the armrest with a dull ‘thud’. You quickly shimmied your t-shirt and pyjama shorts off, leaving you completely bare, tummy raising and falling with your deep breaths. Felix’s eyes were blown wide, instantly moving over you to settle between your legs and pump his cock steadily in a tight fist. His head dropped to your neck, mouthing wet kisses over the skin and starting a hickey into your collarbone. 

“Gonna- gonna push in, okay? Ready?” Felix questioned, raising his head up to look at you. You nodded eagerly, wrapping your legs around his waist and shifting so his cockhead was positioned at your dripping wet hole. All of a sudden, Felix blinked out of his haze, turning to Seungmin. “Can I-?”

Seungmin raised an eyebrow again, hand palming the bulge over his joggers. “Can you what?”

“Can I… can I fuck them, please?” Felix whispered. Jisung moaned at a high pitch into Minho’s mouth at the statement, and when you turned to examine the pair, Jisung was grinding on Minho’s thick thigh and working himself up to a frenzy. He wasn’t even kissing Minho back, just moaning against his plush lips while Minho shoved his tongue into his mouth. You were almost proud of Jisung for hanging onto sanity a lot better than you had when on his lap.

Seungmin hesitated, looking to be contemplating before he nodded swiftly, just as unaffected. Felix groaned loudly, murmuring affirmations as he thrusted his length into you fully in one flurry of movement. He paused, giving you time to adjust - but your pussy was already so slick for the whole situation that you were clawing down his back after a few seconds, whining for more.

“Lixie- please move, move, please, need it,” You begged, eyes watering. Felix nodded eagerly, kissing the space under your eyes before he started to thrust steadily into you. His balls slapped against your ass cheeks, making the flesh ripple like a strong, dramatic wave in the sea. “Oh, oh yeah, oh yeah, Lixie. Just like that, baby boy. Just like that, yeah? So good for me.”

Felix whimpered, his head dropping to the crook of your neck. You felt a string of drool from his lips to your skin, making you moan and clench around him at the all consuming feeling of his pleasure. “‘S good? Am I good?”

You felt the signature lowering of an added body on the sofa, of whom you quickly recognised as Seungmin when he spoke. “Such a good boy, Lixie. Unfortunately, I can’t say the same for the pussy you’re fucking.”

“Hey!” You grumbled. Seungmin pinched the side of your thigh sharply, his nails pinching into your flesh and making you jump. “Seungmin-!”

“Oh my God, just shut the fuck up? Lee Minho,” Seungmin sighed out, rolling his eyes behind Lix’s shoulder. The sunshine boy was suddenly grinding into you instead of thrusting, the soft curls of pubic hair on his pubis grinding against your clit pleasantly. His head was thrown back, eyes rolled back into his head. Minho hummed in response, pulling back from Jisung with a wet sound. “Have your toy come and stuff your new toy’s mouth for me. I’m sick of hearing the fucking complaints.”

Minho chuckled. “My baby fucking my favourite toy’s mouth? Sounds fucking lovely to me. Go on, Sungie, you can have it,” You heard stuttered footsteps behind you and then Jisung’s round cheeks were looming over you, round eyes blinking frantically. His lips were kiss bitten and he was eagerly pulling his joggers down to his ankles, revealing his thick cock in front of your eyes. You let yourself smile fondly up at the boy above you.

He grinned back, all pearly teeth showing. “Hey bestie. Can I fuck your mouth? Lookie, ‘m hard, and you were so mean last time.” 

“Can’t be mean to you when your dick’s in my mouth, Sungie,” You retorted, clenching with approval when Lix shifted his hips just right and the tip of his cockhead kissed your cervix. When your jaw dropped open with a moan, you managed to stutter out a response. “C’mere, Sungie. In my mouth.”

Jisung excitedly pressed his length into your open mouth. He was clearly delighted at the idea of being rough with you, because he immediately started fucking your mouth with fervor. You weren’t really responding, just letting unabashed moans and whines fall out of your mouth and be muffled by your friend’s cock. The feeling of Felix fucking you deep and Jisung fucking your throat was too much - you felt used, like a toy while Minho and Seungmin orchestrated the scene and you loved it. You caught sight of Seungmin playing with Felix’s nipples, whispering filthy words into his ear, and all of a sudden, Minho sat behind where you were situated on the sofa. He stroked your hair, pressing a kiss to your forehead while he sat on the floor, looking down at you over the low edge of the armrest.

He was mumbling into your skin, nuzzling with a smile. “Pretty little slut, huh? So good for me, fucking my boys like this.”

“Stop being so soft,” Seungmin scoffed. “You know they can take it.”

“I want to be soft with them, thanks,” Minho rolled his eyes in the signature Minho style. You wanted to smile, but Jisung’s cock steadily thrusting your throat was prohibiting your lips from any movement. When Jisung’s hand fell to the back of your head, trying to force your head deeper - in all honesty, you don’t know where he got the audacity - Seungmin leaped over the couch, grabbing Jisung’s hands behind his back. You whined at the sight of Jisung’s submissive nature, and Felix whined at the loss of Seungmin’s hands on his nipples, stopping all movement of his hips.

Jisung pulled out of your mouth, letting his cock bob in front of your face with a loud groan. Seungmin had presumably pulled him back. You took the opportunity to turn to Felix, pouting. “Why’d you stop?”

“I- I was enjoying having my nipples played with, to be honest,” Felix mumbled. “I like to be overstimulated like that.”

“You know what else he likes?” Seungmin quipped. “Finger his ass, Y/N. He’s been so good, give that to him, yeah?”

You scoffed. Maybe the fight wasn’t out of you yet. “Why don’t you fucking do it?”

“Um, because my hands are fucking occupied. Watch your mouth. God, this is why I don’t fuck brats.”

“That’s why you fill your brat’s mouth up,” Minho said all too happily, grinning menacingly in juxtaposition. “Sungie, baby. Back to where you were, yeah?”

Jisung immediately shot forward, pushing his length back into your mouth. He started fucking your mouth without abandon, just as you decided to give in. Felix had been good, after all. 

You crept one hand around his back, letting it drift down to between his asscheeks. Using some of your wetness that had dripped down to his balls, you swept it up with your fingers and pushed your middle finger into his little asshole.

The reaction was immediate. Felix positively whined, his head thrown back. He started fucking into you again, whispering sweet nothings to you in lieu of a thanks.

“Yeah, yeah, so good, baby- a-ah, yeah! There,” Felix shifted, rocking his hips back between your finger and your tight hole. You loved the feeling, eyes rolling back into your head at the push and pull.

Minho suddenly shuffled around the sofa, landing right where your core was stretched tight around Felix’s cock. “Move back, baby.”

You and Felix both shifted, leaving a slight bit more of a gap between your tummies, still allowing your finger to thrust into him shallowly. Minho ducked down, and all of a sudden, his tongue was laving all over the area where your two erotic areas met over and over in a wet, loud exchange. You whined when his tongue brushed over your engorged clit, and Jisung’s thrusts stuttered in your throat before he pulled out. 

“That’s- That’s so fucking hot, what the fuck, I-?” Jisung wrenched his hands away from Seungmin’s hold, using a hand to slap his cockhead on your tongue. You wanted to scold him, but just as the words started to form, Jisung’s tip was shooting out warm, white cum on your tongue. You moaned, curling your tongue around the tip to catch it all. Being used like this and feeling your favourite’s lips sucking on your clit? Yeah, you were gonna cum very soon.

Minho’s head shot up at the sound of Jisung’s cum, feline eyes narrowing. His tongue shot out to lick his bottom lip. “Don’t be greedy, Y/N. Remember you have to share.” 

Jisung immediately ducked down, moaning as your tongue met his and you swapped his own seed between you. Your hips bucked up when Jisung gripped your chin with his hand, just like Minho had done earlier to him. You pulled your head away from Jisung, hand coming up to grip onto the arm rest and your finger stilling inside Felix. Minho’s thumb went down to your clit, rubbing firm, precise circles. He knew your body too well by now.

“G-Gah, fuck, gonna cum, I’m- please, please,” You whined, hips shifting upwards. Felix nodded.

“Gonna make you cum, baby, I promise,” He was groaning in his deep voice, making your pussy clench and gush more wetness at the timbre. His voice had honestly always had a bit of an effect on you. You vaguely registered Seungmin taking Jisung back to the other couch, but your eyes were hazy and unfocused. 

“I can’t- I can’t cum until- please, please, please! ‘S so good, I can’t hold it in, I’m gonna fucking cum, I-“

“Who exactly are you begging, Y/N?” Minho tugged your head back, making you whine and kick your legs around in an attempt to avoid your orgasm. Felix hadn’t stopped fucking you, hips bouncing to fulfill your orgasm fully. 

You felt tears start to brim at your eyes, threatening to fall. “You? Fuck, you! You, Minho, can I? I fucking can’t hold on! It feels too good!”

Minho clicked his tongue, shaking his head in disapproval. “Nope. Felix fucked you dumb, my dumb little baby? You beg Seungmin.”

You whined, shaking your head before the words came tumbling out of your mouth. “Seungmin! Seungmin- Minnie, Minnie, please can I? Please, please, sir?” 

Seungmin laughed from across the room, a loud chuckle that made you squeal again. Your tears were falling now, unashamed, your cunt clenching around Felix tight enough to make his own tears brim as he tried to hold off his orgasm. 

“Sir?” Seungmin chirped. “I prefer master, but okay. Only because you seem like you couldn’t handle a punishment tonight, you can cum.”

You almost wanted to beg for a punishment, mind blurred as you just thought of trying to prove yourself to Seungmin. What the fuck? You couldn’t stop your own body when it heard the command, cunt clenching tight around Felix and causing your jaw to drop in a silent scream. A white ring of cum was formed around the base of Felix’s cock, soaking into the soft hair. You felt your eyes roll back, toes curling into the sofa, and Felix groaned deeply. Hot cum filled your pussy, creaming your walls nice and full of his seed. 

A blistering heat crawled up your back and - shit, you’re still fucking cumming? You whined when Felix tried to pull out, needing something to ride your orgasm out on. 

“I got them. Go on, Lixie,” Minho spoke softly. When Felix’s length pulled out of you, three of Minho’s fingers entered into your hole and kept you full. You whined as your orgasm finally started to subside, legs shaking and sniffing back tears. Felix had collapsed to your side, giving you a quick kiss on the cheek before kissing up a few tears. Your eyes fluttered shut with exhaustion.

When you came to consciousness, you were wrapped up in the same pink fluffy blanket that had started it all. Jisung was perched quite happily munching on cereal straight from the box and Felix was giggling next to him, both in just their joggers. Seungmin was sitting upright next to you, fingers stroking through your hair. 

“Wha… huh?” You blinked, looking up at Seungmin. Instead of speaking, he shifted you upright, pressing a water bottle to your lips and letting you glug a few helpful servings down. Once you felt quenched, you pushed his hand away softly. Or nudged it, in your blanket burrito. “What are you doing…?”

“Aftercare. You passed out after you came, and I was pretty mean so I think you went into subspace a little. How are you feeling?” Seungmin was speaking… to you? What? You decided to take it in your stride. He was cute, after all, and he’d dommed the fuck out of you with just words.

“I’m okay. Thank you, Seungmin,” You smiled teasingly. He rolled his eyes, but you could see the playful nature behind it this time. “You’re pretty nice, huh?”

“Only to nice people. I mean, you did pretty well there. I was… proud of you. You were really good, Y/N,” He was looking at you, giving you a genuine smile. You preened at the comment, before noticing a presence missing in the room. Seeing you looking around, Seungmin grinned. “He’s cooking. Do you think he’ll actually make me a plate this time?”

You scoffed. “No chance. You’re like a divorced couple.”

“So we’ve been told,” Seungmin mused. He turned to you again. “I’m glad you had a good time. I’m glad you’re having a good time. Okay?”

So many words were unspoken, but so many words were conveyed in the one sentence he told you. He wasn’t disgusted by you, not at all. He was just… like that. He was just Seungmin. You could finally understand why the others liked him. You nodded in response. 

“Oh, and he wants round two. He’s upset he didn’t get to fuck you with the guys watching, so you better wash up. Or don’t, he’s probably into it.”

You nudged Seungmin with your shoulder teasingly, and he smiled at you again. 

Felix was staring at you, before he walked over to you and threw himself into your lap. You were still in a blanket cocoon, fabric up to your chin like a sausage sitting upright. It was such a familiar action that it made you smile. “Did I make you feel good, bestie? I bet I was soooo worth the wait.”

You groaned, stomping your feet and trying to nudge Felix off. He simply giggled, thrashing around on your lap in happiness. “I’m gonna go find Minho, get off me.”

Felix hopped off and helped you up in your blanket burrito, smiling at you and ruffling your already messy hair. “Please don’t fuck while he’s cooking our food! Love you.”

You giggled. “Love you too, Lixie.” 

Shuffling into the kitchen, you saw Minho standing there, an apron wrapped around his slim waist as he chopped up vegetables. Raising an eyebrow at his ass in his joggers, you couldn’t help but feel the heat returning to your tummy. As if he could feel your presence, Minho turned to you, smirking and looking you up and down in the blanket like you were the sexiest thing he’d ever seen.

Oh, yeah. You met his eyes, licking your lips. You wanted a good round with your favourite, and you needed it yesterday.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

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[fandoms-writings]

𝕃𝕖𝕥'𝕤 𝕘𝕠 𝕔𝕒𝕞𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘!

Come camping with me for the weekend! We'll take off Thursday (7/25) morning and come back home Sunday (7/28) night.

We'll sit around the bonfire, play games and gossip!

Ask me about my head canons! (be specific!)

Tell me about your crushes (tumblr + real life!)

Rec me stuff! (films, books, shows, clothing shops, anything!)

Ask me for recs! (^^^)

Send me a vibe, a character, some colors, a song even, and I'll make you a little mood board! They don't have to be character centered if you don't want to, too!

Send a 🎧 and I'll put my liked songs on shuffle and send you the first song that plays.

Anonymously (or not) tell me a secret of yours.

Anonymously (or not) send a love letter to your favorite tumblr person!

Show some love to your fav fics and their authors by sending in some recommendations!

Send a 🔎 emoji and I'll post a wip clue (a picture, emoji, a word, etc) and you guys can guess what it's about.

Come pitch a tent and hang out! I can't wait to hang out with all of you who join <3

Tagging some friends below but no pressure <3 :

@sweetdreamsbuck @banana-cheese-cake @bucksangel @nexusnyx @pocolottie

@navybrat817 @cadavercowboy @galatially @glitter-oracle @heavenlybarnes

@historygeekfics @perdidosbucky-yyo @captainsimagines @barnesafterglow @intrepidacious

[sevensugars]

taking this moment in time to be awkward but please like/reblog if you post the following

♡ deancas

♡ wolfstar

♡ hannigram

♡ stucky

♡ the locked tomb | griddlehark

♡ tv & film

♡ art

♡ lit

and since i'm horrendously out of touch after years of fandom hiatus, i would actually appreciate fandom event recs like big bangs or reverse bangs, prayer hands emoji etc

i'm really just looking for friends and fandom and fanfic writing again. the world is too lonely and scary without it.

[shoshiwrites]

👀✨😭 for the fic recs, please. And feel free to replace with another emoji if these have already been answered.

👀 A fic that you love a normal amount

nostalgia (prompt fill) by @floydmtalbert (Band of Brothers, Talbert character study) — Nobody does postwar like Jenny does postwar, and this fic is no exception (and I'm not just saying that because I sent the prompt). It's just so good and so Tab and so gorgeously drawn.

✨ A fic you wish you could read again for the first time

Steve Rogers at 100: Celebrating Captain America on Film (Captain America, Bucky/Steve, General) — I can't even really describe it, but if you're into Captain America even a little bit, or HBOwar...I'm jealous that you get to experience this for the first time.

😭 A fic that ripped your heart out (but it hurt so good)

I See You In The Daytime (I Hear You At Night) by johnslittlespoon/quickcatton (Masters of the Air, Bucky/Curt, General) — ID tags and big ouches. Vivid and heartbreaking.

[bcofl0ve]

!! mollie’s 1k celly !!!

(looking for my main pinned post?)

holy sh*t there's (over) 1000 of you. real talk though- this blog has brought me so much joy. and even if it hasn't always been sunshine and rainbows- i love y'all down bad. and austin and olivia and baz and luke bracey and elvis and the presleys and and- anyways. let's party.

for y'all that are also on twitter, i just posted a couple of quote tweet games which you can check out here and here!

but that's not all! below are some ask games that i'll consider 'open' through next weekend. i tried to include something for everyone's tastes re: fics vs gossip vs listening to me yak about my silly little life.

anon roulette (aka help mollie clean out her inbox)

send me a 🛎 emoji with any key word/name/phrase and i'll search it my anons + respond to what i find. bare in mind i have stuff going as far back as like mid-october, so feel free to shoot for a little blast from the past! and to send multiple requests/repeat requests others have sent. all my answers to these will be tagged as #anon roulette with mollie to avoid clogging ppl's names tags- and i'll go back and add organizational tags later.

miscellaneous #gossip time with mollie

send me a 🔮 emoji and i'll share a bit of gossip i have stored up in the my noggin that has nothing to do with the people we discuss here (and will likely have to do with either the theatre industry or the political world)

fic roulette, send an emoji from the list below and let's chat!

🍓 random priscilla actress!reader au headcanon/s

🫐 random invisible string au headcanon/s

🍊 a fic rec + explanation of why i love it

🍋 explain a fic idea i had but never started (there’s quite a few!)

🍏 a blurb from a WIP (work in progress)

🍒 random austin x reader headcanon/s

🍇 random olivia x reader headcanon/s

🍌 random austin!elvis/elvis x reader headcanon/s

🥑 send this + a person + a genre (fluff, hurt/comfort, angst, smut etc) and i’ll pick a prompt from the prompt lists i have bookmarked to write an *insert* x reader blurb with

storytime with mollie roulette, send an emoji from the list below and gather round ye old tumblr campfire

🖤 tale from my 6 year situationship that would give most YA novels a run for their money

🤍 tale from my time in politics/activism work

🤎 random fun fact/piece of lore

❤️‍🔥 random not-gossip related hot take (on music, film, society? etc)

[fluorynn]

✧˚.❃ ↷¡ 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐌𝐄 ! ˊ-

✧˚ I have a distinct name, I suppose you could say, so I rather be called Nyrr for short — pulled from my actual name, lol!

✧˚ I like who I like — no preferable label to be sincere !

✧˚ I was born on the 18th of July ( I am to turn 19 this year ), raised and born in Houston Texas (…it be hectic out here sometimes — weather is incredibly bipolar ) though I am Hispanic due to both my parents being from Mexico 🇲🇽!!

✧˚ I am the eldest child in my family, so the responsibility can be a bit much at times, especially with the youngest children. I adore my family despite the many times we’ve clashed against one another — I’d do anything for them :)

✧˚ Truth be told, I never thought there was a loving fandom that writes for Avatar — until I came across Tumblr and was bewildered but full of anticipation to witness this! I’ve watched from the sidelines for awhile, but now I think I’ve gained a bit of familiarity with Avatar, and my writing skills — so I really hope you enjoy what I give! I love meeting new people — so please don’t hesitate in asking/mentioning anything within my ask box!

✧˚.❃ ↷ ¡ 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 / 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 !

.❃ hobbies of mine : writing — wether it be stories or thoughts or poetries or little notes, going to the library, reading, reading reading! drawing ( I would say I’m slightly above an average artist, lol ) clay ! Analyzing, deeply thinking of quotes, poetry.

.❃ music artists I listen to on a daily base : Hozier, Stephen Sanchez, Novo Amor, Noah Kahan, QUEEN, The Weeknd, Kevin Karl, Rebecca Sugar, Lin-Manuel Miranda, Ricky Montgomery, SZA, Backstreet Boys, Ainslie Wills, Montell Fish, Morgan Clae, Aventura, Darell, Zach Bryan, Luke Combs

.❃ films / series I have on repeat that perhaps is not healthy but it’s okay : Avatar ( 1&2 OFC ), HTTYD (every film, every series of it — besides the reboots —) Lo Que La Vida Me Robo, Bridgerton, The Book of Life, Hamilton, Steven Universe ( the film and the sequel series included ) Kubo and the Two Strings ( such an underrated film ) every single MARVEL film ( Black Widow & Guardians of the Galaxy especially…UGH ) Rise of the Planet of the Apes, Dawn of the Planet of the Apes, War For the Planet of the Apes, Netflix’s YOU series, Strawberry Panic, Komi Can’t Communicate

.❃ Favorite emojis : 🪼, 🌌, 🌃, 🫧, 🌄, 🌆, 🌠, 🎆,🦕

.❃ Current favorite songs :

Gone, Gone, Gone [ Phillip Phillips ]

The Pool ( single ) [ Stephen Sanchez ]

Easy On My Eyes and Angel Face ( 2 albums ) [ Also Stephen Sanchez ] ( any song of Stephen Sanchez is the most purest, sweetest of words ever )

Abrazando a Ti [ Kevin Karl ] ( any song of his is so beautiful too— )

Like Real People Do [ Hozier ] ( he is LIVING POETRY GUYS, every breath uttered from this man is poetry )

Special [ SZA ] ( my beloved )

✧˚.❃ ↷ Tag System

*⁀➷ ŋყཞཞ’s replies¡! — 🎆 (replies to ask box!!)

ŋყཞཞ’ʂ recs¡! — 📖🪼 ( other amazing writer’s work!)

ŋყཞཞ’ʂ reblogs¡! — 🌌 ( reblogs!)

𝐍¥𝐑𝐑’𝐒 𝐏𝐄𝐍 !*ೃ༄ ( my writing!)

ŋყཞཞ rambles¡! — 🫧 ( just random rants, lol )

— 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐎𝐙𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 :

❝ 𝘋𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘦𝘴? ❞

— 𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚢 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚔

❝ 𝗪𝗲’𝗹𝗹 𝗳𝗹𝗼𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝗳 𝘄𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹, 𝗜 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗮𝘆: 𝗱𝗼𝗻’𝘁 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗺𝗲. ❞

— 𝙸, 𝙲𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚗 ( 𝙸𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚗 ), 𝚑𝚘𝚣𝚒𝚎𝚛

[sgtmickeyslaughter]

Weekly Tag Wednesday

ive had a hellish week and im so glad its halfway over

thank you for tagging me @jrooc

which character from any media would you like to have as a father?

logan roy because it would be hilarious and iconic

if money, laws, time, and effort were no object, what animal would you want to have?

i've always wanted a little bunny, but alas, time and effort are objects

what is your Chinese takeout order?

i dont really like chinese take out but i will go out and turn hot pot into a particularly delicious witches brew

what’s your favourite emoji?

🌿 its so pretty

would you rather have a library, greenhouse, or home theater in your house?

i would like a green house because i adore how they smell, and any room can be a library if you own too many books

what childhood tv show do you think of the most fondly?

idk if anyone else will remember this but the old pbs show between the lions, also reading rainbow

Butterfly in the sky, I can go twice as high Take a look, it's in a book, A Reading Rainbow!

what was your tumblr like when you first joined?

my main blog is turning a decade old this year, and I have really found a beautiful niche on my dash there, mostly art, photographs, film, and book recs

what clothing style do you love but don’t feel compelled to replicate yourself?

ive always liked super androgynous styles, but i am unfortunately built like a short botticellis venus

If you were plopped into a fictional world, which one would you know the layout of the best?

not that i know it well bc you cant, but i would love to get lost on the island from spirited away

what is your favourite piece of art?

my favorite piece ive seen recently are these richard serra sculptures

do you have a water bottle?

yes a very cute little olive green one that keeps me hydrated

what fanfic trope is a quiet fave?

I love a soulmate au, gallavich has made me appreciate au's, and i like a little miscommunication moment

do you carry a daily bag? what does it look like? what’s the weirdest thing in it?

its a small leather tote, and probably my earplugs bc the world is just a little too loud and if i dont carry them all the time ill end up at a concert without them

If you had to ship Mickey with another Gallagher, who would it be?

ew uh - they must have a hot cousin, or maybe one of claytons other sons, that would be interesting

what is a fanfic trope you didn’t expect to like and then very much did?

angst, i still dont like being sad but gallavich writers do it so good

do you think s11 Mickey can still carry s11 Ian?

yes but it makes his back hurt :/

Who got custody of the killing bat when they sold the house?

Lip and Debbie got into a fight about it on the front lawn, Liam snuck off with it while they were and hides it in his bedroom

what about you? @solitarycreaturesthey @stocious @i-think-you-mean-reduction @steorie @rainbowbri @mybrainismelted @transmickey

[crowtterdam]

๋★. BASICS !

ヾ ☆★ "NAME ! Lola ヾ ☆★ "PROUNOUNS ! She/He/They ヾ ☆★ "AGE ! 18 ヾ ☆★ "STAR SIGNS ! Leo ヾ ☆★ "MBTI TYPE ! Intp-j ヾ ☆★ "SEXUAL ORIENTATION ! Pansexual ヾ ☆★ "LOCATION ! United Kingdom ヾ ☆★ "NATIONALITY ! British ヾ ☆★ "ETHINICITY ! Korean-Pakistani ヾ ☆★ "LANGUAGES ! English (100%), Korean (35%), Urdu (89%) ヾ ☆★ "LIKES ! Food, Skatboarding, Music, Archery, Pets, Poety/Books, Films analysis, Art, Meme, Fanfiction

๋★. FAVOURITES !

ヾ ☆★ "NUMBER ! 13 ヾ ☆★ "COLOURS ! Black, White, Red, Purple ヾ ☆★ "ANIMALS ! Snakes, Dogs, Rabbits, Cats ヾ ☆★ "MUSIC ! BTS, Stray Kids, ATEEZ, Billie Eliish, NF, Beyoncé, Selena Gomez, Taylor Swift, Eminem, Lana Del Rey, Marina, Nicki Minaj, Chase Atlantic, David Kushner, The Neighourhood, Glass Animals, Arctic Monkeys, Melanie Martinez, Hozier ヾ ☆★ "HOBBIES ! Reading, Writer, Graphic design, Listening to Music, Movie/Book analysis ヾ ☆★ "MOVIES ! Harry Potter, The Exorcist, The god farther, The Shawshank Redemption, Any Marvels films, Spider-Man: Into The Spider-Verse, Mortal Engines ヾ ☆★ "SERIES ! Shadow & Bone, Chicago Med/PD, Rupaul's Drag Race, Daisy Jones & the Six, The Mandalorian, Interview with a Vampire, Criminal Minds ヾ ☆★ "AUTHORS ! Dazai Osamu, Kazuo Ishiguro, Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, Virginia Woolf, Victor Hugo, Edgar Allan Poe  ヾ ☆★ "EMOJIS ! 🫶🏼🤣🍃🌷✨💦🎧🏎💌🧿📷🍡🏳️‍🌈🪷🎤🎬 ヾ ☆★ "SEASONS ! Summer ヾ ☆★ "FOOD ! Pizza, Burger, Ramen, Kimchi, Tteokbokki, Bibimbap, Naengmyeon, Bulgogi, Tikka Kebab, Biriyani, Chapli kebab, Chaat, Shawarma ヾ ☆★ "DRINKS ! Monster Energy (any flavour), Coffee, Boba, Tea, Orange Juice, Coca-Cola (no pepsi we die like real men), Red Wine, Vodka

๋★. OTHER THINGS !

ヾ ☆★ "F1 ! @starsanova ヾ ☆★ "REBLOG BLOG ! @suxnyfllower ヾ ☆★ "NSFW BLOG ! @almoxndblossxm ヾ ☆★ "PERSONAL BLOG ! @sxllfportrait ヾ ☆★ "ARCHIVE & FIC REC BLOG ! @archiveofstars

[notasapleasure]

fanfic director's cut: only ever just one night!

ohhhh hohoho careful what you ask for my friend. But thank you <3

Only ever just one night - director's commentary meme

And while I'm here, a HUGE shout out of thanks to @weirdsociology-writes for reccing this fic!

BACKGROUND The first SW fic I've written in….five years! I've been noodling around very small fandoms since then. I mean like…under 20 fics total on ao3 for the main one (a Georgian film about gay dancers). And a 1980s band AU of a 1960s book series about a sixteenth-century Scottish mercenary where we call ourselves 'tiny fandom' for a reason. So it's both extraordinarily lovely to have so much engagement with this fic and also kind of alarming. To enumerate my alarm: (1) What if I haven't researched the world coffectly (see: misspelling 'caf' as 'kaf')? (2) What if my first fic for this fandom is my best and I have no other ideas to explore coherently? (3) What if I want to write more and it Grows Plot and I end up with just another perpetual WIP trailing its innards all over my ao3 dash? (4) What if I fluked out and wrote something people vibe with while in a trance, but my justification for my actions has bad vibes? However, I try not to cultivate shame, so Andor fandom, specifically Brassian fans: know that you are lovely and it's making Not Looking Down easier.

CONCEPT The fic ambushed me in a back-alley when I was still trying to work through what I did and didn't like about the show (having been immersed in Jyn/Cassian fic and Rogue One backstory when I last did SW fandom). But I knew that what I very much did like was that hug in Rix Road. I am an absolute sucker for second-fiddle characters who are just quietly waiting for an opportunity to fuck shit up on behalf of the skrunkly little creatures we call main characters. Thankless and loyal, competent and smart - not a himbo, but someone who's watching their friend get into trouble and rolling their sleeves up to wade in and help without being asked. The ones you trust to help you hide a body. Also for characters who seem…I don't know, too good to be true on the surface, but have deep reservoirs of potential for darker emotions. I could also have just said I like broad-shouldered black-haired guys who give the best hugs (Brasso. Irakli. Jerott.)

Anyway, I find the best way to explore the relationship between two characters I like is just to make them fuck. I'm being a bit flippant, but only a bit. Communication - spoken and unspoken - is key whether it's good or bad, and you can do a lot with a character's idea of themselves as well as their idea of the other person. It's a performance, it can be about getting a response, and there can be a lot of motives at work. So I wrote this fic to work out how I saw Cassian and Brasso's friendship through a long-term lens - the trust, but also the distance Cassian keeps. Brasso's concern for him, which is overlayed by his frustration at Cassian not telling him everything. Brasso going into these interactions with eyes wide open and still finding it worthwhile, because although Cassian never gives anyone everything he gives something of himself to Brasso that no one else gets. Cassian actually relying deeply on Brasso as a constant in the turbulent life he's made for himself and feeling something almost like guilt for letting himself rely on someone that much. But needing that little hit of stability too much not to keep coming back.

FIC

It's in the present continuous because I was possessed by brain worms and they insisted. I literally haven't written anything in that tense for years so…?

Well, I had to try to replicate that hug. Turning favoured scenes over and over with new words is a fun exercise. And while I am very eyes emoji at the idea of Luthen/Cassian I'm also into the idea of Cass having One Place he knows he can always go back to for safety and comfort without any sort of judgement, and that place being wherever Brasso is. Hence also the idea that, although Cassian claims it's for Brasso's safety that he won't say where he's been or who he's working for, there's also an element of Cassian preserving his bolt hole. If he keeps this relationship separate from the Rebellion then whenever the work he does becomes too much, he can always go somewhere that feels like away from the Rebellion. Which isn't exactly fair if Brasso might choose to be involved in the fight himself, were he given all the information. And is something I want to poke at properly if I can sort out the right kind of Macguffin for the plot I have in mind following up from this fic. It would encompass, in theory, Cassian moving from a state where his work for Luthen feels still like a kind of ownership/debt repayment/self-flagellation towards the kind of responsibility and service he treats it as by the time of Rogue One, where I don't think he has any kind of release valve or bolt hole or temporary place to escape/experience respite from The Cause.

All this is bound up with the idea that Brasso sees Cassian in a way many others on Ferrix don't. I think Maarva sees him, but she's too close to what she did and all the guilt and resentment around her just taking him from his home for that understanding to come without massive strings attached. And Bix, similarly, I think she understands Cassian perfectly well and she's made the conscious decision that That's Not For Her. For all the telling the series does about their previous relationship, the showing doesn't involve much pining (from my perspective), or inclination to get back together, just two people who know each other too well to put up with the other's bullshit. Brasso has that too, but with what the series gives us there's not the same kind of caveats to his understanding of Cassian. At least, that's how I see it.

Connected with 'although Cassian never gives anyone everything he gives something of himself to Brasso that no one else gets', I wanted to keep the two of them isolated from the other Ferrix survivors here. Cassian's in too vulnerable a place to face up to them all together - what's that trope, where a shapeshifter gets confused by being presented with too many things to change into? I think that would be Cass trying to maintain his armour around Bix and Bee as well - lying about the jobs he's doing and where he's been to them all together it too likely to leave him exposed. He can be selective with his information around Brasso, and he can tell when Brasso knows he's holding out and would rather he didn't, but Brasso's also not going to push too hard, because he knows that just gives Cassian an excuse to leave.

'Brasso merely nods - it's only ever just one night. The first time it happened he believed those words and afterwards, ablaze with memories of that one night, he had come to regret agreeing to it - he'd burned through the long sleepless hours between the first time and the second, convinced that he'd just learned what it was he truly wanted only to be denied any repeat of it. Then there had been a second 'just one night'. A third. Brasso had begun to understand that just one night actually meant something else when Cassian said it. It meant I trust you. I need you too much to ruin it by staying longer. I'll be back. I'll always need to come back.'

Of course, in trying to figure out how this would go as something established, I backed myself into a corner of wondering how it might have started - hence Counting on you (ugh I really wish I'd had the patience to think of better titles for these two fics). But I like the idea of seeing how this relationship came into being without ever really having been talked about, just changing bit by bit to incorporate more - as I was saying to @elwenyere, it's a ship of Theseus kind of deal, where both physically and emotionally they're scoping each other out and building on each encounter, as well as on the friendship they had anyway, but really it's just 'yes and-'ing each other without addressing their feelings directly.

I'll admit to taking a deliberately contrary stance to what I expected to be the default take on this ship - that Cassian would be more experienced, more likely to make the first move. I just prefer a dynamic in my ships where they're differently experienced and both invested in making the other feel good, so there's always a bit of a wrangle over who's initiating what. From the way Brasso meets Cassian's improvised alibi to the way he knows exactly where to find him with Maarva's message, I don't believe for one second this is a man who's shy about using his initiative. And like Cassian is, I think he's highly conscious of how people view him and his body and has learned to manipulate expectations around that - either to make himself seem less threatening or to do the opposite. It's something that's part of what they both get out of being together - no facade, Brasso doesn't need to make himself seem smaller or less threatening (he defaults to bumbling when confronted with Imperial patrols, it really takes a lot to get him swinging that brick on Rix Road) because Cass doesn't find him threatening, and Cassian doesn't need his sharp edges, or to make himself seem small in the way he does, too (I keep thinking of how those two Corpos talk about him in the bar in episode 1).

In the end, I think Cassian does believe he's not coming back. Whether because he won't last that long, or because he can't keep this reminder of life outside the dirty work of the Rebellion without the contrast hurting too much/compromising the armour he needs to do his work. And yes, a lot of this comes from pondering Cinta's attitude to her and Vel's relationship - again, if I manage to write more, expect them to be there and that to be part of it. So while it becomes clear to Brasso that Cassian thinks he's not coming back - in a different way from all the previous 'not coming backs', I think that catches Brasso off-guard. Because I think Brasso...wants to believe he would be more honest about how he feels if he really could grasp the idea of it being the last time he sees Cassian. He'd go all in if it was his last chance to do so. But without time to prepare? I think he's made too much of being the one who can let Cassian go (cf. Bix - he's always leaving) and that that's what lets him keep coming back. If you never give something a beginning how can you give it an ending?

A question I find myself confronted with regularly, 50k words in and utterly lost. Stay tuned?

[slvttyharlow]

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[fairyhaos]

same anon who asked about anime — it's okay, even i havent watched many but i was just curious, hehe. i watched mostly studio ghibli films, makoto shinkai films, 2 or 3 bl anime, tokyo revengers and jujutsu kaisen.

wbu yena 😊 what did you watch? btw how was your day? hope it went pretty good and also could you please recommend me svt fluff writers 😢 all i see is smut when i search seventeen imagines and i dont like it. so pls will you tell me!!

ive read your works to and they are the cutest 🫶🏽 hope you have a great day or night 🌙 ❤️

sending lots of love. alaso can i be your anon. if yes, i would love to take this emoji : 🪷 anon?

heyyy 🪷 anon and ooh omg i love studio ghibli!!! tbh i feel like it's a whole genre all by itself jshfhd and i gotta say that whilst i love howls moving castle like literally every person in the world, kiki's delivery service is just sooo important to me fr </333

ive watched a few bls toooo but tbh they're all the classic danmeis like tgcf and mdzs and link click with is also technically not rlly bl but could very well be 🫡 (and im always on the lookout for more so if anyone has.... any recs.... pls.....)

as for normal anime hmmm ive watched saiki k, kamisama kiss, tried to watch fruits basket and kind of failed, and also this one anime about a girl tryna defy one of those otome games come to life ??? can't remember the title but it was funny lmao and that's about the extent of my actual anime experience. but i do know ab a lot of animes bc loads of my friends are weebs 😭

(and svt fluff writers,,,, just any of my moots tbh!! they r the best fluff writers i know <3)

[hellpenis900]

hello this is your secret santa, hope you're doing well! sorry this is coming late :)

first off - who are your current top artists? do you have any recommendations? and are there any other bands you're into outside of those? i mainly listen to pretty standard classic rock bands, current top band are the stones :)

i saw in your bio you like gp and george harrison!! i'm only really familiar w george's stuff but do you have any gram parsons recs?

what else are you into outside of music? any cool hobbies or anything?

hope you have a good week! -secret santa

don't worry about being late, we're in a busy season & it's still good to hear from you!

as a heads up, i've gotten two santas so i'd appreciate you (and You 🫵 if you're checking my SRS23 tag) putting down any kind of identifier so there won't be any sort of confusion down the line. nickname, letter, emoji, whatever works :^]

for my current top artists, they've been The Beatles (finally got into them this past July, but I've listened to George for a good while longer than that!), Genesis, and The Lemon Twigs — so not too different from what i listed on my page 🦞

i've also been getting into The Band & The Beach Boys lately, and have just started to warm up to Bob Dylan: if i were to recommend anything of what i listen to that wasn't related to Gram, i'd suggest checking out La Grasa De Las Capitales by Serú Girán (the album of all time)

i've generally been trying to sort out my general Lack of knowledge on popular English/American classic rock music since i did spend most of my teens hyperfocusing on relatively "obscure" 80s post-punk, noise-rock, and industrial with long-ass names like Grazhdanskaya Oborona & Einstürzende Neubauten.

as for Gram suggestions, since you're a Stones fan i think a good start for you would be looking into his work with The Flying Burrito Brothers (Gilded Palace Of Sin especially! or perhaps their version of 'Wild Horses' from Burrito Deluxe). his solo albums are fantastic too but if you step into them without having a prior appreciation for country music (like i did!) then they can be pretty jarring first listens haha

outside of music i mostly cook, write, game, and screw around with photography – more out of interest in the cameras than photos i think. i'm currently learning to use a digital one, but i've shot a few test rolls of film with some vintage cameras i found that i'll see about getting developed once my family's done with moving..

what about you, though? what kinds of things do you get up to outside of music?

(also! i'd be interested in listening to any suggestions you'd like to send. i'm personally not familiar with the Rolling Stones outside of Gram and them initially playing blues, so that could be a start :^) )

thank you & i hope your week also goes smoothly, and that you can stay warm and undisoriented by the early sunsets!

(& here's a terrifying gram parsons themed nutcracker, as a treat)

[byebyekaywhy]

fic rec

The Ultimatum: Untamed by kimseokbba

Summary: In a moment of desperation, Lan Zhan proposes going on his brother's newly produced show "The Ultimatum: Untamed", a mixed queer show filmed over three months where couples swap, either ending each relationship with a breakup or a live wedding hosted on prime time TV.

The Modern, established couple WangXian!"The Ultimatum: Queer Love" au no one asked for.

OR

Mian Mian and Wen Qing are having the time of their lives, Yanli's an incredible goddess as always, Jiang Cheng's Big Time Thirsting, Lan Zhan's sad, and Wei Ying's just stressing all the time

Additional tags: Established Relationship, Angst with a Happy Ending, Jealousy, Possessive Behavior, Sad Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngji, Sad Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Drunk Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī, Minor Luó "Mián Mián" Qīngyáng/Wēn Qíng, Established Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī and Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn Being Idiots, Wēn Cháo Being an Asshole (Módào Zǔshī), Minor Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Mò Xuányǔ, very little, like blink and you'll miss it, Soft Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn & Wēn Qíng Friendship, Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī & Luó "Mián Mián" Qīngyáng Friendship, Minor Jiāng Yànlí/Jīn Zǐxuān, Jiāng Yànlí is So Done, Good Sibling Jiāng Yànlí, jin zixuan is an idiot but jiang yanli loves him anyways, lan yuan and jin ling are mortified, Crack Treated Seriously, Alternate Universe - Reality Show, The Ultimatum

Words: 1,942 Chapters: 1/3 Last updated: 2023-06-03

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Just found this little gem on AO3 and I loved it already! The premise is that for some reason, WY is avoiding LZ, causing their five-year established relationship to hit a snag. Desperate for his lover but unwilling to force him into an uncomfortable situation, LZ looks to his brother for help. The solution suggested to him is nothing he would agree with, but as situations play out and his hands become tied, it'd appear he'd have to accept the proposition anyway.

The opening chapter is short but characters are already shown to be, well, in-character, with quite fitting thought processes and dialogues, and it's even better how this doesn't impede the plot but instead is leveraged to "heighten the stakes"/make the plot even better. Though the thing that stood out to me the most and impelled me to make this post is how there's only been 78 hits for it so far.

The author didn't link to a retweet/bloggable promotion post so I just decided to do it myself. Please give the fic a read! I don't mean to force it on everyone, of course, but if the summary and tags call out to you then I'm certain you'll like it! <3

if it does turn out to be your cup of tea, please, do comment with something encouraging (even just a row of 5 heart emojis) or reblog this post! it'd be nice to show the author support :-)

[zerobaseonefics]

venom my dear you're definitely not dramatic for complaining about people not respecting your boundaries!!! some people on this app are just so disrespectful and inconsiderate it's aweful💀💀 you have every right to be upset! honestly the only thing you can do about it is just delete those asks sadly 💔

and sung hanbin as 20th century girl dude?? bro you're SO RIGHT. i loved that movie i was SOBBING when i finished it😭 i was soooo upset oh my lord😤 but this scene where he went on the rollercoaster with her even though he was scared shitless was soooo CSKJWPEJIW that was very hanbin me thinks. (COUGH maybe you can add that in blooming day it'd be so cute)

i haven't watched cheese in the trap nor weightlifting fairy kim bokjoo, but I've seen some bokjoo clips on tiktok and gyuvin definitely fits this role sm. he'd do SOOO well as a silly main lead🤧

i literally have no idea about yujin hold on.... he could be the lead in he is psychometric?? yeah idk he'd fit a kdrama with a highschool setting the most (i wonder why)

AND ALSO THOSE LOOKBOOK SNEAK PEAKS. seok matthew holy moly i'm on my KNEES he's so handsome 💥💥💥💥 i love mattchu and woohyun sm🤬

btw you're so right for biasing park gunwook. i still remember when i watched the first episode of bp and i thought "wow he's scary and handsome wth" and i searched him up AND HE WAS 2005 LINER????? i was SO flabbergasted that i fell off my bed, seriously 😪

-anonymous anon 💗 (this emoji looks so much prettier on discord)

honestly i don't really mind ppl requesting when i said it's closed. what sucks about this is that i have to say no. but what's really pissing me off is ppl dropping nsfw links like 💀 no i don't want to watch your p0rn rec wtf

FUN FACT ABOUT THIS SCENEJKJZDJN when i watched the movie i couldnt find it in korean...... so i had to watch the film with french dubs 💀 SO THE SCENE WAS JUST SOO CRINGE WITH THE FRENCH VOICE I AM TRAUMATIZED

i don't have an idea for him either...... tbh i feel like we haven't seen much of his personality during boys planet so i don't know how to picture him in anything. hope we'll have content soon so we can get to know the kid better

bRO I SAW THEM WHEN I WOKE UP AND I WAS GAGGED THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD?????

gunwook . i knew him from wild idol but he changed in boys planet i was so surprised 💀 i'm so glad he debuted he was my fav since the beginning <3

[pynkhues]

🙄😌🙊🥹🥵 but I want romcoms or romantic dramedies pls and thx

Thank yoouuu, and oh man, this was actually surprising hard, haha.

Eyeroll emoji - Adam's Rib (1949). You can never really go wrong with a Katharine Hepburn and Spencer Tracy romcom, they're both excellent actors with chemistry for days (like, god, there was a reason they were in nine romances together) and this one is probably my favourite. In it, they play a married couple who are both lawyers who end up working on opposite sides of the same case - a case where a neglected woman attempts to kill her husband. At the time of it's release, it was a bit of a grenade and it actively tackled conversations of changing gender roles in post-WWII America, and the social and relationship pressures a lot of people felt. You really feel the fact that it was co-written by a woman too, and even beyond the great premise, it's genuinely really funny. Eyeroll emoji only because - - well, it did come out in 1949 so some of the gender politics are outdated to say the least, haha.

Relieved emoji - Bright Star (2009). Yes, sure, this movie is technically a 'tragedy' or whatever, but it's totally a comfort film for me too. It's so exquisitely made, and is probably my favourite Jane Campion film. The story of the poet John Keats' romance with Fanny Brawne is just really tenderly told, and the cinematography is to die for.

Don't speak emoji - The Children's Hour (1961). This movie never seems to feature in conversations of early lesbian cinema, which is a real shame, because it's genuinely very good and I think features possibly both Audrey Hepburn and Shirley Maclaine's best performances. At an all-girls school, a vindictive student accuses two of her teachers of lesbianism, and it trickles out in ways most of them couldn't imagine.

Holding back tears emoji - Hold Back the Dawn (1941). Another teacher-themed one just for youuuu. The synopsis of this movie always sounds a little silly, but it has so much heart and is inherently a film about kindness. A Romanian male sex worker is trying to get into the US to meet up with his lover who's recently married a man there in a green card marriage. He gets stopped at the border though and ends up stranded in Mexico. While he's there, he meets a teacher from America who's out with her school group, and plans to marry her for the green card, only to actually fall in love with her in the process. Olivia de Havilland is always my #1, and she's just so, so sweet in this, as are Charles Boyer and Paulette Goddard. It's really a movie about how to find and build a home, and I just love it a lot.

Hot emoji - The Handmaiden (2016). Oh man, what can I say about The Handmaiden? In Japan-occupied Korea in the 1930s, a young Korean woman is hired to be handmaiden to a reclusive Japanese heiress, only the handmaiden is actually a pickpocket recruited by a swindler posing as a Japanese Count who's trying to rob the heiress blind. And that's basically just the first ten minutes. I know you're going to hate this, haha, but the best way to go into The Handmaiden is without knowing much about it, because it is a ride. It's also a deeply intimate and compelling love story and while I do think some of the sex scenes can be a bit much, on the whole it's a movie that oozes sensuality and I love that for it and for me.

Send me an emoji + a genre and I’ll send you a movie rec

[sutang-hoon]

Can u possibly make jay x actor reader, where jay and the other members react to a movie horror movie and is the unexpected survivor, hehehe

movie star — park jongseong x male!reader (m.)

PAIRING: park jongseong x male!reader (he/him)

SUMMARY: you're a rising actor, and you've just finished your biggest project; a horror movie. now that the movie's out, you and your friends were invited over to another friend's house. park jongseong's, to be exact. little did you know, you're his one and only movie star.

SONG REC: movie star - cix (he’s a movie movie star, everything with you, is like a dream right now)

AUTHOR'S NOTE: this is my first ever fic, and i hope you guys like it! hope it isn't too cheesy lol and i know the original has "she" but for the sake of this fic, let's make it "he" instead (also i can't put a keep reading button without the pictures being messed up for some reason)

"and... that's a cut!"

the entire cast, including you, has finally finished filming your biggest project, a horror movie. this was your biggest project yet - grueling and long, long hours of filming, lots of lines and dialogue and several hours in the waiting room. it was stressful, that's for sure.

"good job everyone!" the director and the other staff applauded. you and your castmates gave your thanks and walked off the set, while you reach for your phone, texting your friends.

:readmore:

"everyone, the movie is done." you sent the message.

soon enough, the group chat was filled with typing and message bubbles. you smile as you read through their messages. heeseung was congratulating you, sunoo was excited for the movie's release, even going as far as asking you when the exact date it would be released, to you replying with a "i literally just finished filming it a minute ago" followed by him sending a sad emoji.

through the sea of messages, one particular message caught your attention. it was from park jongseong, although everyone calls him jay.

"wanna watch his movie at my place?" the message says.

in an instant, the group chat was flooded with messages. sunghoon replied with a "hell yeah!", sunoo being overly-excited, jake promising he'll bring the popcorn and jungwon worrying if his parents would allow him to come over to jay's place.

and jay was excited, to watch the movie and to see you.

"i'm here." heeseung message reads.

you step out of your house and you try to get into heeseung's car as fast as possible. you were a rising actor after all - the last thing you needed was to be surrounded by fans and paparazzi.

"all good?" heeseung takes a glance at you, and you reply with a "all good." he puts the car in drive and starts driving towards jay's place.

in the car consists of the following; heeseung as the driver, you in the shotgun seat, jungwon behind heeseung, sunoo in the middle back seat and ni-ki behind you.

"can you pass me the aux cord?" you figured that playing some music would make the ride to jay's place less boring. you scroll through your playlist and press on the song called "movie star".

the song starts, and all of you start bopping your head to the song since it was pretty catchy afterall.

"he's a movie movie star, everything with you is a dream right now, he wants it, he wants it"

"i mean, we got a literal movie star here." heeseung blurts out loud and you smile sheepishly.

"yeah, yeah."

sunoo suddenly cheers, "congratulations to our movie star, whose horror move blew up!"

and now, everyone in the car is hyping you up which results in you rolling your eyes. although you didn't want to admit it, you were flustered at how supportive your friends were.

you knock on jay's door. it takes a few minutes before he opens it - you all greet him and he greets you back with a smile. "come on in."

jake and sunghoon were already on the couch, preparing the popcorn jake promised to bring. you supposed that sunghoon was the one who brought the drinks.

the five of you take your shoes off and walk towards the living room. jake and sunghoon greet you warmly and you sit down on the couch.

"so, are you going to say anything to him?" heeseung whispers to jay, who has been staring and ogling at you ever since you stepped into his home.

"i don't know. he's too pretty, man." jay whispers back, resulting in heeseung scoffing. heeseung and jay watch as you chat with the group. too pretty. jay says to himself as he watches you smile and laugh to something jake said.

"now's your only chance, jay. you've been stalling for so long. it's about damn time you tell him how you feel."

"i know, i know."

jay likes you, a lot. he's down bad for you, he could say.

jay never thought he'd fall for someone like you, a guy, even. but he couldn't help it. he remembered the first time he met you. the way you smiled at him, the way you were so handsome for him. that day changed him. something tugged at his heartstrings that day.

"i'm telling him." jay whispers to heeseung, turning to face the latter.

"that's my guy, good luck." heeseung gives him a pat on the back and walks towards the couch.

jay stares at you for one last time, before walking to sit on the couch.

"we're all gathered here and we know why." jake starts, and you can help but laugh - he looks like he's hosting some type of event.

"we're here to watch a movie. a movie starring none other than.." jake points at you, and you just wave back.

"that's right. and with that, cheers!"

it's funny, since the cans were cans of soda and not beer. you and the others play along anyway, and you press your cans together. jake turns on the tv, dims the lights, and starts the movie.

everyone is silent and on the edge of their seats. the movie has reached its climax. the characters (including you) are currently escaping from the antagonist.

the characters have already arrived at the main location, which was a building that was rumored to be occupied by a serial killer, the main antagonist. the characters finally found the killer, although since they were the main antagonist, after all, they did not hesitate to attack.

jay was switching between watching the movie and staring at you. he kinda cared less about the movie and cared more about you - so much that sunoo had to remind him now and then to focus on the movie.

"no!" a scream made by sunghoon made jay focus on the movie.

a major character was captured and killed by the antagonist. this resulted in the other boys to let out simultaneous "no!"s.

the movie goes on, and more characters get killed. at this point, only three characters were left and that included you.

the entire room was filled with silence once again as the boys were nervous, nervous to know who'll make it in the end.

the three characters on screen are currently running towards the exit. as cliche as it sounds, one character trips, and unfortunately gets killed. the two remaining characters continue running.

"i wonder who makes it out alive, i feel like both of them will make it." ni-ki remarks, to which the others silently agree.

the antagonist surprises both characters. the other character who isn't you starts a one-on-one fight with the antagonist.

currently, everyone was cheering for the major character.

the major character manages to defeat the antagonist. everyone cheered. sadly, the major character was heavily injured - everyone gasped in shock.

"does that mean..." jake trails off and just decided to watch until the end.

the final character left, which was played by you, escaped and the movie ends.

the entire room was dead silent for the nth time until jay spoke.

"you're the one who made it?!" jay almost yells and the other boys turned to look at you, who had a smug grin on your face.

"guess i did."

they were all of shocked and frustrated. jake said that this specific character should've made it since they were so smart and good. the others just sat there in plain shock.

while the rest were still talking about the movie, jay tapped you on the shoulder. "i want to talk to you. follow me."

heeseung notices this - he gives jay a thumbs up and mouths him a "good luck" as the two of you walk into his room.

jay closes the door and you sit down on his bed. jay was obviously nervous, he couldn't stop fidgeting. he clears his throat and stands in front of you.

"uh, i just want to say that... your movie was good. and, your acting is amazing." jay refused to make direct eye contact with you. his cheeks had a red tint to them.

"thanks, you think i looked good?" you teased jay. that just made him more nervous, his red cheeks deepening in color. you laughed. jay was down bad.

"i know you like me, idiot." you watch as jay makes an expression that's a mix between relief, shock and shyness. you laugh and fall back onto jay's bed.

"c'mon, join me."

jay awkwardly laid down on the empty spot on the bed next to you. he resists the urge to stare at your face. he knows that he likes you - you pointed it out. you turn around to face jay and the both of you stare at each other.

swiftly, you give jay a kiss on the lips. the guy was obviously taken aback. his eyes widened, his heartbeat was faster than ever and he feels like he was floating on air.

you pull back and giggle while jay just lies there in disbelief. jay was so flustered you found it adorable. sitting up, you look at jay one last time before leaving the room. jay was still lying down on the bed.

the moment you closed the door, jay screamed into his pillow while he kicks his legs on the bed. he lies facing the ceiling while placing his hand on his forehead, his breathing filling the room.

"holy shit. he kissed me."

jay smiles and bites his lip. he'll definitely remember that.

his first love. his first kiss.

his one and only movie star.

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